non-lucid

6/16/14

Last night, bed shortly after 9 pm.

Remembered DR#1 when woke up at 6, and #2 shortly after, while talking to jack on skype.


DR#1

I'm walking with my coworkers through the offices of some sister company of ours. 3 small office rooms, full of people working behind their desks. It's cramped in there. I think we ar also having lunch together in the cafeteria.

DR#2

I'm in the basement with 2 others. It's actually pretty well lit, not too creepy. But still, aware of it being a basement and no way out. We find this old industrial elevator. It's broken, but we get it to work somehow. We send one person up on it. It comes back in a little bit and I'm surprised. The doors are closing, so I tell the other person with me to run. I know it takes only one person, so I stay behind. Not really liking it.

When they are gone, I turn around and walk a few steps. Then I see I'm not in the basement, but in some kind of a shop. It's at night, all doors are locked, and I can see dark skies through stores windows.

My friend S and his family have taken me to this very upscale movie theatre to watch a new zombie movie that has just recently been released. The movie opens with a government agent transporting some form of dangerous biological agent through an airport, as he his undercover and transporting it covertly. But the agent forgets to zipper up his suitcase and the vials falls out and break. The biological agents mingle and produce the zombie-creating formula. A pale green cloud fills the terminal and begins converting the population into zombies.
It does seem that about 1/5 people are immune to the formula and do not convert into zombies. These people attempt to run out of the airport. Some of them are grabbed and attacked by zombies.
The movie jumps ahead to a crowded bus. There dozens of people onboard. One of them looks somewhat zombified. (In this movie, zombies were identified as having pale skin with ulcers on it. I'm not normally the biggest fan of zombie movies, but I have to say, they did look pretty disgusting in a cool way.) The zombie sits down and the man next to him says that he is not 'looking so well'. The man tries to strike up a conversation with the zombie, but for obvious reasons he won't respond. A few people in the theatre are laughing but I do not.
Then, as a jump scare, the zombie belches out a green bio agent cloud and infects everyone on the bus. The driver veers off the road and crashes into a tree at a relatively low speed. Two government agents stand up, wearing gas masks and kill every zombie on the bus. Some zombies manage to crawl out the windows, but the agents shoot them before they get far. The agents get out of the bus and contact the pentagon. They say that 'this is the last of them' and that they are going to quarantine the area until the virus and zombies rot away.
The government agents return the next day along with a news crew to examine the carnage. The Government agents remark how the corpses of the zombies seem to be regenerating. One of the supposedly dead zombies twitches a little bit.
The news crew and the agents hang around for a few more minutes. The bus that the movie was following was in the middle of a woodland area. Then, a second jump scare. This one I half-near peed my pants. A zombie leaps from a tree and attacks the anchorwoman from the news.
I wake up.

Fragment: Beach
I am on a beach. It is a cloudy day. There is a white high-rise hotel building behind me.

-Sister is in an SUV. I jump across the street after a couple cars pass me. I land by the SUV pretending i'm a chupacabra. My sister is saying I'm annoying or something while we're in a kitchen. It's night. My mom is there. I'm eating chicken on a stick. I believe I have the intention to eat all of it. I go across the street again to chow down.

-My phys prof, Doo-Doo McPooster, is talking to me about doing physics research. I'm pretty skeptical about listening to him, because McPooster and I have history. He says something to me, and I say let's just call it even after what I did to you last summer (I'm standing near a shopping cart). He's not impressed and tells me again about taking a research class. I think about my schedule as i walk away and am like dawg how am I gonna fit this in? I go up to someone on a computer and they say the class is 13 credits.

Nap after work:

.../I'm with my little kid in front of a crossroad where an old woman who's dressed in tattered clothes, sits still. The place is surrounded by rocks, it looks like the entrance to a cavern without roof. I cannot see the sky from here. It's not possible to go through unless the creepy lady stands up. Then, I realize she's a witch and the purpose of the game is that my daughter has to talk to her asking for permission to go through. I ask my kid to speak to her. My girl hardly builds a sentence and asks the creepy woman to please let her pass. The woman reacts and stands up with very tedious movements. My kid notices something is left where the woman sat. It's a toy which reminds me a little Garfield's figure I had long ago. This one, looks like the combination of a serpent and that cartoon character. We get in, then a voice says something about the worse demon from hell. I see a disgusting creature getting downstairs pulled with a chain by a masked man. It's hard to describe, it looks like the combination of a serpent with human arms and legs, and some other bugs. Its head looks like the head of a tapeworm. The voice describes the creature. I think apparently they are trying to build the most terrifying monster from hell. It talks about some glands, when I see some glandular bags fall from its neck. They drop a fluid and the voice says it's some sort of poison. It's more disgusting than terrifying to me. Then there's a sort of religious preacher who asks me to think about the most lovely moment I lived. I have to build an image about it. I don't remember what I thought but he says the image must appear in front of my eyes in order to create the proper spell. I don't remember what I recalled but he says it's good because of the heart beats where pretty intense. Then he asks me to think about the worse moment I lived with my wife and I have to remember all the hate a felt. I remember a discussion we never had and think it's good for the occasion. Then he says the purpose of this spell is to conjure both feelings and turn them into one or something like that. Then I'm standing on a known dreamscape from my grandparents town. It's close to the cemetery. I remember I had a situation where I felt a more intense feeling, when I was editing some videos. But now he asks me to remember a table I had when I left the city of my university. He says this table did love me and is waiting when I come back. He has a table in his hand and unfolds it. I think it would be nice to have my table back because of the drawings I made on it, although perhaps my cousin has already sold it. Then I'm walking to the cemetery when I see a couple of buddies having a beer in a corner at the bottom of some stairs. I notice I have a Coke in my right hand, and it's cap is in my left pocket. I put it back and walk to my pals. Now I have a cassette in my hand. I see it's a Heavy Metal band from the 80's, and I want to show it to one of them. He says something about he likes "Vibrato". I remember I had this tape before and there's a song with that name. I look for it but I cannot find it anywhere. I see the box has sort of magnifying glass attached to it, and I can clearly read the titles of the songs with it. I just have to move the box a little to surf on the titles. Then I find the song "Vibrato" under the live show section. I'm wondering when the magnifying glass will be broken when I start hearing a chorus in Spanish which stands for "Where is the lord of the Holy Hell?"/...

* Woke up by some people making noises with a trumpet or some...

.../There was something about my older daughter having a bad or shower on the bed and it was a little bit complicated/...

Morning of June 16, 2014. Monday.



I am at our present address on W Street. Our youngest son Oliver is playing outside. I go outside into our backyard, look under our house near our wooden steps, and soon notice an “ocean” under our house at where ground-level would otherwise be. This uniquely isolated ocean feature solely under our house in this part of town has a large sea monster living within it yet somehow also lives in the “real” Pacific ocean much of the time via some sort of “portal” or unexplainable underground or underwater access point. The sea monster is a rather atypical squid-like creature with jellyfish-like features and of a pale violet color, with seemingly random truncated cylindrical legs of differing lengths. At one point, it somehow builds a brick wall in the middle of the underneath of our house (with no back story concerning where the bricks originated from), running east and west, by which I can then not visually follow it or learn what it may be up to; for example, in trying to burst up through our floor in a particular room north of the wall - which I actually expect at one point - especially on our front porch, though this never occurs. This is a rather strange setup; sort of like a hybrid of a semi-lucid dream and a (fairly rare) vertical composite of themes or symbols, with the undesirable or threatening elements being below me and probably related to supraconscious access (via the metaphorical ocean presence under our home).

Sea monsters (in a negative association, not when they are “pets”) may often represent invasive but more isolated “collective consciousness” (or again, supraconscious links) - sometimes caused by people you cannot realistically relate to - or with their invasive wrongful beliefs being a part of your day to day experiences - sort of as with the negative connotations of an invading alien (which may represent an annoying relative or associate - even someone you have not meant). As I have documented in my past, dream characters are often not an extension or direct “part” of the dreamer at all as some people seem to erroneously believe, but situational connections with outside forces or external concerns as in real life. Some dreams have characters that are a “part” of the dreamer (as a reflection of one’s particular attributes for review), but many do not, especially the very common literally precognitive layers.

On a beautiful, warm, sunny day. Clear blue sky, puffy white clouds. Vibrant green trees all around. I feel the sun on my face, and a breeze of the perfect temperature blows. The wind speed picks up, keeping the perfect temperature, and I lean into the wind as it supports my body weight. Feels like flying, only super comfortable like I could fall asleep. I close my eyes and half wake up.

I didn't even think I fell asleep during that nap, but since I had a dream, I must have

6/15/14

Last night bed 9pm, exhausted from work and second job.

Had lots of dreams. This one came back to me at 5am when I woke up for work.

DR:

I'm with class or work at some ceremony. I don't think it's a bad thing, but not entirely good one either. I feel like they are telling us what to do or not to do.

We are standing, sitting around an indoor swimming pool. They tell us to come closer. So we all very reluctantly move to the left side and find places to sit. Nobody wants to sit to the left, because that's where they are, so we kinda try to sit hiding behind the person next to us. They are reading some rules to us and we suppose to acknowledge it.

Now we are walking someplace on the street. Sudenly, street has turned into some ocean or a shoreline. We need to cross to the other side, but the tide has come in and waves are breaking against houses, covering up the sidewalk. We go closer to see if we can still pass, if the water is shallow, or if we run across between waves.

The street is very narrow at that point, and that makes the waves to swell up. I'm explaining to someone, that waves may not be that tall out on the ocean, but when they come to the chokepoint, they grow in height and intensity. I remember being in turbulent water like that before and I sort of experience it again, at the same time as I'm standing there with others.

So we are thinking about swimming to the other side. I'm telling others it could be dangerous, because of turbulence, swift currents, deep water and large waves. Plus, we are in our street clothes and it's hard to swim in jeans. And we would be all wet when we get to the other side.

June 13, 2014

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I don't remember much from this dream, except for being in a comic book store on the ground floor. I was looking for a Pokemon game for my 3DS, and a clerk told me it was on the third floor.

So I went up to the second floor, which had a lot of old-school games and books; Game Boy and Game Boy Color, some Game Boy Advanced games. There was some sort of exhibition room right along the staircase. It had glass walls so you could see into it. There wasn't anything in it in my dream, except for a large poster on the opposite wall that said something like "Are YOU ready to go GOLD?" or something. I get the feeling it was an ad for some new kind of game console.

I got up to the third floor and woke up.

I'm in this car as part of a rebellion in a city. Morgan Freeman is the leader trying to execute the assault. I'm "fighting" this other person. I have a knife at some point. I'm lying down on my side. I pick up a gun shoot and shoot it off to the side to test if it works, which it does. It fires powerfully but fast. I'm gonna shoot the guy across from me on the ground, but we're kinda laughing, like we're just playin around. I say don't shoot me in the head. I reveal the body armor I'm wearing. I say i'm gonna get srs and i take off my two shirts (i have a white shirt over my lake placid shirt maybe vice versa) with body armor underneath. I believe he also has body armor on. Someone comes by who we actually want to attack later?

I'm with my sister. We start out outside this village hut type building and we walk over snowy grass to another building. Our dog is running around. It looks like a great pyrenees. It's white. It's running around me in circles. My sister says come! repeatedly. I can see the dog getting more and more responsive. I say this is good because teaching it the basic commands is the first step to teaching it attacks like maul and assassinate. I know this because I slightly visualize a skill tree (like from borderlands) and can visualize the dog moving on his own after we give it a command. I know it'll make a good assassin. I walk inside the building. It's long and has many windows. Once inside, I see a bunch of plush, beige couches. Volleyball girl is sitting on a couch to the right of her father. I'm under the impression they're not really people but NPCs. I sit down to the left of her father and listen to what he has to say.

The spurs are playing against the thunder. KD steps up to the free throw line, but is shooting a ft for the spurs. He makes it and the spurs get one point on the scoreboard. He looks up in confusion at it and points, not realizing the spurs would get the basket. I think it won't matter unless they lose by 1. But chris paul and the clippers are also playing. The thunder keep coming down and putting up 3s (as if in a video game). I see chris paul's face saying the clippers are have shooters at every position. Time is really running down. The three misses and goes out of bounds. Manu Ginobli then inbounds to Tim Duncan (my perspective is from MG) and just lets the ball bounce in slowly. Duncan says for Manu to pick it up, but he responds he can't be the first person to touch it. I imagine him going for the ball and dribbling past two defenders. He ends up with the ball just inbounds and heaves it up the court at the basket as time expires. It just barely bounces out. The score reveals OKC only lost by 1 to SA. KD collapses on the floor because he knows what he's done.

Tonight I had some of the longest dreams I've ever experienced, seriously.
I my tag-book in which I write tags of dreams every morning normally 1 dream takes up about 1/5 of a page, the first dream I tagged was 1 page long and the second dream took half a page. That was like 15 minutes of non-stop writing and remembering!

1. Frustration and fear

I was in some sport-gym on a schooltrip and we were doing exercises but my friend kept hitting me on the head with an aluminium bat which hurt a lot and royally pissed me of but I managed to stay calm and not tear his face apart. Another girl was also being attacked by someone with a bat and we talked about how annoying it was, yet we couldn't do anything back for some reason. After several hours I left the room and went outside, there the class was waiting to leave and return to school. The bus trip wasn't included in the dream so I was immidiatly somewhere on a street with the class. Another friend with a bike walked next to me as we returned home, we talked about the trip and about the upcoming math-exam. (IRL it is tomorrow)When we wanted to cross over a street I walked first and the light just turned red for pedestrians but I quickly walked to the other side. I looked back and saw my friend was still waiting with a police-looking man next to him shouting at me in French I think. I knew I was in trouble for crossing the street while it was red so I accelerated my pace and zig-zagged between trees in the hope of losing this police-man. I looked back and saw him running at me, shouting and very angry which made me panick a bit. He got to me and was talking to me in French really angry, he dragged me into an abandoned factory and we stopped in a deserted stairwell. Another guy comes and he's with the police-man, both ask me questions in French with an angry tone. I understand the questions but have difficulties answering them.(IRL I don't have much problems understanding French but talking myself is still difficult, Belgium is half Dutch(flemish)/ half French(Wallonia) and I live in Flanders so I talk Dutch.) They were very racist against Dutch/Flemish people and I actually feared they would kill me cause one of them was already pointing a gun at me. They asked me questions about my family until I lied and said that my grandfather lives in Wallonia after which the two man calmed down and were less racist. I went up the stairwell and ended up on the top-floor of my school. I looked in a classroom and a class was ready to begin their Biology exam, the first question was naming things on a picture of I think a human-nerve or a bacteria. I exited the classroom and went down the hallway where I saw some of my class standing, I asked what they were doing and they responded saying that it's French oral-exam. I thought the two racist guys who interrogated me was the French oral-exam but it wasn't. I looked at my watch which said it was 10.10 and someone said I had to go at 08.50. I was too late.

2. REALLY 'Heavy rain'

I was playing the game 'Heavy rain' as the character Ethan Mars and I was climbing up the abandoned factory from previous dream. It was very rainy and once I got on the roof it collapsed and Ethan fell 10 meters down on the ground. At this point he wore a mask that completly covered his face. One of the racist guys from previous dreams came to him and smashed him with a bat which knocked him out. I saw blood and thought he had died but then the guy with the bat took the mask of from him and I saw that it wasn't Ethan but the other guy, he took his mask of and in the end HE WAS ETHAN. So Ethan just killed one of the racist guys with a bat, now what happens next is quiet weird. Ethan takes an electrical drill, opens up the skull from the dead guy and starts scraping away the brain of the dead guy, after most of the brain was gone I saw the eyes falling back in the hollow skull.

3. The wrong game

I'm playing Shogun 2 total war and I'm having fun but then my mother asks me why I didn't bought the expansion pack FOTS which adds guns and modern cannons.
I felt kinda dissapointed in myself cause I didn't bought it and now I didn't appreciate the already great base-game itself.

4. The failed marathon

I was with school jogging along a path on the green english countryside, I didn't have any problems with my condition but my left thigh hurted a lot. It hurted so much that it caused me to be last, I just couldn't run. The road looked endless and I felt ashamed to be last. After some time we got to an open area were roads crossed over each other in a parkour-way. A small group of guys challenged each other on who would be the fastest, I joined in. As we started I felt a lot of pain and was last ones again but after some time I ignored the pain and ran as fast as I could jumping of the sharp hill that were in the parkour, in the end I won.

5. Casino Royal

I'm playing a very pixelated game set in the 18th century, my guy had a gray wig on his head like the style was back then. I entered a casino that looked VERY GREEN. I got to the poker table but didn't have any chips yet, so I went to another table to order some. A small sentence at the bottom of the screen said 'Loot?'.

Rüyamda Japon bir kızdan formül gibi bir şey çalıyorum aslında bir kağıt parçası ve oyuncak rokete benzeyen ilginç bir şey . Sonra babanemlerin bahçesine gidiyorum roketi fındığa teslim etmem gerek kağıdı bademe veriyorum yoluma devam ediyorum . Fındığı bulmaya çalışıyorum her yer çok karanlık ve gözlerim acıyor . Domateslerin oradan fındığın sesi geliyor bu tarafa gel diye bağırıyor arkamdan Japon kız takip ediyor . Sonra her yer aydınlanıyor . Mısırların arasına kaçıyoruz . Ben fareye dönüşüyorum . Hızlıca kaçıyoruz kız bizi yakalayamıyor ama bademden kağıdı alıyor sonra bademin içine giriyor . Badem kağıdı yiyor rüya bitiyor sdfsdf .

I was at my school's graduation ceremony. Or at least a dream of it. We were waiting around with our cap and gown on for them to call us into the gym so we could walk and get our diplomas or whatever. They basically had two rooms. One for average students, and one for valedictorians and all of the honors students or whatever.
I didn't quite get this, and I ended up going into the room for the honors student room. (Because me, and Honors student? Bwahaha! That's funny.) Some teacher redirected me out, and I went into the normal students room that was larger and more crowded.
Then one of the students from the other room came to see me and ask me about her speech. Also, this was a very peculiar dream character. She was very beautiful save for the fact that she had very strange teeth that seemed very large when she opened her mouth, and she had two rows of teeth along with a braces. She also had long silvery-blue hair.
So she asked me about how her speech could connect to her favorite TV show, Avatar: The last Airbender. I recommended she talk about looking at what's the same instead of what's different, because I know one of the themes of the show is the idea that people divide themselves (the four nations) and fail to realize that although they align to different elements, they are all one people.
She thanked me and left. I went back to just waiting around for the graduation to start.
...Wait a second. I thought I already graduated. I reality check. I'm dreaming. Haha! A lucid!
I wake up.

I started out my dream back home with my sister. I was changing and put on some jeans and a wife beater, as my sister and I wanted to go see a movie. Unfortunately it was around 10:00 PM and I was worred my parents wouldn't let us. Before I went downstairs to ask, I began looking around for one of those Lance Armstrong LiveStrong bracelets. I noted in my mind that I thought they were stupid, and even remembered a previous conversation I had with someone discussing how no one actually believes what they where. But I made this an exception as I found a black bracelet, with the faded words, "Program Smart" or something similar, and could get behind the message. I remember finding at least 4 other bracelets around my room before finding this one on the bookshelf.

My sister and I make our way downstairs but beforehand wants to confirm who asks to go. I told her it doesn't matter so she went downstairs real quick and asked. My parents seemed not to have heard so we sat on the couch for a bit. My sister would bring it up on occasion, saying she's worried if they don't respond the movie will pass. Finally my parents seem to hear, and say something along the lines of, "You're crazy. It's too late."

We end up in a car anyways (my sister driving), around the school I go to. At one point, the brakes seemed a little faulty and though she pressed on it, she went further than she intended. She was going to take a left, but several cars were making there way down the T-intersection so she waited in the middle of the road. I asked what she would have done if a car wanted to turn, as she skidded way to far, and she made some remark on them having to wait.

As we continue driving we end up behind this car with 3 guys making fun of an older man. My sister didn't want to intrude, but I decided to press on the horn and tell them what was up. In anger, they began chasing us (we were now on foot). We ended up getting into a bathroom back home and locking the door, which one of the guys were beating against. I told my sister we were about to attack back and grabbed a towel. Telling her to get behind me, I open the door and wrap the towel immediately around the guys neck, throwing him on the ground. Everytime he decided to struggle I pulled tight on the towel as a warning, and he eventually calmed down.

I may have awoken at this point, but after falling back asleep, I was in the passenger seat of Justin Bieber's car, him driving. We were driving around, and he seemed fairly down to earth; I was wondering why people gave him so much hate. I believe more happened in this dream, but I can't remember.

Disclaimer: The following two paragraphs use the word "penis" a lot

In any case, I somehow end up in another room back in my apartment and was about to take a shower. A black guy comes into the shower as well, and I recognize that for some reason he's my husband. He was also under the impression that today would be the first time we had sex. I was standing there naked waist down in the shower and he decided to do so as well, commenting on our penises as he did so. He moved his penis to touch mine, and when it made contact, I remember feeling this wave of revulsion. In addition, our penises afterward acted like two ends of a magnet, always repelling one another. He also made a comment about getting to put it up my butt now that we were married which I was going to not do, though I didn't know how to tell him.

In any case I left the shower and turned the corner. There in another room were a group of 4 women, all of who saw us naked. We hid behind the corner and got clothed and then went back over to the women. They started talking to the black guy, while I sat in front of one of my friends (#154-26), female, playing a game of mancala. I joined the game, and she made a remark on how good she was at the game. In addition, we were cramped on this table across from one another, and everytime she moved her leg, she would somehow rub my penis in a pleasurable way. I tried to pretend I didn't notice, as I don't think she noticed, and I didn't want her to not do it, so we just talked further about the rules of mancala. I remember having trouble with some of the math, as I tried moving a marble from each different spot, as well as getting to go again, all while her rubbing my penis.

So yeah...

I had another dream at this point, though I can't recall quite what happened. But after this 3rd dream I had a fourth, in which I also can't quite recall what happened except for me feeding a bunny and one of my dogs bits of pop-tarts (ice cream smoothie flavored) back and forth. They would keep chewing part of my hand, and for some reason, I think it might have hurt a little. I would lightly swipe their noses saying "no, no, no" or something similar.

Most impressively I had yet another lucid, barely a week later than my previous one! This seems to bode well for me, as I expected my next lucid may very well be another full month ahead.

I was close to some kind of mildly futuristic building which spannd one half of my vision. Behind my was a huge plane, surrounded by trees in the distance. There was some kind of invasion and a huge amount of lifefrms trying to kill me, and I had an somewhat awkward fight, where I eventually crawled over those that were standing on a ramp, outside the building, that ramp was right outside the building, the first part going towards the building before making a 90 degree turn and connecting to a protruding platform of the building. There eventually I came to some kind of truce with the attackers.
[Small gap where I'm not sure what happened]
I'm still at the same place, the invaders now gone, and I think someone else was close by. I was looking into the plane, the sky was clouded and an eerie light was emitting from above. Thunders started to appear, with a strong red color and I enjoyed the view, then a cluster of meteors came through the clouds, somewhat startling me, but also making me realize I was dreaming. I tried to call forth such a meteorstorm again, but instead saw some phosphenia like stuff, though I felt I was close. I was walking away from the plane, probably through the building into some kind of empty city, trying to recall what exactly I wanted to do in my lucidity, but failing in doing so.
Eventually I had a false awakening after which I was talking with my girlfriend about something.

But hey, at least I tried to remember, now I have to work on being able to do so next time.

Date 15th of june.
Total sleep: 9.5 hours (estimate)
Daytime Techniques: RC, mantra, meditation, preperation.
Lucid Techniques: Anchoring/ stabilizisation, commands/mantras.
Recall Techniques: DJ, tags/simple notes by my bed.
Fell Asleep: around 12.00- 12.30?
Dream Title: The dreamers island.
Dream: I start out in a city, i wander around with a few friends. We enter a few shops, and since it's pretty late we make one last visist to the gorcery shop. They sold ice-cream, so i bought some mango icecream, and some more which i cant remember. We exit the shop, and i ask if i can get a ride with Lars, and Joakim. We drive over a bridge, and eventually hit an island which is sitting on a gigantic pillar, far over the sea. I try to climb a small, almost vertical road, but fail. I start driving downwards when i realize. The cars are not cars, they are 1 man electrical, wheelchair-like things. I jump off the cliff since i realize this is a dream. I wake up just when i start flying, out of excitement. I chain the dream, and enter the same dream. I am the place i fell off, i stagger upwards while shouting:''MORE VIVID'', ''MORE CLARITY''.I am the top of the island, and in a skype conversation with a few other dreamers (Tobias, Dennis and Aleks). They dont dream IRL, but in my dream, they dreamed. And they were much better than me. Remember, that i was jumping in and out of the dreams ALL the time, i'm pretty sure i did it like 5-ish times (isn-t it called DEILD or something?). Anyway, i attempt stabilizing myself in the dream. I look at my hands the closest i have ever done. i had all the right knuckles, and fingers, BUT the first joint on most of my fingers, are way too short. It was strange, i didn't get to try the : ''MORE LUCID'' commands, sadly. I did try some other commands/mantras, as seen above. I decide to try something i had tought of while reading a tutorial about dream stabilisisation, about the word ''anchor''. I decide to actually summon an anchor and bind my existence to it, it doesn't work since i get excited, so i wake up again. In the skype call we talk a lot, but we eventually agree to battle on the Island. We use all kinds of abilites and such, all while i am daring in and out of the dream if i get too excited. I use a devestating laz0r beam, that is as thick and wide as my whole body, to decimate large parts of the island, but it might be regenerating, i cant remember. I jump in the water, but suddenly i cant fly ( I probably could have if i calmed down and focused). So i suddenly teleport the the top of the mountain, which now are made of pixels somehow. I gain 3rd person view and start killing everybody wih my bow (BTW some brat named Tobias said he was going to win the competition, so step my game up). I have my other memories from this night that i cant pinpoint where happened. They will be stated below.
Awake: 10.30
Vividness: 9
Awareness: 2-10 (2 at the start, 10 at the end)
Length: Very long
Emotions: Happnines/joy, excitement, accomplishment, succes!, anger (slight), jealousy.
Dream Signs: Game related stuff, friends, familiar places, game-like.

As stated, this dream was large, and me jumping in and out of it didn't help with the fact i have a few memories, i cant remember where happened. Here they are: I go into a store which i think sells DVD's, this was the start somewhere. The entire arena suddenly gets pixelized, this was near the end. I had my first false awakening, weird as hell.