non-lucid

July 25, 2010

Shootout (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I went to bed at 12:30. I had a dream I forgot until just now. I was in a battle with a bunch of hot girls when I became lucid and well my hormones kicked in... I woke up at 6:00. Didn't wake up again until 8:00 am these dreams in between them.

I was in a bar in the wild west back in the 19th century. There were lots of rowdy drunk people and I sat down at a booth. There was a grizzly looking man there talking to another man asking if he would do something for him. Can't remember what it was. The other man said he wouldn't do it. The first man said alright stood up, pulled out a revolver and shot him in the head. I was horrified as I watched blood explode everywhere. I stood up and ran. Everyone in the building was panicking trying to get out. The guy turned out to be wanted dead so he didn't care who he killed. The gun slinger stood up and shot a random man in the eye and turned and shot another who was still siting in another booth in the chest. He laughed evilly and started walking toward the door, shooting as he went. He only shot men, not women. He saw me and I started to run to the door but I knew there was not enough time. He shouted where do you think your going and shot. Everything slowed down. I dived to the side behind an over turned table and could see the bullet go by. I crawled toward a different door. He came around the corner and found me again. He shouted hold still and shot again. I ran and barley turned in time to dodge the bullet. I hid behind something and he came around the corner again. I could see the another exit, If I could only get out. There was much less people now. The setting had changed though. It was more like a modern department store with glass sliding doors and I was hiding behind the jewelry check out surrounded by round racks of clothing. I made one last slow motion dash for the door, He shot and I was forced behind a concrete pillar. He wasn't going to let me get away alive. He came around the pillar and I jumped up, grabbed his gun and shoved it away while simultaneously turning my body to reduce his area to shoot. He fired the gun but it missed. I tried to force it around at his head but he turned it back on me. Back and forth we struggled. When I finally thought I go it on him I fired and missed.He laughed. Suddenly we were surrounded by police officers with there guns pointed at him. He let go of the gun and I pointed it at him. He put his hands up and said I give up. They started to apprehend him so I opened up the revolver. It was a lower caliber than I expected and there where no more rounds left. I went over to another officer and asked if he had any ammo. He said sure but the evil gunslinger yelled something. We both looked and he was running away! I yelled to get handcuffs on him and chased after him with no ammo and the dream ended

Colorful City
7/25/2010


I'm in a car with some people, and one of the guys has a golden sticker of the letters "bp" on his face, next to his ear. The sticker had appeared there because he took some drugs. I then take "bp", which is a pill. I'm in the backseat of the car, and we are driving on the highway. As I look out the window, I see that the city is unbelievably colorful. I see animated bright purple ribbons attaching to buildings, and gold ribbons too. HUGE Pink, blue, green, red, yellow, and orange ribbons. I say, "I never knew Jacksonville could be so colorful." I watch as the different colored patterns fly around the sky and dance and become part of the city.

-Other stuff-
being in NC, being in a mini cooper, being in a weird house, my sister giving me money

regular dreams: 7-25-10


Sasquatch Gym Class

I was in a huge gym type of building with some other people(normal humans). We were running around in sort of like a dance line or something with a bunch of sasquatches.. I don’t know if they were real sasquatches or just people dressed up as them. I was doing really good and keeping up with them but I eventually got out of line so I stopped. Another activity at the gym was basketball, so I picked up a ball and went over to a small basketball court with one of my friends. I stood right by the net, shot the ball, and missed. My ball went rolling off somewhere and I didn’t feel like chasing it so I just stood there and looked for another ball but couldn’t find any.

Then the principle came around by the basketball court, followed by some lady. Everyone ran behind things to hide and so did I. The principle said something like “well, who is going to help me?” And for some reason I stepped out of my hiding place behind a piece of wood and stood right in front of him. I didn’t really want to help him though. The lady who came with him was carring some type of small machine thing which required two AA batteries. She said we needed to go activate the batteries or something like that and pulled out the two old ones. I remember thinking “hey, we are going to learn how to do this in chemistry class this year! This will prepare me for the class!” (Which is really weird because I already had chemistry last year and I don’t think activating a battery is actually something people do..) So me and some other people followed the lady for awhile as we walked to someplace. For some reason, I couldn’t quite keep up with her, no matter how fast I walked. Then I started to jump and fly to keep up with her. The dream ended before I found out where we were going.


Ski Slope in Space

Me and my friends were at a snowboarding/skiing hill at night and I was Elsia. They went up the ski lift and I wanted to have some fun and fly up the hill and meet them there. But I just couldn’t seem to fly upward, it was too hard. I had my skis on(which is weird because I usually snowboard) and I went over by this ski launcher and tried to launch myself in the air but that didn’t really work either. Then I appeared to be on top of the hill, which was now like 10 times bigger and had a second hill in the sky(the one I was standing on) and people would ski/board off of and land down the second hill and continue speeding down. I was watching my friend’s mom prepare to go down the hill. She had a plastic raft, and the hill was now like a huge waterslide. It was really steep and hard to stay at the top now. She said something like “I have to do all the work myself. Hold onto the raft and try to stay up here and blah blah blah..” She finally managed to get in the raft while holding on to the top of the hill on a handle thing. She then let go and went super fast down the hill, but when she got to the end of the hill in the sky, she ended up missing the hill on the ground and started free falling to the ground which was now even farther away.. it was like looking down from space and watching her fall to the Earth. I don’t remember if she actually made it or not…

I have plenty of random fragments from last night, but one dream that I seem to remember most.

I remember seeing this forum (probably because it's something which has really grabbed my interest), and suddenly driving my mother's Jeep. This is strange for two reasons: first, I'm 14 and can't drive; but, secondly (and mostly) because my mother doesn't own a Jeep.

Anyway, I was driving very badly, barely missing pedestrians and only just making corners. I remember it was very rural, with plenty of fields. Ahead of me, I see a small town. I slow down, and see two police officers ahead of me on the right. I start to panic, because I seem to have realised that I'm only 14 and driving very badly. I jump out of the left side of the car somehow (being a Brit I drove on the right-hand seat) with the key in my hand, and run down a narrow ride, which is on the right side of the road (how, I have no idea). I don't see the two police officers again, however I do see two PCSOs (police community support officers - basically police officers who help out locally, and do less action-packed crime fighting - on the left hand side of the road (which is the side I'm on). I run across the road, as I'm still sprinting. Ahead of me, I see someone else who is also sprinting. I think I had a conversation, though I can't remember the details of it. The dream fades, and I wake up.

I have no idea what this means, as I have no desire to rob anybody's car, especially not my mum's non-existent Jeep.

I'm quite disappointed that I didn't become lucid, as there were so many obvious reasons to do a reality check. Perhaps the adrenaline of it all distracted me. Then again, it could just be because it's only my second attempt

Also, it is just me who remembers their very last dream the most? I have other crazy fragments throughout the night, but the last one both tonight and yesterday seem to be the most vivid in my head - I can remember almost every detail perfectly in both.

Not much i remember last night, too much caffeine, insomnia, restless sleep, couldn't get the fan on a comfortable setting, either too hot or too cold. Very hazy recollection, and i might be adding some secondary elaboration here, but I'm really just trying to make it a habit to write in here because i really want to lucid dream with frequency. Anyways, I dreamt that i was babysitting my acquaintence's son. He was telling me his dad did horrible things to him. I was trying to get him to behave the whole time coz i didn't want his dad to come home and beat him or get angry with me and yell at me and not pay me. I also remember seeing my exgirlfriend and i kept trying to seduce her, but kept getting delayed or rejected, never got to have sex with her, etc. That is literally all i remember.

1. My brother and I, both living at my research station, have started a band called "Acid Warning." We're preparing for a big concert and are trying to recruit as many audience members as we can before the show. We take a break from practice to go watch TV with our dad. The first show is Jeopardy, and after we finish, Alex Trebek himself comes by the room and just laughs at us. We are nonplussed and continue watching, this time seeing Dr. Who.

Afterwards, Mom joins us, along with a professor from the station and his wife. Subtle, barbed insults are exchanged between the adults, making my brother and I feel very uncomfortable. We exit, but soon the parents follow us. Dad orders us to leave, saying that he can't stand to spend another day here.

2. My brother and I discover a website with every N64 game ever made. We hook up the computer to the TV and start to play; I start off with Pokemon Snap, but he soon changes the game to Star Wars Battlefront.

July 25. 2010
6 Dreams Recalled
Non-Lucid

1.
Me and my friends are at this Amusement Park place, walking around. There was this one ride where you free fall, and land through hoops in the air like when you throw a basketball into a hoop, its the same idea. We went on the ride to see what it looked like, and when we got in line it was closed so we left.
2.
I am strapped to some kind of luggage in a dead moss covered field. There is one person there telling me that a plane is coming to pick me up. In the distance I hear a plane. The plane crashes into me, but this is how I am supposed to go on the plane, and I ride harnessed with the luggage on the plane with a rope. Not inside the plane but outside. Then we fly off.
3.
I'm in a train station now, with two of my good friends. We walk off the train station and the room turns into a 6th grade hallway. We walked down the hall and kept bumping into little 6th graders, and they started to punch us. We just kind of pushed them off and kept walking. We walked down a staircase, and the room resembled a basement. It turned into an interrogation room somehow, and we sat down in chairs, that didn't happen to be there before. My friend pulls out a bowl, with weed already in it. For some reason he pulls out a spray can and starts spraying the weed in the bowl. He tells me he does this so it bunches up better and it smokes better or something like that. He starts to light, but the dream ends.
4.
*Dream Fragment*
I'm in a hotel walking with random girls, that I don't even know in real life, and we just walk around and do stuff I don't remember.
5.
I am now on a bus going to a championship meet. The buses windows are full of signatures of other people. The people there are from a championship meet that is supposed to happen two weeks after the one we are going to, so I was confused. I talked to them nonetheless and did not find anything wrong. The bus stops, and I go to sign my signature on the bus.
6.
*Dream Fragment*
Escaped some kind of trippy place with people chasing me, and I have to cross waterfalls with icebergs and stuff. Don't remember how it went.

7-25-10

Woke up around 9:30, realized I had only slept about 7&1/2 hours, so I went back to sleep for about a half hour. I woke up and remembered my dream. It wasn't a long one. I was in a dark Doom 3-like room, circular, with 4 'corners'. Type O Negative (Pete included, even though he's now deceased) was playing in the center of the room. They were playing prelude to agony as trites from Doom 3 poured out from underneath vents in the sides of the room. I killed the trites off with the shotgun. After they were all dead and the intro was almost finished, I went into one of the alcove corners and up 3 or 4 stairs. I turned around to see Type O was much closer with half-empty stadium seating. Last thing I remember is Pete pulling a name out of a hat... it was one of my friend's names who I had looked up on facebook last night. I remember she got excited and stood up. That's it.

First I dreamt that I was a sheriff or something and I was talking with someone about a gun, I then appeared outside a friends house who was nearly shot in the eye with a pellet gun when we were kids. Me and 2 friends were hanging outside his house and then a bike started riding around us it was a mixture btw. a KTM duke and a KTM 990, because we were talking about which screen to put on if he got it, my brother was suddenly there (probably because he has a 990) and we looked at his bikes screen so that I could get my point across to this DC. We then started to go inside the house to go fetch my friend we wanted to influence him to come to church with us. Inside the house I got in an argument with his mom for judging her (I remembered the time she was talking about as if I had dreamt about it). The friend that came with me changed into his pyjamas and then came and lay down on the couch.

I woke up and wrote some of this down, had a pee and a quick argument with my wife about waking her and then went back to sleep.
I had a false awakening and because I had been RCing every time I woke I did again first I looked at my hands and they were blurry and weirdI became lucid!!!! I blocked my nose to make sure and it felt freaking awesome, I could feel the wind blowing over my and as I breathed for some reason but it just felt cool. The room was very dark and unclear so I tried stabilizing by looking at my hands. I didn't use voice commands because I forgot that it didn't matter if I woke up my DC wife. I got out of bed and just wanted it to last even if everything was unclear I concentrated on staying calm. I walked around to my wife's side of the bed and thought what the hell payback time for getting yelled at. I rubbed her breasts and she woke up complaining that I woke her. I reassured her and we had an intimate encounter (can't kiss and tell even if it's only my wife's DC). It did feel amazing though like only the very best sensations of sex like maybe close to a continual orgasm. I got to excited before I was finished and woke up.
The whole thing felt like it lasted about 2mins from the time I woke up.
I was so excited that every-time I fell asleep and started dreaming after that I was immediately lucid but woke up straight away, it was really annoying.

Later I dreamt that I was having a party at my buddies house and his mom brought as cake and food and stuff. I knew most of the people there. There were some random conversations and eventually I had to leave my car was parked in so I had to move my other friends car, I scratched his wheels on the curd but didin't tell him. I left and the dream faded.

thank god this one turned out ok, that would suck to have a rape dream. anyway, im in this apartment, or hotel room, and im investigating a possible future rape. its all detective like, and im the detective. theres some sort of paper on a counter in front of me, and i see a knife on it, positioned just right to make some letters appear. i move the knife and i see the word "RAPE" among other letters. i then hear a walkie talkie say "hes in there, hurry!". i run into the next room and theres a blonde woman being held by a muscular bald guy, my subconscious is so stereotypical lol. this is where it gets strange. for some reason, to stop the bad guy from raping her, i have to throw around a plastic bottle of some sort of spice as hard as i could, and pretend it was the rapist. apparently it worked! the blonde woman thanked me, and we sat down on the floor. i then was looking at the bathroom, and we went over to examine the bathtub, which was weird. there was this space at the corner, to catch escaping water from the tub. before i saw the corner, she was like "where does the water go.....?" i looked, saw the corner, and said "it goes over the side...." wondering how she couldn't see it. then, her date came back from wherever he was, and i said something like "well, i'll leave and let you two get back to whatever you were doing...", implying sex. i think they were prom dates or something, and the dude had a hotel room. i went over to the other side of the room and grabbed my shoes, which were apparently off the entire time lol.

Key:
Non-Lucid, Lucid, Commentary/Notes, Hypnagogic Hallucinations
i Inner Awareness, a Action, f Form, c Context

I was at my deceased grandmother's house with J and S ( c ). We were going to watch all six Star Wars movies twice over, and we did ( c ). My deceased aunt was there too, just milling around and giving us food ( c ).

When we were finished I couldn't find my shoes. I was angry that someone had stolen them ( c ).

My parents were there and told me to get in the car and forget about my shoes. I carried a giant cardboard tie-figher outside ( a,f ). Instead of a car my parents had a strange thing that was like a tie-fighter wing ( c ). We had to get inside it, but it didn't make sense because it was pretty flat. The frame could be moved around to let people get inside, which I did followed by my dad then my mum ( f,a ). Then my dad closed it and it shrunk back into a flat shape with us somehow still inside... ( f,c )

Like the title says. I don't even like Star Wars, so it's really weird that I would dream about it.

25.07.2010

Flying Around (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

This is my first decent lucid dream, so it was pretty awesome for me.
I don't think i was completely lucid, because i didn't really realize that I was dreaming, and I didn't do a RC. I did have some thoughts about dreaming, but I don't remember what I thought.
So I wasn't completely lucid, but it was very vividand I had some control, so it must be awesome to be completely lucid.

I don't remember how the dream started. I was in my house with a guy who knew everything about controlling myself in the fantasy world. I concidered myself more in a fantasy world than in a dream.
I was in my house with a person who could go to the fantasy world whenever he wants. He knew everything about fantasy, and living and controlling yourself in it. I think I was locking someone in a room in my house. I didn't like the person, and the room doesn't really exist IRL. The room was a little bigger than the toulet and it looked old inside with a wooden desk. I went outside to my garden with him. I felt free like I had control. He went to sit down in front of our garden house, while I tried to fly. It worked, I was flying around above my garden and the trees behind it.
I landed and I tried again. This time, I was more making big jumps than I was flying, and it wasn't as high as when I was flying. I wanted to jump higher but I couldn't. I yelled "higher!" It worked for 1 jump, then I jumped pretty low again. (The jumps still were 3-4 meters high) I asked the fantasy guy what I should do, but I think he didn't answer. I was still jumping, and while I was in mid air, I decided to use pyrokinesis. The fantasy guy had changed in a sheep. I tried to make a circle of fire around him, but instead he ran in circles while there was fire behind him that completed the circle. Good enough. Then I wanted to show my mom the pyrokinesis. She was standing at the door. I had a memory of her saying never to use pyrokinesis as a rookie, because I might not be able to control it and turn the dream into a nightmare. I still did it because I knew I was only in the fantasy world. I made some fire in front of her. She put out the fire. (I was still hanging in the air by the way) There were some other plants also burning, on the other side of the window. I said it because she couldn't see them from where she was standing. She said I had to wait because she can't do it all at the same time. Then I came closer to put them out myself. Here it was already less vivid. The big window was open, it's a window that you can walk through. I saw some fire in our living and started to panic. I said we had to put that fire out first.
I woke up.

I didn't mark this dream as lucid because it was only semi lucid. I used the words "fantasy world" because I knew what I did there was not real, but I didn't realize that I was dreaming.

I was in the Australian bush somewhere, there were wide flat rocks with trees and we were elvated a decent amount above ground level.
I was on holidays with two guys and two girls. We were going to leave the girl there to do something. I think we had bikes, as well.
Somehow I was making this Indian brown curry, and I was looking at what to do and I was fairly confused about some of the steps. I had to make this third sauce (I'd already made two) and one was to be made out of the "simple sauce". Either the recipe or my sister said that "It should be obvious which one is the simple sauce. It is this one because you can leave it aside to cook whilst you do other things." This recipe wasn't by my sister because she had adapted it from somewhere else. I think I was checking my facebook and I got it from her there, and then I was also posting about it there.
The people I was on holidays with this Indian guy I have on facebook kept on asking me questions about it, even though I was as clueless as them, because it wasn't my recipe and I was starting to get annoyed about this.

And then zaga and elwebbaro were also there on facebook. I couldn't find him before because this time he spelt his nick as elwebaro instead of elwebbaro. SClause was there on the streets, but Dom wasn't. I guess it was France and Sweden and Australia all at the same time.
Suddenly I was there and in a month they were going to have a performance so I went to the preview for it. The street looked like St. George's Terrace, and the performance place was on the left if you were looking in a westerly direction.
It was a solo act, with a guy with a guitar singing stuff in French. And then after the performance someone was talking about how to get into the venue; the security devices and stuff.
These security devices have some great features. It used to be that you just gave them your drivers license or whatever, but these days they had eye scanners and face scanners to see if it really is you in the driver's license photo. And there was one device they recently installed where men could see "IF THEY'RE WEARING A GREAT PAIR OF WHAT YOU WANT", and although at this point it was showing a picture of these saucy, knee-length boots, I'm pretty sure it was talking about breasts . And for the most recent installation which is the most controversial of them all, you can see if they have recently committed suicide or not! Lol o_O

24.07.2010

Wife behavior triggers lucidity (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Well. This is my lowest night since several, several nights. I went to bed very late and woke up very early, I sleep only around 5 hours and I still managed to grab two dreams. One is a small fragment, and the other one, a lucid.

Second:

I had a false awakening in my room. I was with my wife and she was nude. My wife told me she did not need sex anymore. There were two more female characters and I asked to them what was going on with my wife. One of them told me that she may had other sources.

One of the female DC pulled a vibrating toy. It was hidden under my wife's pillow. We realized the reason that my wife needed no sex anymore. I felt bad about it, but got over it quick. I was looking for my dream journal. While I was looking for it, the issues with my wife came to my mind again. I wanted to talk with her about it.

I found my DJ. It was made out of gummy bears instead of regular paper. I could see some letters on it but it was hard. I started to write down my dreams and it shattered in several pieces (each gummy bear was separated) The DC helped me to put them together and I tried to write my dream, but the pen did not want to work.

I ran to the computer as I was afraid that my dreams were going to be forgotten. I saw my wife and it came once more to my mind the issue. I started to wonder why did she used such toy if she always has been happy with me. I reality checked as I was unsure that it could be for real. It was definitely fake. I had no thumb and two fingers were fused into one. I looked at my hand for a second time and it was fine. I jumped. I reached about a couple feet of heigh and I landed in slow motion. I left the room and walked downstairs to the living room. This house was not my waking house. I saw a big old school window and I decided to leave. I always fly in my lucids so is what I did (I rarely walk) I flew straight to the window but I hit the wall and bounced back.

I said to myself that I could easily go through the window. I flew into it again and flew through it. I could hear the glass shattering as I started to go through. I saw the pieces of the glasses falling being me.

I was flying over a big forest. The trees were big and they appeared treacherous. I realized that I was in a small island, surrounded by a lake. I could see a huge city after the lake. As I gained height, I saw that it was sunrise. I saw all the buildings with their lights on and the freeway getting crowed.

I looked up in the sky and I saw a huge and beautiful moon. I decided to fly towards it to meet with WakingNomad and company. As I gained more height, I felt passing through the big trees. While I was gaining height, I woke up. My wife's clock rang. Time to wake up to drive her to work.

Missed Dream Signs:
- The FA.
- They very odd shape of my wife's vibrating toy.
- My DJ was made of gummy bears.

Dream Signs noticed:
- Realizing that my wife would not act that way in waking.

Reality Check performed:
- Hand check.
- Gravity check.

Ah I just remembered some fragments of my dream.
BF was reading something when he suddenly told me that he loved me. :/ Especially now that we'd been hanging out more, LANing and whatnot. I think I told him that nothing could ever happen between us because I did not like him back in that way.
Take note that he did actually like me back in 2007, but I am pretty sure that he wouldn't like me now.