non-lucid

04.02.2011

Androids (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

this one starts out weird. im with this other person, were in this small dip in a rock formation, almost like walls around us. we are fighting some sort of robot androids, i dont know why. we were shooting them with these guns i had invented, which shot cyan colored ice balls, kind of like plasma grenades in halo. but for some reason they moved really slow, so it was hard to shoot the robots. my partner kept complaining, i was like "im sorry ok? im not perfect" lol. then, after a memory gap, im seeing through the eyes of an android. im inside what seems to be a ship, everything was wooden (walls, floor etc.) i walk over to this metal control unit and insert a key, and turn it. alarms start going off and a female voice says "cryo state activated" or something. then im back to me, i run through several closing doors, missing them by seconds. i find the android and ask him if he's crazy saying "what are you doing? why would you freeze yourself?" he said "im not, patrick delucia is sending me somewhere..." i run past him and make my way out of the ship. apparently it wasnt a ship, as when i excited, i was next to a flight of wooden stairs, in a suburban backyard setting. i see him behind me, so i throw my cellphone at him and jump the fence at the top of the stairs. i land on some trash bags and wake up.

04.02.2011

rockets (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

this is a short one. im in a classroom, i think im at my school of technology. anyway, im on a computer playing this game, it was like a physics game or something. you had to make this rocket do something, and it had this line, showing its trajectory. then we had to go to a computer lab, where i sat down after seeing someone i know from school.

DELETED

03.02.2011

bedroom (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

in this one, me and jj are in my room, were on my bed playing this game on my tv, it looks like zelda: OoT. we were about to move positions when i suddenly reached around her and grabbed her boob lol. she softly said "james, stop...." so i stopped. i then remember her sitting on the floor, still playing the game, complaining about how her neck was hurting from looking at the tv from where she was. i tried putting a blanket in front of the tv and see if she would sit there but she wouldn't. i also remember someone else being there at some point, i think wayne maybe.

02.02.2011

jj's grandpa (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

in this one, im in a city of sorts, it seemed like venice or something. im with several other people i know, jj is there, and i think my parents are there also. were waiting by some steps for jj's grandpa, whom i havent met yet in the dream. after we wait for a minute, we go down an alley and find our youth group, who had just returned from accelerant, and we talk to them.

from 1 am till 2 am i was trying to wake not sure if i was focused enough or not. or maybe i wasnt calm enough any suggestions please? when i finally did go to bed i had to dreams that i remember . 1st dream. i was in school in my english class. everything had a dark tent to it (like in all of my dreams just havent gotten very good at noticing dream signs). i was heading to the pencil sharpener and fell into this girl in my class. then on the way back i fell into her friend (must not have very good balance in my dreams) they both started laughing at me and i felt embarrassed. on the way out of class my phone started going off. on the way to my next class i switched dreams and ended up in toys'r'us???? me and my mom were shopping for my little brother (hes 4) i heard my name and turned around to see my friend then like one of those movie cameras my vision flew behind him to see three girls from my school and two girls i dont recognize. (teenage hormones right)

Fragment: Zombie Girl
I've arrived in a cavern via submarine or some sort of craft. In it we find a little girl with thick white geisha like make up. There are holes in her make up coverage, and underneath the flesh looks rotted. Another little girl with me accuses the rotting girl of being a zombie and trying to hide it with the make-up. She begins to punch the zombie girl in the face.

Then everyone begins choking on sweet acidic bile.

I wake up with the taste of sweet bile in my mouth. Drank a pepsi before bed, and it obviously didn't sit well. Must have come back up during my sleep and influenced my dream.

1. Something about taking along an old copy of Return of the King to read on the steps of some building while I'm bored. I don't actually open the book, however, and just wander around reciting the "Arise, riders of Theoden..." speech.

2. Something about petting a raven while it nuzzles me with its beak. (A better bird-encounter than some other dreams I've had - most of them end up nipping or clawing me.)

3. I go to a weird casino with some guys my age. The first game past the entrance involves peeing in a container, and if you can fill it up to a certain line, you have the option of paying for a diamond necklace. Otherwise, you can just dig through a big drawer of prizes - mostly coins, bead strings, feather fans, and pocket watches. Then there are all sorts of prize-grabber games for winning stuffed animals (odd ones at that - tribbles, insects, bats...) and various games that call for special tokens. I'm getting ready to cash out, but what I thought was a $20 bill was actually $20 in foreign currency, and I couldn't figure out the exchange rate.

4. Something about misplacing my Ghost in the Shell messenger-bag.

5. Something about puppies in an enclosure that resembles one of those restaurant play-spaces with tunnels and stuff. I also play with a large silvery-colored hamster that lives in a wire birdcage shaped like a house.

6. Something about trying to weave a basket out of pink fleece and sewing pins.

2/4-5. 1130. 520. Home on computer. Desk is more facing the wall than the corner. See some people outside. One is Dave. Talk at computer. Dave seems to have an eye half closed like it’s swollen. Look outside and there are 2 SUV’s crashed (dark blue hit a silver one) at the stop sign. Outside and Sean is there too. Then sitting in a vehicle down at the corner of the field at Xxxxx. Looking at crash. Then feel Pwaves, stay still and feel that it’s just my heartbeat (This actually happens. I think I feel a Pwave, but just ends up being my heartbeat). Looking at reflective objects and see them shaking, so there must be a quake coming up. Quake hits, only a 4ish I’d guess. Get out laptop to post on DR, but post on FB instead as it’d be faster to do. Can’t figure out what I want to type though. Then Heather Xxxx is driving. “How’s it going?” Then I’m in a house in TX. Get out. Drive, in traffic. See some smoke. I think, “From the quake?” Hear the FD. Some guy with us says it’s a Cadillac on fire. Area looks like Norco now. Drive past some cows in the road (There’s a bridge to the right which may be a RR). Then head back home. Walking. Pass some cows again, but one is in my way and I duck to go under it

In WA. Super rainy. Standing on a bridge. Car crashes. Hits a cop car too

At a fast food place, buy something? Then I’m having trouble with something. Then outside in a super lifted truck, no roof. Talking with Chingy and Durr. I buy something? Durr helps me

930. Something, at home I think. See that I’m fat, maybe 220lbs ish, have a second chin going on. Then I’m at the Xxxxx’s. Something with DMZ Tim? We’re all in a hurry for something. We drive around the corner to my house. In a white super lifted truck, no roof (what's with the trucks?). Pull onto driveway, mom there, and I hop out, “Give me one minute!” and go in. Look out my window and there’s a fire engine across the street, but looks like a birthday party going on. Frantic to find what I’m looking for . Many times I go into the bathroom and look at myself, still fat. Wonder how it happened. Think, “Probably because I haven’t been working out and have been eating a lot (And I have).” Trying to get what I need. Still can’t find. Go to bathroom and have this milk in my hair, and it’s blue. My hair is a dirty blonde color, and I’m normal thin. Comb out blue milk. “Come on, come on!” I think. Grab a stuffed banana and apple toy and put into my pocket. Go into living room and tear them out of my pocket and throw a tantrum for not being able to get what I need to leave

I had many small dreams last night in which I found my phone- I stayed the night at a friend's house and lost it before we went to bed, and it was freaking me out. It's still missing
Then, I had a very vivid dream. It was in a modern-day setting, in a large city in spring. The beginning is rather fuzzy- I was maybe a princess? I don't remember, but I was wearing a beautiful Renaissance-esque dress, which I lost when I joined a band of four other random people. We were working together, because the Apocalypse was coming, which we weren't really worried about. We were worried about what would happen after the Apocalypse, because there was this evil Queen lady who wanted to take over the world after it ended and turn it into a Neo-Renaissance new world order type thing. And we wanted to stop her. So we were planning to infiltrate her castle (she had a castle) and to do so, we needed Renaissance clothes. We went to a second-hand store and I found one that I almost didn't get (because I really wanted the beautiful one I was wearing earlier in the dream, but it was nowhere to be found) but I did, and then the salespeople were making fun of me because it was in kid's sizes and way too short for me (but somehow still magically fit). As I was buying it, my group left me, and I was running down the streets trying to find them. They were sitting at a table on the street corner. I guess our plan to stop the new world order kinda died there, because the rest of the dream was spent eating these candy-nut-things made with coffee. I can't have coffee, so I complained about it and everyone ignored me. Then I woke up.

I was on an airplane that was full of women, and all of them wanted to have sex with me. I ended up having sex with at least three different girls before the dream ended. Then I had a FA where I was at one of the girls' house, and she was describing the dream she had to a friend of hers.

Non-lucid / lucid

I am walking through my old school just looking at everything and how it seems so long ago. Then one of my old teachers comes out into the hallway and yells at me to get back in class. I am a little confused but get excited because it is one of the the best grades, fourth. I enter and the room and desks seem REALLY small. I sit at one and just observe everything.

I wake up and quickly fall back asleep

I am back in the fourth grade room but I am surrounded by some of my old teachers. I realize I am dreaming, but forget to do some reality checks. I run outside with the intention of flying. I think of myself to be like Neo and just will myself that I am going to fly. I am in the middle of a field and I crouch real low and then spring upwards flying like superman. However, I do not have control and fly around awkwardly like a balloon that was blown up and then all the air was released while the balloon spins around the air. With flying now under my belt I see a girl and immediately want to have sex. I run over to a girl and pull down her pants. She does not really want to at first, but then complies. Slowly the dream begins to fade.

Trying to remember a dream is like trying to have a Vietnam flashback, it only happens when you don't expect it to.

Sometimes there are just certain details of my dreams that I don't right down just because there so weird, so off topic, so abstract, that I even ask myself, "Okay what the fuck happened there." Yesterday through today I had three dreams, and they all had some sort of aspect like that. I waited a while to put this down so it's a little blurry so here it goes.

Dream 1:
This was basically a left 4 dead 2 dream, which was actually pretty cool. It's like playing left 4 dead 2 full screen, and by that I mean I was inside the game. I was with 3 other nameless survivors and we basically just made our way through a really really long campaign. I can't remember all of it but I do remember a couple things. We were in a mall. Safe, for now. I saw a man who was in some sort of mall kiosk. At the time I had a chainsaw and a katana. I put the edge of my katana up to his throat.

"And who are you exactly?" I ask him.

I can't remember the details of the conversation but by the end of it he pulls out a revolver. I'm cautious at first, but then I run. He shoots at me three times and I manage to dodge ever bullet. I can literally feel the bullets wiz by my shirt as they just nearly miss me. Me and the other survivors make our way out of the mall. At the end of this dream, it's the final stage, were doing good at first, and then just tank, after tank, after tank just swarm in. We are totally boned. A tank backs me up into a corner. I don't move. It seems to not see me at first. Then it just hits me in the face, since at this time I fully realize this is a game, I feel no pain.

"I'm down, I'm down! He's coming after you! Run!" I call out to my teammate.

He's the last one left. He just starts screaming.

"AAAAAAGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!"

He's down too. We lost, goddamn it.

Everything fades out and I wake up.

I look at the clock. 4:30, what a big surprise. At this point I don't even care, I just fall back to sleep.

Now this dream, this dream is weird.

Here's as far back as I can remember.

I'm in a bunk bed with a couple of my friends. One of them is listening to a song. For some reason the song has something to do with, periods. Yeah I don't know. This goes on for a while, then I start remembering a concert my dad played at once. Snooki (the jersey shore one) tries to climb up on stage, but then security promptly take her off. For the record, I hate jersey shore.

There's a scene change. I'm at school, well, my dream perception of school, which is very odd. I'm in the gym on the bleachers, which are much higher in the dream. Out of nowhere a bright red but small spider (which in the dream just happens to be the most poisonous in the world) comes up to me and bites me on the hand. After this I get into a huge argument with the government, who happen to just be in the gymnasium, about how they wont help me and that I'm pissed. After the argument settles down I wonder off to some book shelf with a row of books that are basically the "laws of everything" and accidentally knock them down. I remember while putting them back up on the shelf, this girl helped me out and I told her, "Well the law sure didn't help me out today." We share a giggle. I walk out of the gym and then it dawns on me.

"I just got bitten by the most poisonous spider in the world, I'm gonna fucking die!"

I run to a small office that has a phone in it. I dial 911. The following message plays:

"If you are in trouble or have been bitten by a venomous spider or animal (how specific) please head over to, london."

"London!?" I think to myself (london ontario not london U.K.).

I feel defeated. I go into the main office with tears coming out my eyes. MY science teacher is on the computer there, looking at pornographic pictures for some reason. I go up to him.

"You wouldn't happen to have the cure for a (insert spider name here [forgot]) bite would you?" I say with tears in my eyes.

"Sure I do." He tells me.

My eyes fill with hope.

"Really?" I ask him.

"Sure."

"What is it?" I'm anxious to here.

"Think hard." He tells me.

"What, I don't understand." I tell him.

"Think about it." He replies.

Then I wake up. Could he have possibly been hinting that I was dreaming? I've never had a DC do that before. When I ask a DC if I'm dreaming they either say no or avoid the subject. Weird.

I wake up at around 8:00 a.m., 5th of february 2011. I decide trying to fall asleep one more time couldn't hurt. I close my eyes and rest my head on my pillow.

My third dream I'm awake. Not lucid, but awake. As in there is no dream scenario I just do everything I would've done if I was awake. I start by calling up my friend Elmer as I wanted to introduce him into the whole lucid dream thing. He tells me that he has to go to church or something. I decide to get on the subway and just go out somewhere. On the subway I bump into Elmer, with his girlfriend. Apparently they're on a date or something.

"C.J., what are you doing here." He asks me.

"Actually I'm just trying to find a place to sleep." I tell him.

"Maybe on the subway or something, is it okay if I join you two?"

I know he's on a date and all, but I'm just kind of pissed that he lied to me so I try to cock block him.

He says it's okay and we get on the train. Then I wake up.

Unfortunately that's all I got today. I know when to admit defeat:

Dream 5 Me 2.

But better luck next time.

Note: Before sleep I watched a lot of left for dead 2 videos, so I was kind of asking for it.

I find myself at my apartment. Thing is, my apartment looks completely different like in most dreams. My dad, brothers, and I are all enjoying some R&R. Suddenly, someone's at the door. My dad answers the door. I nearly shit my pants in excitement. It's Anthony Horowitz! He's the author of my favorite book series! The Alex Rider series. Holy shit! He's here! In my house! I come over and greet him. I tell him how I love the Alex Rider series. Then, I see he's different. He's balding, fat, and he looks drunk. I see he brought his wife and kids too. I wonder what happened to him.

Later that day. He randomly gives my brothers, dad, and I each $100.00. I know something isn't right. World famous authors don't just hand out $100 bills. I take him in a remote room where no one will hear us. I ask what's his deal. I ask what's wrong, and what happened. He said he's screwed. I raise an eyebrow. He tells me that no one's buying his books. He's quickly running low on money and is bled dry of book ideas. Then, I tell him I'll help him write a book. That enlightens his mood. He gets on his knees and begins to pitifully thank me. I say it'll be easy. We just need a story line, plot, characters, etc.

Now I'm at my friend's house. We're just hanging out. The usual. Then, he invites some friend's over for a literal hide and go seek war. We can use weapons or any other resources necessary. This will be easy. I'll just use my ki. The war of hide and go seek begins. I'm hiding in some good cover. I see a gun. I pick it up. Then, two people see me. They come over and open fire. Shit! I get down. I get up every few seconds and fire. I keep missing. Dammit. I'm screwed. Now my friend comes over and mows those two bitches down. I get up and thank him. We head over to a large tower(Forgot to mention this takes place all over the city). We climb the stairs to the top. We're very worn out. Then, two helicopters open fire on us. Holy shit! What kind of game is this shit?! I see there is an RPG. I pick it up and head into the open. I fire the RPG. The rocket successfully blows up the chopper. It begins to fall towards the ground. It hits and incinerates. Take that bitch! Now the other chopper is still on us. Son of a bitch! The stupid RPG only had one rocket. Shit! This wasn't good. Now, a car drives up a ramp into the tower. Shit. It comes over and rams me into a wall. Gosh dammit that hurt! Then, the helicopter shoots my friend. He goes down. Then, I have a false awakening. I awake at my friend's. Thank God, only a dream(still is dumbass). My friend is still sleeping. I go upstairs and see the fight's still on! Oh shit! Not good! One kid comes over with a gun. Screw him! I hold my hand up, then a chuck a ki ball at him. It hits. Hell yeah bitch! What?! The bastard's still alive! I run upstairs and I go into the bathroom. Then, there's a knock at the door. It's Anthony Horowitz. He says he came with my dad to pick me up and take me back home. My little brother comes in and gives me a big hug. Then, he gave me a blue Scouter. He said he didn't want it. I put it on, and we head towards the car and then, I awake.

I tried some Choline last night to see if it would help with vividness and recall

I had a crazy night of dreams, but unfortunately I can't remember much. What I do remember are two incredibly vivid images/experiences; the first was Nelsan Ellis as his character (Lafayette Reynolds) on Trueblood fitting me with some false eyelashes... ()

The second image was very real and very strange. I remember seeing a brown lounge chair to my right. It was covered in a kind of microfraser fabric and it had no arm rests. I notice that it's starting to move in a very unusual way, almost like it's alive. It quickly ramps up to very frightening movements similar to what an alligator would do with it's jaws. It's so real and violent, and I think I am on the edge of becoming lucid because I just know this can't be real, and then the emotion of all of it wakes me up.

... *sigh* ... So close