non-lucid

I was in a home that had big open rooms, blocky designs and huge glass walls all the way around it and filled with art deco furniture. This particular home was over looking a forested area. I could see the tops of pine trees surrounding the house. In the middle of the house, there was a fair small, square pool. It was double the size of an elevator shaft. The bottom of the pool was black marble, which made seeing the bottom impossible. rising up from the pool was a giant black marble obelisk, built into one of the sides of the pool and it rose all the way to the ceiling. There was a set of stairs that wrapped their way around the pool and lead to the second floor where there was a ledge that looked like it was for jumping into the pool below. This is what SA and I were doing. We would jumping together into the pool and run back up the stairs to jump in again.

At some point I noticed a creepy guy, who was on the second floor snapping our pictures with an SLR camera as we jumped into the pool. When I would jumped from the ledge and into the water, I could hear the shutter of his camera snapping and the film advancing rapidly, like he was getting action pics of us falling into the water.

I finally got up the nerve to walk up to the guy and I asked him what the hell he wanted. He told me that he wanted to take some pictures of SA and asked me if I would mind. I told him that I wouldn't mind, but made the excuse that SA had to "go get ready". This is when I told SA to leave, but for some reason I kept jumping into the pool. Moments passed, which is when the creepy photographer asked if he could take some pictures of me while we waited for SA. Though I was feeling uneasy, I still told him that it would be fine. He then asked me to run laps around the second floor, which I did.

Last night I didn't remember any complete dreams, main cause is getting up at 06:00 in the morning to study for math a bit. (The exam went okay but I'll have to wait and see for the results...)
I did hav one dream-fragment.

1. Ireland

Just before waking up I hear Irish Folklore music, quiet loud actually.


Anyway, we're slowly approaching the end of 2 nail-biting weeks and the most stressful day has yet to come, the results!

Semper Fidelis

I'm writing this a relatively long time after I woke up.

This dream revolved around all the One Piece characters. There was some enemy the Strawhat Pirates had to beat, but the enemy proved extremely strong. Luckily, Goku(I was Goku in the dream) was on his way. I was flying high in Super Saiyan mode. Super Saiyan, because the enemy was really strong. I flew over a well and felt I had to go in the well, because apparently the enemy was in there.

This is most of what I remember. If there as a fight, I did not experience it and most likely forgot.

I don't remember a lot from the first dream. But I recall becoming lucid than leaving the house to run from this girl that was annoying me. I started walking with these other two girls outside and ended up in a school i think. I was about to go to sleep than a dance teacher guy told me to get up because he was going to start dance class.[lost lucidity after that] I was told that i had to do a move where i would have to slide from the left than to the right. I tried but gave up cause i felt i looked stupid doing it. Than a boy came up to me and said he would show me how its done. He tried but than i just walked away because i was nervous. Than a girl came out of no where and said she was mad at me and going to give me the silent treatment. I said sorry and suddenly a girl broke a glass and had to go to the nurses office. That's when the girl giving me the silent treatment shouted something in french and it looked like i was holding a purse with a snail on it.Than I appeared in a dinning room and a lady named Hetherfold was calling up a van so we could go out on some family outing.

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In my second dream I was outside walking in the street with a boy. I saw a boy from my neighborhood walking in front of me than sigh cause he forgot his shit. -w- He said the word shit a lot and joked about it.He ended up going back though and i just kept walking somewhere else. Than I randomly ended up with my mom and younger brother. We were going to get pizza but my mom was yelling at us. So me and my brother said we didn't want it anymore and left. I sat on a bench and this girl came out of no where and said she liked orange soda like Kel from Keenan and kel. I said that reminded me of a soda song they use to have back in the days but i forgot what it was. After that i left and I was in a school but i was on a bed in a room. There was a little girl and a Mexican man. The Mexican dad told his daughter to use the sword to cut off my arms and legs .[I became lucid at that point] The little girl didn't want to at first but than she was like okay and tried to cut it off. I pushed her out of the way and ran into a bathroom. Than i heard a crowd of girls running across the hall. one of them tried to go in the bathroom and punched the wall. I opened the door and they tried to jump me. I said i was just looking for Dawn and they were like awe, than let me live. I ran out of there and ended up in a crowd of kids. I took a glasses and put it on me to disguise myself. Someone following me complimented me on it too. After that i found a stand with cookies, french fries and potatoes and started eating than left cause someone wanted to explode me with a bomb. I ended up going through the wall above after running down the stairs but was stuck. I asked a boy to pull me up and he did. But i woke up after i started running again.

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6/16/14

Last night, bed shortly after 9 pm.

Remembered DR#1 when woke up at 6, and #2 shortly after, while talking to jack on skype.


DR#1

I'm walking with my coworkers through the offices of some sister company of ours. 3 small office rooms, full of people working behind their desks. It's cramped in there. I think we ar also having lunch together in the cafeteria.

DR#2

I'm in the basement with 2 others. It's actually pretty well lit, not too creepy. But still, aware of it being a basement and no way out. We find this old industrial elevator. It's broken, but we get it to work somehow. We send one person up on it. It comes back in a little bit and I'm surprised. The doors are closing, so I tell the other person with me to run. I know it takes only one person, so I stay behind. Not really liking it.

When they are gone, I turn around and walk a few steps. Then I see I'm not in the basement, but in some kind of a shop. It's at night, all doors are locked, and I can see dark skies through stores windows.

My friend S and his family have taken me to this very upscale movie theatre to watch a new zombie movie that has just recently been released. The movie opens with a government agent transporting some form of dangerous biological agent through an airport, as he his undercover and transporting it covertly. But the agent forgets to zipper up his suitcase and the vials falls out and break. The biological agents mingle and produce the zombie-creating formula. A pale green cloud fills the terminal and begins converting the population into zombies.
It does seem that about 1/5 people are immune to the formula and do not convert into zombies. These people attempt to run out of the airport. Some of them are grabbed and attacked by zombies.
The movie jumps ahead to a crowded bus. There dozens of people onboard. One of them looks somewhat zombified. (In this movie, zombies were identified as having pale skin with ulcers on it. I'm not normally the biggest fan of zombie movies, but I have to say, they did look pretty disgusting in a cool way.) The zombie sits down and the man next to him says that he is not 'looking so well'. The man tries to strike up a conversation with the zombie, but for obvious reasons he won't respond. A few people in the theatre are laughing but I do not.
Then, as a jump scare, the zombie belches out a green bio agent cloud and infects everyone on the bus. The driver veers off the road and crashes into a tree at a relatively low speed. Two government agents stand up, wearing gas masks and kill every zombie on the bus. Some zombies manage to crawl out the windows, but the agents shoot them before they get far. The agents get out of the bus and contact the pentagon. They say that 'this is the last of them' and that they are going to quarantine the area until the virus and zombies rot away.
The government agents return the next day along with a news crew to examine the carnage. The Government agents remark how the corpses of the zombies seem to be regenerating. One of the supposedly dead zombies twitches a little bit.
The news crew and the agents hang around for a few more minutes. The bus that the movie was following was in the middle of a woodland area. Then, a second jump scare. This one I half-near peed my pants. A zombie leaps from a tree and attacks the anchorwoman from the news.
I wake up.

Fragment: Beach
I am on a beach. It is a cloudy day. There is a white high-rise hotel building behind me.

-Sister is in an SUV. I jump across the street after a couple cars pass me. I land by the SUV pretending i'm a chupacabra. My sister is saying I'm annoying or something while we're in a kitchen. It's night. My mom is there. I'm eating chicken on a stick. I believe I have the intention to eat all of it. I go across the street again to chow down.

-My phys prof, Doo-Doo McPooster, is talking to me about doing physics research. I'm pretty skeptical about listening to him, because McPooster and I have history. He says something to me, and I say let's just call it even after what I did to you last summer (I'm standing near a shopping cart). He's not impressed and tells me again about taking a research class. I think about my schedule as i walk away and am like dawg how am I gonna fit this in? I go up to someone on a computer and they say the class is 13 credits.

Nap after work:

.../I'm with my little kid in front of a crossroad where an old woman who's dressed in tattered clothes, sits still. The place is surrounded by rocks, it looks like the entrance to a cavern without roof. I cannot see the sky from here. It's not possible to go through unless the creepy lady stands up. Then, I realize she's a witch and the purpose of the game is that my daughter has to talk to her asking for permission to go through. I ask my kid to speak to her. My girl hardly builds a sentence and asks the creepy woman to please let her pass. The woman reacts and stands up with very tedious movements. My kid notices something is left where the woman sat. It's a toy which reminds me a little Garfield's figure I had long ago. This one, looks like the combination of a serpent and that cartoon character. We get in, then a voice says something about the worse demon from hell. I see a disgusting creature getting downstairs pulled with a chain by a masked man. It's hard to describe, it looks like the combination of a serpent with human arms and legs, and some other bugs. Its head looks like the head of a tapeworm. The voice describes the creature. I think apparently they are trying to build the most terrifying monster from hell. It talks about some glands, when I see some glandular bags fall from its neck. They drop a fluid and the voice says it's some sort of poison. It's more disgusting than terrifying to me. Then there's a sort of religious preacher who asks me to think about the most lovely moment I lived. I have to build an image about it. I don't remember what I thought but he says the image must appear in front of my eyes in order to create the proper spell. I don't remember what I recalled but he says it's good because of the heart beats where pretty intense. Then he asks me to think about the worse moment I lived with my wife and I have to remember all the hate a felt. I remember a discussion we never had and think it's good for the occasion. Then he says the purpose of this spell is to conjure both feelings and turn them into one or something like that. Then I'm standing on a known dreamscape from my grandparents town. It's close to the cemetery. I remember I had a situation where I felt a more intense feeling, when I was editing some videos. But now he asks me to remember a table I had when I left the city of my university. He says this table did love me and is waiting when I come back. He has a table in his hand and unfolds it. I think it would be nice to have my table back because of the drawings I made on it, although perhaps my cousin has already sold it. Then I'm walking to the cemetery when I see a couple of buddies having a beer in a corner at the bottom of some stairs. I notice I have a Coke in my right hand, and it's cap is in my left pocket. I put it back and walk to my pals. Now I have a cassette in my hand. I see it's a Heavy Metal band from the 80's, and I want to show it to one of them. He says something about he likes "Vibrato". I remember I had this tape before and there's a song with that name. I look for it but I cannot find it anywhere. I see the box has sort of magnifying glass attached to it, and I can clearly read the titles of the songs with it. I just have to move the box a little to surf on the titles. Then I find the song "Vibrato" under the live show section. I'm wondering when the magnifying glass will be broken when I start hearing a chorus in Spanish which stands for "Where is the lord of the Holy Hell?"/...

* Woke up by some people making noises with a trumpet or some...

.../There was something about my older daughter having a bad or shower on the bed and it was a little bit complicated/...

Morning of June 16, 2014. Monday.



I am at our present address on W Street. Our youngest son Oliver is playing outside. I go outside into our backyard, look under our house near our wooden steps, and soon notice an “ocean” under our house at where ground-level would otherwise be. This uniquely isolated ocean feature solely under our house in this part of town has a large sea monster living within it yet somehow also lives in the “real” Pacific ocean much of the time via some sort of “portal” or unexplainable underground or underwater access point. The sea monster is a rather atypical squid-like creature with jellyfish-like features and of a pale violet color, with seemingly random truncated cylindrical legs of differing lengths. At one point, it somehow builds a brick wall in the middle of the underneath of our house (with no back story concerning where the bricks originated from), running east and west, by which I can then not visually follow it or learn what it may be up to; for example, in trying to burst up through our floor in a particular room north of the wall - which I actually expect at one point - especially on our front porch, though this never occurs. This is a rather strange setup; sort of like a hybrid of a semi-lucid dream and a (fairly rare) vertical composite of themes or symbols, with the undesirable or threatening elements being below me and probably related to supraconscious access (via the metaphorical ocean presence under our home).

Sea monsters (in a negative association, not when they are “pets”) may often represent invasive but more isolated “collective consciousness” (or again, supraconscious links) - sometimes caused by people you cannot realistically relate to - or with their invasive wrongful beliefs being a part of your day to day experiences - sort of as with the negative connotations of an invading alien (which may represent an annoying relative or associate - even someone you have not meant). As I have documented in my past, dream characters are often not an extension or direct “part” of the dreamer at all as some people seem to erroneously believe, but situational connections with outside forces or external concerns as in real life. Some dreams have characters that are a “part” of the dreamer (as a reflection of one’s particular attributes for review), but many do not, especially the very common literally precognitive layers.

On a beautiful, warm, sunny day. Clear blue sky, puffy white clouds. Vibrant green trees all around. I feel the sun on my face, and a breeze of the perfect temperature blows. The wind speed picks up, keeping the perfect temperature, and I lean into the wind as it supports my body weight. Feels like flying, only super comfortable like I could fall asleep. I close my eyes and half wake up.

I didn't even think I fell asleep during that nap, but since I had a dream, I must have

6/15/14

Last night bed 9pm, exhausted from work and second job.

Had lots of dreams. This one came back to me at 5am when I woke up for work.

DR:

I'm with class or work at some ceremony. I don't think it's a bad thing, but not entirely good one either. I feel like they are telling us what to do or not to do.

We are standing, sitting around an indoor swimming pool. They tell us to come closer. So we all very reluctantly move to the left side and find places to sit. Nobody wants to sit to the left, because that's where they are, so we kinda try to sit hiding behind the person next to us. They are reading some rules to us and we suppose to acknowledge it.

Now we are walking someplace on the street. Sudenly, street has turned into some ocean or a shoreline. We need to cross to the other side, but the tide has come in and waves are breaking against houses, covering up the sidewalk. We go closer to see if we can still pass, if the water is shallow, or if we run across between waves.

The street is very narrow at that point, and that makes the waves to swell up. I'm explaining to someone, that waves may not be that tall out on the ocean, but when they come to the chokepoint, they grow in height and intensity. I remember being in turbulent water like that before and I sort of experience it again, at the same time as I'm standing there with others.

So we are thinking about swimming to the other side. I'm telling others it could be dangerous, because of turbulence, swift currents, deep water and large waves. Plus, we are in our street clothes and it's hard to swim in jeans. And we would be all wet when we get to the other side.

June 13, 2014

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I don't remember much from this dream, except for being in a comic book store on the ground floor. I was looking for a Pokemon game for my 3DS, and a clerk told me it was on the third floor.

So I went up to the second floor, which had a lot of old-school games and books; Game Boy and Game Boy Color, some Game Boy Advanced games. There was some sort of exhibition room right along the staircase. It had glass walls so you could see into it. There wasn't anything in it in my dream, except for a large poster on the opposite wall that said something like "Are YOU ready to go GOLD?" or something. I get the feeling it was an ad for some new kind of game console.

I got up to the third floor and woke up.

I'm in this car as part of a rebellion in a city. Morgan Freeman is the leader trying to execute the assault. I'm "fighting" this other person. I have a knife at some point. I'm lying down on my side. I pick up a gun shoot and shoot it off to the side to test if it works, which it does. It fires powerfully but fast. I'm gonna shoot the guy across from me on the ground, but we're kinda laughing, like we're just playin around. I say don't shoot me in the head. I reveal the body armor I'm wearing. I say i'm gonna get srs and i take off my two shirts (i have a white shirt over my lake placid shirt maybe vice versa) with body armor underneath. I believe he also has body armor on. Someone comes by who we actually want to attack later?

I'm with my sister. We start out outside this village hut type building and we walk over snowy grass to another building. Our dog is running around. It looks like a great pyrenees. It's white. It's running around me in circles. My sister says come! repeatedly. I can see the dog getting more and more responsive. I say this is good because teaching it the basic commands is the first step to teaching it attacks like maul and assassinate. I know this because I slightly visualize a skill tree (like from borderlands) and can visualize the dog moving on his own after we give it a command. I know it'll make a good assassin. I walk inside the building. It's long and has many windows. Once inside, I see a bunch of plush, beige couches. Volleyball girl is sitting on a couch to the right of her father. I'm under the impression they're not really people but NPCs. I sit down to the left of her father and listen to what he has to say.

The spurs are playing against the thunder. KD steps up to the free throw line, but is shooting a ft for the spurs. He makes it and the spurs get one point on the scoreboard. He looks up in confusion at it and points, not realizing the spurs would get the basket. I think it won't matter unless they lose by 1. But chris paul and the clippers are also playing. The thunder keep coming down and putting up 3s (as if in a video game). I see chris paul's face saying the clippers are have shooters at every position. Time is really running down. The three misses and goes out of bounds. Manu Ginobli then inbounds to Tim Duncan (my perspective is from MG) and just lets the ball bounce in slowly. Duncan says for Manu to pick it up, but he responds he can't be the first person to touch it. I imagine him going for the ball and dribbling past two defenders. He ends up with the ball just inbounds and heaves it up the court at the basket as time expires. It just barely bounces out. The score reveals OKC only lost by 1 to SA. KD collapses on the floor because he knows what he's done.

Tonight I had some of the longest dreams I've ever experienced, seriously.
I my tag-book in which I write tags of dreams every morning normally 1 dream takes up about 1/5 of a page, the first dream I tagged was 1 page long and the second dream took half a page. That was like 15 minutes of non-stop writing and remembering!

1. Frustration and fear

I was in some sport-gym on a schooltrip and we were doing exercises but my friend kept hitting me on the head with an aluminium bat which hurt a lot and royally pissed me of but I managed to stay calm and not tear his face apart. Another girl was also being attacked by someone with a bat and we talked about how annoying it was, yet we couldn't do anything back for some reason. After several hours I left the room and went outside, there the class was waiting to leave and return to school. The bus trip wasn't included in the dream so I was immidiatly somewhere on a street with the class. Another friend with a bike walked next to me as we returned home, we talked about the trip and about the upcoming math-exam. (IRL it is tomorrow)When we wanted to cross over a street I walked first and the light just turned red for pedestrians but I quickly walked to the other side. I looked back and saw my friend was still waiting with a police-looking man next to him shouting at me in French I think. I knew I was in trouble for crossing the street while it was red so I accelerated my pace and zig-zagged between trees in the hope of losing this police-man. I looked back and saw him running at me, shouting and very angry which made me panick a bit. He got to me and was talking to me in French really angry, he dragged me into an abandoned factory and we stopped in a deserted stairwell. Another guy comes and he's with the police-man, both ask me questions in French with an angry tone. I understand the questions but have difficulties answering them.(IRL I don't have much problems understanding French but talking myself is still difficult, Belgium is half Dutch(flemish)/ half French(Wallonia) and I live in Flanders so I talk Dutch.) They were very racist against Dutch/Flemish people and I actually feared they would kill me cause one of them was already pointing a gun at me. They asked me questions about my family until I lied and said that my grandfather lives in Wallonia after which the two man calmed down and were less racist. I went up the stairwell and ended up on the top-floor of my school. I looked in a classroom and a class was ready to begin their Biology exam, the first question was naming things on a picture of I think a human-nerve or a bacteria. I exited the classroom and went down the hallway where I saw some of my class standing, I asked what they were doing and they responded saying that it's French oral-exam. I thought the two racist guys who interrogated me was the French oral-exam but it wasn't. I looked at my watch which said it was 10.10 and someone said I had to go at 08.50. I was too late.

2. REALLY 'Heavy rain'

I was playing the game 'Heavy rain' as the character Ethan Mars and I was climbing up the abandoned factory from previous dream. It was very rainy and once I got on the roof it collapsed and Ethan fell 10 meters down on the ground. At this point he wore a mask that completly covered his face. One of the racist guys from previous dreams came to him and smashed him with a bat which knocked him out. I saw blood and thought he had died but then the guy with the bat took the mask of from him and I saw that it wasn't Ethan but the other guy, he took his mask of and in the end HE WAS ETHAN. So Ethan just killed one of the racist guys with a bat, now what happens next is quiet weird. Ethan takes an electrical drill, opens up the skull from the dead guy and starts scraping away the brain of the dead guy, after most of the brain was gone I saw the eyes falling back in the hollow skull.

3. The wrong game

I'm playing Shogun 2 total war and I'm having fun but then my mother asks me why I didn't bought the expansion pack FOTS which adds guns and modern cannons.
I felt kinda dissapointed in myself cause I didn't bought it and now I didn't appreciate the already great base-game itself.

4. The failed marathon

I was with school jogging along a path on the green english countryside, I didn't have any problems with my condition but my left thigh hurted a lot. It hurted so much that it caused me to be last, I just couldn't run. The road looked endless and I felt ashamed to be last. After some time we got to an open area were roads crossed over each other in a parkour-way. A small group of guys challenged each other on who would be the fastest, I joined in. As we started I felt a lot of pain and was last ones again but after some time I ignored the pain and ran as fast as I could jumping of the sharp hill that were in the parkour, in the end I won.

5. Casino Royal

I'm playing a very pixelated game set in the 18th century, my guy had a gray wig on his head like the style was back then. I entered a casino that looked VERY GREEN. I got to the poker table but didn't have any chips yet, so I went to another table to order some. A small sentence at the bottom of the screen said 'Loot?'.

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