non-lucid

I remembered one dream and then another but as I tried to piece together the 2nd dream I forgot the 1st one.

1st Dream

I was in my Boxing gym and I missed out on ground work (push-ups,sit-ups,squat-thrusts, etc)

So I was doing them but when I went to do star jumps I couldn't move my legs and then I realised I was wearing jeans.

This wasn't my usual boxing gym it was really clean and the walls were white. The people there were chillin watching Horrible Histories on a really wide TV.

I was in a castle. From a lookout post I could see a small army ~70 Digimon. I focused on them and was able to hear their plan of attack, it was like I was right next to them for a minute. I ran up a tower to where 3 wizards were arguing with each other about something. After I warned them a fourth wizard barges through a wooden door with a spellbook and starts uttering incantations to protect us from the incoming attack. I was back at my lookout tower, the digimon 50 meters from the castle walls, fireballs were shooting over the walls scorching the side of the castle towers. I raised my hand and blasted 7-10 of the digimon back with a blue/white light. Their bodies became pixellated and vanished. -end

Fragment: An Indian in a headdress and tribal paintings all over his body was making smoke signals that went up ~40 meters into the sky. The smoke swirled at first, then formed into a line, he did this 4-5 times. The fire sparked wildly more each time. Brown horses galloped towards him and I. There was some grain nearby and I fed some of the horses and patted their heads. I then took the horses to a stable and got them all to enter their pens at the same time. -end


My first DJ entry, more to come! Lucids coming too!

A lot of my thoughts bled into my dreams last night. Unfortunately, none of my thoughts about LUCIDITY bled into my dreams last night. Figures.

Dream One- 5:30am.
I woke up from this one about 2.5 hours after going to sleep. It was more of dream warped illustrated 'thoughts' than anything. The Dream World Academy had been on my mind before bed, and I got several flashes of castles resembling the Disney World Magic Kingdom castle. None of these castles had a background behind them- They were merely just images surrounded by gray. The castles were tall, resembling Disney like I said, with long pillars reaching into the sky. As far as I can tell, there were no moats or any outer front yards, just the white/creamy gray buildings themselves.
Then I got to thinking. I could visibly see categories, as if categories are tangible objects. They were boxed shaped, red, and etched in was my weight. There were other box shaped categories next to it on either side, but my tunnel vision only collected the categories. Inside was food and the amount you can eat to maintain the weight on a running program.
Thennnn.. I woke up. Not exactly a full-blown dream, but images and thoughts.

Dream Two- Alex
This dream begins as a regular day at my house, except for the fact that it is 2pm and Alex is still asleep. I know that my father is having friends over, so I head into Alex's room to wake him up (this mirrors yesterday, when I went into Alex's room at 2 to ask him if he wanted dad to pick up food.). As normal, it is pitch-black in Alex's room, and he wakes up with a twisted, evil smile on his face. I can tell that he is angry not only because I woke him, but because I let him sleep in. From behind me I hear my dad's voice saying that we are ready, and the next thing I know, I'm plopping down on the green couch next to my dad. The living room looks as it always does, with the white coffee table, the teal couches, and the black accents. There are three men, none of them I look closely at, but who are all of medium build and hair of the brownish type. They are arranged as one sitting on the layout couch, one in my dad's normal spot, and the third next to him, all in a row. My dad is sitting a little closer to me but next to the third, and my brother is on the part of the couch that sits against the wall.
We're talking about something when we get to the topic of studying abroad. Apparently, Alex is going on some sort of a trip. Instantly, I think that I wish to go on a trip too. I say "Wouldn't it be a good idea if I went abroad too?"
My dad seems as if he is about to agree, when my brother cracks up laughing and shakes his head. Then my dad shakes his head and goes, "No." As if I couldn't handle being away from home.
They can tell this hurts, and I feel as if I am going to cry. The three of us raise up, and I brush my hair in front of my face and plant a smile on it. The men obviously don't understand what's going on, and they say , "Look at that cute smile!" and make a lot of comments about my smile, which make me want to cry more. They say this as we head across the white carpet, to the open kitchen. I can see from the living room that the light is on, though there is a lot of natural light coming into the house. The three of us walk through the kitchen, which appears normal and I don't study too much, through the dining room where a lot of natural light is flooding in.
Dad seems to stay in the dining room, but Alex and I head upstairs. I pause outside of his doorway and search for words, until finally I say to a closed door of his bedroom- "You know what Alex, what the fuck?"
I know because of the balcony that I can be heard by my dad and his friends, and I wander into my room, thinking as to if I should've used a different word, like hell.

Dream Three
I'm at my old high school, yet it looks much different. I know some of the kids from Degrassi are attending. The first room I wander into is the art room, where Mrs. N is. The room is huge and white. Counter tops with windows line the walls. In the middle of the room are tables, white-gray topped tables for students to do their work. I can see on the counter tops there are odd things here and there, tubes of paint, and there are about four students around the room getting tools or working on their projects.
I leave the room. I believe there is some sort of a back story going on, but I don't remember much of it. I remember going into my senior english class.. But the class is MUCH different. It, too, is larger but much more of a typical class room, with a board and numerous desks, and a teacher's desk at the front of the class between the board and desks. I talk to the teacher, and she tells me that we are going to watch an educational movie. My laptop is suddenly there, and she puts the disk in and it begins to play. The lights dim, but no one, not even her, is into the movie. The lights come on once again, and I realize that I want to see the movie so I say, "I'll just leave the disk in my laptop."
Then, I begin to think that her son and I would make a cute couple. I begin to imagine it, and think that she would like this union because she likes me. Then, I leave.

Dream Four
I'm on a plane ride to a country that doesn't exist. I'm in the back row of the plane, but I don't feel trapped. My seat There isn't a seat in front of me, as if the seats are arranged more narrow as the plane goes. The carpeting, I notice, is a maroon color, with the usual white-gray walls. Sitting next to me is a woman, and next to her, her husband. They look to me as if they are middle eastern. I believe the woman's clothes are of a red color, but she's wearing multiple colors like a wrap or a tunic. I believe the man was wearing white. I don't expect to be talking to them, but the woman begins to talk to me. I don't know what the conversation was about, but I know that it was encouraging.
I don't know what happens next, but I'm outside in what I can only describe as an Aladin dreamscape- Buildings and streets the colors of dust. It is clear that I am in some middle eastern country. The man from the plane is standing next to me, and he says that his wife didn't want to come anymore. We are standing as if we had to come upstairs to a plaza level outside of a sand-dusty building. We head inside, and it's much like a movie theater.
We sit in the back. The seats are much different- long gray benches, with head-high walls separating the benches into rows. This, I can tell, is gray sand dusty.
I realize soon that I don't know the language, and I say this to the man. I know that he knows the language but he won't teach it to me, but I think "Ha, don't need the language to view the images." A cloudy, gray face appears on the screen, and I view from my eyes barely above the wall separating the rows of seats. I think "Man,, if this were a dream, it would be scary.. It's a good thing this isn't." FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.

Dream Five- Two and a Half Men
It is clear that I am watching an episode of Two and a Half Men, though this episode contains only Charlie and his mom. Though I am aware that I am watching this unfold, It's really as if I'm watching a dream, I can't see a television screen, just the events unfolding out in front of me like a regular dream. The scene begins in the living room, and I'm paying just as much attention to the living room as I would watching it.. So minimum. But there is a patchwork of the usual colors, and nothing is striking about the scene- The usual ocean/beach view in the background, etc. Charlie is stationed in the middle of the room, wearing a blue and black golf shirt (the stripes ate black), clutching a brown bottle long-neck beer in his hand. He is facing away toward the door, and stretching out on a sofa chair facing the door is Evelyn, in a bright purple Barney-and-friends colored skirt suit. She is saying that Charlie needs to take a bath and that she had just taken a bath herself, and surprisingly, he doesn't appear drunk and doesn't refute this. The scene stays on her, but I can hear "Okay mom, I'll take a bath."
Still sitting, she orders him to 'draw a bath' and says that she will bathe again with him. This is what starts the fight- he turns for the first time and comes over to the couch and says "I'll take a bath, but not with you in it.. That's just.. ewww." He does a mock-shiver.
Suddenly, I'm aware that I'm laying in my mom's room, watching the show with her. I'm merely aware of being there, and briefly I turn my head and say, "Ew, now that's just GROSS. Why does she want to bathe with him!?"
The next moment, I look up at the screen and see the bath tub with water. Again, I don't actually see the television screen, but the events unfolding. There is brown hair floating on top of the water, and an arm swirls it and scoops it out of the tub.
Then I hear my mom say, "I don't know, this is just WEIRD."
I look up at the 'screen' again, and Charlie and Evelyn are in court, arguing the case on if they will take a bath together or not. The court room is small and packed, with four rows of spectators. The judge is at a podium, way closer than usual to face the crowd. I can tell that it is the end of the episode, and I can't shake the thoughts that the episode was strange.

Dream Six- Expanding the Bathroom by Downsizing my Room
I feel as if this dream is much separate from the Two and a Half Men dream, but I'm in a large bathroom, which I recognize as the Two and a Half Men bathroom. Except that it's not, it's completly different. I'm standing inside of it, with white walls of marble. I'm standing near the right corner. Straight ahead of me tucked into the wall is a marble bathtub and an off-white curtain. To the left of the room is a sink and a mirror, and behind me is the toilet. Really, the bathroom is rather large, but my mother is telling me to "Look, look at the bathroom, isn't it small?" Charlie is standing near the bathtub in the same attire as before, with a shrug- He's not paying much attention. I kind of shrug my shoulders and say "I see what you mean", even though I know I'm lying. She says "Wouldn't it be great if we expanded it?" Now, I can't see my mom but I agree.
Then, she says: "Well, you know that will have to expand into your room, right?" I can tell by the way she's saying it that she feels bad, but feels it needs to be done. In my mind, I picture the Hoffman's house, and say "No, it will go into Alexis' room!"
I partially wake up, and think about it, and think "Nope, it will be my room.." As the bathroom is up against my closet.

Dream Six- Apartment Hunting in German Town (to be added later)

Dream fragments from the last week or so...

#1: I was sitting with my roommates in what almost seemed like Muni seats but were in a building. A creepy guy comes and sits near us (common on muni) and we all get tense, wishing he would go away. My roommate L however, goes and sits next to him, whispers something in his ear, and the creeper leaves the area. We are all confused, but happy he is gone. Later in the same dream I was bitten by the pokemon Gastly on my left arm. It hurt a lot but I kept my cool because I didn't want the Gastly to think I was an enemy. There was something involving money I don't remember.

#2: Most of the dream is gone..... (sad because it was awesome!) but we were climbing through vents to save a group of our friends who had been kidnapped.

#3: (The repercussions of watching over 7hrs of x-men cartoons and going directly to sleep. lol.) There were many different vignettes of scenes from x-men (totally fabricated dream scenes) One was Professor X persuading Nightcrawler to come back to the institute and stop hiding in his closet at home by bribing him with pizza. Another Wolverine was jumping of some kind of man made cliff onto helicopters. And the last one was Scott and Jean crashing a helicopter belly up and their seats sliding out of it upside down (with massive complaining as the characters often exhibit).

Pyramids and Statues

I remember that I was traveling through a narrow trench between two very large cliffs.

We arrived to an area with pyramids and statues of gods and goddesses.

In one area, instead of steps to the top of the pyramids, there were statues of gods that you had to walk on and climb to reach the top. I fell at the top, but landed on both feet safely.

Sean the Stalker

I might omit this dream, I haven't decided yet.

I was with a friend in the park. There was something chasing us. It looked like a skeleton man. It was chasing more than just us though. Sometimes the man would disappear for awhile, then come back to haunt us. We watched in horror as it killed another man about a half mile away from us.

The dream skips here.

Her and I are now in my house. We are being stalked by a man named Sean. He was about 5'8-9, around 18-19 years old, and Asian. We know that he is the same guy as before, and we think that he is not from my dream (which should have caused me to become lucid). I have seen him before, but I don't know where.

He has a knife, and he is sadistically waving it around in front of us. My friend and I are hiding in the closet, trying to be quiet so he won't know where we are. The suspense is killing us.

I know that he is in the same room and I know I need to attack him. But attacking him won't do anything. I need to surprise him.

I burst out of the closet and leap into his arms with a giant kiss. He was surprised, alright, and wildly amused.

He told us that he had to leave for awhile, and that he would come back in another dream.

He did.

Rest of the dream is secret!

I hiding from someone. It's an authority figure. I with someone else. She's wearing black. I'm physically attracted to her and I feel like I know her but I don't. I don't recognize her. We're hiding in a room made entirely out of wood. It looks like a cabin. I can hear the authority figure coming closer. We kiss and I wake up.

I'm running from something. Someone. I don't know. It's a field at first. A couple buildings on the edge. Suddenly the area quickly transitions to something along the lines of ancient Rome. Everything has a slight sepia tint to it as if it's not perfectly 'clean.' I run up a building and I find myself facing away from me, looking out a balcony over the ancient city. He turns around and its not me. I know his name is Rangle. I don't know why. I remember a spear being thrown. I don't remember who threw it or who it hit, but I woke up.

5:30 AM



Previous Home
Found myself out on the curb talking to my old best friend, Danx, and a few other DCs. It was dark and mildly warm outside. It was something of a chance meeting so the conversation dove directly into the "so what'cha bin' up to?" mode. Come to find out, Danx had bin living right around a couple corners on the road where I used to live. Oddly enough, we spent some time debating on where exactly this house was. We talked about what road it was on, where on the road was, how Long ago it was that I had lived there, and what it looked like. I remember saying that I had lived there about six months ago, however in reality It has bin over a year. Not sure what name of the road was in the dream but I think it was the correct name. The other odd thing was the features of the house. In the dream world there was a dome and such that don't exist in the real world. When all was said and done, we both agreed that he was living in my old house.

Lucid at the Airport (used to work at this airport in the rectangular building)
It was a bright, warm summer day just off the end of the runway at the tiny local airport. The was a Large rectangular building further away across a mostly abandoned and gravel cluttered parking lot. On the opposite side of me separating me from the airport was a tall chain-link fence. A familiar set of hills stood just behind the airport with their green oaks, dry brush and golden leaf and grass build up.

I had just walked out of the rectangular building and toward the fence accompanied by my Grandma. She was looking remarkably well and was bright and wise as ever. I don't remember much of the conversation but I remember that I was talking about all of my cares and worries. My Grandma looked at me as she handed me some keys and said "Oh you'll do a good job." (Note: The keys were for a small plane just like my Uncle John might fly and somehow I knew how to fly one in my dream. )

I headed toward the end of the fence in order to get to the airport and my Grandma headed back toward the rectangular building. "She was always so awesome" I thought as the realization that my Grandma had recently passed away and thus I must be dreaming. I remained calm this time and quickly checked my blurry left hand. The dream was fading fast and I felt myself tipping back and rotating sideways. I tried to stabilize by rubbing my hands together but they felt far apart and so I compromised by rubbing my thighs. I woke up anyway. Second lucid experience.

Dream; Semi-Lucid; Lucid; Memorable; 1-4 My Recollection;
1; Pools and a waterfall. 3; Hanging out with Ginny and Aaron on bus.
Nap
2; Affect, cannon.

Can't remember a single thing. Guess I'm going through another dry spell. :/

Went to bed 12:30
Goals: teleport
7:20 I rem being at a school campus, never seen it irl but in the dream i knew it as vista. I rem waking out of a building and coming outsied, its kind of sunny but looks like the sun will be going down soon. I hold the door open for a girl in a purple shirt, jean shorts, and black hair. I notice the door is quite heavy, she says thank you. I start going down these stairs right outside the door, the girl is walking in front of me and i start to watch her. As i watch her walk she starts to walk faster and get ahead of me. I get to the bottom of the stairs and dont see the girl anymore. I keep walking towards what looks like a main building. I pass david and he looks pissed, i just keep walking and dont acknowledge him. He was wearing a black shirt

*I rem being at some like indoor zoo or something with jessica. We are in a dark hallway with black carpeted walls and we walk into a big exhibit room. The walls are lined with cages and glass tanks with all kinds of animals. On the left side are tanks lit up with bright orange lights for like reptiles and birds and stuff. A small orange hummingbird flys up to us as we check out some stuff, it kinid of startles us actually. I think something else was flying around the room too but i didnt get a good look at it. I rem looking towards the center of the room and seeing a large glass window that views inside a big tank of water. in the water, right in front of the glass, there is a huge sting ray looking thing and it is just looking right into the exhibit room. IT had huge eyes and was blue and grey in color with pale spots from what i rem.

*feels like i was working at the restaurant i used to dream about

9:21 Me and my sister are travelling through the woods with lotr elves. They are like the ones from two towers that go to save rohan, they have blue hoods and robes and masks on their faces. We are walking in a wooded area that follows alongside a huge field. At the begining of the dream i am keeping my eye out for other elves but when the woods between the field get really thin i see that orcs are a bigger problem. The field is covered in orcs and they are running in the same direction we are walking. Smoke rises from their lines and i can hear them yelling. I think i grab a bow and notch an arrow, something happens to make me turn and look across a path in the woods. On the other side of the path i see orcs jump from behind the bushes and ambush us. I believe i fire the arrow i had notched when i notice my sister take off running. I do something else befor turning around and following her. We sprint back down path a bit and i run and jump off a rock, then turn around ready to face whatevers their. Something is charging me, i rem jumping in the air and kicking it, using its momentum to send it right past me. I cant rem what i do but i do something that shouldve killed it. I rem standing over it, its no longer orcs, this is like a demon lady, she had a jumpsuit on and messy short light brown hair. Her face is covered in streaks of blood. She yells something like, you cant kill me, i dont have flesh when she gets up and charges me again. Dont rem what happens i may have woke up.

*I rem leaving somewhere, it looks like the lobby of a movie theatre, and it is dark outside, im leaving alone but in the dream i feel im leaving someone behind. I walk towards the doors and i notice michael p. We start talking, in the dream he had long hair, the first time i noticed it looked like dreadlocks but when i looked back later it was just long without locks. I just rem commenting on his hair, dont rem what he said.

I was picking out an outfit for school and I had 3 skirts like this:

(one I made irl)

except one was like that, one was grey and one was blue.

I wore the polkadot one the first day, then the next day I wanted to wear one again but didn't want the outfit to look too similar. I put on this long hot pink (kind of more highlighter pink) tank top that had white and purple gems on it, then hot pink skinny jeans and a huge curly hot pink lolita wig (both the exact same shade). The jeans fit really well and had gems like the top, except in a heart shape and only around the front pocket areas, and had a photo of some Japanese fashion model at the bottom of one of the legs. I looked in the mirror and decided this was pink overload, and instead wore pink tights and the blue skirt. I dunno if I left the wig on or not.

'School' was weird, I have the impression of an exercise room with green walls, and possibly something to do with cooking. Also I remember not caring about anyone there (as usual :p).


Boring dream, I know, but I want to keep this updated because I like tracking the tags and stuff. Also I remember the colours quite specifically so I added those in.

Quite a weird dream i HAD LAST NIGHT. :p I was on my way home from school, thinking all about the plastic sergery i had a couple days ago (NOT REAL, BUT IN THE DREAM). I felt confused, i knew my name wasn't the same, but i forgot my new name (also, IRL, i never changed my name). I went home and asked my bro what i changed my name too, i was confused as hell. He said Nick Dixon....

I replied THAT NAME SUCKS, I WANT MY OLD NAME BACK! Soon, as if he was already there, my friend was there, saying that we needed to go back to school (I forgot why). So we Walked back to school. At school there was a van and my friends grandma was in it, and we need to take her to a hospital in the school.

We got her out of the van and tried to lift her in all different ways. Struggling, we failed. I panted, then i lifted her easily and walked. We reached the doctor and walked home. A LOT MORE STUFF HAPPENED about me complaining i had a shit new name, but i forgot .

I was playing CSS on my laptop, except I was on a large field, I could sprint, I had no weapons, it lagged, and a large godzilladinosaurthing was trying to kill me and about 20 others.
Next thing I remember is that I was in some 'international' game. Apparently a massive free-for-all war with small squads. I found a hideout and entered it. On the floor was a pile of golden coins, which I picked up. On the way out, I saw a dead-looking ghost. It was hanging on a spear stuck through it's throat. I left the hideout.
I now found myself in a clearing in the woods. There was a obstacle-racing track and lots of people cheering.
On the left I saw a cute girl standing on a platform, jumping, cheering, and persuading people into participating in the race. She saw me, and with a just as happy voice said;
"Hey I know you! You're the one who stole our gold. I tell you what. Don't you want to light up that guilty conscience? Just take the track and we'll forget about the whole thing" and pointed to the abstract wooden obstacle-course.
At first I was like "NOPE" but moved against the entrance anyways.
I started running the course, and my one competitor was ready on the track as well. I was in front of him the whole time, while he taunted me by talking to me as if I were a woman. By the end, he somehow managed to slip past me at an inhuman speed, meaning he won the race.
By the exit of the course, I saw Will Smith and his son (named 'Jesus' in my dream), as well as the cute girl whose name I don't know .. The girl said "Don't be so sad. Cmon, let's see how Jesus does". Her spirit, happiness and enthusiasm was really inspiring. I can't really believe she came from my mind, because I am completely different. I should be more like her.
The girl walked back to her platform, as seven-year old Jesus was about to compete against another seven-year old. I walked up to her and we held an arm around each other. She had a nice perfume and a rain-jacket on. We cheered for Jesus who was now running the course. The competing kid banged it's head into an obstacle, and I shouted "RUN JESUS", but the girl said "Be fair". Not much further into the course, Jesus banged his head too, sat down, and started crying as well. The other kid kept running, so Will Smith went onto the track and grabbed him.
Jesus completed the course, and I was now at the exit with him, Will, and the girl. A heavy swarm of those thin wasp-looking bees (flowerbees) that can't actually sting, surrounded the girl. They lifted her up in the air and they all disappeared. Will and I then went on joking about how she was a niggerbee. (No racism intended!)

The last dream I had, freaking sucked. It started off with me and my boyfriend and we were arguing. We'd been arguing the night before, so that probably had something to do with it. We were on some sort of ship that had rooms resembling the rooms at my own house. By the end of the argument we had worked things out and all was fine. Shortly after we left to go to the store (the ship was docked). We never went to the store and we were gone for like a week.

When we got back I found my sister really upset, crying on some stairs near the ship. When I asked her what was wrong she told me my brothers girlfriend had slept with, C.P., a guy she's been talking to for quite a while now. Naturally I was already upset with M.P. (brothers girlfriend) but it got worse. Me and Wes fought again that night. I apparently blew things out of proportion and broke up with him. When I realized that I had made a mistake that night, I went to apologize to him. He was staying in what was my brothers room before he moved out. I walked in and the lights were off. I started to say I was sorry and when I turned on the lights, M.P. was in the bed with him, both of them naked. I was at first hurt. Like my heart had been ripped out and there he was holding it in front of me.

Then I got extremely pissed. M.P. was sitting there smiling at me. I grabbed her by the hair and beat the crap out of her. W.I. (boyfriend) screaming his apologies the entire time I am. When I had thoroughly beaten her, I turned back to W.I. and smacked him as hard as I could. Hard enough for him to hit the floor. Then I ran off the stupid ship crying. W.I. tried to chase after me but I ended up in some vineyard where Aaron was taking a nap on a in the middle of the field. I tripped over him since my vision was severely blurred due to the tears. He grunted and sat up, staring at me.

I glanced at him and muttered a sorry but when I tried to run away he grabbed me by the wrist and pulled me down to the ground beside him. He put his arm around me and let me cry. Much like one of my friends would do. when I was calm enough to talk he reassured me that I didn't deserve to be put through that and that I should move on. That I was better than that, and that I had every right to beat the shit out of M.P. Then he rolled over beside me, and dozed off to sleep. The last thing I remember is laying down beside him to take a nap. I woke up crying my eyes out believing it was real.