non-lucid

This dream was very vivid in the streets in buildings & individual people & details. Unfortunately I can't explain the dream very well. It featured members of my family & my own sexuality into the conversations. It was not a sexual dream though, yet the topic was quite prominently there. I am a bi-sexual woman & I am married to a very heterosexual man. I'm really not sure why this topic was even any kind of topic. Maybe it had to do w/ a conversation I just had w/ my husband which related to people thinking that anyone of LGBT community would vote for Donald Trump. Well, the answer to that is that he publicly recently made a comment about supporting the transgender community. But more importantly the dream was so very very vivid in details that was very exciting as always. It wasn't even a lucid dream yet it was incredibly vivid which I enjoyed quite a lot.

I am walking in a subway terminal. I have a ticket to something, and I've been trying to find the ride for a while. Through a maze of tunnels I find myself in a bigger one. This massibe round tunnel with hundreds of people in it. There's a casino to my left. Where am I? This is the question. And then the answer comes to me. I am on a jet plane. A 787, 10 times bigger than any jet, equipped with restaurants and entertainment.

I find myself no longer on the jet, but with Chris and Hannah's sister. We're boarding the plane again. I tell them about the restaurant but chris wants none of that. Turns out we have our own private room. We go in and there's a TV, some meals, and rows and rows of candy and treats. I start eating reese cups the size of an apple. We sit down to watch a movie, and at some point Rachel starts lightly caressing my lips. What? Eventually I get the message and petting ensues. Half way through the movie I go to find another room. She comes along, but soon we're lost, and a nice mexican guide tells us we're in the basement and will need to find our way back up. I split from her and go up fast. I go so far up I'm on the roof of the jet. Up here, it's like an aircraft carrier. Jets, prop planes, and choppers line the deck as well as a couple hundred guys up here on smoke breaks or just enjoying the view.

We smash into a rain cloud, soaking the deck. It's pitch black, and the plane begins to shake. I am thrown from the deck.

Falling.

I land in the ocean. Luckily I am only 700 meters of shore of Toronto. The sky here is full of enthusiast biplanes doing loops and flips and they keep edging closer to dive bombing me. I grab hold of one, and take the pilot's seat. I'm flown back to the city.

I'm with my friends there, and they are all asking me about the fall. How did I survive? I'm not so sure. One guy starts up a beat, and starts freestyling, and calls me a liar. I take one step toward him, and rattle off a 2 minute freestyle that blows his mind and all those around me. It is recorded, and uploaded to soundcloud. I hit #12 rapper for the day.

My family and I move into the mountains. I am up there with the most incredible view for a long time. One day, some tyrants come and try to enslave the mountain people and create a class system. I am invited to be upper class, but instead I fight. A man on a horse chases me down through the fields, and I leap my horse from a cliff. It grows wings, and together we fly.


This is the first quarter of the dream but I'm tired of typing. After this there was a long slow motion sequence where I was Quicksilver from Marvel, and I was in a gun fight with 2 bad guys who had spiderman speed reflexes, and one guy who could move at superspeed and enter the slo-mo world, but still only at about half the speed I was going. This was an insane battle, because technically I had a massive edge, but it was not a simple task to defeat them.

My recall's still not very good, but I remembered something to do with me being a kobold exploring a manor's front yard.

Sand mine and transformers

It was a warm summer day, I took my car and drove to some hills between forest and a city. My parents and younger sister were already there, they drove there by bikes. I left car and went to them, they were talking about a mine of sand that we purchased and some drainage setup they wanted to implement. For some reason I wanted to drive to a city. I got back into my car and drove closer to railroad crossing, but I couldn't cl cross it. Workers were doing something there, there was also a transformer robot towering above the railroad, it was digging with an enormous shovel.

Brushing teeth

It was a spring morning, I went to bathroom. It looked like it was pre renovation. I hastily took a toothbrush and started brushing my teeth, but then I realized that it wasn't my toothbrush. It belonged to my older sister. I washed it under running water and took mine toothbrush from a drawer.

My recall is still bad, I think it means I should use mantras before going to sleep again. I dreamed about something to do with calculating a complicated expression.

House with lots of young people. Some are sleeping, some are talking...

I go to the bathroom. The shower is on, room full of water. I turn it off.

Something is moving next to the sink. I look - it's a cute little hamster with a crippled front leg.

A boy appears, he's brushing his teeth. I ask if it's his hamster. He nods.

I want to pet it. The hamster comes closer, but it starts changing - now it's a hamster/insect with a sucker instead of a mouth and no eyes.

I quickly change my mind about petting it. Then it morphs again.

It morphs into two lizards connected with one tail. Their heads have the shapes of large coins, or tokens. One has a sort of animal like face, the other has a weird smiley face.

They also have strange antlers that look a bit like ... fractal corals or something. Very organic.

I look at the boy. He explains that it is in fact just one lizard with two heads and two bodies to confuse predators.

Of course I fail to see that this entire situation makes no sense and I'm not lucid one bit

I was on the roof of a skyscraper. I think I was trying to walk on top of a kind of crane hanging off the building? Suddenly the crane collapsed. I tried to hang on, but the whole thing came down. I fell down the building, but waaaay faster than terminal velocity. It felt like a thousand kilometres per hour. Then I smacked into the ground. I could feel my legbones reaching past my ears, which was definitely not good. Oddly, the "anti-gravity cushion" that normally prevents me from falling to my death in other dreams, failed me!

Very naught dream, starring a very attractive woman I've never seen before. I think she was a long-haired brunette? Started with simply making out, then hardcore XXX.

I was in a dirty room that was partially flooded. Water reached to my knees, or higher. Three bad guys were hidden in cover, and had me pinned down with constant shotgun fire. I crawled around them, staying low in the water, and flanked them. One of them saw me, but it was too late for them. I killed all tree of them. I grabbed one of their shotguns and now wielded one in each hand (I had a shotgun of my own, but a different model).

I found myself at the "headquarters" of the "agency". I don't know, it felt like the CIA headquarters or something, but not the CIA. It had a very "corporate" feel to it. Hard to explain. And there were no windows, and the area was quite dim as a result. My partner (or just a coworker?) was next to me. He was quite a bit older than me. He ran off because he had to do something (use some kind of device on a wall somewhere?). I think we decided to race each other there. I ran so fast, down the stairs (trying to take several steps at once), I think I almost started floating. A typical gravitational anomaly common in my dreams.

I was with someone else, standing on some train tracks in an industrial area. I worked there, as did the other person. On the platform next to the tracks stood two men. I thought they were guys coming from load/unload product (which is what I used to do years ago, load/unload train wagons and ships with liquid product). But for some reason, I knew they were bad news. I tried to slip away, and fled down the tracks. My friend stayed where he was. They weren't after him, perhaps. The two guys noticed me and chased me down. They were unnaturally fast. One of them simply ran past me, and blocked my escape. The other stayed behind me. I realized escape wasn't possible, so I ended up fighting. The fight went a lot easier than expected. They were quite weak, and I beat them relatively easily. I think I killed them by slashing them with a knife. By the way, I think they were Nazi's.

The dream continued in an indoor area. A large room, perhaps a warehouse. I think I witnessed (as a camera, not a character) two of my former high school friends (we are not on speaking terms anymore) being butchered by someone (Nazi's?). One was cut up with a knife, the other killed in an adjacent room (he was in a chair, I think). From that point onward, I set out to fix this. I was suddenly back in a control room (like the ones I used to work in during that last job). A coworker whom I really f*cking hated in real life (mostly because he hated me, too) passed me a job, and/or made a remark. Surprisingly, I managed to laugh off the remark and keep civil, something I never managed before. I felt I was "undercover", and this was somehow vital to saving my ex-friends. In the end I found my 'friends' again, albeit dead. I had to "piece together" one friend bit by bit. His hand, still in a black leather glove, had been cut off. I put him back together, then injected him with a syringe containing a strange liquid. It healed and resurrected him. I thought about doing the other one as well, but he was suddenly alive again without my intervention. I met them later on, and they were very grateful. One called me a hero. I hate that term, it feels pretentious. Then again, I'm an egomaniac with delusions of modesty.

I am sitting on a train, and I remember this is after some sort of war. The train is taking one of the old tracks not normally used for security.

I had a really weird that is hard to explain. It was a mishmash of holiday colors & themes. I am obviously starting to feel the holiday pressure. I have tried to live each day, day by day & live in the moment but now I have to deal w/ crunch time. My husband got some seriously bad news after being at his job for almost 34 yrs. The new owners gave them a raise but back handed them w/ going to 4 10's. which is Monday through Thursday 10 hrs a day only 4 days a week. For someone like my husband who works a ton of overtime to keep us afloat & to keep up w/ the added tasks because they fired so many people, this is awful. The overtime is basically lost which is a crazy portion of his checks so he didn't in reality get a raise but will be making less when you add all of this up & add on new insurance rising. Hence, the overwhelming dream. Then there is one of my daughters who has lived w/ her boyfriend for almost 3 yrs now & she just can't understand why I can't afford in many ways to start buying things for his 3 kids. If she gets married I'll have no choice but it's all so shaky. I don't want to get attached to them & vice versa & there is heart break everywhere. It's so complicated because her boyfriends parents buy her 2 kids stuff. There circumstances are very different from our even though his mom works at the same place my husband does. They won a lawsuit & don't have home payments & other such stuff. AHHHHH, it's so frustrating. My poor husband works so hard to pay for all of my medical needs too which they couldn't even fathom. Apparently my daughter still doesn't understand it all. All she knows is that this creates conflict for her which I cannot fix. Okay, I think my ranting is over. (taking a deep breath) Tomorrow is another day.

I was in some polar station in arctic. I was starting at some display panel showing different factors responsible for weather. It was kinda still, nothing moved even a little. Suddenly everything moved wildly and display showed an enormous hurricane over one of icy valleys.

The dream involved something taking really long. What! My recall's bad.

10-Nov-2016 - ND - Traveling -> DILD Gardens V.B. + FA

Awake at 5:00 - Sure I dreamt smth, but cannot recall, fall back asleep - this must have helped

ND - Traveling
I am in a line to board a plane. They call some passengers by name: me, S, and more. I approach the info desk.
They ask me a question about samples I am carrying, then after I answer, they scribble something on my passport with a marking pen (!!)
When I turn back to the line, it has sensibly shortened.
After check, I find myself going up in a stairway.
I look better, and it's my auntie's (!!) This is a fairly common dreamsign of mine recently, and I consider I may be dreaming.
I raise both my hands up, looking at them; they look normal, finger count is correct.
However, when I turn them to look at palm/back, the left thumb disappears ! I am dreaming !!

DILD
As often happens, I am happy ! I think what I could do. First I jump on the round, steeply descending handrail and walk on it, knowing it would be impossible IWL. Then I launch myself against the outer wall, wishing to phase through it, which of course is what happens.
I am now on the road, in an area I know well - curiously I have been here also on Nov 7th LD.

I walk a bit, then find myself at the Gardens, V.B., I enter
There is a blonde woman approaching, I stop her and kiss her because I am so happy.
I want to focus on tasks, I recall one. I will try to conjure an object behind me.
A young boy is around, I look at him, my sight kinda blurs, then it becomes normal again.
It seems nothing happened, but when I move backward, a small blue ball that was not there has appeared. I did it !
I pick it up with both my hands and look at it. I try to think at more tasks, but nothing comes to my mind.
Unfortunately this focus makes me lose lucidity.

FA
I am at my home (!), waking up in the kids room (!), FM I returned at home in the middle of the night and everyone was sleeping. I meet all my family, kiss and hug all of them. Then I sit on the sofa with my daughter.
I wake up