non-lucid

Date: May 3-4, 2010

I only remember the first part of the dream.
I was in some kind of club; but it was a house..but it was a club. Lol. It was a house owned by my dad and his brothers. So a few minutes later, this man came in with his son. They came to get some fishing gear. (It was odd, for I never saw anything in there related to fishing) I was sitting on the couch, and I immediately recognized the man's son. I said something like, "Do I know you? You look familiar." He said something but I can't exactly remember what it was. So I asked him if he wanted a coke, and he replied sure. I went to the fridge, and it was slightly bigger than any fridge. I opened it and the Pepsi and Dr. Pepper cans looked slightly distorted..but I thought nothing about it in my dream. I handed him a Pepsi. I guess we talked for a while and then we did some more stuff. But that's all I remember.
Right after I woke up in the morning, I recognized his face. He seemed to be a face from my childhood. It was very strange.

10/06/10 - I dreamt I was on a 'day out' with work and we were going to a place that taught wave riding (Like surfing but more extreme). It looked really fun on the flyer so we were all looking forward to it.

When we got there though, the changing rooms were really grim. They were communal rooms, showers and the area wasn't well lit. The floor was soaking wet and the place was a bit like a maze, you could easily forget which area your bags were in (There were no lockers.) The creepy thing was while you were walking through (as you had to, to get to the main pool area) we kept seeing small lightening bolts of electricity, mainly coming from the control room for the wave machine. They came really close, and we couldn't understand why no one had been seriously injured by them. So we were all freaking out about that. It was a really weird place. The showers had urinals in them and there was a cattle grid type thing which we had to walk over, where girls would squat to have a wee! One of the staff said it was because it was quicker that way...

There was a group of pros in the pool and the wave machine was making waves that were about 20ft tall. It looked really scary and dangerous. The waves seemed out of control, it didn't look fun at all. The pros didn't seem scared at all, they seemed like the kind of people that were here every day practicing. The strange thing was they didn't use surf boards. It was like they were doing training exercises.

We all got in the pool. The wave machine wasn't on at first. So it was just like swimming warm up exercises that we were doing. I remember having my watch on in the pool and thinking to myself 'thank god its waterproof'. I had my nans wedding ring on too and i was paranoid it was going to come off my finger and sink to the bottom of the pool.

It was hard to move around in the pool, it was as if we were all in normal clothes. We had a few races, then it turned into a game of water volley ball. After that, the pros were back and they were all stood round the edge of the pool. They put on a sort of show for us, they kept diving into the pool, but once they were in, it was like they were a DVD someone had pressed reverse on, and they'd jump back out, feet first. It was because the pool had reverse gravity, so once they'd gone in, they were thrown back out, like they'd hit a trampoline or something.

After that we went back into the horrible changing room place to shower and get changed, but someone had put all our bags on the wet floor, which had about an inch of water covering it, so all our stuff was soaked. The only nice thing was the showers were really warm.

Date: May 2-3, 2010

I appeared (I guess) in my school's cafeteria. The people were serving vegetables..for some reason I do not know. I seemed to be strapped to a pair of roller skates. While I was skating I passed by this girl. She was the snobby type of girl. She tried to look like she was so cool, but she really wasn't. Haha. So I snickered, or made some noise at her, which she then replied back by saying something like, "Punk." So I started to skate faster around and around the cafeteria (I guess to show off, I'm not really sure why I did this). And then I tried to do it backwards; whoops. I smashed into a table, and the table fell; spilling all its contents of vegetables. The cafeteria lady was standing right beside the table, and she looked a lot like this girl that I once knew who was much older than me. My homeroom teacher was there, and she seemed like she was eating cake or something. Weird. The cafeteria lady told me, "Since you flipped the table over and all the vegetables fell, YOU have to eat them!" She started laughing as I was choking down the nasty broccoli. Then she started dancing..It was REALLY weird. I then woke up.

This was a morning's dream just before I woke up a few days ago, I was too busy to write it at the time, so I'm just going to write what I remember of it, because it was such a strange dream.


I'm a bit fuzzy about the order of what everything happened, but the first thing I remember about the dream is that me and someone else with me (I'll call this person "Person X" from now on), and we were being chased by people from Valve (The company that makes Half-Life, Portal, Team Fortress, etc.). In this dream, Valve were evil people who take people as slaves, and the work these slaves do allow the games on Steam to work.

So, the first part I remember is that we were on an island, and we were in a cave which had quite a high ceiling. There were gaps in the ground, and you would die if you fell into one. And there were big rocks placed inside the cave, which we often used as cover.

I think at this point, we had super powers. We could fly, and there was something to do with shooting red stuff from out hands. In fact, this stuff looked very similar to the stuff that comes out of the Medigun in Team Fortress 2, except it was slightly more lightning/electric looking.



So, at this point, there was a sort of battle going on in this cave with the Valve bad guys. Me and Person X were using our powers as much as we could, but the Valve guys were more powerful.
So, we took cover, then I did some sort of telekinesis push at Person X, in such a way that he/she fell into one of the gaps, but safely. I did it in such a way that he/she was able to grab onto the walls of the gap, but he/she was deep enough down so that the bad guys thought he/she was dead. (So I did it to save him/her, because I knew we were about to be taken)

So about 2 seconds after doing that, the bad guys came round the corner of the rock and grabbed me, and took me outside.

Outside the cave, the island looked very similar to that of a Halo 1 map. The Halo map I am referring to wasn't an Island, but the cliffs on that map looked very similar to the cliffs near the shore of the island.
I think I then got loose and flew up. Then my memory is fuzzy, the next thing I remember after that is being with the bad guys again, and Person X was there I think.

My memory is fuzzy after that again, now the next thing I remember is being with the slaves, it was much like a community of slaves. Like a village, except everyone was miserable and dirty. Then, I think someone, as punishment for something, was strapped to some sort of platform thing which was on a train track. And the platform rolled away into the middle of nowhere on the tracks.

Then my memory is yet again failing me, but the next thing I remember now is me going on one of those platform things into the middle of nowhere. But I think I did it deliberately, I deliberately got into trouble so that I would be able to escape on one of those things.
So, there I was in the middle of nowhere, I was able to struggle out of the ropes holding me in, and I started walking away from the tracks, for miles and miles. I reached this big white building. I think it was where the business of Valve goes on.
Then, I remember something happening which made me run away. I think it was just someone coming out of the building who I didn't want to see me. And I also remember Person X being with me again at this point.

We ran off to some sort of construction yard type place. And there was this box thing, it was white, and the walls were made of the same stuff the walls in portal are made of. Same colour, same texture.
Example: (The box was much smaller than that room)


Then, in the middle there was a strange looking ball thing with an orange glow coming from inside. It wasn't transparent, but there were sort of cracks in the ball with the light escaping from them. The ball also strangely reminded me of the type of thing you would find in portal, or possibly half life.

So me and Person X were in that box hiding from the bad guys, and we were fascinated by this strange ball. I think we somehow came to the conclusion that it was something used to suck the energy out of people (Which is how they use people as ways to get the games to work)

Then we noticed helicopters and tanks and stuff coming after us into the construction yard, and we were trying to figure out how the hell to get away from this one.

After staying hidden for a little while, I think we decided to make a run for it.
All I remember from here is running out of the box and then jumping on top of a crane, kind of like the way the guy in Assassin's Creed would do it. and the crane was low, and the box was high, so it was like how he would jump from roof to roof.

Then that's all I remember. I think that might have been when I woke up.

Sometimes, my dream guide really irks me. But yay, lucidity!

1- Scary Lucidity
I am listening to a song on my mp3 player that was written by someone on MM. It's very creepy... Makes me think of Alice in Wonderland. Eventually I get tired and turn it off, intending to go to bed. As soon as I lay down, the song starts playing. Ugh, not THIS song again. Wait, didn't I take my earbuds out already? I sit up and RC. Lucid!

Suddenly it is very dark in my room. I vaguely think about lights, but I cannot focus enough to make the darkness go away. An aura of fear, of pure terror, weighs down the air, making it somewhat difficult to breathe.

Annoyed, I walk to the center of my room and stand perfectly still. I picture what I will do to any attacker, even Leroy (who I know is behind this), for coming to me in such darkness with the obvious intent to scare me. But it's just so freaking dark, I can't hold the dream together.FA

((Note: I know it was Leroy, because fear is his "energy signature." Why he has to be so anti-social, I don't know.))

2- A Dream of Wakefulness
I am in MM chat, telling everyone about the lucid dream I just had. Moonbeam tells me that the person who wrote that song is banned from MM, because he stole our "void game." I am appalled. How dare he!?

Later, I am a guy wandering around a college campus. I hear a "Hey, you," behind me and turn around. A girl is standing in the doorway, looking at me. "The manager told me to look for a Junior, and you're the only Junior around here. Even though you look more like 17 than 20. If you want to join our ranks, go meet Nelson by the band house." ((This is pretty much an exact quote of what she said, as I woke up afterwards and wrote it down as quickly as possible.))

3- Alice in Dreamland
I am cleaning out my grandmother's house; apparently she's moving. We fight all sorts of strange things in there, my favorite being some type of primitive war machine. It is a cart, with a catapult attached to one side, a removable spiky club attached to the other side, and spikes in the front. Useful for both long ranged attacks and ramming into enemies.

Later, I am no longer myself, but a girl named Alice. I am standing in a graveyard with friends, sanctifying the grave of our deceased friend, Whisper. I say a spell which animates the concrete Angel used as her gravemarker. It now has her spirit. She thanks me, and offers to help in times of need.

I am following some weird storyline as I wander further into the graveyard, away from my friends. A narrator says I will get attacked by the thugs who are after me, and my friends won't be able to hear my cries for help. The rational part of me realizes that I could leave now before the thugs find me, but this Alice part of me isn't aware of my future predicament.

I see my (Alice's) father walk around the side of the church.

Rational me: *gasp* My father has something to do with those thugs!

Alice: Hm, I wonder where he's going?

As I sneak closer, I spot the thugs loading some things into a car. Too late to hide: the short fat one has spotted me! I run, and he give chase. How can he run so fast!? I see my friends over the hill, leaving the cemetery. As predicted, they cannot hear me calling to them.

Suddenly another of the thugs is standing in my path. This one, however, I know to be friendly. "Alice!" he cries out as I collide into him. He catches me and holds me with my back against his chest.

"Being... chased..." I pant. Shorty walks up to us.

"Neil! Good, you got 'er! Let's take 'er to the boss!"

Neil doesn't move; I can tell he's debating with himself about what to do. Set me free, or follow orders? Right now, I don't really care which one he decides. I know that he'll save me eventually, if not now. Besides, I'm feeling very comfortable in his arms... "Neil, what are you waiting for?" Shorty growls impatiently.

Neil suddenly lets me go and puts himself between me and the other thug. "Go! Run!" I don't want to leave him, but I must follow the storyline.

"Thank you," I say, taking off down the sidewalk. I think I am going to get away, but at the intersection I am intercepted by another thug, who looks like Fabio. Damn it! Neil got in trouble for nothing! ((At this point, my mom's phone goes off, waking me. No fair... I was going to end up having a romance with Neil...))

All of a sudden I remember parts of my dream from last night.

I was shot in the chest four times (I think) by someone I know. I was okay though. Just. I went to call emergency but it didn't work; it wasn't a real emergency response group on the other end of the line.
I had to call DM's parents for help. I was in Australind. My own parents didn't care that I was dying :/
I was like a special agent of something. Like the BlackOps from Half-Life xP

I waited a bit too long to actually write these dreams off my notes, so they might seem a little choppy

10:00a-2:00p
Train tipping
I was with a bunch of people on a train car. We were all going to this sushi party. The train, however, broke down in the middle of the track. Everyone stood up and someone shouts, "Tip the train!!" and everyone starts jumping in spot, then throwing themselves onto one side of the train.

My friend, Susanna, was sitting in the seat in front of me. She and I could see that the train operator was really frustrated with people trying to tip the train car over, especially since he was trying to fix it and get it running again. We started shouting at people, telling them to stop being jackasses and stop trying to tip the train, but it's 2 against 20

I go over to this other seat, where another new friend of mine was laughing with a couple of her friends. She was a pretty asian girl (possibly Asuka, Mosh?) [Backtrack: Earlier in the dream, I was getting along with her really well]. I told her she shouldn't partake in tipping the train and she brushed me off and said I wasn't fun. I persisted, and she tried to shut me up by sticking her finger in my mouth so I couldn't talk. I lightly bit her finger so she'd stop.

It didn't hurt her, in fact, then she showed me by biting down on her own finger (pretty hard) that it doesn't bother her. I left her alone.

[Sushi Place]
We get to the sushi place and one guy announces that there's going to be an eating contest! How much sushi can you eat in 25 minutes or something. I thought that was kind of a travesty. Sushi is meant to be ate slow and savoured, because it's so damn delicious! I get my plate, and my sushi is all covered in traditional japanese tempura. I think it's a bit odd. I get up out of my seat and black out (I might have woke up, I'm not sure).

[Doing the laundry]
I come back from my black out and I notice that I missed my sushi. Everyone is gone and so is my food. Jack is waiting for me, and I get upset at him that he didn't save me any

I look around for left over food to hoard. I find muffins and some other things and cram them into tupperware to take home.

I'm in a laundry room (the one in my basement suite, which is shared with our kitchen), and there's an array of oils and spices across the top of the washer and dryer. Jack notices is laid out alphabetically, cos Z is at the right end. I tell him there's no A at the left end.

This chick (from the bus, my false memory tells me) comes down stairs and hands me a sweaty, damp track suit. She asks me if I can wash it for her. I do so. Then, the Asian girl comes back, and we're chatting all friendly again, but I feel tense because we fought earlier, and I felt so bad for it.

2:00p-4:45p (alarm)
I sabotaged my own recall. As I was recalling the dream and not taking notes quite yet, my mind started drifting off to other things and... yep. Ruined it all. Oh well.

Last fragment
I'm looking at a picture of me, standing on a roof. It is captioned with something like, "No child" or "Child not born yet." I then cross that out and write beside it something like, "There's a child now, and there's a custody battle." I'm now first person, on the roof, with my daughter (note: I don't have any kids IRL) standing just behind my leg. The father is standing about 10 feet from us. It feels like a stand off.

Part One
12:45p-1:30p
Family Fragment
Vague recall involving myself and both my brothers (Mike and Roger). Setting took place in the bistro of my work, and I can't remember anything beyond that. I have a vague recollection that they were helping me with something.

Part Two
So, I got a call from my co-worker at 5pm this evening, telling me my night shift worker is in the hospital. I had another nap this evening so I could work tonight.

~8:00p-12:00a
I'm late for work!
False awakening. I got a call from Carissa (my co-worker) on my cell asking me where I am and why I haven't shown up yet. I had accidentally overslept into my shift tonight

Dreaming about lucidity
I flew onto an old ship, kind of like an old schooner or a pirate ship of some sort. I "realized" that I was dreaming and thought, "Yay, I'm having a lucid dream, I can do what I want!" I jumped off the ship into the water. I had another false awakening, recalling this dream and then falling back to sleep. At no point during this dream did I feel lucid. I think I was dreaming about having a lucid dream

Something boring
I couldn't recall really what happened when I woke up for real (to my alarm), but I recall standing in a hallway and not much happening.

June 14, 2010

I had low recall today. When I woke up, I RC’d for a FA. I remember slipping in and out of HI, and I checked probably about 5 times. Unfortunately, this was killing off the dreams I’d had.

I did some interrogation of myself on possible people who came up, but there wasn’t much else I could recall.

10:00a-4:30p
Music class
Darren was teaching a music class of about 10 of us, possibly a bit less. I remember us all sitting around a room with our instruments as he was instructing.

I also recall him sitting at the piano with me, teaching me a song, and I was leaning up against him

My mother and I were in the front yard, and she was going to show me how to ride a broomstick ! She warned me that if I went too high in the sky, then I would pass out because the oxygen was too thin. We mounted our broomsticks, and I gradually hovered in the air. It was a little shakey at first because of lack of balance, but I eventually got the hang of it and went a little farther up. I kept zooming up and up above the house above the trees and eventually above the clouds...Ohh that was beautiful! Unfortunately, I instantly passed out because of lack of oxygen lol.

We were having a small quidditch game in the backyard. I was the person who protected the players from the bludger. At one point, the bludger started going after me alone and chased me through the house. I locked myself in the bathroom where it couldn't get me. I realized at that point that the power was also out too, but I could still see that I was bleeding profusely from the foot and the leg from the impact of the bludger. In the process of running away from it, I had also covered the walls in blood.

I am with my mom and dad. The carnival is more like a swap meet. It is being run by famous actors. Sandra Bullock is selling CDs. My dad walks over and buys something from her. Dad is talking to her. I overhear him say something about Sandra raping Melissa Etheridge. It had been all over the news that Melissa had been beaten and raped. I was puzzled by this, but we move on. There is a lot of new things, so its not really like a swap meet. Mom starts asking about broadcasting and whether they are seeking advertisement opportunities. I began to ignore her. I started to rummage through a set of pendants. I find a purple pendant that has the Tree of Life. I set it aside and look for a green one I think I have found one when... I wake up.

In one of the dreams, I was being chased by some dog. I was with EL. We were in some giant fields. There were many rickety old fences. The grass was a luscious green, and the fences a bright brown.

The dog that was chasing us was brown. This other blonde dog was sort of defending us. As the brown dog chased us, the blonde one sort of blocked it and chased after it. I was scared.

We ended up at some random ranch. At this point I was alone. At what was apparently the back of the ranch, there was a giant pen of goats. I noticed that a few of them were red, blue, and green.

Then MA was with me. She sort of toured me around the ranch. We talked a lot. Eventually we ended up in her "house" on the ranch. It was a small but cozy building.

In another dream, I was at some library. I was walking around with a bunch of people from class. As I passed by the shelves, I noticed that there were many video games. I particularly saw lots of Sims titles, and a bunch of these Horsez games (they're meant for kids, like 8 year olds xD).

Then I was somewhere with SA. We were listening to her ipod, which was pink. As she was flipping through the songs I noticed that there were a lot of Fleetwood Mac songs. At the end I was listening to part of one, but I noticed it had a different name on the ipod. Then the dream ended.

I also recall a fragment of me trying to buy something. I was looking through my wallet desperately trying to find two toonies, but I couldn't find one. Eventually I found one.

I also have something about school, pottery, doctor, and french written down, but I can't remember it.

I started off in a large forest. I was a small squad of American soldiers. We were in World War Two...oddly. So, we had some out of date weapons. I had a Thompson though, which was considered a nice gun in WWII. So, as we were walking through the forest, we were suddenly ambushed by Nazis.
"Get to cover!" our commander shouted. There was a nearby ditch(probably part of a creek). We hopped in. We were massively pinned down by the fire.
"We need to find a way to flank them." the commander said. We sat in the ditch waiting.
"We can't sit down here forever." I said. Then, the commander did something surprising.
"CHARGE!!!!!!!!!!!" he shouted. That was an insane idea, but we did as we were told. We hopped out of the ditch screaming and firing. Instantly, a shower of bullets rained down upon the German Nazis. They quickly fell without a fight. Not too many remained. We all split up, and took cover among the trees. I saw a small group of three Nazis. I jumped out and gunned them down. Then, I saw another German out of the corner of my eye.
"Oh s***." I said. He reacted a bit quicker than me. I ran out of the way as he fired, but little did I know, he had a buck-shot. A small spritz of bullets hit my shoulder, and I collapsed to the ground with shrieks of agony. Then, the German was mowed down by my fellow soldiers. They got me up on my feet. I was a-okay. We had won the battle too. So, we went out and celebrated all night. I was not lucid in this dream, because none of my dream signs were present.

NOTES

I am on the bus, and someone stole my right boot, and replaced it with someone else's left boot. WTF.

It's so mundane, and somewhat realistic, I never get lucid.

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frag

sex dream. can't really remember it.