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11/29/11

NON-LUCID

I’m in my Biochemistry class, and I got a D as a grade for an assignment, but I wasn’t too sure what it was.

Then I’m in this dungeon with an environment of molten lava and fire. I was going through portals that were light blue, and I happened to stumble upon a big monster.



It looked like a yellow block monster with a cylinder head going sideways.

I tried escaping the monster, but it teleported into every room I went to.

Then one room, the perspective is elevated and I can see the monster above and the person trying to kill it. Then I think I’m back into the same place with the light blue portals, and apparently I had the Hookshot from the Zelda series with me.



Then I realize the dungeon was like the fire dungeon in Ocarina of Time. I decided to get the boss key, but ended up getting in the boss room without it.

The boss was kind of blurry; maybe some stone hand, like the one from Windwaker. It was very protective of the Heart Container at the edge from where it came out of the lava.



The monster could spill out lava, and I think it slightly burned a person with the guy I’m playing in the game (I don’t think I’m playing as link, it’s probably me in it, but I wasn’t aware).

The guy questioned how they were going to beat it. He looked like Suigetsu Hōzuki from Naruto Shippuden.



The boss was too strong for us, and we decided to leave, but I said “Wait a second,” and tried to deal with the boss again. Tension started to build up as I try to cleverly grab the heart piece.

Getting it felt like Sasuke trying to save Karin from Bee in 8-tails mode.



Then I realize I had the hookshot! So I go near the boss, dodge his attacks, and some were close to grazing me. I waited for one of the attacks that delayed him from attacking and quickly used the Hookshot to get the heart piece and we both got the hell out of there.

Then this other dream is this guy estimating how long these penguin looking creatures were going to travel long distances on sea. He was predicting the speed they swam on the surface, etc.


Then the actual calculations came when we zoomed in more on the creatures, and said despite having larger frame rate, the birds were swimming slowly.

Then another dream is me sitting at the edge of some brick-layered area where you could park your bike near the Biochemistry department in my college.

I saw this girl I knew IRL, and saw more familiar faces. I saw two more girls in real life I had for AP English in Cy-Lakes High School who were Hispanic and sisters. They were kissing each other goodbye! But they didn’t move much after that.

One of them was sitting down while the other just stood there. Then I looked into those glasses on the building that were tinted, which made it hard to see what’s inside.

I kept looking into it and saw a girl was looking at me. You know when a girl stares at you and it looks like she’s daydreaming and she forgets she’s staring at you? Kind of like that.

Then there’s a short dream of me battling some Swordsman in an adventure game, and the difficulty must’ve been set to “Prepare your anus” because I was panicking on how fast this guy was. I was a ranger, and he complimented on my skills.

He charges towards me, and he looks like Vlad Plasmius from Danny Phantom in his ghost form, but he was wearing a Red Outfit.



I then picked a fire spell out of nowhere and started to SPAM it like there was no freaking tomorrow. He dies, and then I asked a random guy on which spell he like the most. He said the fire one and the dream fades.

Then I had another dream where Link from Winderwaker and some random guy were making fun on how people got on the islands in the game.

11/28/11

NON-LUCID

I dreamed that it was daytime, and I was chasing these people, and I was making my hand as a gun, like shooting spirit guns from Yu Yu Hakusho. I started shooting at random people while they’re riding, and I caused havoc.



I was basically in "wreck everyone" mode for some odd reason, and then I saw a person riding a bicycle and another in front, and wanted to kill them too. I realized that running after them while using my left hand as a “gun” was going very hard.

I killed some kind of purple pig, but I didn’t know what to do after do.

I can't really recall the first dream very well, but I woke up at 2:30 am, freaking out for a good second. I remember something to do with my fiancee's parents and then being in my car driving down this dirt road in the middle of the country some where. I reached down to scoot the seat back because I was too close to the petals, and after I did that I had more fun driving. But then I noticed I was driving over little round objects, along with other little cylinder-like red objects. I got a closer look and realized they had timers on them, and they were all over. In the two fields, left and right, next to me, I noticed some evenly spaced bombs (I had assumed they were ALL bombs.) I don't remember getting out of my car, but I was suddenly running down the road, trying not to bother any of the red things. I wanted to make it to a safe area before they went off. I got to the end of the road and I knew time was getting close, so I started crawling down on the ground, still with the red things. For some reason I was going much slower and I knew that I was dreaming, but I didn't become lucid, if that makes sense. I started throwing as many as I could of the red objects far away from me and eventually jumped up on the couch, that was the trees a minute before. I woke up on my (very uncomfortable, back-killing) couch.

The next dream, the most significant parts I can remember, anyway, I was at my ooooold job, Sonic. Everything was different and I was wearing some strange hawaiian looking dress. I asked one of the girls, who I knew, if we had uniforms and she told me that we didn't have uniforms anymore. I tried to answer the switchboard a few times, but the customers were getting angry with me because I could not hear what they were saying. I swear one of them was speaking english and suddenly switched to spanish. I was trying to speak back in spanish, but then my boss came over to me and took over. I started crying because I felt like I couldn't handle the job, but I knew I couldn't quit this time for my son's sake. I went on working some more, but the most interesting part was the lightning. There was only one strike, and I saw it along with one person standing beside me. I could practically see my whole town, and that lightning struck once and the lights everywhere began to go out. I knew what was happening. One girl ran outside, she was wearing some strange space suit. I ran after her, I guess to get her ass back inside, but she had ran all the way around the corner. So I followed. When I looked up in the sky, there was a strange donut hole in the cloud. Like this:



I said "Oh fuck." And I realized that Sonic was hovering over much of the city and we were very high in the air. I noticed this when that hole in the cloud began making several layers, like something was shooting through them. The girl had passed out or something. I ran to get her, and carried her inside. I shut and locked the door. That's when something threw one of those red objects at us. Somehow it had gotten inside. I made everyone go to the back of the store. When I looked up front again, I noticed that my son was playing near the bomb. I ran and got him, crying.

That's all I remember now. I attribute the vivid dreams to the excess amounts of choline and some binaural beats.

Frustrating

Well, I had typed up two dreams here, but eventually got timed out of my session. It's been a while, and I forgot that when that happens you lose everything you typed if you try to post. Now I am debating whether to type it all up again or not. Nah, here's a brief summary:

1st dream:
Colonists leave their little community for the outside world. People are on a boat in a small pond. I get in the boat also, and there is an end of the pond surrounded by a wall covered in liquor and lottery tickets.

2nd dream:
My brother and I walking along a river watching out for snakes. Then we look for indian artifacts but don't find any.

I was at Jack's house. Steve had a bottle of sleeping medicine. I read the label and it said for him to take it in the morning when he woke up. I told him that Chelse had the same sleeping medicine and that you're suppose to take it at night before bed. He told me that after he took it in the morning, he wouldn't be able to get himself out of bed until 4 p.m. I explained to him that it was supposed to be taken at bedtime. He rationalized it and agreed with me.

I walked outside onto the porch facing Jeff's house. I saw him standing in the driveway talking to Pat and Sarah who were in the driveway with a black SUV. The back drivers door was open and he was leaned inside the SUV talking to them. Penny (his mother) was standing at the entrance of the open garage watching them. I yelled his name, he didn't hear me. So I yelled louder and I saw him glance over at me for a second but he continued talking to Pat and Sarah. Jeff always did this. He wouldn't divert his attention away from what he was doing when you tried to get his attention sometimes. It was very real. I called his name a third time even louder. At that point his mom yelled at him and said "Joey's hollering at you!" Jeff looked at me slightly irritated and said "what's up dude?" I once again (I dream about him 3 times a week) walked up to him in disbelief. I said "Jeff you're ok!" I put my hand on the side of his head and he flinched saying "Ahh! Careful dude!" because his head was hurt. It made sense to me (he died from blunt trauma to the head). I said "Jeff do you know what happened to you" He looked around cautiously and saw his mom, he gave me a look as to not disclose what happened to him. I said "Jeff, you died..." His mom had a look of realization on her face suddenly. She looked at me and I knew that she was also having the same dream. I realized she was lucid dreaming with me, but she was not able to handle remembering the reality of Jeff's death. She started crying and ran off. Jeff looked at me irritably. I kept grabbing him and hugging him. I told him that I was dreaming and that he was dreaming too. I told him that he was dead and he nodded his head agreeing with me that he knew he was dead too. He said "I know I'm dead, I've just been visiting you in your dreams to make you feel better." I told him that everyone missed him so much.

We started walking up Sheley road towards Marty and Kelsey's house. I told him how torn up Trevor, Kelsey and his own family were. He knew they were sad. I told him that he should look at his Facebook page at all the stuff that people had been posting. He asked me about it. I told him that he had several months of people writing on his wall saying nice things about him and how much they missed him. He said "I know you've been writing a lot about me, I have seen it. I know you were really my friend because of everything that you have done for my family and friends." I said "Of course your my friend dude, you're one of my best friends. You, Jack, Ben and Shawn are my best friends." He nodded in agreement. We turned right onto Harris street. I told him about how Ben moved to Hawaii and that he was happy and successful with Cara, his wife. I told him about Jack and his departure to basic training and how he had also got married.

I started to cough. My mouth was salivating and I was coughing up a lot mucus. It started to consume my mouth. I tried to spit it out of my mouth but it stuck to my lips like a insoluble slime stuck to my mouth. I was trying to grab it with my hand and it was getting all over my hands. Jeff laughed out loud at my struggle to get the mucus out of my mouth and off my hands. He offered me gum. He pulled out four pieces of green spearmint gum that were not covered with the metal foil. They were slightly deformed from being in his pocket. I held out my left hand and he dropped two pieces that were stuck together into my hand. I started chewing. He extended his hand towards my right hand and was going to drop the other two pieces into my right hand. I held out my hand and received the gum.

I gained my composure again and told him that we should get on Facebook so he could see how many notifications he had from people writing on his wall about his death.

At that point we were back in the town I live in currently, up in my apartment in my office. He sat at the computer. RT was up on the screen and he started watching. I told him to check Facebook. He couldn't get out of RT so I helped him. He came to the Facebook main page and typed in his username (I don't remember what it was exactly) then he typed in his password and I saw exactly what he typed P******* R****. I took a mental note of his password so I could log into his Facebook page. For some reason he was not able to get logged in because he account had become dormant from his absence. He was going through the verification steps to get his account back to normal when several pop ups from various sites came up asking for log in information. He was putting his info into these websites. I realized that it was going to cause a problem for me to log back into those sites. A security certificate verification popped up asking to verify the page. He kept clicking on yes before I had a chance to read anything. I was getting anxious because I wasn't sure what was going on. My blackboard student website was getting messed with, and unnecessary messages were being sent to my professors. I saw a strange government warning pop-up in the window. I asked Jeff if he would let me sit down and fix the problem.

Chelse started yelling from the bathroom. She had just woken up from her nap because she worked the night before. I told Jeff to go show himself to Chelse. They met in the hallway as Chelse was walking out of the bathroom. She said "Jeff! What are you doing here?" Jeff said "I'm here to visit you guys." Chelse said "But you're dead..."

Then I woke up..

Not the Destroyer
Recall: 3/10
Sleep: Good
Sleep Position: Unknown

I enter the NAC building, and inside there is some sort of pageant event. Girls are being awarded various titles, and seemingly at random, the award me the honorary prince title and put a robe on me. The girls are all young, like 18, rich and snobby. They show absolutely no interest in me, and I figure there is no point wasting my time here, so I leave. The officials there try to stop my as I walk out into the snow, but I ignore them. Somehow I end up back at my apartment.

I go out into the hallway where the retarded girl from American Horror Story Rushes at me. She somehow dies along with another girl, possibly killed by her creepy mother. Her death was staged to somehow get me to destroy the world. I was somehow granted amazing powers, and dark forces or entities are trying to get me to use them to burn the planet by getting me to focus on dark things, but I'm resisting, not letting my attention get hooked on the negative.

We end up putting the bodies on the bottom of a lake. Next to the lake is an ancient temple. The building is shaped like a man holding the world on his shoulders. I then see it floating a hundred feet in the air with the stones burning. Apparently, that's what's supposed to happen, what I'm supposed to do, and I'm more than a little impressed by the power required to pull that off. But I'm still determined that I'm not going to do that no matter what.

I head back to my apartment, and on the way back, everything on both sides of the road is on fire. The panic and destruction threatens to overwhelm my senses, but I focus on ignoring it, staring straight ahead down the road and ignoring the flames that surround me. I will not get suckered into sustaining that scenario with my attention.

I left out a few of the more mundane parts of that dream. It was pretty long and there was more to it than that, but that's all the good parts I can remember.

Dream 1
I was in a New Yorkwith Gaz and Captain Price, the city had been damaged and looked a bit like that mission in COD4:Modern Warfare where you escort the tank.

I took cover behind a wall as an onslaught of fire came at me.

Dream 2
I'm in one of the most unfamiliar places I've ever seen. It's like an office and its night, there are computers and some of my old school friends are there.

I go outside with them and see a little kid in a field, he's just come out of a shell like the aliens from Combat Evolved soon loads of other aliens come and we fight them off.

I'm at a craft fair and we have a booth. I'm selling my wife's yoga cds and with each one I sell I give the customer a piece of fruit to go with it.

I'm at a party and I go over to our old guitar player Stan. He tells me he just got back from Italy where he met a very beautiful woman.

November 27, 2011

This was pretty awesome.*

The first dream I had was kind of scary. I was told to go to my church from my house, at 2 AM. It's about 10 minutes total, and the last street I have to walk on is extremely long. I was close to the church, but then I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned around and got a fist in my face. Then they mugged me.*

I had to start the mission over, but it was always the same outcome. I never finished it, and I died.*

The second one was another combination of Rayman and Skyrim. It started off with watching my brother play Skyrim. He was using some overpowered sword that I had never heard of. I wanted that sword, and he told me how to get it.*

Next thing I know, I was in a classroom. There was a necromancer, giving a lecture on something. I knew he had the sword, so when he was done talking, I snuck to his podium and stole a dagger. Then I slit his throat.*

An alarm sounded, so I grabbed the sword and ran. There was a trapdoor in the next room, and of course I jumped down it. I was suddenly in a giant lake, and there were doors everywhere. I had to punch them to open them, and each new area was darker than the last. Screaming could be heard everywhere, and there were a bunch of fucking scary fish down there. (Google gulper eel or hachetfish) I think I made some wrong turns. When I found an exit, I turned around to see a gigantic crab chasing me.*

Once I reached the surface, I was in a small graveyard. There were a dozen people fighting a giant shadow. It took me a few minutes to realize it was a dragon. Apparently, it was level 80, and then it killed everyone.*

I never saved the game.*

I had to run through the nightmarish lake again, but this time the crab appeared in front of me, and I never won.*

November 30, 2011

Pretty interesting...

This was a weird dream. Everyone kept committing suicide and coming back to life throughout it. I think there were around 170 deaths.*

There are two parts in my dream that stick out. *The first: My family and I are gathered in the living room. There's a giant tv, with a crate on either side. My mother says something about a gift from the president. Then, both crates open. They're dolls of Shrek and Donkey (from Shrek, if you couldn't figure that out.), and my mother says I can only pick one, and there's only one Shrek doll, so I took that one, of course. My sister freaks out, calling me many names. Then stabs herself to death. She walks in the door about two seconds later, "Hey, what did I miss?"

The second: Brianna, Barry and I are in the woods. We're sitting on top of a giant rock formation. We might have been talking about movies, but I know that we were missing someone. Kevin had yet to come here. As we came to the subject of paranormal activity (not the shitty movie), Kevin appears behind us, shirtless and covered in blood. He says he tripped on a twig. Then he jumped off of the rock, in his 17th suicide. (Everyone had a little counter above their head.) The rest of us went to an arcade.*

November 16

My dream wasn't that exciting. It was pretty much everyone I know in a call of duty map, fighting each other in a massive free for all. I think I made a few truces, and my parents ran away from the battlefield.*

There was a treehouse that we would all meet up in and make battle plans. I can't remember how the dream ended, but I do remember my second one.*

It was a combination of Skyrim and a Dragonball Z fighting game. I was controlling Gotenks, running up a snowy mountain and getting in pretty epic fights with dragons. It was pretty cool until I encountered some giant black dragon (assuming it was Skyrim's main boss). I went about the usual fighting methods, but none of them worked on it.

It came down to a midair energy battle. As I readied a kamehameha blast, a bunch of other dragon ball z characters showed up, and then I woke up.*

November 26

The only part of my dream that I remember involves Rayman Origins and a time travel machine. Also, a tiny bit of Skyrim.*

I was in a giant building. It was empty but for a thief and a time machine. He told me he existed simply to allow me to have fun in this dream. (Dunno if I was lucid.) I do know I had some dream control, because when I talked to the time machine,the Skyrim dialogue of style came up instead of the machine yelling.*

There were five years listed: 914, something in 1170s, 1482, 2011, and 2067. I went through the years from earliest to latest. The first option simply opened the machine, and there was a dead kitten inside the machine. The second and third were also random dead things. The fourth took me forward by 20 days.*

I was sitting on the corner down from my street. (It's a hill, so I could see the corner from my house.) There was a desktop computer in front of me, with porn playing. No idea what it was. I had this "spider-sense" feeing, and looked at my house. I saw my mother in the top room, staring at me viciously. I couldn't find the time machine anywhere, and now she was chasing me with an axe.*

I tripped, and I fell into the time machine. I just hit 2067, and prayed to god that it wasn't going to be shitty.*

I was in a black chamber, with a blue glow illuminating everything. There were thousands of seadragons, talking in English. They were discussing a wedding soon to happen, and they were gushing about how beautiful the bride was. Now, this is where the Rayman Origins part kicks in. I had to use each dragon as a stepping stone, and I had to use some as a thing to swing off of. Eventually, I got to a little corner, and there was a hole in the wall, so I crawled through it.*

There was a giant blue blob sitting there, with over 10,000 bulbs on its back. It looked at me and instantly attacked. I was momentarily shocked, because this thing was FAT. Then I kept jumping on it, punching all of the bulbs. After it died, two seadragons barged in and told me to stop right there. I was under arrest for murdering the bride. They slapped cuffs on me, but I remembered I was able to use shouts like a dragon in Skyrim, and teleported near the time machine. I kept speeding up, but I had to keep stopping to kick each door open. After 6 doors, the thief was there, and instantly freed me with a key. Then we fought back.*

And then I woke up.*

November 15, 2011

I had some pretty interesting dreams since my iPod was gone, and mow that it's back I forgot most of them.*

I forget most of this one as well, bur I'll try to piece it together.*
Hell, I'm having trouble remembering it now.*

It was me, Bri and TK. We were chilling at some weird place. It seemed vaguely familiar, but I couldn't place my finger on it. (There was an entire segment involving the ocean, but I really don't want to try recalling that because it was extremely fucking scary.)

I think I stole a potato chip from a house, and eventually, a bunch of guards popped out of thin air telling me I would have to be arrested. Of course I complied, because I kind of value my life.*

I was taken before the king, who was furious that I had committed such a heinous crime. He seemed like he was going to kill me with his sword, but then he started convulsing. As he fell to the floor, it was apparent he was going to die.*

I walked over to the man, and said some words of grief to him. He got teary-eyed, and said I was forgiven for my crime. I started crying too, and then everyone else in the room starting crying. Then we had a party.*

Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

I sat in some huge room. I sat in a school desk, which was part of some U-shaped area of either desks or tables, maybe made out of wood. Other than this structure, the room was empty.

The room had orange-tan colored walls, which were as tall as the walls of a cathedral. Along the top of the wall ran some kind of LED display, like an electronic ticker tape display that scrolls out news.

The sign was saying that somebody, possibly Sir Isaac Newton, had confessed his guilt regarding something. This was something like a murder, or a rather contemporary, scandalous-sounding crime.

Previously I'd been accused of this crime. Now that Sir Isaac Newton had confessed, I would no longer be considered guilty.

A woman came up to the desk where I was sitting. She may have stood me up to lead me away. I may have been working at something on a computer. I may have been a little reluctant to leave the work.

Dream #2

In an almost completely dark room, there was a girl, maybe eleven or twelve years old, standing in an orange-peach colored dress. The dress was in the eighteenth century style, with the outer layer in a sheer kind of material. The girl may have had her back left leg lifted behind her, as if she were performing a ballet step.

Dream #3

I was in a dark space, almost like a small corridor on a large airplane or in a space station. I walked toward a dimly lit area near the "front" of this corridor.

The astronaut Michael Collins was in the lit space, working at a small box of machinery. Collins looked young, and he may have been wearing a NASA jumpsuit.

I may have worked with Collins. I figured I was going to help him with whatever he was doing right now.

Dream #4

I was alone in a bedroom. The room was kind of big and it had high walls. But it felt like a college dorm room, not a bedroom. There may have been a regular bed and at least one bunk bed.

Suddenly the lights went out in the room. There was a tiny bit of light in the room, giving everything a very faint, very dim blue tint.

I felt my way around in the room, waving my arms in front of me -- although I may actually have been doing this before the lights went out. I was frantically trying to turn the lights back on, either with the power of my own mind or by finding the light switch. But I couldn't do it.

I told myself not to panic. I went to the door. Even though I was kind of disappointed with myself for being so afraid that I wanted to leave the room, I was going to leave. I couldn't think of how to get the light on, and I couldn't stand being in darkness.

But when I got to the front door, I was also afraid. I felt like there were people out in the hallway (like the hallway of a college dorm hall) waiting to attack me.

I looked through the peephole on my door. Outside I saw, leaning against the wall opposite the hall from my door, a young, blonde woman, pale skinned, very pretty, dressed in blue jeans and a black, turtleneck sweater. She leaned against the wall with her hands joined and placed behind her.

(Note: I've been using being alone in an empty room as a dream-sign, hopefully to induce lucids. I noticed that many of my lucids have occurred when I was alone in a room. So I've had quite a few "alone in a room" dreams -- and I've still failed. Ugh.)

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I had a random lucid dream last week, but i could not 'make things happen'.

I was cycling through a nearby town, when suddenly something wasn't right geographically and i realised i was dreaming. Soooo i decided i'd conjure up a particular artist i admire, but nothing happened, he did not show up.

I know i *can* do this, i have conjured up Jack Sparrow before!!

I realised just now that i've actually gone to the hypnogogic hallucinations a lot before, without any intention to do so. They scared the flip out of me because i didn't know what they were, let alone that I was soooooo close to a WILD..

So next time I'll just try and remember what they are and to just let them be

But this lead me to wonder: if I'd just let let them flow without freaking out, would I have gone into a WILD every time? Because I get to that point pretty much every single night. ......

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Ok so last night i was so scared of the hallucinations i might get while falling asleep, i didn't. Not until past midnight. Classical music lulled me to sleep at last.

I had a dream about My Little Pony, because i'd been watching a really OLD episode of it before bed :p