All DJ Entries

Deleted

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was standing, looking at my friend Stephen. He said we should go up to the senior parking lot, so we did. The senior parking lot is on top of a hill, and is across from my school. As we walked up to the top, I noticed that Nicole was waiting for the traffic to stop so she could cross the road. We started to talk to her, I forget about what, but she told us that she was also going to the magic show in the main building. We crossed the street, then my friend said that he needed a dollar because the show was $21 and he only had $20. I gave him a dollar, and realize all I had was a $5 left. I figured I could just sneak in, which is what happened.

We stayed with Nicole and watched the show for a few minutes. The guy show was doing the show was really bad. Most of the things involved fire, which almost hit people a few times. The only thing I was impressed by, was how things weren't affected by gravity (which now makes sense).

I can remember 5 dreams today, and in one of them I was lucid.

I am in my old home with my family, and we are waiting for guests. DS and FH arrive, and take a seat in the living room. AS comes by too. Me, my mother and her are talknig in the kitchen about something. Another guest is arriving, it is the big sister of AS, LS. I say "did you bring your whole family?" We let her in, and soon after this her parents arrive too, with two pets. It was a big black dog, and a big brown bear. Everyone goes to the living room, but I stay with the pets wondering what to do. I decide to pet them both, the dog gets really friendly and follows me to the living room. While not really taking part in the conversation, I pet the dog even more, he seems really satisfied. After a while we lock the dog and the bear in the bathroom. AS has gone to the library, I am afraid that she will hunt me down and force me to read the book.

When approaching big and dangerous animals like big dogs I always remind me that I have to be and feel friendly towards them, because animals can feel this.

I arrive at what seems like a battlefield, or Counter-Strike-Map. We are in a building. It looks like a paintball game or something similar is taking place. The people around me encourage me to help them, so I ask a guy above me to give me some weapons. He asks me which ones I want, I say "duals and a big one". He throws down 2 revolvers and a big things which looks like a gatling. All the weapons look futuristic and ancient at the same time. I can hardly manage to carry the gatling, but after trying to find out how it works without success, I drop it stick to one revolver. I see an enemy movement which indicates a rush attack, and yell "They are coming!" Everyone gets alarmed, they ask "Which direction?", I reply "From below" and run there first. CM appears, I shoot his left leg. No real bullets are coming out of the revolver, it is like a bullet made of air. CM admits defeat, MK appears and I hit him in the stomach.

It is night, I am at my old neighborhood, with another person. The person does not seem real, or not like an individual, more like a form. I get lucid and start running towards the street. The person follows me, we talk while running. I tell him that this is a dream, and ask him if he remembers the last dream we were in. He nodds. We arrive at the street and I attempt a really big jump, and while in the air, I feel like flying, so I begin to hover. I look back at the person, he remained at the ground, looking at me. I find it hard to manage staying in the air, I fold my hands and suddenly it is really easy, and I get higher and higher.

I wake up in front of a computer, which is still running. I am wearing a bathrobe. I am wondering what that dream right now was all about, but get distracted by the computer. I try to look at a cinema site, but there is nothing interesting on it. I leave the computer and head for the exit. I am at place I never was before, looks like an apartment. I am here with my cousin and her father. I go outside to catch some fresh air, my cousin follows me. It feels like we should talk about something, but neither me or her start to speak. We head back to our rooms.

I really wake up, cursing false awakenings. But I manage to sleep again.

I am part of the TV-Show "Boston Legal", me and Alan are preparing for a showdown in the courtroom. Alan informs me that the other side is quite tough and hard to handle. We enter the room, it looks nothing like a courtroom. We take a seat at a table, many people are sitting around desks and waiting for something. Finally, someone stands up and says "May the chess championship finals begin!". Many people gather at the middle of the room, spectating the game. But at other tables there are people too, playing chess or Go. I am excited because Go is being played too, and look for an opponent. I even recognize players from my hometown, I greet TN, my old teacher. The first one I approach doesn't want to play with me. But I take a seat at a free desk, and soon another player arrives. I know him too. We start to play, and after a while, strange things happen. Stones are at positions where neither of us played, so I accuse him of cheating. Then, the Go-board is too large, and little figurines move around.

I can't reconstruct the game I played in the dream, but it seems to me that one sequence we played in a corner was accurate.

Recall of a goldfish.

Remember i was at a barn, i believe someone took me there. Don't remember a face...

There was some kind of shit covered across the wall that looked something like squashed births or something. there where a lot of those on the wall and when i looked at them from left to right at first there spots on the wall looked like squashed birds then they started to resemble mouses hanging on the wall.

It started off we decided to test a shared dreaming theory, we all fell asleep and we all battled a giant creature, i woke up and we were asking each other questions about the fight and we were shared dreaming, i was like "yeah that was cool."
I was then talking to my "lucid dream" teacher? (it was as if we werre in class) and he was really impressed with my results.
So he pulled a strand of my hair out and went, ill need that here you have some.
It was as if all the roots of this strand were clumped together and my hair was really really soft.

I then gave him a time table sheet and he signed it and began writing titles for peoples dreams, i walked out of class and a friend stopped me and said come with me quick, he pulled me into a room and said i need help with my late coursework and showed me a big cyclinder type thing wrapped in tin foil.
I said just hand it in now and tell your teacher you'll upgrade it before the deadline.
I then began to walk out of class with my coursework which was more of a present, someone startted to try and rip the wrapping off my present and i said "if you rip that off ill rip your fucking face off" and he ripped it off and ran off, i had wrapping paper underneath which was green, i started to run a different way to catch them up, a teacher intervened and slammed them both into a wall, i said "damnnn this guy is good" they then ripped the rest of my wrapping paper off and ran, i caught up to them and pushed them to the floor, they began laughing at my subject of lucid dreaming. This other teacher was confused as i picked up my cards (lucid dreaming cards.)

I said to him "its the study of dream awareness, like you become aware in your dreams that you're dreaming" i started to talk about it as we walked outside and then i realised my surroundings, i knew i was dreaming (this is from an awareness RC one thing ive been attemping)


lucid:
I thought yes im lucid, spawned a sword in my hand and slashed the guy who annoyed me and ran towards a white honda rubbing my hands and jumped through the closed window to get into the seat, i transformed the car (a bit like how a transformer does) into a sort of car/plane and began to make it fly, i shot rockets out of the front of the car and started to fly around in the car. I landed it and jumped out where my mysterious friend (the one that is in all my dreams) was there, but in a different form than the last girl, she was skinny with short brown hair.
She was fighting an evil guy who was tall and beefy with really long blonde straight hair i got dual swords and began to fight him i then jumped up and merged thr swords together to create one massive large sword and i spun around flying towards him and then started to do all these sword tricks which i could never do in real life.

I then said "dream guide" randomly and i saw someone just instantly appear, i then said "stop stop stop" and everyone except the girl and my DG stopped.
I said "dream guide dream guide dream guide" every time i said it he flickered like a computerised image and got a bit closer, i then said "stop, dont run, come here" he walked towards me not saying a word.
I looked at him up and down, my dream guide was a matt damon lookalike, he looked a lot like the character "steve mcdonald" from coranation street but without a receeding hairline.

He had shortish brown hair which was quite wavy i then looked at his clothes, he was wearing a purple cardiagan and a blue tshirt underneath then blue jeans and blue pumps which were dark blue with a light blue sole. i said "purple, blue blue blue OMG EVEN HIS EYES ARE BLUE!!!" then i thought "maybe this must be my faviourite colour" and i do like the colour blue.
He didn't say anything he just stood there as i held his shoulders, he stared into nothingness, he had a blank face and didnt say a word.

I then put my head on his and i began to morph into his head, i then saw a loading screen and i thought "im going inside my own subconscious"
I couldn't see anything but i could feel the floor i spun round and there was a sort of curb which i nearly tripped on, i then shouted "subconscious! make all my dreams lucid!!!" as i began to wake up to my dog barking.



best bits were:
Shared dreaming with DC's
Spawning swords and merging them
Flying a honda
Seeing my dream friend which i love (lol wierd i kno)
Meeting my dream guide and having a detailed look at what he looks like
Teleporting to my subconscious?
Pausing time
Flying.


http://www.corrieblog.tv/STEVE%20MCDONALD.jpg - picture of my DG



Also before i went to bed i ate quite a bit of cheese and drank loads of milk and had some b-vitamine tablets and 2 nytol.
The other night i did this i got a really memorable vivid dream, same for this time. cheese really does work

Dream Journal #5 May 8th, 2011

Drank last night so that probably ruined my dream recall. I only have dream fragments this time.

First fragment I remember was Ellean biting his gum and him saying ouch.

Second dream fragment, a little longer, was me driving by myself without a permit or anything, and me doing REALLY well. I then drove to my house and asked my dad to go driving, to which he said yes. Don’t remember anything after that.

[This is a catch-up post. I had another good lucid dream on the night of April 27-28, 2011. It took me a long time to get around to finishing the writeup of this, but here it is.]

Awake, Non-lucid, Semi-lucid, Lucid, [Commentary made while awake]

I'm at a meeting of my local community advocacy and action group. It's being held in a big, spacious, public multipurpose meeting room. There are no chairs or tables in the room, just empty floor space. A lot of the people there are wearing our team color, orange. We're electing the new secretary for the group. The election process begins with everyone who wants to run for the position walking out of the crowd and going and standing in a line, facing the rest of the crowd. My friend J. is there, and she starts to go and stand in the line of candidates. I tell her something like, “Oh, don't run for this. You already do so many things.” I'm specifically thinking of choir when I say this. [In real life, J. and I are in choir together, but she's not part of the advocacy group.] I say this to her because I don't want her to get overwhelmed with too many responsibilities.

[Later, different cycle.] I'm walking through House #1. Everything looks gray, dimly-lit and fuzzy. Because of that, I suspect that I might be dreaming, so I do a reality check. [I don't remember what it was; I think it was trying to go through a solid object.] It doesn't work. “Aw, nutbunnies!” I say aloud, disappointed that it isn't a dream.

And yet, a part of my mind is still suspicious. As I continue walking through the house, I decide to try doing the nose-pinch RC. This time, it works. I'm delighted to find that I really am dreaming! Breathing through my pinched-shut nose feels really cool, too. I do it several times, to verify that I'm dreaming and to experience that cool, weird sensation. It's been a while since I've experienced it.

As usual, I'm eager to just explore the world of this dream and see what there is to see, so I leave the house through the front door and go outside into the yard. It's a bright, sunny, breezy day, and now everything is in color, rather than shades of gray. I walk through the front gate and out into the front yard. Standing on the front lawn between the hedge and the liquid-amber tree, I allow myself to be lifted up into the air on the breeze. It's really fun. “Wheeeee!” I say aloud, enjoying the moment with pure, childlike playfulness. The wind blows me into the branches of the liquid-amber tree, which are pointy and scratchy. I return to the ground.

Our brown car is sitting on the north side of the driveway, the side furthest from the front lawn. [I think it might have been the Mazda we had when we lived in House #1, not the Honda we have now.] I decide to continue practicing my intangibility skills by passing through the closed car door to get into the car. As I start to go through the door to the back seat on the passenger side, the door becomes semi-transparent and stretches inward, like a rubber sheet. I get all the way through and feel the door pull away from my body as it snaps back into place. It feels like rubber, too. I'm now sitting in the back seat of the car. “Holy s***, that was awesome!” I exclaim aloud. I'm really proud that I succeeded in going through the car door like that.

I sit in the back seat of the car for a moment, just taking in the realism and detail of its interior and basking in the glow of my achievement. Then, I decide to get out of the car the normal way, by opening the door. By the time I get out, a van has parked on the other half of the driveway, right next to my car, and there are people getting out of it.

I think, Hey, I'm here in the dream version of my old neighborhood. This would be a great chance to go fly up to the top of the baseball backstop in the park. So I start flying toward the park. To get there, I fly above the streets that lead to it. “I’m not exactly going as the crow flies,” I remark to myself. I realize that I'm following the same route to get from my house to the park that one would follow if one were driving between the two points; I'm just following that route out of a habit that was ingrained into my mind in the real world. The thought crosses my mind that I might wake up from this at any moment, but I immediately push the thought away and ignore it, because I want to stay in the dream.

I arrive at the park. “I’ve always wanted to do this!” I exclaim. [Some background for DV readers: As a child, I once came across a book about out-of-body experiences in a bookstore. I didn't buy it, and I was too afraid to try to induce an OBE, but I thought the idea was really cool. I fantasized that if I were ever to have one, the first thing I would do would be to go to the park, fly to the top of the chain-link baseball backstop, and sit on the edge of it. I wanted to do that in this dream because it was something I had wanted to do for many, many years.]

I start flying through the park toward the baseball backstop. My dad is there, and he stops me and shows me a way to hold my arms that will help me fly better and faster. I do what he shows me: hold my arms out in front of me, elbows bent, fists out, right fist in front of my left one. He tells me that I can fly faster by pushing my right fist further away from me and pulling my left one in closer to my chest, as if I were pulling a rope taut. I try it, and it works. During this training session, I notice that I’m suddenly wearing red boxing gloves.

Using this new method, I continue flying toward my goal. It's a long, long way to the place where I think the baseball field should be, over wild, natural terrain. When I get to where I think it should be, there is no baseball field there, just a broad area filled with rocky hills. I spot the backstop among the hills and land next to it.

“What?” I say aloud, surprised and confused. There is a metal baseball backstop, but it's tiny [maybe two feet tall], overgrown with weeds, and covered with the spiky seed pods from liquid-amber trees. “That’s pretty lame!” I say in disappointment. I turn away and fly back the way I came.

I eventually fly back to what appears to be the counter of a sporting-goods store. I land there and take off the red boxing gloves I'm still wearing, and the bicycle kneepads I have on my feet. I then leave the store by flying through the big, high, square window above its front door. Flying through it creates a sort of flashing, ripple effect in the glass, somewhat similar to what I saw the first time I went through glass, but more visible and flashier. I knew I could fly through glass intangibly because I’d done it before.

I'm now flying outside. There is a concrete parking structure that looks a lot like the one at the local mall right in front of me, and there is another park off to the right. I head toward the park to fly up onto one of the baseball backstops there. As I’m making my way over there, I hear the very faint sound of smooth jazz music. I realize that there’s only one place that music could be coming from: my parents’ clock radio. [I notice that the music is playing at normal speed, too – this demonstrates to me that time does indeed pass at the same speed in my lucid dreams as it does in the real world.] The combination of the music and my knowledge of where it's coming from cause the dream to fade and me to wake up.

I had this dream this morning that I was in a cubic world. I could pull sections of earth out with my hands and I also had a shovel and pick axe at my disposal. There was a shelf on a wall in a cave with tiny stone castle on it, and it enraged me, I pulled the shelf over and crushed the tiny castles. It was kind of like minecraft (lol) except that I didn't really have any goals. I was in a small cave just sort of exploring.

LATER THAT NIGHT

I had this other dream that my father told me about a box in our house. It had a box with messages in it, text-only, and that the messages contained secret information about me I might want to read. They were talking about me and putting those conversations in this box, it's upsetting in hindsight, but I was actually eager at the time it happened. The box was wooden and polished with no handles. I saw it for a second then I woke up.

RIGHT BEFORE THE ALARM WENT OFF

I had this last dream that I was getting in the shower. Then I got in the shower and my alarm went off. :l

i remember feeling very concerned about the state of affairs of my family & friends but i was very distracted by the sensory perceptions of brown and sliminess (like brown slimy mushroom caps) i was experiencing.
weird.. woke up pretty confused and feeling like there was more to recall but had to get to uni.

Date: 08-29-10
Length: 5 Minutes
Vividness: 10/10

I woke up on the living room couch to the sound of knocking on the front door.
People came in.
Then a really weird thing happened, the exact same event looped over, people knocked and came in again.
I thought to myself how weird this was, and how it doesn't make sense in real life so I thought, "This must be a dream!"

I became lucid

I opened my eyes and saw the living room wall all distorted and messed up, then everything went normal again…

I thought I was in my actual living room, awake.
I got up thinking to myself about how I could've let yet another lucid dream slip from me.
I ran over to my sister Marin, and told her all about it…
Then I woke up in real life.

-frenchblablabla

Date: 08-20-10
Length: 5 Minutes
Vividness: 2/10

I was in downtown Santa Barbara with my girlfriend Dakota when my dad came and picked me up.
We forgot Dakota so I told him we had to go back, but he got annoyed.

-frenchblablabla

Date: 08-20-10
Length: 30 Seconds
Vividness: 10/10

I woke up and tried to look at the clock, but the numbers were all jumbled (I should've realized it was a dream).
I asked my girlfriend Dakota what time it was.
She said it was 10:30, even though last night I set an alarm so I could wake up at 7:30.

I got up and walked over to the door, but woke up.

-frenchblablabla

Nothing

This is one of the more detailed dreams i've had since my last major lucid dream last monday. I've been practicing the ADA technique but my dreams have gotten less detailed, not more. I've been working at it and hopefully i'll be able to push through this awkwardness.
I am working for my old boss again. When I walk into the office he is sitting behind his desk dictating a to-do list to his new assistant, who happens to be my ex-girlfriend. I see him and he ignores me, giving off a very cold vibe. I ask him to give me a couple of minutes aside and we go into the hallway.I ask him what the hell does he think he's doing and he tells me that I was right and he needs to work again and he needs to get money.
I go back in the room and everyone is getting ready to leave. They are wearing golf clothes and putting clubs in golf bags. I decide that I'm going to go with them and we all get in small 4 door white car. I am in the passenger's seat. We pull up to a driving range on the edge of a forest and golf balls start bouncing off our car. My ex realizes she' parking in the wrong area and starts to turn around but gets caught in the mud. The more she tries to adjust the car, the more we get stuck in the mud to the point that the car starts slowly flipping over on my side.
Now I am upside down with my face pressed against the glass. I ask her to stop that I am having trouble breathing but she laughs it off. Says they are calling 911.
I wake up naked in a full sized bed with white sheets. There is a party going on outside the door. My wife comes in the room and tells me we are going to leave. She asks me if I'm all right. I say it was scary in the car but I'll be ok. Then she gets a little angry and asks me if I am naked in this stranger's bed. I say yes but I don't know how I got here. She asks me where are my clothes and I don't know.

GOALS:
Casablanca TOTY

NOTE: I've been a slacker, so I haven't posted an of my Nonlucids. Don't worry, I'll start up with them again.

I'm at the store with my mother. Obviously, we are shopping. We run into a Spanish woman wearing all black clothing. We say excuse me and keep shopping. We quickly finish and go to check-out. While we're checking-out, my mom tells me to go find the Spanish woman and ask where the taco stuff is. Odd, tacos are Mexican. But, I don't refuse, and go. I end up searching for a long time. I give up, apparently she's not here anymore. I start to head back. On my way, I accidentally bump into Nathan A. from school. He's pissed at me for bumping into him. I see he's also with Lauren M. from school as well. From being pissed, he challenges me to a fight, here and now. Oh shit. Nate A. could kick my ass anytime, anywhere. Well, I had no choice, especially in front of Lauren. I accept. Now we both claim our fighting positions. I get in the fighting pose Goku uses in his first fight against Vegeta. Nate looks at me like I'm a total faggot. He starts to laugh at my pose. Then, the fight starts. He comes at me, and throws the first punch. I easily dodge it. Wow, that pose did really help. I twist around. Now I'm facing Nate's back. I through a heavy blow. Then, I follow up with a continuous punching rush. I continue until I knock him out cold. I was surprised that I actually won. Lauren looked impressed(too bad it wasn't real, I really like her). Now, I walk away. I rather not get in trouble. I see my mom isn't at check-out. It's also very dark out now. I go outside. There is only one car in the parking lot. It's not my mom's...FUCK. Did she really leave without me?! Son of a bitch! That sucks some major balls. Soon, I see a police car come over to me. The officer asks what I was doing here so late. I explain the situation. Then, he tells me I should be in school. School?! It's fucking 12:00 A.M. for all I know! Well, I figure not listening to the police is a bad idea. So, the officer drives me all the way to school. I go in, to see that the place is over taken by some evil dude. All these shadowy figures are going around. This is really freaking the fuck outta me now. I am sent to room 110, Mr. Brown's room. I go in and sit down. We have desks instead of tables. They're all lined up in perfect rows. I also have different classmates with me. I sit down. It's completely dark in here. Biut some lite is still emminating from the hallway lights. We have no teacher with us either. Sydney B. comes in and points at me. She says she told the principal what I did. Then, an evil voice comes over the PA. It says I'm supposed to report to the office. Sydney is now seated with us in the silent room. I get up an go over to her. I tell her, if I don't come back alive, it's on her conscience. I go out into the hallway. What did I...was it because I beat the hell outta Nate? But now, I become lucid without dream signs! Awesome. Time to get the fuck outta here. I go through the hall way. All the demonic creatures are approaching me now to take me to the office. Not on my watch bitches. I get in a fighting stance. I don't know if this will hurt them, but it sure as hell will distract them. I cup my hands to my side. Now I shout while putting my hands out.
"Kamehameha!" Then, a blue ki blast fires from my cupped hands at the demons. There's an explosion. Now's my chance! I jump up, then I start to fly away. I land at the main enterance. Oh right! I have to do the Casablanca TOTY. I do the turn around method to make Rick's Bar appear. I do it about three times, and no results. What the hell?! Where's the damn bar at? I go outside now, then I notice it was here since I first tried to make it appear. It was where I couldn't see it though. Wow. That's disappointing. I have no time to waste now. I jump up on a car now. I see my friend Zaine's also on the car. I also notice it suddenly became day time. Interesting. I say I have no time to waste. We both charge our ki up. Now we speed fly towards the bar. We both start blowing away the place with ki blasts. I see Sam on his piano. I go in and ask him to play something. He starts to play four notes repeatedly. Awesome! I did the task! Now, I leave, but I soon wake up.