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In order to motivate myself, I've made this list of things I want to do or experience in my dreams -- lucid or not. I'll be adding to it as I come up with more ideas, but this is plenty to get me started.

Adventures

[ ]Travel through an enchanted forest
[ ]Go on a treasure hunt
[ ]Live out my own fairy tale
[ ]Become a Jedi

Fictional Places

[ ]Hogwarts
[ ]Hogsmeade
[ ]Asgard (Marvel)
[ ]Lothlorien
[ ]Rivendell
[ ]Cloud Cuckoo Land


Mythological Places

[ ]Asgard
[ ]Camelot
[ ]Atlantis
[ ]Lemuria
[ ]Alfheim
[ ]The Garden of Eden
[ ]Hyperborea
[ ]Nysa
[ ]Celtic Otherworld


Magical Creatures

[ ]Mermaid
[ ]Dragon
[ ]Fairies
[ ]Phoenix
[ ]Elves


Deities and Mythological Beings

Let's see who shows up


Dead VIPs

[ ]Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart
[ ]Edgar Allen Poe
[ ]Vincent Van Gogh
[ ]William Shakespeare
[ ]J.R.R. Tolkien
[ ]Carl Jung
[ ]Johann Wolfgang von Goethe


Fictional Characters to F***

[ ]Anakin Skywalker
[ ]Loki
[ ]Thor
[ ]Draco Malfoy
[ ]Thranduil



Creativity

[ ]Meet my muse
[ ]Meet my spirit acting mentor
[ ]Get inspiration for novels or screenplays


Spiritual

[ ]Dream up my own castle on the astral plane
[ ]Find/make/receive magical items
[ ]Meet my dream or spirit guide
[ ]Discover one or more of my power animals
[ ]Learn which crystals or stones are most beneficial for me to work with IWL

Dream of past lives

Dream #1

Time period: ~30 B.C
Location: Rome
Age: Unknown, probably post-puberty due to height POV compared to others
Gender: Unknown
Appearance: Unknown
Details: I was amongst the crowd witnessing Cleopatra's surviving children being paraded around Rome. (Prior to this dream, I hadn't known Cleopatra had had any surviving children.)

Total sleep time: 9 + hrs

Pre bed: 500 mg l-arginine (inspired by Highlander)

WBTB: woke up naturally after 5 hrs, but was super sleepy, so decided to skip the efforts/latte today.

Dream recall: I was planning on taking a break and just sleeping tonight, had it not been the ld at the end, there wouldn't have been a journal entry

Dream contents: the night was characterized by bizarre vivid dreams that I mostly forgot. I tried committing one dream to memory (again no keywords noted) as I thought it is easy to remember. Nothing from that dream. What I recalled is from the last hour of sleep, still pretty bizzarre and gave me a strange feeling too.

Dream1: In our old place, the way it looked many years ago. I am in the room, which at that point in time is dad's workplace. There are a lot of birds there, but soon I notice that some of them are on the floor and do not move. I conclude they are dead. I have a fake dream memory that there was some kind of disease raging, affecting mostly birds and other small animals. I notice lots of robin-like birds (alive) on the wardrobe. Then more dead birds on the floor. I don't think it's a good idea to stay in the room, the air is contaminated. I see some textbooks of mine and begin to gather them before I leave the place.

Dream2: I am in a bus and there is a discussion about a race ( cars/bikes?). My parents are also there. We are looking forward to finding out who the winner is, but it won't be known until 4 hrs later. We can buy tickets to the final, where the winner will be cycling/parading on the streets. I don't want to go there, but mom is talking to the bus driver. I think she will buy two tickets, but instead buys two coffee machines. They go to the back of the bus to get them.

Dream3 DILD: In a special room, a woman I know is like the head of this organization. It looks like a room for a lot of audience, but a bit altar-like. On the stage are a lot of this woman's favorite actors/musicians, most of them are from the past and long gone. Freddie Mercury is also among them. So she is related maybe a deputy for an organization's leader, who I identify as a special friend from my past.

I see a newspaper and begin reading the whole story of the organization. I can't wait to finish it and find out where my friend is now. At that time a DC, who plays the role of a classmate of mine is next to me, places her elbow on the newspaper, so I cannot read. I move the newspaper, but the article is not there, I start browsing the pages, looking for it in vain. I give up.

Me and classmate DC are going somewhere. I see a shop where they sell bracelets and try out one, but it doesn't fit. There are also lots of golden objects, the size and more or less shape of a pen. I notice one very cool looking - a brush entirely made of gold. The bristles are very soft and flexible and I swipe the top of my hand with the brush, but don't feel anything at all. I leave the brush where the other golden objects are. My classmate had selected some golden item and goes inside the store to pay. I accompany her inside and notice that I now hold a golden knife-like item, but do not have the money to buy it. It somehow ends up in my mouth where it stretches, changes shape, and by the time I get it out it is a golden spiral covered with pinkish chewing gum. I move on.

I face a door leading to a hospital-like corridor and go into that direction and end up in a vast room. I have the desire to find my special friend. While observing the room I become lucid. At this moment, my classmate walks through the door and joins me in the room. It is just a DC representation of my classmate, doesn't look like her much, but I am really amazed how this DC managed to follow me from the store. I pay no more attention to her and concentrate on the huge room in front of me.

There are many DCs there, and I decide to ask them where my special friend is. I go and talk to an old lady and ask her about him. She says she will go and get him soon, so I find that pretty cool. I contemplate on the amount of DCs in the room and how they all seem very independent (from my subcon). I have some feeling of the dream becoming unstable so move forward and wonder how real it all seems. I run my hand on the top part of a sofa, so real, stare in front of me, and I even hear a beeping sound which repeats over and over again, like an ECG (possibly an alarm from WL).

The room is on the first floor and leads to a large campus like inside yard. There are lots of people there, but the thing that immediately catches my attention is a black coffin, held in the air by two DCs. The sight gives me the creeps, and I begin crossing myself, a number of times, closing my eyes. Once I calm down a bit, I begin to feel that the dream is about to go, because there are no stimuli, I almost don't see anything and cannot open my eyes! I then remember that someone in DV ( gab or OB, or both, thanks a lot!) said it is possible to see through your eyelids. So I actually see a bit of the scene through the eyelids, and concentrate on it. My vision gets back to normal and I forget about the issue. The same DCs are still gathered there, holding torches as this funeral? is taking place. Most likely the coffin will be brought inside.

That doesn't matter much now because I feel the dream slipping away once again. I look around as much as possible and notice the building surrounding the yard, reminding me of a 18-19th century large hospital or campus or both. I begin to panic as I know I am waking up and I really wanted to learn more about the place. I stop a female DC dressed with strange clothes I don't have much time to investigate and say to her "Quickly, tell me where is this place" twice. She replies something like "America, reserve Neuhausen/Munchausen". I believe at that point that there really may be a place like this and repeat it a few times so that I can check it out later. I consider going in the building but the dream is violently coming to an end and the first floor is on fire.

I decide to check with the place location once again. I see three unpleasant problems individual DCs and engage one of them, asking him where we are. He is so out of place in this dream, doesn't pay any attention to me but instead picks up his phone and starts talking to someone else. Whatever. I look down and see lots of broken mobile phones in the mud...(end of memory and wake up)

I wake up overexcited and tell bf about the dream and he tells tha strangely he also dreamt about Munchausen/neuhausen. I wanted to know more about his dream. We concluded that it is very likely that I have repeated the name during my dream with my real voice and that has carried over to his dream.

Comments: I don't know whether it was my once again very deep sleep or the l-arginine that has caused so much bizarreness today. The dreams had a distinguishable different feeling to them, although it is hard to describe.
The last dream felt very ...different too. I will refrain from any rationalizations at this point.

Dream 1(fragment):

I was playing some FPS Video game.

Dream 2(fragments):

I was exploring forest and was searching for something.

Dream 3:

I was playing some 2D Top Down shooter games, graphics of which looked like they were made quickly in paint, was playing through like five of them, some levels were pretty mazey but other than that it was easy, also one of the levels was in the city of some kind. Then i went to chat with KK and we decided to try multiplayer mode of one of the games, i started on the left side of the map, he started on the right side, i was using wall as a cover and was shooting projectiles at him, he was doing so as well. Then i discovered altfire of my character's weapon, which was firing water projectiles that were traveling down after hitting something. I used them and i noticed that KK's character looked like a cat, shortly i won. We were going to play second game, but dream faded out.

DJ of Waking Nomad
6/9/2013
Abbreviated due to CTS

Behold the wizard.
I awake and cast an AoE Sacred Flame Spell over Winter and I.
Raven comes out of a portal.
We go to the Moon and do mutual healing.
I train elemental wizard powers: Fire: Ice: Dark and Light.
BEHOLD THE WIZARD.
BEHOLD HIS POWER!
I strap on the Moon Energy Boots Selene gave me and open a portal to Hell.
I run through Urthan hell shouting at Nevergawn to challenge me in battle.
Raven tries to pull me back, but then she lets me go. She says I have too much neg. energy.
I find the great Archdemon: Nevergawn sitting on his throne with his great smug pigface grimacing at me. I cast a earthrending spell of darkness, cracking the cavern, splitting his throne in half. He roars at me and charges.
I teleport behind him and infect him with me red rage. He runs smack into a wall. I infect him with me dark energy. He gets sucked into a black hole, the hole in my chest, Demon, I, Deathgawn. I roar to the heavens that I am now the God of Thisworld. I am the Devil, I am the Christ. I am that I am Jesus Satan Christ, Devilgod, Evil-Good. I pick up Nevergawn’s Scepter, and Proclaim myself King of Thisworld Hell, Lord of All Demons. I shout at the all the demons of Hell to challenge me for the throne of the Underworld. Demons with swords and claws, fangs and hammers swarm me, hundreds, then thousands. I slay them all with my baby dragons and three swords. I grow six more arms to fight them all. I laugh and dance as I kill them all. I imbue myself with the power of angels, and morph into an angeldemon.
I kill them. ALL. Then, a host of angels come to challenge me, and I slay them all as well. Feathers everywhere.
I stride up to the throne. There is a black hole portal on it, Nevergawn is sucking me in. I get pulled in. I fight the suck inside the wormhole, to no avail, Nevergawn is not just pulling me into another dimension, I am being sucked into the Inner World of the Devil himself.
What I see is revolting beyond measure. Every atrocity thinkable, I witness. I feel like vomiting. Instead I feel sorry for Nevergawn, how disgusting he is, how much self-hatred. I feel compassion, and chant, OM MANI PADME HUM. I morph into a Shaolin Monk, and run through the madness of blood and pain around me, a maze of filth, and find the Inner Child of Nevergawn. He looks like a pure white little baby. I place my hand on his forehead, and communicate with his Inner Buddha. Golden power comes into the baby, and it morphs into a golden demon boy. He tells me he is going to heal Nevergawn from the inside out, and it will take 1000 Earth years. I teleport out into the Hell, and I see demons fighting over the throne. I laugh as they keep getting sucked into Nevergawn’s Inner World. I teleport back to the Moon, and Raven does fire healing on me. Mahalo.

I dreamed last night first of all, that my boss was delivering five pound water jugs to my closet, that was weird because i had just fallen asleep and in the dream i guess I thought it rude to fall asleep while he was still there and was surprised to look over and realize that he wasn't ever there haha! Then I dreamed a somewhat expansive dream, though I don't remember many details of it. I remember being at a party or somewhere with a recent ex of mine . In the dream there was another apparent guy, blonde hair and a shaved head. I kept asking her if she was with him because I was jealous and eager to try to get her back. I think that they ended up not being together and in the end we got back together and it was beautiful. Then I woke up and realized that in my waking life, we were not together still.. I don't know if my dream was a subconscious realization that I really still miss her.

My quality of sleep last night was poor. I stayed up late and had had too much coffee that day so it was hard for me to fall asleep well. I didn't dream deeply enough to remember any of it well. I can remember some vivid feelings, but that's all. I guess it was insignificant then.

Message to the neighbor - Is there any reason why you can't use the door knob when closing your freaking door? Every freaking time? Oh yeah, I know, you are lazy and inconsiderate prick. And just because you are outside, you can still use your indoor voice when talking to someone standing 2 feet away.

Sunday 6/9/13

Last night bed 11:15 This is second day of drinking water before bed and each time that wakes me up. Great recall again.

DR 1 - 1:15am
I'm an actress, standing with 5-6 others for a group picture on a set of a movie. Director is there too. I'm writing some translation notes on a small piece of paper and director takes it away from me thinking I'm an industrial spy or something. I assure him I'm not, but he is not happy. I tell him name 'Anderson' is a common name and it is also a first entry in a picture dictionary. He sits down on a sofa to look at it and asks me to sit next to him on his right. So I'm slowly flipping first few pages to get to the entry, while he is looking at pages with interest.

DR 2 - 1:15am
I'm in a back of an armored, futuristic passenger car. I keep looking back, because we are either chased already, or expect to be. We are going through hostile territory. Someone shows me a tall apartment building and tells me that in about 6 min, lights should turn on on the 6th floor. That's our clue, that's where we going. I'm watching the black window, expecting a granade to be thrown in, or me laying down suppresive fire with and automated rifle. (Watching Book of Eli that night in WL.)

Got up at 4, didn't feel like have enough details to write down a dream.

DR - 7:00
I'm on a beach in Australia. Someone tells me that the sand is coarse, like ground black pepper. I pick up a fistfull and really, it's like salt and pepper, and it's moist and plyable. I walk to the water and find 2 coins. Then I tell kids that I will be exchanging US coins for australian, 10 of each, 1:1.

7:10 - I lay down on my sofa to WILD. As soon as I do that, a dream pops in my head from the night. It's really cool so I get up to write it down.

DR from night, unknown time
I'm laying on a single bed with white sheets and a blanket. It's a narrow room and bed is along the long wall, from where I can see the front door. Light colored wood. It's someone elses house, I'm visiting?

The front door opens and 4-5 people walk in. Dressed in black and white, some machete hanging from their hands. I know I'm in mortal danger, but all I can do is pretend I'm asleep. I hope they will believe that and don't feel a need to kill me, since I won't see how they kill the guy in the house.

After they are done with this guy, I sense 2 of them standing over my bed. I know this is it. They start slashing me with slow, deliberate cuts.

Next image I get is a girl with hair and face caked with blood, sitting on the back of an ambulance. I don't understand how she is still alive. She is me. Despite of everything, this was more exciting than scary. Or maybe not even exciting, but I knew I can't get scared or it will be even worse.

7:15 - nap to WILD - woke up at 9:00am

I got 5 falling down transitions. There was maybe a minute between them, so it was not DEILDs, but WILDs.

I entered LD in first 3 transitions. In rest of them, I just could not fall asleep on time.

WILD 1 - I wake up in my brothers room, get up and walk through kitchen and through window shades and glass door to the balcony. I lose it here.

WILD 2 - Wake up and walk out the same way. This time I hold it together as I'm standing on the kitchen balcony. It's very early morning, low dark clouds and sun rays peeking at a very shallow angle. In the direction of a WL tree park and behing it is an ocean. It's dark waters are twinkling in the sunlight. There are a few huge cargo ships near the shore. I really want to go and see it up close. Then I remember, I never look around in my lucids, so I start looking around and that's when I wake up.

This is second time I saw an ocean there in my dreams.

WILD 3 This one was kinda sexual. I'm not gonna talk about that, just gonna mention this bug that was walking on the purple wall. Someone told me about it earlier, that the pink spots I see on walls are left by this bug. And really, as he walks, he excretes something and leaves a pink line everytime he touches the wall with his butt.

Been attempting WILDs on a daily basis, still experimenting. On Wed morning I felt like I was about to either OBE or go into WILD after having gone through much of the process, but again didn't quite make it. I decided then to move to plan B and go to sleep and try for a DILD.

Next thing I'm in a classroom and the vibrating noise I had in my ears when I tried to do a WILD was there and Iet it grow until I OBEd. At that point I became lucid, albeit mildly, and used it to fly. I became more lucid as I went on albeit my memory wasn't great even immediately afterwards. Last thing I remember was landing in a bedroom where a lady was reading a book on iPad and upon my mental suggestion when she gently swiped it a paperback copy materialised out of the device.

6/9/13

DILD

Notes: This was a fairly long dream but I only remember bits. The first dream is unrelated to the lucid one.

Ben, a few other people, and I were loaded onto a school bus and taken to a crazy obstacle course survival place. There were a few options of destinations and one of the most dangerous was chosen for us...the lava world. It had a giant mountain that needed to be scaled. The second the bus stopped we bolted off. I cant recall the first few obstacles but eventually we hit the side of the mountain that needed climbing. It was made of some viscous white foam and I had to struggle not to drown, let alone make upward progress. Eventually I made it to the top and I had to go down this giant ramp. I ended up being launched hundreds of feet and missing my target. After some gaps of memory we made it back to the buses.

The next dream I was sitting in a room with IG, SD, and a few other garage people. I was hanging on some bed and then eventually went on the computer to look something up. SD shared the seat with me and we started to hold each other a little bit. I kissed her on the cheek and she got more into it. Eventually she was sitting behind me and reached around to undo my fly. I put the breaks on because IG was there also and another garage person saw this and helped to separate us.

I left and went into the hallway. I saw two absolutely gorgeous girls and I became lucid. They were two blonde 10's. We had some fun for a little bit and the group came out of the room and started going somewhere. I decided to join them. We started to get attacked by some group of people. I used hand to hand combat to fight them off. After around 3 people I tried to get wolverine claws. I couldn't get them to appear and people kept coming. I would try in the brief moments between enemies. I could pretend I had them and swipe at enemies as if I did. However, I always had to resort to real punches after a bit. It sort of worked once and I had 3 thin black blades spreading outward from between my fingers, but it wasn't very satisfying. I tried to fly over them a few times also, but the roof was low and I could never maintain the correct height to fly over them.

I guided out group to hide in a giant closet. It was pitch black and I was about to ambush a few enemies from there. The group went on and I stopped for a bit. I tried to help my control and repeated the phrase, "I do not exist in a place that does not exist." I decided to try and meditate for a bit. But I was scared to close my eyes. I did it eyes open, but I was in a crowed hallway so it was difficult. I started to walk forward again and I lost the dream.

Two fragments and a dreamlet that I can't be bothered to write down here as they're already in my Dreamkeeper app.

wrote it all out earlier and had logged me out when tried to post . so just short version now was sleeping got phone call got woken to tell me they had told person on phone i was sleeping (this actually happened but thought it was part of dream till i properly awoke and got told) in dream got up lots of newborn puppies in one of the bedrooms lot looked like my dog but mini versions then family friend vistited with her newborn baby and brought gifts trying to analyse my self could be new start ,news of birth ,pregnancy ?

1. [non-lucid]
I wanted to be able to teleport to florida instead of by plane because the flight is pretty long, so I went and found a place that uses magical gems to perform all sorts of magic, was in a cylindrical building, there I met a woman that asked me what type of magician I wanted to be, she cycled through the magic gems where they appeared in this big round hole in the wall showing the gems spells and perks. I chose the blue gem I think, it was called Jesus for no apparent reason.

Now she told me that in order to use the Jesus Gem I must collect them from around the area using a magic map, they seemed very easy to find as I remember finding a ruby in the middle of a road floating in the air shiney and glowing red.

There was also another way of obtaining gems in the fight areana in which I fight an amount of bad guys and get gems if i succeed, I was pretty damn good at it from what I remember.
Sidenote: The bad guys wore a black robe with a soft white belt

I then went back to see her, she wasnt best pleased because I was only collecting ruby's and she was low on silver gems. I had collected 10 ruby's, as I could see by how full the coloured jars were that she was pointing at on the wall. The dream ends.

Woke up at 3:54 and again at 6:// (pretty sure I did a two part dream)

Last night I woke up 4 times to record some keywords of dreams. This morning I remembered only the last dream. I have felt very hungover today and I think I might have roused myself from sleep too many times last night. Will go easier tonight. If I have an LD, I expect I will wake up thoroughly from excitement so I'll let some NLDs go by tonight without recording, to catch up on sleep.

Had another lucid today. It happened after a particularly crazy and long NLD that skipped around quite a bit, but still managed to keep the same plot line. But I'll get right to it. I was at my workplace, and I was frustrated because the dream wasn't going my way. Somebody tried to interview me, and I said "Fuck off, I'm not interested. This is just a dream anyway." The interviewer asked me what I meant and I responded: "A dream, you know, not real. I mean Barry (from Archer, the tv show) just turned into a shark-cloud for fucks sake!". He asked me who Barry was and I turned around and pointed and said "That's Barry right there!". Now looking at Barry, I realized he was back in human form and went to beat the shit out of him (If you watch Archer you'll understand my hatred of him). But before I could get there I veered off, thinking "not worth it this is just a dream." I sat down at a workbench wondering why I wasn't lucid, and remembered to do an RC. I plugged my nose and took a deep breath in and I could breathe, though it was difficult (my real life nose is a little stuffy from allergies). I double checked and realized, oh, this really is a dream, and became lucid. I quickly started to study my hands, and looking up everything became crystal clear. I looked back at my hands but the dream was getting blurry. I tried taking off the safety glasses and ear muffs I was wearing, but the dream was fading and I woke up. I think the inability to stabilize was due to both my anger, and just being at the end of my REM cycle.

But 2 LD's in my first week isn't bad.

A first person dream, I am running, frantic, up an angular spiral staircase. When I reach a landing I run through an open door, into a bedroom painted black, with posters plastered onto the shiny black walls. To my immediate right is a small brown end-table, it is cluttered. Beside it is an unmade bed with a young man sitting on the edge.
I rush at him and pant "I need to get out of here! I need to escape!". He complies and gets up immediately, taking hold of my left wrist. He turns it over to expose my inner arm and I try to twist away, consciously attempting to hide old scars of self harm. The young man holds fast, however, and grabs a sharp pocket-knife off his cluttered end-table.
He holds my arm out, exposing my inner arm and makes a large, diagonal and mostly vertical, cut into my wrist. I brace myself for blood and pain but neither ever comes. For a moment I think that I can see fat and tissue inside the cut, before I realize that it is expanding and opening wide, turning inside out. In a flash of light everything seems to flip inside out, and then get sucked inwards towards my cut, even my own point of view/field of vision. Then I wake up.

Note*
This dream didn't come off as terribly nightmarish or awful to me. I felt no ill intent from the young man. I consciously try to keep my scars out of sight and mind of anyone that isn't myself. They don't particularly haunt me or serve as a daunting reminder of my past. They're simply there, and if anything have always represented a comfortable way out.