Wanting to swim with sharks...stuck in tight space (Dream sign? Proportions that are off)...suggesting they "let us take a one hour break," at school? Some some sort of class? Go skydiving, find out it wasn't really skydiving... Will expand later.
sleep ~12am wake ~6/630am attempted to go back to sleep till 9, didn't work out - was 'awake' and annoyed by neighbors radio. Visiting partners mother. she lives in a house with two other women. the two other women seem to be in a relationship. They help us leave - I don't think they wanted us there. we didn't wake up till 2pm - it was very warm (the warmth being what woke us up) - but our plane didn't take off till really late (after 10pm) so it was ok. we had to go back to the hotel to pack. apparently we hadn't intended on sleeping over there. In the house upstairs - two beasties after me. largish - wolf or big cat or something. I think I am whatever they are. there is some sort of communication running from something (might have been the beasties above) memory of flight. how or where is forgotten. the outside seems most akin to void when I try to remember it. ((Woke with tool playing in my head - 'i barely remember, who or what came before...')) ((Kind of irritated. yeah, that nightmare was disturbing, but not worth loosing this much friggin recall. I know that if I had had more awareness in the moment that it could have been easily dealt with, and that I should get to the point where I CAN deal with nightmares. *sighs* I feel like i'm building up my recall from scratch again. oh well - bit by bit))
Fell asleep later than planned, had to wake up fast, no time to WBTB. Fragment1: My old school again! Fragment2: Backstreet boys, Nick from BSB Fragment3: something Japanese Fragment4: My alarm goes on, it looks like JoannaB has set the alarm on my phone, because she wanted to help me. Dream5: I am at our old home, getting ready, walking around in a hurry. I open my mom's drawer and examine what's inside. Some fancy looking bottles full of liquid beauty herbs. I remember when we bought those, but she still hasn't drank them. (We bought them in another dream about two months ago!) Then there is a small jewelry box, I open it and there is diamond ring inside. I am thinking how my mom always buys stuff she doesn't use or need.
Updated 04-26-2013 at 01:53 PM by 61764
A dream and a fragment. Dream 1: I was in some grocery store, with some friends/family of mine. We walked around and left it. Then, we began heading to our car - and suddenly there was a sharp pain in my right knee. I said something about not being able to lean backwards or I'll fall over. We get into the car, and we see some building called "The Hardcore Cup" I think - apparently some kind of restaurant, and it was shaped like a blocky wine glass, and I could hear something akin to death metal being played. I also remember someone saying that particle accelerators were no longer pointless in cars. Then, I remember riding in the passenger seat - but I don't remember us actually pulling out of the parking lot. I apparently had a phone with Skype, and sent a message to my father with some quote from a user named "greenhorn" which was also apparently me, or some such. There was more, but unfortunately I only barely remembered this as I'm typing this entry up. Dream 2 (fragment): We had entered some unidentified tomb, apparently - which had either a rough circular or octagonal shape. There was something about a "lord of death" or some such, who entered the room we were in through an opening in the walls. He was wearing something resembling Space Marine armor. He also had some kind of necklace, with three dials on it that spun like a slot machine. I remember someone saying that they came to serve this lord of death, and said lord of death caused the three dials to spin, and they landed on skulls.
Dream recall from today's naps. I was playing some fraxy stage and there was final boss, background looked like some grey construction from girders in space and the boss looked like some mix of mecha and spaceship hanger base. It had six attachments, three on the each side, that acted as drone launchers and turrets, and during some parts of pattern they were extending offscreen. It was attacking by launching small drone ships vertically from the attachments as well as shooting series of twin projectiles from them. During the fight the music was some mix of Dark Bowser's theme with some RefleX sounding tune. The fight itself had three phases but i can only recall first one in detail sadly, only thing i recall other than that is that on later phases background became more red. Also the boss had pretty glitchy animations which sometimes were going out of sync with the attack. The very very rough reference pic: http://imgur.com/nqSE453 , drew in roughly 30-60 seconds just in case if i will want to use design somewhere.
this was a short lucid dream i had. i became lucid right away. ~~~ i said to my self im dreaming again, oh and im lucid. every thing came clear, i walked to a small gate and opened. i didnt see anything that was interesting. just some regular houses and streets. then i flew up to see if i could find anything of intrest as i was glancing at my hands and touching the nearby trees to keep my dream stable. every thing felt so real but that was to be expected. although my body felt like i was on a salvia trip it but i was calm and realaxed and clear headed. then i came to a tree with pink and purple white flowers growing from the trips of the branches. it was great and stunning to look at. after all that i seen a computer animated looking cheracter that looked like peter pan or something flying around in the tree with some of his fairies. he said something i dont remember then i woke up. ~~~ lol haha what a fruity ending right salvia dream trip indead.
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This one was pretty awesome... I remember it starting at my house, in my bedroom. I had just woken up from bed in the dream. I went down to a train station or something to look for clues, and I didn’t have a gun either, which apparently, I guess I was supposed to. I remember meeting a girl down there and she gave me this message from my girlfriend saying “help”, and that’s how I knew I had to go save her. So me and another one of my friends, who also happened to be a girl (haha), went to this random big building on a street corner. Inside there was a big white room but nobody was in it. There was a doorway at the other end of the room though and after that, there was a huge room filled with people who looked like soldiers, plus a few guys dressed in suits. This is probably the highest number of dream characters I have ever seen at one time. I obviously wasn’t supposed to be caught by them, but they didn’t care so far. I remember going into the doorway and shouting at them like I was staff there at the building. Stuff like “Hey, how you guys doin’?” or “You got everything ya need?” things like that. They all approved of me and didn’t suspect anything. After that, I went into a room next to this one, and oddly enough, there was bowls of Cheetos everywhere on tables, although they were darker than Cheetos should be, but not that much darker. I remember picking up a Sub Machine Gun of some sort, and then sneaking it out of the building and giving it to my friend, who had stayed outside. She said “Oh, sweet, you got it?” or something like that. So part of the mission was to get a gun, and then to rescue my girlfriend. This was so cool too, I want there to be a second part...
i am going to post the notes i took apon waking for this because the full thing i wrote was lost and havent had the time to rewrite it all. Cult leader in room. Vince Vaughn and another an Irish man. Leader was like I know two of you have killed to be here and one of you has faked it. Then he make the Irish man open up his pillow case. No knife = no kill so the cult leader killed him. And a family of four pulled up to the abandonded underground fortress. He would probably kill them too. Mom and dad sent us to this camp but it was in Europe it was hardcore. We had nothing. They too us to get naked in a room with another two brothers. They have us bed ad we did it. We slept. The next day they allowed us to go into the city. We did. We found so much money over four hundred. When we got home I had to take shirt off money in all my waist. I tried hiding but main guy took it. Took four hundred. Went to bed next night he had people over. Went on like this for a while. Mom and dad finally came but they were the people. Then told us we went there a lot as kids. We were outside on the farm land scooting out on these cliffs with dirt riffs we got down to the bottom and went to this very modern art museum. Uncle ray was looking to buy a tv there. In uncle rays house. Actually while we at art thing auntie Cathy left a video cry for help on the security system. So I went over to Florida house. She took me and we hid fast bc they all came in but it was partiers. Then this witch came through the door and auntie Cathy was the only one who could defeat her. The witch made the group of partiers chant some thing that would make the house start on fire. if you would help me in decoding this it would be of great help. it is a very important dream. thank you, -reed
The dream starts out in a creepy abandoned building. I think I was with my dad. We leave and are out in the middle of a brown, wet, grassy field. I say to my dad we are in Russia due to the terrain. We walk a bit and see a tractor. We walk closer and see it is a steam engine, and somehow my dad climbed on it, pretending to get run over. Then a new tractor pulled near us and the driver helped my dad get unstuck. My dad asked him if he could drive the steam engine backwards, but the farmer replied they hadn't installed the lever yet. As they were chatting I sneaked around the grain bins to pee. They followed me, so I didn't. Later my dad's cousin and son came over and we all got into the car and left. We were on a large freeway with many overpasses above us. Later the highway became elevated above the city. We drove along an artificial coast, and skyscrapers on the other side. We pull over and my dad's cousin's son (second cousin?) went swimming. We had to go so he put a shirt on. Later near the beach I was with my chemistry class. We found a minecraft nether portal, and were examining it. We found that every time someone would go through the air temperature would decrease slightly.
#170 - 4:16AM - WILD I decide to go for MILD this time but I have a hard time getting comfortable and end up on my left side. I'm dealing with some insomnia so I decide WILD might be better. The last time I check the clock, it's getting close to 4AM. I still feel wakeful with racing thoughts as I focus on my face and back of neck so I turn on the irrational part of my brain to avoid thought. I think of random nonsensical words and phrases and soon they come to my mind without any effort. I begin to seen random images and soon I feel myself in a deep trance while maintaining consciousness. I suddenly feel jostled as if my wife is turning over in bed or getting up. I feel the vibrations now but wonder if she is going to ruin it for me. I concentrate on the back of my neck and the vibrations get stronger. I hear some sound like she is walking in the room and going around to the right side of the bed for the bathroom. Then, she says something to me. I don't quite understand the words but I am becoming annoyed that she is unwittingly sabotaging my WILD. She keeps blabbing away and I am considering waking myself to tell her to stop but I remember this is a common dream sign during the early stages of WILD and I consider the possibility that none of this is really havening. At that moment I hear my wife snoring on my left side and I now know this voice is a dream character. The vibrations intensify and I transition out. When I am standing I see a figure in the dark directly in front of me. I become startled and I instinctively throw a right hook to the face of this DC. I pull back at the last instant as I realize this might be my wife. I feel my hand softly but forcefully make contact with flesh. For a brief second I cringe at the thought that I may have just attacked my wife in waking life. But no, I remind myself that I am dreaming. Without waisting any time the figure turns darker than night and takes a more shadowy, demonic and feline shape. The entity has an appearance like Katz but more muscular and realistic and dark. It takes hold of both my arms and crosses them over my chest so that I cannot swing at it again. I am forced hard on the bed with this entity pressing on top of me and I fall victim to true sleep paralysis. I try to take control of the situation and yell, "You better leave me alone. Get out of here right now!" It doesn't respond. I see red glowing eyes mocking me. Then I think of the only help I can call on. I begin to say, "I comma...." My voice gets stuck in my throat. (typical for SP) I try again forcing each word. My voice is a gasping whisper, "I command you...In the name of Jeeee... In the name of...JESUS." In that instant the weight is lifted and the presence is gone... or at least held at bay. I am a little scared to transition again so I wait awhile and begin to spin. I feel myself rotating faster and faster. The feeling is somehow comforting and safe. At some point I feel my central axis shifting and find myself standing, then lying down, then standing again, all while spinning. Then, I blindly phase out through the bedroom door and push onward until I think I'm outside. I look around and see that I am still in the bedroom. I try falling backward through the wall and circle around through the door. I don't feel like I'm getting anywhere. Then I am back in bed and I begin to see something bright. It looks like just a chunk of vision but it looks like our hardwood flooring. I feel like my physical eyes have opened and I close them. I see the dark line of my eyelids close over but I maintain the visual on the floor. I feel like I am seeing through my eyelids now. I move forward. I am now in the living room but its dark again. I flip a light switch but nothing happens. I remember the demon and become frightened again. I can feel the presence of it in the dark kitchen. I look around and see the rest of the house is lit as it would be at this time of night which always adds to the realism. I say to the demon, "I'm going to kick your ass!" I start thinking that I should not have said that and I start running backward to the front door. I distantly realize that I have never ran backwards in a dream and the feeling is slow and awkward but I want to keep an eye on that demon. I am afraid I will be attacked or held back. When I reach the door I yell again, "Ill kick your ass if you follow me!" I hurriedly step outside and close the door. Safe. I look around the neighborhood. There is no light but star light and the stars are uniformly spread across the night sky in a dotted grid of purplish blue LEDs. It's beautiful in a dark and dreary sort of way. I gasp and let out a ,"Wooow." I think of trying to fly to a star but like that one dream I feel this dream is still a little too unstable. Then, I remember my original task and walk out into the street. I call out, "Doctor? Doctor Who?" My voice is strong and loud now and I find this comforting. I am looking for an intelligent DC and I want it to be The Doctor. I see a parked truck at the neighbor's and look in the back for the TARDIS but it is too dark. Now, there is a bright street light and nothing but void beyond the light's glow radius. Several times the darkness takes my vision but I bring the dream back by looking at my hands. I rub them and feel the asphalt. The sensation is surprisingly realistic as usual. As I do all of this I continue to yell for The Doctor to come. This waiting is hard as I really have to focus to keep the dream together. I wander a little down the street to keep the dream flowing and stay somewhat active. Soon I see the headlights of two cars coming my direction out of the void. They park haphazardly around me and I begin visualizing the doctors face as people get out of the cars. My seems to be unstable and blurry but I see two women and two men. There may have been a fifth person but I cant tell. One woman looks like Bob's wife, Linda, and the other looks and older, heavier version of Sally Field. I didn't realize this until after I woke up but one man looks exactly like a version of The Master" and the other guy stood farther back in the darkness but he was tall and slender like The 10th Doctor. I ask Linda, "Where's Doctor Who?" She looks confused, "who?" I clarify, "I mean The Doctor. Where is The Doctor?" She shakes her head. "You don't know what I'm talking about do you? No? Of course not." I roll my eyes. I feel the dream fade and I grab her arm to stabilize. Then, all the DCs become very animated and start talking to excitedly to each other all at once. The conversation was very fast and seemed intelligent. I tried following but only understood bits and pieces that I can not longer remember. l speak over them all, "I want to talk to the most intelligent dream character." They don't respond. They just keep talking to each other and the noise begins to sound like a crowd of people. I am annoyed but also amused. I say with a smile, "This was supposed to be a simple thing but now I have all these multiple personalties in my head!" I raise my hands in the air in aggravation. Suddenly, the "Sally" one stands out the most and I pull her away from the group. "I want the most intelligent dream character. Is that you?" She nods "yes" but her eyes stay fixed on the group like shes still following the conversation. I beg her, "Please talk to me." She calmly replies, "In a minute." "No. I don't have much time." I know I will wake up soon. She looks at me now. "OK. Ill talk to you." I forget my original questions and pause for a moment. Then I think of the nightmarish transition earlier. "Why did I have that horrible image earlier?" She automatically and quickly replies. "Because of your background history." I pause and think this over but the dream starts to fade. I take her in a hug for stability and let the others fade out though I can still hear them like in a tin can far away someplace. It is dark but I can feel her next to me. We continue our conversation in the void as I speak into her ear. "OK, That makes a lot of sense but what is it?" There's a brief silence as if she is thinking it over then, "It's your mobile imaging..." I feel like the DC is breaking down to gibberish now but I continue anyway. "My mobile imaging?" "...unfolded." "My mobile imaging unfolded?" She replies with a flat, "Yes." I start to ask what she means but I want to remember this so bad. I repeat the phrase over in my mind. I have thoughts that I might forget the first parts of the dream and I unintentionally wake myself up. The "background history" comment makes a lot of sense to me but the "mobile imaging unfolded" seems a little abstract. What I take from her response is that I sometimes get these bedside demonic entities from my radical evangelical religious background coupled with childhood fears. My subconscious mind merely manifests these things into being when I feel confused that my wife or some other person is in the room with me. Basically in short, It was just a figment of my imagination. Nothing more nothing less. Definitely not spiritual warfare.
Finally ! I Finally tried to dreamwalk ! Here' s my very first Dreamwalking trial : Tensō Lucidity: 9/10 Control: 7/10 Vivacity: 8/10 I WILDed two times before that, this is the following of the second lucid I had this night. I wake up from a lucid and automatically DEILD. At one point, after closing my eyes for around two seconds, I give up on DEILDing, I just turn around to observe the moon...s. There are three huge red moons, kinda like that : https://encrypted-tbn3.gstatic.com/i...OcSd3NvOHznrmE After a while I stopped being amazed and decide to check reality. It doesn' t work. Screw reality checks, that ain' t possible. It's a dream. I get up and go out of my room. It' s dark. Too dark. I feel the dream fading, like sand slipping out of my hands. My sister comes; she starts making me loose my lucidity. Great. I can' t beat her up or I' ll get back in reality, so I rub my hands harder and harder doing my best to stay calm. As soon as I feel like I got my stability back, I rush to the light switch and light the room up. I renounce to the urge of destroying my sister and get out as fast as I can. It' s raining. The night gets less dark and some kids come up to me and tell me something I don' t remember. I try a standing front flip, I land like I do in real life : squatting. Oh well. Wait, there' s something I wanted to do ... ah ! that' s right. I get away from the pool and start shouting "Oneir --" nah, that' s not it. So I start again doing the signs I chose for that technique and scream " Oneiros - TENSO" (tenso' s "transfer in Japanese), I fall on one knee and do the sign at the right upper corner of that photo : http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_PtPyNxCbYk.../Hand+sign.bmp "Miaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggg gggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" Mia being how we' ll call my girlfriend ( whose dream I chose to walk in ) Looked like I wanted to become a super sayan. I don' t see any bright light like I wanted, so when I' m done screaming I do a front flip to give the dream another reason to change scenery. As I flip I see the kids looking at me like I' m crazy. I guess they got a good reason. I land in a park. I see some random kids from school. No Mia. I feel like I' ll wake up soon. I give myself no more than 20 seconds. I hurry and run up to a girl. I need to find her. I need her to see me, I need to wake her up so she remembers that. I turn that girl around. It' s not her. I was gonna ask her where Mia was but I woke up before I could say anything. __________________________________________________ ____________________________________ So here it was, my first dreamwalking trial. Anyways, for some reasons I didn' t feel like this was "just" a dream, I felt like it was another reality, where time is even more important than in real life.
Updated 05-27-2013 at 06:14 PM by 57825
Since my lucid dream I haven't really been able to remember my dreams properly anymore. I don't know if that is because I forcefully wake up for the WILD or if I just wake up at the wrong time. Anyway, with some effort I managed to remember some fragments of dreams I had yesterday. Fragment 1: I'm at my university in Delft, The Netherlands, and there is a guy there who teaches wing chun kung fu nearby. I tell him that my father is currently following wing chun classes and all of a sudden, this guy starts fighting me. It doesn't hurt and I think he's trying to show me the power of kung fu to convince me to start learning it as well. I can't stop his attacks and I can't remember what happened next. Fragment 2: I'm in a public transportation bus and I apparently know the driver. His destination will change as soon as he reaches his last stop, so I decide to ride the bus all the way there, because I would need this bus in the other direction anyway. Next thing I remember is that we're at a bus stop and the driver doesn't drive away at my request, because apparently a bag full of my stuff is outside on the sidewalk. I spot a friend of mine, Yan Fai, and ask him to hand me the bag. Apparently he's a smartass in my dream, because he takes the stuff out of the bag and literally only hands me the bag, whilst laughing. I laugh with him and tell him to hand me the bag with all the stuff in it. So he does and I ask him why he doesn't just ride the bus, seeming he's walking in the same direction the bus is going anyway. He refuses and keeps on walking. My memory of the dream ends here. Fragment 3: I'm in my room, and I downloaded something onto my laptop, and saved it on my desktop, something I never do. Apparently it's not something I want anyone to see, especially not anyone at home. Still my screen is facing the open door of my bedroom, and my little sister walks in and asks what those two things are on my laptop. I quickly respond woth something, I can't remember what, and I feel as if I'm busted, yet not completely. The icons of the data I downloaded are both pink and have manga characters on them I think. That's all I remember. These were the three fragments I could remember, I wish I could have remembered more. Tonight I will definitely succeed!
Total sleep time: 8 hrs After 3 nights of lucid marathon, it seems like my body needed to run the restore program so I got into very deep sleep tonight. I didn't wake up naturally or if I did I was most likely unconscious. It felt like I had spent more time in NREM sleep. When my WBTB alarm rang, I was so deeply asleep, I was wondering what the hell is going on. Decided I would rather sleep. Anyways, felt the sleep was very restorative. Here are some fragments I could recall. Fragment1: An elevator and the shaft. I almost fall there, but luckily for me it is filled with junk so if I were to fall at least I wouldn't hurt myself. A girl from school that we used to mock appears near the elevator and reminds me of things we have done to her, but those things never happened in real life. Dream2: I am in the place of a friend1, who now lives with his sister. On the TV screen is some version of an old favorite game of mine. The sister tells me it's a different game. I must leave the apartment and take some stuff which is mine. In a plastic bag with my two bottles they have put newspapers so that I throw the trash on my way out. I don't like their attitude so once I leave their apartment I take out all the newspaper trash from the bag and make a nice heap in front of their door. The plastic bag is actually theirs and not mine? I take some stuff that belongs to his sister and his bottle of initially vodka, then white wine! I head home, but know my friend1 will be after me to get back his stuff. On my way home I see another friend who is hanging out with some young problem individuals. I am trying to run but I am so slow. Someone then pushes me from behind, so I actually speed a bit. I think it is my friend1 but it is some random DC with yellow jogging outfit. I soon see my friend1 is already on the street in front of me, he is not happy about the whole situation. Lol, I really have to stop dream stealing things! Fragment3: This was a very cool dream where I was communicating with a dog. Unfortunately, I don't remember much of it, just the feeling of being fascinated.
Updated 04-25-2013 at 09:09 PM by 61764
Not much recall again, probably because again got to sleep later than usual. Dream 1(fragments): I was playing some RTS game and there was some kind of zoo. Dream 2(fragments): There was some platformer game that later turned into 3D maze with brown walls and then there was boss fight in some kind of metallic area.
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