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So I was pretty inactive most of the summer. I don't know, it just seemed so busy. However, last night I had another lucid dream and it got me wanting to get back into it.

I was at school with a friend of mine (who doesn't go to the same school as me). Since we had just gone dove hunting the weekend before, I was dreaming about... dove hunting. The weird thing is that we were hunting at school! My friend was the only one shooting however, and I kept telling him we shouldn't be hunting in the middle of town, but he ignored me. Anyways, eventually we decided to leave. However, I remember saying this exact thing... "Good thing I'm dreaming or we'd be in prison for shooting on school property."

*KABOOM* If that isn't an obvious sign that you are dreaming then I don't know what is. Immediately after I said this, I became lucid and decided I was getting the heck out of Dodge. Apparently my brain has subconsciously been getting better at spawning things when I NEED THEM NOW, because my friend was being a jerk and didn't believe I was dreaming. I put my hand to my side and a .45 magically appeared. (wow, I would never do that in real life, but hey, there are dream goals that must be accomplished here!). I told my friend to back off, and I got in the truck and took off.

My first thought was that I wanted to get away from everybody, out in the country where I would not be disturbed. It was very cool, because all the roads in my dream were laid out just like in real life. I got on the highway and was cruisin' as fast as the truck would go. I knew nobody could stop me. I went over some train tracks, got some air, it was awesome. Then this random firetruck came out of no where and I had to swerve around it. Anyways, I was almost to where I wanted to go.... but all of a sudden I woke up. >:-/

Again almost no recall

Saturday, 9/14/13

Last night bed 12 ish - 8:40am

DR- I'm walking with my brother through some Baltic city. Tallin or Riga. We just got off a train and we have a few hours before train continues. We are on our way back to the train, when we look up, and there is this huge, beautifull tower. It's black and gray, it's many sectiones are rather squarish than round. The differ in sizes. Like if you build a tower from blocks and you alternate smaller and larger ones.

So we look at it and we see an entrance at the bottom. Like a visitor center. We debate whether we have enough time to buy the tickets, wait in line, take the elevator to to observation deck and still make it on time to the train.

We walk to the entrance through the empty, gray concrete parking lot or plazza. There are doors leading to the elevators for those who already have tickets. So we debate if we should buy tickets off-site, instead of waiting in line at the ticket booth in the tower. We walk through the corridors and through glass doors. We never make it anywhere, though.

I've been taking benadryl to help me fall asleep. It also helps with my allergies so it's a win win. But it ALSO contributes to intense and vivid dreams.

I was interrupted when I woke and came here, so I've forgotten a lot of what I wanted to write.
The most impressive was, though, which I still recall is dreaming a was pregnant. It was a boy and I named him Zhaymis.
Something happened earlier in the dream- I either got into a fight or an accident and I feared Zhaymis was dead. So I poked my stomach as I had done IRL when pregnant and I could see his foot and fist move beneath my skin. Of course, being a dream, he pushed too far out so that I could actually almost hold his fist lol, but it was an extremely enjoyable dream.

The next thing I remember, Zhaymis had been born and my husband was holding him and admiring his deep green/blue eyes. Zhaymis' hair was darker than mine though. Hubby said he hoped the boy kept the blue in his eyes and I thought it would help my hubby to love him (my hubby has blue eyes) because the baby wasn't his. I recognized that his eyes would probably change color as most babies did and the dream ended with a touch of sadness.

In another, barely recalled dream, I had to go away on a trip. I had a puppy and cats, my bird and some other animal I worried about. I scurried about trying to find someone to take care of them while I was gone. I found a couple kids who agreed, but then their father forbid it.

And I dreamed something about food. I was in a huge shopping area and I had to leave one area for some reason, so I went elsewhere and I was trying to buy cherries and cream crepes but it was going to take 10 minutes to cook them.

Another dream, which I wish I recalled more of, I was fighting monsters in a video-style dream. I could fly and I kept ending up in areas that were too touch for me. Oh yeah. But there was a bathroom scene lol. It was a person, though. There were a lot of changing stalls in the center of a room. The stalls were very long and had doors on either side. There were probably about 6 of them. I kept trying to anticipate my enemies movement and throw some sort of weapon at her when she got to the opposite stall opening. I hit her a few times, but she just kept coming.

I also had a God-mode dream where I was teriforming some land. It was more involved than that but I've forgotten the details.

That's it for now.

The order of events in this dream were a bit confusing.

I’m in ‘my room’ with mom looking at an article in a paper. It’s about The Lord of the Rings. I see two little pictures in circle shapes of Dominic Monaghan and Billy Boyd with ‘DomDom’ written underneath.

Mom is drawing a line down 3/4 of a page and ripping it out of a book. I say something (to dad?) about not being able to put it up on PaperBackSwap now.

I’m eating a red popsicle. Something about Dino from Katekyo Hitman Reborn!…

Dad comes to get a book from me. I get upset.

Mom (wherever she is) says something like “I told you that we weren’t keeping it!”

It turns into a screaming match.

“Fuck you!”

Me: “I hate you!”

Mom: I hate you too!”

Me: “Fine!”

I spit out the popsicle piece in my mouth and throw it at the open crack in the door at mom.

I start packing my bags to leave.

Notes: Woke up 30 minutes early. I really hate dreams like this, they linger on in RL. @_@ I guess ‘screaming matches with mom’ may as well be a dream sign by now. At times like these I feel lucky that I rarely actually experience the emotions in the dream.

I'm walking up the steps to a graveyard. I'm a teenager or young man who lives and/or works in a temple or shrine or similar attached to this graveyard. In the previous dream scene I'd been talking to friends at the foot of the stairs to the temple about hard times their families had been through, and I'd been thinking that I couldn't really relate, my family never having been through anything like that, and I'd removed myself from the conversation - but now I'm thinking about the hard things in my life I couldn't tell them, specifically I'm thinking about an old man buried here whose death I couldn't tell them about. I float over to his grave.

But there's a guy here waiting for me. He attacks me - though I just float away from that - while blaming me for causing that man's death by convincing him to expose us to the media. He'd been one of something secret, supernatural or not quite human. But it wasn't like that - I hadn't been the one to convince him at all, and I'm frustrated by this mistaken rumor; it had been some pretty girl who'd talked him into it, I'd been completely against it, and I'd hated that he could throw away a lifelong belief in secrecy so quickly.

I'm sitting outside what looks like a very small cave entrance, too small for a person to get through, and I'm talking with several very small spirits, and a much larger, much older one in the cave. We're having a disagreement about a course of action, and finally the spirit inside the cave decides to force the issue by possessing me and taking control of my body. In doing so, he forces out the much smaller, relatively harmless spirit that usually possesses me, and it's quite shocked by this; it tries to get back in, but there's this glowing blue crescent on my forehead, like a closed eye, which acts like a lock.

I'm standing on a city street near a warehouse, surrounded by government vehicles, and talking to my boss, who works for the FBI. He wants me to see what's going on inside the warehouse, but I can't do that. I'm tired. The thing possessing me doesn't understand why this is an issue, takes over and answers easily - his answer has something to do with drugs - he speaks using his own accent, very different from mine, some variety of English, but if the boss notices he chooses to ignore it.

9/14/13 Bed 12 WBTB SSILD 4:50 I think this first dream was inspired by me talking about my Dad's last visit last night. Sports club and woman taking pictures also inspired by stuff from last night IWL.
Parents visit, Mom is coming too and I wonder or question if my brother is coming but she is bringing 2 guys not G & my brother? She's bring Isaac or similar sounding name & an american name...names of people I do not know and I wonder why she is bringing them. My dad has a rental car Dad-my Mom thinks they should return it, my dad says they already have it so should keep it. I start to say if he wants to keep it let him keep it...but I stopped myself thinking maybe he will feel like I don't want him to use my car. My Dad came on a Monday in this dream but not expecting him until Thursday. C is nice even though he's early and though she said to get him a hotel. Sports club with TVs I'm checking a game/scores in lobby area. Same club? mirror weird LD I am jumping up and down in front of a mirror going towards it and away from it making faces but there is a lag...I smile big but doesn't show in mirror for about 1-2 seconds later-aha LD. I continue jumping around for a while having childlike fun and just take all the oddness in. Same club? nap room picture & sex: I go into a quiet room with a couch and lay down on it there's also a blanket, a black woman comes in and said she's taking pictures for the club and I say well don't get my face in the picture it's kind of embarrassing me laying here all alone so she stands above me taking pictures and I start to wonder if the blanket is transparent and they will be able to see my face in the pictures but then I started thinking she's kind of attractive so I notice: her hand is touching my hand as she's taking pictures so I move my hand back and forth a little slightly just enough to let her know it's intentional. She starts kissing me and we both know where this is going. I reach up and touch her breasts not real big but just right and I take off her bra and I begin to think about the fact that she is a black woman and I reach down to feel her butt wondering if it is very large, but no maybe slightly larger than average but not really very large and she is thin through the legs not real thick. We each remove our pants and underwear and she is still on top of me so I decide to stick it in from that position and that is when I realize wait a minute do you have a condom, what if one of us has AIDS or something. She says oh just some fun diseases or something like that. I remember feeling the warm moisture inside of her and decide what the heck I've already put it in. On a bus to a hotel and the driver maneuvers impressively between two columns into the parking area -tv in room I think that there has to be at least a couple of movie channels to entertain me. This hotel might have been on the way to the Sports Club or maybe the Sports Club was inside this hotel. Recall still could be better lately. I think this is one of my earlier dreams in the night I am outside and realize I am dreaming I do a huge jump and flip off roof of a house. I am in some backyard. It was dawn. I decide to take off all my clothes. I
start to(censored) and I think no I might be waking up too much. I end the night with (another?) DEILD attempt some light vibrations but perhaps too late/after REM and I wake up thinking about the different dreams I had I'm trying to remember them. I think there might have been some DEILD chaining in there but since I do not remember the transitions I am just counting it as 1 LD. I think I went to bed too late to have great recall and sustained awareness so I might have just been fading in and out of lucidity...not sure. Either way has to be some of the lowest level of lucidity I've had in quite a while and wake up remembering it.

All I remember was that I transformed (on purpose) into a green man. That is, I was about seven feet tall, and was basically like a tree ent from LOTR. My hair was like willow branches, my arms and legs long spindly and covered in bark. I walked around producing various fruits from my fingertips. I could produce whatever fruit or nut I could imagine, and simply gave them away freely.

After that I think I read some comic books.

Not sure if anyone has noticed, but I haven't been on lately. For whatever reason, my Xbox would become seriously slow whenever I came to DV, but it seems fine for now. My dreams haven't very noteworthy as of late, anyway.

Recently, I've become more tired at night (on account of waking up at 4 or 5 in the morning and attending school for 6.5 hours straight). I've noticed that, when I try to sleep in this state, I seem to experience HH. I sort of enter my own thoughts. I actually start seeing and hearing what I'm thinking. I tend drift in and out of this state for a while. I hope I'll be able to take advantage of this in the future.

9/14/2013, 10:00-6:00

I don't remember any dreams, but I was lucid at some time between 5:00 and 6:00, but woke up a few seconds later. I got up at 5:00 and went back to sleep at 5:03.

I remember the lucid feeling, and I also remember being in my bathroom, with a towel over the shower. I tried to visualize more of a scenario, but I ended up waking up.

Dream recall from today's WBTB/naps.

Dream 1:

I was on skype and i was talking to SilentEternity and PN, i've noticed that their skype avatars were set to dragon pics for some reason and skype group name was changed, and their avatars were changed on some forums as well. We continued talk and them everyone went offline, i went to do some stuff around home then as i get back to PC i see SilentEternity, but he was acting like completely different person now, he changes his nick to "'Dragons In Dragons" and i briefly see something on the roof of one of houses outside(And after recalling i realize that it was a dragon), we continue talk and he mentions that he's indeed someone different, and that i should know him. Then i wake up.

Dream 2:

I am at home and suddenly family members walk into my room and say that i am a chimera created by an experiment? I say that they are wrong and they say something about father being a dolphin, i say that they are still wrong and that i am a dragon, then they add that mother is a dragon... And then that i will be able to see her soon, but that firstly i must come with them for something, i refuse to go with them and everything fades.
I wake up as somebody is throwing some pillows at me and leaves the room, i look at my hand and it is weird, i am dreaming. I get up, shift to quadruped stance and go towards balcony, which is open, then i fly with my wings. It's night and there are lots of small houses and some temples around, i notice a few golden dragon statues. I fly around a bit, looking around, shortly the outside becomes a 'room' again. I fly more and use walls to quickly change direction of flight, i notice a few rare black scales on my hands and my feeling of wings gets very vivid. I fly around some more then i wake up.

I have been pretty inconsistent as of late in posting to this website. I think I went a good chunk of the summer without posting. But my dream recall has been nearly nonexistent. But I had a lucid dream last night, and it made me think about this website.

Anyways, I don't know exactly where I was, it seemed to be this plaza or balcony type place, built on the side of a mountain. All I can remember was that the entire structure was made of a white metal or ceramic, save for the floor that was made out of grey stone tiles. There were stairways and bridges leading onto different terraced platforms. It reminded me of something you might see in a video game. Also, there were dream characters scattered about in the world, exploring the platform.
Anyways, I just remember getting lucid, (I can't even remember how, I think it was a mental reality check.)
And as soon as I had a good grasp on the fact that I was dreaming, a few of the dream characters approached me, and the looked absolutely livid. On my left was a tall blonde girl, and on my right was a large man, also a blonde. Directly in front of me was a man with short brown hair and a brown vest.
I realized that I would be getting attacked once more. (As of late, I've been getting attacked by DCs when I become lucid, I don't know why.) I escaped the initial group, and began making my way across a narrow passage on the structure. The blonde man caught me and held me against the wall and started punching me. I could feel his blows, but they barely hurt.
I yelled "Time Stop!" and the man froze. I then pushed him off the edge of the structure into a deep ravine. Then I woke up.

I had a brief short DILD this morning. I either look into a mirror or a TV screen and see a woman who a appears to be a model of some sort. She is laying on her back and the view above the top of her head. She looks at me/the camera. She reminds me of the woman from the "Secret Lover" LD I had a while back and I become lucid. I can see something like a business card next to her and I reach in and take it. All I can is the the name "ALMA MCCONNELL" in print on the card. I study the name for several second repeating it over and over to check it out IWL. Too much of this causes the dream to end and I briefly wake up. I try to DEILD but lack the focus. I don't remember after that.

Later I wondered if the last name was McDonald or McConnald but McConnell seems right. I did a web search and didn't find anything as Alma is an old name. (past life?) I did find out that there is an ALMA model agency. Some of those dark haired women seemed close it her but not quite right.

There was a party at St. George's in this open space beside some kind of house. Lots of people were there. There were fires all around, so it had this dark/light tribal theme. Some guy came in playing a guitar, and Shane started playing drums. A bunch of us were trying to figure out these pieces that needed to be put together in shape of the house (there were 3 pieces in total -_-) Anyway, after that, there was a private party upstairs in what seemed like Foley hall. Half the team was there, and we were talking and eating pizza. I went outside for a few minutes and came back, and they had microwaved all the pizza, burning a hole into the front side. It was still good though. I took two slices and everyone kept staring at me. In my defense, I was hungry. It still tasted good though.
I was in India, and some foreign ambassador was signing a deal about something. I went to pick friends up from the airport, but it was raining really hard, so I couldn't bring them back in the car. We hired a rickshaw, and I went ahead to scout on my dirt bike. I would scout, come back, and let them know if it was safe to proceed. We went through urban flooded areas and what seemed like a marsh. Then, at one place, I swerved to avoid a few kids on side of the road, and fell down. The kids wanted money but I was like lol nope. Then when we finally arrive at my place, the entire area is flooded, so they could only swim to my place, or take a boat. The area was basically a clearing, with forest all around it, and it was completely flooded with the most clear water I have ever seen btw. Then, they were stopped because they didn't fill out some XXX form at the airport, and they said they had to go all the way back there to fill it out. I said no, and told the ambassador guy if he could pull some strings, that would be great. I was talking to him, when I realize that they got the forms, and were filling them out at the moment. They were sall standing on what looked like a small island made of dried grass. Anyway, it was morning and I saw people making kayaks out of dried grass, and using them underwater- like submarines.
A flashback when I was writing this on my phone: A dream about a swimming pool- well, more like a deep fountain with lotus flower. I t was super deep, and somebody challenged me to a swim, so we did.
Flashback of a flashback that I had forgotten that i remembered while writing this ^ : Huge swimming pool, I am training there, instructor was hard on us. The pool was very deep, and I swam / dived/ held breath underwater.
Another flashback about this pool when I was writing this ^: What seemed like the stadium changing rooms, me and cuz were getting ready for a swim, something about a rupee, and someone not being allowed in. Then, we went into the pool. It was very shallow. I started swimming, there were a bunch of lifeguards stationed around. The pool was dark too.

Stuff from before that I forgot to put down: Medieval times. I was one of three princes. Last one was a pixie, but he was weird and shaped like a book. They sent us on this delivery mission. We fly on back of a dove. An eagle chases us around the castle. We deliver it anyway.
Then we go to this city (looked a lot like A’bd. He went to talk to this girl in his class who was super narcissistic. I could somehow listen to all her thoughts. I went back to get my bike and she thought I was spying on her. There was a LOT of rain and a flood was coming.
Having a lot of these flood dreams lately. must keep that in mind.

I fell asleep after 2 AM.

One dream:

> I saw XTC - Andy Partridge, Colin Moulding, David Gregory and Terry Chambers - Play "Towers of London" In front of me. First they shot a video outside by a river of them miming playing it, Then they shot video or audio inside while playing it. However, It sounded different and more like friend Mark's playing of the Mrs. Robinson song. I caused the video to be a little shaky when I moved the cameras (They were mounted on a moving log or the band was). I thought of this as I moved along a river.

> Les Claypool came to mind for some reason along with a well in a corner in a house where (In waking life as of 9-13-2013) a computer was. A manual water hand-pump was there. I also did something and woke up.