non-lucid

Sorry for making you wait, guys. What with the injury I got, and the trip to the desert, and the exams software develping thing, I have been really slacking off in my updating. I got the paper DJ RIGHT HERE, and I am gonna copy past it. Hold on for an hour or to, and go get a coffee. Oh yeah! lucidmax's back on the line!

P.S. I don't keep a date on my paper DJ, as I assumed I would be typing it on the computer anyways. -_- Sorry.

I had somehow traveled to the future. Everything, each and every thing, was made of glossy glass. (forgive the pun) I was standing on a platform. I remember I saw a white tiger crawl stealthily by, with a large red sign above it 'Dangered Species. Do not erase OR eat.', that sort of laid waste to it's rather successful attempts at stealthiness. I chuckled to myself, [COLOR="teak']turning semi-lucid for a moment or two,[/COLOR] and losing lucidity again. I continued along. I jumped on a bed, then jumped a few more times, going higher every time, before finally hitting the glass dome of the city and injuring my head. Though I hit my forehead point blank, I felt the pain in my arm.
Suddenly, my Tae-Kwon-Do sparring partner comes up, and slashes at me. He had the sword Cloud uses in Final Fantasy.



Instinctively, I summoned my sword. That's right. Without turning lucid. I block his slash, then push my sword back, causing him to go back as well. I didn't give a single thought to lucidity, it was just me and him. I rushed towards him, and slashed swiftly at his side. e parried my attack, and then countered with his own.
It lasted for some time like this. We slashed and thrust at each other furiously.
No clear winner emerged. We just fought ourselves to exhaustion.

I was on such a roll when I started my dream journal just over a month ago. Unfortunately it seems the extra sleep I've been getting due to being extremely drowsy from taking anti-histamines for my hay-fever has not brought with it any extra dream recall. In fact the opposite is true; I've had very poor dream recall!

The 3 dreams I recalled during that period were actually quite embarrassing -- even embarrassing enough for me to not want to post them anonymously on the internet! I'll leave you guessing...

Anyway, onward and upward and hopefully to lucidity and beyond!

Driving Scares Me

I can't drive in real life. Actually, it seems I can't drive in my dreams either...

I was driving. I had just learned to drive, I think. The break and accelerator peddles didn't seem to work right. The break was more like a decelerator than a break.

I was driving around, not having a clue how to drive. I kept having near misses with other cars. At one point I was driving over the a bridge near my house and wasn't sure if I should be on the left or right side of the road because I was on the left (which is correct here in the UK) and saw a car coming head on, so I switched to driving on the right and saw a car coming head on again. Stupid roads.

I've always avoided learning to drive because the entire concept freaks me out a little. I've been thinking about it a lot lately though. I should really just get on with it.

My Hypnagogic Parents

This is a bit of a cheat since it's not a dream but a really long drawn out experience with hypnagogic hallucinations. I'm noting this down because my experience with them so far have been pretty simple. This it teh first time I've heard a large amount of whispering voices and felt presences nearby.

Anyway, I awoke early on Saturday and decided to have a lie in. As I slowly fell back to sleep I heard my mum walking around in my room, but I was aware that nobody was really there and that I was actually falling asleep. She started talking nonsense in a kind of whisper. Suddenly I couldn't hear her any more. Then I heard footsteps outside my door walking up the stairs. I could hear my dad whispering nonsense. Then he was silent. Next I heard my mum walking up the stairs whispering nonsense and then fading away. Again it was my dad, then my mum, and so on for what seemed like a very long time.

The nonsense they were whispering was just random sentences, none of which I can now remember other than that there was something about ponies uttered by my dad's whispering voice.

★★★
dreams from the other night

Checking on Asuka

I remember being in the hallway of my dream house. I remember asuka said she was going to bed and she entered a room. A while later I was worried that someone might try to kidnap her. I went into the room and turned on the light, i saw asuka lying on the floor sleeping. She opened her eyes and looked at me.

victor

i'm in my house and victor is sitting at some computers. I keep thinking he's the Victor who teaches japanese on youtube. I keep wanting to ask him what he uses for a video cam and microphone for his mac. I now have a mac and want to know what will work properly on mine.

Last night

Jay

I was walking down a street in chilliwack with an old friend. We were catching up on our stories. We also talked about some of our old doings.

movie

My dad is driving the family truck down the main highway by my town. I am in the backseat, my brother is in the passenger seat. I have no seatbelt and I'm worried that We will get into an accident. The highway looks funny... It's completely black and we go up and down many steep hills with the other traffic.

We enter a town. My brother says he has to go somewhere and he leaves. Me and my dad are left outside a mall. There's a movie theater in the mall and we look at some movies that we might see. One movie is actually a series of action movies. i remember something like "X" from the title.

Mom

I go to calgary to look for my mother. I find her in the apartment she has, but her room is set up in the hallway. She tells me everything is fine but i can tell she is lying

Cacophony

My brother is driving down a country road. I am in the passenger seat. I spot a town where cacophony lives. for some reason i think she lives in a town close by in alberta. I ask my brother why we are going there instead of to my home. He says he just wants to see something there in this town.

As we enter the town I spot a Trail made from mulch going through a park. I have memories of talking to cacophony about this trail, she was teling me how she used to walk it all the time. Our car turns on a streat that goes in a circle. I recognize her house on the street, it's a tall wooden house painted white.

I can't remember if we went in THAT house or another one, but the next thing I remember is that I'm in a house walking down a circular hallway. The character that was my brother is now a female guide showing me around the house. I walk by many portraits and photos on the wall. We continue to walk and I see a woman with brown hair staring at me. At one point the guide is talking to that person. I lean against a door and it opens. I notice it's a bathroom and someone's inside. I quickly close the door and continue following the guide.

I come across a windiing stair case that matches the contours of the wall. I see a portrait of cacophy there, and also a small black and white photo of another girl right beside it. I become lucid but everything gets fuzzy.

I also had another fragment where i was with cacophony but i can't recall it.

Dream | Lucid | Commentary
ƒ, "False Awakening" | ø, "Reality Check" | Ħ, "Aware of Dream and Real Stimuli"

A group of influential political figures along and I were cornered on a platform connected to a massive structure of catwalks suspended 50 feet over water in the middle of a bay. Armed combatants blocked every exit, keeping a firm perimeter above our stage. Plunging into the ocean was the only escape at this point, but everyone was dressed too well for that.

Stepping "outside" the desperate scene, I turned to a table piled high with blank notebook paper and began folding paper airplanes, which I then threw back into the scene, trying to land them on the platform so we would have some means to fly away. A few flew between the catwalks and dived into the sea, but the politicians managed to catch one and board it.

Almost like a play-within-a-play, I could step outside the current situation and give myself help from the outside, like a meddling narrator. Unfortunately, I don't remember if using the paper planes to escape actually worked.

Sunday, July 4, 2010

I scrutinize my real life appearance for effectiveness as an assassin. I conclude that I will easily be able to infiltrate the corporation.

I get an apartment in Halifax that's mostly identical to my old one. Apparently I'm subletting from someone else, though, as I keep finding old-lady clothes around the place. It's also furnished, which is nice, even if the furniture is ugly as hell.

I'm Dean Winchester. I help Sam choose a truck and trailer so he can go drive off into the prairie sunset. The theme of this dream is basically that it's time to let Sam go on his own. This is a much more peaceful scenario than the Supernatural finale.

I'm a guy with a mullet, driving a semi-trailer. I'm about to be accused of a crime I didn't do, and I'm trying to skew the evidence in my favor before they think to come after me. Maybe I had an in-dream premonition, or maybe I'm on another dream-loop.

I'm mad at the really cold weather, then I'm mad at the really hot weather, then I'm mad at the really cold weather, and oh my God, that really is freezing. Warmth now please.

I'm living with my second cousins, and also fighting my brother for one of the basement suites. His friend gets it. Damn.

One of my cousins finds out something about my character (I don't know what), and she takes her sisters and leaves.

I'm driving along the highway, now, but the lane I need to be in keeps changing, and I'm cutting people off. I end up at a McDonalds, because there's something I need to pick up there.

I'm inside. The place is empty, and isn't being used as a restaurant. Something about a box. I check my inventory and see a vat of cotton that I have to sell later.

The city is being evacuated. I have to hurry. I go upstairs, blue and red lightsabers drawn. I wonder if my cousins could have been party-members if I hadn't scared them off. Oh well, I'm still near the beginning of the game.

I enter one of the offices and fight the people inside. I win.

RPGs. Scare Factor: 1.

04.07.2010

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I live in an apartment near a new school campus of sorts. It's five stories high surrounded by a bustling town with churches, monuments and busy roads. My brother and I are roommates and we both have girlfriends with us. Mine is a plump black-haired woman and while nice I'm surprised to find I have absolutely no feelings towards her. We had supposedly gone out for a long time and she was about to leave with her dad to do something for a couple of days. I'm relieved and start to articulate plans to break up with her but am unable to come up with anything that wouldn't completely hurt her feelings. I'm playing some sort of card game when she comes in and asks point-blank if I wanted to come with her on this trip with her father. I feel pressured and mutter out a yes. It was then I realize I don't even know her name and look at an ID card she had nearby. My thoughts were "What would her dad think if I didn't know how to pronounce his daughter's name?" It was something weird and unlike real life so I don't recall the name now. Sometime soon after this I work up the courage to tell her that I want to break up. She takes this with both anger and sadness, and from then on intentionally ignores me. Still, I literally had just met her after all.

My brother Kyle, his girlfriend and I go to the cafeteria in the school complex (complex being a better term than building given its fortress-like size and feel). One wall had a cutout where a stack of hay was piled up probably referencing the dream I had the night before. Rows of tables were set out each belonging to a certain family. The three of us began eating without regard to who the food belonged to and eventually worked our way into a corner where a bunch of pizza was lined up. One lady asked me how I knew the family who brought the pizza. Thinking Kyle might actually know I pointed to him and made up that he was acquainted with a gentleman in a business suit standing nearby. She didn't let it drop there and hailed Kyle over. On being asked Kyle got mad and began yelling so the whole cafeteria could hear that he ate the food of other people so he could get a tax write off. It made sense at the time. Moments after this I left alone.

Being near the top floor I get into an elevator and press to go for the ground level. On the way down the lights go off, the elevator car slants slightly and a loud grating sound fills my ears. It soon becomes apparent that the elevator has stopped and I'm stuck within. I locate the emergency call button. It didn't work at first so I held it down. Red lights flash and an alarm sounds whereupon the elevator doors open. I'm between floors but there's enough space at the top for me to climb up and get free. A muscular man who knew me said he was paying me back a favor (I recall nothing about this) and there I meet up with a few nondescript fictional friends I supposedly knew. I pull out an old large journal to record the happenings. My friends want to go to the ground level and like a complete mook I suggest the elevator. We get in to find the floor opens up in the middle where anyone could fall to their doom. In fact, each level had such an opening floor. I advise the others to hug the wall when one of them, possibly the girl who was with Kyle, falls to the level below. She is unharmed but the floors seem to open up more. Eventually my friends each start falling. Then some chandelier-type fixture from the ceiling comes undone and crashes down. Each friend dies a horribly gory death. Making matters worse I kept rewinding time and watching the same scene over and over with no ability to help. There were a lot more incidents of death and disturbing injuries in this dream but the memory has faded on many of them.

Somehow I make it down the elevator shaft only slightly scathed. Instead of being on the ground level I'm in the basement alone since everyone else was dead. I find an old cassette tape in a nightstand that stood in the center of that sewer-like environ. I began to ponder how using a tape recorder instead of a journal would be safer as I could be more alert-- seems I was writing in my journal when my friends initially fell. I forget how but I manage to weasel myself outside the school complex. I begin to wander the city. I pass by a group of nuns and a rivaling school that was much smaller in size. I take a break in front of a factory on a crate next to a row of bags, cans and broken computer monitors. Writing again in my journal a gruff worker notices me and starts a conversation having noticed I wrote "Act XIII" at the top of the page. I don't feel comfortable talking with him so I find a way to slip away.

It becomes night. I lost my shirt somewhere and the rain feels cold. Some people look at me and mutter how the nuns wouldn't accept a poor man like myself. I come to a point where I must cross two six-lane roads. All I can see are oncoming headlights and the silhouette of a GIANT TARANTULA WALKING ON TWO LEGS creeping up behind me. Freaked I then must cross a busy street and stay clear of the rapidly approaching spider. On multiple occasion I swear I feel the fangs of the tarantula all the while dodging speeding cars in a frenzy. I make it to the other side and into a small supermarket. Conveniently a doctor, my dad and a few others were there to receive me. The doctor asks me strange questions to confirm I haven't been poisoned by the mutant spider. One involved seeing how well I could pray.

Dreams recalled: 7

FOURTH night in a row with 7 dreams remembered. Weird... My dream recall seems great, but I want an LD!

Again, my dreams were short and very random. The first was some kind of big group of people getting excited about something... like a pep rally from high school but with adults...

Then I was in some weird softball game. I didn't bat but I was already on base. We were in a big stadium but it was completely grass. I was on third and talking to a few people who were standing behind me for some reason. I was laughing at how short the basepaths were. When I looked at home plate, it was only about 6 feet away. No one was there tho. I was then back in a line to bat. The man running the game was old and seemed grumpy. He started calling in people from the other team to come bat and made some weird changes...?

Then I was line for some type of buffet lunch with some friends, and it was everyone from the game. I couldn't find a plate, and saw that they had only brought out 5 plates, but there was about a hundred of us. We laughed at them only bringing out that many for so many people and started putting our food on napkins.

I had a brief dream about driving somewhere with one of my exes... Not sure where that went.

Another dream had someone behind a door. At one point I knew it was one of my friends but that kept changing. Two people were at the door with some type of guns, and they were going to bust the door down and rush in. I was watching this from afar, not really involved. It ended as they opened the door.

My first dream with a lot of running in it. I was in some kind of store with a couple friends. I went through an opened 'secret' door of some sort, but ended up in a room that looked like just another part of the store. One of the racks had only one shirt on it. I was then suddenly back in the main part of the store, and started running back towards the other room, idk why. My friends chased me, and it was some type of game for me to reach that shirt before they could catch up. When I got there I was taken back to the main part of the store again, and the chase repeated. The dream ended as I won the 'game' a second time and turned to look at my friends.

The last dream was a false awakening and I was half awake, one my exes(not the one from the earlier dream) called me. I answered and she said hi and it ended as I realized I couldn't be talking on the phone because my phone was downstairs.

I tried FILD last night, with no success. I think its because I tried it when I went to bed, instead of waking myself up in the middle of the night. I dread waking myself up but it would be worth it if it worked....

This dream lasted all night. Every time I woke up I thought about how I wanted to write it in my dream journal. I was sleeping at my friends house and did not have it with me. I kept waking up and slipping back into the dream

Unknown:

It was so long its hard to remember much. I remember people making fun of me. I was at some weird school and everyone hated me. I kept hearing a weird ohm sound in the back of my head. So many things happened in this dream, but they are all blurs. I am getting a lot of hints of green. almost like toxic. The last thing I remember clearly is going to a pizza shop with a couple of people and my uncle. There was a lady saying that dominos pizza was 5.99 a large and it was either digornos and dominos. In the end we chose dominos. I met up with a girl who told me that she loved me. She was extremely beautiful and told me that everyone hated me at that place because she spread rumors. She did not want anyone to like me because she wanted me all to herself. There was something very significant about this dream. I just wish I could remember more.

This night I slept very light, awaking several times. That caused me to remember fragments from many dreams. A fun fact is that I felt strangely well rested despite that light sleep.

1st dream:

I was in some house in a forest at night with a friend, can't remember who. It was my house. Suddenly a fire started and quickly spread through the house. We left and entered the forest. After a while we started to get chased by Uffe (my dads friend that I haven't seen many times in my life. Strange appearance) and some random villain. They were going to beat us to death so we ran back to the house.

The house was now completely in flames. It was like a wall of fire at the entrance. I thought "If they are going to beat us to death I might as well jump into the flames since it would be a less painful way to die!" and so I took a step into the entrance and instantly died. I became a glowing skeleton. It was a quite strange sensation. My friend followed. When the bad guys arrived and stared into the burning doorway I though "Now when I am dead I don't need to fear them. This is also quite cool, so they might appreciate it as well!" and then I pulled them into the fire. xD They also turned into glowing skeletons. I don't have any clear thoughts on what happened after this.

2nd dream:

I was at my parents place in the kitchen. Dad was there working on getting some LP player device to work. Apparently it was old and didn't work as it should. After a while we tried using it to record a radio channel on a VCR tape. The channel was foreign from australind (lol xP) so there was a lot of noise and flickering on the TV.

3rd dream:

Some fragments about doing slomo-acrobatics. Don't really remember it. But I had it written down when I woke up in the morning.

4th dream:

It was morning and I was sleeping in the top bed of a bunkbed and I felt really tired. I wanted to sleep more (might be related to the fact that I woke up several times irl with that feeling). Suddenly a whole bunch of people entered the room. Among them my friends and brothers. I got very annoyed because they were so noisy. I remember trying to fall back asleep while they poked me and asked me stuff. I got so annoyed that I hit my brother several times in the face with a plastic box (It was really weird because I never get that annoyed irl :S) xD. He didn't seem to care though. I threw the box in my other brothers face. I felt bad at the same time for being so lazy and annoyed.

5th dream:

I was biking with someone outside. It was spring time or something because it was extremely muddy everywhere. I had to bike in the mud and it was very slippery.

6th dream:

I was at some uni or something at a convent. I was there with Lucas but there was a lot of other geeky persons there. One event they had was to read the lord of the rings trilogy together and I thought "wow, that is soo geeky! They are also extremely fast at reading so they must have read it much before.". Me and Lucas were going to read the hobbit/lotr/some strange book. In some way it was like studying physics because we quickly found a problem in the book that we began to think about. Similar to a problem in a physics book. Suddenly Lucas said "Oh, it is easy! We just have to do a Ljung effect!". I instantly agreed. That was obvious! To do a Ljung effect was to apply some formula (fun that Ljung was a psychiatrist and not a physician lol). I started to look up the Ljung effect formula in a physics book and that is the last thing I remember.

7th

I was playing with my parents cat. As usual I scratched it on its stomach and it bites when you do that. This time it bite me harder than usual. It wouldn't let go of its grip and it bite harder and harder all the time. I knew now that the cat was evil. There was something wrong with its brain. It was not curable.

8th

I was in my room at my parents place and Peter and my brothers was there. They talked about something random. I went to my mineral shelf (that doesn't exist lol) and pulled out a meter long quartz crystal. I showed it to them and told them that the chemical compounds of quartz are sulphur and silicon (which it isn't, it is just SiO2). They didn't seem to care much and I don't remember anything more

9th

A faint fragment of some game of tag that I played outside with my brothers and some random very young kids.

I don't recall much about my dreams last night.
A couple things that stand out:
I heard a woman being raped. In the dream, I knew her. I couldn't access the room so I banged on the wall, yelling at the man. The woman quietly told me to leave them alone, that it was concentual. I knew he was making her say that, but I couldn't do anything. I felt utterly helpless.

In another dream, I was running through a building with many rooms. This is a recurring theme. A very large (both tall and fat) man opened the door and taunted me. "Is she in here? (it was a very small bathroom and I was hiding behind the opened door)" He asked. Then "Should I run along now and keep searching or" then he stepped into the room to look behind the door. I hit him as hard as I could then kept running. Don't recall how it ended.

In another dream I was some other woman. I had been kidnapped and taken........ no, the dream started in a car. I was with a guy who had abducted me. He gave me a red wig to wear but it fit me poorly. We were in a nightclub and I heard someone talk about a guy who was missing. In the dream, he was a friend. I told my abductor that I wanted to look for him. I thought I knew where he was. But that made the man very mad. He called the friend my lover and said I wouldn't see him again.
When we left, the dream continued in 3rd person and I saw the news. There was a picture of me and there was an announcement about my abduction.
Then I was by the sea, on a cliff with caves. There were several people, but they were all clones (3 different sets). Some were bad guys, others good. I tried running, but got caught. The man then gave me a syringe. I don't remember why I HAD to stick under my eye. I think the life of someone else was at stake. Anyhow.. he gave me a syringe and explained what would happen. I stuck it through my lower eye lid and into my eyeball. The sollution dissolved my eye. It looked REALLY gross and I was surprised there was no pain. Then I had to do the other eye. The colors I saw as my eyes liquified were amazing.
There was a huge fight
There was a battle and I fought though blind. Don't recall how it ended.

In another dream, I was on a spaceship. We were lost for a really long time, but we ended up finding a Planet of the gods or some such. When we landed a car drove us through a neighborhood. One home had a plate which read : "The Last of the Jetsons" lol.
Our finding the planet was crucial for earth. Don't recall why.
Then the dream was narrated my a girl who was supposed to be my daughter or granddaughter. She spoke of moving into the last house on Jackson.

In another dream, I was in a car with a former Elder of my Congregation. He spoke to me about quitting smoking and getting back into the Congregation. That's all I recall.

In another dream, I was a guy... I remember nothing else though.

That's it for today.

I started off the dream in Mrs. P's classroom. It was the last day of school again. The lights were out, and it was dark. We were waiting for the bell. Mrs. P was yelling at us and telling us that we couldn't leave if we were this noisy. No one really listened.

Then I was in Mrs. G's class. We were still waiting to leave on the last day of school. I was looking at some chart; apparently it was some activity that we had done at a field trip. As I looked at it, I saw that everyone's name was on the chart. Beside it there was a rank (as if we were in the army or something), along with statistics: how many people liked us, how many people we hated, and how many people we liked (ever so random?). When I looked at the top of the chart, KA was there with the rank of Commander. It said that 1 person liked her, she hated 11 people, and liked some amount that I can't remember. Then I was with RE, and we tried to find our names. We found it in the middle; ours were beside each other, ranked at about 43 or 44.

Then I ended up in the hallway. I asked KA if I could go to her house. She told me I probably could. But then she was going to some other random person's house, and apparently I was to go with them. The random person's mother was there. She asked me if I had a bike. I said yes, and she sighed with relief. But then I realized that even though I had a bike, it was at home.

I ended up in the front yard. I was with my friends. We were saying our goodbyes. I started to leave since I had to meet KA and her random friend at the front of the yard. As I tried to get out, I realized I was pretty well trapped. There were fences everywhere. I hopped the short fence of the yard onto the street, but in the middle of the street was a wooden building with a wooden tunnel dug out under it. There was fence all around it. Somehow I knew that it was from TR, where the people apparently talked to us before we departed. I went up the wooden ramp and into the little wooden hut, but a fence blocked off the exit.

I then realized that the only way out was to go through the school. I went into the school and turned left to the exit. As I went to the exit corridor, I saw my principal. She was in front of my. I walked cautiously behind her, trying not to make her notice I was here. Then when we were in the corridor, there was a set of stairs and a door on each side of the little room. She was at the bottom of the stairs. As I prepared to go through the door, she stopped and turned around and blocked my path. I jumped to the other side of the stairs, but she followed my lead. I made a dash for the door to my left. I exited, thinking, "She can't catch me, she's just walking around in high heels! I'm running! There's no way!" But yet I could feel her behind me. I tried to run, but the "dream gravity" pulled me back. This made me lucid. I randomly decided to try and transform into a purple dragon, but the dream ended there.

Slept between 11:30p-6:00a.

11:30p-4:40a
DV-related fragment
Just a short fragment here. I was in a car with Naiya and possibly Akono. We all had DV going on our cellphones and we were checking up on people. Someone was helping out on some top-secret projects, but they kept leaking info on the forums by way of asking people to help them gather information on certain topics.

Had decided to try a DEILD this morning, so my lucid weaver alarm was what woke me. Unfortunately, I was quite confused at the sound of the alarm and wasn't sure why I was hearing beeping noises. Once they stopped I remembered, "Oh right, it's supposed to be a DEILD... What was I dreaming about?" and it was mostly gone I should probably remember to do an auto-suggestion before sleeping if I'm going to try a DEILD

Decided to turn the DEILD into a WILD using a suggestion I had gotten from someone using music (in my head) as an anchor, rather than music on earphones (since on earphones tends to carry over into dreams, so they say, and it gets annoying, I guess. I honestly don't think I would mind it, but I couldn't use my earphones, anyways).

It is definitely too difficult for me to WILD with the BF next to me To be fair, it wasn't a very serious attempt. I only got a light SP, barely any vibrations, and I found it hard to roll out due to that. Gave up, RC'd, just in case, then dozed very lightly and woke up for work, at 6am.

1- Gross
((I'm not going to describe the events that led up to my lucidity. Believe me, you don't want to hear it. I'll just say that it involves tonsil stones.)) I look in the mirror and decide that I'd better RC for good measure, because this is NOT normal. To my relief, I am dreaming. All I remember is going out in my backyard...

2- Hitler's Reincarnation
A man who is the spitting image of Hitler is doing some experiments on a dreamstone. He is progressively getting crazier and crazier. There are some people that he has locked up, and he is talking to one of them. "I wonder how the stone will react," he murmurs, "when it absorbs all the negative energies from your massacre!" He opens the gates, and the prisoners flood out. Men on horseback come, slaughtering every one of them.


3- DEILD attempt
I am trying to DEILD, but I don't realize that I'm already dreaming. It's too late to even call it a DEILD anyway, 'cause I've already opened my eyes. I am looking at my reflection in a mirror above my bed. She is gesturing for me to come closer. I refuse, telling HER to come closer. She walks out the mirror door, subsequently walking IN my real door. Cool, now there's two of me! ((I'm semi-lucid at this point.)) My reflection doesn't seem to like me that much, but I don't care. I try to think of something interesting we can do, when...

4- Wild Chase
Chris calls me, and I "wake up."

"What is it!?" I yell from my bed.

"Come here!"

He hands me two cookies wrapped up in a piece of paper. He tells me I have to take them to Nathaniel. "Why can't Steven do that?" I ask irritably. "It's his friend." But I go out to the car anyway. For some reason, Jordan's there, and he's in the driver's seat. What's the point of me even going?

We start off down the road. From the talking in the back seat, I conclude that Tony, Eve, Charles, and my brother are with us as well. Why are THEY here?

Jordan is swerving all over the road, and I yell at him to get in his lane. "I can't! I'll hit the pigeons!"

"How can you even see any pigeons!? You don't have your lights on!" While he's trying to find the lights, he swerves off the road and nearly crashes. We come to an abrupt halt. Charlie runs out of the car and pukes all over the road. When he gets back in, I'm about to tell Jordan to let me drive, but he takes off at an alarming speed.

"Slow down, you idiot!!!" Now the cops are chasing us. They're shooting! He manages to get away, and I force him to stop the car. "I'm driving!" I fume angrily. He doesn't argue.

I have another run-in with the cops, but I'm driving a hell of a lot better than Jordan was. They're only chasing me because of his stupidity... But using my new-found super driving skills, I easily evade them. Steven tells me we have to stop at McDonald's to get his friend's burger.

Somehow, I'm on a motorcycle now, and everyone else is just walking around me as I pull up to the drive through. After ordering, I realize that we must have left those cookies in the car...

Conclusion: Samael is right. DC's should never be allowed to drive.

Blue = Lucid
Green = Semi-lucid
Red = Non-lucid

I woke up from a normal dream and didn't move 1 inch so I DEILD'ed without even trying at all.
I woke up in my room, I sitted on the bed and looked around, I saw my older sister and she was being all hyper which was unusuall for her. I knew from the start I was dreaming but I wanted to make sure so I looked at my right hand, it had 5 fingers, I checked my left hand and it had 3 fingers, I closed my eyes and opened them again and it had 5 fingers now. Now I was sure that I was dreaming, after some time my sister exited the room and dissapeared, I couldn't remember at all what she was saying. I stood up and walked a bit around the room, rubbing my hands just to make sure everything stays. After a few moments I started calling out "Yranul!" after my first shout some tiger like creature with weird colors jumped on me and tried to kill me, but I fought back, as I hitted it my hand just went trough it, breaking it into 2 pieces, for some reason it's insides were out of wood, but the creature seemed like it was made from flesh and bones o.o... After defeating it I stood up again and called out again "Yranul!" this time nothing attacked me but I saw a small shadowy creature walking on the already shadowed floor, the room was halfly bright but the floor was dark and shadowy. I picked up the creature that was walking down there and it was a pitch black eevee with black eyes, I took it into my arms and held it like a baby and petted it, it enjoyed being petted. It couldn't talk but it talked to me by showing me signals with it's paws, I can't remember what we talked about besides the last thing. It took some kind of a small book and listed trough it looking for the calendar for 7th month but it couldn't find it, it kept listing and listing looking cofused how it's not there. While it was doing that I kept hearing in my head "Birthday....birthday..." I tought maybe it meanth Noom's birthday so I pointed to 30.1 but it shook it's head and kept on looking, then I tought maybe it meanths it's own and mine so I pointed 29.3 but again it shook it's head. It gave up after some time and went back into my arms and I petted it some more. It dissapeared for some reason and I was transfered into my mom's house into the kitchen and in it were my mom and stepdad, I was semi-lucid at this point. They started shouting at me and kept telling me what a failure I am and looking for any insult they could find. For some reason I couldn't move or anything, I could just sit and watch them scream at me. After some time I was again transfered somewhere else, this time I was in some small store and I was non-lucid. I looked around the store looking what they had, 1 thing caught my eye, It was a box with packings on it saying "lolipops" but inside the packing were regular pencils. I looked confused at them and then I heard 2 girls talking about something. I turned around and one of them was pregnant, she said something about those pencils help her become pregnant. Before I could get even more confused I was again transfered somewhere else, this time outside of a huge mall. I saw a person walking and talking to someone how he got a car on luck games, sold it and made himself a house. Before anything happened I was transfered into the huge mall but I don't remember anything that happened from that point on untill I woke up.

As I woke up I remembered it all for 1 second but I quickly forgot ALOT of it and got a huge headacke and got tired.

Notes :
Yranul - My sub-c or Dream guide
Noom - My love's sub-c or Dream guide
Sub-c and Dream guide are pretty much the same thing as far as I know. xD

And final note :
I have something called mental block and it is causing me not to be able to contact Yranul and it forces out any memory from dreams I am not allowed to have by it's opinion and it also dissallows me to visualise in colors and alot of other stuff but that is not important. xD

03.07.2010

Scarping from work in a busy day. (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Fourth dream of the night:

I was working at the Olive Oil store. It was very busy. It was not on Saturday. I know this because there are shows every day outside. During weekdays there is a band with a beautiful flute and the play awesome music. But on Saturdays there are some annoying dancers... I hate them. To bad in this dream they were not present, as I became lucid...

I exited the olive oil store. It was full of people. Some of the stores outside were different than waking. The place was also longer and bigger. I visited a few stores and I remember entering in one and picking a small bottle. It fell to the ground but it did not break. I placed it back on its place.
This store had the counter on the right, two employees behind the counter and a few (three I think) customers. The store lighting was very decent. It was not very full with merchandise though.

My phone rang and it was the card store where I used to play. The store called me asking if I was going to join the pre-release tournament for M11 Core Set. I was not sure if I could make it, but I recalled that I have not much to do for that Saturday.







They asked if I was going to make it for sure. He reviewed my contact information and asked me for a credit card #. I told them I would pay at the store as usual (I was unsure if I would make it) I told them that I might needed to quit the tournament earlier.

I walked around the mall and I became lucid without a specific reason. I felt happy because I was able to finally leave the job at the busiest time without repercusion. I started to fly around a little. I did this because is what I visualize when I do a RC at work. I saw three ladies and I landed next to them. They started to laugh. I started to levitate and they were very surprised. They liked that a lot.
I looked at the scenario were the bands are, hopping the stupid annoying dancers were there to blast them into oblivion. It was empty.

I rememeber about doing the task of the year. I was going to look for a portal to travel to the roman age and fight some gladiators. I felt the dream vanishing so I decided to rub my hands. I have never tried this before, spinning always worked well for me but I heard that rubbing hads was better. As soon as I started rubbing hands, I lost height.

I landed and walked towards a small street with a dead end. I saw a wall with a big and black void:







I decided to go back and meet with the girls that were surprised with me. I planned in talking with them to get more into the dream. They were talking about other stuff and did not see me. I tried rubbing my hands but the dream faded.

I had a false awakening in bed. I felt that one of my eyes was hurt. I could not open my eyes properly. I felt like it I had something in my right eye. I tried to take of my sleeping glasses, but one of the cords was like inside my eye and it hurt me when I moved it. I walked to the kitchen and ask for help to my wife until I woke for real.