non-lucid

My husband is interviewing a woman. He asks her who is taking care of her kids and she says her Mom is. We get her Mom on the phone and it is decided that we will Skype her.

I am in a hotel and see that a child has a knife that looks dangerous. The parents take the knife away from him. I go up to my hotel room and my two cats are with me. I let them play in the hallway outside our room. My black cat is running up a carpeted wall which has a ledge on top. He sits on the ledge which is about halfway up the wall. My grey cat copies him. I see that more cats are coming to join them and they are all black and white. As more and more cats arrive, I tell my husband that we must bring our cats into the room and that he should grab Earl and I will get Blackie.

I am in my childhood neighborhood. I see a man standing on a street corner and he looks menacing and suspicious. He starts to chase me and I realize that he has a gun. I run into a store and there is a man behind the counter and one customer. I say to the customer to lock the door immediately. He fumbles with the lock a bit but manages to lock it. I go into a small back room to hide. My sister is in the room which has a window. I tell my sister to stay close to the ground so the gunman will not see us through the window. Suddenly, very loud booming gunshots ring out and we are very afraid.

I am a small child. My mother is at a big event. I say to my sister that we should go and see our Mum. We go and she is sitting at a table with her friends whom I recognize. My Mum is very young and looks beautiful. She is pleased to see us and waves to us from across the room.

I did it. Thats right. DEILD. My technique. I knew it. I always knew it. When I saw DEILD I was like: Thats the one for me. And it was. It is. This was no "lucky shot" like DILD. This was INDUCED. I have skills! Hell yeah. Before going through this epic night lets start with the two non-LDs I dont care about.

Dream 1: I am in my living room watching TV. My dad browses through the channel. The first thing we watch is America's Got Talent on CityTv. It is obvious that it is not in HD, as you see Howie Mandel in a real crappy image. We watch different groups on the show, mostly dancers. They are on the first stage with the red background, not the Hollywood one. There are also flashbacks of their course on the show, like they do in the real one. Next there's the tourism channel that my dad tells me talks about three cities: Montreal, Quebec and Vancouver. I remember seeing Cinderella (who represents Disney) in a big city at night. She is giving out pamphlets and talking about landmarks. Like a tourism booth. Later, we go to the parking lot (which brings me to think we were in a hotel room and not our living room). I make fun of a bunch of kids there. We get in the very small elevator, and suddenly everyone rushes in. The elevator makes a weird sounds, and I wonder if we got over the limit of people it can take. Since its my mind, of course we did. We crash down in the shaft.

Dream 2: After a failed attempt at DEILD, I fall asleep into another dream. This time, I am going to a shop. It is not very clear what it sells, were just there. She waits for me outside while I go buy whatever I need. I walk around the aisles (which look very much like a library) upstairs while constantly looking at my cellphone which is on a bench near. I go back to where my mom waits. My friend Émilie explains to me why Vampires Suck sucks while we are in a red boat that is parking in yet another parking lot. She says there is a scene where they are just on a boat and it cost a very low 500$. I agree. Then for some reason I go back to the store, except this time im handicapped. My right leg is covered in a big plaster. I go through the same entrance but this time I need the ramp to go upstairs. A woman that probably works there tells me to go on a small square on the ground. I do, and it lifts up very high. She tells me to close my eyes and I obey. I almost fall down since the square is so small. Before I know it im back in the library. In a completely different scenario, I see something (a video?) about how some of the Dragons from Dragon's Den (the rich ppl) succombed to temptation, which I believe is sex, since next is four naked women in a pool. I end up in that pool quickly enough and swim underwater. I notice my plaster has dissapeared.

Ok, now the good part

THE DEILD: After the dream that just ended, I dont move. Obviously, otherwise I wouldnt have managed to transition. Then I try something new: I rub the bottom of the pool I just got out of. You know, the bottom of the pool always had a weird feeling when you touch it. So I keep rubbing it until it feels real. Very real. And then BAM!
My first encounter with SP. It was incredible. Pow! HUGE vibrations. It felt like when your in an old rollercoaster or on a bumpy road. I have mild Tinnitus, but I got REALLY LOUD! On a very higher tone then normal. Then I see something: like an evil eye. You know, evil. Bloody veins, cat-like pupil, yellow. It was a rough ride, especially for a first SP. All this lasted for a few moments until Peeeewww. Black. Immediatly I know im in a dream and roll. I didnt want to roll in the first place, but something told me to. I feel like im falling in my bed and my first thought is: Okay, I did it. Now I gotta fly. Cus you see, thats my goal til school. But I am once again hit by exit blindness and eventually wake up. Damn it. But YEAH! Awsum!

Countdown: 9 nights
Goal: Fly

quite a vivid dream last night but still no lucidity since my first timy period of it the other week.

I was in Dundee at the seagate, just outside the church there. I was carrying 2 tesco bags for some reason and seemed to have made camp in a black tent at the bottom of the church stairs by the bench. I turned my back to go put some rubbish in the bin and when I turned round again the tent was flattened and flapping in the wind, while I saw a junkie lifting my stuff and putting it in a really strong, clear plastic bag.

He hadn't seen me yet, so I walked up behind him as he was about to cross the road and jerked the bag out of his hands, telling him "I don't think so mate!" He made a run for it and suddenly we were in the Perth road. He made a run for the flats that were opposite the Londis. I could see him in the window of the flats upstairs and it was as if all of the flats were joined together into one big flat, as he continued up Perth road through the flats.

I clearly remember one of his junkie mates that was with him. He had long dirty blonde hair tied back in a ponytail, looked to be in his late 40's or early 50's and had a scraggly beard to match his hair. He was wearing a green jacket, like the kind of army surplus thing that Ewan used to wear and blue Jeans.

This guy shouted out the window for me to fuck off and I screamed back that he was a homeless junkie fuck who deserved to go to prison. I gave up on the chase at this point and the scenery shifted again.

I don't clearly remember where I was but I do remember laying the clear plastic bag that I'd stolen back from the Junkie next to a battered looking coffee table. As I pulled my stuff out of the bag, I realised that there was other peoples stuff in the bag as well. Purses and wallets mostly. I remember agonising in my dream over what to do with them. Should I keep the money in them and call the owners, giving them their cards etc, sans cash? Should I take them down to the police station and hand them in? Or should I just keep the cash and bin the evidence of ever having them?

I don't know when I decided but I found myself on the phone, calling round the owners to tell them to come and pick up their belongings from my house. At this point as far as I am concerned I am in my old house at south george street but on waking, it looked nothing like it. I clearly remember one of the purse owners saying "hello" when she answered the phone to me but don't remember any of the subsequent conversation.

That's it, I must have woken up or ended my REM cycle, as I don't remember anything after that.

non-dream non-lucid

21-08-10 I was in Merlot's (yes the bar from true blood, ) with my friend, colleague and soon to be neighbour (first time I dreamt of him, couldn't do anything about that ). He was getting a lot of attention from all attractive women in the bar (I hate him!!!) except one, a red haired girl that seemed to go blonde over the course of the dream. She on the other hand kept smiling at me and I smiled back, but didn't do anything else. She told Daniel she had to go back to Max, her presumed boyfriend. At one point I get a message from an unknown number and I know it is her, it is an animated film about a small blue man that lives in the wall like a mouse. The text after the film says “This is Max ”.

After almost being sucked into another dream about a small dog that lives in the same wall as Max, I get called back to the first by a scene where someone is stealing the tip money (very similar to the last episode I watched). Two friends of mine (random DCs) and I run through town to find Claire (An English friend of mine) and it is quite obvious that she has taken the money. We run through the city which has a cross between Barcelona and Copenhagen feel to it. We find Claire at a café with a stack of money on the table and a couple of notes she has quickly dropped in a half full pint. I pick up the notes and put them in the stack. One DC want to take some of the money and claims it to be finders keepers, another want to set up a recurrent business. I tell them it is all going back and the DC with the business plans asks me “Who put you in charge of our ethical considerations?” “I did!” I reply and start heading back to the bar.

When we get back Claire is at the bar serving a pint, she seems anxious and I know this is because of our return. Sam gets up and I give him the money. He calls me and another DC into his office, and this DC transforms into the aforementioned woman. We have a bit of a mouthing and the woman is acting like bitch. To wipe her smile of her face I go to slap her, although I have no intentions of carrying through Sam grabs my hand behind my head. “I had no intentions of doing it you know?” He explains how she has been through a lot with his brother and how she has now had to move out, so even if I had slapped her it wouldn't have been the worst that could happen to her (!?!?!?).

The woman starts to make serious moves on Sam and he can't resist it. I close my eyes as I don't want to see. Devious tramp I think to myself, before my idea about her turns into “Succubus!”. I keep standing there as they are blocking the entire office until the woman makes small room and says “scoot”. I grab the door and the wall and swing my lower body over Sam's legs in order to get out. The last thing I say is “Oh btw, she stays!”. “Who her?” Sam replies “Claire, you idiot!!” I reply, “She stays or I go” (somehow I now have a working affiliation with Merlot's). I feel like Claire deserves a second chance. I go out of the office and over to the bar and over to Claire. She is blushing as I approach and I can feel how uncomfortable she is becoming, I kiss her on the cheek grab my dream journal and start walking towards an empty part of the bar. Claire calls “thanks” in a questioning tone of voice and as I can hear she doesn't want to let it go right away, I turn around and send her a smile. She smiles back and resume her work.

As I am walking towards that empty place in the bar to write my dream journal, a woman calls me and smiles at me. She is quite large and she tells me she wouldn't mind kisses either. I send her a smile and carry on with my route. I wake up.

In my dream, Shaun randomly added Tobias on msn.
He then met the Pallkars people IRL. I introduced everybody to him, but then later I realised that I had forgotten to tell everyone who he was so they had no idea for a while.

And then there was some thing where we had a competition. Oh yeah, there was a game and we could fly and stuff. It was pretty awesome. You had to take photos along the way for some competition. I was annoyed because all the winners had used photoshop to improve theirs, lol.
There were also skeletons or something.

20.08.2010

Saiyan powers and a charity company. (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Nothing amazing... Just three dreams (one fragmented)

Second:

I was inside a building with other dream characters. We had some super saiyan powes. We were able to throw energy beams and fly. Suddenly, I said, "I wish Babiddi turned good" I saw Babidi's face changing into a gentle one. He ordered Majin Buu to kill him. So he did.



There were a few hostile DC around me, however, I wanted to fight and test my powers. I flew approaching a guy and prepared an energy blast, but I was adviced not to. The other DC prepared a blast as well, but he's was a lot weaker. This guy tried to hide under a table that was in the middle and I laughed at him.

While I was having fun, I was called by my dad. He told me that my mom was not well. She had to go to the ER and get surgery instantly. Something about her previous surgery went bad and they needed to fix it.

I was going to meet with my dad. My dad was different from waking. He looked more like a Chinese guy. He had a lot of muscles and his whole head was bald except for a long black straight ponytail. He was able to do a lot of artistic stuff. He was in a room with several wooden and iron sculptures and furniture. He showed me a buffet, a server and a wardrobe made with his bare hands. They looked very cool. There were five kids too.

I left this room and there was like a reunion. A big company was doing like a show. They were saying that they donated from $90.000 to $110.000 every year to charity for each member in the company.

Missed dream signs:
- The whole dream was odd..

What I would have done if lucid:
- 1st: Talk with the hostile character.
- 2nd: Look for my mom and find out what happened.

1. I'm shoplifting several sticks of deodorant from Walgreens. An employee confronts me in the parking lot.

2. I'm poisoning a well in Africa. I seem to be spraying a toxic chemical onto the ground, which seeps down and makes the water unpotable. A young black girl catches me in the act, but all she does is compliment me on my hair and skip back into her village.

I was in an amusement park and then a church choir came and got on one of the rides beside me. They all started singing and WOULDN'T STOP! It was a rather obnoxious dream.

So I woke up this morning and couldn't remember any of my dreams. I went to the bathroom to brush my teeth and wake up a little bit and then suddenly I remember two VERY long dreams (for me) in vivid detail. And they were very different from eachother. How awesome is that? So it isn't an LD but it's still something. My dreams are picking up which has to be a good sign.

This was an epic dream. I come into the dream as a guy who lakes vaguely like my buddies dad (Jake k) invites me to come to his sons wedding. In real life I would never go because the son in question is an asshole and has Been horrible to me. But I follow the guy anyways.

He leaps onto an electric scooter and I guess I do too be because we take off on the pavement towards a turnpike once there I see a small replica scooter in the sand. I wonder to myself if I should grab it.

I don't because I decide he'd tell me if I should or not. We continue on and suddenly we are no longer on the scooter. In fact we are running. To the wedding. But first we slide to a stop under another sandy overpass and i see a bunch of bottles in the sand. The man next to me glances at a piece of paper and says I have to collect them. I glance at them and see that they are cologne vial looking containers of a coffee mixture. I realize to myself that these must be wedding favors and I am instantly disappointed because I was hoping my party favor would be a job offer. I try not to let it show and I continue to follow the man until we arrive at a beach where there is this gigantic boat in the water. It has a giant anchor to it's side and it appears that the captain of the ship, who is the brother I realize, is fishing for dolphins by shooting the anchor forward and slowly pulling it backwards.

And wouldn't you know it. Suddenly I am in the water and caught on the anchor. I struggle to climb up the giant mechanism until i come level with the boat from the anchor side. I am still underwater somehow and breathing through a giant blow off tube. I make my way nervously over to his boat and leap on board unsure as to how I'd be received. I glance into the water and see fins caught in the anchor.

And then we are walking down the sandy beach and my wife is there. So is my buddy Phil i realize. I start to tell Leah we need a vacation near a beach but she doesn't quite understand what I mean somehow and I storm off.

For some reason I'm in a co Ed shower and there is this totally hot black woman there. I'm minding my own business when suddenly she pulls me close and I think we have sex.

Next thing i know I'm at where I assume is my house. I walk up the stairs and go into my room and get on my computer. Shortly thereafter my irl wife shows up and we start fooling around a little bit. I try to go to this website that has adult material but I have problems accessing it because it has a specific and very inappropriate password on all the boards.

So I don't know why but I'm suddenly outside of an old looking wal mart. I drive up to the glass doors and park my car there. I give a wary look behind me at a crew of messed up looking beggars and then go inside.

All I remember from being inside is seeing the same woman from the shower. She is with who i assume is her friend and also her boyfriend. She sees me and asks if I remember her because she is pregnant. I freak out and say no and leave.

Outside of the store again I have to get around the beggars. Their faces seem to be peeling off and they seem to want my car. I run to my car and throw it open and hop inside. I glance in the back to make sure nobody is hiding and realize I'm in the wrong vehicle. I roll outta the car and sprint to whee my car really is. I repeat the process and that's all I remember from that dream.

Finally I get to avoid checking the "fragment" box

#1
Yesterday I dropped my cat at the vet for an overnight stay. In my dream, I'm with Derp(the cat) in my kitchen right after he got back from the vet. The half of his tail closest to the body is shaved off, and he has no balance. Everytime that he stands and tries to walk, he stumbles and falls over.
My dad walks into the room and tells me that he wants to go buy cheese. We're in the car, and I have Derp with me, he's asleep in my lap. My dad pulls coins out of the console one by one and hands then to me. In the end I have four bucks. Inside the store, there is a staircase leading around a corner, a desk, and shelves and shelves of nothing but cheese. I see a man with a very small kitten, barely able to walk its so young, by the stairs. The kitten is trying to climb the stairs, but its shaky. I start looking at the cheese, but all the packages have big 9s and 6s on them. I remember that I only have 4 dollars, and cant afford this cheese.
I pick up Derp(who had apparently followed me in, I dont remember carrying him) and we go outside.

#2
I'm at my boyfriend's house with our friend Marshall, and his friend Melinda. I've only met her once, and in the dream her features aren't right, and keep shifting. We're all sitting in his bedroom, when a couple a little older than we are come to the door of the room. I'm expecting them to look after Derp for the night, but they tell me that they want their brother to do it. I'm not sure if I trust the brother, the subject is dropped, and the couple leave.
Mark, Marshall and I go into the spare bedroom to eat. I have a can of soup, but its a squared off can with a key on the bottom. The label beside the key says to turn it to remove all dust and debris or something like that, I cant remember the exact wording. I turn the key and there's a gust of air, and the can is gone and I'm holding a regular soup can in one hand, and a tiny silver can in the other. There is a small label on the top of the can that says "blended beast hides" and I show the guys the can, thinking the its a really strange thing to come with soup. I open it, and what's inside looks like a cross between canned cat food and a fur-and-lard mixture.
I take the can with me downstairs to look for Derp, and when I find him, I let him eat what's inside.
The couple and their brother are downstairs too. The brother is sitting on a couch holding a white rat. He looks at me and says, "See, look at how good I am at holding him." I know he's trying to prove to me that he can look after Derp for the night, but I still dont want him to take my cat.

#3
I'm standing in the bathroom with my mom. We're both using appliances that need to be plugged in, and the plug is at eye level and on the wrong wall. I dont remember what my mom's appliance looked like, only that the cord was spinning very quickly everytime she turned it on, and I was really concerned that it was going to get sucked into the mechanism somehow. I came in to use a straightener, but as I'm trying to use it on my bangs, all my hair starts sticking straight up. I decide that my hair is too greasy, and ask my mom to leave so that I can use the shower.
After she's gone I notice my reflection in the mirror, but I see the back of myself instead of the front. My hair has gotten longer, curly, and blond-and-orange. It makes me think "my old hairdye must be coming through" and "I cant believe my hair is growing so fast" and these thoughts just repeat and repeat until they dont really mean anything.
I get in the shower, and although this bathroom is like the one in my parents house, the shower curtain is the same one that was at my boyfriend's old house. It's thin and blue and completely covered in tiny tears from Derp trying to climb it. As well as these tears, in the dream there's a long diagonal slash from top to bottom, and no matter what I do I cant get it to fall closed


I also made another WILD attempt last night, near dawn. I think it was going well. I was getting serious discomfort in my neck and itches all over my thighs and face, but then I lost sense of my body altogether. It was like I was submerged in a thick liquid, but also not like that at all. I lost track of where my limbs were in relation to each other. It was like my hand was turned backwards and stuck inside my thigh, my left leg was somewhere ten feet from the rest of me, my armpit was behind my head, that kind of thing. I was seeing swirls, but they were built of tone, there was no discernible colours (except from a smudge of pink for a veryvery quick moment). I heard whistles and hums at one point. And then I had a thought, I cant remember what, and I lashed out at it. I felt my arm lift, and strike, and fall back down; but it wasn't my physical arm, that stayed perfectly still at my side. It was like I had a second body laying inside my body in the bed, and that was the one that moved.
Then, my dad got up for work, and was making noise to wake to the dead, and I gave up. I'll probly try again tonight though.

I was sitting at a fire listening to stories. I became so engrossed in the tales, I was inside of them. I saw a giant serpent made of sticks in the sky, it roared. my view then shifted to a burning mask of a snake. the fire crackled and consumed it, but not before the mask turned into a human head with a forked tongue sticking out. my view changed to what was behind the mask, a stage. my consciousness approached the stage. There was a man on the stage, full of enthusiasm, but I could tell that he didn't want to do what he was about to do, it was only a necessity. I was then standing off to the side of the stage, I was the assistant, my job was to calm the sacrifices. a job that wasn't much better than the man on the stages job was. he asked for the first sacrifice. a woman put a baby in a cradle on the stage. the man keeled over the cradle, I couldn't watch, I looked away. I heard a crunch. when I looked back, the cradle and baby where gone, eaten. "at least it was quick and painless" I thought. the man asked for the next sacrifice. A young child toddled up to the stage. again I couldn't watch. done with that one, he looked to the side of the audience with pets,

I'm sorry I can't type any more, it's too hard.

There was a poodle puppy that I played with, and my own dog that I played with before I woke up.

I don't remember all of them (thank goodness) but they were awful.

In one dream, my rabbit, Cuddlebug had crawled into some tube. The tube became tiny and it was somehow pressurized. It could unscrew but I always confuse my left from my right. Instead of loosening it, I tightened it and I felt a pop and my hands became wet with blood. I killed my pet and cried a lot- cursing my stupidity.

In another dream, it was a zombie apocalypse. I was running through the large house I always dream about. My youngest daughter was attacked and I didn't hesitate in killing her. I struck fast, but didn't complete the job. She laid on the ground before me, with a dazed expression on her face. Then she became a size just a little larger than a barbie dolll. I sawed of her head and then my grief consumed me.
Then I worried about how to conceal her body in case the world wasn't ending and the State stopped by.
That dream continued for a long time, but I've forgotten most of the details.
I was on a train at some point, and everyone marveled my stupidity.

That's it.

Oh yeah, but night before last, I dreamed I went back in time. I saw my younger self at the age of about 6. Then it dawned on me I wasn't that person. I was someone else, even though I still resembled her.