non-lucid

17-7-11. Non Lucid
Last Night, I had a dream that it was my birthday and I had like 100 birthday cards that I bought myself! I wanted every single person in my town to sign a card. (I know, in my town there is WAY more than 100 people.) What I did was I went to the train station and it took me to a place near my house which was kind of pointless as I could have walked but I thought that was the only way to get there. I just want to point out that the train had no tracks and it was night time so basically it was dark and I was alone near some bushes near my house lol. Ok, here comes the confusing bit: Because I wanted everyone to sign the cards, I HID them in the bushes!????! The REALLY confusing bit is that they were replicas of my black and white toy ducks: (Toys of the ducks in the picture.) Suddenly, I seemed to have unlimited toy ducks! I went home and skipped to morning without going to sleep so it just went from night to day in a second. I said to my dad if I could go to the other train station in town and he said ok so we went and my dad got a free bag of toys for me and my brother. I really wanted one of the toys but I didn't say because I didnt want to seem babyish! The toy was like a girl version of Sonic the hedgehog, it was purple and had bat wings and seemed really cool lol! The train took us to the same place so I stayed and saw my friend Annabelle. She asked me what I was doing so I explained about the cards and toys while she listened. I got to work with my toy hiding when suddenly my dad and brother vanished and some gangsters came along saying they would beat me up. Annabelle is not that strong but she managed to wrestle all of them! I saw the boy I have a crush on (lets just call him "T") and he said Hi to me. T said to the gangsters they shouldn't beat me up when I realized he was one of them! Annabelle got all the gangsters except T and tied them up into a knot. She threw them across the road while I walked home.

Fin

I was driving down 9th street and I could hardly see because I didn't have my glasses on. There were certain cars I couldn't see at all until I was really close to them. I was trying to be careful and I was going to turn right on college, until I ran my car right in between two parked police cars, lights were flashing already, and there were two cars to my right that had been in a little fender bender. I remember the cop standing next to my window and he told me I was still rolling forward, so I pulled my emergency brake and started apologizing. They didn't really care, I guess I was just annoying them so they helped me back my car out.

Then my uncle left his baby somewhere and I had to take care of her, realized it was a boy when changing it's diaper.

I'm trying to finish up an online class but don't know how to save my work so that it's "turned in on-time". I try to get my friend, T, that is also in this class to help me, but he doesn't know either. I ask M and she says that we're going over it with a teacher tomorrow, the teacher's name started with R.

I remember just a frag, an entity showing an image, saying the human race must become:

[IMG]http://ecolibrary.org/images/full_image/Tadpoles_developing_in_eggs_on_leaf_DP822.jpg[/IMG]

Upon waking, I realized the image is a mass of unborn tadpoles floating in outer space.

Jesus said, "You must become a child in order to enter the Kingdom of Heaven." Eggs are symbolic of rebirth. Tadpoles are symbolic of potential for change, or inevitable change. Umborn creatures are symbolic of pure innocence. Also all the eggs, all the bubbles are connected.

Me and my daughter ((i'll name her S)) are together outside our house (( a different house to our real life one)) We are looking across the road and I can see a small dog, we decide to go over. We are stroking him and kneel down beside him, he is a grey/blackish poodle puppy. I'ts raining and his owners are inside their house, I think "how cruel leaving him all alone outside in the rain" I look into the window of their house, I can see the lady sitting in her chair, she is eating and watching T.V. The dog is clipped to a bush, so I lean over and sneakily unclip his leash from it. The dog gets very excited, I look over to S and give her the nod as to say were going to pinch him lol. We move a little and I take the puppy into my arms we now begin to move away very slowly. I hear a womans voice, I look up and it's the woman in the window, she is speaking to a man and she says " Dad whats them strange people doing walking away with our Max" I quickly clip Max back onto the bush before they notice. The woman and her dad are walking outside onto their garden, it has stopped raining now and the sun has come out. The man was about 57 or so and was in a wheelchair. The woman is quite chubby and about 36 and has long brown hair. 3 kids, 2 boys and a girl have also come out of the house onto the garden, they are talking to the man, I think he is their Grandad, he is swearing alot as he speaks to them, I am disgusted at this and decide I don't like him ((dream skip)) We are back at our house and we are on the front garden, Max was there with us, I looked at S and she said it was ok for him to be here with us. We were about to go inside but then another dog came, his name was Aurevoir ((lol)) He is a white puppy, I take a second look and notice that he is walking on his 2 back legs and he is pulling a cart, he is holding the string in his front paws. His cart had toys in it, he had brought them with him for him and max to play with lol....Max is sitting in the doorway I tell him "Max it's ok for you to go inside" and I gently edge him in. Me and S are stroking both dogs alot and we end up keeping them both.

Dream 2 Fragment:
My daughter J has a bad ear, I take a look and see a nasty cyst on the back of her ear.

I was walking in a forest which was apparently somewhere in Texas following a guy who always carries a bass with him. It started out being a bass guitar but somehow morphed into a bass drum. He used this to sneak into a marching band drumline behind all the bass drums. People started getting suspicious, and the drumline split off of the band to go deep into the woods. The bass drum guy turned into my brother, Zach, with no more bass drum. He tried following the drumline, but got yelled at by some 40 year old guy. So we both walked away towards the side of the forest where we found a big slide. It was made out of colorful guitar pickguards, Xbox 360s, and those little foam plates in daycares. Zach and I wanted to take this slide to get us to the drumline in the forest.

We took bed mattress' and hopped on the slide with Zach in front of me. We picked up speed pretty fast and I heard the drumline practicing off to my left with us flying by. At that point I didn't care about them and just wanted to see where the slide took us. I eventually started seeing freeway signs above the slide showing towns it led to. The slide went on for a few minutes before it split in two and made us go faster. I told Zach to hold on to the sides of the slide so we won't fall off. I felt like a genius when I said that. We started going at least 40 mph when I saw a ramp in front of us. We picked up speed, but didn't quite make it to the other side. We started falling down forever when Zach yelled, "It's broken!" I woke up instantly with Zach in real life grabbing a plastic bag in my room which i heard in my dream right before I woke up.

This was my first dream where I actually had an urge to write down. I have super vivid dreams every night and I hope I remember to write them down more often.

Went to bed 12:30
Goals: Detailed recall
5:57 Im at the grocery store with jessica, we are walking around in the produce section i think. I rem mostly just standing around as if i didint want to be there. there was a group of dudes dressed like they were just playing football doing the same thing, just standing at the edge of an aisle.

Jessica starts reading a large sign on the wall and she reads it aloud. The sign is like the sign of a billboard and i rem it being white and orange. After a while some dude says something like, would you stop and just let me read the sign, it was pretty funny. I rem later one of the dudes just waiting around said to one of his friends something like, i dont know about her thats too many apples, i didnt see who they were talking about.

*I rem me and jessica hanging out in my room and smoking from the glass on glass bong. I hear my brother in the front of the house and it sounds like steve is there. I get up to get some weed from my brothers room. I go into his bathroom and grab a little from a bag. In the dream there was already a bit in my room but i rem just wanting a bit more. I hear my bro coming back in this direction so i kind of freak out, hes still talking to someone. I quickly fold up the bag and find somewhere to put it, cant rem where. I do so and walk out of the bathroom into the bedroom.

When i do i see my bro come in and immediatley behind him is my cousin coley. This caught me by surprise. Behind him two more of my cousins walk in, or they are supposed to be my cousins although the other person i saw, i had never seen before. I rem saying some kind of greeting to coley as i leave the room and head to my room. dont rem past this

*I rem being on an amusement park ride, with no one i know. Im riding in some like ball that gets flung from side to side on this ride. I rem there being a kind of chubby lady with a huge smile the whole time. We soon realize that our ball is loose and we are being flung farther than we are supposed to. The ball begins to slam into the ground when we go to a certain side. I rem there were also like wires or some kind of horizantal element that the balls are supposed to go over, but each time it seems we wont make it over, still do though.

I rem the smiling lady saying something about this being dangerous. I rem considering it and just letting go and not caring what happens. I think about this as it once again slams into the ground, dont rem much else.

i think the world is closing in on me, on us.

i am in the middle of a body of water with some other people... my cousins, my friends.

no. i am in the middle of my first room in my first house. all of my things are of my childhood. i wear a flannel of thick thick denim that is too big for me. in the pocket is an icecream sandwich and two dollars.

now everyone's in a rush to get out of here. i pack a bag, i pack fiction.. no what does fiction do for you? nothing. i pack "be here now" and throw out two other books. i run around the house.

me and a lady know where to go... up the stairs but before we leave them behind, chime the first man. what does that even mean. i take my nails and search a wall and find a secret door. it opens vertically. inside, a man is playing piano. he disappears and i dont remember which notes to play. i dont play any.

the lady i'm with is frantic "we must play the notes!" "you do it then!" she does. we run up stairs to chime the second man.

now i am walking but instead of walking i swim through the air. i swim over to a pew, i am in a church that slopes up almost vertically like a movie theater, the last pews are the highest and the first ones closest to the pulpit are the lowest.

the lady is sitting on the pew with her father. she is nervous because she is practicing for mock trial. she has to be a mock lawyer as part of some class she's in.

"i took this class in high school" i said. "i was the time keeper." she calms down and asks me to get her something to eat. she wants an egg and cheese sandwich.

i walkswim all the way up the slope, curve around to the other side of the church and enter a doorway. i'm in line at dunkin donuts now, and if i look over the edge of where i am i can see the church. its kind of like a catwalk.

i search thru my pockets and find two dollars. i search thru the pockets of the denim jacket and find the ice cream (not melted) and three 10 dollar bills. i take them. i look again, they are three 30 dollar bills. i focus more. they are three 300 dollar bills. holy shit! i look closer....they are fake, they are bookmarks, they advertise a library. fuck you.

i get to the counter. i order it, and they give it to me immediately. a hand comes from out of a wall and hands it to me. i give the hand 2.25 and leave. i swim to the lady and give her her sandwich.

It was winter and I was looking for something in the snow in front of my house with my brothers. A car turned the corner and hit my youngest brother. I panicked and went to check on him (the owner of the car drove away). He was missing. Me and my other brother checked the mounds of snow to see if he landed in there. I was so afraid. I saw my uncle's house. I ran around to the back and up a ramp to a deck (it definitely didn't look like thier house at all, and it was across from mine). There were a lot of people over. My uncle was sitting on a chair by the ramp. I told him my little brother got hit by a car. He didn't say anything. I ran to my aunt and told her. She told me to stop bothering her while she had company over. This made me snap. I picked up a huge pile of snow and launched it at her. I ran back to my house to see if my other brother found him yet. He was inside, on the computer and his friend was over. I couldn't believe it. No one cared that he got hit by a car.

Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

It was night. I was walking around something like a running track, which seemed to be in a big stadium, but which also may have been indoors. The track itself seemed weird. It seemed to be made up of something like quilts or baby blankets. There was a lot of pale or pastel blue and green. But there was also something like white, fluffy material and kids' toys and books.

I met up with one of my old friends, M, who was hanging out around the back curve of the track. Then another old friend, R, showed up. We were right next to a house, which was apparently R's house. The house seemed like a mix between some kind of gingerbread house and a double-wide trailer.

I was supposed to have met with R for something like a meal. But I really didn't want to. I made up some excuse for not being able to eat with him. He said that was fine. He'd actually had to go meet with someone else who was helping him with some kind of artistic project.

I thought of my friend M. He was going to a cafe with a bunch of our mutual friends. But he hadn't invited me. I kind of felt left out. I knew where they were going. I thought I would just show up there. After all, I always go to cafes. So what if I just went to this one?

R was kneeling over some long, short beam of wood which was serving as something like a work table. The beam of wood was also covered with blankets and padding. R wanted to show me something at the "table," so I came over.

R showed me a book which displayed a selection of really popular comic books. But each comic book was only exemplified through one strip of maybe three frames. All the books were done in color. The color was really plain and blocky. One image stuck out for me -- a kind of big, muscly man, kind of like Wolverine, standing before a red fire. The man seemed to be naked. He had long hair, which was blowing in the wind.

Dream #2

I was in some place like a City Hall. The place was crammed full of people. I sat or stood somewhere near the back, possibly under a balcony.

A meeting was going on discussing New York City's debt. The lawmakers were trying to decide on something like raising the debt ceiling or just putting in more funds somehow. The main person talking about this was MM, a big, overweight white man with white hair and a kind of reddish face.

After MM gave a really heated speech, a row of people in seats above and behind him began speaking. They were all kind of second-rate celebrities. They were doing something more like giving Hollywood Squares-like banter and jokes. I understood somehow that the people attending the meeting were more interested in the celebrities' banter than in the debt problem with New York.

A female celebrity sat in a lower row. The area all around her was empty. The woman kind of looked like a mix between Gloria Steinem and Annie Hall. She wore blue jeans, a white blouse, a tan vest, and green sunglasses. She had her feet up on the back of the seats in front of her.

The woman said, "I can understand what the politicians are saying and I'm not bored by it. It's important. So why don't we talk about it instead of having all these jokes?"

A man a few rows behind the woman and off to her right said, "Well, fine. I can understand it, too. And I'm not bored. So why don't we just get down to business, if you insist so much?"

The discussion was apparently about to begin. But now everybody was walking out. It was like the meeting was adjourned so that people could get prepared to discuss things seriously.

I was walking in front of a huge crowd of people, many of whom were celebrities. One of the people was DD, a person from my old office. I apologized to him, "I didn't record yoyr jokes or what you were wearing, like you asked me to. I was too busy trying to hear what the politicians were saying."

We approached a staircase down to a door that seemed like a door and staircase out of a trailer that might be used for an officed on a construction site. It was really bright and sunny outside. DD said not to worry about it, as long as I had been working on getting some kind of info from the meeting.

Notes:
*I gone to bed around 10 PM more or less and woke up at 5:00 AM so for once I slept what would be seen as normally in my house.
*I almost forgot this dream and it was going to be a dream fragment with the mental image of two girls and normally I don't try to remember dream fragments but I decided to this time and my recall was able to bring the dream back.
*I ate good BCT burger that night. See that may not seem importation but the fact is my dad used to be a chief and he made the burgers so soft that you wouldn't even believe they could ever be that soft. A old guy could gum these burgers easily and enjoy them...My dad would know as he don't have teeth and he seem to enjoy it. He added spices also of course. He don't cook often but when he do he make a lot (enough for leftovers for 3 meals) and he use EVERYTHING that he had. We pour a epic marinate sauce...There was a LOT of it gone to "waste" but how good those burgers were in truth it wasn't wasted, just wasn't use to it full potential. I sleep SOON after eating these, I didn't feel like taking off my clothes so that should give you an idea. Anyway enough about my epic burgers...


Dream:

I was in a very long subway train. Everything wasn't gray but metal color even the seats. Somehow everyone left so I for some reason decided to walk up front. A female voice told me to sit back down but ignoring her I sat in the sit behind the driver. (School bus design) Everyone came back by coming back in or just teleported I won't know. The sit beside me I recall being free but next thing I know there was a black girl there. At this point I lend on the chair part of the driver sit so that I was almost standing up and can see the driver herself. It ended up that she look like a student driver herself. Young black girl. I guessed they started talking and the driver asked the other girl something about clubs which she reply with a no. The driver asked me because I shook my head for some reason like as if I though it was funny. I think I reply with a no.

Before the question the subway train during that time somehow became a bus. I never looked behind myself so no clue if it got shorter. I believe this happen as soon I got to the front as the chairs were metal color but when I lend on the driver seat it was brown.

During this time I recall a odd thing. I believe this happen while the two girls were talking but before she asked the club question. Outside the right window I saw a red car in the driveway (now that I am thinking about it, it may be before the girl on the seat over appear as she would have been in my way during any other time), this car look like it have been in a bad wreak and yet it seem like it was ready to pull off and go somewhere as soon the bus get out of the way. What I find odd beside the front being tore to hell is that the right tire is flat. I don't think the windshield was damage though, maybe a crack?

I know people said they have dreams of stuff that may happen later but overall the car seem like it would take most of the beating. I not worry about it.

Dream Lucid Me DC

Dream 1: I was sitting in a room that looked like a bomb shelter. The ceiling, walls and the floor were all made of grey concrete. There were some men sitting with me. We were some sort of league of wizards. Then I started to feel uncomfortable. Apparently everyone else felt it too and we decided to continue upstairs. We climbed a ladder to a house that looked a lot like mine. One of the men, apparently a friend of mine, acted weird. He seemed really nervous. I went to talk to him, but I can't remember exactly how the conversation went. I first asked if he knew what caused that feeling. He said that he had brought a bird, that caused the feeling to everyone near it, downstairs with him. He said he would go and get the bird out of there. I promised to keep it a secret. After a while I went down there too to see if he needed help. I opened a large iron door and saw him being attacked by a phoenix. I raised my hand towards the bird and shouted "Fire!". The room got dimmer and my friend ran out of the room, just in time to get out of the way of an fireball shot by the bird. The bird flew into the first room. All the other wizards were there too. I became half lucid and formed a ball of darkness to my hand and threw it at the bird. I missed. I think I created an forcefield in front of us to block an attack from the bird. Then I pointed my hand at the floor and moved it in a circle. A dark area appeared on the floor under the bird. Then I lifted my arm and an hand came out of the darkness.

It grabbed the bird and transformed into many tentacles that wrapped around the bird, making it immobile. My friend looked at me in awe and the dream ended.

Fragment: I was playing a game. I was in a room with two corridors leading out of it. I took the left one, but it ended up to a locked door. I went to the other one and encountered Bowser. I defeated him and got an upgrade and a key. I opened the other door and fought against an ice giant. After that I can't remember anything except that the final battle was against Xemnas.


Dream 2: I was at my school. We were told to warm up by running in the deep snow. Then we ran out of the school yard. We heard shooting coming from the school. We ran as fast as we could to get away from the shooter. More kids followed us. I don't remember much, but at some point I became lucid. I woke up and used deild to induce another lucid. I can't remember how many lucids I got this way. It was around 3-4. All I remember from the dreams is being at some school, going through a large window, making everyone angry, being unable to summon my keyblades and holding the angry crowd away from me with my fist till the dream ended.

A mix of two dreams.

I was walking with some people. Not sure if we're trying to escape or trying to get in somewhere. Walls. Gardens. It was night.

I ended up with just one person. We were using magic powers.

I remember my Solimar was there. He was driving a van, and I was sitting behind him.

Vampires and battles. Unclear, but most of it happened at night.

I also recall raising a white rabbit, and it has eggs. I was raising it at home, and I put a wire cage over it.

This dream stayed in my memory I remember thinking when I first woke up that it was very symbolic, symbolic of what is that question. And I had a strong thought to write it down. I didn’t but. This is like 5 hours after I woke up some details are so clear now.



I was in a class room I used to have high school chemistry in ( I never dream about high school anymore). The room was full of people ( I think they were all guys) all standing up I was in the center of the room. There was a girl/lady at the front of the room throwing ( like a baseball pitch) something at me I was hitting them away with a note book.

I wanted to get away from the ‘line of fire’ so I moved sideways into the crowd of people. They all pushed me around and wouldn’t let me get out. I ended up back up the back of the room in the center ‘line of fire’ again. I was trying to get out of there and she throw one really hard at me when I wasn’t looking I managed to deflect it and it exploded/squashed on my book. I think it was an Olive ( strange? What do olives symbolize) the seed flew out towards her but landed a meter or so away( again the seed what’s that about). I sore a close up of the seed flying out in slow motion.

I was upset by her throwing it at me when I was not ready, so I left the room. I felt like she was really sorry for what she did, and she felt sorry for me. But she had to do it for some reason. As I walked up the hallway outside the room I see two girls come out of a room. One is all dressed up as a witch. I ask them what they are doing. The one not dressed up tells me they are actors ( a witch, and they are actors ). I say ok. They walk back towards the room and I follow. The witch is practicing an evil laugh over and over a few times. As we get to the door she stops and does her laugh again. I push her out of the way and say ‘yeah whatever’.

I go back inside. ( is it something about the girl in the room ?)

The room is really crowded. I stand near this guy, he is Jake Black. He is really annoying me. The girl at the front is getting every one to stretch I have no room to stretch out. He starts taking up all the room. I get really angry and move to the other side of the room. I stand leaning on a chair staring at him. We start to fight. He runs around the room and I can not get him. Eventually I get him and punch him in the head. Everyone is shocked and wants me to stop but I don’t want to, I keep fighting him. He gets on this ‘double bunk’ bed and starts kicking at me and throwing chalk dust on me ( he flicks it like it is fairy dust of something). I am getting so pissed off I want to grab his leg and pull him off. But I don’t want him to hit his head and get seriously hurt. I just want to beat him up a little bit so he stops pissing me off.

Well I got a phone call from my mates dad who goes boxing with me telling me that he wants me to spar hs son. So I go to boxing and somehow its like a pit with some dim light shinning through the roof?

I was unfased by this however and I just got went to work when I told my friend that I wanted to spar him he laughed and said "My dad called you didn't he?" I said yeah and we went about our buisiness.

Non-Dream/Lucid/Non-Lucid/Dream counter

DREAM 1: I was in the house. Suddenly the power went out. I looked at my sis' plush dog and it moved its eyes on me. I was freaking scared. I tried to call my mom and my friends and no one answered. My sis' plush dog turned into mine. It had little round eyes so it couldn't move its eyes.
DREAM 2: I dreamed my dad having sex with a hot chick. The God (or it seemed like) talked to me telepathically. He said "You don't have to touch a girl to love it!".
DREAM 3: I was playing on the Wii with Tony. Tony was talking to someone and he was claiming that my channels are all old. I was really pissed off. Who was his friend to criticize my Wii?
DREAM 4: I was in a golden room with my mom. Dunno where that came from but I suddenly asked to myself "AM I DREAMING???". Without doing any RCs I convinced myself I was dreaming. [I didn't had time to do something as I woke up.]