non-lucid

I'm walking through a lot of sludgy snow on all fours down the street. I put my thumb out at every car that goes by but no one picks me up. One car slows down. It's a pink see-through "car" made of cardboard. It doesn't pick me up but I follow it.

I arrive at some shitty little house. The hallway is so tiny I must walk sideways through it. In the kitchen, I pour myself a big cup of smoothie. My mom's voice from somewhere comes out and says "That's all pineapple!", and taste it. It is.

I open a door and see a bunch of kids playing outside in the back yard. I don't join them. I open another door and now I'm in my basement from my childhood house. My kitten (that I have in real life) sneaks down the stairs and my mom tells me to find her. I look around and become distracted by noticing my basement.

It has fused my memory of the basement and the house, and there are stained glass bookshelf cases right next to the stairs. I walk into a room behind the stairs. It's a giant library with our big bookshelf case (usually in the dining room) in a largely empty room. There's a middle room next to this one with three bookshelves, all filled with just two series: One fantasy series my mom read, and another Peanuts-esque comic series my aunt read (it doesn't really exist). On one of the bookshelves in this room is a big collection of all the art Graeme Base (of Animalia fame) ever did.

I look through a doorway and see a bunch of people and Heather standing around. I do a weird dance and end up on the floor and a girl next to Heather does the same dance. I walk into the first room again and now it's a gift shop in my basement. All of my friends are here on some kind of "field trip". I start reading some holiday cards which are in a case.

My friend Justine comes up to me and says she's upset that she's so mean. I say "Yeah, you're an asshole, but I am too," and we talk about we are mean and wish we weren't. I end up hugging her and Heather comes over and seems unphased by it, which I'm glad about because it wasn't a sexual move at all.

I go back to the card section and really want to steal a Harry Potter "card" that is actually a really thick notebook full of original sketches by the author. I imagine that there are cameras in my basement because this is now a store, but end up grabbing it anyway. It's time to go so everyone, including me, walk through a new doorway exit to the driveway.

I get in a car that Jack's driving and my brother Holden is supposed to be sitting next to me. He gets in for a second but leaves. Jack doesn't know that he left and speeds off. Time lapse to us driving on a main road in my town. I say "Jack, pull over here, Holden's there," and we do. I tap on the glass of my window and Holden looks up. We're on the other side of the road, though. He has an air of superiority so as he walks through the busy traffic, all the cars stop for him, some of them dangerously close to running him over (but he doesn't seem to mind at all).

He goes to the sidewalk next to the car and starts running. He is challenging Jack to a race to wherever our destination is. Jack takes offense to this and starts speeding to make sure he wins and runs every red light. I'm kind of panicking and as I get more and more afraid, the car goes more and more out of control. Soon we have so much speed that the car starts to fly.



We are in the air and I see we're going to land in a really bad place, in between some buildings in like a hedge or something. It seems really dangerous. We land....and I lose the dream.

Before i fell asleep i tried WILDing as usual and focus on third eye meditation.
The problem is that after my body gets numb i get so hot, really i sweat like a pig. All the blankets start to feel annoying on my skin, my nose starts to itch my patience starts to lose it.
It feels awkward enough for me to just give up and roll in my bed till i fall asleep normally.

heres what i remember

My mom forced called the supermarket and forced me to get a job there, i went over to the supermarket and met my boss. 2 chiefs atually, but one of them was a lazy bum the other one was a pretty cool guy.
He showed me around the supermarket but forgot to tell me what to do so i left him and went around exploring the place by myself. There where loads of employees but i don't recall any interaction.
I didn't really feel like working there so i wanted to just leave but then i thought what the hell might aswell work for 2 hours and get some money out of it.
I never did tho i just chilled,i think.

My second dream was way more interesting

I was in a school-like environment but much different from my actual school since this one had nice greenfields around it, countless of entrances and exits.

Anyway i remember seeing a girl i used to go out with. We never really got together officially due to some issues but it was a fun ride nontheless. Oh and she's hot ! i mean smoking beautiful makes me growl like a hound.
So we where in a class together i think or outside.. or both at the same time and then she said she lost some weight. Just look at my tummy. And she moved her shirt up a bit.
It was all flat and shiny beautiful and she said go ahead to touch it.
So i did feel her up a little bit, then she bended over for some reason and while i was touching her stomach at first i suddenly found myself grabbing her gorgeous ass like a maniac. She was perfectly okay with it but i stopped when i realized what i was doing cus i respect her soul at least as much as i respect her body.
EDIT: I just remembered she actually stripped down naked ! She's so smokin'

Me and her and some others where lying in the grass, i was leaning over her face and i remembered she used to take a lot of naps and sleep a lot when i knew her. So i asked her what she dreams of. Then she said : I lost my dog..
wtf?

In probably still the same dream i met some guy and we got a long real well. At the end of the day/evening whatever it is, when he was about to go home i asked him where does he live cus i wanted to give him a ride home. He looked at me like i was crazy and he ran off into the forest.

I remember going inside the school and seeing the girl i was telling u about and a friend of her who currently goes to the same school i do and i thought they where talking about me when i heared her say, sometimes he can be really cool and funny but other times hes just plain annoying. So i gave her the middle finger and said fuck u ! She said, nonono we're not talking about you we're talking about Turuk. Some marrocain kid i haven't seen in like 5 years.

Oh yea i remember greeting some marrocain gangster boys right there and for some reason we hugged lol.

This was a different variation of dream from the ones I usually have. I was in some sort of room with about 5 people. I went to take a shower in the biggest bathroom that I have ever seen. I mean it was almost as big as a whole other house. I stepped inside and began to take a shower. The shower was up against the middle of the wall, it was very odd placement. As I was showering I heard someone walk in. I opened the curtains a bit ans some some random girl. Her name was Allegra, it almost popped out to me in the dream that her name was that. After that i dont remember much.

My dad and i where at aunt Caren's house to visit. I was sitting there for some reason having fun. Aunt Caren said we could spend the night but to my disapointment dad told her we should then leave. On my way out after dad left I found my mom walking with her crutch in left had to aunt Caren's saying that she should get this over with. Then I woke up.

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Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

I was in, and then left, and then came back to, some room. The room was kind of small and cluttered with stuff like blankets. The room had a bunk bed, the top bunk of which now seems to have been 2.5 meters high.

The ceiling of the room had some kind of hole in the corner over the bunk bed. It was causing some kind of gross problem, possibly bugs, all through the room. It had been this way when I'd left. Now that I was back, it didn't look like it had changed.

But I needed to stay here for the time being, so I just figured I'd deal with it. I sat my stuff down on or looked down on something like a beanbag chair, which may have been dark green.

Dream #2

I was standing out on or near an open road between two fields or farms. I may have stood just under or just away from a concrete shelter for a bus depot. It was a grey day.

There was a bus near me. It kind of looked like an old-style bus, with corrugated metal siding. A bunch of people were getting out of the bus. Some of them looked old, but they wore clothes that old people might have worn in the 1970s.

I was thinking some complaining kind of thought about my boss. I may have said it out loud. Some of the people may have heard me. A couple of women asked me, "Don't you know your boss is distracted? Today his wife is going to have a baby."

I tried to figure out how this could be possible. As far as I could remember, my boss hadn't even told me his wife was pregnant.

I could see my boss nearby, walking in front of a tall, chain-link fence that stretched all the way down one side of the farm or field near the bus depot. My boss was wearing his normal suit and tie. He had his hands in his pocket, and his jacket seemed to be blowing in the wind a bit.

Dream #3

I was trying to go somewhere. I was in "my bedroom," although it looked more like a preschool classroom. One window was all fogged up, and a bunch of potted plants stood on the shelf top before it.

(Now that I think of it, I may only have been as tall as the shelf top, which was maybe 750cm tall.)

I was trying to get socks, which, I could see in my mind's eye, I would wear with white tennis shoes that had red trim. But I was only looking for the tan dress socks that I usually wear with my tan dress slacks.

I pulled out a pair. But they had holes in the toes. But I knew that at the event I was going to, I'd have to take off my shoes. I couldn't reveal holey socks. So I looked for a pair of tan dress socks without holes.

I pulled out another pair of socks with holes. Then I pulled out a pair of socks without holes. I was kind of worried, though, that I'd missed the holes. So I very carefully searched the toe-seam of at least one of the socks to make sure there were no holes.

Nothing

A dream from years ago.

I had a dream that I was an inmate in a prison yard smoking a cigarette. It was extremely vivid realistic. I could feel the wind on my face and was happy just to be outside. I take long drags on the cigarette and it tastes sweet, like candy. It was a rather long dream.

Many Fragments from a few nights ago.

Frag #1
For some reason I was terrified of every person I ran into. The sight of someone would make me freak out and try to hide somewhere.
Larry C (friend from school irl) comes up to me slowly and holds out his hand. For some reason I know I can trust him and I stand up and hug him.
----this is strange because I berely know him, and the following night I had a dream he electrocuted me ------

Frag #2
There were many women that were "slaves" practically to these men. One of the men walks in with two others following him. He yells "take your shirts off". Instantly all the women take their shirts off and begin to line up as the man walks among them. I was pissed that these women were letting men treat them that way.

Frag #3
I met a friend from elementary school C.H. as an adult and was sad to find she was slutty.

Frag #4
There was a black family where a husband and wife were fighting. The sister of the husband gets up and grabs him, forcing him to dance with her until the wife got jealous and cut in.

Nights between last night and previous entry I can't remember any dreams.

I did however, have a dream that I was at a Nirvana concert with my mom and friend. They did the song "Lithium", then the drummer (who wasn't Dave Grohl, he was playing bass) walked out. Kurt then sangSmells Like Teen Spirit, and for whatever reason I'm playing bass and Dave Grohl is gone. I then vaguely remember something about walking with a girl, and nothing else after that.

Everyday, I wake up at 6:45 A.M eat, then just lay down for 20 minutes. But today, I was determined to have a dream during that lay down because I couldn't remember anything from last night. So please note, as I was dreaming, I was aware I was awake, yet I was dreaming...Weird isn't it?

So, I was in a stadium, a whole crowd of people were screaming their heads off. The seats were blue and the game area had a red cage in the middle of it. In the gaming area cage, there was a tennis court, combined with a basketball court. I and another dream character had to play "Tenni-ball" against two other DCs. We played tennis, then a referee threw in three basketballs. I said, "WHAT THE FUCK? I'M DONE!" And I ran out of the stadium! Outside the door was my friend Ryan from the speed racer dream. (ROFL) He was on his cell phone and I told him to shutup and continued to run.
I escaped to the public restrooms. Two girls and one guy stepped out of the restroom.

They were glued together from the forehead for some reason. A woman said, "It's okay Jacob, we'll un-stick you." I ran out of the stadium and into a small town. I came to an intersection, I bent over to tie my shoe and a high-school looking girl was jogging towards me. When she passed me, she patted me on the head. I then crossed the street. Two old jewish men in a car told me, "Hey boy, you vetta get out ov here. Them cops are lookin at you!" (more running) I ran through a bridge on the highway and jumped a fence. I landed in a cherry tree. I jumped off that tree and found myself in an orchard. I walked north and found a farm, filled with GIANT fruits and vegetables. I picked up a strawberry and ate it. It tasted dreamy-licious! I found my friend Gabby and she was eating a giant watermelon. Gabby said, "Hey, let's go!" I followed her...back to the arena... O_o

END ;3

May 2011 Week 1
goal: stabilize and use psychokinesis (b-totm)

mon: 4 hours of sleep. did not try.
tue: thunderstorm outside. trapped in a house with some maniac and he's got a gun. i've also got a gun hehe. one of us is going to die.

I had this dream after 11 hours of sleep, it's non lucid and pretty strange compared to my normal dreams.

I arrived at my Grandma's house near Ritzville, Washington while it was still light out. I walked inside and saw a few of my family members like Julie, Jacob, my Grandma herself, and I was also with my Dad only. We must have been celebrating some kind of event, which we usually are when we come here, because everyone was in the kitchen cooking. There wasn't really any talking in the dream so I just went in one of the back rooms and started to go to sleep, I was feeling tired inside my dream (lol). I laid there feeling stoned and just on the edge of sleep when my Cousins Meghan and Alissa arrived. They came in the room and laid on the bed next to me and were watching TV. I said hi to them and just continued my nap. After I felt rested enough to get up my dream had kinda changed someone asked me if I wanted to go outside and go swimming, there are no swimming spots in the place I was supposed to be but I went anway...
I went straight out the slider door and down a steep dirt road to a small lake or pond. One of the people I was with told me there was a thick wire that goes all the way around this lake right on top of the water, he then walked over and stood on the wire (His feet were like 3 inches in the water) he then started walking around the lake with it, when I joined him I noticed I had perfect balance without holding anything around me. It seemed like we walked on that thing forever... But eventually we started seeing some weird stuff, a bunch of white 2 foot long Jellyfish started swimming around our feet and rubbing against us. I wasn't really scared but I just hurried to get out of there, suddenly a huge wave, like atleast 6 feet tall came crashing down right on us. I remember seeing inside the wave and seeing all of these white jellyfish rushing towards me rubbing against me. Their legs thin and wavy. When I got back up on the wire to balance everyone else was gone, I was alone. I made it back to shore after a few more waves hit me. The beach was only like 20 feet wide and didn't even rap around the whole lake, but when I got to shore I saw my Mom's white envoy sitting on the beach perfectly parked. That kinda freaked me out since I came with my dad and just a minute ago that wasn't there... I read a sign that says do not park cars here the tide will take them away, a sign that wasn't there 5 minutes ago. The sign also said Watch out for Hallucinogenic Jellyfish, with a picture of the white Jellyfish I saw. At that point I was convinced I had gone forward in time due to the Jellyfish and went back up to the house, which was completely different. I went in and no one recognized me at first, then they all got really happy and were like Derrick oh my god you've been gone for so long we missed you where have you been all this time? Apparently I had been gone for over a year (weird)

Added Note: I now have realized that the waves could have been producing the same effect as dream spinning.
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Ocean Life Museum
I am with my mother and my grandmother, we are going through a place that seems very familiar to me, it is a small museum / zoo dedicated to the animals and fish of the sea. There are many aquariums filled with exotic fish, but the largest area is dedicated to a pair of dolphins. The dolphin enclosure makes up the major part of the museum, the owners of the museum have taken extensive effort to make the enclosure emulate the dolphins' natural habitat. Transparent tunnels cross the enclosure where people can walk through and observe the dolphins in their daily lives, the effect is that it looks almost like being underwater with them. Of course the dolphins aren't there alone, there is also a wide variety of fish, some of which are sources of food for the dolphins. A smaller area of the museum is devoted to the 'sea of stars' above us. There is a virtual reality ride that goes through deep space on a thrilling journey through space, or that's what the advertisement says. My mom buys me a ticket for that, but the ride turns out to be quite disappointing. The video is pretty good, but it is in no way virtual reality. When I get out I can't seem to find my mother, but I end up in a room with several sea lions that want to play.


Gollum and the Pervert
I am in a swamp somewhere, the place is dreary and wet and pretty unpleasant. I don't feel like myself, in fact I know I'm not myself… I have absolutely no awareness of my waking life self. I am Gollum from Lord of the Rings… and that seems perfectly normal. I look around the area of swamp I am in and see a pair of hobbits lying in one of the few dry (relatively dry) places, sleeping uneasily. Frodo and Sam. Frodo has the ring, the ring that I both want to have and am afraid of at the same time, it's like an addict's drug when the addict is trying to go sober… it offers both salvation and doom at the same time. I decide I am too close to the ring, I had better get farther away, take a break from its presence. I move off into the swamp, looking to put a bit of distance between myself and the cursed item. I hear someone following me. It's Sam. He asks me where I'm sneaking off to. I am tired of him always being suspicious, so I come up with a reasonable excuse to be going off on my own. I say I have to take a crap. He says he's going to watch. I just look at him for a bit… you want to watch me take a crap? He says yes. Err… I feign taking a crap, and he does watch… he watches closely and asks why I didn't go. I say I can't go with an audience. We go back to the clearing where Frodo has just woken up. Frodo asks where Sam and I have been. Sam says I am a dirty sneak, and he saw me going off to do something suspicious. I say being a sneak is better than being a pervert who likes to watch other dudes take a crap… maybe Sam needs to come out of the closet?


Schoolyard Bullies
I am in the playground area of a school I don't recognize. It is a Jr. High School, and I am the appropriate age to be a student there. One thing makes this better than my original Jr. High School years, this time I am fully aware of some cool powers I have, psychic powers… telekinetic powers… pyrokinetic powers… I am playing with my telekinetic powers by moving rocks around using my mind. Most of the other students in the school seem to sense something weird about me so they avoid me. I am rather lonely, I keep my mind occupied with my powers. I see a few large boys chasing after a much smaller boy, the group of them run across the playground over towards the school where the smaller boy finds himself cornered by the school. I hate bullies, having been the target of teasing and verbal bullying most of my life, so I go over to interfere. I have no fear of becoming their target and getting hurt because I have my psychic powers. I go over and start making fun of the bullies. Wow, it sure takes a brave group of guys, grouping up five against one to push the smaller boy around… The bullies aren't pleased with my interference. I recognize the people… the smaller boy is Harry Potter, one of the larger ones is Duddley Dursley. Of course I recognize them… they are classmates! Duddley tells me to stay out of it, he's not opposed to hitting a girl. I say he should waddle on over and do it, then, fatso. He looks at Harry, then at me, then starts walking towards me. I use my TK to make him walk in place then make fun of the fact he can't even walk properly. I tie his shoe laces together with TK… he face plants right in front of me, I add he apparently can't tie his shoes properly, either. He is mad, Harry laughs a bit. Duddley threatens Harry and tries to get up. Too bad his feet don't move from the ground… he face plants again. He is confused, he gets up and his pants fall down. He tries to walk before realizing that… and face plants for a third time. Duddley's friends just stare. Duddley tells them to grab Harry. All of their pants fall down, now the rest of them face plant beside Duddley. The school bell rings, and a bunch of students rush out. A crowd gathers around us, everyone points and laughs at the big guys on the ground with their pants around their ankles.

I had moved to a different state and was trying to find out where i could score some ganja.some gave me a connect and since this dream was all blurry i ended up swithcing characters with.I got back to his house and smoked in his room. then i went to the bathroom and noticed that the seat and the resevoir where seperate and that it was not working. At this point i cant tell if i was myself or the dream character but my mom(maybe it was his mom) took me to the hospital because the ganj made me ill.once we were there both the doctor and i had concluded that i just had some bad weed