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False awakening

I'm in my bedroom with my eldest daughter and she shows me her eye make-up and says "look, it looks dead nice doesn't it?" I look and see her wearing my new sparkly eye shadow and I think "how the hell has she got my new eye shadow on when I hid it from her?" (( I bought new eye shadow and make-up yesterday, it didn't occur to me to do a reality check...doh!!!! Lol))

Dodgeball Ritual

I'm sitting with my sister, watching a dodgeball game. All of the players are wearing gray shirts with four check-boxes in a row across the front, with a variable number of boxes containing X's. Only one person, a friend of my sister's, has all four boxes marked, and I ask her about it. "It's because he's dead," she says. Meaning he's already been hit four times, and it's an unusual circumstance that he would continue the game under these circumstances. "Oh," I laugh. "That explains why there's no one else wearing that."

One of the players gets the ball, senses an alley, and charges up the gym towards the end zone. There's a player from the other team right behind him, and it looks like he's going to get tackled, but he does a baseball slide and he makes it! But he goes past a wall and out of my line of sight. People are celebrating his point, but he calls out that he still got hit. So it's a point, but he gets a mark on his shirt. I try to remember--did he already have three?

He comes back past the wall. Yes, three marks. So he's "dead," now. Suddenly I wonder if there's a ritual to commemorate this occasion. I ask my sister, but then my question is answered for me when the guy carries out an ornate chair and a purple blanket patterned with silver stars, setting the chair in the middle of the gym.

I switch places with the player, so now I'm sitting on the stool, trying to cover myself with the blanket. Everyone standing around the chair has a funereal expression on zir face. Once I'm covered, I'm whisked off backstage somewhere. There are musicians back there. Later, when another player is whisked off in the same ceremony, I notice that one of the musicians is rushing terribly.

Laser Tag Classroom

I'm sitting in a classroom when I see an enemy sneaking through the door. "Watch out!" I shout. Then I pull out my laser tag gun and start shooting at them. They angrily shoot back at me, but for some reason their shots don't seem to register on my suit. I feel awkward, like somehow I'm cheating. Should I just pretend that they hit me, since by all rights they probably should've? But then the person shooting at me loses all of her HP and leaves. By now the classroom has prepared its defense against the incoming invasion. More enemies come through the door, and people start shooting. All of the enemies are shooting exclusively at me, and it's overwhelming. Plus, one of them is somehow launching laser grenades at me. I have absolutely no idea how to do that, and I feel like I'm losing. And indeed, soon all of my HP is gone. I guess they got their vengeance, but that was not fun.

Never Tickle a Sleeping Polar Bear (7:12)

Two people somehow anger a polar bear. It starts chasing them and they run all the way to the other side of town and into a building, where someone uses a phone to call for help. Help is slow to arrive, though, and meanwhile, we're all watching some kind of live feed that shows us where the polar bear is. It will reach the building in a matter of moments. Now, looking out the window, I can see it running down the street. And still no sign of help.

The bear comes inside, and I know it will kill people one at a time until help finally arrives to stop it. Seeing as those two idiots were the ones to anger it in the first place, I think it's appropriate that they should be the first victims. We push one of them into a pool as a sacrifice. The polar bear paces on the edge for a moment, then dives in after the sinking person. I don't watch, but a friend comes up and tells me, "Well, I saw it." I can imagine how gruesome it must have been. I realize that now I will probably start having nightmares about polar bears attacking me.

Rock Concert Setup (10:40)

I've agreed to help an old high school friend set up for tonight's rock concert. I'm just really curious about how all of this works. One of the first things we do is unwind a lot of extension cord around some concrete poles set up around the edges of the pavilion. We go around the outside about a dozen times. Then a big truck dumps some stuff in the middle of the room and start threading a bunch more cords every which way. Meanwhile, I keep asking a bunch of questions about /why/ we're setting things up in certain ways, and it's clear that my friend is getting kind of exasperated. He just wants to get the job done. And apparently I'm messing some stuff up: he tells me that I'm not supposed to run the cord right along the concrete bricks; they're not supposed to touch at all. I'm about to ask him why, but then I see the unhappy expression on his face as he waits for the inevitable question, and I decide I'd better give him a break. He thanks me for it, and I set about moving all of the concrete bricks.

Later, his dad comes in, and my friend says something to him that I don't understand. In fact, I'm not even sure if it was English. I look more closely at the pair of them. My friend keeps bowing and saying what sounds like formalisms in a language I don't understand. He's acting very, very respectfully towards his dad. I seem to remember hearing back near the end of high school that he did something very embarrassing; maybe the punishment for that is causing this behavior now.

Nov 25, 2012
9:13 a.m.

I was joining a Tibetan Buddhism puja. They were offering prayers for the dead. I walk with the monks instead of with the rest of the people. We're in the last batch. I think the monks are wearing yellow and/or red robes. I don't see myself. I think we were in a temple building or a sugarcane field that was recently cleared out (not burned), although there are still some left standing. I remember a river nearby. It was a procession.

I tried lighting a blue candle with just my fingers before I looked for another candle to light it with. I lit it but I'm not sure whether it was because of my fingers or I lit it with another candle.

I recognized Thai language being spoken by the people there. Someone was describing the teaching as both too fast and too slow, and with the words "Like lovers walking on the beach of (unknown location) with its calm waves, eyes downcast but knowing, holding hands."

I heard singing in an unknown language, sung by women. It was soft, mellow and slow. The sounds are indistinct, but I think it sounds like "Um-muh... chew..."

A set of oracle cards were also mentioned, but not sure what kind.

Non-Dream
Dream
Lucid

I was standing on a little sandy island in the middle of what looked like to be wetlands. The dreamscape was a vast area of water, marshes, and tiny spots of land all around. As I looked around it appeared the land I was standing on was recently drained. There land that hadn't been drained was marked off. The land looked unstable and there were danger signs in front of it. I got bored and looked out into the watery horizon and slowly realized I was dreaming. I jumped up and flew to check out the dreamscape some more. The dreamscape transformed into a meadow with occasional groves of trees. There were now a lot of dream characters walking around. It seemed like a very happy, peaceful scene. I noticed a good amount of these dream characters were old, shaggy looking men. I deciced to land. I wanted to try the behind the hand trick to summon the girl I've been trying to summon. There were still a lot of dream characters around so I looked around for a spot were I could clearly see her when I turned around. I found a spot and went for it. I put my hand behind my back. Slap! She started talking to me and I could recognize she was not the girl. I turned around to tell her. She was a young red head; mildly attractive but not what I was looking for. I tried again. Slap! Judging from the voice, it was a different girl but still not the one. I was so frustrated at this point I didn't even notice her. The two girls and a guy hugged me and start singing. It was starting to turn into a nightmare! I looked for a way to escape, but I woke up.

11.25.2012

Deceiving the Witch (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

An evil witch has captured Cheyenne and is holding her prisoner, demanding that I give her the chest as ransom. But the contents of this chest are of utmost importance... I can't just allow her to have it. Then again, I also can't let her keep Cheyenne!

I finally decide to remove the contents of the chest and fill it with things that are equally heavy, hoping that I can get her to let my friend go before she realizes I've tricked her.

I reach the witch's lair. "I've brought the chest, now let her go," I demand firmly. Cheyenne seems scared but otherwise alright, much to my relief. After hesitating, the witch relents. "Very well. But YOU stay." Cheyenne looks at me as if asking what to do, but I nod for her to go. I'm glad to be prisoner in her stead. She leaves.

I realize that I did not tell anyone of my plan. Cheyenne will probably go get help, but by then it might be too late. As the witch rambles to me about what seems like her life story (I'm only pretending to pay attention), I discreetly send Jake a text message, hoping he'll come to my aid.

11/25/2012
5:00am
non lucid

Bear
My girlfriend and I were up above my childhood town by the irrigation ditch which was drained. Sneaking along the ditch was three small anthropomorphic animals. There was a badger, a raccoon, and something else maybe a bird. On the other side of the ditch I saw a baby bear. My girlfriend said "Ahhh". It was cute as all hell and I noticed another one. I knew that momma bear would be showing up and so I climbed up a downed tree and up it at an angle to its stump. It had been cut with a chainsaw, was pretty skinny, and right in front of its stump was another almost identical stump. I was having trouble balancing and intended on jumping to the next stump when I saw momma come through the brush roaring angrily. "Beth, get up here!" Beth is my sisters name and I said "Why did I call you Beth? Sorry, but get up here".. Not like it would have done a bit of good because we were right between the babies and their mother. And now there was two moms. Last thing I remember was deciding whether or not to jump down and run away along the ditch.


Scuba Diving
I was looking through the newspaper classified for rental homes and came across an interesting add. For some reason it gave a higher price if you were a certified scuba diver or treasure hunter. The scene transitioned and my girlfriend and I were standing behind an old yellow 1 bedroom house by a shallow bay. We stood on a small, cracked patio surrounded by a row of brick that sort of held back the over grown grass, weeds, and bushes. Who new what old useless things were buried in the mud and the grass. It was cold, damp, and the sky was gray. Looking at one edge of the patio under some brush was some tanks and scuba gear. I come to the conclusion that the reason the rent was higher was because of they didn't want to share the treasure.

Soon enough we get into the water and swim around just a bit. I am a bit nervous and so I don't dive to deep. In fact I don't dive any more than I would without gear. Out in the bay are a few old boats and a some steal oil rig looking thing. I decide that there isn't going to be anything out there and that this was a waist of time and possibly dangerous. My girlfriend is is reluctant to get out despite the cold. End

9:00 A.M. A Full Day

I was at work, though not my work IWL. It was a new job I think. It's fuzzy, but I think I had enough experience in the field to be coming in higher than ground floor.

I ended up going out to get some stamps. I asked the lady how much it would be to get forever stamps. She said it would be extra. I told her that that really isn't fair because I am paying for a product today--

She interrupted me and wouldn't help me anymore saying that I was making a scene or something. I looked and saw another customer. I went and said in a low voice that she could have just said that I needed to wait a moment to talk to her about it, so she could help the next person, and then we could finish...and I could finish.

She said, "OK, go wait over there then." I looked down, I had my stamps and my change on the counter, though I hadn't paid the lady.

My change was in Eisenhower dollars, silver halves, silver quarters, and the like. I was so excited, and I thought I'd recognized this change from somewhere. I dreamed of it because I recently saw some coins at a pawn shop.

I put the change in my pocket and decided I would pay for the stamps later, though I was nervous about showing her the change she'd given so that she would know how much I owed her. I didn't want her to see the valuable change she'd given me.

I went over to a table to wait for the lady and started to look at my coins, but now I had so many coats and bags that I was carrying, I didn't know how I was going to carry everything out of the "Post Office / Bank" place I was in.

I soon started collecting all my stuff to leave just so I could figure out exactly how I would get it all together. As I left, I found two baseballs. One had deep grooves as though a bear had clawed through it. I put my fingers in the grooves. It was from where a real pitcher had pitched a certain type of pitch and it made those grooves.

The other baseball was blue and green and more of a toy ball. I bounced it and had a hard time catching it. I then saw my surroundings very clearly to see where I was going home. I was cutting through someones land on a public road. They had workers spreading mulch all around trees. they had one machine spreading and another pushing it neatly along a path.

I walked on to get back to wherever I was going. I ended up cutting through a public pool. I had some big balloon type things I was carrying now. I had about five of them.

I started talking to some of the people, then jumped in the pool. I put one or two of these giant, awkward balloon things in my trunks, and asked if a girl could help me stuff the others in my trunks so I wouldn't have to hold them. I also wanted her to stuff her hands down my trunks, but I didn't say anything about that.

As one or maybe two of the girls were going to help me, I saw a third girl. I told her she was cute, and then went with the two girls who were going to help me.

I don't remember the transition, but I started seeing all these people's faces. I went over to a cute girl and realized I was dreaming.

I quickly found a girl that I thought was cute and went to kiss her. She said, "What?" I said, "I'm dreaming, aren't I?" I did a reality check so that I didn't make a huge mistake. I was happy to see too many fingers, didn't bother to count them all, and went in to kiss this girl. She didn't question it this time.

For some reason that was done and I looked for another girl. I found the cutest one I could find and leaned in to kiss her. This was great. I started trying to make it with her. I held her close and kissed her well.

Then some guy came up to me to fight me because of what I was doing. Stupid me lets him interrupt my dream. At first, I went to hit him. I thought it would be fun, but I had quicksand punches. FUCK!

I tried again with no luck. Now I was trying to get my shirt off and I couldn't. This sucked. I eventually ended up in another scene. I was getting cake for some reason, but I was giving mine to pretty girls. I gave some to this girl, but then implied that I get to hug her for giving it to her. I held her close with her breasts in my face. I didn't want to let go.

I then had more to do about the cake. I found another piece and gave it to the girl who let me hug her and hugged her some more. Then I was finding cake that wasn't mine and it was a bunch of blah blah blah.

The end.

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10:45 AM Driving in a Half Time Parade

I was told that either a friend from work K.K. could drive a tram at the Football game. I raised my hand and was chosen. I was given a beer and the keys (?). I drank the beer. It was pretty good for a dream beer. Then I took the keys and got in the driver's seat. I was next to a pretty girl.

I looked up and the tram was already moving. At first I was afraid as though I had not been responsible and gotten in the driver's seat right away. I started to drive, and thought it wasn't even on. I had the keys, but there were keys in the ignition, and I couldn't tell if the ignition was on.

Someone questioned me, so I turned it over. OK, now we're rolling. I needed to turn the heater on or off, but I couldn't figure out where the button was. I started pushing lots of buttons, but they weren't normal buttons. They were all close to each other and they weren't the right shape.

Someone asked about it so I handed them some book. I said, "Here, find it." I wanted to know where the heater button was and where I was going. The person asked me again and I said, "You find it." They got it then.

I asked if we should take the highway West, then corrected myself to East. I was feeling really drunk from the beer. I couldn't believe I was driving.

The girl was looking at the book. Our cheeks were touching. Then she took the book and started looking up the directions.

The End.

Hello again Dream Journal! Two more for you today, although I do remember something happening before the first dream, and after the last, I just can't recall what.

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The first dream occured in an office room from the Battlefield 3 map "Operation 925". I just got there, after doing something else I can't recall. I meet a friend, as well as another person I don't recognize, and my friend asks what I'm doing there, or more exactly: I didn't think you'd show up today, what are you doing here? All the time I have a clear feeling of having the day off/that I don't really need to be there. Says I'm here for the boat tour, then walks on a typical flat tourist boat.

The second dream also occur in a boat environment. It is in the Call of Duty - Black Ops 2 map Hijacked, which is a luxury cruiser. I am playing as a Russian sniper, with a Barret 50 cal, and a red dot sight. Also pretty sure I had a blue camo on it. Turns out I kicked ass really, had a strong feeling that I 'played with noobs', and remeber impressing everyone else on my team with a long streak. Runs out of ammo and get a pistol from a group of women, whom for some reason are dressed like nuns, just wearing all black. It is hard for me to handle said pistol though, it feels weird and is hard to aim with.

My father woke me up out of a dead sleep just 20 mins ago(its 2:25 am) freaking out, he was explaining a dream he had just had. Ill sum it up, but if anyone can comment their thoughts on it it would be appreciated. As crazy as it may sound I personally have never had an experience like this or heard of anyone having similar, so here it goes.

From what he told me, every one in the world was a reptilian type person. He said we all could communicate, he never actually communicated with anyone else in the dream but he somehow knew that he could. He said that the world was a series of complex movements that had to be completed, in a particular order, but no one knew the order of the movements or what the last next movements were. (I was rather confused by this, so he came up with something that comes into play later on in the entry, a watch's gears, basically saying that if you took 1 part out of the watch the rest wouldn't work properly, but no one knew what part/ parts were missing, i understood what he was saying after that.) He also said in one instance he was on a bus like vehicle that moved along grooves that were just into walls on either side (sort of like how a roller coaster moves except the tracks are on either side of it) but he said towards the end of the trip there was 30ft or so that had no grooves cut into it.

I guess after that he just woke up and came directly to me knowing that I was able to get a hold of info rather quick from my room. He told me he went to look up on his phone what he was just dreaming about, and the two words Intelligent Design came into his head. I looked them up for him finding out that intelligent design is linked to creationism and brought about by the Discovery Institute a quote from what i found (there is a wiki and multiple other sites/ pages that you could read up on if you'd like) "certain features of the universe and of living things are best explained by an intelligent cause, not an undirected process such as natural selection." I'm not sure how or why this was in his head, but he said he had never heard of the term before and nor have i, hes asked my brother also and none of us have ever heard of it. I also asked him if he had any music or movies playing while he had been sleeping and he said nothing was on.

I'm not going to dive too deep into this because ive never really been interested in dream interpretation, but I'm going to do what I've done for his sake, because he in all honesty is unsettled and im just trying to make him feel better. So, if anyone is able to state their thoughts/opinions on this id be happy as well as my father. I don't care what you say, as long as its relevant to what has been posted. thanks a lot and have a good night DV!

I remember meeting up with sam at jordans, except jordan wasnt in the garage anymore he was in somekind of plant growing room. I asked sam if he wanted to go to coffee, We went to the coffee shop except the coffee shop was like 4 stories high and went underground. After that it was mostly just nonsense and I remember being trapped in a change room or something where there was all these urinels that kept going and going and going.

First night in a long while with decent recall. I really want to get back into my dreams, but it's hard lately for me to remember them with so much else on my mind.

Dream One: I walk into Toys R Us with my family, or at least thats what I think it it at the first part of the dream. We see a stack of boxes for dolls and doll accessories. My husband runs over with my daughter and starts getting very excited that his little girl needs to have her own special "dollie" to dress up. I grab a buggy and push it over to the stack and look. There are three kinds of boxes, all the same shape. One type of box has the doll inside, one has a doll sized wardrobe to put all the dolls clothes in, and the third one has a whole bunch of doll clothes. Each are $65. I try to tell my husband we can't spend that kind of money on the doll and all it's accessories when we don't even know if she will play with it or not, but he insists that it's Christmas and she needs it. I say fine whatever and let him grab the boxes. He ends up knocking them all down though, and having to pick them all up. While I'm standing there waiting for him to finish, I spot a pile of sticks on a shelf. Curious why they are there, I walk over. Turns out they're actually toys and decorations made of natural sticks and twigs. I think this is very cool and back to nature-ish, and then notice that there are also blinds for windows made the same way, and twig like brooms. One broom has purple heather mixed in with the bristles and I think to my self how wonderful it must be to make your house smell pretty when you sweep as well as how it seemed almost too pagan for a mainstream store.

Dream Two (Fragment): All I can remember of this dream is being in a house with a plastic chandelier (ripped straight from a book I was reading last night lol) and a blond guy. In the dream he was very quiet and distant just standing in a corner and watching me. I wanted very much to be standing beside him and even to lean on him, but in the dream I felt too ashamed to look at him. After waking I realized I think this was K, my "dream guide" or "dream guy" or whatever he is

Dream Three: I am at the lake and looking for my best friend C. I can't find her, and I step out onto the porch to grab some extra chairs for my party guests. Through the window I can see C walking out of the water. I open the door and yell out to her that it's November and she's going to freeze. She tells me that since I wasn't getting in the water when I had talked big about doing it, she was getting in for me. She walks up the shore and I go off looking for a towel and mumble about how they don't keep towels at the lake in the winter time. I never find a towel, but somehow C ends up with one anyways and she's laying on the table, maybe asleep. Suddenly, my cousins arrive and are mad that I am there with friends b/c they want the cabin that night. My party guests tell them to leave because we're already here, and I freak out hoping my cousins aren't mad and feel guilty b/c my cousins wanted to use the cabin but I had used t instead.

Dream Four: My husband and I are at a birthday party for kids. We're watching someone else's little girl as well as our own two kids. The party is over and we're leaving, but the little girl is asleep. We try calling her mom to come get her, but the mother wants to meet us someone to pick her up instead. We go back to the lake cabin to drop something off, and then I drive home in my work car and my husband drives home in our family car. Instead of going home though, we go to my grandpa who died last year's house. When we get there, I don't see the little girl, and my husband tells me he left her at the cabin for her mom to pick up because she was asleep. I panic because you can't leave a five your old by herself even if she's asleep! I jump in my car and start to drive to the cabin hoping she was asleep and ok and hadn't woken up and gotten scared or lost or hurt. I woke up before I get there.

Dream Five: I am at a friends house, but it's a two story house instead of her real house. I see a girl run by crying, and my friend is chasing her. When the friend stops chasing her, I go to ask her whats wrong and find out whats going on. The girl tells me that the friend is trying to get her to sleep with her (yes, both girls in this case) because the girl's husband is sleeping with my friends other girl friend. I leave feeling sad because I knew the girl friend has mentioned interest in me, but I feel not so special to see her chasing other girls as well. I wake up as I go outside.

key:Narration
Dream

Going to try a new writing style to make things easier to read.

I am inside Mcdolnalds and I am given the task to throw away a piece of cheese that is on the floor. I go into the bathroom to do so. When I threw it in the trash a man behind a counter looks at me strangely. I become an observer for a moment. I see a mini man and he is talking about something but I don't remember. Anyway I put the blame on the mini man for the cheese. The mini man starts to grow to normal size and I get the heck out of the bathroom before he grows to full size.

This dream is weird already...

I grab two brooms and I run out of the restaurant as fast as I can. It is dark outside. I run to the car and I quickly get in. I am in the passengers seat which means someone else is driving but I do not look at who is in the drivers seat. As we begin to leave an explosion originating from the restaurant wipes out all the technology in the area. The lights in the restaurant go out and the car malfunctions for a second but it quickly resumes functioning.

I am the driver now. Behind me is a black car and it seems to be following me. I back up slowly then slowly go forward. I do this a couple of times but on the third time I slam the gas pedal down and I crash through a fence and almost hit another black car. The car then starts shooting water from its hood. It is probably signaling the other drivers. Now I am on the highway being chased by two black cars. One is behind me and the other one is to my left.

My car has no roof on it. I jump out of the car and aim a gun at the people driving. Time slows down to a crawl and I take aim and fire at them. My torso hits the road but I bounce up and land back into my car somehow. I do this again but this time aim for the people behind me. Time once again slows to a crawl. My viewpoint zooms in on the two dudes. Before I shot them they began to kiss each other.

The dream changes to me observing someone in the air falling towards a canyon. There is some sort of teleporting vertical column moving through the canyon. The guy lands in shallow water and ragdolls into a rocky wall.

I wake up and use the bathroom. I go back into bed, it took me awhile to fall asleep but when I did....


I don't know what to describe this area as. My friend Chris is here. I know there is a special machine that lets you dream. I ask him "do you wanna try" but he declines. I go into a small room with a little bath tub. I sit in it and water begins to fill it. The tub fills up. All of a sudden a small glass enclosure is all around me. I am in some sort of tank full of water. Everything fades to black. Now I am in some sort of elevator but the door doesn't open. I force open the door and on the other side is another elevator. I open the next door and it is another elevator. There are elevator doors all around me and each one I open leads to another elevator. It is clear to me now that this is some sort of elevator maze. I open up random elevator doors. I find an elevator that is going down the tunnel. I jump on top of it. Everything fades to black and I become an observer. I see some sort of pod launching. I get the feeling it is me inside he tank. I appear just outside the room with the dream machine. I go into the dream machine again. The water rises up and I get surronded by glass and I lose consciousness.

This time I am in a mansion. It is daytime I see people walking around outside through the windows. I see one group of people trying to climb into the house via the windows. The dream machine induced dream ends. I find myself back inside the dream machine. I had doubts about the dream machine "what if it malfunctions I thought" but nothing bad happens
I am still inside the machine. Things fade to black again. This time I am an observer of some sort of party. A group of people are singing. I get the feeling that this song was to somehow make some one sick.Yeah I don't know how you can get someone sick from a song but whatever..

The anger the people had for this particular someone vanishes and they no longer care. The dream fades to black and I observe a tank launching out from somewhere. I suddenly appear outside of the dream machine room. Some guy shows me a book series. The name eludes me but it's cover was fiery red and had a cool symbol on it. I go back into the dream machine room. I get into the tub it fills with water, suddenly I'm in a tank full of water and everything fades to black. I find myself talking to a little girl. She tells me her IQ is over 3,000 and the year is over 2700. I told her that the highest iq someone had in the year 2012 was around 300. The girl uses the bathroom and I just wait. The machine induced dream ends.

I awaken in the tank again but quickly everything fades to black again. I am an observer and its just some weird 2d side scroller type game thing. This dream machine induced dream ends quickly. I awaken in the tank once again but things fade to black. Once again I am an observer but I am in some under water world and there is this fish creature woman and a human looking guy talking. "fuse with fire" the guy says" They fuse and turn into a humanoid fiery creature with a molten rock body and a womanly face. Then the creature gets split in half and one half has a male face and the other a female face, then they multiply and now there are hundreds of them. I wake up for real this time!. Wow what an interesting dream.

It has been since forever since I have posted any dreams. Today I finally felt like journaling again. Hopefully this is the first of many posts to come.

11/24/12

At The Market
I am in a market place that looks like something I might expect to find in a small Arabian village.

There are numerous people shopping, selling their wares, and I notice that the sun is setting in the west. I am looking at the different shops, looking to find some explosives hidden in one of the shops that is set to kill a lot of people. I am looking through the shops as the sun sets and it gets dark and the lights come on around the market. I am thinking there is no way I will find the explosives in time. But then I finally do. They are disguised as dolls at one of the shops. I wonder if the shop keeper knows that they're explosive or if he just thinks they are dolls. I think I just need to dispose of them. I collect them all and buy them. Now to get them out of here before they blow up. I carry them… there are five of them… to the edge of the market where I am confronted by several men with guns. I dive for cover as they are shooting at me. I think it is amazing that I didn't get hit. I think I should be covered now, but they are still shooting. I do get hit now… but the bullets don't cause any pain. I think that is odd, too. I slip off deeper into the brush, and find an enclosed area of rock where I don't think the bombs will hurt anyone. I keep expecting to be shot at. Then I woke.

Tears of Darkness
I am outside a big house. The front door is standing open and I hear a woman crying inside. I go inside to see what might be wrong. I follow the sound upstairs to the bedroom where I find Regina from the series Once Upon a Time on her bed crying.

I ask her what is wrong. She looks up and quickly wipes the tears away as if she thinks she can hide the fact she was crying. She asks what I am doing in her house. I tell her the door was open and I heard crying, so I wanted to know if I could help. She says she doesn't need any help. And she doesn't know why I'm offering it anyhow. I figure there's no point in arguing with her, so I go right into the spell song Frozen. Golden energy forms around Regina, which seems to take her by surprise. She says in an awed manner that the magic is working… but how? I don't pay any attention to her reaction, I just continue focusing on the spell. The golden energy flows into Regina. When the song is over she is just staring at me. She looks out the window and says she isn't angry any more… I say that is good. She says it's too late, they already know who she is… they'll never believe things could be different. She said she didn't even believe things were different. I tell her that I'll spread some positive energy so everyone will be a bit more receptive to the idea of giving her another chance. So now I go out the window and fly over the town of Storybrook, focusing on the song Voices to cover the area in positive energy. No one will be able to be angry with this energy around. I am just reaching the far side of town when I wake up.

Let's Make a Deal
I am in a forest, wandering around. I stop to look around and I see a strange man has appeared from nowhere. He is rather unattractive… or at least there is something wrong with his skin. He identifies himself as Rumplestiltskin, and says I have been looking for him. My first thought is he is trying to make a pass at me… but then I remember the Rumplestiltskin from Once Upon a Time.

I remember that my goal was to stabilize his dark energy so as to avoid the situations where he acts like an asshole. He asks what he can do for me. I say there is nothing I need, this is about something I can do for him. He looks like he is feigning surprise. He asks exactly what I can do for him. I pause a minute, and that is too long, he says he wants to discuss what he can do for me. He pulls out a small vial of a glowing purple liquid. Overcome by curiosity I ask what it is. He asks if I ever considered what it would be like if my depression just went away. I said that is impossible… and anyway, what does he know about my depression? This isn't about me, it's about you! I reach out with my mind to sense his energy, he is using dark energy, which I already knew. And it is pretty unstable… though nowhere near as bad as it can get. This should be easy to balance it out. He waves the potion in my face. He says he knows more about my situation than I may think. I figure this is going nowhere, so I will just use one of my balancing songs. He says all magic has a price, points at my heart. Before I can stop myself I blurt out that my magic isn't what did that. Someone else did that and I wish he would… but then I cut myself off. Why the fuck am I telling this to Rumplestiltskin?! I say I'm not going there. He suggests I want this 'him' to die a horrible death, to meet extreme misfortune… I say no, I'm not going there. I am finding he is a bit annoying. He says now it's time to talk about the potion. He waves it in my face again. I say many have tried to get rid of my negativity… none have succeeded. He says he has never tried. He says the potion is mine if I do him a favor. What favor? Take him to wherever his boy is. He says he is sure I know about his son, and he wants to see him again, and he knows I can do it. He can see I'm a traveler. Well I figure I was likely to do that anyhow… and stabilize his energy at the same time… so I say I will take him to his son. I open a portal and use Avalon to find his son. A portal opens and we both go through it. On the other side there is small house. I wonder what that is. I get closer. It is an orphanage. There are some kids outside playing. One of them stops and looks over. He calls out, "Papa! You came!" He runs over and the two of them hug. I focus on Voices, using the calm music to help stabilize Rumplestiltskin's energy. It is working. I can see this new world has not had the effect of removing the power… but now it is stable. He seems pleased with the outcome and tosses me the glowing potion, saying he is keeping his end of the deal. I look at the potion. It's supposed to clear out all my depression. Not likely. But what if… I open the bottle and smell it. Rumplestiltskin says it won't work unless I drink it. Is it safe? It doesn't matter… this is a dream. I drink the potion. It tastes like grapes. Yum. I wake up.

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I have been having a lot of those lately. Thinking I didn't have a dream to find out later in the day I had a false awakening -_-" It was pretty bad too. I was in the room with my little sis and was trying to watch porn trying to hide my computer and everything. then she left the room. and I still tried to watch it for some reason -_-" it was weird That is all I can remember. I looked like my normal self and not my dream self and even had on the same clothes I have on today. The false awakening probably influenced it.