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Today I had my revenge from my brain that is lately tricking me into illogical fears when in SP, and has led me to waste some good WILDs. So my brain tried to trick me again in an unconscious FA, but I turned the tables.

So I'm having a false awakening, ultra realistic, thought I had woken up. I was laid in my bed thinking. I start hearing my parents' voices from other rooms, but I think "my parents are on a business trip, how the hell can I hear them?" I kept doubting for a little, then I reality checked, and I realised I was dreaming!

I got up ran to the door and before opening it, I thought "how about a lightsaber?" so I reach my pocket and try to visualise it. Shit. Due to excitement of the moment, my dream starts to fade. So I lay on the floor with eyes closed trying to DEILD.

I made it! And it wasn't a reset, I found my dream from where I had left it and kept on with it! I opened the door, walked through the corridor and jumped out of the window. I couldn't fly, I just fell down but wasn't hurt or anything. Suddenly the dream starts to fade, but weirdly! I am suddenly projected on a bike, now 3rd person and I control myself by thought, like a dream-video game! So I realised there was little to do about it and started driving on the streets. Suddenly, the dream collapses.

This dream was really short because I was too excited and had poor dream control. But I fooled my brain back for being a dickhead, so I'm happy!

No dream recall, had to wake up super early like on all Fridays for this semester.

Starting to worry about the exam for Organic Chemistry coming up next Thursday. Damn. Also have to get my head in gear for the U.S. History Exam next Monday.

Which means, spam the fucking shit out of rote memory. I made a 78 on my U.S HIstory exam. -.- Apparently, one of my statements in the first paragraphs wasn't even abiding to the question, even though it clearly states what the supposed person did to allow a framework to discuss and challenge the issues during the time of Rebellion and questioning of sustaining a war for independence.

Like really...REALLY? REALLY? UNRELATED? FUCK MY LIFE.

Probability of getting an A in U.S. History, assuming I get a good grade on next exam that I have a week to prepare for: 30%
Probability of getting a B: 90%

Probability of getting an A in Sociology: 80%
Probability of getting a B: 100%

Probability of getting an A in Math: 0%
Probability of getting a B: 20%
Probability of getting a C: 30%
Probability of getting a D: 70%

Probability of getting an A in Organic Chemistry Lab (if I get a miracle and do well on the Final exam, and if a curve is implemented) 60%
Probability of getting a B: 65%
Probability of getting a C: 75%

Probability of getting an A in Organic Chemistry Lecture: LOL, 0%
Probability of getting a B: 15%
Probability of getting a C: 30%
Probability of getting a D: 50% (Which is what I'm aiming for in this class honestly)
Probability of failing class if I don't get my ass in gear: 80%

I don't want a perfect GPA/GPR, I just want a fucking job after I graduate (IF I do that), but I also have to make sure I maintain a passing GPR, and I'm just getting anxious, even though I'll take care of real soon.

I think I'll just take a shower, calm down, maybe cry a little, and start reading Organic Chemistry. I'm supposed to study for U.S. History for 3-5 PM, but fuck that, I need to calm down. And I need to take care of Organic Chemistry online Homework, since the next set is due this Friday 6AM, and there's no way in hell I can pull off an all-nighter, I'm not doing what I did in High School getting 1-2 hours of sleep balling it like a hardcore mofo.

Not me...NOOOOO. I am getting SLEEP. I'm a big boy now.

I think I'm just going to continue revovling involuntarily between every goddamned induction technique they ever came up with. This morning was probably my first DEILD in it's truest sense. I mean, I've woken up and had 2 or 3 WILDs back to back before, but there was always minutes in between, and I didn' enter the dream where it left off. And the dreams were longer. This time I had maybe 5 or 6 (lost count!), and each time I would wake up after a quick 2-3min LD, be awake for a few seconds, then slip right back into the same story, fully lucid. No vibrations, and I didn't always start the LD in my stupid bed for a change! Like the last post, I'm a bit fuzzy on what happened in which dream, except for the first one and the last 2.

I woke up at 6:45am, and got Chris to school, then back to bed at about 7:20. But I tossed and turned for aaaages. I was sick yesterday so I still had cold medicine in me, and my sleep pattern was all jacked up. Not sure when I finally fell asleep.

In the first lucid, I dreamed that I woke up, but I wasn't sure if it was an LD because I didn't have my usual vibrations. I noticed it was super dark out, even though I remember it being light when I went back to bed. I was pretty sure I was lucid, and when I slowly got out of bed with blankets stuck to my back, I knew for sure. I went out the bedroom door and it was super dark. I flipped switches like crazy, to no avail. Then I remembered the flashlight me and CanisLucidus had talked about previously. So I felt my way to the livingroom and felt on an end table, willing a flashlight to appear. I felt something cold and cylindrical and picked it up. There was a little slidy button (like the flashlights we had in the 80's haha), so I pushed it up and it turned on with an ok-ish light. I shined it all over the livingroom, asking out loud "Any vampires in here? I actually wanna get bit. Free meal. Anyone?" Nothing. So I went out the front door and shined the light up and down the block. I saw a short old mexican man across the street. I ran across the street and asked him, with the light on him, if he was a vampire. He said no. So I reached up to touch his teeth in case he was lying, and he backed up saying "Hey leave me alone!" Then I woke up.

I fell right back to sleep and immediately was standing in the hallway, lucid! This time I was blind in my left eye again. I actually put my fingers on my left eye, to feel if maybe the lid was glued shut. It was. I tryed to pry it open, but each time it snapped back shut. I thought to myself, "Hrmm, all this time I wasn't lucid blind, just lucid winking lol." Then I woke up.

Fell asleep, woke up in bed again. Dark again, so I knew I was dreaming again. I was a little frustrated that all these dreams were so short, but thankful that I was popping back into them lucid each time. Still set on the TOTM, I decided to try to use a mirror to find a vampire. Guess which lucid prop decided to finally cock block me. I tried 2 mirrors, and one reflective picture frame, and each time, the mirror pivoted instead of letting me pass through. In retrospect, maybe the space behind could have acted as a portal, since the mirror always pivoted into a dark cube of space in the wall. Anyway, I was too focused on solving the issue, so I just went out the front door again. I still had my flashlight and was shining it all over the lawn, asking "Any vampires out here? Helloooooooo?" Something in my front yard quickly passed through the cone of light from my flashlight, and started to hurry away. The surprise made me drop my flashlight. I said "Hey, stop!" The figure stopped and came toward me, and I struggled to make out his features in the moonlight. He stepped right in front of me and I could see him better. He was a young guy, in his 20's maybe, wearing jeans, a blue hoodie, shoulder-length wavy brown hair. And damn sexy. I asked him if he was a vampire. He smiled and said "yes," and I could see a flash of white, pointy teeth. I said "you can bit me if you want." He asked "Are you sure?" I said "Do it, it's for an experiment." So he said "Okaaaay...." and tipped my head to the left. (Interesting note I just realized: the vampire chic in the last dream went for the opposide side of my neck than the dude.) He bit down on my neck in the traditional spot, and again, it didn't feel like a puncture, more like a super hot hickey. Wow. You guys seriously gotta try this! Then he just slowly urged me down on the grass, and without breaking the bite, started removing our clothes. HELL yeaaaah. I really wanted it. But then I remembered I wanted to see the transition even more than vampire sex ( maybe next time). So I pushed him off and said "Sorry" and ran into the house. I went into the hall bathroom which was already lit up, praise goodness. I looked at my reflection and saw the bite marks, same as last time. I reached up and could feel them too, a little gross but no blood. I felt awakeness start to pull me (ffffuuuuu!), and I woke up, with the image of my reflection staring back at me, burned into my mind.

I immediately went back to sleep (I can only thank my new found ability to ignore feelings of disappointment or dispair in LDs, as they deter from goals. If only I could apply this irl.) Anyway, sure enough, I went right back into the dream staring at my reflection.. same pose and everything, and completely lucid (that's a lucid first for me!) I was determined not to let this one go without experiencing the transition, since I remembered everything from the previous dreams at that point. I opened my mouth and stared at my teeth. After a few moments, my incisors lengthened and sharpened, but they looked like they had rotated 90 degrees. That's odd. I kept watching and those same incisors grew a little longer, and additional sharp growths sprouted from them. I watched as the other teeth did the same thing. I looked at my irises, hoping for some bad ass color change, but they stayed normal. Lol the ONE TIME. I stepped back a bit and opened my mouth a little wider, to see all my teeth. Every one of them was sharp, with tiny barbs protruding from each one. That would make a hell of a bite I'd say! The last thing I saw from that dream before waking up, was staring at my creepy new teeth, with a big wide grin.

I fell back to sleep for what would be the last lucid of the morning. I appeared in the same bathroom, fully lucid. I remembered all the vampire stuff, and even wondered if it would count since it was split up. I looked at my teeth to make sure they were still monstrous, and they were. So I thought I'd add a bonus to this task and go find some hot guy to bite. I left the bathroom, and now the hall looked like the hall of a university building. There were open doors, and rooms full of college students. I walked by one open door and a cute guy was standing right at the opening, so I grabbed his arm and pulled him down the hall. I found an open storage closet with a chair covered in a sheet, and I threw him down on the chair. We started making out, and I shouldn't have started with that, because it just made me horny. I started taking his pants off, then mine. I convinced myself that I could have both: the sex and the bite. I was greedy, because I woke up before I could have either. DAMNIT. But also yay!

There is a TV show The Lying Game. I was dreaming it and I was Emma (Yey!) I totally love this show So if you know this show you are going to know the characters

I was laying in my bed and eating delicious cookies then Sutton entered the room. She said something about leaving with Ethan. After our little talky she left.
I arrived to school with Lauren and I wanted to give her a cookie (the same type as I have been eating while laying in bed) she said that I should give it to homeless people and not her. I saw a young version of Rebecca at school. (SPOILER: She is the mother of Sutton and Emma). While I was walking to class I asked a guy is there any new students in school. The answer was negative.
After lessons I was walking down the park and I saw Carly Rae Jepsen. She was sitting on a car with two other girls. They were wearing blue jeans suit (or something like that). I waved and ran to her. She looked at me with weird face and asked: Are you OK? I answered: Yup, I'm better when ever.
Late at night I visited my friend (His name wasn't told in the dream so we will call him a friend). He was sitting at dinner table with 3 other guys. The friend told us: There aren't any new students in school... So, who will be a dork again? My eyes caught a nice cake. So I grabbed a piece and ate it. The taste of the cake was amazing so I ate rest of the cake. (I think the guys got angry on me and thought that I should be a dork).
Next day the guys took me to a lake. They climbed into a tower near a lake and shouted: Emma climb over here and jump to the lake! The lake is 40 meters deep down here. I got suspicious so I took a branch and looked at depth of a lake. It was max 1.5 meters.
Yup they were trying to make me dork and see if I will do what they told me to do. If I was listening to them I would have to suicide in the name of those "friends".

I had an interesting political dream. I have never had one before, but I guess it makes sense given the timing of things.

I was on a train in an amusement park. Each political candidate had his own area in the park to share their views. My candidate's supporters were on this train. I actually don't know if this train was for Ron Paul or Romney--only that it was NOT for Obama. This older distinguished looking black man got up and was telling us how many of our freedoms have been lost through Obama. And how we cannnot allow Obama to have another term. It was a really great, well thought out speech, which later suprised me since I have a hard time putting my political thoughts and feelings into words.

FInally a decent batch or dreams. Not as exciting as I would have liked, but recall is recall.

Quebec Zombies
Recall: 5/10
Sleep: OK
Sleep Position: Unknown

I've crossed the bridge to Quebec and am walking around. I come to a street with no street lights, most of the houses have no lights on, and the entire street is practically pitch black. I walk down it but can't see where I'm going, ending up in people's backyards. I stumble into a yard where a dog barks at me and turn around to head home.

As I pass a store, there are several grungy looking people hanging out behind it who ask me if I want to buy some crack. I tell them no, and they ask me "What, you don't do crack?". I figure it would be best to tell them the only reason I don't want to buy crack is because I don't have any money, that way they won't try to mug me. The guy who was doing the talking gets up and follows me, and it turns out he's the brother of some people I went to school with. We talk about them for a bit and I move on.

I get to the river where there is a huge metal ship in the water. I board it and the thing is infested with zombies. most of which are locked up in prison cells.

THank last night's episode of the Walking Dead for the prison zombies. That apocalyptic scenario set the tone for the next dream.

Preparing for End Times
Recall: 5/10
Sleep: OK
Sleep Position: Unknown

It's the end of the world, probably due to the zombies from the previous dream, and I'm hurriedly stuffing a backpack full of supplies. There's some space at the top of my bag, and I've torn between stuffing it with more food or more clothing. I decide on clothing, since I can probably find food easier than clothing, and I'll need to stay warm during those long canadian winters.

My group is walking along the river when this huge wave comes out of nowhere. It's as tall as a house and washes away a couple of people. More waves wash across our crossing point, but they come in a steady pulse, with just enough time between them to run across.

I get to the other side and get separated from the rest of the group. In the water I see huge crabs which will make a delicious dinner. Their legs are really long, which gives it's claws a lot of reach, and I'm not sure how to grab them without getting pinched. I finally grab it by the legs and it claws the hell out of my hand. I break off it's claws and bring my trophy back to the group.

Missed Bus
Recall: 4/10
Sleep: OK
Sleep Position: Unknown

I'm in school, looking through the lost and found box for my winter boots. I can't find them and am somewhat pissed someone stole my boots. I head out to catch the bust with my brother but the exit takes us to the wrong spot. We go back in and exit at the right bus pick up, only to find it deserted. We missed the bus.

I tell me brother we'll have to hitch hike, but he says no, he's heading to Mexico city for christmas. I'm a little surprised my parents are letting him go alone at the age of 16, and a little jealous they never sprung for any kind of trip for me.

I head out to the road and start hitch hiking.

Dream - Lucid

All I remember are bits and pieces from last night.

I was up and couldn't fall back asleep. Jake was with me, I believe. We turned Netflix on. I was going to do something to make myself tired again, but looking out the window, I noticed morning was breaking, and I had to be up anyway. I remember sitting on my knees on the foot of the bed when it was still dark. My bed was set at an angle, like it used to be when I was younger.

~

My cat was much smaller, and I was trying to get her to cuddle with another cat. I moved her paws onto the other cat, who was a short-haired, dark-colored tabby, and she didn't resist, and started cuddling (definitely a dream...). This was very surprising to me in the dream.

~

I was telling some girl off. I don't remember what I said or why.

This dream started out with me in a hotel room with a bunch of people. I cant recall what was being said nor do i remember what i was doing. This dream was the first one I had or remembered and unfortunately i kept falling asleep without any dreams after it so i forgot most of it. Things were said in that room and after a little while I seemed to have received a package. I started to open this cardboard box and inside I found a handgun. Looked like a M9. I was excited about this and for some reason I thought to myself i should show this off to some friends. My dream changed scenes to the sawgrass mall where I go to since its the closest to my house and people i know are always there. Walking through the hallway I found myself in the food court and sure enough i spotted my friend nick with some other people. I went up to him and said "Hey bro, whats up" and he replied with "Nothing much man, whats up?". I replied with "Look what i got" and i took out the pistol and showed it to him. I had a feeling the gun was loaded or better yet i knew it was. All nick said was "Thats really cool" and while it wasnt the reaction i was looking for, i didnt really care. For some reason i went to take out the bullet in the chamber and when I did dirt came out with it. I realized the gun was dirty so I blew into the chamber hole to clean it When i did this not only did the dirt come out but also a few bullets along with it. I saw two of them fall on the floor and i proceeded to pick them up. I put the bullets back in the chamber and started to walk away. I was walking the hallways with the gun in my pocket and at one point this guy that was pushing shopping carts rammed them into me and he had this smirk on his face i didn't appreciate. I looked at him with like an "Oh yeah?" kinda look and i whipped out my pistol and pointed it at him just to scare him. As soon as i did this he flinched in fear and ran away but at the same time an alarm began to sound off. Through my peripheral i noticed a camera with a red light looking at me. I knew the alarm was for me so I walked slowly and sure enough a Cop appeared out of the crowd going right for me. He pushed me up against the wall in a pretty rough way and put handcuffs on me. He took the gun out of my pocket and began walking me out of there. I remember feeling so stupid and disappointed. He lead me to the front of the mall where there was a lot of people going up the stairs to the mall and a spot in front of the stairs with these platforms in which people sit on. This area is not located in the actual mall, ive never seen this place before. He placed me on top of a platform near these kids and he told me i had to wait for another Cop to show up to see what my punishments would be. This black kid with glasses next to me started telling me im lucky because i could've gotten 12 years in jail but since ive complied i should only get about 3. I started thinking about jail time and immediately got really sad. I didn't want to go to jail so i started to think of how i can get myself out of this one. Normally through my life whenever i got in trouble I have been able to get out of it one way or another. While sitting there thinking, i looked up at the sky and noticed it was so beautiful. It was a light blue background with some Torquise like waves floating around (Similar to the aurora borealis up in the north pole). The kid next to me was telling me something i cant remember and soon after the next cop showed up. He looked like he would be a FBI agent because he had a black coat on with shades. He was telling me how I was dumb to do what i did but while he was walking i began to slowly wake up since it was time for work

I had a dream that my friend Morgan got married and had her wedding on the roof of a building. That's kind of all I remember.

I was at some theme park that reminded me of Disney, and a few of us were erratically arguing about nothing untill I stopped everyone and they realized it. We split up for bit and I decided to go arcade hopping. One guy was in there with his son and he was saying he there all day and was staying at least untill 7. I regrouped with my sis, saw him, and told her he was a pretty good guy.

I headed to another one, and the place was just sketchy. It looked like one of the arcades at those carnivals that no one ever cleaned. it also had these bootleg games in it. I was scoping out what they had to offer when I noticed they had a section of hentai games. The wtf factor went through the roof when I saw kids in that section.

I had another one where i was in a skate shop and I was torn between what I wanted to get. They had my size, but I just wasnt sure because I know I'm going to be locked in to whatever I chose for at least a year or two.

Black - Narrative/Thoughts
Lucid
Non-Lucid

20 October 18:39

Throughout this long non lucid dream I was beginning to get frustrated with the events which were unfolding. I was standing on a ladder leading onto a little house in the middle of a dessert. Then, without warning, I suddenly questioned why I was dreaming.

I thought that this couldn't be real as I couldn't remember to how I got where I was. So I looked down at my hands and I saw that my pinky and ring finger were attached and slightly bent inwards.

I then said, "I am dreaming!" and I instantly jumped into the sky and started to fly. Flying this time came completely effortless. I stopped and thought about the conversation I had when I was awake with my girlfriend and that I wanted to touch something in my dream and feel it, as well as increase the dreams clarity.I wanted to do this, because in my other LD's I haven't done it and I always read about people experiencing touch and increasing clarity.

I flew to the floor and picked up an empty crisp packet that was conveniently lying there. I put the packet in my hand and began to scrump it up. The sensation I felt was just like I experienced when I was awake. I felt the sharp corners against my palm but it felt more "sharp" and just amazing that I could feel such detail in a dream.

I then went to a lake and tried the water, I felt the coldness of the water, but what was interesting is that I didn't move my hands, but the water felt like it was being brushed over my hands as though I was moving them whilst in the water.

I then shouted, "increase clarity!" but it didn't really make the landscape clearer as such, instead it was like a pulse wave emitting from my body and as it went from me, I could see the waves go past the landscape. As it passed some objects, it created new ones, for example, it left a bush in place of a table when the wave passed it. It didn't make it clearer as such, well it may have, but my attention was drawn to how the landscape was changing in front of me.

I think I went non-lucid after this as I can't remember much more. Also this was a dream in the middle of a long series of dreams, so I am quite amazed I remembered it as it was this morning and I have only had the time to write it down now. Very short LD experience, but one of the most amazing experiences ever.

1st unintentional WILD: I was walking down a city street and S was on the other side of the tall buildings. I saw B and he walked out onto the road, and a car was going straight for him, but as soon as it hit him, he kind of, limbo'd under it. He looked at me and we said 'woops' jokingly to each other. Then I went and jumped off the side of the street onto a field down below (if I fell from this height IRL I woulda died) While I was falling I was thinking whether the height would actually kill me or not IRL... Then I started flying just before I hit the ground, tried to do a somersault, but failed, and popped into an FA.

2nd LD: Was going really really fast down a hill in some cart thing, then a thing hit me in the face really hard, and I became Lucid. As I approached the bottom of the hill, I ended up on a different street. Then I did an RC and stabilised by continually touching things. I think it worked. Then I tried summoning an apple out of my pocket but it didn't work. Then I saw a half rotten apple stuck to the wall, so I was like "Well, I need to eat SOMETHING!" so I took a bite out of it, and it tasted just like a rotten apple would taste. I tried doing telekinesis but it didn't work AGAIN!! Then I was walking with E and we jumped on this boat which was being trailered by a car. Then my dream faded.

21.10(weed) I was not a character in my dream, i was more like an observer. I was observing this woman, she was taking a huge risk about doing something and also discussing it someone (possibly drug deal), i think it was something illigal and she was preparing some kind of deal, also she was doing it again, it was her second time.
22.10(weed) I am working something, at work there is this girl im attracted to, she had long blonde hair almost the same as Seven of Nine had(star trek voyager), we hug and lay on the ground but she then goes to go her boyfriend who happens is next to me, im a little sad that she leaves me. There are also other scenes but i cant remember them, its because of the weed
WBTB 40mins awake, no successful LD.
I was supposed to meet a friend, so i am traveling with a car. At the entrance of his block there is someone walking infront of me and walks into the the apartment on the opposite side that my friend lives(real friend named Vicho). My friend walks out and i ask him "Are we supposed to take (name i dont remember)" and he replies "nah". The other scenes i remember is, i am at work. I am standing next to an employ (a real one, he is named Andro). He is working on his desk. There is a metalic shelf above his head (Also real one from work) On the shelf the employ put a butter, salami and yellow cheese, they are placed on top of each. Those are the products i use to make sandwiches in real life, also i place them exacly like that ,appreantly so does the employ in my dream life The other thing i remember is i am in a non familiar room with people. I am not sure if i am still at work, but i grab one of those pens with 5 colours and i want to draw a half circle (i think it was for something, but i cant remember what for). I am drawing this half circle on a black suede leather ( i work with leathers in work and especialy with suede) The texture details of the suede leather were real as it could be. So as i am repeating same move to make that half circle i realise i need orange color, so i look at the colors of the pen and bam there it is, along with 2 blues 1 black and the last i dont remember i instantaneously switch to orange. But i've already used the blue color for the half circle and i cant "overpaint" it with orange (As would happen in real life with suede leather). I am rapidly making the same moves to try get the orange color show on the leather with little success aaaaand i am awake.
My head hurts because of the weed i smoked the previous 2 days, now i wont smoke for a long time. I am pretty sure i should have a better dream recall. Woke at 6:00am for WBTB, went to bed 6:40am, probably fell asleep at 7:20~am. Did some short meditation, 90% of the time i was thinkin about LD, and what i would do, expecting it, positive toughts, also i ate 1 banana and drank some water.

Kendra being hateful about going to NY. Planes and Julian being sweet. Therapy with Dr. Drew.

Raven and I are out front of this little cottage she made for herself on the Moon in the Biodome. There is a garden out front with lots of magical plants. We sit on the ground, and make a magical cake in the air. Different plant parts come together, and we make a magical chocolate cake. We giggle and eat it with our hands as it hovers in front of us.