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So I'm starting this again (again).

This one was short since I decided to write it down an hour after waking.
I was at some theater party. We were all at some very expensive house that was modern with lots of concrete and stairs and awkward levels everywhere. The main actor was a guy I sorta knew and half of the guests were others from my school who I sorta knew and everyone else was a mystery to me. Most people there seemed to be 4 years or so older than me. It was night time and the house was next to the water, as in out f several doors you stepped out onto a cement dock. There were 2 incidents where cats walked out and fell into the water for various reasons. As soon as they hit the water they would become as stiff as a board and their fur would expand like a mini airbag. They would stay there and float. I went out to get one and as soon as I came in range of a cat, the closest car snapped to my shirt, slightly scratching my chest. I was kinda freaked out to grad the rest of the cat. I woke up.

A few dreams. First, I was at this old house and it was night. It was raining and I was in a bedroom with my dog. My dog really was my dog, but I had to take care lf him as if he were a baby.

Then, a woman who used to work for my family as a maid (like... ten years ago) entered the room. She looked at me and said "Sue (Sylvester, from Glee) and I were talking and we decided that I get you." and she showed me this big hook. I started asking her not to do this, but she just used it to kill me. I was bleeding and... well, dead.

Then, she looked at my dog and said "you're Sue's, but since I'm here, I might as well take care of you too!" but I out my arm in front of him. She looked surprised and I laughed. I said "I'm dead now, so you can't hurt me anymore! And you're not going to hurt Jimmy (my dog)!"

I started punching her. Funny thing, she wasn't there. I mean, in theory, she was, But I was really just punching the air. This is common in my dreams. Having to play pretend.

Anyway, then I kiled her (even though I couldn't see her). I threw her imaginary body out of the room and shut the door. Shutting the door was really hard (I often fail at doing that in my dreams, someone usuaally stops me). I looked around the room. It was dark and raining. I knew my dad was at the hospital, nothing serious. I wanted to call my mum, but I knew she needed to rest. I was really scared.

Second dream, I don't remember much. I needed to pee, I went to the bedroom. When I was a kid, I had a dream like this and I woke up to a very wet bed, so ot's like a trauma. So I decided to check if I was dreaming. At first, it seemed all right, but I checked again and I had six fingers.

I woke up... except that it was a FA. I didn't notice it. Don't remember what happened next.

Finally, my last dream. It's a bit confusing. I was in a sort of bar, but Iwas friends with the woman who worked there. She was telling me that we needed Harry and Hermione's help. I said I could talk to Hermione, since they were right in front of us, taking a test. I got close to her and she was mad at me. I startedkissing her neck and then she kissed me a little. She forgave me for whatever it was that I had done.

Then, I had to talk to Tyrion Lannister. He also worked at the bar, so I walked toward him and we tlked a little. He said he was going to help, of course, since we were doing whatever we were doing for his son.

I walked with Tyrion back to the part of the bar where the others were. I had flashbacks of someone betraying a group of people (many were killed). The survivors thught I was the one who betrayed them. This was somehow linked to what we had to do.

Then, we got to the that place in the bar. Abed from Community was there and he was apologising to the woman. He said "I know you got upset when I said I wouldn't come here today. I am here. And I promise I'll come here everyday. I honestly don't know whyI said that."

And that was it.

I was in a video game, like the old Doom games. I was running through the level (which was too hard for me, too many tough enemies), and was forced to fight them at one point. I used the BFG9000 to quickly
clear the area.

I also opened a door, and there was a cyberdemon hiding right behind it. I killed it with a single BFG-shot.

I'm joining our ancestors and going back to "two sleeps" BBC News - The myth of the eight-hour sleep

I set my alarm for 04.00 AM and rose last night. I think I possibly missed 2 dreams last night...my obedient brain woke me and I lay in a stupor and didn't search. Wake up! No...sorry...wake up enough to get the dream please...

3.30 AM dream (so 4.00 am alarm probably a good halfway-point) I was with a dentist, who had apparently accompanied me home to get something (teeth????) When we went back out I'd forgotten to pick (whatever) up but he had remembered and had it with him. You all think you're great with your flying etc, but nothing beats the thrill of your dentist going to your house to collect....(something)

6.15 AM At an earlier house we had. People coming round canvassing and our front path full of pots of white flowers and some sort of cards pinned to our front door. I went out - I had red hair (was it a 3rd person dream?) and half-way down the road I discovered I was wearing fashionable ladies shoes (I'm not gay or tranny and I'm 6' 5" and have size 13 feet)

So there you have it...a friendly dentist and me camping it up. However, I discovered it's my mother's birthday on Monday (I only remember the wife's - I swear to you) I doubt the supernatural aspect of the flowers etc...I personally think that my memory-banks may be a trifle blocked but the data is still in there and accessible to Ed my brain (in his own unconscious over-the-top way)

"Aw...how sweet...he remembered!"...it's a good job someone did. Although the wife did of course, when I woke up and told her (where would we be without them?) PS I can sometimes tell the wife about dreams now, without the facial-shutters going down

Still creeping forward...I think

Afterthought. In dream 2 - As I dollied down the street in my girlie-shoes I passed a babe..she was sexy and she was "Showing out" as we Brits say. Surely that's not Ed my brain responding to my grateful comments about the sexual favour on my last Dream Journal post? No! Surely not! I'll know if that ever becomes a regular dream sign (and it wouldn't have taken much "conditioning" to fix itself in my dreams would it?)

i got nothin.

Started off in a very blurry recreation of my old school. A quick utterance of "clarity now" fixed that. Turns out we were on a trip of sorts, bizarrely, to the world of lucid dreaming. Given the recursive nature of this trip, considering I was already lucid, the teacher decided to be lazy and ask me to inform everyone of what lucid dreaming is. I instead decided to find the nearest, moderately attractive DC and have sex. It didn't last long. A forced scene change later and we were in an exact replica of the previous room, except in a dream, apparently. My sense of awareness started dwindling at this point. Our virtual teacher started giving a lecture on lucid dreaming to the DCs. I had a look around and went outside, and was met with a beautiful, skyscraper ridden city, before losing awareness and journeying back to the teacher, still lecturing. She started talking about time spent in a dream and how we could bring up a counter to see how much time we had left before waking up. My own said 2 hours (which was actually accurate) and shifted me back into lucidity , where I promptly attempted to to manipulate the counter, in a failed hope of gaining more time. While it didn't work, it did change the numbers on the counter to "undefined", which garnered applause from everyone present. I can't remember anything else, unfortunately.

Dream 1:

I was in my home city at night and with this girl, I didn't know her but she said we could go and look around this place even though it was locked up. I was a little scared of getting caught and getting in trouble with the police but then the girl said something strange; "You are the master of time and they will obey and bow down to you". Didn't make me lucid strangely enough even after we went inside and saw this dummy in a waistcoat come over from nowhere and open the door for us. Inside was a sight to behold, a huge pocketwatch looking clock was on the wall opposite me, it must have been at least 100ft tall and it had people all over it. I could see they were working on it and polishing it. The girl had disappeared and in her place was a young, tall, slim man with a bit of a beard on his chin. He had fairly short slicked back hair and told me that if I was the master of time I needed to look the part. I glanced to my left and saw a rack of clothes, on it coincidentally was a waistcoat I'd seen irl a few days ago. But before I could put it on the girl came back, I can't remember what she said but we ended up walking through a red door at the end of the hall. We came out into a pub of some sort and we had to keep a dog inside. Unfortunately it escaped from its enclosure but I stopped it from going out of the front door. After that I left.

I bumped into my girlfriend and since it was evening she suggested we get something to eat on a boat. I agreed and started to walk with her. We kept passing one of my other friends, she was visiting all of these strange meat shops and I asked her why, but can't remember what she said nor what happened after that.

Dream 2:

This one I tried to WILD. It worked however it was very very light sleep.

I was on a pirate ship at sea, the dream wasn't really stable and there was no clarity. But the one thing I remembered to do is one of the TOTMs. So I ran up to quite a young boy on the deck and hurriedly asked him what the meaning of life is. He instantly replied "Blue banana whale in time" .......wat? O.o Before I had time to question him further the realisation came that I'd just completed the task of the month, I got too excited and woke up.

What a weird response though, certainly wasn't expecting that. Oh well, it gives me something to wonder about

I was on a wooden scaffolding and I jumped towards a portal. The environment changed to my room and I bellyflopped onto the floor just two feet from the portal

I'm at my old elementary school, in the "hallway". Some people are having a secret meeting. A random DC is hiding in a crate so she can listen in. I'm trying to hide too, but there's only one crate. The meeting-holders kick me out. I'm pressing my back against the concrete wall and listening in anyway. One of the meeting-holders, a girl about my age with a hoopskirt, is talking in some sort of nonsensical rhyme.

I've woken up after having a dream about going to an amusement park. Turns out, we really are going to one.

Skip ahead, and we're in the lobby of an attraction, buying candy. Skip ahead again, and I'm sitting on a bed with white sheets and a gold wire frame. A line of giant animatronic ants is passing by me to my right. In front of me is a tall thrill ride. Someone is making an announcement over the intercom.

Skip ahead once more, and I'm walking down a gravel road with grass and bushes on the sides. A five year old girl is having trouble getting over a bush so I help her. We're entering a building and sitting down in a circle on the carpet. The five year old is holding my right hand, and a 30-year-old man is holding my left hand. The little girl says "You mustn't break the bond"

Our instructor has come into the middle of our circle and is telling us to remain quiet. I'm keeping my mouth shut, but everyone else around me is chatting about their lives. The instructor is berating them. Now everyone is silent. The instructor has picked out a random guy from the circle and is now telling him to describe himself.

The random guy goes onto a stage and he keeps making the dream skip between some kind of fogginess and the circle. The instructor is also feeling a bit awkward about the guy and so he's telling him to stop.

in my dream i woke up in my bed feeling a stinging in my chest. got up & went to the bathroom to look at it.. first time ever that i've seen myself directly in a dream.. standing in front of the large bathroom mirror.. saw cuts.. no blood.
noticed a large, deep one in the center of my chest.. removed my shirt & watched it spread.
i wasn't alarmed .. even after the wound opened so wide that i stood there somewhat stunned, just watching my organs twirl around inside me for a few moments.
then i just squeezed myself shut, put a few pieces of bandage tape over the cut & wrapped my torso with an ace bandage.. then crawled back into bed.
woke up feeling really weird

missed a few nights.. i've been unforgiveably distracted lately.. only a couple days with horrible recall... have been jotting things in my handwritten journal though. one day i'll sit and compile something so it's all in one place.. anyway.

last night dreamt there was a party going on at my grandmother's house. well.. partially here & partially where my ex is living now since our break up (his friend's house) and a good friend of mine that i havent seen in a few weeks, maybe a couple months now, was there. we were hugging and talking up a storm.. then i got distracted showing another friend a "wreck my journal" that my ex had given me for christmas a couple years ago. showing her all the fond memories of he & i that i collected in it & showed her an autograph page in the journal (which doesnt actually exist) & had her sign it. when i turned back to talk to sonyta (the friend i havent seen in a while) she was gone, but left a note on the counter .. i know i picked it up and read the words feeling somewhat sad but i dont remember what it said. when i put it down, i noticed she had left her rings (she always wore at least three rings on her fingers that i remember) on the counter with the note. still feeling a little down about her departing while i was distracted, i started mumbling about how uncomfortable and bloated i was feeling & that i was suddenly crabby.. now in the kitchen of the house i lived in for a short while when my parents (now looong divorced) lived together... searching through the freezer next to where i found the note (on the counter in my grandmother's house next to her fridge). then a guy i dont know in waking life asked me why i was being so huffy & put his arounds me.. a hispanic looking man that i sensed was some friend, but again, i dont know him.. and i was comforted. then after a long hug with him, i went out to the living room area, but was now in the house of my ex's friend where they were playing some football video game on his huge flat screen. i was standing in front of them marvelling at a gigantic grateful dead bears picture he had on the wall. (i love grateful dead bears & grateful dead tye-dye shirts, although i'm not a huge fan of the band) then i turned to ask my ex if he wanted to go for a walk with me. he mumbled something about being tired, as usual, and that he had to go to work soon.. we argued for a minute about how he never has time for me, then i stormed out the front door for my walk. i was looking down at my feet while i was walking.. thought it odd that i was wearing some kind of combat boots (i never wear heavy boots) and kicked at the loose peachy colored gravel that replaced the sidewalks.

Dream Fragment: A man is in our house. He is faceless and normal-looking. Mom turns away and I am left alone with him. He is going to hurt me.

I'm in a trailer that I've dreamed of before. The back door is huge and white. The window in it is larger than most. I don't like it. The thing I hate most about it is the fact that the window isn't made of glass, it's just a flimsy screen and it has a big hole in it about the size of my fist. Sometimes the door won't lock or even close properly. I don't have to worry about that this time. I just have to worry about the hole in the door and the man who keeps staring through it. He's a very bad man. I fear him greatly. I'm terrified he'll figure out that he can get through the hole. I pray he doesn't.

Aug 8, 2013

Third person view of me. I was in a train station. I saw myself come out of the train with another guy. An acquaintance? His face was unclear. Someone (a friend?) was being interrogated by an officer just outside the train. I asked 'What's going on, officer'? He said something about the friend, and I crossed my arms and faced my friend, asking 'What did you do [this time]?'

A map. Top-down view. A town. Various locations we passed by. There was a lake with monsters.

NOTE: I was partially aware that I was dreaming. In fact, I was interpreting the dream while watching it. I see it as a battle between my ego, superego and id. The officer is obviously the superego, id the erring friend (although I was unclear what he did wrong), and 'I' was the ego, trying to work between the two, but obviously downplaying the id's desires.