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Date: Don't know. This dream is embedded into my life, my memory.

There is a sand bunker when you pass the curve of my road.
There are railroad tracks beside it. The sides are hollowed out, you can see the dirt and roots and the supports that hold the rails. There is like a metro station on the rails, but it leads to nothing.
The rails go across the road, down the road and they lead to a house.

From what I remember at the dream, people were partying there.

Date: Today. Wednesday, June 12. 2013.

I was underground with my mom and dad. We were running from who knows what.
We were 'mining' underground, we came to a flat room and we just stayed there.

We knew the 'attacker' was coming, he would come in to get us from the rail system which was implemented into the cave.

I pulled out a copper-looking screw from the ground, gave one to my dad and kept one for myself. It turned like 10 times the size, and it was the shape of a tent stake.

The man came in on a railcart, and we attacked him, and just beat him. I am sure he was out to kill us.
I looked at the back of his cart, and there were 2 old women, they looked Jewish.

Date: Don't know. Around 7 or 10 years old.

Wasn't a LD. Normal dream.

I was in the garage with my mom and dad, we were pinned against the wall.
3 werewolves were surrounding us and trying to eat us. Don't know why.

Now this is a disturbing dream I had last night and I dont know what it means. Here it goes. In my dream, I was an adult and married and had 2 kids. My son was 8 and my daughter was 5. I was lying in bed in the morning watching tv when my daughter came in bored. i told her to go play with her stuffed animals and she left. The next thing i knew, it was hours later. i felt so relaxed but looked over next to me and my son was on the bed in his underwear laying next to me. This is disturbing because i apparently had sex with my son. i didnt even know what happened. one minute im in bed watching tv and the next thing i know, my son is lying in his underwear next to me. What could this dream possibly mean? ive never had a dream like this before. My lifelong dream was to have a family but i would never in a million years do anything sexual with my future kids. This is creeping me out so much. Can someone tell me what this could mean? Im just a 19 year old guy. Please be nice about this.

Highlight 1

I have somehow become part of an acrobatics team comprised of a mother, father, and their two children. The parents were acrobats back in the day, but have come out of retirement recently. Though I am not a performer, I am at the table as they discuss their plans for the future. Soon, their agent arrives and there are two heated arguments I step away from - there is a lot of tension around their age and ability to make their act work.

Sometime later, I am with the family when an explosion goes off in a nearby park. No one is injured, but I am made aware that it was a 'sex bomb'.

Later still, I am with the family and arrive at a road-side diner. There are spider and web decorations on the windows. I remark that it is early September and that they must be desperate to start with Halloween decorations so early.

Highlight 2

I am at a party in the hallways at work and the security door has been opened, so reporters are mingling with us. I am supposed to have an important conversation with someone and am waiting for a sign or a specific time, but am soon drunk off of a mere two drinks. By the time I find myself out back, I realize I have missed the opportunity my boss was looking for.

3:30AM - Lightning gun - NLD
Fragment shooting people with a lightning gun. Have a buddy helping. Looks like Borderlands.

6:00AM - Demons - NLD

There are square shadows floating in the air above us in a church. I turn around and pull out a long Obsidian dagger. I look around and everyone has blades of many shapes and sizes all made of the same material and all glowing. It begins to glow blue as I ready myself. The demons are afraid and don't come any closer. I slash at one and cut it in half. I take the other half and rip it up. I use dream control to make it dissolve into nothingness.

I am ridding in a car and the driver has a large envelope with one of the demons in it. It begins to moan and complain about trivial discomforts in a womans voice. The driver mockingly calls it his god. I wake up.

Time unknown - Micro Lucid - DILD
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I walk into the living room and see my son running up to me. I pick him up and yell at my wife, telling her he was walking. I know this has to be a dream. But unfortunately I either woke up or lost lucidity because I remember nothing else.

I remember seeing J early on in the dream. We talked, interacted, it was nice. I had gotten recognition for my music and had been invited to an awards ceremony. It was massive, tons of people. I remember really pissing everyone off, I have a huge chip on my shoulder about those kinds of things and I was being rude during my acceptance speech. I could see the entire stage, the people, the lights, it was like the oscars.
I was wearing a gown that looked like liquid gold. As I walked off, I was handed some papers. One of them was warning me that I'm going to die tonight because I offended a powerful individual sitting close to me.
That wasn't intentional, though, so I went and explained it after apologizing to the guy, who was very nice about it, and they told me that somebody could die in my place, and it will be one of my two guests. I had invited my grandmother and her sister, but when I was told that, I instantly changed them two the two people I dislike the most. In waking life, I know that this would be wrong, but dream me really had a point to drive home, I guess. These people were on the right of the stage as you walk up, the people who decided all of these things, and they looked very odd. Tiny, strange, and unsettling. They said, okay, we'll see. And I promptly woke up.

it's been awhile since i woke up, so idk how much i can remember of this

last night i found myself in a position of endless searching. i was in a room, or a level of some sort, trying to collect all of the boxes. fucking crash bandicoot. it's no wonder those games appeal so much to me; i have to find EVERY box and collect it. except this need switched to my tangible human life. i was going up and down different tiers of a structure, noting all the boxes (which are now merged with possessions that i once owned) and their location, spinning through this mucky lava substance. i stepped through a teleporter, saw a box that i couldn't get, and made note of it for later. at some point later i was in my human body, searching through all of the things that i own or that i've ever owned. i was searching, searching, and i couldn't find all of the things i needed to work. Robert was waiting on me; i asked if mallory could pick up my shift. that was a possibility, but it ended up not working out. austin (my roommate) comes around and helps me sort through all the things. more prevalent images of my things being buried underground, under a bed, dirty, hidden under things. i wondered if i would have to go through all of this shit and throw it all away. maybe that's the only way out. austin starts searching for the thing that i need, the one piece that will make it so i can finally get under way. he looks and confirms that it is, indeed, well-hidden.

clutter everywhere. the dream ends with no resolution and i am still pissed off.

i recently had a prospective relationship that didn't work out, and i can't help but wonder if it was something about my attitude that stopped it. i'm too worried or OCD about piecing everything fully together. there are some things that it feels like i absolutely cannot move on without. and i'm not really sure what that thing is right now. something from the past? some emotional baggage buried deep down? a childhood that i never really felt entitled to enjoy? carefree abandon? it's driving me mad. i wonder if it's the searching that's getting in the way of finding.... continually looking for something else or something "perfect" that makes all else i achieve in life feel worthless or like a dead end, since it feels like it never measures up.

UGH. in the meantime, here i am, awake and alive, and determined to do something with myself (whatever it may be)

I'm in a house that does not exist in real life but in the dream is my house, i walk arround the house looking for clothes because i have to catch the 7:10 bus so i don't get late to my test ( i'm really having this this friday ). While i look for clothes i'm talking to my older brother (is the more more consistent dream sign i have) about he having to study more because is grades are to low ( is not even in school anymore), for some season we go outside to the garden, is a giant garden, i'm steel talking to him but when i look back he's gone.

Instead of him is a gardener working behind me then i hear someone crying for me, i go to the front door of the house and their are a group of 5 korean guys, i recognize thim as being my room mates, one of them tells me i'm late, i ask him what time is it and e tells me 6:46. I go inside the house and start looking for something decent to wear but i can't find anything.

I go to one of my friends room and i see some sweats in the floor ,i know they are not mine, suddenly i hear a noise, i look back and i see a shadow in form of a bicycle, after that i person appears and i realise is is a colleague of mine.

I ask him if he's not going to the test... he says it depends and starts laughing... i find that strange because in real life is widely applied, once more i ask for the time ... he says 7:04 and i realise i'm too late.

After this i wake up and right down the dream but when i good to bed is to late to WILD so i just say my MILD mantra and fall asleep again ... the dream is the continuation of the one before.

I'm arriving the house i discribed before, in the middle of the corridor is a mattress and sitting in it is a girlfriend of a friend of mine... she is upset about something, i go to her and i realise in the room by her side is my crush from college and some guy that rides the bus with me... next thing i'm hearing my friend's girlfriend complaining about something and i start changing my clothes in front of her.

After this i wake up.

Dream 1(fragment):

I was in some place that was built of simple colored geometrical shapes.

Dream 2:

I was browsing forum games on another forum and decided to join one, there was some discussion about starting conditions and soon i was actually in it and it was like video game/another dimension. I was on some kind of paradise island, talking to some people about this dimension. Soon the ocean got filled with countless amount of people swimming and jumping out of the water dolphin-style, i commented on that and then i grouped with an squad and we teleported somewhere else. I had some abilities(which i can't recall much) and we were going through a few places, some of them were steampunk style corridors, and we were fighting enemies.
Then we finally reached huge outdoor area, sun was setting and there were two sides fighting each other in huge battle near the temple ruins. At first we were helping in the battle but then we got to the temple. We were discussing something while going through ruins and soon we have found some kind of chamber, we did the ritual and summoned some kind of god-like entities, then after talk with them we went outside, there was an enormous dragon in the sky. View switched to more cinematic cutscene camera and the enemy forces were wiped out by the dragon.

I dreamed that me and some friends had some kind of drunk party adventure. To put it simply there were a lot of challenges that each and every one of us would have to complete, with some help of the others.

The only one I remember was to be suspended above a river in the middle of a forest where you would be able to meet a river spirit! I remember it because while hanging there my "friends" got bored and left me there. I got to meet the spirit though, it was cool. It looked like a shape made of the water that was rising up from the river. It looked a lot like this, except it did not have a face:



I don't remember how I got away from there, but somehow I managed to free myself. I have some vague memory that the river spirit played a part in helping me get away from there.

When I returned home, which was some kind of building complex that we were all living in temporarily, I was really angry and bitter. I tried to show the others just how angry I was at them but they thought it had just been a good joke and did not take it seriously. I remember I was slamming my fist in the wall out of pure frustration, but they didn't even care about that.

The funny thing is that when I woke up I was still feeeling just as angry, even though I knew it was but a dream.

Legend: Dream , Semi-Lucid , Lucid , Side notes.

Fragment #1: I remember being in a restaurant at night, it had a lot of open space, i can't remember what i was doing though.

Fate/Zero: I'm at the top of a stone tower, i'm acting out a story similar to the anime Fate/Zero ( in fate/zero, like 6 people are chosen to fight for the holygrail every like 10 years or so, and they get to summon a servant to fight for them ). I'm up there with some other enemy servants and i just summoned mine, saber, the strongest of them. They get mad because i was able to summon her and because i supposedly won the last grail war so they like cut a tendon in my arm and so now i can't move it.
I remember somehow getting like a tendon from another person using it to fix mine, dream logic, don't ask me how xD. We get out of there fast and head to my farm, my friend and her servant is there and they tell us to meet them at a trailer. We get there and they give me fruit punch but i soon spit it out because i think they poisoned it, but thankfully it was safe to drink. Next thing i know, i'm flying in a helicopter with them and i eventually land and find myself at the dojo i learn martial arts at.

Fragment #2: I'm playing some phone game that's similar to temple run. I have a friend over, and he wants to play so i give it to him. Next thing i know, he's trying to change the way my phone accepts keyboard input.

Fragment #3: I'm at the top of a hotel with a group of friends and some girls that don't take the least bit of interest in us. I start running down the hotel stairs and find myself at a giant pit at the bottom.

Monday 6/10/13

DR morning nap
There was a power outage. Telling everybody to check his watches and clocks. There is a 45 min difference and I'm gonna be late. (IWL, I had to go someplace in the afternoon)


Tuesday 6/11/13

DR 1;53am
Chat is messed up. Leading group of people to "chat", which is a living, breathing, physical place.

DR 4:30am
Chat is a real place. I'm giving a necklace to my brother, beatiful golden with blue stones.



Wednesday 6/12/13

last night bed 11:20

I kept waking up just a few min too late. I knew I had a long dream, detailed, remembered a few feelings and words, but couldn't make much sense of it. Been drinking water before and upon waking up.

DR1 - 1:30am - something about DV. Here my cat woke me up and I stayed up for 10 min.

DR2 - 4:50am - I'm a teacher in kindergaten or school. There is a bunch of small kids. We are taking them someplace. At the end of the dream, I suggest to take them to the tide pools.

WBTB 6:40 - 6:50 - got up at 9:45am
Again, a long dream. Little better recall. I'm at a recycling center turning in my aluminum cans and plastic bottles. I see someone from my family brought bags of stuff too. I go through them and there is a sleeping bag there, a little thing that can hold your sunglasses around your head that I have not seen in a while, and some apples. I decide this is not to be thrown to trash and I'm gonna take it to our storage unit just around the corner. I'll the apples to the bunnies we have on the way there.

The cool thing about this WILD attempt was, that sometimes when already awake, eyes still closed, I decided to get the falling/flying feeling that I sometimes get just before a WILD. I got it. Was falling, then flying really fast. I got an idea to go to the nearest galaxy. I saw black space, but not the outer space, I think. This was interesting, because I got this feeling when I was nowhere near WILD, or attempt. That's surprising.

Had many very short dreams, I kept waking up due to my leg hurting.

1. [non-lucid]
Just Fragments

Fragments:
My dream friend got slapped, he was crying so I told ssomebody, they came over to have a look in which I explained what happened.

2. [non-lucid]
Forgotten

3. [non-lucid]
Forgotten

4. [non-lucid]
Forgotten

Another swing and a miss at meeting Art at the Alamo. But the good news is that I managed to remember (and execute) Basic Task of the Month!

Color legend: Non-dream Dream Lucid

Lucid #104: Reservations

I have a false awakening at home and stumble out of bed. I'm disappointed and slightly grouchy that I failed to achieve a lucid dream. Feeling unmotivated, I wander aimlessly through the house, contemplating how late for work I probably am. I think that it's Friday, though, and I'm looking forward to ordering pizza with the guys at the office and shooting the breeze for a while. (Nope, today's Wednesday!)

I wind up in the exercise room but the power rack and dip station are completely missing. It's halfway converted into an office and I see the guts of a half-built computer on the floor. I kneel down to work on it, seeing that the RAM is missing and that the box is full of dust like it's been sitting there for years. I finally grasp how dreamlike this all is and become lucid.

I rub my hands together and assemble my goals. Two come to me fairly quickly: 1) meet NewArtemis at the Alamo 2) go water-skiing. (Oops, Advanced Task of the Month is actually parasailing.) I move into the master bedroom where I see Wife standing nearby as my two young children E and R run around the room. I announce that I'm having a lucid dream, eliciting an "Okay!" from Wife. I phase through the external wall of our house. I'm on the 2nd story, so I drift down to the driveway below, lightly brushing the branches of our oak tree with my fingers as I pass.

It's a bright morning outside and I'm preparing to fly off for the Alamo when I hear the voice of my son E behind me. "Daddy, wait! Daaaaaaddy!" I think that it's probably smartest to ignore him but I can't help looking back. Somehow he's followed me outside and I see him standing about fifteen feet away, looking so small. He looks at me with enormous, pleading eyes and says, "Daddy, can I go with you?"

I start feeling all melty-hearted and I know that resistance is futile. It'd probably be amusing to see E and NewArtemis' DCs interact anyway. "Sure, buddy," I say, scooping him up and placing him on my shoulders. I hop up into the air and we fly together over the neighborhood, heading vaguely northwest. The city's different in this direction, and we pass a park and a block of tall buildings. I decide that the Alamo is in the next block and I tell E this to cement it further in my mind. "Uh-huh!" he enthusiastically agrees.

When we hit the next city block, though, I'm disappointed to find no sign of the Alamo. There's a river running east-west with a simple stone bridge crossing it and a walkway on either side. I shout down to the DCs milling around below: "The Alamo's supposed to be right here! Which way is it?"

A blonde lady walking with her daughter points westward toward the bridge. "It's that way, just past the bridge!" I thank her, land, and walk under the bridge with E still on my shoulders. We emerge to see the Alamo up ahead but there's some kind of enormous line out front. I feel the urge to get in line and patiently wait but remind myself that this is my dream and it is therefore okay to be a bit of a jerk. I stride to the front of the line where I find a restaurant host holding a clipboard. It's apparent to me that the Alamo has been converted to some sort of amazingly popular restaurant.

The host asks me whether I have reservations. "Of course," I say. "Check under [CanisLucidus]."

"Ah yes!" he responds. "Party of fifteen. Your table's almost ready."

Fifteen people? "[NewArtemis] is in our group, isn't that right?" But the host wanders off, saying that he'll "be right back."

I decide to give him a moment before prodding the dream plot onward. I remember Task of the Month (speak gibberish to a DC and see how they respond.) A sour-looking girl of about eight with brown hair and freckles is waiting nearby, sitting on a piece of luggage. "Ooooooga booga booga!" I exclaim.

She looks very annoyed. "Can we please just skip the whole 'Mess with DCs' show?" I hear her fine, but her response shocks me into just saying, "What?" She sighs dramatically and repeats herself: "I said can we skip the whole 'Mess with DCs' show? Have you seen how long this line is? I am not in the mood."

Amused, I turn away. Good enough for me. I want to keep things rolling, so I announce to the unseen host, "So my table's ready then, right?"

The host scurries back into view. "Sorry for the wait, sir. Mr. Graham was napping and needed to be woken up. Who schedules a lunch for a nap?" he says with a laugh, even though I haven't the faintest idea what he's talking about or who "Mr. Graham" is. "Right this way," says the host, and I follow, now holding E by the hand. We're moving through a wood-paneled hallway into the restaurant interior when the dream ends.