non-lucid

Date: 6/24/14
Time Slept: 12:15 am to 7:00 am
Dream Quality/Recall Upon Waking: Average vividness, clear recall
Sleep Schedule: irregular, getting on schedule, sleeping at least 8 hrs
Pre-Bed: Looking movie and trying yoga nidra CD
Waking Up: at 3am going back to sleep 315am, waking up 7am. Ok with clear recalls.
Number of dreams to recall: 1

Summer camp

I am at an kind of university summer camp, we have different activities during the day, including going to gym etc. My girlfriend is there also and she have 2 big german shepherd. Many people at the camp are vegetarian and are angry because the dogs are killing the hens and eating meat. They make a meeting with my girlfriend to stop that, i am at the meeting, and i tell them that thats its crazy you can not convert to vegetarian those dogs.
In the same dream we have many friends and we are having a kind of party reunion, there there isa blond beautiful rich girl that is hitting on me, even if she knows that i have girlfriend, suddenly we are at her room with other friends and she is showing a lll the good stuff that she have, nice golf clubes, clothes, earring, etc. Then we are at her bmw convertible and she is showing me all that. I feel like, wow she also have a Bmw, but i am not impress since i have the same wealth.

In another episode of that dream i am showing a glock 45 to a guy, nothing remarkable with that.

1. [Non Lucid] [Long]
It started with me in china at a train station asking this security woman when the next train is (A train was already leaving the station but going the wrong way). The train arrived and I walk inside, this train basically a Tardis, its huge inside with big shops in it.

I turn right and ended up going the wrong way through all these shops with country specific flags above them, so I turned around to go back the way I came and found a British shop, I saw fruit pastels and decided I want to buy a roll so I give it to the cashier guy but he couldn't find a price tag on it, I grabbed them from him and took a look myself to find there is in fact no price tag, he eventually says 367, this confused me as I cant pay such a high price as that's just ridiculous, I mean they're just fruit pastels for fuck sake!!


I'm stood holding the fruit pastels and all of a sudden this scary monster guy comes in, I just tried not to move in hope he won't see me and it seemed to work, he then scattered rocks on the ground and his pet MUTHAFUCKIN scary squid tentacle thing came in surrounding us, it was black and had glowing green dots going down the side of the thin tentacles, I moved slightly and the dots turned yellow then red and it made a ringing sound to alert its owner (also the rocks on the floor glow green too, they also turned yellow then red), I moved again and the same thing happened...the thing and its owner eventually left.

I came up with a plan to just fuckin leg it down the corridor behind us into a hole at the end to escape (its not a train any-more by the way), as we run the rocks start flashing and ringing alerting the monster and its tentacle thing, we jump down the hole at the end into a room with a few doors, we go into 1 which is a dead end...when I went to open the door it floated off and vanished, we eventually find an elevator and escape.

Pizza

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I´m in a flat with a buddy of mine. It looks like we ordered pizza and drank some beers. As we go downstairs we meet another pizza guy with another pizza for us. We tell him he can come to a party with us. We´re about to get into the pizza guy´s car when the first pizza guy comes back and tells us we still owe him a euro. We put the pizzas in the car and i look in my pockets if i have any money on me. I find a wrinkled 10€ bill in my pocket but he doesn´t have any change. We´re in a big street so i figure there must be some stores near to get some change. I go into something that looks like a wine store and ask the lady at the counter i she could change the money. She takes out two 50ct coins and a 5ct coin and gives me a coupon for the rest. When i ask her for the whole amount she refuses so i ask for my bill back. She gives it to me and continues cutting some cheese. I go outside and try to find a store when i pass a little stand/booth with some very pretty ladys inside. I ask the one to change the bill and she´s happy to help. (Since my friend had an american buddy staying at his house and we watched GoT together last night my dream was in english again). She says "sure, of course" and hands me my change. She smiles and i thank her. We keep walking and for some reason our car is right next to us despite us walking a couple yards.

I remember many Elites, from Halo. They seem to have invaded Earth. There was one in particular with blue armor that was focused on a lot. I guess he was the main character. He was talking about eating humans and such. His bottom left mandible also started talking. The elite said, "I can't eat all those humans," or something like that. The mandible then said, "But I can." I then remember a screen of EUIV where the Elites were taking over all of Europe during the Early Modern Era. They seemed to be the color of Tuscany. After that, I remember a sort of elite (Sangheili) party at a mansion somewhere. Maybe it was a pun on elite, because it was also during the Early Modern Era. I saw some sangheilis talking to each other. They were talking about eating humans, also.

Thieves Guild

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I join a thieves guild with two of my friends. As we´re walking through the city we see a nice spot and decide to take a quick break. We sit down and start a bbq. I leave the place to get a clear head, when one of my "brothers" comes and asks me if i want a piece of the grilled duck. I refuse and go back to the guys. Now the setting is venice and i look over to a nice bridge. I see my dad and my grandpa who both wave at me. I try to make them stop by putting my finger on my lips, so they don´t accidentally reveal our position to the guards. For some reason i believe being a full member of the thieves guild is gonna turn me into a shape shifter and i will be able to turn myself into a duck. (I might be playing to much Skyrim lately ).
Suddenly we´re being chased. I run really fast and have instances were i have to swim the sewers. I take a turn right into a dark alley and stand infront of a lot of old oil barrels. I start a David Belle like Parkour escape. I get to a biig storage building. In fear i decide to climb the highest rack. When i reach the top there are a couple friends of mine waiting and chatting. They´re listening to music so i tell them to be quiet but hey don´t listen. As I´m trying to make them be quiet it occurs to me that we all might be dead. When i present my idea to the others they all agree like it´s no bigi deal. I get kinda stressed... and wake up.

June 24, 2014

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I didn't remember ANY dreams from the night. That made me sad. It's understandable though, since I'm adjusting to a new sleep schedule (thank you Graduate School!)

But, I did take a nap, and remember snippets of a dream:


I was with at least Zukin and one other, though I don't remember who it was. The other person was driving us around in a car or an ATV of some sort. We drove through a really winding, up-and-down path through various landscapes. Part of it was through thick woods with very little light getting through the canopy, part was through an open savannah-type field, part was on a rocky ocean coast...

Zukin was getting MAJORLY car-sick, so we stopped for a bit and talked to some random people that happened to be there, but I don't remember anything about what we discussed or even what kind of people or how many of them there were.

Then we had to get going, because we had to drive back in time for something-or-other. We got back in the vehicle and started on the drive back: It was now dark, and the road seemed MUCH narrower than it had been before, and I began to wonder if we had accidentally taken the wrong road... But all the same landmarks were there.

At some point toward the end of the dream, there was a large vehicle coming toward us. The headlights were super bright, and it was going pretty fast, but whoever was driving our vehicle didn't seem worried... Then I woke up.

I'm playing league as lee sin, and have set up my tent at toplane to shut down a ticked off vladimir. We repeatedly kill him, and he cusses up a storm in all chat every time I appear from the river. The dream shifts, and I'm playing runescape in the old wildy circa 2007, with ancients and a zammy book. I have diamond tipped rune bolts and a poisoned ddp in addition to sharks and other pots. I burst down a player in 5 hits, but as I'm collecting the loot get teleblocked. My inven button shifts to the music tab and I can't seem to find it as the mouse cursor won't follow my dream eyes. The pjer has an arma gs and takes me down before I can react. I then respawn in a small cell, with the pjer looking in on me, and crowing about he was the vlad from yesterday.
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I bump into one of my fellow soccer captains at the library, but he doesn't know me and he's HUGE (already tall in real life, but I barely reach his elbow in the dream). He pushes me back and the dream fades as we begin to fight.
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I have a 10 second lucid where I realize something is amiss and ask myself why? Almost reluctantly, as if the answer is obvious but I don't want to realize it, I respond and say "I'm dreaming." As comprehension dawns, I take control of my dream body and take a couple of steps forward, frantically searching for my hand so I can try and stabilize the dream. Unfortunately I get too excited, and the dream fades to black before I can get a glimpse of my surroundings. (So frustrating, I can get too excited and miss out on easy lucids just as often as I have opportunities for them, suggestions if anyone's reading?) I don't remember anything past this lucid snippet, so no way to reintroduce myself into the dream.
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I'm at my grandma's house and she's complaining about arthritis. I take her hand and she screams in a horrible voice.
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My dad has gotten cancer in a terminal stage, and there's much very real crying and emotion as we go together around a small plaza, saying goodbye to our friends and family

After waking up this morning I remembered 3 small dreams, throughout the day sitting at my computer mostly I got more and more bored. I felt like I was trapped in a little box, that was a moment when I saw the potential of lucid dreaming again, and so I'm back completly hooked on it.

1. Experiment gone wrong

I dreamed of an evil experiment conducted by the japanese government on children ranging from 10 to 16 years old. In this experiment they wanted to test what extreme fear and panic for a prolonged period of time would cause. The experiment went like this: Inside a large abandoned warehouse completly sealed of to prevent any ambient light from getting in was a chair, placed in the middle of this giant room. The size of the warehouse is huge, 2 football-fields probably and pitch-black. Several meters above the chair is a single lamp that's very dim and only lights up a small area around the chair, it flickers and sometimes shuts of for a full minute, plunging the chair into complete darkness. In the chair the child will be restrained and given an infusion to provide nutrition and water for a week probably. A bucket under the chair would act as a toilet, there's a hole in the chair. This experiment needs 4 children to 'participate', each of them will be placed in their own warehouse. 2 of the children will be told that in one of the corners of the warehouse someone or something is lurking and will very slowly crawl towards them, to torture and eventually kill them. The other 2 children weren't told anything. Note that there isn't anything in the 4 warehouses, all the children are completly alone and there's no other being with them in the room.
I didn't get all the information of this experiment by reading or hearing it, I just know because several days ago I read some creepypastas on the internet. Next I see blurry flashes of a monster that looks like something out of the film 'The thing' standing behind the children. One of the childrens head is pierced by a tentacle and the monster is using the child's body as some sort of puppet. I feel extremely stressed, like I'm one of the observers who don't know what's happening.

2. Am I greedy?

My dad is really angry and shouting at me cause I ask for too many games to buy. (IRL I bought 3 on Steam cause they had high discounts and my father didn't really care.)

3. A rocket?

I'm looking/flying around a large rocket standing alone in a grass field near the sea, it's dusk yet I can clearly see it.

The dream consisted of a series of fragments as follows:

- I was updating Firefox? I also wrote down "rock climb" but can't remember it now. I do know I woke up in the middle of the night remembering this, and could still remember it when I woke up before work as I associated an image of a stretchy Firefox logo, and me climbing it. I should've been more detailed

- I was in my kitchen, and these two girls stood next to me by the chair. One of the girls was feeling uncomfortable because the other kept touching her butt. I also touched her butt, making the girl think it was the other friend. I remember feeling bad about this.

- I saw Angelina Jolie running around; she was being chased by a giant creature of some sorts. Armed with guns, she would run through some ruins and hide behind parts of buildings as the creature ran by. My view zoomed in on her eyes, which started flaming around, similar to the aura of a person in Smash Brothers Brawl. I knew she was about to go hamm on this creature.

- I was with two people, and we drove up to a building. We parked in front of another car in the parking lot where two guys were lounging around on their pickup truck. We were on a mission to find some secret object that belonged to someone I can't remember. We walked into the building, making sure to be quiet, as it was populated with a lot of people. I managed to find a pink shirt with my job's logo on it, and grabbed it, noting its weight. It turned out this object was the secret, as determined by its weight (it was not made of cotton as I originally suspected).

We moved the shirt back to our vehicle, and I guess the people we stole this from noticed, and began shooting us. I was hiding behind the car, scared of getting shot, but noticed my two partners were in the open. I pulled out a machine gun turret out of the back of our car, and placed it next to the car, still taking cover. The turret looked like this:



The turret was manually controlled by a small knob on the side that I continued turning. It started shooting, moving the head side to side as it did. I noticed though that the bullets were not hitting the targets as I would've liked. I ran out of ammo, and pulled out a pistol. I noticed that the two guys in the pickup truck turned out to be on our side, and was shooting the others as well.

At this point I realized I was dreaming, but I wasn't quite lucid. I did know though that I could control the turret. I started rewinding time, so I could have more bullets and hit the guys this time. I also decided to amp up the turret, as I didn't want my friends to die. I imagined the turret had 3 layers of 5 barrels each. While I was rewinding though, a DC appeared to me and told me that I could potentially have a lot of power if I wanted, but if I wanted to get anything out of dreaming, I had to present myself with challenges. He was telling me being completely lucid wasn't the right path, but instead I should try and aim for semi-lucidity and place myself in positions where I had to try harder to get out, as opposed to using my potential power to easily get out.

I took away the layers of turrets because of this, and instead just added more ammo. Time started back up, and I aimed again at the guys I initially aimed at, hitting them this time. At this point my dream ended.

I am at a grocery store, standing in front of a guy from Germany who holds up a random vegetable and asks me to identify it. I got it right. A bell rings and he holds up a different one. More difficult, I manage to identify it before the bell rings again and he holds up another one.

This continues for a few minutes as a bell is rung from somewhere about every 10 seconds.

Then it dawns on me, that is the chime my alarm clock makes, and I should probably wake up now.

I was on a cruise. It had this one deck where there was this deep, wide hole in the ground with a pile of books on top. there was a rope of silk over the hole held up by two poles. I had to use the silk to go over the pile of books and grab one like tarzan. Jason's dad was there sitting near the cave, reading.
I was in constant search for dessert, but never got some.
These two dudes were 'cleaning' te ocean. Basically, they were walking on water and using brooms to clean the surfaceof the water and make it bluer. They were cleaning it just like you would clean your flor. One guy was a fem gay, and he was sexually harassing the other dude, who was obviously very uncomfortable.

I went to heaven. I wasn't completely dead, and I would be waking up soon. I saw a bunch of people that I thought would be in hell, and that were actually pretty nice now. I went to se Lt and Barbara and started crying. But both of them were in this weird sleep, Barbara especially so. I saw the chick put a orange pill on lt's pillow. I picked it up. Lt started chocking me so I wouldn't be able to go back to life: he wanted me to stay. Somehow, I got away. They super drugged him up. Barbara woke up tho, and she escaped.
I went looking for her through the neighborhood and through a forest. However, the angels stopped looking for er when we got to a certain location. I discovered this location was hell. It was very sexual. I saw bisexual orgies going on in elevators, herd club music, and everything was slightly dim. However, I got the feeling that there were bad things coming for this place that the participants may not have been aware of.
Eventually, because we were looking for a lost angel, a lead angel took some of us with her across the hell barrier to talk to someone at a desk about getting passes.

I was a hermaphrodite. I had a dick above my regular stuff. I was in the bathroom, and it was hard. Because I was supposed to be meeting up with a friend to have sex with her. however, she never made it to the bathroom, so it didn't happen.

I received two checks in the mail one for two thousand and the other for 6 thousand. I could not believe it and I was very excited. I started to brag to everyone in site that my affiliate marketing skills are finally paying off. I told my co workers that I was quiting and that I had now ten thousand dollars I just made. After I told them that we started to have fun joking around. This is something we do not do in real life.

6.24.14

Last night bed 11pm - 7am (woke up second day to aroma of coffee from my new coffeemaker)

Woke up at 2:50 from a bad dream

DR:
The devil is standing right next to me, telling me things in my ear, sometimes with demon voice. I don't wanna do what he is telling me, or I don't agree with his words. I'm fighting him, resisting, giving him hell.

Later on, remembered I just had a dream with OpheliaBlue, as I turn to the other side during micro awakening. Wanted to turn back to have beter recall, but thought I'll try this way, but fell aslee.

Well, it was some kind of a mild disagreement. It was longish, I'm sorry I don't remember more.

Last dream:
It's some kind of a work place retreat, or camp. This is a long dream.

We are in a building in a communal room. I walk out to do something and find 2 instructors playing a game of tossing something at the target. I should not be there.

Then I'm walking with a dog in my arms when he tells me to put him down, he would rather walk and run himself.

Something about large boats or machinery.

I was in a big city with Kestrel and a guy friend of mine, who we'll call Tyrone. We were at some sort of rave party. There were a lot of people there, but no one was dancing. Like usual, Kestrel and I didn't care and we were ripping apart the dance floor.

There were a couple toddlers running around. This was no place for a toddler! I scooped one of them up and went to find his mother. I started talking to her for awhile about children, when what I presume was one of the DJs comes over and says some rude remark about the children. I flip him off.

A lady comes up to me and says that she needs to talk to me outside. She looks forty or fifty, and is wearing an interesting leather halter top with a short leather skirt. I assume she's mad at me for flipping off the DJ, but we talk instead about other things. I tell her that I used to be a raver 3 or 4 years ago and she responds, "Oh, well, we'll have to deal with this in a more adult manner. I couldn't hurt one of my own."

"What's your name?" I ask her.

"Sonya."

So we walk around and talk more when we start hiring sirens. We look back to see that the police have raided the rave. She tells me to stay back, but I need to go find Kestrel and Tyrone.

I enter the party and start looking for them. There are a lot of people panicking and someone is carried out on a stretcher. I find them in the back of some weird UPS truck, freaking out about something.

"Where have you been???" Kestrel asks, panicking.

"I was just...er...outside," I respond.

"Did you drink the beer??" Tyrone asks.

"Er...I think I had some whiskey..."

"But did you have THE BEER?!" Kestrel asks.

"I don't know! Maybe?! Why?"

"IT WAS POISONED!" They say in unison.

"We gotta get out of here," Tyrone declares, "but first...meth." Tyrone randomly does meth.

"HONK HONK MOTHERFUCKERS!" He screams and takes the drivers seat. Suddenly, it's like we are in GTA. Tyrone is racing the UPS truck down the highway, hitting as many innocent bystanders as he can.

Tyrone hits a streetlight and we came to a stop.



The UPS truck, had it looked perfectly before it encountered us, was now decimated.

"POLICE! THIS IS THE POLICE!" We heard shouting and sirens all around us. Tyrone jumped out of the car and screamed, "THESE ARE MY HOSTAGES NOW!!!"

But we escaped, so it was all cool.