non-lucid

I had a dream that I was alone in my house, but for some reason it was open for anybody to come in. My old friend came in unexpectedly, but I was glad to see him because I haven't seen him in years. He's pretty well known in media, so we started talking about his fame. Eventually I started getting tired of the conversation but he kept talking, and talking, and talking. I was really bored.

Suddenly a couple of naked streetwalker girls, one behind the other, walked in holding giant signs covering their breasts. The signs were advertising free sex. They looked at us, walked over, and put their signs down. The girl in front walked up to me and started trying to talk, but I was embarrassed that they were doing this to me in front of my friend. I kept trying to shoo them away, but the girl instead walked over to my friend and sat with him. Girl that was behind started flirting with me, talking to me with one arm around my shoulders and her other hand rubbing my chest. I started to enjoy myself, and my friend was enjoying his girl, so I stopped being self conscious and decided to have sex with the girl I was with.

I walked her over to the couch next to my friend and sat down. I started looking and my friend lying down with his girl on top of him, and she looked back at me. I looked at my girl and got a big erection. I took off my pants, and my girl dropped on her knees and started masturbating me for a couple of minutes. It felt really good. Then she put my penis in her mouth and started sucked me off. I wanted to to go even further, but the dream ended and I woke up.

Dream

I was in a bus with my mother and younger sister. We were driving to a pool called "Water World". It was an enormous power plant that had also a purpose of a pool. On the way we passed small villages with beautiful gardens and forests with purple leaved trees that were constantly under a water mist coming from power plant. Later on the terrain was flooded, and we finally reached the pool - it was a huge dam with gigantic capacity, filled with water and electricity circuits. Sections of the pool were blocked from each other with a fence. In the distance there were boats that you could sail with.

It was a warm summer day, the Sun was shining high up in the sky. We got out of bus, already in clothes changed for swimming. I was a bit afraid of getting into water as I can't swim. My sister wanted to get into water where it was getting really deep, but mother stopped her. Then she wanted to get a boat, but we all decided to stay close to the dam and don't get far into the reservoir. People were playing beach ball, for some reason everyone had unbelievable strength and balls were flying all across the pool. My classmates appeared and they played beach ball with my sister. I didn't wanted to meet with them, so I said that I'm going to change my clothes. Just in front of the changing room I slipped on the floor. I was alright, entered the changing room and was really surprised - I was wearing a white coloured women underwear and pantyhose I quickly changed my clothes.

False awakening

I woke up in my bed and turned on tv, then I moved to a kitchen (to enter/leave my room I have to go through kitchen). Whole family was there, preparing for coming holidays. I could watch the tv from there - it was a show about a dude who died hit by a bicycle while going downstairs in his school. His girlfriend ripped her heart out and they both haunted the school ever since.

1) On a motorbike, I think I wanted a car so was a bit disappointed, then realised how good it was, fitted a GPS to the handlebar and drove relly fast and it was great.

2) I was performing biliary surgery (not something I do in real life) a nurse was suctionning out loads of fluids and I joked with her about how much there was.

3) I was on call in a hospital and was called out to a patient. Can't remember much about treating the patient. I was walking along a path talking to a nurse and saying it was actually quiet today and we always get called that time of day. Then I was in a canteen sitting at a table. I decided to try to WILD so closed my eyes but it was too noisy I decided it wasn't going to work. I looked at the wall and realised it was a poster about lucid dreaming. The character on the psoter was moving like a film of a lucid dream and I thought 'No! That's not how you lucid dream, he's got it all wrong'. I didn't question whether I was dreaming .

I park my haul truck to get fuel and the lead man is annoyed that I have to stop and get fuel. I poke fun at him for getting upset. I'm working at a mine with the same people and same equipment, but different location (or layout). A woman had been driving the truck on the other shift (but there are no women where I work) and approached me about her missing water bottle. So I go with her to help her find it, offering her different ideas about where it could be or who could have it. She keeps trying to act rough and tough, but I keep teasing her. Finally, it dawns on me that the mechanic who had been recently working on it might have it (this is true IRL).

Then I go back to talk to the boss and the midnight crew (I'm on days) is sitting in a banquet/cafeteria type room with and I think how nice this is compared to our usual lunch room and I'm surprised that everyone is sitting around taking a break. I hear someone say A's gonna like this (sarcastic). So I do over and they show me the route they want me to drive underground and it's full of unnecessary twists and turns. I say, "what the fuck is this shit?", then I wake up.

Ok so I dreamed I was walking through some stores when I found a weird looking outfit made of black leather, so I wore the outfit and then as I wore it I gained the power to fly.
But then, some men in suits and with guns came and shouted that this outfit was theirs and that if I didn't come down, they'd shoot. I refused ofcourse and continues flying higher and higher, then I went deeper into the city towards a skyscraper and I sat on top of it.
I thought it was no fun flying alone so I went back into the city and I brought my friend with me, so me and her continued flying around the city, then as we were flying, we overheard that the men want to lure the people into a park and then try to kill everyone.
So me and my friend hurried to warn the people, no one believed us. Then I told my friend to come with me, before the men come and kill you! I grabbed her and carried her through the park, it was harder to fly and then the men came and started shooting at everyone, luckily my suit had a stealth mode, so I activated it and me and my friend safely passed through the men.
then, I brought her back into her house and then I woke up.

In my dream my sister's Tae-Kwon Do instructor (a master) told my instructor (a fourth degree) that I was to teach and train under him from now on. An my instructor was NOT happy. He gave me this really irritated look and I just kinda shrugged and followed my sister's instructor out the door of my original Tae-Kwon Do school

18/3/16:
(Pretty shocking night of sleep because of my terrible cold, but I managed to sleep in for an extra 1.5 hours after waking up normally so got some extra dreams in. I was so psyched for trying to get lucid this morning but my body rebelled haha)

Fragment: I had some sort of super power.

Dream 1: I was at university with my mentor doing a PhD. We were in a cafeteria, talking about how I was settling in, fees and what subjects I was doing and stuff like that. I think we then leave to go somewhere else but a friend of his bumps into this so we end up sitting back down in another café with him. Eventually the friend leaves and then we go to a park. My mentor suddenly has a dog with him and we go to a little camp site set up in the park. He tries to start a fire while his dog is watching, while I wander off. I think I eventually get lost lol.

Fragment: Video discussing Bearing

Dream 2: I was part of some huge migratory group of people. I believe we had stopped in our tracks, settling down on some hill (that was also like in a shopping centre with toilets and stuff somehow). There was food being passed around, tortilla's/wraps with small bits of meat and vegetables in them. I helped pass plates of the stuff around as I was in better shape than most of the others who I thought needed the food more. While we were stopped a whole bunch of people went to the toilet and there was growing tension over why we were actually stopped and what was going on. I believe the group was made up of a few different factions and old mistrusts had reopened between them. I think I heard that one faction in particular was trying to seize power over the others. I realised that the people I handed food to before were from that faction, so I felt a bit bad and went and got my own food, taking a large stack of the wraps and slicing off big bits of meat from their spits. I'm not sure what happened after that, possibly the argument intensified.

Dream 3: I was watching a streamer play Skyrim and commentate over it. He was discussing how to kill this particular enemy and how it's loot dropped into a lake nearby. He jumped down into the water and then dived down to find it. It was super deep and he though he was going to drown on the way back up. When almost to the top and almost dead he drank a potion of water-walking to try and escape, but it didn't work as he was still underwater (it didn't make him rise any faster). He just barely managed to get to the surface in time, his health bar was almost non-existent. He seemed extremely relieved, as dying there would have been really bad for him. He swam ashore and then spotted two deer coming after him trying to kill him. He didn't try to heal himself or anything, instead he unslung his bow as one charged straight at him and the other went around to the side. He shot an arrow into the one charging straight at him, dealing half its health as damage. Instead of finishing that one off he pulled out two arrows and waited. Just as the deer was about to gore him he lightly pulled back the bowstring and sent one arrow about 5 metres to simply stun the deer and stop it in its tracks for a while. He then started walking backwards, turned to the side and shot the other arrow straight through the heart of the deer approaching from the side, instantly ending its life. He then pulled another arrow out s the deer in front of him started charging again, but the arrow through the skull stopped him before he could gore our hero (:p). The commentator seemed super calm about all this, confident in his skills, and then he started walking up the beach on to his next adventure.

Dream 4: I was in a supermarket with my brother. I think this supermarket had something to do with dreamviews, and the people within it were all supposedly old friends or people I had known on dreamviews (they weren't actually though). I think my brother had just created an account with dreamviews and I was showing him the ropes and all of the people around. I said hi to a young mum walking around with her kid, and told my brother how we used to hang out, then I also saw a 20 something guy I also called out to. We then turned a corner and saw another guy., I told my brother that previously he had swung out of the scaffolding on the side of a building in San Francisco and danced with very little clothing on. We laughed at that and then we turned down another isle and started adding items to the shopping cart.

3.18.16

Remembered when waking up.

1. I'm trying to give a ride to 2 people by telling them to get in my purse. Purse is normal size and we already stuffed their bags in it. Not these 2 females are suppose to fit there. I know it's not possible but I also know it is. It is giving me uncomfortable feeling.

2. I just dropped off a young boy at the school. I am debating with a teacher and this boy how is something not teacher's fault. She can't go back and re-teach kids that she taught 2-3 years ago when that knowledge was not available.

3. I'm at my grammas house, outside in the yard. There is a bed outside or something. I'm not sure what I'm doing. There is lots of yellow colors.

I should preface this by saying that for the last two days I have been having a really rough time getting to sleep. I have been waking up all night long and the oddest things have been waking me up. Light coming through my blinds (which is strange because nothing has changed in my room), lights being turned on by family members in other rooms of the house(this never bothered me before) and of course, my nieces running around because of Spring Break. For the last two days I have been on a smoothie/juice and raw diet, and practicing yoga, which has left me pretty tired. Unfortunately, it hasn't been leaving me tired enough to get into a good sleep.
Last night was the first night this week that I was able to fall into what I consider to be a good sleep. I woke up maybe twice throughout the night, but I was able to return to sleep and dreams.

After the first waking (got up, drank some water), I fell into a dream about a party. I was with my best friend. We were at what seemed like a club. There were lights flashing and a crowd of people in the dark background. She introduced me to a tall, dark man with a beard and a beautiful nose. I seemed to be enchanted by this man... so much so, that I actually put my hand to his face and stroked his beard. I could actually feel the beard on the back of my hand. (Very weird because I am not into beards, really. Well I wasn't until maybe this morning, lol). I woke up.

2nd dream...I am in a house with my best friend. We are staying at someone else's home for some sort of vacation. She has a rolling suitcase with her, its black. We are getting ready to leave. She tells me she is having menstrual cramps, and doesn't feel well at all. She says she needs meds and I go to the kitchen to get them. I am stopped by a man, who I call James (?). I, still in a robe, hug him tightly, then place both my hands on his face and ask him if he wants me to make him some coffee. I forget about my friend and start making coffee. I start the coffee and go into the bathroom to get dressed. All of a sudden I am dressed. I bend over to scrunch my hair, and when I stand up, I am a different person. I have long curly blondish hair, kinda poofy, and I am wearing some long earrings. My eyes are green. My face has full makeup and my body- I am a little over average weight, big hips and a small top. (In waking life, I am tall, average weight, tan with long black hair and brown eyes.) I am wearing a denim jacket and jeans...I leave the bathroom like normal. I see a two other guys standing around, waiting for me- because we are supposed to be leaving. I put both my hands out and kind of tickle one of them and tell him, "ok let's go". I am about to walk out of the front door when I remember the meds for my friend, who is a little grouchy because she has waited so long. I head back to the kitchen and ask her which medicine she prefers and she tells me she wants Tylenol and "the sweet one". I know what that is apparently and I reach into the cabinet to get two packets of meds from two boxes. There is a third box and I think she needs that, too. I am about to get the last packet when I wake up. At that point I just feel sad that I didn't get to give my friend the meds because she is sick.

The first dream seemed very real. However, as I was waking up I could feel that it wasn't. I woke up quickly and didn't slip back into the same dream.

In the second dream, once my outer appearance changed, I knew it was a dream. However, instead of waking up and taking control, I just kept going along with it like it didn't matter. I felt like I was going along to to see where it went. I can remember a lot of details about the "new girl" because I was so surprised. Her face is very clear in my mind.

However... I am wondering what happened to the coffee for James, lol.

Language cafe
I'm at a social gathering / semi language cafe. The coordinator is my thesis supervisor. He makes two groups and splits us up using a wall divider. One side is for people who want to speak in different languages, the other side for people who just want to talk to others. On my side of the wall are perhaps 6 people. I think I end up speaking some Spanish, despite my Spanish being shitty in real life. At a certain point the divider is removed. My classmate Kristen is with some people on the other side of it. She starts crying because the person she was talking to left. She's crying because she just wanted to meet someone and her plan fell through. She's totally burned out. I think my thesis supervisor tries to comfort her, though at this point he may have also turned into one of the other lecturers, who isn't capable of being very supportive.

Fragments
» I'm at a camping site. Several of my friends are there. It's already a bit dark out and it's quite a mess around here. As if a multi-day festival just took place... or a flood. We're working on inflating my mattress. It's quite a big thing. You can even open it using a zipper and then store your bags inside for safekeeping. There's also a flute looking attachment which you can use to manually inflate it a bit more. I recall talking to a guy I haven't met before, but I'm not sure what it was about.

» I'm at a train station. I was sitting on the train, but a bit panicly came out. I think because I was afraid to miss my stop. Whilst walking the length of the platform my grey hat gets blown from my head and lands on the train tracks perhaps 5 or 10 metres away. It instantly combusts, though it partially survives. Physically I don't respond to this at all. In my mind I think it sucks, cause I bought that one in Indonesia. It is my own fault. I could feel my hat shifting a little bit due to the wind, but did nothing to stop it. The second pull is what made it fly away.

» We've gone on a trip with our class and now we're headed back.. by bus? We're going back to the central meeting point. One girl is disappointed by that, cause her house is in the opposite direction.

» I'm with some classmates. One of them is making a fuzz over having kissed one of our classmates.

» I'm sitting in class. Two of my classmates are arguing and eventually it resorts to one of them being silent and the other intermittently shouting "why won't you listen to me?!" or something along those lines. After a while the lecturer threatens to stop the lecture if my classmate doesn't stop interrupting it. My classmate says he'll be cool, but in the end.. nope.

It was an early summer afternoon. I was going back home from school. I looked at the dark, cloudy sky - thunderstorm was coming. I was with group of classmates, but on the way they all dispersed except for a blonde dude. As I was getting closer to my home, I felt arising danger. Suddenly a local drunk of my hometown appeared. He was driving a car - it was a silver Volkswagen car. He was driving in my direction and smiling ominously.

He hit me with the car and I landed on my back in a wayside trench, hitting ground with my head. It happened so quick that I only felt car hitting my body and ending down the trench, I haven't felt pain. The thunderstorm started, it was raining and thunders shot across the sky. I couldn't move, everything went black. Water quickly filled the trench, I tried to hold my breath, thinking if that blonde dude would get me out of the water. He didn't, I tried to hold my breath but I managed to do it only for a short while. The water was cold, it filled my lungs and body quickly, I have drowned. The feeling of cold water on my skin and lying down there, filled with the liquid - my last sensations were somehow calming, even pleasurable.

Suddenly I found myself on the roadside. The clouds have dispersed, but it was still grim. I entered my house and felt like going to toilet. I entered it and in place of toilet seat I saw a huge pink stroller. I thought about a monster that could possibly hide inside the stroller, but then with another thought I declined such possibility. Suddenly random people appeared from nowhere, and the place quickly changed from a toilet in my house to a hotel room. It was a bit modestly, but modernly furnished. People prepared to drive for a trip while I was just waking up. I thought that it's good that I have a contract with travel agency, as they give me 10% of their profit for taking guests.

3.18.16

Last night bed around 10pm. Woke up from nightmare at 1:26am.

I don't remember having this nightmare since childhood. A few nightmares about churches, but not this same feeling.

DR
I'm in a church thats illuminated by soft yellow light of many candles. There is some force that I'm desperately trying to stay away from. I know it knows I am there, but I'm trying really hard to stay away from it's sight.

There is some singing and I either sing or participate in the last song that I'm still humming when I wake up. It's a well known classical piece.

I'm quickly putting away a chair behind a curtain in a room, not wanting to be seen. Then I quickly kneel on a side of large bed with other people. It's some kind of a ritual, not in a bad way, more like celebrating or rather commemorating. Jesus/baby Jesus is on the bed, or just a representation of him. Bed sheets are yellow/golden and white, same as everything else in 2 rooms I can see. The bed is large, it fills up the whole small room. This room doesn't have walls on at least 2 sides, only corners, and golden/whitish heavy drapes are hanging in these corners.

I never see this force, but the image of it I have is that it's something taller than avarage human. It never really hurt me, I don't know why I am so scared of it. The childhood recurring dream with same force is me walking around the neighborhood at night and this force being there as well.

1) Some sort of very long dirve with my children to get some lunch. We had lunch then started driving back. A waitress came up to the side of the car as we were driving with another portion of food. there was a lot more to this dream I wish I could remember it.

2) In some sort of concrete underground structure with our dog. He wandered over to an elevator in the corner and there was a woman there who sent him back to us. Then a very large muscled man came over and was stroking the dog. He suddenly slapped my wife very hard across the arms. I knew I couldn't do anything phyically so shouted 'Do you mind?' and e looked shocked and walked away, my wife didn't seem too bothered.

3) Talking on the phone in a corridor in some sort of college. 4 students raced up and grabbed the phone. I recognised them and knew I had just seen them on TV they were going to take part in some amazing magic event (I read about Paul Daniels dying today). I was excited to see them and was going to ask if I could join in, it was so exciting.

4) An old work colleague had moved to a flat in London opposite the Royal London Hospital. In the background I could see the HEMS helipad. He was building his own helipad to fly his light aircraft from. He was telling me how his wife had messed up his tunnel to the pad and it was downstairs, he really wanted to come out in the bright sunlight. I looked around his helipad, it looked good I could see all the detail of the metalwork holding the safety netting around the edge. He was talking to me and I decided I needed some cups of tea, I poured the first 2 into cups then the next one into a cat basket, and the next into something else soft - they soaked up all the tea so I decided it wasn't the best idea.

I dreamt I was visiting some friends in Canada, that recently had to move back. We had arrived at their Tae-Kwon Do school, one was wearing his dobak with a camo belt (a kids rank) I was really confused becuase he's a third degree and out ranks a kids rank? I walked up to him and smiled and said hi. He smiled back and gave me a really big hug. I told him I couldn't go to class becuase I had to get settled, he started walking with me back to the house where we were all staying. "What are you doing," I ask. He replies,"I don't want to go to Tae-Kwon Do." Which really confused me becuase we're all obsessed with it. He then gives me a really big hug and tells me he missed me. I then smile and wake up.

Dreamt I was a photographer on a job taking pictures of a gorgeous mixed woman with freckles.