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A few days ago I had a lucid about me finding the lost parts of myself and piecing them back together to save my family. To create this kind of superman to defeat all evils. It bothered me a little that I thought of myself as able to do that. Ahh well.

3.29.15

Last night bed 9pmish - 3:30am

Woke up at 11pm with this:

I'm standing on my mom's kitchen balcony. Somebody is showing me a person standing on a flood barrier that's to the right, about 60 meters from the house. It's a man holding some small device that I can't see but I think it looks like a walkie-talkie. Someone tells me "do you see the antenna?" And yes, I do see a 7 inch black plastic antena sticking out of the device.

I understand, that they are controlling us with that. As I look to the left on the barrier, I suddenly see lots of people sitting there on benches, all with devices. I can tell it's something sinister and I don't like it. I grab my air rifle and head out to the barrier. Small kid walks up to me trying to stop me and I push him away. His dad comes rushing and he tries to hit me, but other "normal" people there stop him. I put my fists up and invite him to figth me. He is a huge guy, and I wanna kick his ass so bad.

Now we are having a dinner party and there is a cloth hanging on the wall and on the balcony. I suggested earlier to put up aluminum foil to shield us from the controlling waves, but I was told that would not work.

Art Obsession

Spent most of the day yesterday doing digital art, and spent most of the night dreaming about doing the same. Been having lots of dreams like this over the past couple of months, and I think it's really helped improve my art. I don't wake up with any "Ah-ha!" moments, but I must be gaining experience, because my work has improved dramatically.

I think it was about 9am when I had this, it was pretty short but still pretty awesome!

I am walking around town aimlessly, looking around at the bright shop displays and colourful fronts. It's quite busy, which is perhaps surprising given the weather - grey and wet, as is custom in the UK. As I am absent-mindedly walking about, I notice that a man has been following me for quite a while. Realising this, I shake him off by taking winding streets and getting away from the city centre. I end up walking up some stone stairs, which lead to a beautiful building whose architecture reminds me of a cathedral. Looking around, I see that I am surrounded by these. By now, the sun is out and warming my skin pleasantly. I take my IPod out and reach for my headphones in my bag. Seeing them, a thought occurs to me; I shouldn't have my headphones seeing as earlier that morning, my best friend had let me know that she had taken them (this was real). This prompts me to lucidity, and I check my hands over to confirm my suspicion. Sure enough, although my left hand is normal, my right hand has an extra finger. I am now completely certain of the fact that I am in a dream, and begin to take in my surroundings properly. I run my hands over the stone buildings, appreciating the texture. Satisfied, I concentrate on my LD goal.

(In a particularly striking dream which I had over 3 years ago, I lived in a beautiful villa in the South of Spain. My aim is not only to revisit this villa, but to establish it as my LD HQ.)

Closing my eyes, I concentrate on this house as hard as I can, hoping to teleport there. This approach fails however, and so I set out to find a door. I am hoping that if I truly believe that beyond it lies the house, I can use this to get to it. Before I can find a door however, I am woken up.

It might be small, but still, success!

I am going through a doorway following two ladies and the second one tells me that the other girl in our group is out in the waiting room. I ask, "Tina?" and the girl's face starts to disappear. I immediately realize what's going on and say,

"Hey, we're dreaming" and I remember my LD goal and think I need to see Jackson Galaxy and then I see triangles and shapes and things start disappearing and then I wake up.

I'm excited I remembered one of my goals but I wish I'd remembered to try to stabilize the dream...hopefully next time.

I am driving a car and the boss's wife is in the car next to me with the boss driving and his wife is standing up in their convertible and I'm supposed to do that but I think it's stupid and dangerous (while the car is driving down the highway) and I won't do it.

My husband and I are trying to get away (from what I have no idea) and we're running behind houses. There's a helicopter with lights chasing us. My husband gets caught and I watch where he goes and I run to get help. I hug a lady I used to work with and another old friend is there but they don't seem to be moving or doing anything to help us. I see a HUGE, beautiful snowy owl on a front porch. It was so beautiful I stopped for a moment to admire it. He was at least 3' x 3' and filled up the small porch. I was starting to contemplate the massive size but as I was considering this I knew I had to leave to help my husband.

1st dream.
I am on a green field with some white flowers. There were two groups of people.
1st group were 2 people who walked around at the white flowers with a air blower or something like a can of air. And blew air on the white flowers. It was like there came something out of the flowers almost like bubbles.
Not that far away from them were there 2 others (group 2) in front of their car. They looked over at the 1st group, and they looked kinda shocked.. They went a little closer to the first group and told them that the white flowers were very toxic, and their life were in danger..

2nd dream.
I was out biking with my dad, and my back started to be very sore and hurt a lot. Suddenly I was on the ground and I couldnt move. It turned black.. Colors and things came back and I now were at a hospital, I was told I needed to rest because of my back.
My stepmother and stepsister were there to visit me, and I could tell my stepsister was worried about me.
I were in doubt and kinda thought "My back doesnt hurt that bad?".. "Did I pretend and fake it all?"
It was like they knew what I was thinking, cause they said "You can go home now".

3th.
I also remember being at my grandfather and grandmothers house, but not what I did there. Just that I walked a little in their living room but thats it.

Spoiler for Danish:

Grønt område med nogle hvide blomster agtige ting der var rimelig lange. Der var to mennesker der gik rundt ved dem selvom det rigtig var et afspærret område, lidt væk fra holdt der en bil og der var nogle andre der gik rundt der.
De første gik med sådan blæse dims sådan at der kom noget sjovt ud af de hvide blomster..
Det var ikke alle de hvide blomster hvor der kom noget hvid sjov fra.
De andre kom over til de to her og forklarede at de blomster var utroligt giftige...

Rigtig ondt i ryggen. Jeg var vidst ude at cykle med far. Jeg. Kunne åbenbart ikke klare det så jeg endt med at vælte og så lå jeg og kiggede på cyklen..
Pludselig vågnede jeg ved et sygehus.
Hvor jeg skulle hvile min ryg.
Men det troede vidst ikke på at jeg havde ondt i ryggen, så de udskrev mig for tidligt.

Jeg var vidst henne ved farmor og farfar (i deres gamle hus). Jeg huske ikke så meget hvad der skete der, bare at jeg var der.

Very vivid, present dreams. Mental journaling so details have faded, but definitely "I was there" all night long

+ Objects are flying in the air, come indoors, TZ is there, candies on floor, wife takes them away

+ I hear music, I "recognize" the piece, I'm discussing it with some guys, I always have trouble remembering the composer of this piece. I'm working really hard to remember it. Argh, my son played this piece on the piano, who is the composer? "B….B….B…B… Bar….BARTOK! Bartok." [IWL: the piece I remembered wasn't the one I heard, but for the piece I was thinking of I did remember the correct composer finally]

+(f) Walking along outdoor elevated walkways, I hear a muslim say: "Not all sharia law is the same", and some other things (forgot).

+ I'm in a scientific laboratory. There are two pieces of equipment that I'm inspecting. One on the wall a bit farther on, and one under a hood right next to me. There are parts that are moving quickly in the mechanism. The main moving part is the japanese hand-prayer drum from Karate-kid II.



I ask what this is. The woman scientist answers "it's a timer, a 777 timer". I see under the hood an open metallic sphere, I see and know it contains mercury. I don't want that stuff getting on me so if they carry it anywhere I plan to step back.

Discussing scientific instruments (built from the karate-kid #2 japanese hand-twisty-prayer-drum thing) with scientist woman, I'm leery of the sphere containing mercury

+ super present/vivid: I'm on the lower floors of a house. I'm in some sort of shower/bathroom, I think there must be another one on the upper floors. There's a big fluffy white dog walking around. I go out to the front of the house. I go back in and say "I'm going to look around the upstairs."

I start climbing the stairs and see two small green teacups, the kind we have (IWL: and now use as a water bowl for our cat). Each one is full of water and on a different stair. I wonder if they use them for animals. Farther up the staircase on the left there is a fireplace. It is glowing warm, I go past it but see it in passing and return to it and give it a proper look: things are glowing red in there but there's no visible fire. I think this can heat the house, it's really interesting looking, in an alcove in the middle of the staircase.

On the landing I see a room ahead of me, a girl/woman is changing in there and I step back away, not wanting to embarass/intrude. There's some dialogue here that I forgot. I go through the room to another and sit on a couch. A woman there asks something about <my sister's name>.

Still suffering post-op problems (the hospital said at least 2 weeks of that and it's been 12 days so far) Nevertheless, I've managed to remember 2 dreams in the last 2 days.

The first was so numbingly uninteresting I won't bore you with the fine details...suffice to say I'm a student in a college/uni ?? (My grandson is) I don't seem to be a freshman but I mingle with a group of students (none of whom I apparently recognise.) The plot then revolves around me stereotypically trying to find a way into the main hall, where I'm convinced the rest are assembled. (DS Looking for something and/or lost.)

The up side of course is it would just need me to get back to reasonable awareness and there's Ed continually prompting me to recognise my main dream sign.

The other was a bit more interesting. I'm outdoors and there are 2 women in the distance...one with a pushchair. There's a profound air of menace about these two...evil maybe. (what's this Ed... "Mothers from Hell"?...and why???) I tell myself that I need to face this dream and I will banish my fears. (So I thought "dream"...am I inching towards LD again here?)

I move resolutely towards them, then loads of angels appear...they're clearly not real, just small metallic-looking figures and they're everywhere in the sky. Then the sky clears and the menace (and the demon moms) are no more. This is just not my style...If they'd been loads of Buddhist monks then maybe.

Admittedly I had a glasss of Faustino VII before I went to bed and the dream was at 01.30am (less than one hour later) I've said this before..a glass of wine does seem to pep up my early dreams so I must get down to Asda (it's on offer)

Talking of stimulants my son brought me the melatonin and, despite my still slightly delicate condition I risked one when I did a WBTB after the mum's dream. Result...nothing...zilch...bugger all...slept like a baby. When the time's right I'll try 2...and a Faustino chaser.

i was feeling a bit of anxiety as i was trying to fall asleep.When I felt myself drifting off and i started thinking of what might happen.The next thing i know I'm on a bed that isn't mine in a dark room. I thought i was still trying to fall asleep until something started hitting me.I prayed about how annoying it was to me to God for some reason.It stopped for a while and than I reappeared on the bed thinking i woke up. But it started to jump on my stomach even harder now.That's when i realized that i shouldn't have prayed about it since it was all just a dream.

I kept my eyes closed because the thing sort of scared me. It was a short transparent thing trying to go inside me. Telling me to let him in. I thought about how I was thinking of Eye before I went to bed and maybe this is why this dc appeared.I let it keep hitting me to see if t would stop but it did not. I sat up and everything was pitch black but i could still hear the voice."Open your eyes!" it told me. I said "No, I'm going to see with the eyes of a blind person."Than i tried grabbing the thing so it would stop annoying me.When i opened my eyes it looked like a scary black with white mask figure that was stretchy.

I closed my eyes again and everything was now dark. I reappeared on the bed i think. One more time. Than flew off somewhere. I was in a huge dark place where you could see building parts of a castle maybe. I saw a old lady through a small opening. She than turned out to be a witch and tried to pull me into a high place of where she was. I kicked her than flew away though. I flew through dark clouds for like 2 minutes thinking of where to go. I finally got the idea to go see Dawn so i flew with the intention. But i arrived at a room where the walls had a red light on them. The room was also dark so i left.

I flew past dark clouds than thought of going to my cousin's old apartment. I arrived there thinking about what if it changed into a OBE. So when i looked at myself i was in a transparent form. Not at all what i wanted. I started to fly past dark clouds again and thought how i would like a happy setting. Different from all the scary stuff I've already seen. So i imagined a beach and hoped Manei and Jade would be there. I started seeing a bright sky and white clouds than fell into the ocean. When i floated up i noticed Manei swimming on a floater thing and Jade was with her. There was a big round orange fish too. The size of a small beach ball.The only weird thing about it is that we all looked like we were made out of a stop motion clay animation. Even the ocean looked fake.

Manei turned to me than said "Oh, your here". I was like yeah than climbed on a orange boat that sort of looked like the one from the Zelda Wind Waker game.Except without the dragon's face. The big orange round fish wanted to go on too but i think either Manei or Jade pulled it away. As we started moving through the water i asked if it was okay for things to be like this. The way things looked was kind of weird. That is when the letters I.M.M popped up in front of my view. Than i woke up.


Beautiful Forest City River/Lake

I was inside a place that was supposedly the place where I work. The staff and kids were having a huge party and teachers began handing out cake,cookies with candy on it,chocolate chip cookies,sprinkle cookies. It was all looking so good.* w *) I tried grabbing a green paper plate and putting some snacks on it. But I decided to save it until i got home.I walked and encountered a girl I know at the workplace. For some reason she was trying to work with a guy to get rid of me and some people in the dream. I think I appeared in my bed after that and was actually in my older brother's room.

Something after that happened and I ended up watching some weird video of the girl chugging down a can of ravioli to impress the guy. She than burped and I felt weird about this. I felt this was somewhat a dream but i had to do something to stop the guy from doing something bad. So I went back to the place and tried to secretly do something.It led up to someone becoming tiny.Which i think was the guy. After that something else may have happened but i don't remember.

Woke up than went back to sleep.

I was inside my living room looking for snacks to eat on the table. A little kid who i assumed was the smaller version of a male cousin of mine, told me he wanted some snacks. I helped him pick up snacks but something was still bothering him I think. After that I went to look for my snacks i put away but could not find them in the fridge, or anywhere. I asked my sister,cousins and brothers but they said they haven't seen it. I got really mad. The two cousins of mine and my older brother were drinking Beer like my missing snacks was nothing. I took some of their beer and drank it annoyed even though I've never drank beer yet.

I than went to the fridge and saw money in the fridge."Who put money here!?My money!" I said thinking my brother put it in there."I didn't put that there" my brother said. I than closed the fridge and started to walk to my parent's bedroom."Yay!Lucidity!Think good thoughts so they don't come chasing after you." I thought to myself than went through the window. I than flew around and noticed that there were more brighter buildings clumped up in this area.I started to fly above the narrow place to the front of the house. My cousin N came out and I didn't want her to see me so i did my best to fly past her.

But when I did she saw me and said something about me being in trouble. I flew past through the maze of buildings than saw a old lady.She spoke to me about something, maybe candy starbursts but I flew away after that because I think she was trying to get in my way. As I was flying I started seeing the place became a huge ocean filled with boats.Than it started becoming more like a tropical city.Filled with beautiful bright green plants and trees. The houses seemed colorful too. Oh and there was still cars and streets in view. A girl caught my attention and told me to follow her. As we were flying/running she showed me a river that led to a huge lake in the city, She said something about how cool it was and that i should try going there.

I was so amazed. I ran and jumped from the rocks and started flying above the cool serene river than close to but above the lake. I felt so in tune with the place. I also saw a somewhat faded sailor moon on the river. I think she was battling a monster there. I didn't want it to end but than i reappeared back in the place where another girl was."I'm going to do that again!" I thought happily.But than i lost my train of thought and the girl asked me if i could write her number down on a brownish purple square thing that had little bumps like the connectors for kids have. She wanted me to get her number on it.

I told her okay and knelt on the floor. I pointed to in between the spaces and the girl said "3...2..."They slowly started to appear.But than a girl called me from behind and said that she would do it for her. I think it was the girl who showed me the lake. I told the girl that asked me to make the number appear that the other girl would help her. I than ran off and looked to the side noticing more greenery. There was a huge white hospital to my left in the distance.It had me thinking of how what if in a past life i died there or some other lady died there. It was just a random thought that came up. Than I started running while singing happily. I got the idea that i should write a song of singing in the rain so content. I could somewhat see the lake in the distance and was hoping to meet an interesting being/dc there but woke up.

DEFINITELY GOING BACK ANOTHER TIME!!!

Non-lucid
I was homeless, so at night I'd break into houses and sleep in people's guest rooms. Some nights they'd find me, and I'd normally have to hurriedly leave immediately after that. Sometimes when that'd happen, they would care for me.
I met many different people with different lifestyles: A pregnant lady with a huge pet snake, an eccentric lady with a huge house, and the list goes on.
One night, I creeped into a house, and went into a room with a closed door. A baby was soundly sleeping in a cradle, and I definitely wasn't going to change that. I turned around and saw a camera looking at me. I quietly, but quickly, went out the door, and looked down the stairs. A tall lady with wavy hair is watching TV and talking on the phone in the living room below me. Her back is to me. I panic, and hurry into the next room a little less than silently. I hear a muffled "Hold on, I-I heard something..." through the door. I crawl under the huge bed and hope she doesn't find me.
I hear the door open, and she's still on the phone. "I know I heard something." She whispered into it. I could very faintly hear the person she was talking to in the quiet room. "Someone's in here, I know it." She bends down and looks under the bed, to find me, curled up, staring at her, and terrified. She ends the call immediately, her mouth hanging open.
"Hey now," I whisper showing my hands to show her I have no weapons, "I don't want to hurt you or your baby... I just need a place to sleep. I promise that's it."
Then, I wake up.

Night. I was in a hut. I think it's a pre-lightbulb era. Everything's so dark, and the color theme is the kind of yellow that candles put out at night. I was talking to my sister outside. There's someone inside the hut/house, cooking. Not sure if male or female.

We went inside the house.

(There's another story here, but I forgot it coz I wasn't able to write the keywords.)

Night. I was in our house in our hometown. The gate is locked but can be opened by other keys. We had to guard it carefully and change the lock.


Notes:

- Slept around 5 p.m.
- VERY tired after parkour training
- WOke up around 9:36 p.m.

I was on my college campus with S. We had to get across campus in [some short amount of time] to get to class. I was telling S we should hurry up and run but he said that it didn't matter because he was friends with the professor and he could borrow his car.

We got in his car, a red suburban and S started driving like a madman. He drove into a lake in the middle of campus (not there IWL) and crossed it. At one point the car went completely underwater and I told him that doing this was not a good idea because he could flood the engine.

When we got out of the water on the other side, we were in a natural area and everything had gotten wet. The inside of the car had filled about a foot of water and we had to open the doors to let it all out.

We tried to dry it out with a hair drier but S said that he had gotten the car water damaged and didn't have enough money to pay back his professor, and he had to turn to thievery.

"So I'm starting a thief crew. They're going to be called the blue shadows. Will you join?"

"Only if you let me get in really good shape first. I want to be able to outrun the cops."

"What if we were able to join the [some group]?"

"I think they only allow in very special members with special powers or something. But they are a really good thief group and there are hundreds of them. And their record is flawless..."

I became semi lucid and started to fly above the natural area. The sky was all of these pretty colors, oranges, reds and purples and there were two suns.

-WBTB-

I was in my college dorm. This somehow connected back to the last dream. There were these big spiders walking randomly around the room carrying all of our soap and toiletries. I thought about just mushing them and taking our stuff. But I decided to look them up first.

I saw on Youtube that they were a part of some advertising campaign by a soap company that says if your soap cant kill this spider, then it can't kill germs either. So they unleashed these trained spiders in people's rooms who didn't use their soap.

I then saw something in the related videos. It was Dawn, he had uploaded a video. I clicked on it to see what it was about.

It was Vlog and he was talking about lucid dreaming or something. He was sitting in this blue painted room with a window on the right hand side, and he was talking about lucid dreaming. .

I remember he was wearing a tye-dye shirt and Manei's headband. His voice sounded like a receejones87 video. I can't remember exactly what he was talking about, I think it was WILD.

The thing that I remember the most though was his video's view counter:

Views: 13 Million Zillion

The dream carried on into some sort of arcade setting, but I have no recollection of what happened there. I think it had something to do with some kind of virtual reality Minecraft. I think Dawn was still there.

Morning of March 29, 2015. Sunday.



I am walking up a very long and steep flight of stairs (both by my choice and my seeming simultaneous creation of it by way of non-lucid dream control). Others, including a wealthy old lady, are ahead of me. This flight of steps is so steep and high, I get a strong impression that I will not be able to go down them comfortably. (This is mainly due to the fact that I am facing the solid structure of the stairs as I am ascending them but when walking down the steps, I will be facing open space, which might cause me to feel ungrounded.)

I decide that instead of using the stairs on my way out after I do whatever it is that I have to do, I will teleport from the second floor of the building down to ground level (though this never occurs by the end of my dream).

I notice that, as I am climbing the stairs, the building I am in is like a huge cathedral. Eventually, I find myself in a large L-shaped area that has numerous bookshelves along all walls. Apparently, it is a book sale, displaying both new and old and worn secondhand books. My wife Zsuzsanna eventually appears and looks over different sections.

A young Japanese male seems to be responsible for most of the book sale, regardless of how large an area it seems to be in (at least one city block). At first, I talk to him about the books in broken Japanese but eventually I decide to implement a translator where I can speak English and it will automatically be translated into Japanese. This translator even forms a holographic matrix around my head to display the correct lip positions for each word and syllable, so that it also looks correct. It is as if I am actually speaking Japanese to anyone watching me. My translator works both ways. I hear the Japanese male speaking English even though I know he is speaking Japanese. His voice is loud and clear.

I look over a set of small but thick softcover books on a low shelf that seem to be in a series and are mainly about mythical monsters, though one has a triceratops on the cover. At first, I notice only book number four, but eventually find all of them and decide to buy them. I carry them around with me to another section closer to where Zsuzsanna is.

I pick up a large hardcover book from a top shelf and notice that the writing is very small and sideways on some pages, which seems to relate to statistics, old census reports, or other government records. I see that the front covers (though not the back covers) are missing from most of the books in this particular section including the one I am holding, which is also damaged in that the spine is at a slanted angle. Even though most of these books are in English, it seems that they may have been printed in Japan. I do get a lot of various information from the young male but cannot remember all the details, as there are a lot of different books I look at and talk about.

I find a large book in the area where Zsuzsanna is looking around. It seems to be someone’s dream journal in the form of a novel. It is about a man and his wife and young daughter traveling over an isolated desert region in a station wagon. I read one entry about a drive over a particular stretch of hard, cracked ground and what was seen, the dream journal being from the perspective of the male, who is the driver. I decide to get that one as well.

Eventually, Zsuzsanna and I are ready to leave. She has a large canvas carry bag full of books. Mine is smaller than a backpack. In order for us to pay, the young Japanese male has to put on a blindfold and determine the price by weight alone as he stands near the section we stopped at. I do not question this. The total cost is fifty dollars. As I go to pay, I see that there is about two hundred dollars in fifties and a few twenties in my wallet. For the third time in this dream, I implement an idea that seems to prove that a part of me knows I am making my dream. Even though I have enough money to pay for the books, I mentally create an additional fifty dollar note on the other side of the twenties.

From here, my dream fades. However, as it does, I begin to notice additional bills of odd amounts, such as a thirty-four dollar bill, a seventy-dollar bill, and several other fictional values.

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