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    1. Overboard

      by , 08-18-2010 at 06:08 PM
      Myself and David (an acquaintance from work) find ourselves in the ocean at night. We were aboard a cruise ship which we see sailing away from us and can see all the bright lights of the ship. We are swimming but keep being obstructed by orange colored nets in the water. For some reason I am not panicking even though in RL I am not a strong swimmer. As we continue to swim we observe the cruise ship making a left turn and no longer in our line of vision. We get to a wall and I see a sidewalk. I tell David that I need to get out of the ocean and walk as I am tired of swimming. I am almost collapsing with exhaustion as we walk along the sidewalk.
      Categories
      non-lucid
    2. Night Driving...

      by , 08-18-2010 at 05:20 PM
      This is just a fragment of a dream I had last night. Just a warning, it was unusually boring.

      I was driving on a four lane highway with a concrete divider that had a fence high enough to where I didn’t see oncoming traffic. It was night and I was in the slow lane. A thought came to me, almost a warning that I should be in the slow lane because other vehicles would collide with me. Just then I saw the lights of multiple vehicles in the fast lane driving towards me. A mild sense of panic came over me and I resolved myself for the impact but it didn’t come. They passed me with the sound of small gusts of wind and left me in the darkness of night again.

      It was a while before I came upon a gas station sitting alone at a t-junction in the freeway. The junction was little more than the end of one road (perhaps one lane as I don’t remember two) and the sharp curving of another road (almost 90 degrees at the junction but the road had it’s own curve facing away). It had steel rail guards on the far side. I pulled into the gas station and as I got out of my car I noticed the pump had 135 octane for a $1.42 a gallon. I thought it odd and looked for the brand of gas station. It was labeled Isuzu, with blue, white and some other color perhaps. At that point I woke up.
      Categories
      dream fragment , non-lucid
    3. Exploding a Little Girl's Head LD, Killer, Crash, Gymnast in the Air

      by , 08-18-2010 at 05:16 PM (Hopeless Wanderings)
      regular/lucid dreams: 8-18-10

      Exploding a Little Girl's Head LD(My first DEILD)

      I was starting to wake up, and that's when I realized I was lucid. I decided to look down at my hands just for the heck of it, and I had more fingers than I normally would(unlike in my last lucid, which I had less fngers). Everything seemed really clear and life-like, so I was scared that I would wake myself up but I think I'm getting better at controlling that, because I became very stable. I was in my house again, and decided to go outside and experiment and have some fun. As I was walking out across my lawn, I would jump in the air and see how high I could float. One of those times I decided to jump and then flap my arms and "swim" up and see how far I could go. I got to be about 4 or 5 stories up I think when I started heading back down. I'm not too good with flying yet. So then I saw these two sisters walking down the sidewalk, the older one(8? years old) pushing the younger one(around 4) in a stroller. I don't know why, but I wanted to make the younger one's head explode, just for a quick experiment before I went on to do something else. I focused on her head and imagined it exploding. I did this for awhile, and nothing happened except the little one started crying and the older one got really mad at me. I must have lost lucidity after this because I don't remember anything else.


      Killer

      I don't remember the first part of this too clearly, so these are just some details. I was at my house with some older people, I don't rememer who, when some woman turned evil and wanted to kill me. She said that I "had to die." I ran to my dad's room and went on his bed and had an explosive in my hand that you would light up and the flame would go down the string uptil it reached the bomb part. When she came in, I tried to throw it at her but missed, then somehow got into the garage and tried again, but missed again and this time set the garage on fire. I had to get out of there, but she stood in the way of the door. I somehow managed to get out and on the roof. I saw an elderly couple walking towards the house as if nothing had happened, so I jumped off the roof down to them and kept screaming "CALL 911! CALL 911 NOW!!" but they kept saying "What??" like they couldn't hear me. I even screaming their ears but they still couldn't hear me! Then I ran to the bushes behind my house to hide and called 911 myself.

      Then I met this other girl in the bushes who was wearing this huge puffy pink dress. I called her by what I thought was her name, but later found out that she changes her name 4 times a year, depending on the season. Anyways, we ran into the neighborhoods behind my house and it was around midnight or so. Every once in awhile, I would jump up really high in the air and go above the trees and houses just for the fun of it. At one time, one of my neighbors came out of her house and complained, but not at us. Apparently her car? or something was making noises and keeping her awake.

      I don't remember what happened after this, but eventually I was back at my house and the next day, the cop finally showed up. He was cautiously going into the bushes, where I told him I was hiding. I went outside to tell him that I was fine and he was super late but couldn't find him.



      Crash

      Me and Ali were planning on going on a road trip to this really pretty island thing in the middle of Colorado(which was only like 1 or 2 state away when I looked at the map, but in reality its more than that). She said she could get us free plane tickets(we took the car anyway, so what's the point?). So I told my parents and they said it was okay. We were going to take my sister's car and we were going to take my parents with us and drop them off somewhere on the way to Colorado. On the way to pick up Ali, my dad went the wrong way and went to my other friend's house instead(I don't know why, because its super easy to get to Ali's house, it's close by mine). I told him to turn right at the next stop sign but he turned left, and we went into this section where there were snow covered hills that looked like mountains and the road was really curvy and went up and down. It was like a smaller version of the roads you would see in Colorado, and I thought it was really cool. Anyway, we eventually finally somehow got my friend in the car, and started driving to CO. The roads were really dangerous now. They were up really high in the sky, and there were tons of cut-offs that you could take and go the wrong way on accident, really sharp turns, and all the cars were going like 100mph. Ali was driving and I was nervous for her because, well, the roads were terrible! We were approaching a tight curve when two cars in front of us crashed into each other. Time seemed to stop, and everything was going really really slowly. The cars were just in front of us now, and it seemed like there was no way to get around. Then my mom told us to back up, so somehow I helped as we slowly backed up as everything around us was frozen. This way, the cars could go off the side of the road(there weren't any walls in this section, which was weird because why wouldn't there be walls on the CURVED section??) and fall back to Earth.. and die. So we did just that and it looked like we were going to be safe..
      but then I woke up.


      Gymnast in the Air

      I was walking over this tall bridge/road thing when I saw an outdoor gymnasium. I looked down and saw some people down there practicing gymnastics. There was a billboard right by the bridge, and some girls from my school were on it, practicing(more like showing off) gymnastics on it with no safety ropes or anything. I don't know why, but I decided to go onto the billboard with them just to check it out. I somehow managed to get on it and saw more girls from my school doing gymnastics. One girl laid a balance beam(a floor one) down in mid air and started walking across it. I was really scared that she was going to fall off it, and I think I actually had to catch her and all the other girls at one point. They were hanging onto strings below me and I was holding them. It was really heavy but I had to hold on until I made it back to the bridge. I got back safely, but I think one of the girls died.
    4. Water, Water Everywhere

      by , 08-18-2010 at 04:42 PM (My Official Journey Into Lucid Dreaming)
      Recall has been decent, although I cannot remember the entire dream. This one has a common theme: water. Seems like I dream about water a lot.

      I am at the Baltimore Inner Harbor, or something similar. The water is clear, and under the water, I can see plants and people using remote control submarines. For some reason, there was a flood, and now water is everywhere.

      None of this made any sense, but I awoke with a feeling of dread. I think there was more to the dream, and I just don't remember it all.

      Conditions:
      Fell asleep: 12:00 am
      2400 mg of Omega 3-6 Fish Oil

      COMMENT LUCID NON LUCID DREAM SIGN
    5. Wednesday, August 18, 2010

      by , 08-18-2010 at 04:37 PM (LiveInTheDream's DJ v2.5)
      Fail.

      I remembered to set my WBTB alarm...but I forgot to actually turn it on...so of course I didn't wake up at the appropriate time to make a WILD attempt. Oh well...at least I was able to remember a couple dreams, and this time after I had already gotten up and things were against me remembering them at all!

      Dream 1: I was in a mix of Bioshock and Mass Effect. Geth were attacking (I guess I should be giving them more validity as a dream sign if the buggers are going to keep showing up...I haven't even played Mass Effect in a while, but for some reason Geth have been everywhere lately!) and everyone in the facility was defenseless. I was being chased by one of the machines when I dove around a corner and hid behind a pile of crates. The Geth fired at me as I fled, but missed and instead took out one of the crates on the top of the pile. I covered my head as debris and the objects inside the crate came crashing down, but managed to remain silent, so the Geth moved on down the hallway without noticing my hiding place.

      Once I had opened my eyes again, I saw what had fallen out of the broken crate: plasmids. I picked up the first one and saw the Electro Bolt symbol on it, then took a deep breath and injected it into my arm. It felt very realistic...and the DNA re-writing process felt weird, too. A rush of body heat, increased clarity of vision...and finally, a lot of little lightning bolts coming from my left hand. Encouraged, I also grabbed an Incinerate and stuck it in my pocket, but didn't inject it.

      The Geth that had tried to kill me was still in sight down the hall a ways, so I jumped out of my hiding place and with a yell I let out a bolt of lightning right on the blasted thing. Being mechanical, the electricity instantly shorted out the Geth's hardware and made it fall to the ground, useless.

      Unfortunately, I had been a bit too quick to jump out and attack. Now everyone knew where I was, and a million Geth began slowly advancing down the hallway from the opposite direction. I tried to shoot out lightning once again, but this time it only flickered faintly in my hand; I couldn't produce a real bolt. I desperately pulled out the Incinerate plasmid as I backed down the hallway one step at a time. I tried to use pyrokinesis, but I barely generated enough heat to create viscosity in the air.

      "Uh oh."

      I turned and ran back for the crates then as a million bullets flew at me. Somehow I managed to reach safety before any of them hit.

      "Hypo, hypo, where's an EVE hypo?!" I said to myself as I searched through the other crates.

      Finally I found one, stuck it in my arm, and I was able to emit a burst of flames from my hand. I jumped out from hiding and began spraying fire at every Geth I could see. The realism of the fire was awesome; the hallway and Geth were all made of metal, and they appropriately blackened or glowed orange-hot, not to mention the light simply reflected in a very accurate and detailed way.

      I woke up sometime around then.

      Dream 2: I'm low on time, so I'll have to keep this one short. I was basically seeing a replay of a memory from one of my filming jobs. At first things were accurate, but then the wrong music started to play in the background.

      "Wait a minute, that's not right..." I thought to myself. "I didn't choose this music!"

      I didn't go lucid, though, I just figured someone else had made a last-minute change. But then other things started being different than they were supposed to be, and I couldn't ignore them as easily.

      "This just isn't right! What's going on here?"

      Then someone tapped me on the shoulder and told me to get ready, because we would all have to leave in 18 minutes.

      I started to head out and get my things together, but I kept an eye over my shoulder, wondering what was going on. Then...SMACK! I ran right into the doorframe because of my carelessness.

      I woke up with my nose bleeding...probably coincidence. This isn't the Matrix, after all.
      Categories
      non-lucid , memorable
    6. Regular sleep = better dream recall.

      by , 08-18-2010 at 04:17 PM (The Mind is Power; My Dream Journal)
      So I finally got a good nights sleep and I remembered four dreams. I only managed to write down three of them, however.

      I'm in some kinda wal mart and I am trying to be nice to this guy and group of people that all play this game together. For some reason they are mean and I manage to stGe a fKe funeral for them. So I do and trick everyone until this guy that looks like Jake k. comes in. He's part of the grpup I tricked people about. So I immediately sprint off down an aisle to try and get away but he keeps popping up. He seems almost chill about the whole thing but I know he's mad and can't let him catch me. I go diving outta these steel truck bay doors and take this huge jump and i go flying through the air. Right before I do I see a stack of kids toys that toys geared towards liberals. Then I go sliding out the truck door and taking a huge jump. Right as I jump I hear some more conservative style folks talking crap about what I did. And now I'm flying through the air and everything is smaller. I hear someone mention something about soldiers and then I start to land.
      I'm hanging out now in front of a house right across the street from a basketball court. It's getting dark out but I don't care. I call my friend Austin and ask him to come over and play ball with us (and I don't know who 'us' is). So he shows up and then I wake up
      or some reason I'm driving over to where I assume my buddy Austin lives. I get there in time to see another friend go inside. I follow him inside. The house is cluttered and two stories. There is stuff everywhere. Austin comes down the stairs and tells us to follow him upstairs as he has a treat for both of us. We follow and for some reason I'm suddenly holding two bowling balls. One I really did used to own and the other I'm not sure where I found/got it. It was jarring enough that I think I came close to lucidity.

      Updated 08-20-2010 at 04:59 AM by 33935

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      non-lucid
    7. Recalling!

      by , 08-18-2010 at 04:14 PM
      I recalled one long dream last night, but it was really weird. PM me if you really want to know lol, it was bad, it as just weird.
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      non-lucid
    8. Aug 18 2010 - Lost

      by , 08-18-2010 at 03:52 PM (Mah Journal)
      I started off in a dream with KA. We were at our new school, and trying to figure out the way around. We were going to all these "sample classes" to see what it would be like.

      After our first few classes, we started to go home. My mom was there. There were a ton of buses. The building was mostly glass with grey beams. For some reason my mom told me to go on a different bus that apparently went down my street. Her and KA went on a different bus.

      I had no clue where the bus was going. I got off at some random stop in the middle of nowhere. It was a grey day outside. The grass around me was dark green. Sort of gloomy. I started to walk a bit along the road to where my house's road should be.

      I found myself at a little restaurant or plaza. I asked a nice young couple if they knew where my street was. They pointed at a direction. I followed it, and found a bus stop on that street. Then my mom was suddenly there, telling me how happy she was that I had found my way.

      In the next dreams, I was lucid. I was in a stark white room. It had a few big steps to use as benches, a metal rail in the middle of it, and some smaller steps on the side. I examined the place in my dream, noting that everything was white but the metal rail, the door hinges which were bronze or silver, and some of the doors which were an ugly pale flesh pink.

      I was with KA in this room. Somehow I was convinced that she might be a DC, so I proceeded to persuade her that this was a dream. I started telling her so, and after the first few tries she realized, in shock, that she was dreaming. I told her to plug her nose and breathe through it. Then she walked over to a window and looked at the city below; it was pretty, unlike one we'd ever seen.

      Then I started summoning people. Looking at the door in that white room, I said,
      "I summon... someone totally RANDOM!!!!" while throwing my hands toward it.

      BE, of all people, came through the door. I chuckled. He walked in hastily, looked at us, and mumbled something that included a lot of swearing. Me and KA laughed hysterically. I can't remember exactly what we did after that.

      Then, I was in the room again. It seemed like a day had passed, and this was actually a different dream in a different night. Me and KA were there again. I summoned a random person at the door again, and JU came out. I was glad. I talked to him, but I don't remember much of it. Afterwards, he said he was ashamed that he didn't realize who I was.

      Then, in the "third night", me and KA were walking around our old playground. We were trying out lucid powers. I remember one part where we were running, but I couldn't run fast enough with the dream gravity, and so I just put out my hands and started hovering forward. Then I decided to try out some magic, but I couldn't bring up any fireballs or elemental things. However, I could take out "guns"; if I made my hand into the shape of a pistol, and made a "pow!" sound while pretending to shoot it, it would actually shoot. I then used my air machine gun again, and invisible bullets shot my targets. Me and KA laughed about it. I was a little disappointed that I couldn't do anything cooler than guns though.


      In another dream, I was in the mafia, apparently as the hoe. We were in the building of some important person. They were carrying out their plan to assassinate him. They told me to go in and give him a gun that they gave me to distract him. I took it through the large glass door and put it on his desk.

      I heard a gun shot, and the bullet hit something beside the man. He cursed and called for security. I then decided to get on his good side and recommended that he ducked. As I saw security come down, they were just normal people dressed in beige clothes.

      "Don't security people usually have guns n' stuff?" I asked, feeling it was a sort of childish question.
      "No, no," the guy responded.
      "Well then, how are they gonna defend themselves at times like this?"

      But that dream faded there.

      In the next and final dream, I was playing MXL with a random person. We were just killing random stuff when some level guy popped into our game. He started saying that he wanted a rush and whatnot. I told him that it was boring to rush since there was nothing to do afterward. The guy scoffed at me and left.

      Then I was out of the game, and decided to make a new one, but I accidently made it private. I then realized my friend wouldn't be able to join, and so I quit that one, apologized, and made another public one. Can't remember what happened after that, and then it ended.

      Edit: suddenly remembered another fragment.

      I was looking through the fridge and saw my mom's bag of Maltesers. I was really hungry and I asked her if she wanted them since she hadn't eaten them forever. She told me not to eat them because she wanted them and I already had one. I shook my head in frustration. The only other thing to eat was a giant slab of dark chocolate, which was really nasty in large quantities. I closed the fridge door and looked for something else to eat.

      Notes:
      - Weird that I can't summon stuff like elements, but I can summon guns. I've never been a sci-fi fan, but a big fantasy fan.

      Updated 08-18-2010 at 04:12 PM by 26617

      Categories
      non-lucid , lucid
    9. Mzzkc's Mind Games

      by , 08-18-2010 at 03:44 PM (Mzzkc's Mind Games)
      ¡Single Sentence Sizzler!®

      18.08.2010
      Security War (Non-lucid)
      ★★☆☆☆
      NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

      Quote Originally Posted by Mzzkc View Post
      I battled wits with my good friend and RA, as he tried to use the knowledge he gained during his internship to lock me out of the school's system, while I used my own summer experiences to subvert his plans and bypass his security blocks; by winning the inevitable arms race, I eventually won the entire war.

      Updated 08-18-2010 at 04:06 PM by 25167

      Categories
      non-lucid
    10. More epic dreams

      by , 08-18-2010 at 02:48 PM (Just Another Dream Journal)
      but my recall doesn't do them justice. My brain seems... ???... incapable of recalling all the detail of my dreams.

      The last one I had was amazing. It spanned what FELT like several generations, but that was only because I relived the story in countless ways in two worlds. The book, Dune (which I'm currently reading) inspired a lot of it.
      I was on a desert planet (though not always). I was some random male DC who wanted to propose to his girl. But something always interfered. In the world I was from, it was "normal"- full of life and green. But something always happened to send me to that other barren planet. My girl would be with me. One time, we were walking down a road and were ambushed. I "woke" myself up and was sent to my home world before I could die. But I would have no or very little memory of what happened in the barren world. Every time I was about to propose, I would be sent to the other world. Every time, something bad happened and I nearly died, only to return to my own world with no memory. It was extremely frustrating.
      Several times, I was in a Fort of sorts. It was booby-trapped and I was injured in countless ways, only to "wake up" before dying. Some man was pursuing me during most of the dream on the barren world. In the last scene, we were trapped in a room in the Fort. The doors sealed us in. I could see the dart traps and tubes rose from the floor which would release poisonous gasses. But somehow, I lived and the bad guy died. I was able to propose, but we were stuck on the barren world. I knew if I went back to my world, I would forget everything and be doomed to live without her.

      Another dream was of the large house I frequently dream about. There were the secret passage tunnels in the floor and this time, I actually used them. I was running from someone and there were others with me. I showed them the tunnels/tubes and sent them through. At one time, I used one myself, but I had to return to the house and the second time I was forced out some other way.
      I recall a balcony. I was trapped, so I flew to a nearby rooftop. I laid against the roof, but the bad guy (a young black woman) saw me eventually. She released a dart which went through the building and roof and almost struck me. But I moved at just the right time.
      I don't recall how the dream ended.

      Early in the evening, I dreamed of driving my van. My oldest son was in the back and someone else (?) was in the front passenger seat. The road was treacherous and I ended up falling off a steep cliff. I realized then, all my kids were in the car with me. I told them all I loved them and that I was sorry. Then, the drivers seat was on the other side and I was directly in front of my oldest son. Our combined weight, made the car tilt to the right and I became terrified of the pain. I screamed that I didn't want the car to land like that. But it did. I marveled that I wasn't in any pain, but it was then that I realized we were all dead.
      I woke up.

      I also dreamed of being at a movie theater. After the show, I wanted some smokes and food, so hubby and I ordered some. But we had to give our selection to the chef to cook. He said it would be done in an hour and a half and I was greatly annoyed at the delay. He said he was the only person working on Sunday- that they were normally closed. Hubby was surprisingly very patient.
      That's all I recall.
      Categories
      non-lucid , memorable
    11. Grisly Room

      by , 08-18-2010 at 01:36 PM
      Type: regular dream.
      Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
      Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

      CAUTION: If you don't have a good tolerance for gory/dark/disturbing situations, you might want to skip this entry.

      I have absolutely no idea where this dream came from!

      It was dark outside, and I could see that from looking out the window. I was in my bedroom, sitting upright on my bed with my legs crossed. My bed was a queen-size one, and had a modern square shape with black coloration. It was positioned in the center of my 14x14 room with the headboard against the wall; on the opposite wall sat my horizontal dresser, in the same modern color and style as the bed. Those were the two pieces of furniture in the room, slightly given shape to by a pale light shining in, although you couldn't see much more than that.

      I sat there for no more than five seconds before a dark shape shot out from underneath the bed and pushed me off, right onto the floor. I hit the hardwood floor on my backside; it almost felt as if I had broken something, because pain shot up my spine as I sat up. The pain slowly ebbed but it was there for the rest of the dream.

      I looked up on my bed and there was a dark silhouette standing on it; it looked like an adult but it was fairly skinny and short, probably around three feet. I couldn't tell whether it was wearing anything because it was in the shadows near the head of my bed. There was now a chain hanging from the ceiling, and a few feet from where it was hooked, there was a large piece of rotting flesh. I could see the slightest amount of red coloration, and something was dripping from it. "Oh my god," I exclaimed to myself. "What do you want?"

      The figure chuckled, and jumped off the bed, landing quietly beside me. It got up and walked around the room a bit, and then disappeared under the bed. I looked around to see if it'd appear again, because I was very frightened, and then it appeared from underneath the bed, reaching out and biting a piece of my leg off. I screamed but I didn't feel any pain, instead I just felt my leg with my hand, realizing a piece was missing from my thigh. The creature jumped back on the bed and stood up, beginning to eat it with a sickening sound, and I ran to the door, trying to open it. There was no light coming from the edges of it, and it wouldn't open; the knob wouldn't even turn. I spun around to see the creature breathing hard and coming at me again, this time staring at my face.

      I ran at it, and grabbed its own face with my hand and tore it off; it felt as if it were made of plaster. I looked at my hand as the creature fell to the floor, and saw blood smeared all over it.

      Updated 07-03-2011 at 06:38 AM by 28408

      Categories
      non-lucid , nightmare
    12. Pop star villain, weed from clee, kicking mom, and kilp conflict

      by , 08-18-2010 at 01:33 PM
      PART 1 - POP STAR CAPTURED BY HEROS

      Pop star villain who looks similar to Lady Gaga is captured in giant plane by two 16 year olds. They force her to hang outside the cockpit, this makes her pass out so she is not a threat.

      They're superheros, that's their character, that's the story... one male and one female who take complete control of the environment through technology, like their big plane, and trap villains.

      ANALYSIS

      Pop star could represent superficiality.

      - - -

      PART 2 - WEED FROM CLEE, KICK MOM

      At home in my room, I almost buy some weed from Clee (friend.) I have my money out and everything. I'm facing my closet, the weed is on my bed, we're about to exchange... but I change my mind at the last moment.

      I follow Clee outside for courtesy, to hang out while he smokes a cigarette, to be cool since I didn't buy from him.

      On the way out, mom is laying on the floor at the door of the bathroom/bottom of the stairs (sort of both, dream merge), talking with my aunt (who is standing.)

      Mom says something along the lines of "every fit person has a hot person they work out with," some limiting belief that she uses to justify her lack of fitness to herself.

      This frustrates me. I get super pissed and attack her, kick her in the head. Aunt is disgusted, "doesn't understand why you can't just be chill."

      Clee and I get to the door, I put on my shoes - they're black, bigger than normal, firm and puffy.

      We were going to train but it turns out to be raining quite heavily. I put on an act of being upset, even though I didn't really want to anyway - I was only being accommodating.

      ANALYSIS

      Almost buy weed - because I've been considering changing up my meditation schedule, the thought of getting some occurred to me yesterday, but I decided against it.

      Follow Clee outside/pretend upset/accommodating - literal representation of behavior patterns around this person.

      Mom laying down - likely represents her weakness, given up on life. Aunt there to support her justifications.

      - - -

      PART 3 - KILP CONFLICT

      Kilp (Jr High classmate) is outside. He threatens me, throws a knife my direction. It lands in the dirt in front of me, as a message that he's "out to get me." He makes some jokes about me to someone else.

      I pull the knife out of the ground, throw it up in the air, and it lands exactly in my sheath. Kilp says something sarcastic about "winning his heart" by this display. I say "all mine," double meaning that I will literally take his heart.

      ANALYSIS

      Perhaps triggered by negative social events at work, feeling "looked down upon," an expression of a desire to fight back.

      - - -

      FRAGMENTS

      Door breaks off, upper class family...

      Use toilet positioned in middle of stage, in front of an audience for a SC1 tournament...

      Jee visits me, in my room, have chat...

      ANALYSIS

      The toilet being right on stage seems like an obvious metaphor for self consciousness.

      Anyway, I think I need more sleep. I don't feel "refreshed" upon waking up, always tired and groggy. Currently I go to bed at around 12 and wake up at 7. Will see if I can gradually fall asleep at earlier times, beginning with 11.

      Updated 08-18-2010 at 01:38 PM by 30838

      Categories
      non-lucid
    13. Tiny Frag

      by , 08-18-2010 at 10:04 AM (Kjarva's dream journal)
      Slept in this morning, so was rushing. I only remember a tiny frag of my dream. There were 2 bikers, the only thing I remember clearly is they both had leather jackets and one had an incredibly white tshirt.

      Updated 08-19-2010 at 07:46 AM by 32157

      Categories
      non-lucid , dream fragment
    14. Kinda scary but funny dream. Good recall.

      by
      kim
      , 08-18-2010 at 09:49 AM
      I remembered heaps from this dream.

      There were some lifesize picture/painting things outside of the house that Dad asked me to go see because it was scary. I knew that he would be disappointed with my if I didn't go. I tried to go outside but it became too scary so I asked my mum to go with me and she was about to but then she became scared too, haha. I noticed that the thing Dad wanted us to see was next to these pictures of Mario and Michael Jackson. Someone said something about my cousin Sha-Sha having given them to him as a gift for something. And then as I walked through the house (it was some small old house that I have never seen before. It was quite nice and old fashioned) I noticed that these picture things were EVERYWHERE, all hung up on all the walls of the house. He had cleaned the house while he was at it. It looked quite nice, I thought.
      Then I was with my bro in some room and Daniel was there but in the toilet and we were going to play some trick on him, I cannot remember what.

      I went up to these booth places on these grassy hills. They were wooden, rectangular areas perhaps only 4m by 2m and about 2m high and you could see who was outside. The inside floor was dirt. Also, they were lockable with this weird lock and key thing that I can only JUST remember but is too hard to explain.
      As I saw a creepy guy outside (who seemed to always stay there) I wondered how I knew that I was safe, even though when away anyone could just steal the key when the booth wasn't being used, and also I didn't think that the lock was that secure, nor did I think that the wooden booth was that sturdy.
      But anyway, I went into these places to access IRC or something like that. I went into them a couple of times during my dream.

      I just remembered that a couple of times I would go to sleep in the booth and there was some weird set up where I would lie down and then this Chinese music would play. There were some two other random Asian girls there, with accents from Singapore or Malaysia and I kindly asked them to do something for me (involving a pillow, I think), which they did. I recall saying something to them about how in Chinese culture they are always very proud and try to build up the family name, which I did not agree with.

      There was one instance I left the booth and there were quite a few people around one. There were these pretty, young girls and an older guy and an older woman (lol dodgy much?). And then the woman caught the eye of one of the girls and that girl had a look of "oh shi-" on her face. She said "I guess I have to go now" or something along those lines, and walked off away from the group of people. I figured/somehow knew that they were all trying out to become models or something like that, and she had failed the first time and tried to enter a second time with the man as the judge, but the woman from the previous try out was there and spotted her. I said to Alanna who was standing right next to me "wow...but she was REALLY pretty..." and she agreed with me.

      And then I was in this part with this girl. She had short brown hair and freckles and was like, an original member of Pallkars. It turns out that they used to make movies and stuff that had gotten pretty famous. I don't know where she was from, she didn't really have an accent I don't think.
      I hopped onto the bus with her. She went in first and as I went in I pulled the door off the bus (the bus seemed to only be 2m long) and the bus driver (who was female) just drove off and I was quickly trying to put the door back on! The bus driver recognised the girl I was with due to her Pallkars fame (lol xD) and addressed her by name (I cannot remember what it was though). We were driving along and I was like "wow, I really am a newbie to this online community (I kinda am anyway ) because it's been around since the 90s". Hahaha.
      We drove past some stores and Lanna was there again and she wanted to buy meat because it was the only bit of meat left (haha what the hell, she is vegetarian). Down the road we spotted some other store where there was stuff we all wanted to buy. The bus had turned into a truck and the truckie was this big fat guy who was really nice and also liked the Pallkars movies xD
      Tobias was sitting in the seat behind mine.

      We parked inside the shop, got out of the truck (Tobias wasn't there anymore lol) and the shop woman asked if we could please reverse a little bit and then our parking would be okay. So the truckie went to do that. We looked at the shop and there were a few dusty books and the girl I was with was talking about aliens or something. I asked her nicely how old she was and she said "from '83" (so she was 27) and I was like, "wow, you look really young for your age. I would've guessed about 23". She smiled.

      There were a few dusty things we wanted to buy that we dusted off, and under the dust there was this kinda reed-fossil shape thing. But then we dusted some more, and there was a handprint of some creature that had 6 or 7 fingers It frightened me. We then proceeded to dust everything in the bookshop (there were a few more people there now, probably about 6) and EVERYTHING was covered in a 6/7 fingered handprint. The store was now just this small room that would have been difficulty to escape. I was getting the shit scared out of me; I was really restless and agitated. Even the chalkboard was covered in those handprints. I couldn't lean back on anything for fear that I'd get harmed by the aliens somehow.
      All of a sudden these small puppet things burst out of the corner of the room and it was then that I realised this was all just an interactive play. I was angry though because I had been tricked and was genuinely really scared and so I picked up one of the puppets and was tempted to throw it at another puppet but I calmed down and everything was okay

      I dreamt about dragons somewhere as well. I love dragons xD
    15. recall coming back

      by , 08-18-2010 at 09:27 AM
      August 18th: involved two dreams I'll write more about later but here's basics. One phase involved a friend dan vavirnik or a farmer guy riding orange vehicles down highways. The other phase I dreamt I went to lunch with my mom, aunt, lou, savanah Stanley and others. Lou mentioned a girl getting pulled over for itching her vagina. :/ ..then we went home and playboy papers flew out of my bed like a fan was there. I blamed it on my brother...

      key notes: 1.) scenary was like denmark by a family friend. suburban but it still felt foreign, it was also dark out.
      2.) my room was not my room I live in now, but I claimed it to be my room.
      3.) I've never met Savanah so I should have realized something was up.
      4.) this is the 2nd time lou popped up in my dreams this month.
      5.) The character riding the orange vehicles down rural highways was demonstrating driving skills by switching vehicles somehow during his drives.

      lmao this dream was interesting. my recall still needs work.

      Updated 08-28-2010 at 07:20 PM by 26122

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