I remember having two long dreams, but forgot most of them. I have fragments of a village where I worked in a pub/bar/restaurant, where most of the patrons were friends/acquiantances. At some point I asked if I could go home, and they let me. Then I proceeded to burn down/smashing as many houses/businesses as I could, killing as many as possible. Yeah...
Morning of May 27, 2015. Wednesday. My dream becomes a very formal scenario in mood and awareness. I am not sure of the time. It may be late night or very early morning or probably a liminal “twilight” setting relating to my partial lucidity (where darkness but with a clearer awareness and augmented sense of touch often occur). I am walking on the right side of the road in an unknown location, which seems more like a back road at times. There is a tall chain-link fence almost immediately to my right, allowing only about two feet or less space to walk on the grass on the side of the road. I do not really notice any buildings. Up ahead, I see a semitrailer truck approaching. The driver is mostly in shadow (or “is” a shadow - though I discern what may be a red and black plaid shirt). As I am semi-lucid, I would normally “know” that the shadow was my conscious mind. However, here, I get the strange impression that he is another dreamer that I could actually meet - and in fact, even presume his identity to an extent of relating him to an actual dream journalist. The semitrailer truck is moving fairly slowly, it seems, as if the driver is perhaps unfamiliar with the area (though this is not certain - it may be his regular route and he is just being cautious). I start contemplating what I am going to do. I decide that I will pick up my pace a bit and meet with the driver. The driver is to the right (from my perspective) and I am not sure he notices me though his headlights seem to be working normally. There remains a problematic element, though not fully prospective, in that the side of the road does not have much room for me to traverse, so the truck and I will not have much room to spare as we pass each other when it approaches (assuming the driver does not stop to acknowledge me or even converse). The truck does go just past the edge of the road at times (I am mostly walking on the edge of the road rather than the grass), though this is not due to lazy driving but seems to be a dream-rendered situation directly related to my thinking about the potential meeting or choosing to dodge the truck instead (as if I am directly aware of the dream-making mechanism of my mind). After all, I do not want to be run down (though this is not that strong a concern, though I do not focus on going to the left to possibly avoid going closer to it). I continue to watch the truck carefully to see if it goes too far to my right, which would then block me off with nowhere to go (because of the high chain-link fence to my right, which continues as far as I can see other than the break at the intersection I am approaching, which I do not consider turning off at). I sense the meeting will be very formal and brief but with positive results. I start walking faster, almost running, but the approaching truck seems about the same distance away that it was minutes before. I still am not quite sure if there is enough room for me to clear the front of the cab or be hit though the sense of danger is decreased due to my growing lucidity. As the truck approaches, my lucidity continues to increase and I become slightly more aware that the “shadow driver” is my conscious mind and that this may be a typical example of “shadow play” - a temporary scenario that occurs at apex lucidity. However, I am still intent on continuing my direction and meeting with the driver, as there is still a degree of uncertainty over who the driver actually is. Instead, when I reach the truck, I reach the beginning of the waking process and slowly wake at about the point I am adjacent to the driver’s door on the road’s edge, thus “meeting” my conscious self in the waking process. The shadow/driver was a metaphorical form of my conscious mind “driving” the dream, with the “cargo” (in the semitrailer) being the implied intent or foundation (“building blocks”) of a potential apex level of lucidity (which comes through various means - such as crawling through a window or “shadow play”). This was a missed opportunity, I suppose, though I have noticed that apex lucidity often comes when a person has already gotten more than enough sleep. The engine of the truck is also a representation of the conscious mind as within the life force of the real body. This dream vaguely reminds me of a dream from 1991 titled “Motorcycle Jump”, where the shadowy motorcyclist also was my conscious mind though this time trying to wake up after sleeping for too long by managing to make the motorcycle rise up and jump through a very small window in the bathroom (a play on “I have to go” as in “I have to wake up now”).
(Details are sketchy due to going over notes to late) Charlies Kitten I'm seeing this crazy dude, he seems pretty unstable. He ends up going into a cell. I'm looking at a naked female on a chair. I soon realize she is a transgender as he begins to hump some kind of bird cage looking thing. I only got a quick glimpse of the bird cage and I was anticipating when he would reintroduce the cage again. I'm at a random location inside somewhere. I can see my cat Charlie up on his scratching post. He sees me and begins to get off the post, but I quickly walk over to him so he would stay on it. He eventually jumps down. I notice a small kitten, it must be Charlies baby. Its a lot smaller then it should be. Charlie rolls over onto his stomach, and I place the kitten near his stomach so it could feed. I look over into the poach that's connected to his post and it seems worn down, to the point where I could see some plastic thing sticking up. I fill the poach with some powdery substance, with a bit of laundry powder. Either someone or Charlie was telling me that I shouldn't do that, but I did it anyways. Charlie said that's how he's done all his pregnancies. I noticed that there is more kittens around Charlie, and that they're bigger then before. Dad mentioned something about only being able to have 2 kittens out of the litter. Nat Mc Decision I was at someone house playing poker with Nat Mc, and brother was watching. At some point someone decided to go ALL IN against Nat. She wasn't sure what to do, and asked me for advice. I told her he played the hand well, as there is a flush on the board, which would beat her hand. I said I would fold, but said to go with your instinct. As I said that, she instantly calls and ends up winning. I had a feeling of not liking that I was wrong. I'm messaging the guy that has to do with horses ?Name?. I can see a man standing on his horse? I begin to think of asking him what he was up to for new years celebrations, but didn't want to ask cause I hardly knew the guy and he would think I was trying to organize something with him. I can see UFC spoilers, and I try and avoid it. Side Notes Even though I remembered one dream last night, I deeply and completely accept myself, and I remember all my dreams tonight. Even though I forget to recall my dreams upon awakening, I deeply and completely accept myself, and I recall my dreams upon awakening tonight. I remembered to recall upon awakening once or twice, but not straight away.
Just going to write down some of the things I remember as I remember them, this is in chronological order. Try not to laugh, haha. In my dream, I just woke up from it, I received a motorcycle from my father. We went on a ride through Europe, and I think we went from my country through France and ended up in Portugal. I went for a pee break in an alley and some guy came up to me and attacked me, I hit him over the head and left. The setting changed to an old looking town with tall houses, and I was walking with my little group, including my father and little brother. Details I noticed were that there were drawers filled with meat (hamburgers and sausages, raw) where some windows were supposed to be. It was nighttime. We ended up walking through an archway, a tall church over us, looking pretty imposing. There was a river ahead of us, and as we walk towards it, a bicycle races past us, hitting a small ramp and flying over the channel, before riding out of sight. My little brother said "I can do that", took a very short running start on a bicycle that was there, going on the same ramp and painfully hitting the paved wall on the other side of the channel. He wades back over to my side, dripping wet, saying "damn, I was wearing watertight shoes." I reply, saying he wasn't going very fast. A small figure appears, saying "it wasn't a boy who jumped after all, it was a girl!" A little boy appears, who introduces himself as Emmanuel. He explains that he was taught by someone to jump bikes, and makes big gestures as he says his approach speed was 700 kmph. For some reason he writes the number 10 in the air, first in numbers, then letters. And that's the last I remember before waking up. There were more dreams, one of which I remember was before I woke up in the middle of the night, but I know no details. My sleep was pretty bad, I had trouble falling asleep, woke up after 3 hours, again after 6, and now after 10. What else should I write down in my dream journals? I'm pretty new to this.
I'm writing dreams from two nights, 'cause I forgot to do so yesterday. #007 [dream] I was playing Super Mario (again...). There was a level near a dirty sea. I've had a bucket from Minecraft and there was something purple near the sea. I used the bucket on it and on the water. It mixed with water and disappeared after some time, leaving clear water. I used this method to clean a huge portion of the sea. I don't remember how but I died on this level and started again. I cleaned the sea as before and went to a destroyed building. There was a Shine Sprite which I collected. And that was the end of the level. [/dream] #008 [dream] I was watching some videos on YouTube and talk to someone. Next I was writing on some forum, that a song started playing in my head. The song's lyrics were something about God and something... I don't remember, because the text that I wrote was changing. (Like it almost always happens in dreams.) [/dream]
1. I had just fallen asleep for a nap in my room when suddenly I fell into a dream consciously. I was now in a dream copy of my room. I got up out of my bed fully lucid and floated downstairs although I had no intention of floating. Everything looked like it did in waking life oddly enough as well. As I floated down my staircase and to the front door I realized how real everything felt. I stopped for a second and took everything in. Wow, how real it felt, as always. I then opened my front door and floated outside. I noticed that there were now two big trees in my front yard that used to be there when I was a kid. These two trees shaded the entire front yard, and it looked nice. I walked down the path leading to my front door and looked around. The sky was completely overcast and the weather felt nice. On the sidewalk in front of me I see two girls walk past me casually. On the sidewalk across the street a guy was walking in the opposite direction. I immediately got the urge to have sex with one of the girls, so I floated over to them. Just as I started approaching them, they look over at me, start screaming, and start running away. It must have been because I was floating lol. The man walking on the other side of the street also looks at me and starts running the other direction. I take flight and fly after the two girls just to see what they would do. They separate and the older girl of the two starts running towards a house. The other one continues running down the sidewalk. At this point I use my mind to influence the dream as a whole. "You are going to stop and turn around. You will not run into that house" I think to myself while looking at her. I feel my command manifesting and she doesn't run to the house. It worked! I start flying towards her again but my flying ability is really suckish because I don't believe in myself. Right now I am literally flying at ground level and from someone elses point of view I probably look like I'm just sliding around on the concrete really fast. 2. I was in the bathroom next to my room in my house. As I walked in, I didn't close the door behind me. I got out my phone and started taking selfies in the mirror. I stopped after a few shots and looked around the bathroom. For some weird reason, everything in this dream had a weird filter on it. Suddenly, I see a detached red sink just laying in my bathtub/shower area that I know had not been there before. I now am semi-lucid. "Woah, is this a dream?" I ask myself. I start looking around the restroom and in the hallway checking for signs that it was a dream. "Well I am using the restroom right now and blah blah blah, blah blah blah"(I started to analyze my situation and everything that was going on at the moment). However, I was not aware enough while doing this reality check to really notice that this was a dream. I was still halfway in autopilot mode and not fully paying attention.
I got to bed extremely sleepy and right off the back began to experience dreams and SP. They were chained to me always looking at the closet. The first time was a forgotten dream that lasted 1 or 2 minutes. The second time was me slipping into SP and quickly breaking out. And the I realized what was going on and this time allowed my self to go into SP. FA I get up out of bed and look into the closet. Something red appears from it and is talking as well. I didn't know what it was until I got into the hall where a light was on at. It was then revealed to me this it was the red ape-faced Shoganzord. He was pretty accurate to the real thing and then realized that he was chasing me. I ran down the steps and went outside where it was raining. He came out then I got Lucid and say. "If you want to get me, then turn into the Shogun Megazord." I was across the street from him and he walked off in between some houses. When he showed up again he was the Shogun Megazord. He looked up at me with a smile on his blue face. I can also see the detailing of the lines on his chest and arms, the mass of him body and he motioned with his head for me to come or he would come after me as That massive thing and I don't think I would want that.
I don't recall what I have dreamed about earlier beyond this FA that I had. I wake up with some kind of Jazz music playing and I realized that this song was in my previous dream that I have just awoken from. The first thing I do is turn on the radio and it is playing that song. I began to talk to one of my toys and told him about the older dream. "This song was in the dream I have just awoken from!" This is awesome." I spontaneously became lucid and at the same time started thinking about the door less arch closet. I looked out towards it and something happened (an attack or something) that sent me into SP. I laid my toy and head down and began to feel a strong tickling sensation near my underarms and ribcage. I woke up in SP and had to breakout due to the annoying sensations.
I don't know what happened here, but I was in a dream and it was all dark and very hard to see. I'm not sure if I was in a large open room or a bedroom. All I know was that I was walking around, next to a wall and I got Lucid. I seen a closet nearby and to show the dream that I didn't care about being afraid, I dove into the closet. Everything went pitch black and woke up.
I was dreaming I was in another continent with mom and sis. We were staying in the middle of... nowhere? Desert? We were charting our course.
05/25/15 DILD I had been lucid, but just watching from 3rd person, an adventure with a guy and a girl trying to escape from bad guys in an Indiana Jones type setting. They ended up in a dead end cellar room. I decided to join in the dream and help them out. I shifted to 1st person and now another character (me) was in the room. I caused a new feature to appear in the room sort of like a garbage shoot. I pointed it out and we all escaped sliding down the shoot. I decided not to control where it went and just to let the dream create something. I was now on a wheeled board zooming down a tunnel and came out into a scene much like a giant water slide. There was a jump in the ride and eventually I slid to a stop out in the middle of a valley. I got off the giant skate board and was near playground equipment. I looked around and saw what must have been a frat house with a party going on. I considered going there to get sexy with some ladies, but decided to stay focused. I could do a task of the month, but what were they? The bonus had to do with all 4 elements, maybe just any cool thing with each? I know the Earth one said to grow a mountain, that is easy enough. I decided to make a mountain sprout from the ground. I looked to what seemed like north and there were rolling hills. I focused and 'poof' a mountain appeared. No, that is not cool enough, so I turned to the west. There were two tall rugged mountains there with a much lower bluff between them. I made the ground under the bluff swell and churn causing a mountain to begin forming slowly. I slowed it down enough to really watch it erupting from the Earth. It looked a little blocky at times like older C.G. I decided that was because it had a lot of basalt columns and that fixed it, it was rugged, not pixelated. Finally it was much bigger than the two on either side. Mischief Managed! Now, something about a forest fire or some such? And also some fantastic wind event? I did not have a forest on hand, should I make one? No, lets assume that the mountain is far away (it looks that way) and is covered with trees, but far enough they just are a mass of green. I focused on the mountain and fire and the entire mountain burned. I was not impressed as it was too far to see actual flames, but instead the entire mountain became black and red like cherry embers on a smoldering fire. Well good enough for now, I did torch an entire mountain. Wind? I caused a wind to blow from behind the mountains and come over the passes between them. I made them tear the mountain into ash and dust and pull it into the sky as a dark cloud. I directed it across the valley and through a big mid air loop and then through the front door of that frat party. Oh hey! There is no water here, so let's go to this party and see if we can do something with their beer kegs or something... I appeared (teleport) on the door of the party and go in. It is as you would expect for a party and a bar is set up in the corner. I tell a woman to watch a trick and have them pour me a drink with no ice. I imagine the glass frosting and ice forming. It takes about 10 seconds to get it right, but looks great like special effects in a show like X-Men. Ice spreads up the glass and the contents crystallize. Even the bottle the bartender is holding frost and bubbles and makes cracking noises. She looks at the drink and says it is a trick, probably I slipped dry ice in there. I tell her she is correct and decide to go back outside. Maybe I will find a stream just outside (setting the thought in motion). I get out on a balcony and see a stream, but everything turns grey and I feel my body in bed. I do not fight it and just let myself wake.
Updated 05-26-2015 at 08:55 PM by 12783
Two big early dreams, mostly forgotten Sitting in a very wee room. A guy the family employs IRL walks in, he is dressed and looks (facially and bodily) entirely different and yet I know its him. Outside in an industrial area , a woman I either ken or dinny (canny mind now ) is flirting with me. She looks at my wedding ring - so do I, its slightly different than IRL for some reason. She says - 'Ah - I see you're wearing a 'Nephew's Ring ' I reply 'That's right, aye.' Great stuff
[25-05-2015] Portal to a harbor city With mother and younger sister we went to a local cinema. Younger sister was wearing a costume of wonder woman, I had a trenchcoat and my mother was wearing casual clothes. We entered the Screen 1 room. It was a small room, with wooden benches and lights out. We sat down as the movie started to play. Suddenly I've got sucked inside the movie. The projection showed a short scene of me and my relatives coming back from a city. Brother asked me to park a car in the garage, which I've done quickly, maneuvering between dog and grandma. When I placed the car in the garage, I got sucked into another scene. I was a lone wanderer. I travelled from a small village into enormous cursed city, where I found a portal to another realm. I entered it quickly and found myself in medieval harbor city. I was standing on the edge of platform, looking at the sea lands. I walked the poor, empty streets of harbor city, going to an entrance. Then I saw warriors taking control over the place. Then I saw someone similar to one dude from my class, and said "What!? You've gave up!? People, you don't know what you did! This guy is a badass! He saved the world... and killed dragons!" Suddenly I changed into that person, and took a short sword into my hands. With quick moves I killed all the warriors and freed the city and myself. I went back to look at the sea land, and saw coral-like creatures jumping over the water. When they contacted the water, they changed into another forms. One changed from blue to red, and received a long leg. The other one was white, and turned into a statue. I ran to the place from where I come, to the entrance of a portal. I saw two monks and one of the coral-like creatures, but bigger and more humanoid. Monks when watching as he comes clouser said with amusement "Concalcius! You're back!" It had fingers of different colours, and looked at the whit one for a while, saying "I hold power... I hold life." [26-05-2015] I was walking with group of friends in high mountains, when suddenly a white griffin appeared and captured one of them.
5-26-2015 The world is ending in a metropolis of a city full of towering building of hard and unforgiving concrete. I hurried through the city eventually reaching a “sewer” of pipes underground. The sewer was large, tall enough to fit a small edifice and wide enough to fit a group of 10 people side by side. There were people with me, though I don’t know whom. I was supposed to stay with them but I wandered off. I emerged in a room, vastly larger than the underground sewer. The ceiling opened up into the sky, with a hole at the top where rubble had fallen, exposing the sunlight. And in the room there was fresh vegetation, green and wet with what looked like morning dew. There I was with two other people. One was DC (not a dc ) and the other was a girl I did not recognize. The girl was skinny in what I recall to be sporty clothes. She seemed to be an explorer. Her hair was brown and cut short to the shoulders. My conversation fell upon the girl. I don’t remember what precisely was said, but she seemed talkative and conversing with her was easy. I soon became very friendly, until I was flirting with her, asking her questions, talking with humor, maintaining a flow while avoiding awkward silence. I must have had to go because I was next at a trailer park. Or maybe not a trailer park since there was only one house I remember. It did seem to be a trailer or RV type house. There was a long driveway up to the house. Poor dream recall will end the dream prematurely here.
I forgot much, but one fragment lingers: a recurring dream in which I kind of forgot I live alone, and sleep at my old parent's home for a few days instead. I reluctantly told my dad I was going back home after today. I know why I have this dream so often. Living alone can be pretty lonely, just me and my computer. I like being around people, even if it means having less independence. On second thought, another fragment. I was in a very large room, where many people from throughout my life were assembled - people that have probably never met each other, like from school, work, hobbies, ... Nathan was there (back from high school), talking to some other guy (from work? Another school?). I, uh, think that at one point, he grabbed my throat while making a joke about me.
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