non-lucid

My house have turned into a huge castle. I was inside it with my siblings. The living room has changed into throne room, and my brother was a king. He told me that I must leave, being banned by him from his kingdom. When going out of the house, the trapdoor to the attic opened, and someone jumped down, landing in front of me. It was a young female. She had red hair and she was wearing a blue dress. Looking at her face I saw that she is a vampire. I immediately ran back into throne room, and told everyone about the vampire. The king immediately ran after the vampire. I followed him outside. Everything got a film grain and browny shades. I saw my brother running after sister, and thought "Back in time?". I opened the doors to castle and went inside.

Suddenly I found myself in a city. It was a warm summer noon. I was in an alley surrounded by tall buildings. It was leading to train station. I recalled that I was in that city before. It was a city from dream "Siege", which I have visited at the date 2015-08-23. I have attained lucidity. I made a successful nose plug RC, and ran towards the train station. It was place near the sea. Having no idea what should I do, I decided to finally learn flying. As I started to fly, I had a weird feeling. It was like I felt gravity working upon my body. I thought about a good way to fly, and I've got an idea. Position of my legs was controlling the height of my fly. When I had the legs straight, I was flying forward, slowly loosing height. When I lowered my legs, I was flying up, and when I bended my knees I was flying down. I was also flopping my hands like a brid does with it's wings. I made a few barrel rolls, flips and other evolutions. The dream slowly started to fade away, and I have waked up.

Sleeping: August 29th 2015, 10 PM (UTC +7)
Awake: August 30th 2015, 7 AM (UTC +7)

Non-Dream, Non-Lucid, Lucid, False Awakening

What could be worst? Illogical dream that isn't last one before I wake up. (Thanks, Aqua's dreams are quite logical.) My recall is like... "lol, nope.", and I can be frustrated enough if I can't recall this great dream. I haven't had something random like this in a while. This one's completely made from imagination. I can't remember chronological sorting well.

After long hours of working with my friends in school in the evening, we left to our place. I didn't know where they were going, but I had to find a place to sit on. My closest friend decided to follow me. We went to a pavilion on the corner of road intersection, inside school, waiting for our parents. (We're supposed to wait outside, but oh well.) I picked up my phone, checked the time and it said 17:11. (5:11 PM) Soon, my friend left, walked out of school.

I continued sitting there, wondering why I was even doing this. An old car came in front. Someone went out, placed a bag nearby and told me to take care of it. I was confused, but nodded. He got in his car. Nothing happened afterwards, he disappeared completely. It was already night, felt like midnight to be exact. I didn't understand why my dad wasn't here yet, but I still did nothing. Soon, I walked off to a restroom. Things were dark and scary. Nevertheless, I felt brave enough for it.

After I came out, I walked out of the school through front doors. Time flew fast while I was walking, it turned into noon. Now, the whole city looked much better than before. Things looked lively. Crowded. I crossed the road to another side. Standing in front of a building having no idea what to do. I picked up my phone and checked the time. It showed somewhere around 10 PM (22:xx). I realized I was dreaming, so I'd rather explore the dream. I turned behind me, saw the building's door lifted up. There was a basement staircase inside, so I just walked in. I was then in the food court of a shopping mall. Wandering around as I noticed I dreamt about this place few months ago.

After few minutes, I ended up sitting down. Things went as usual. A waiter came, I ordered some. There were a group of people running down the stairs to my place. I ignored them and just played a game on my phone. As soon as I picked my phone up, I remembered what I was doing. It was just a few seconds for myself to lose lucidity. Situation went bad. Those people started messing with this dining area. They punched/shot several people. I was still calm. Let out a sigh and walked away.

I woke up as soon as I stood up in my dream. Recalled this dream. Also, I was able to recall some more fragments stuck in my mind. One being myself playing an old game I used to play when I was 8-9. However, I had to use username "AquaBlitz12" as my "AquaBlitz11" was used. This was a real life case though. Someone, assumably from Terraria server I was moderating on, took my name. My real life decision was never to get back on this game again. (I'm serious about my name though. ) Another one being some bomb incidents. No more than these for recalls.

Related dreams

• Pre-Journal Entry - Unknown Date - Death Game

Black: non-dream
Blue: non-lucid
Red: lucid

Dream 1 - Skating on water
I recall skateboarding around (I don't skate at all IRL) a platform of concrete stairs by the coast with a couple of people. The sky's filled with dark rain clouds and I see some viking-like boats by the nearby shore. I forgot most of what happened until eventually me and a friend come back to this area. We're in a hurry to stop one of the viking boats floating away. The sky is pouring down as I bolt down the stairs towards the shore, I spot a skateboard left by one of the people I had been skating with earlier (I believe his name is TK or TJ). I spot TK still skating around, he sees me snatch up one of his boards and follows to see what we're up to. I jump onto the board and bolt towards the shore. I'm still going forward even as I reach the water, which my board just absolutely glides across from the momentum of the speed I had build up reaching there. I see another board in the water and do a trick onto it.. But it failed and I kind of just slip and continue on with the whole waterboarding thing. In my head I think to myself that it's okay because my friend behind me will need a board to keep up with me on. We reach the ship and just start like.. Doing something? I don't know... We did something and everything was okay. I remember saying something like "oh no, I can see the gorilla, he's nearby so we have to hurry". Behind the boat maybe 50m away was a silverback gorilla just casually walking around. But now I noticed the sea level was rising so we head off. I should probably describe the shore a bit better, there are lots of rocky outcrops in the area which poke out of the water, it's a smooth red-brown hard rock too. We head over to some of these rocks following someone who seemed to know the way. What we end up doing is akin to some serious rock-climbing on slippery surfaces. We climb around the rocky area, I distinctly remember how detailed and vivid the place was. It was pretty incredible. I remember the pools of water rippling as the rain hit the surface. But at some point I saw that the gorilla was climbing with us at the back of the group (the guy in the front was some buff dude who reminded me of a martial arts master, then it was me, and behind me was my friend who was a bit slower. At the very back was the gorilla). I felt and saw the hand of the gorilla as I realized it was getting closer, but I ended up waking.

Dream 2 - Lucid in Waiwera
I remember just walking down a wooden walkway, my feeling was that I was in Waiwera. The walkway wasn't long (about 15m in front of me it ended), to the right of which there was a white beach house with a blue roof. To the left were a couple palm trees, beyond which was a mudflat during low tide. Ahead of me I saw my old friend Aaron, I don't know what was going on but in my head I keep thinking that he was on a tricycle but I just can't seem to remember it. Anyways...
As I was walking I just knew that it was a dream. I had the option to continue in the dream state or become aware and take control. I decided to take control and pushed my mind into an aware state, it felt like a struggle but the transition was interesting. I then proceeded to walk around, looked at my hands, clapped to solidify the lucidity and then walked again. I then tripped up and ended up in a crab like stance, trying to hold onto the dream... I then woke up pretty amazed I got lucid (since I haven't been able to recall any dreams over the past few days).

I was a boy and I had a brother. His name was Wes. Somehow we had joined a cult like group. It was evil. The pentagram was everywhere, being carved into people’s skin. It was dark and there were evil ogres everywhere. There were some male humans, they looked depressed and malnourished. There were rows of human heads, there was a hand with the fingers cut off nailed to the wall. Wes and I sat down trying to go unnoticed. We wanted out. I knew our father wouldn’t want us there. All this was Wes’s idea and he was realizing just how bad it was. I somehow got us out. Our father was an ogre, but of a nicer kind. At this point I was just an observer. The father was driving a van and Wes was sitting in the back. The other brother was out chopping weeds. He called for Wes but Wes didn’t want to go. The father said, “Maybe you’re more like me than you realize.” The father realized that he did belong in the cult, just not with his other brother. The father is a diplomat for the cult. He goes there and talks in front of the others on a podium in the day time. He’s trying to advocate for the women’s rights. They have an equal right to kill and torture. Some of them start complaining that his sons haven’t been contributing.

I’m on a boat in the day time. I’m going out with a group and several other boats for commercial fishing. The water is clear and a captain is explaining stuff to us. He explains that when the rudders break he has to call an expert who knows what he’s talking about. The boats start going and one almost collides with a couple of people on a raft, which the captain is annoyed about. On our boat the captain sees a note from one of the crew members that they had an appointment and won’t be on the boat until later in the day. That simply means they got left behind for good. We go to clean out their room and there are a lot of protein shakes of a specific brand. It’s chocolate milk flavored. It’s supposed to last for 15 years and we all discuss how gross that is. There’s a room filled with animals. There’s a little poodle and several cats and kittens. We have fun playing with the animals and petting them. We set up a little area for the cats to keep them from escaping and give them access to food and water. At some point I jump off the boat and I keep going down, down, down. I never stop going down until I start forcing myself up. I’m worried about my ears. My ear drum is perforated in real life and I’m not supposed to get water in my ears. I realize I can breathe, albeit I still feel oxygen depleted and I realize that I’m sleeping so it doesn’t matter. But I start to worry that I can still get water in them while I sleep.

D driving me somewhere and my mom posting Instagram pictures of her 3 yorkies lined up.

Sarah’s son plays games like chitty chitty bang bang and has a british accent. Hailey occupies my old room at my mom’s house and I tell her to get dressed by throwing two shirts at her. “Oops, that one was supposed to be underwear.” She’s laying in the bed and I need her for something. I’m shopping for astrological books online and they’re all hundreds of dollars. I decide to go with the cheapest version, which is paperback. The amazon fire version was cheapest at $70 but I don’t have a fire. Then I realize the “cheap” paperback is way overpriced anyways so I don’t buy any at all. I want to see a show about a certain historical site turned into a museum but that’s also expensive. I go for the cheapest show which is in a small, curtained dressing room. The guy is doing some illusory tricks but he’s not very good at them. I steal his wallet, tip him $5 from it, and leave. I start feeling bad and turn around to return it. I feel like Nicki Minaj or something. I realize that D and I have more money than him anyway so there’s no point in stealing. I’m very resistant to returning it, though.

Continuing catching up using pictures, primarily for my own enjoyment/recall/reliving my adventures. I will come back to edit and add text descriptions next, since the pictures convey the jest of the dream only to me and won't tell anyone else reading enough about the dreams.


9/3/15 I see two co-workers (J and K) in the office wearing bikinis

I realize that this makes no sense, that I am dreaming and have a little sexual fun with J. She was not sitting like this and she had a floral print bikini on instead, but it was hard to find a picture so this will have to do. #373

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9/1/15 - non-lucid but vivid, up in a beautiful mountain pass



Another beautifully vivid non-lucid riding an ATV down a long stretch of beach with little streams rolling in from the land to my right. I am fording the streams as I ride down the beach. Awesome!



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8/31/15 semi-lucid sex with younger female politician in her chauffeured car.

8/30/15 -

Spoiler for sexual content:

G+C night. Lucid sex with wife and later with C from around the corner who wanted to have a threesome or foursome, bringing in J - the nurse and wife of N - she had a very firm butt. Later sex with Girl Friday who had her legs spread and her "ahem" looked odd but with some mental will I got it to look more realistic.

Counting 2 LD's in this series of lucidity. The only pictures I would use here would be disallowed. #371&372

8/22/15 - I am looking at a model of an old mining area

somewhere like Colorado and I think it must be beautiful view from up there at the top where the old silver mine was and especially from this tower like hill at the top of the mountains

when I get the inspiration to fly up there and when I start floating I fully realize that I am dreaming! I have such a joyful flight! I fly slower, then medium speed, then fast and faster using arm pointing much like Superman. I see forest areas below

then as I approach the top of the mountain a cool fog is rolling in over parts of the mountains.

I look for clearings and go to the highest clear sections and turn around for the view back down I was imagining earlier when looking at the model. Instead of a city down below I see long stretches of glowing mountains

and old lava flows...but there is warmth rising from them

as if there was a recent lava flow and also the glowing! What the mind comes up with is so beautiful!!! I am immensely enjoying this experienceand at some point get lost in it, turning toward the left and seeing some old town and becoming semi-lucid and eventually non-lucid as I make my way to a city and cars driving and a car having trouble with a parking garage gate hitting it...a taxi and then a convertible and then guys head. I make my way into a huge movie theater megaplex. One movie "4L" I had been wanting to see but was it any good? They had names for each theater and some were "Nationwide" as in the same theater was named the same name and had the same movie nationwide. Wake thinking about the theater and then feeling the elation still in my heart, I quickly recall my lucid adventure just before it!

*I am in a busy restaurant setting and I'm surprised to see L from Texas - E's sister and suspicious I'm dreaming. I look at my hand unclear...want to make sure in front of family before doing anything crazy. At some point I convince myself sufficiently and let her

Spoiler for sexual content:

give me a blow job but it is almost out of view under table so later I decide to lay on the table and continue getting the blow job in full view as a challenge/proof to self. At some point becomes a different person giving a decent blow job.

Spoiler for sexual content:

*BTS w/same intention but toyed with "As soon as I start dreaming"
I got lucid in a restaurant again and I see a young female sitting by herself and I float up to her and I offer

Spoiler for sexual content:

up my "ahem" and she gives me a nice blow job

and when she looks up I notice how gorgeous she is and very innocent looking

and I just want to kiss her. I give her a nice big kiss open mouth kiss and then move towards

Spoiler for sexual content:

intercourse taking off her clothes. we have intercourse for a while and I am making noises while I enjoy it

and she giggles a little bit so I give her a little playful slap on the cheek and she bites my hand. Not wanting it to turn bad I ignore the bite and tell myself that she's biting very softly , just a little nibble. I then work my hand out of her mouth and move on and either wake up or move into another lucid dream.
*Later we are at some house needing to take off before these bad guys come and me and my son get out of the truck and get it started but my wife is taking her time but the bad guy hasn't noticed her yet. She's taking her time jumping in the truck and the guy catches up my first thought was to back up over him but then I might hit my wife so I stay patient and eventually she hops in and we peel out and get away just in time. As I'm going up this one street it looks like it's dead ending but I figure I'll just bust through the gate and keep going in case they're following us in a car. but as I head up toward that dead in the car jumps a small hill we go unrealistically airborne and I realize I'm dreaming again! I take the truck and fly through the air for a little while before waking up. #367-370
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8/21/15 - Strange image flashes on computer screen and think this must be a dream and look at my hand - 6 fingers. Float around throughout house then outside and get frisky with a cute female. Later get lucid again and thinking wow, this is my 3rd LD but I can only remember 2 so just counting 2. #365&366

8/20/15 - Became lucid twice from unrealistic sensations of being out of control. One was out of control on a bike and the other a backwards free fall. Also semi-lucid racing down three huge ramps at mall. #363&364

8/15/15 - Mantra "As soon as I enter a dream, I realize I am dreaming" + visualization of realizing using previous non-lucid dreams front the night. I find a gorgeous brunette

in this big indoor oblong arena.

Spoiler for sexual content:

We have intercourse

and after a while I see a pretty, unassuming blonde

and motion to her.

Spoiler for sexual content:

I put my "ahem" in her mouth. It feels good but she doesn't seem very experienced.

Later LD, the shorts I still can't forget

The shorts were slightly looser than this but just as short AND she pulled them up to highlight her gorgeous shape as we

Spoiler for sexual content:

have foreplay on the bed. Then oral.

It may be hard to convey, but this dream was super-hot and is sticking with me weeks later as of the time of creating this online entry. #361&362
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8/9/15 - Become lucid exploring an abandoned house looking for a cute female to fool around with. None found. #360

Using the "If I were dreaming (I would)" mantra or mindset a lot during this period IWL.

The apocalypse has come. I was one of survivors, armed with AK47 I was tracking after a survivor group that could help me. I entered a police station. It was dark, with only a few red spotlights. The building was in fatal state, and there was huge mess inside of it. I readied my weapon and went inside. Suddenly I heard a high pitched shriek. Furniture was thrown by unknown forces, and then I was surrounded by demons. I shot at one taking cover behind a desk in front of me, while a group of demons were flanking on me from the left, and another demon was just behind me. I shot them all and escaped to some village. I used radio to contact with survivor group, and they told me that they were inside a shack in a bog. I ran there, reaching underpass and then mines that ked to another side of mountain. The only way to reach them was through those mines, but they were swarming with zombies. I entered the mines, but I had to run away as soon as I did it. Escaping I killed huge swarm of zombies, only to get a "Sucker!" message on my radio. I received it from the survivors.

Not too much detail for this, but this one involved being in either a dark room or an alleyway, and I remember it could be an alley because there was a police car circling the area. Maybe police being in my dreams is a representation of guilt? But I don't feel guilty about anything super important, so that's strange.

Another fragment of a dream from last night is where I seemed to be in a dark building's entrance, passing by my parents, and going out into a big bright room with other people I know. ...This one ended up getting a little sexual, but that's not the point. It appears that the sexual portion was a result of mild lucidity, so that's a good sign I suppose.

Both dreams from last night weren't very memorable and were small, but I need to write them down here regardless.~

Deild after wbtb - first on my back attempting wild- then turn over to sleep on side after falling asleep and waking ( position needed changing)
Wow !A very clear exit and entry into dream - exellent
Just coming out of a nl where Gs and me were on a train and some kids startet climbing all over is getting to know us - what fun - then we were all togethe in a store picking up some food shopping when everything went dark/faded... I started to wake up but at the same time remembered reading about this in other dramers DJ acounts - scene changes...here could be one dream ending and one beginning - Jack pot !!!

So as the dream faded and I realised it laying quiet and still went gentlt backover the dream last dream - feeling the dream quality - after pondering the dream for few moments thing felt different ...it was Deild time ... I hold still and waited and watched for signs - some one souted out some lylics ; a song was playing on a radio... then again and the instruments kicked in ( cool !)
I had my head down against some thing so i start to bring my head up and watch out for something in the darkness. I start to see other cars going by ,and know i am in a car in the back seat - I open thew window, the car is full - with 2 in front and 2 in back I'm on the right in the back seat.The radio is on playing cool music.

Everything is super clear and i am in total awe as i look around taking scenery in knowing I am dreaming

We pull into a petrol station for fuel and the big guy driving gets out and stretches... the car brgins to roll away and looks like it will crash - I grab hold of the wheel and steer the car around and back to the pump -,the man looks abit anoyed at me.I am amazed henanoyed but its still clearly a dream so i respond -
i just say' i thought you needed a hand there'

The other 3 in the dar were all focusing on me at this point and I remembered I had wanted a dream with DC's - so i could ask questions and so I could do the ' fart totm' ... I tried hard to squeeze one out but it was not happening! I should have given up but just kept squeezing trying to do a fart so I could own up to it... I woke up ... still at least nothing had actually come out - wasnt expecting that task to be so demanding ha ha

My first super clear and stable - seemless - dield/wild ~ Thankyou!

Morning of September 4, 2015. Friday.



My senses are not very clear in this sequence. Firstly, I am playing some sort of game with an unseen character (seemingly by proxy via some sort of radio broadcast but he may also be “present” though disembodied) though the plays and outcome are quite abstract and hard to describe and follow. The playing field is illogically on an otherwise featureless area of an electronic keyboard (where the voice settings and other features would otherwise be). There is something to do with placing very short lengths of “hair” (of only about one centimeter) into a pattern that seems to have no particular form. It seems difficult and annoying. We had apparently been playing awhile because the shape that is supposedly mine is like a large circular form, but it seems the other character is winning (though I am not sure why or even what the purpose or rules are). Eventually, as I do not seem to be the winner, I pick up my game result and it is somewhat like a furball though seemingly made of drawn lines that somehow are separated from the surface that they were originally drawn on.

Later, I am on my side in a bed that is outside near an isolated intersection in a wooded area during the afternoon. I get a vague impression that there may be large dinosaurs (such as a tyrannosaurus) in the area. There is no fear or perceived threat of any kind, though. It is almost as if I am aware I can create any creature I want and have it run around by the intersection and along the perimeter of the forest. I absentmindedly choose not to focus more clearly to do this, though. Instead I am playing around with an electronic drum kit that also is like a digital sampler to capture at least an octave range of a particular sample.

I press something (some sort of small rectangular button) and sample the ambiance of the area, which is barely audible. I try to play a melody on the pads, but the sample is not loud enough to hear. I try again and get some ambiance that is slightly louder, but mostly only wind through the trees, my breathing, and a distant (unknown) animal sound. From here, I am able to play a random melody with a rather odd sound (almost like a person saying “huh?”), though which eventually sounds more and more like an electric guitar. I remember that sound can be recorded from anywhere and turned into anything else.

Setting:
The scene is an open, craggy desert mountain region not unlike that of Pakistan or other mountainous desert regions. My POV is on one side of a 40-foot wide crack in the ground, while on the other side there lay a green catwalk hanging over the canyon, and behind it sat a large water-tank looking thing. Many details were forgotten by the time I wrote the dream down, sadly.

[Plot begins; POV above canyon]:
Terrorists had tried to attack the industrial area by going through the canyon, which proved futile for many -- considering they had been quickly dispatched by US military personnel. However, one still lied, half buried in the sand, struggling to keep breathing.

[POV across canyon from the water tank]:
At this point, Obama (in a suit and white hard hat) walks out from the left of the water tank with an entourage of construction workers and military officers. He's asking questions and observing the area, prospecting.

[POV in canyon]:
The man suffering in the canyon grabs his M9 pistol, and points it backwards towards his head. He shouts in Arabic twice, and begins to pull the trigger. Suddenly, some coiled garden hose came into his reach and he grabbed on. It pulls him out of the sand at which point he gets a clear view of Obama. He took the shot, and killed Obama.

[Change setting to looking at TV video of assassination]:
I feel sad, and begin to wonder what Biden will do with the presidency. I discuss this with myself for ~3 minutes.

[Plot ends; wake up]

Note:
- Before dreaming, I hadn't had my usual glass of water before bed...
- This dream resulted in a hormonal high for the rest of the day. Now, whenever I think of it, the same feeling comes back. Rather pleasant, really.

[Fragment; not related to plot]:
I'm floating up above a massive desert town. Kinda like a Las Vegas but slightly more dusty and fake looking. For once I'm actually kinda flying, but it's not like I am physically up there; it's more that the "camera" of the dream is in the sky. It was really cool up there.

[Plot begins; change setting to below]:
I'm in some sort of academic tour of a seemingly historical area with my "social studies class". We're in a small building (pictured below):

Anyways, we were on our way through (doing a gallery walk) while a class from another school was on their way out the way we came. There was an artifact we were supposed to be looking at, but the only artifact I saw was a girl.

She was Asian (reminiscent of someone I used to know), and rather beautiful. But what surprised me more was that she noticed me and shot me a smile from across the room; I did the same. As we walked by each other, we both said "hi" simultaneously. I felt pretty good

[Plot continues; change setting to my house]:
It's night time. I walk out onto my porch where my mom is chilling out, playing games on her iPad. Dad guns it up the driveway in an old (like 30 years old) beat-up red Chrysler coupe with groceries, and stops magically at the top of the driveway. He's looking a bit crazy-eyed.

At this moment, I get a call. I answer, and I hear this:
"Hi! I'm Ki, the girl you saw at camp today. I looked through the directories and databases to find your number, but I just wanted to tell you about myself! I grew up in [censored for privacy], too! --"
She proceeds to tell me a bit about her singing, and she proceeds to sing a couple rock songs, and was astoundingly good at it! She then hung up. Feelin' pretty good

My mom checked my email and discovered that Ki had written an email to me as well, and proceeded to give me an all-knowing "you've got yourself a girlfriend" glance.

[Plot ends; setting doesn't change]:
My parents task me with bringing our car to the neighbors and parking it. I asked Dad to move my car out of the way, and he proceeded to show me his collection of random crap he had stuffed in my car (like in the headliner and the vents). This collection included broken Joker figures wrapped in paper towels and Dim Sum posters...

[Wake up]

I literally haven't updated in 2 years. Wow. I'm going to try Lucid Dreaming once again, now that I no longer have school to worry about. So I have a few recent dreams I'd like to go through first... I don't remember too many details of course, but it's better than writing nothing. It's also better than writing each one separately, given how short they are.

1. I was in some sort of small warehouse room being held at gunpoint by some dude in a trench coat. For some reason, we swapped jackets, but he forgot he left another gun in his, so I took it out and shot him dead.

2. Multiple violent dreams of being in fights with random people.

3. Many dreams lately about spending time with my sort of gf. (Long story, don't ask.) Probably having these because I miss her a lot.

4. In my school looking for gf constantly, she turns a corner as I'm running towards her and she's gone completely. I spend the rest of the dream frantically searching for her.

5. A bunch of different dreams involving my old houses I used to live in, talking to my parents about various things.

That's all I remember recently.

I'll continue to update regularly from now on. It's good to be back!

Transitioning from a scene where I'd been holding a sword, thinking about the danger of carrying a sword without a sheath, fully aware this wasn't about literal swords.

Three siblings meet on a road after a long time apart. One of the brothers is wearing armor and leading a small group of people fighting for some cause in his name; there's less than a hundred of them. The other brother and sister have just appeared hovering in the air, having traveled a vast distance in moments. The brother, I think of as a young version of myself; he's dressed in black, and says nothing throughout the scene, and there's a bloody vertical line over his heart, which I associate both with the heartless motif and with the sword in the previous scene. The sister is dressed in vibrant green, and I think of her as a witch. I'm thinking how much they've all changed since the last time they saw each other.

The brother with the small army asks his sister if he could move like they do. She says he could, but he'd have to start wearing higher collars. It's a reference to the scar over the other brother's heart, who looks uncomfortable at the mention; the implication of her words is that this isn't something to enter into casually.

I'm looking at the army traveling with him, and thinking about how much they've changed as well; I remember them with paint on their faces, thinking of them then as closer to a family rather than a lord and his followers, and I'm thinking that they've lost their identity, changing to suit the land they're traveling through. I'm thinking they were better off before they took up this cause.

I had the audacity to try and stop scary guy (king in GOT) from hitting someone (his daughter?).
So he picked me up by the throat and hit me about a bit then throw me to the ground.
I felt totally powerless...

(Evidently feelings of being overwhelmed from 1st day of school term)

Went off and met two guys, in dream were Australian workers having some lager. Recognised as teachers I knew.Plotted to go back and overthrow evil king.

9.2.15

Sleep 2pm - 9:40pm

1.
I'm visiting friends in thier new place. It's a huge building, more like a hotel. It's super modern and safe.

I'm going to take a shower and it seems like the showers ans sinks and all that are arrainged in a long room that is devided by doors. Access to this room is from the hallway via many entries. So when you get inside, you lock the doors on the lef and right and the entry and that part is only yours. I do that when someone tries to get in. A kid is pushing a stroller and tries to keep the door open to get through, with his family following him. I ask them to use another "unit" since this one is already occupied. It occurs to me, that this expensive housing doesn't provide private bath for the renters.

Now I'm in a room with some kids and their mom from the place AH. Suddenly mom floats up in the air, laughing, that washing machine next room always does that to her. I feel the pull too and now I'm also floating up.

Next we go for a walk outside of this building. There is a long garden alongside the building. Individual gardens are not separated by fence, but they are one long thing, just like the bathroom was. It's also wery narrow, only maybe 25 feet wide because of the cliff. The gardens are very green lush, lots of grass, flowers, hanging plants, vines on support structures.

The ledge is very abrupt and it looks like the space behind it is very deep. I don't see it, but I can imagine. One of the kids I'm out with steps close to the ledge. Now I can see the clouds next to us and that gives me feeling of how high we really are. I tell him to step back a bit and this little brat steps closer to the cliff, so part of his foot is actually overhanging. I get pissed and scared and then he steps down and starts carefully walking. I realize on that part there is more ground underneath, not a dropoff. I tell him to get back right away but he is not coming. Maybe he knows what I will do to him when he does : P

2.
A guy walks near me but I don't look. He asks about our shoes next to the door, if the collection place takes them too. Somebody says yes, so he throws 2 pairs into his bag and he hurries down the stairs. Now I look and it's a dirty homeless dude. I grab him by the shirt collar to stop him and yell at my dad to come quick.

3.
I just pulled my pants down and I'm sitting down to the toilet when my auntie walks into the room. Toilet is in the middle of some room. She tries not to look at me and I try to pee, but can't with her being there.

She asks why I din't make coffee yet and we look at 2 water boilers and I tell her which one boils water faster. But I point out that none of them are plugged in.

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Few days ago - Ophelia calls me to get on the internet