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Driving in a car with Andrew's aunt Janet, I'm sleepy, we're not talking, she swerves, I'm about to tell her "your driving isn't as bad as they say" but then I realize she's a crazy driver and don't say it...

Dream recall from today's naps.

Nap #1(fragment):

At some point in dream i was in my room and i was standing and staring at the wall. I spontaneously realize that i am dreaming, some weird voice keeps repeating word "Nila", and i can't move for some reason. Shortly dream fades to black before i can do anything. Voice still repeating that word and i try to visualize some other place but shortly i feel somebody's hands on my shoulders. Some other voice starts saying something along the lines "You will wake up, you will wake up right now"( ), i say "No" while still trying to change location and move, but shortly i indeed wake up.

Nap #2(fragments):

I was at home and there was something weird happening. I was busy in the bathroom, but some family member was interrupting and annoying me. Then everyone left and i was looking in the window. At the street, somebody was driving huge truck like crazy, ramming everything and causing total destruction. I decided to go outside and check it out. He did managed to crash the truck to the point of it not working, but even after that he was never giving up and was still trying to destroy everything by throwing some heavy objects. There were also alot of construction workers around trying to repair everything. Then building and nearby trees were set on fire and burned out.

I had a dream of my crush. She was in the hospital and had given birth to a baby girl. The baby was healthy. Obviously, my Crush looked exhausted and un-makeuped, but was happy and relieved. She held the baby close to her face, closed her eyes, and smiled softly. I couldn't tell if I was actually in the room in 1st person, or an observer.

There seemed to be a time skip. My crush and the child were walking in the parking lot of our local outlet. They were walking toward the baby/toddler store. Her daughter had long light brunette hair, almost like mine but almost blondish. She was quite happy, and holding my crush's hand. The daughter jumped out of joy. My crushed let go of her hand, and jumped, too. From my perspective I was behind them, but close. I made a conscious decision to jump, too. I did. However, by jumping it caused my leg to jerk hard in real life, so I woke up.

I did fall back asleep, and think I had another dream about my crush, but I can't remember.

05/03/13

Disturbed
I am at school. I look around and see it is my old high school, though I haven't been there for years. I walk down the halls looking for some sign of where I am supposed to be going. I spot someone I don't want to see. Someone I knew during high school who pretended to be my friend when she really had no interest in being my friend at all. Her name was Jamilia. I see her a bit farther down the hall but she has not yet seen me so I duck around a corner into a restroom to keep her from seeing me. I really don't want to see her. I look around and see there are a couple people I don't know in the bathroom doing their business. The stall walls and doors are only about waist high. That is high enough to conceal what everyone is doing but not high enough to conceal who is in each of the stalls. That seems like a dreadful lack of privacy. I don't want to go back out the way I came in because Jamilia might still be there so I look around and see the bathroom has two exits. I go out the other exit and find I am in the assembly room. I walk into the large room and I hear music playing loudly. I see there is a band there setting up for a concert. The song they are playing is "I'm Alive" by Disturbed. Awesome! Disturbed is going to be playing at the school! I can't wait to hear them. The song doesn't sound quite right and I notice their lead singer isn't there. David Draiman is missing and one of the others is singing instead. It doesn't sound bad, just different. Then I spot movement off to the side and David Draiman arrives, jumping from the upper level of the auditorium on a cheap looking bicycle and landing only a couple feet from me.

I am surprised the bike holds up to the jump, as it looks like it is made of plastic. The bike crumbles as soon as David Draiman gets off of it. He joins the other members of Disturbed and they continue playing "I'm Alive" as if nothing strange had just happened. I stay there and listen to the music since no one has told me I have to leave. I am hoping I can get autographs… I look around for something they might be willing to sign. All I can find is an old notebook, but it seems better than nothing. Maybe I can start an autograph book. I am waiting to see if there is a break during which I could approach one of them when the dream ends.
 
The Memory Remains
I am in a space ship or space station of some kind, I can't tell which or even that it is in space. All I can tell is I am in some kind of control room with computers and monitors all over the place. I have the feeling I am in space, though I am not sure where that feeling comes from. I am the only person in the control room, so I look around a bit. I see some of the monitors are active. One of the monitors is showing what looks like vital signs and a display that indicates the cloning process is complete. Another monitor reports that pertinent memories have been restored, other printing indicates these pertinent memories have to do with skills and fighting technique. It reports all other memories have been successfully blocked. The third screen shows a woman on the screen being equipped with robes and armor and weapons, I recognize her from a video I have seen, she is the Assassin known as Shao Jun. She has a blank look on her face and I wonder if those non-pertinent memories are of who she is. The people equipping Shao Jun with her weapons and armor are Templars. I put together that they have intended to clone an Assassin with all of her skills and use her… but what if she remembers who she is supposed to be? And that the Templars are the enemy? It seems likely that she will recover the blocked memories on her own in time, but why not speed the process on a bit? I see this control room is an observation deck and I am looking down on the room where all of this is taking place. I see Shao Jun in the room below, now standing there by herself, fully equipped for battle.

The door to the control room opens and a Templar scientist enters the room before realizing there is someone in here. He asks who I am and what I am doing there, but there doesn't seem to be much doubt about the answers to those questions since I am in my usual Assassin robes. He is going for an alarm on the wall when I grab hold of him, he immediately goes into wimp mode and starts begging for his life. I need to make sure he doesn't set off an alarm, maybe lock him in a closet? I let go of him just for an instant and he tries to stab me in the back with a mini lightsaber he had tucked into his belt. The blade singes the hair on my neck as I barely avoid it, killing him with my hidden blade before he can try again to kill me. I break the glass of the observation deck and jump down in front of Shao Jun, who seems unsure of whether to attack me or not. She seems a bit disoriented. A Templar comes back into the room and yells at her to kill me. I focus on the song spell "The Memory Remains" by Metallica. As the song plays, Shao Jun does attack… the Templar. Cuts him practically in two with her katana. More Templars come into the room. They may have energy blades, but they aren't getting anywhere near hitting Shao Jun with them. I watch as Shao Jun kicks the asses of every Templar that tries to come through the door. She turns to me and says she can see I'm an Assassin, so let's get out of here… and take out any Templars in the way. I climb back to the observation deck / control room. I set a couple controls and then a mechanical voice announces that the self destruct process has been activated. Time to get out. I teleport both Shao Jun and myself out into space where my Fire Valkyrie is waiting, we appear safely inside.

Shao Jun seems only slightly surprised by the teleportation. I fly away from the space station that is shaped like a giant Templar symbol… and we get out of range just as it explodes. I am thinking I need to take Shao Jun to some place where there will be other Assassins, but I don't get to figure out where to take her before I wake up. Hetfield tells me there is now a Shao Jun in my inner world…

Friday 5/3/13

Last night bed 12 am. Couldn't sleep, got up till 3am. Slept till 8:20. Nap too late, 12pm. Fell asleep, woke up right away and got up.

Well, this is only like a snippet of a dream.. It was this morning, and I remembered that after having the dream I managed to reply it over and over again, like rewinding it to look at details better. But then, since I was doing that, I missed my schoolbus... Now, I don't remember the dream at all.

Although what I do remember is that I was walking around in a parking lot where 18 wheeler trucks park. I wasn't afriad though, becuase I was walking around with my dad, and he himself is actually and 18 wheeler truck driver. But I remember that was vaugely scary was that where he parked, there was a ditch dug up all around it. You know, like a castle with it's little moat making it hard to come in or out of the castle. Well it was the same in this case. The piece of land we were stuck on was square and entirely of dirt. I kept walking around over and over. I think I was trying to get out.

And, yeah. Thats all I remember. Ugh, I really hate it because I have been able to ''rewind'' my dreams and look them over, but I still can't fully control them. And when I do realize I'm dreaming, I get the feeling that I'm falling back, and then I wake up. So terrible.

I had another one of my kidnappers try to snatch my kids nightmares.

They tried to snatch my kids while the kids and I were running for the safety of a building. I managed to somehow fend them of. I don't remember how.

In general my awareness in this dream was fuzzy, which is why I did not recognize my dream sign: the kidnappers.

Had this dream around 3am this morning. It was long and complicated.

There were these brothers, I think three of them, and they were criminals. And their sister who was an Olympics athlete of sort was being unfairly discredited from winning with false accusations of cheating, and they were using their criminal abilities to try to save the reputation of their sister. And the dream kept switching back and forth between different scenes where the different brothers were, but I had some sense of a cohesive though convoluted plot (but that sense may have been wrong). One of the brothers was at a doctor's office out of some reason throughout the dream. The other two were elsewhere dressed in masks trying to break in somewhere. I think they needed to steal evidence that she was framed and had won based on her own abilities.

In one scene I was somewhere up high with one of the two brothers. While for most of the dream I was watching it like a movie, but in this part I was involved. So I was up high with one of the brothers, and he was going to fall, and I helped him fall more gracefully. He still got hurt very badly and could not call for help himself, so I called for help for him. While his ribs were being mended they discovered why he was there (breaking in to steal the evidence).

Meanwhile the brother at the doctor's office was telling the female doctor about it, and he had a nosy audience of a small group of people listening.

That's all I can remember. None of the character's were known to me, nor does the plot ring any bells in my mind: it does not remind me of anything that happened nor any movie or book. Just a really weird dream.

LUCID

*I became lucid and decided to talk down my stairs in a calm fashion. I didn't have anything planned in mind as soon as I got to ground level the dream ended.

*I became lucid again standing in my kitchen. I thought I should try to lay and egg! As I did this it felt like I was going to shit on my self so I stopped, because I am pretty sure I would shit in physical haha!(Next time I'll try a different way haha)

*I became lucid standing in a parking lot next to a drive through. I had an idea of creating a vortex gun and use this to change my dream scene. I created by expecting the gun to be laying on the ground behind me. It was there! I have for sure mastered manifesting objects. I picked the gun and started to use the gun to create this vortex of energy to step into. When the vortex was complete I stepped into wanting to travel to japan, nothing happened the dream ended.

*I became lucid in my room the menla buddha appeared on my wall where my shrine use to be at.

*I became lucid walking outside some where. I decide to use my self phone to watch dream videos on youtube.(always interesting) The sun actually blurred the vision of my phones screen. I lost lucidity.

[Sleep by 12:30am. Set alarm for 3:00am. Apparently turned alarm off and went back to sleep. Woke at 6:45am.]

In a half awake state when first laying down in bed, attempted astral travel through self-hypnosis. Past results were commonly waking in the middle of the night or the next morning feeling as though I had not slept at all; this is usually accompanied by an intense feeling of, "I should remember something right now... What am I forgetting?" Not the case this time. Woke up in the morning feeling refreshed and well-rested. No memory of dreams or dream fragments.

Some good recall today.

Dream 1:

Can't recall much at the start of the dream, but there was a story about two worlds and about that 'being lucid' was meaning losing control of body in one of the worlds due to something related to ghosts?( )
I was in some kind of hotel and there was some kind of problem with insects. Then i decided to play some video games while waiting for someone to find some information that i needed and i recall one of them looked whole lot like Medievil and another one was 2D platformer where one of the levels was in the sky and there were many platforms that fell after landing on them.
At certain point i got distracted from the games because the person that i sent to get information never returned, but i have got the information about the last location he was seen at. It was in the other world and that's where the weird occurrences of people 'being lucid' were happening, so i quickly transitioned there and met up with my team. We were some kind of detective team and were searching for the case of people "being lucid' and we discussed something for a while, then went for the place that i had information about
The place was a mansion with pink walls and the landscape around was pretty nice. We were searching around, but shortly we were interrupted by tall anime-looking lady with a weird haircut that i can roughly describe as horns of some kind, she was presumably the owner of the mansion, and she invited us into it. We were sitting around the table and there was discussion, but mostly we were just asking about the weird occurrences. The discussion kinda went downhill and to cheer everyone up, the lady started pushing the black umbrella, that she had, against the floor in the rhythm. it caused a music to start playing out of nowhere, someone from my team said that it looks like some kind of control over the ghosts and then i said that it's suspicious indeed but even if it is, ghosts would be more dangerous without control. Just in case i ordered part of the team to keep an eye on that while i went with remaining part of the team to do more search.
We were searching for a while and it was getting late and dark, we were somewhat away from the mansion. Then something bizarre started happening(can't recall what though) and we had a problem. The rest of the team came to help us, and the lady came as well. Suddenly some carnival lights started appearing around, shortly i heard lady saying "Stop, you are doing it wrong" and they stopped and there was a voice from nowhere "Fine", then she started rhythm with umbrella and carnival lights started again and there was also carnival music. I was stunned in some way and shortly everything blacked out.
I woke up in some different place, there was weird kid and i said "Why i was actually lucid" and then dream faded out.

Dream 2:

I was playing some Warcraft 3 looking game, but it had the interface of AI War. I was controlling some base and there were bunch of enemy bases to take care off. I was lacking much units and defense but still was managing to repel enemy attacks. I built some golem constructors and was making some brown rock golems with rocky poles of some kind, think combination of rock golem and minotaur model from warcraft 3(and which were made in similar way starship constructors work in AI War), but my resources were still incoming faster than i was spending them and they reached 99999999. I decided to build something else and send golems to auto attack enemy bases.
Later the game turned into some first person game, and i was in the game. I was in night forest and apparently i was a ninja. I was searching for some kind of artifact and there were ruins and mineshafts around. Ofcourse there were traps around the place, but they looked quite obvious. I went down through the hole into some underground area, which was one of possible locations for the artifact, but i have found only a bunch of traps.
Soon game switched back to Warcraft 3 like perspective and i was controlling some hero unit that was exploring some kind of temple. There were instakill spikes all over the place as well as traps and it required some hardcore navigation, but i managed to go through and get to near the end. There was some place that contained some useful item but was walled off by spikes completely, i thought it was there to fool players into trying to do impossible move while failing whole level right near the end. Then suddenly server's host logged on and reset the map while switching it into multiplayer mode, i was confused but i now have got more powerful hero unit. The game continued to be a battle of two hero unit teams between each other while racing through the temple. It went very messy and i have managed at one point to accidentally kill an ally hero unit due to misclick, using some ability that was a combination of 'holy light' and 'death coil' abilities from original game(how does that even works). Dream ended roughly midway through the game.

5 - 2 - 2013

Dream 1: I had a dream were I was watching Shrek, but non of the characters were talking. I discovered that I was actually meant to make the voices for Shrek and Donkey, so I started to improvise their voices. I remember saying phrases like "waffles!" and "leave me alone, Donkey!" or stuff like that. While in this dream, I remember seeing the first part of the movie were Donkey was flying in the air, then was saved by Shrek.

Dream 2: I just got off work, and I was about to walk toward my car which was in the parking lot. I remember the sky was cloudy. Before I could walk to the parking lot my crush's mother pulled up next to me. She looked about the same, but her body was younger looking (she actually had the same body as my crush) and wearing a tank top. I believe it was a light pastel green, or something light. She told me she was going to go out of town to see my crush and the rest of her children in some city n Southern California, and asked me if I wanted to go. I wanted to, but I remembered my car being parked there without anyone picking it up, so I regrettably told her no.

I dreamed I was at a pizza place... sort of. There were children who spoke Old English learning modern English with some sort of weird alphabet system, and machines that made snowballs, and everybody was having snowball fights. Then I went into the school, which became a pizza place. Then I was at a coffee/tea shop that only served tea that was friendly to your kidneys and had a lot of info on kidney health and which teas were good or bad for you. I had a string hanging from my mouth that was attached to my gums somehow, or part of them. I wanted to pull it off but was afraid I'd hurt myself and it would hurt.

The pizza/tea place had tables with umbrellas, even if it was inside, so I stole one and dragged it outside. I was in kind of a strip mall place. I went out to the bus stop but it was pouring, so I dragged my table/umbrella with me. The bus was already passing as I was getting to the stop, so I waved my arms and yelled so the bus driver would see me.

As I stepped onto the bus, I became lucid.

I didn't do much in this lucid except practice maintaining lucidity. I sat down and looked around and reminded myself to remain aware. The dream was going in and out of focus - sometimes it would be clear, sometimes it would be blurry with little detail. I practiced bringing the DCs around me into focus and was able to give some of them faces. There was a youngish asian kid and a grandmother with a young boy. I practiced changing my own clothes (I changed into a red polka dotted bikini). I tried to summon Robert Downey, Jr. but was unable. Mostly, I just rode the bus around and worked on staying aware. When I felt things fading, I would periodically remind myself to stay aware. I think this whole thing lasted 15-20 minutes of me just riding the bus around. I made it day and watched light shine through the windows and cast shapes on the floor... then I made it night again, then I made it rain.

I woke up in a puddle of drool. I guess I was concentrating a bit too hard... haha

Every once in a while I have these dreams that upon remembering them seem like I should call it a nightmare but during the dream I react so calmly that it does not feel like a nightmare. It is almost as if I am numb. I had one of these last night and it sort of followed me through a handful of dreams throughout the night which caused me to wake up at many different times. All of these are only vague fragments but I did my best to remember them.

Initial dream:
I was at some sort of dull party at night. It started raining which made me very excited because I love rain so I went out onto the deck to stand in it. as I walked onto the grass a dark figure approached me from above and my mood instantly changed from joy to shock and anger.

Somewhere in the middle:
I was in a car with one of my friends and we were driving around trying to find this dark figure so that I could confront it.

Last dream:
I found myself in some sort of maze-like underworld. It was dark with a red glow and there were these menacing creatures that were the dark figure's minions. These minions seemed to ignore me or not see me. I was in this underworld trying to find the dark figure.

There were other shorter dreams in between all of these that were somehow affected by the presence of this dark figure. It made for a very restless night of sleep...

I am currently sick enough that I could not go to school today. As such, I woke up at roughly 6:40AM and fell asleep about an hour later.

I experienced three dreams, one before that particular time, and two after, one of which is a fragment.

Dream 1: I was in a restaurant, in a mall. There were a few of my friends there, though I barely remember whom. I stood up, and walked to another area in the mall, where I found someone entering some door, to an area that was apparently a photo booth. I saw a bright light from the crack in the door, and they walked out wearing something completely different, and also wearing sunglasses. In a relatively-dark mall.

Two of my friends went in there, at different times, and the same thing happened. When the door was open, I could see that there was some passage forward for about roughly two meters, and then it turned to the left.

I did not enter myself, and turned to the left, and after a bit of walking, I found another entrance to this area. At this point, the walls of the immediate area had changed to resemble the stone brick block from Minecraft.

I had apparently made it my job to figure out what was going on. I had someone as an assistant, though I don't think they were anyone I knew personally IRL. I opened this other door, and stepped in, and found some pressure plate. I removed it, heard some whirring, and jumped out. As the door closed, I heard some high-pitched sound and the area inside was too bright to look at.

I had my assistant enter and exit this area twice. Evidently, the machine or room or what have you was now damaged, as the only changed appeared to be the color of her hair, both times.

I went over to the other entrance, stepped in, and apparently found a ledge covered in bags of chips. I knocked all of them down (there must have been thousands, to fill that area, and I somehow knocked them all down all at once), and exited the area. A friend of mine asked where I got the chips, and I just pointed to some area to the right.

At this point, the scene changed. It was an open area, floating in some bright void, though the immediate surroundings resembled this machine, which appeared completely wrecked. The front part was completely destroyed, but I apparently described it as the gaping maw of some monster. The whole thing also appeared as if it were in Minecraft. The interior was just an empty, unlit space. On the outside, embedded in the edges, were pieces of rock with glowing lines through it (If you have played the Thaumcraft 3 mod for Minecraft, they looked essentially exactly like infused stone). There was apparently someone else here, and to "mine" objects we had to jump up or down or hit the bottom of the block (by jumping up on the block beneath it). We reached the top, and the dream ended.

Dream 2 (fragment): I was at the house of one of my relatives. It was a clear, summer day. There was an oddly-constructed "outhouse" (which was more like a bathroom that was simply disconnected from the rest of the house, rather than an actual outhouse, as it had plumbing, lighting, and heating). We had found a dead woman in this place, though there were no injuries of any description. As we were trying to figure out what to do, she apparently got back up. I cannot remember what happened between this and the next part, however.

We went back to the "outhouse" and found her there again, once again "dead." There was some pole, about two meters long, suspended from the ceiling on a string and swinging around the room somewhat. She got back up again, and some other girl, apparently her daughter or some such, also appeared out of nowhere. I cannot remember anything else, though I do remember there being more.

Dream 3: I was in a room, part of some "palace" (though it appeared to be a hotel of truly bizarre design). Outside was a series of seemingly-random hallways and doors, many of which would lead to rooms that would qualify as closets, assuming they were there. This particular dream constantly swapped between two different scenes, one in this "palace" and one in a snowy forest, trees separated by wide paths and clearings. It was apparently being narrated by a kobold, though I never saw it. There was some war going on in this forest. The narrator said that he had betrayed his people by being a spy, and was responsible for their defeat or some such. The scene kept going to someone running around a clearing, full of large igloos, firing some kind of weapon, which apparently fired some large, green projectiles. This person, apparently the leader of the narrator's people (and also apparently Gangrel from Fire Emblem: Awakening, judging by his appearance), kept randomly firing up into the air.

If that was their leader, I'd hate to see their soldiers.

Anyways, the scenes back at the room in the "palace" varied in content - sometimes I would head outside, and it would be a clear sunny day. Sometimes I would be in the hallways, almost always going back from a bathroom to the room, and sometimes I would just be in the room, too sick to do anything, and drink something. The narrator would always speak during this, too.

Said narrator went on to say that he had asked a general, apparently Yoda, to tell him where their troops and refugees were - and would send it to the enemy leader.

At this point, I apparently knew that the enemy leader was Bowser, and that he was currently at the other end of this "palace." I cannot remember anything else.