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I went to a party last night and got really, really drunk I remembered a dream when I woke up and I think I was drunk in the dream too, but I've forgotten it now. Anyway, when I got home I went to bed as I was severely fragile :'( and I remembered this dream when I awoke.

Slept - 2pm
Awoke - 4:45

1) I was in an airport with my mother and sister. We were on the floor above the ground floor, and the floor was very metallic and you walked everywhere on narrow bridges with barriers. The floor was the kind of metal floor with small holes in it. I remembered that we were at Heathrow airport, not Gatwick, which meant there would be smoking areas there. In reality, I think it's the other way round. I asked my Mum if we could stop at the smoking lounge, and neither her of my sister said anything, although I sensed that they didn't want to as we were in a rush or they just didn't want to. As we walked around a right corner, my Mum pointed out a green sign that indicated the allowing of smoking. The area was to the right of this. I'm not sure where my Mum and sister went, but I approached the entrance, which was blocked by very minor security of a bouncer. As I was about to walk in he asked whether I was 18, and I said yes although I wasn't, which he was content with. Suddenly, a large black woman with wavey black hair, wearing a beige-brown jacket came out of nowhere behind me. I'd met her in an earlier dream that I can't remember. She was obsessed with me and wouldn't stop bugging me, blocking my way into the smokers lounge and asking me if I wanted to kiss her. I was flattered in a strange way. She had a hilarious voice like Bear from Bear In the Big Blue House. I was indifferent to kissing her and said okay, assuming that she was going to kiss me on the cheek. However, she just stood next to the barrier, waiting for me to kiss her, which I didn't really want to do. I suddenly saw a picture of her, in which she was actually quite attractive with large breasts and not as fat. I was thinking that the woman's attraction to me would impress the bouncer and make me look like a V.I.P XD I can't remember if I kissed her or not.

Suddenly I was upstairs in the lounge area. There was some sort of hallway, where there were various rooms in which you could smoke in. I walked into one, which was very similar to the spare room that I am typing in right now, except it was grey, bright and office like. It had the computer in the same place, there was a comfortable looking black chair behind me to the right, and I have a feeling it might have had a bed. I was smoking a cigarette, thinking how if I'd known about this before or if I was a businessman who flew a lot, I could definitely get used to using it, as there didn't seem to be a time restriction either. I was playing a video on youtube on the computer, which had a swirly multi-coloured pattern.

Fragment - Snake
I feel like someone else. I feel snake around my troat.

Fragment - Flagg
Had a long segment of no recall. I had the thought that The Wizard Flagg from Stephen King's books was stealing my dreams.

DILD (brief) - Tire Change
I am changing a tire on a large red pick-up. Tire sizes are all crazy but my ex-wifes brother and father keep telling me its ok. The hydraulic jack doesn't work right. It keeps letting the truck fall. I think I got it working right but the truck falls on me and I get crushed. It doesn't hurt and I don't panic. My movement is restritced and I force myself nit to feel claustrophobia. I am able to calmly get the truck back up. I had to tighten the jack release. I try putting a jack stand under the truck but it sinks in to the ground. Then I use some type of wire attached under the truck to the Jack. The angle is all wrong and i have the jack a good 10 feet away. This is so strange that I realize I an dreaming. I say to myself this must be a dream but I don't follow though with it. I feel busy and don't want interruptions. Someone talks to me and I fall non lucid. There is a third set of solid rubber tires like on a shopping cart. I am trying to figure it out when the dream changes.

Now its an episode of Glee and they are giving a guy money. To men are conversing at a desk. He looks like the main guy from Psych. They want him to drive the same truck and will pay him. They want him to look for that blonde girl from Glee. I don't know here name I hate that show. He says, Ok but I might have a bad day. They agree to pay him extra for gas money. The other guy pumps air with a bicycle pump and it looks like he is jacking off. He begins to comicaly moan and make faces. The view changes to a digital map of San Francisco. I see like a GSP trail of the truck and at different points there is a symbol that looks like a stack of cash. I hear a "cha-ching" sound at each one. Then I see large white bold letters over lay the image. It reads "COLD HARD CASH"

Family Visit - VILD effect almost DILD
I walk into my bedroom and I see my wife's cousin and her family and my brother-in-law. My wifes cousin looks into the bathroom with an devious expression. I peek in there and I see my sister-in-law sitting low in the bathtub. Thankfully all I can see is her head with a towel wrapped around her hair. The dream gets fuzzy. I lay down next to my wife on the bed and just chill with everyone. I see marbles everywhere. A marble rolls off the night table and I kick it. I land on my wife has a large pile of marbles on her. My dead grandpa is sitting in a recliner. He says something about the marbles. get up and look at some marbles on the floor past the recliner. I find some are misshapen. They are orange and yellow swirls on them. I tell him someone messed up in the factory. He says, Call them 'joys'." I find large ones that are more like large broken marble chunks. They have some comics pasted on it. Something about the way I was studying the marbles made me think of lucidity. Suddenly I want to change my clothes but no one will leave the room. So I try to sleep in my clothes. I really want to try to WILD. I close my eyes and slowly start to feel like a weird SP. My hands and arms twitch. Then it starts with my whole body. I decide to get up because I get embarrassed thinking that everyone with watching this happen. I tell my wife we are not going to church today. She argues and I wake up.

VILD

VILD is having and effect on my dreaming. The first part is blank but I remember walking into my bedroom and seeing many family mostly my wife's side. They were all there but didn't give me a lucid party. My dead grandfather was there as well but I didn't DILD. I later wanted to sleep and tried to WILD in the dream and had really odd SP. It felt like my whole body was jerking and twitching. I got up because I thought everyone could see me and I was embarrassed.

Attention focus

I DILD but let it go because I was so focused on a task. In waking life I hate interruptions so it carried over in my dream. I should work on this in waking life. Perhaps interprions can be useful.

I woke up several times, and even woke up to the alarm twice (no snooze), so I didn't really do a WBTB technically.

10.07.2012

A in Organic Chemistry Lab?!??!?! (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm inside of a laboratory, but it's completely different than the one I go into in waking life. The area has orange-yellow lighting, a faded khaki or light muddy colored flooring, and it was smaller as well.

The one in waking life is gray overall, obviously a bit bigger, and has white lights instead.

I remember reading a textbook, though I don't know what subject it contained, and it didn't seem to be anything related to Organic Chemistry at all....not even a single notion of reactions or anything of that sort. The place felt dark at the time when I'm glancing over pages in this textbook, though I'm pretty sure I was in the same laboratory room....I just had a weird vibe that it was true.

I felt a presence of a Lab TA, most noticeably, the one I have now for Organic Chemistry, Dr. K.

Dr. K is around the same height as me in the dream, she still has the petite structure, has her blonde hair tied up into a ponytail. She's wearing clothes that range from dark to neutral colors. There seemed to be a lot of ancient creature lineage in the textbook that I'm reading, there's all sorts of random information that is way too much for me to recall.

Maybe it could've been the lighting in the room at the time darkening a bit that's skewing my recall of this, but it seemed some information in the book involved creatures that lurk in the deep sea. Everything feels so calm in this dream, there isn't too much for me to worry about, it's weird....that's really abnormal.

Maybe this dream itself is probably just my mind attempting to make a lab simulation for what might happen to lab the next few days or so.

Anyway, after a while, I gave up reading the textbook, and I think the dream shifts where I'm at the south-west side of the room (just pretend I was north-east reading the textbook when you're looking at this screen), and I'm waiting for some set of papers to come out. It was weird, my alarm clock in waking life was there inside the lab, and it seemed there was a timer set on it.

I tried pressing a button, and as I'm waiting for whatever information on the paper that's coming out, I look up at Dr. K anxiously, and declared to her with a slight frightened chuckle,

"Almost done!!!"

I tried not to pay attention to her too much, I still am afraid of her a bit in waking life, but honestly, she's a kind soul, but just puts up the tough facade, considering she has to keep track of everyone's safety and such.

Then again...she can be condescending at times, even to me.....okay, let's not get distracted Link, she's like....in her late 20s man....

I look down on my alarm clock that's still serving as a timer for the laboratory, and it had the digits "38"' on it, so I assumed there was 38 seconds left for whatever information to get on the paper. I click on the button on my alarm clock, and the time is extended to 42 seconds.

Hmmm....that's 4 seconds apart....I wonder why just 4 second interval increases?

What?!?!?!? I start to panic, and decided it's not best to trouble with alarm clock serving to be a weird timer for something I have yet to know why I'm spending my time waiting for. I glance at my TA and back to the alarm clock, and the paper coming out for a bit.

I finally get the papers out, and I'm assuming these were results I needed to turn in the lab report and for her to sign her initials on it. I quickly run to her, gave her the papers, and then there's a dream shift where my grade is shown on a bulletin board.

Apparently, I made an "A" in the lab overall...I couldn't believe it, I would be crying tears of joy if that happened in waking life, and I was really caught in the moment that I thought this was actual reality.

I was confused on how on the board that "50 > A" was there, a fifty is greater than an A? Whaa???

I didn't care though, I was just happy knowing I got an A, and I don't even know how I verified me getting an A, I'm just enjoying the thought of the moment of presuming I had an A....weird huh?

After enjoying my triumph for a bit, I started to calm down a bit, and started to become doubtful about the whole celebration I gave myself just now. I stood there for a bit, and then looked up to Ms. K. (I should just call her Ms. K since she doesn't have a PhD...I think?)

I asked Ms. K if the A I received constitutes for the whole course load, and she responds (paraphrasing here),

"It's not for the whole grade, you still have to do the exam." (I'm assuming she meant the final exam for the Organic Chemistry Lab....and now I think about it....I probably should make a study guide, because these labs are pretty much a breeze with the right help....and the days are passing by quickly too)

I felt a bit disappointed that I wasted my energy celebrating over an "A" grade that was just temporary unless I did just as well on the exam to sustain that.

After that anticlimactic turn of events, I can't recall what happened next in the dream.

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10.07.2012

Asian Restaurant and Scone Dog??? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I don't know how to title this dream....you'll understand...I think...in a bit.

It night time in the dream, and this place seems to be very familiar because I remember being somewhere like this before in a dream, I just didn't have the awareness in this dream at the time.

I'm at the back section of the abnormally formatted restaurant, and this area doesn't seem to be one for people to eat at. I didn't even order anything at the time, at least to my recall of this dream, so I guess I was trying to get out of the restaurant the other way so I could get to the shortcut.

I had to move a large stool that was probably 7 feet tall by lifting it up, and then placing it somewhere vacant. Then I did some random maneuvering, and finally got out of the area. The whole restaurant interior was a really dark shade of maroon, and it some of the material looked like it was made out of wood. I also noticed the restaurant really was formatted to have the Ancient Temple type of vibe to it as well.

After I get out, I'm at the huge empty yard, and I noticed there's a gray wired fence to the right of me. Yeah...this area is familiar, it's like a derived section that would lead to my apartment in waking life if the parking garage and fancy dorm section didn't exist.

I slowly walk towards the wired fence, and noticed a section of it had been snipped off that had enough room for me to go into it. But I didn't want to just go through the whole like that, I felt that something could've been to the right of me if I entered too quickly. It's because the right side of the area was blocked off by this small metal shed that I didn't want to go in the grassy area just like that.

I presumed a dog would be there, so I walked a few steps, stopped, and then said,

"Woof!" "Woof!"

No response....no dog I guess, then when I started to have more confidence that nothing would be there, I noticed a gold-ish brown tail wagging a little on the grass, along with a body attached to it.

Crap...but it seems whatever it is, it was sleeping, and it didn't have its face in my direction, probably because it wouldn't expect anything to come through this shortcut. I decided that I should go back to the area near the restaurant, and come in to the section the other way.

Eventually I do, and I noticed the dog has one eye opened, and I started to tense up, but after getting closer, I noticed that this "dog" is really just a really big bun (or Scone) shaped like a dog's face, with a cherry ball in the middle of it.

Wow....REALLY? I was worried over an inanimate object that looked like a dog? Wow...that's just...REALLY random for a SCONE to look like a dog.

Like really? REALLLLY? I swear, my mind must be full of crap....

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10.07.2012

Chatting with Alyzarin On MSN (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm logged on Windows Live Messenger, and I'm talking to Alyzarin. She's typing why she hates Sundays, but before I could see her reasons, I started to feel as if I'm going to wake up.

And I end up doing so, and I think I checked my alarm clock before I went back to sleep.

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10.07.2012

Asian Huts (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm not even sure if this was a dream, or one beginning to become one...if that makes any sense?

I'm walking in the middle of a path where there are some shacks lined up both on the left and right side. Most looked like huts, and for some reason, it felt like I was in an Asian-oriented environment. There's a random group of people that charges past me, and I'm wondering what they're in the rush for.

I think one of them tells me why, though I can't recall exactly. After they leave, instead of trying to catch up with the group of Asian people, I just stand there....

I had a gray hat, and it turned into a hat with a picture of miku on it. I nought it was weird but didn't question it. I was in gym class, and we were outside. We had to climb a hill covered in scrap metal and plastic. I lost my hat somehow (it just disappeared), so I went inside to find it. A lady asked me what I was doing and I gave her an aditude (I actually laughed about that when I woke up). I found it, and went to my bus because it was the end of the day. It was raining out now.

Somehow in my dream I had two right arms. The extra right arm was in front of my normal arm, and coming from the far right side of my chest. It was hard to feel it, like it was mostly numb. With considerable concentration I could feel the arm more and began to move the fingers. I didn't get very far past that since the amount of concentration I was using caused me to wake up shortly thereafter. But it was cool, a first for me to have an extra limb in a dream!

On a sidenote, the previous day when I woke up I had been sleeping in a position that cut off circulation in my left arm, making it numb feeling and I couldn't move it. After a couple minutes it went away though and I could move and feel my arm again.

"I think you like me" (7:05)

I meet a group of people near my house. We discuss something. I'm particularly impressed by a certain old man, so when the group splits to go its separate ways, I decide to follow him. A little way down the road, he turns around with a smile to say, "I think you like me." It must have been pretty obvious that he was my favorite person there. Oh well.

Later on, I'm taking a train with him and with one other person closer to my age. There are a few women sitting at a table in the station where we get off, and one of them promises to kiss us if we make everything go smoothly. It's an unusual promise, but I like it.

We're off the train and it's about to pull away from the station when I remember that I forgot a deck of cards on board. There's no time to explain, so I dash back in, grab it, and run back to a door. The train's already moving at a good clip, so I'll have to dive and roll. There are too many railings and banisters in the station, and outside the station, there's still a concrete sidewalk. And the train's still accelerating, so this will get more dangerous the longer I wait. But suddenly the sidewalk gives way to grass. I can't hope for better, so I dive. Right about when I hit the ground, my alarm goes off.

Dream - Lucid

I was in my living room/some weird video game world mixed between Minecraft and Super Mario Bros. I had called some insurance company to set up this thing where if I did something specific, I would warp to the Minecraft/Mario Bros. world and have to kill an 8-bit Bowser Jr. and then an 8-bit adult Bowser, and I'd get items in return. If you successfully killed adult Bowser, you got something like an extra life or something big. And you had to kill them both as quickly as possible, because it was on a timer, which wasn't displayed for you; you just had to guesstimate, which I didn't know at first, but would come to find out after my first battle with the Bowsers.

Sidenote: My computer's spell check didn't underline guesstimate. Wut. Is that a real word, really?

Anyway, so I warped into the Bowser world, and it looked dark with grey stone blocks. Bowser Jr.'s 8-bit self started hopping around, so I hit him repeatedly until he disappeared. Then, adult Bowser came up and started to hop around, and I hit him a ton of times, but I didn't kill him in time and was warped back into my living room. I did get some items, however. It looked like they went into the Minecraft quick access inventory that appears on the bottom of the screen. Little notes popped up too, saying what you got. I remember the screen saying
"You got 3 light brown torches!", which looked like candles in my inventory, like my texture pack shows them IWL, only they are white IWL, not light brown.
I got another item as well, but I can't remember what it was.

I was frustrated that I didn't beat him in time, and that's when I understood that he was on a timer. I had really wanted whatever awesome item that he was going to drop. In fact, I felt like it was something I needed, because I was so desperate to get it. I got on the phone with the insurance company again to frustratedly, frantically ask about beating the adult Bowser. I remember sitting on the couch as I did this.

There was a point where I was in an area with a very realistic looking grey rock wall, and an older lady with short salt-and-pepper hair, and I realized I was dreaming. I just couldn't figure out what to do with the lucidity. I wanted to talk to the lady, but about what? I wanted to do something productive, not just fly around, but actually do something, but I couldn't figure out what to do. I felt I was losing the dream, so I focused as hard as I could on my surroundings. I thought of changing my scenery to being on the moon or something, but I was scared I'd wake up for some reason. I just couldn't focus on any of my lucid goals.

I eventually lost the lucidity, and returned to the dream I was having before. I battled the two Bowsers a few times, and I do think I eventually killed the adult Bowser, but I don't remember getting any invaluable items.

I then was standing on top of all this grey stone, and I dropped my phone. It completely disappeared; I didn't see where it landed. I was with someone else too, though I'm not sure who, I just know it was a guy. I started to look around frantically for my phone. I looked underneath things in the area, in cracks and corners, but it just wasn't there. This couldn't be possible! I just couldn't imagine where it went. I really needed it for something, I think it had something to do with the insurance company and the Bowser world.

I was then walking around in what I suppose was a very well-lit locker room. The guy was no longer with me; I was alone. I saw this HUGE group shower, but no one was in it. I knew it was probably for athletes. It was glassed-in, and I saw multiple, removable shower heads mounted to the cloudy glass walls. I slid open one of the doors, and looked inside. The shower was absolutely huge, and the tiles were beige. There was this really big off-white seat in the middle. It looked like an over sized dentist's chair with a sheet covering it. I wasn't sure what that was for, I assumed the people who showered here must sit down and shower, or get some kind of crazy massage or something.

I left the area and went into what looked like a lobby. I saw 3 young teenage girls walk by. They all looked and were dressed differently, but all of them had long, slightly wet hair. I assumed they were the athletes that used the shower.

I then went back to the area that I lost my cell phone in (the guy I think was back with me at this point), and took this thing that doctors use to look up your nose and in your ears, turned the light on, and used it as a flashlight to try and find my phone. Shining it around helped me see the places I couldn't before, but the phone still couldn't be located. -_- I also saw this small black box with a red light on it, and for some reason, that meant my phone was being charged, which made me think someone had stolen it. I said this to the guy that was with me. I was irked.

We then went to a lost-and-found area. A lady was in charge of it. I asked her if she had found any phones. I described mine as being blue; in fact, I pretty much was looking for my old phone. In the dream I caught this, and didn't think it sounded right, but I couldn't really figure out why. I knew I was describing my old phone, not my new one, but I just couldn't wrap my head around the whole thing. Anyway, she said she had found some phones, and showed me the ones she found, which were all hooked up to chargers. They were all blue, as the one I had described to the woman, but none of them were mine. She then pulled out another blue phone, and lo and behold, it was my phone! Yay!! I took it and thanked the woman, asking where she had found it. I can't remember what she told me.

I then was sitting in the back of a moving car with this guy I know IWL named Matthew. I haven't seen him in a long time IWL. Anyway, I noticed that he kept looking over at me and staring for a bit, then looking back. At first I wasn't sure if he was staring at me or something else, since he has a girlfriend he's been with for years I wasn't sure if he'd stare at me that way, but he kept doing it, and I knew he was staring at me. He started to bring his hand up to my face very slowly. It was balled in a fist. I started to close my eyes to nod off and sleep, and as they were closing, he gently stroked my face with a couple of his fingers. It felt nice.

I then woke up.

I'm in a big haunted mansion, hiding in a storage room from a skeleton-ghost that I knew was coming. He came into the room and immediately spotted me, so I "paused" and went through my inventory like a video game, selected an ax, and unpaused. I chopped him to bits but it was pretty difficult. I ran out of the room. I knew the way to the front door, but when I came into the foyer, there were ghosts everywhere, so I "paused" again and quit.

Later, a team of professional video gamers had lost one of their members when they were about to go to a tournament featuring one of those video games where your controller is a fake gun. I volunteered even though I was really bad at those type of games, and when they took me in it was really awkward when they realized how bad I was, but for some reason they kept me (maybe because they couldn't get anyone else). For some reason my friend was suddenly with me too. They had in their trailer a little mini reptile zoo so I took out a small black snake and carried him around for a while. They also had some kittens and a lot of men and women in business clothes came in and I was tasked with the job of handing out kittens to them.

Later, I'm Aang from Avatar: The Last Airbender and Katara, Sokka, Toph, Zuko and I are all riding Appa and we're leading a raid on the Fire Nation. At one point there are two fish in a small pond and we killed one of them for food. That was somehow enough for all of us, but Sokka kept insisting that go ahead and kill the other one so we have extra for later. Eventually I gave in, but then I spent the rest of that part of the dream regretting it and feeling so upset because I killed a fish when I didn't need to.

Later, me, my friend, and my dad all went to a movie theater to see a new animated Avatar: The Last Airbender movie. We were late, so we were rushing, and no one else was in the lobby of the movie theatre. It was fairly dim but was lit up with red neon lights and the carpet and walls were all dominantly dark red-colored. For some reason we payed for our tickets in quarters. We half-jogged into the movie room but we were confused because there were two screens, lettered H and T. The whole room was a slope, and H, on the left, was at the bottom of the slope and T, on the right, was at the top. Chelsea and I were arguing about which screen Avatar was going to play on because here ticket said H, but she kept insisting that it was going to show on T. Some of the chairs on each side of the theatre were facing the opposite direction of the screen because they were really cheap seats for the screen on the other side. She explained to me that the ticket meant that we had bought the really cheap seats on the H side but we were really watching the T movie, and since the seats on the T side hadn't filled up, we were free to sit in the more expensive seats.

We sat down on the T side and I propped my big staff-blade thing which was in Avatar (although it wasn't actually in the show in real life) against the front seat. I comment to a Katara cosplayer (the real Katara?) to my left, "I can't believe they actually let me take a blade in here." Then the movie started. It opened with Mako spinning around a staff just like mine saying, "I'm glad y'all could make it."

Last night I had two lucids- which I'll elaborate on after I explain how i induced them (requested)
Induction technique, before I'm fully lucid, there's a moment when I know I am dreaming, but I want to wake up...The best way to explain this is a nightmare, If you wake up before the "worst" part , then you have the same moments. Anyway, I get these but before I open my eyes I imagine a roller coaster. Once I feel comfortable, I open my eyes and that's where I am After that , it clicks. I am in a dream, anything else I imagine I do it with the same method. Close eyes, imagine, open them, start engine.
FOR THE ACTUAL LUCID DREAM
I used the above technique but I kept viewing boxes instead of the full picture, I tried again and the next time was a success. I ended up an apartment where I examined the walls some dudes baldness and tested my senses. I tasted a piece of chocolate which was the best. But let me tell you about perception, it's the worst part because if you have a preconcieved notion than you don't get an authentic experience. you get expectations. For example the smell, I had no idea what it was like I saw someone with a gas tank. So my dream environment smelled like gas. The chocolate tasted good ( I read on here the best food is within a dream) I examined little things...they were little.

The rubbing your hands method...
I do this a lot but the problem is I never realize I'm fading out of lucidity. The method assumes your dream is fading, instead of your consiousness.
With the latter problem, I stop long conversations. The problem with long conversations is I get trapped in a fixation like finding an answer to a problem, or question. Before I realize it , I become less aware that I am dreaming. I always remind myself to keep dreaming. Don't chase after answers, let them come to you.

yea i was prety tired and sleepy. i know me and heyle were on some mission togetherl i member we were in the backroom and she got like but naked with nothen but a bacj pack on but i was really busy doin somen on the computer nd she kept trying to distract me. also i member early in the dream i had made some huge mistake that i thought was unforgivable and was riding the bus and kept dying on the front of the bus and becoming ahomlelss black man. on the bus i can remember remembering whwat it feels like to do, ust everything stop.s
the part in the dream with some meaning was how i wanted no one to go down the slide which i had worked so hard on

I was in this computer game. I'm not sure how I knew, but I just knew that I was in a game. All the areas were based on personality types. The main area was for ENTJs. Since I have an INTJ personality, I looked for the INTJ area and quickly found it.

The next thing I remember, I was playing Sims 3. It was the day of the prom at the high school, and my Sims were attending. There was a full moon that night, though, and I was afraid the school might get overrun by zombies (with the Supernatural expansion pack, zombies can appear when there's a full moon, but I'm pretty sure they can't get into buildings).

I soon ended up back in what I think was the first game. This time, though, I was in this dark, basement-like area. At one point, Kayleigh, my tulpa (essentially a sentient imaginary friend imposed on reality - yes, this is relevant to the dream) appeared and wanted to lead, so I let her.

We ended up in this room with a huge pool. There were a lot of people there; there was some sort of pool party or something going on. I don't remember much of the next part, but I do remember what happened a bit later on. Still in the pool (which was shallow enough to stand in, at least where I was standing), a little girl said to me, "I want you to bring her again," referring to Kayleigh. Then she added, "Maybe we'll all make them, and they can have their own pool party." I'm not sure exactly who she meant by "them", but she was referring to either tulpae or simply imaginary friends. I have a feeling it was the latter.

After that, I woke up, but I went back to sleep soon after.

In the second dream, I was running a race. I was near the finish when the dream began. Just after I crossed the finish line, I was suddenly in a mansion. I was upstairs and trying to find a way downstairs. For some reason, a little kid was following me (not the girl from last time, though - this was a boy). I found the stairs and headed downstairs, but, when we got to the bottom of the stairs, we couldn't go anywhere because there were trucks in the way. They weren't just pick-up trucks; they were big semi-trailer trucks. Why there were several trucks in the middle of a mansion, I have no idea.

Anyway, I was about to head back upstairs and look for another way down when one of the truck drivers offered to move his truck. Somehow, the boy and I ended up in the truck. The driver parked the truck in a parking lot somewhere. Getting out was a challenge, though. The cab was very high up, and there were supposed to be steps that would extend down.

Now, this is where it gets ten times as bizarre. To get the "steps", I had to unfold them, and they were made of this thin, filmy, papery substance. I had to somehow unfold that and actually walk down them. I'd nearly got the steps completely unfolded when the truck driver said there was no light at the bottom of the steps, so he struck a match and attempted to drop it on the bottom of the unfortunately flammable-looking steps. I pulled the steps back up to get them out of the way, but he kept trying to throw lit matches at the steps.

The fourth match he threw actually hit the steps, setting them on fire. I threw them out of the truck, accidentally hitting the truck driver and setting his shirt on fire. Not knowing what to do, I panicked and woke up almost instantly.

I'm looking at some girls legs because she was complaining about a rash, and it looks like the bulk of it is on her feet and lower calves. I asked the the usual questions like "any changes in soaps, foods, or clothing", and she said she bought the sandals she was wearing the other day. I tried telling her that it was probably from that, but she didn't want to listen to me, so eventually I just said "well I don't know what it could be from". I went off to wash my hands an when I was finished, I noticed my right knee was locked up. I couldn't bend it and it kinda hurt. I tried walking around a bit to see if it was just stiff or something, and it didn't get better at all.

I rubbed the area to see if it would help and noticed it was swollen. "Crap there's probably fluid on it". I was thinking I was going to have to drain it, so I went to see Cpt P. and he was like "yup, you're right". I asked him what should I do about it could we take care of it here, or did I need to go to the ER...and he started giving me the old "well you know what to do....tell me, it's quiz time look". I told him we'd need a catheter, syringe, and basin, and he told me to get two 1k cc bags of saline. I thought the last part was weird, but started looking for everything.

Once I had most of the items together, I noticed the pain was about gone, and I was walking normally...maybe draining it wasn't such a good idea.

There's something else related to this dream...like I was done with school for the day and I wanted to shadow an RN at the emergency room.....oh there was some kind of swimming event in this super shallow water.

Last night I had a dream that my ex and I were attending some kind of new school (which is odd because I'm 21 and he's 29). I remember walking outside somewhere with a bunch of other students and he had started talking to two other girls. I remember feeling really hurt and jealous over this.

I also dreamt that I ran into someone I used to work with at a grocery store. She was buying a giant pumpkin. I asked her how her kinds were doing and she said the twins were doing well, but they were too young to have fun carving out the pumpkin.

Later I had a dream that I was at this same person's wedding years prior and she had longer hair. People were making toasts. After that she started talking about how her and her husband would go to go on a date and then they'd suddenly deccide to go back home because they'd "had enough fun".

4:00 - 5:00

Me and my family went on vacation at some hotel that owned a farm. It was a creepy, old, run down farm in a field with many hills. There was an abandoned old barn next to the hotel. We were going to stay there for two days, then leave the next night. We were having fun for a while. The first day went pretty well. There was a golf cart there that I rode around the hills. It was very fun. I also explored the farm a bit. It was great... until the first night.

It started raining. The rain was very, very hard. It was raining all through most of the night. Suddenly, at probably around midnight, We all heard a very loud cracking sound. We went to the window in out room. (which happened to overlook the abandoned barn next to the hotel) We all got there just in time to see the barn, with thousands of holes in it, collapse into a large pile of old wooden rubble.

My family started to panic, especially my mom. My dad started making phone calls to figure out what just happened. He eventually figured out that it rained PEBBLES! These pebbles were a unique part to this region of the world, and they usually didn't tell anyone about it because it happened so infrequently and to keep people from panicking, but tonight, out of all nights, it had to happen.

The next morning came around. We tried to go outside to see what happened, and we found that we weren't allowed to go. The hotel security said it was too dangerous. The pebbles penetrate any material that is or weaker than wood, including, but not limited to, human skin, silk, fabric, and some sheet metals. They said the only reason the hotel survived was due to a steel roof that they made to protect against the pebbles. They gave everyone this metal umbrella that they said helped stop the deadly raining pebbles.

We went outside to get into our car and drive away, but for some reason, it didn't move. I think it was missing a part. So we went back inside to stay there for a while. I, however, saw a guy trying to start an awesome looking convertible. I helped him fix it, then tricked him into giving me the car. It had a great steel covering on it that was perfect for this kind of stuff. Instead of driving away from my family like a selfish a**hole, I drove to the nearest town to try and get the missing part.
The rode was very scenic. The only thing that ruined it all was the fear of the pebbles.

When I got there, the town was in complete chaos. People were lighting fires, dying from penetration by pebbles, and killing each other all over the place. I happened to find a nice group of teenage girls. I explained my situation, and they decided to help me try to find the missing part. They talked a LOT.

Together, we found an auto parts store that was selling the missing part. We went in there, got the part, brought it into the car, then we started driving.

*Note: I have actually never driven a car and it's pretty apparent in this next part, but at first when I was driving to the town to get the spare part I was able to drive the car fairly well.*

So, as we were driving out of the parking lot of the auto parts store, I found that it had stopped raining pebbles. I encountered this very steep hill that many cars were able to go up with ease. I tried to floor it up the hill, but I couldn't control the car and crashed into a tree. The car was still working and no one was injured. It was then that I encountered a person from school, named An. He was actually the boyfriend of a girl that I like. So as I was cursing and trying to back up, I saw An there, walking down the hill about 50 feet away. He waved and said hi to me. I hesitated and said hi back. It was then that the conversations with the girls got more serious. I explained to them about me liking his girlfriend as we went around the hill on a different street. Then, I SAW her walking around a corner. She looked great. I said hi to her, and she said hi back. That's all that happened. Me and the girls were talking about how shy I was around her. They mentioned how much I acted like a girl there. I said, "well, I guess I do act like a girl sometimes." One of them answered back, "Maybe we should take you back to our place sometime." or something of that manner. I didn't know what it meant, so I just kept driving poorly around the countryside.

When we finally got back, it started raining pebbles again. I quickly went up to my family to show them I got the missing part. They all quickly went downstairs outside to attach the part to our car. I said, "I think I'll meet up with you guys at home. I want to go with these girls." They said okay and drove off home. After that, the scene skipped.

I was watching what my family was doing at around 10:00 at night. My mom said, "Well, B (me) seems pretty happy." My dad said, "I think he's just finally happy to get some." Mom then said, "I wonder what he's doing now?"

The scene then skipped to some movie theater or acting stage or something. I could see myself, but I looked VERY different. I looked very much like a girl. I was still with the girls this whole time. They have apparently turned me into one, somehow. Not with any surgery or anything, though. One of them said, "Come on! We've got to get ready!" Another said, "Alright, we're coming." The lights turned off and the dream faded away.

It was all a bit like a movie, now that I think about it. Everything about it just seems so, movie-ish.

Alright.
Been a while, since I loged in. I had one lucid dream, which I couldn't control. So I haven't tried for over a month. Although, something else happened. When I started, I couldn't "recall" most of my dreams or "transport back in a dream", after loosing it. Now my recalling, became stronger, almost everydream that I have I remember, so I am just gonna post one here and see what you guys think.

"The girl I always wanted"

That sounds like a cliche, I know..
But it's actually a tough story for me tell. It was about 2 years ago, when I first saw that girl and immediately started having feelings towards her. First I thought they are just a infatuation, like most of us have towards a girl we want to "have", but I wasn't right. I've tried several times to show her, that I like her and that I want something more. She never agreed to go out with me, she almost never answered my messages and things like that. The worst of all is that she never tried to know me and understand what I feel..so 2 years later (this august).. I send her an annonymous message in which I explain my feelings, she wanted to know who I am..I slowly told her, step my step. In the end she thought it was a bad joke and showed me, that no matter what I try or think, she will never be with me. What's interesting is that I stopped thinking about her after that day and I was happy for a short period of time, before I decided to have a revenge someday, if I ever got the chance. Since I had a lot of ideas, one of them became a "dream".

Her father has an awesome Mercedes, so I've always wanted to take it for a ride, so I often think in my head..that if one day I got an opportunity to take that car for a ride, while she needs someone to "pick her up" I would do it, only to see the look on her face. Here is how my dream goes, acording to that:

I don't recall much of the start, but it starts with me, driving my Renault on the open road as she appears to be on the first seat next to me, having that angry "what am I doing here with this guy in his car?" (she's really cute with that serious look) look on her face She continues looking like that, while I smile sarcastically, driving up the road. I continue driving to a McDonalds restaurant near the road. I park the car, as she goes in. After a moment, she comes back and gets in the car, as I decided to get some food as well, so I go in and buy a menu..I think that the whole thing, costed just 25 cens.. lol . I sit on a table and look at her, as she appears to be circling around the parking, nervous and waiting for someone or something. After a motor bike and an old "W"' van, appear as some friends of her exit.
She asks them if someone, can pick her up..because she doesn't want to be with me. After they realise, who I am..they think about some stupid excuse and leave the scene, with her jumping up and down of anger as I laugh over it. (now i could here the conversation, because I was inside the restaurant, but after they saw me, I knew what they are saying). After I finish up, I exit as she gets back in the car with, with the same look on her face, as I start the engine. - Here ends the first part. (The second part that we ride to the nearest town, when I meet some of my friends and we go have some fun. When i return to the car, she has disappeared)

Anybody know what this mean?