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#Dream 1
I'm in some room with my friends. It seems that we are in a school and are working on a technical drawing. One of my friends curses sometimes, because he doesn't get the lines right. We then go outside and are in a shopping mall. We decide to go to a grocery store to get something to eat. We look around and see a store called 'Red'. We take a shopping cart and buy more things than we need.

#Dream 2 (fragment)
I'm getting off a train and go outside the station. A car stops and I see my uncle. He asks me, why I didn't say anything, I could've driven with him.

I didn't sleep well last night, and the dreams I had weren't an escape like usual, but more stressful situations.

Dream One: I'm at my mother in laws house. Her Christmas tree is in the middle of the doorway. I think this an odd place for it, but she tells me that's the only place she could put it because she didn't have an extension cord. I think we start arguing about something but I don't remember what, and I walk out. Outside I'm walking up the road and run across a teenage kid playing basket ball. I ask him to take me to someone (or maybe he offers to take me, it's fuzzy) He leads me up the road, then we turn left at a stop sign, then go up a hill. At the top of the hill I recognize the place and that there should be stoplights across the road. Instead of stoplights though, there are basket ball goals hanging from the wires, and the kid tries to shoot from half way down the hill. I freak out thinking his ball could hit a car since we can't see what's coming over the top of the hill yet. He tells me to "chillax" and then keeps playing. I run to the top of the hill, and see there's no traffic. Then I see that waiting for me on top of the hill is someone. I don't even remember who, just that I was really happy to see them and gave them a hug and felt like everything was going to be ok... then I woke up.

Dream Two: I'm at the grocery store trying to figure out what kind of special Dinner I can make for my husband. I have absolutely no clue what I can make that would be special, and now I can't even remember what the special occasion was. Eventually, I decide I'm going to try to make lobster since in The Sims that's one of the best "fanciest" dishes you can make. I buy two lobsters, and I get in the car. I notice the lobsters make my hands stink like fish, and I'm grossed out wondering if this is really such a good idea. Then I realize I don't even know how to cook the things, and call my bff who actually has some sort of culinary degree (but I think hers is in pastries and cakes, not fish, lmao) in hopes that she will be able to walk me through it. When I start talking to her on the phone, I remember that my husband is allergic to shell fish, and I think Lobster is some sort of shellfish because it looks similar to shrimp and he's allergic to shrimp as well. I have a mental break down in the car because I have these stinky lobsters that I don't even know how to cook, and now I realize I've wasted money on them because we can't eat them after all and I don't know what to do with them now or what I'm going to make for this special dinner.

Dream Three: I'm going to the movies to see the new Disney movie coming out, Brave, with my kids. When we get there, the tickets are like $20 a piece, and it's crazy! But then we end up getting extra stuff with our tickets, like free water bottles and stuff because the movie is like a drinking game? When the movie starts, it's more like a play because the characters are breaking the fourth wall the whole time, and complaining about how our water bottles aren't right and just won't work for this game! The bottles keep leaking, and everyone's getting sticky and wet, and it's very annoying. I get up to leave, but somehow that makes the dream shift so that I become Merida, the main character, and the queen is telling me to run because the villagers want to cut my magic hair (yup, a Tangled reference there) I spend the next few minutes of the dream running from this crazy, 3 foot tall old lady with scraggly red hair who's chasing me with a glowing blue knife trying to cut my hair. I manage to trick her by opening the door to a stairway and she thinks I ran down the stairs. While she's trying to run after me she trips and falls (doesn't get hurt though!) and gets the knife lodged into the wall. I run up and yank the knife out of the wall, and it becomes a spatula? then I tell her my hair is magic and can't be cut and attempt to cut it myself with the spatula. Instead of cutting, it burns and smells and feels horrible. Everyone is all upset over the chase through the castle and my pretty hair being singed. I wake up

I woke up three hours earlier than normal, and it took me forever to fall asleep last night. I'm pretty upset because I live in NC and Amendment one passed last night. It's likely to affect a bunch of my friends gay and straight. I've just been fretting over it all night, and not able to relax. I'm hoping that being extra sleepy will help me sleep better tonight.

i was in a desert landscape, the golden sand and green cacti with a few roaming tumble weeds crash into a man-made parking lot pad with. i walk up to this pad and watch a few people working on a vehicle. at that moment i decide i am going to build a personal flight machine. i walk up and converse with the person that seemed to be the leader of the group and we conversed sadly, i do not know what we conversed about. from this point forward i had his help. the first thing i needed was lift and so i look in my hand and i am holding a small mass of balloons. as i tie them around my waist i feel lighter in weight, people begin walking toward me and depositing balloons on my waist until i nearly have enough to lift my entire weight. the next thing i needed was propulsion with a slight amount of lift. i look down and i see a large piece of Polystyrene on the ground fit to serve as wings. another thing i needed was a strap to hold it all together, i look at the excess ribbon from the balloons and wonder if that would work, i try and pull it together and tie a knot but there simply wasn't enough. i notice a man with a plastic bag in his hand, i see how the straps on the bag are the right dimension, i tell this man of my efforts and he jettisons the bag onto the ground with the words "here ya go" my flight machine is almost complete, i take it off for final assembly and the addition of landing gear, i had in mind a large makeshift parachute. it was getting close to night so we begin work on the landing hardware. set up as a tent it would serve as shelter for the night. i stand in a separate room with another person awaiting the completion of my device. i also recognize that Bruce Banner is helping the process in the workroom. there is one hole in the ground that ts the entrance to a small recently dug-out tunnel. i parsimoniously hear thunder and see a flash of light in the hole and imagine that a lightning struck the ground outside and traveled into the empty underground space. the other person says "Gamma radiation" several more lightning strikes occur in the hole. the other person and i jump into the hole in between strikes as i say he wont follow us where he will get eletricuted. we run down the tunnel and emerge behind the tent facility, we then began to run up a large hill. loose rocks and sand working against us we some how manage to make it most of the way up in a timely fashion, at this pint there is a concrete wall, we begin scaling it and when we get over there is a building waiting. this building we run into, it had many large windows and concrete walls. people appear at one of the windows with a gun, i yell out the fact that they are there, in great contrast at this point i slowly drift out of the dream and my eyes open.

i was at a church then i had a scene change and i was in a room with a couch with my friend derick he was playing video games then heres the freaky part i ended up in my house n the steps and as i was walking up i started to beacome lucid but it felt weird i was dizzy and i was wobbling around when i got to the top i leaned on the wall i didnt go through (thank god) i looked around for a second and then i thought the dream was fading so i spinned around and ended up i a place then i woke up.

Alright, one dream.

Bedtime: 3am
First wakeup: 8am (by alarm, barely remember it)
Second wakeup: 11am?
Final wakeup: 1pm

Supplaments: B75 vitamin

Dream occured probably between the 8am and 11am time, as I were up around 11am and written down in notepad. It was so bright so I barely saw what I wrote down.
Now I'll try read the text and write what I also still remember of the dream.


The dream:
I was in some sort of café/club with levels below, like basements that was secret.
Me, my friend, my GF with her two cats and probably some more people were walking through the secret paths. We knew somehow that they were bad people, so we were carefull when we walked around and explored around.
Natalie from Cascada were one of the bad people, we passed by the place where she seemed to live, it was deep underground from the cofé entré.
Then suddenly we met someone of our team, it was a girl who had dressed out like my GF's cat named Indie. She were going upstairs to the cofé or somewhere. We told her to be careful so they don't detect where she comes from.
We kept going around and suddenly we came to some bottom place where we was detected somehow.
There was weapon machines that everybody in our team jumped in. I tried to get in but it seemed like somebody already was in it. But then I saw an empty one, but it still didn't work. My friend then told me that I've to press E to get in.. like it was some game.
However, the machine seemed to be too small anyway, so I skipped it.
Those machines was made of wood and metal, and they had a machine gun and they could move on the sides and maybe back + fourth too.

And then I don't remember anything more.

And again it wasn't directly from awareness, but as I expected I'm getting constantly closer to be able to do that as well.

Everything started with me hearing some music (it was inspired from Eisenfunk), it still was very basic but kept progressing and I saw some simple moving patterns as well. I immediately snapped back into being fully aware but that didn't interrupt anything, I just let the music progress and try to stay still, waiting for stuff to happen. The music became more complex, but the patterns vanished, quite a few seconds later I started to see some greenish patterns, so I focused on what it was and tried to make the picture clearer, with success.

I am lying on the second floor of some kind of open building, the ground is a certain type of greenish roof, a little bit dusty, old and also somewhat bumpy. Since I'm lying on my sidethe ground covers half of my vision, in the other half I see a part of the structure I'm in and a little bit of the sky. I feel that the time has come to move since I'm deep enough within the dream, so I slowly get up. I thought a second about whether I'm dreaming for sure but conclude I don't even need an RC to be sure.

Now that I'm standing I focus a short moment on stabilizing and raising my awareness, than I immediately start summoning the WSS, this time it consists of 6 Pillars, which are however really small (they look a bit like huge Q-tips). They connect to each other creating a ring of light. I seem to be unsatisfied however and constantly try to summon a better one, I use the already existing ones and some strange type of energy but without real success, on my second try the energy I try to send into the sky comes down as something paper-like. Some stuff happened and I know that I made a reality check before I lost lucidity.

I'm getting somewhat pulled into the progress of the dream, it involved eating some potato sticks and apparently me possessing some small dog, using the speaker system of the building I was talking to someone about these things (don't remember it that well). There was also a part involving some kind of skill evaluation with a game, don't know if it was at this part of the dream but since I wasn't lucid then as well I'll just throw it here.

Then someone was speaking to me about the WSS I was trying to improve, and said maybe I should check my eyes, and that he could do it, for some reason I was fine with it but I told him to apply the lucidity visor first, then I woke up however.

Starting with this entry I will make some notes on each lucid dream on how to improve myself and what I could've done better or what I forgot.

Spoiler for Improvement Notes:

Progress throughout the WILD was good - remember
Totally forgot about trying to get into contact with my dream guide - bad
Immediately stabilized and applied the WSS - good
Wasted time with trying to improve the result of the WSS - bad (it's only a ritual to tighten the mental connection to the dream)
Getting distracted by strange occurrences and losing lucidity - very bad
Remembering the lucidity visor - good
Suddenly waking up due to not stabilizing (as well as the "to be removed" schema) - bad
Had only medium control and though to much about what I can do instead of doing it - bad

Not much to report. My daughter slept with me so I got very little sleep. I only remember fragments of dreams (mostly political) and making square pies. I tried to focus on how my body feels when it's falling asleep. Maybe try to experience SP. But all I felt were god vibrations in my limbs. It was nice. Would've been nicer if I didn't move everytime it happened.

The head buzzing stops when I'm relaxed/sleeping. But comes back upon awakening or thinking about it. I was able to move the energy from left to right and front to back of my head. But I didn't like how it felt at the top. It feels like my crown chakra is open when I focus the energy on my crown. That isn't the norm for me. Maybe I'll do a chakra balancing meditation or quick reiki session to see if that has an effect.

I was in the hallway at my school where I regularly go to my locker but for some reason, all of the lockers were in one of the classrooms in that hallway. I went into the locker room and there were a whole bunch of dream characters in there, resembling people at my school.
Specifically, my best friend Steve, my friend Aaron, and his girlfriend.
I cannot remember exactly how the fight got started, but I know that I was not the one who started it. Once a few people started fighting, It spread to all of the dream characters in the room.
It became important that I tell a teacher, I walked out of the locker room and was headed toward the classroom. I could sense someone coming from behind, and I grabbed them on the wrists from behind and threw them right over top of me.
When he landed in front of me, I saw that he was a large guy with short hair and a blue basketball jersey.
I looked into the door of the classroom, and saw my old science teacher from middle school. I told her in sort of a sarcastic voice.
"There's a huge fight going on out in the hall."
I think instead of going, she invited me to sit down and join her science class. I think we were learning about weather and the water cycle.

[Today i succeeded with a WILD, but sadly couldn't keep up the dream for some reason, it fell apart 3 times, then i couldn't go back anymore]
[This dream occured later at around 9:30AM with DILD]

In the beginning, i got lucid on a street in my city, but i immediately found myself in my room for some reason. Just like often in my dreams, my room was really dark again, so my first thought was that i need to get outside. Before i could get out though, i woke up 2 times in a row, thanks to the darkness.
[I could go back both times with DEILD].

When i was sure the dream is more stable and the room was less dark, i decided to fly through the window, just as usual, but then something stopped me in this. I noticed a little girl standing near my bed, staring at me. [There is nothing that freaks me out more than children that act weird/scary].
I couldn't see anything unusual on her, she wasn't deformed or anything, but for some reason i felt like she is evil. I suddenly turned around and flew through the blinds and glass, got outside.

I was still floating in the air and looked around a little. I noticed that there is a teenager girl outside, playing with a horse, they were chasing eachother and the girl kept laughing.
I decided not to care much about her, but as i flew by she looked at me confusedly.
I thought i'll just fly away from there, since i don't want to be close to that freaky child.
At first i decided to fly with swimming moves, but then i changed over to a mental controlled flying, just like superman

I went up as high in the air as i could, but for some reason the sky looked like it's made of paper or something... I looked around and noticed huge forests on both sides, the trees touched the sky. There was a grassy field in the middle, with a fruit tree plantation in the very middle of the whole place.
I enjoyed the scenery, even while it was a little weird. I wanted to shout a "Wooohooo!" out loudly as i was flying around, but my voice turned out to be throaty and deep for some reason... It sounded weird, so i tried again. This time it was better, but still not that good, so i stopped.

I got to the end of the grassy field, where some kind of station were built, but it was covered with forest trees on both sides, like there is no other escape from this place. [Now that i think about it, the whole place looked like a dollhouse or something, because it was closed on all sides and even the sky looked like it was made of paper].
For some reason i didn't feel like that station is a good way to go, so i turned around and flew back to the fruit trees. I decided to stop and get back to the ground here.
Just as i reached the ground, i looked back to the house where i came from, it wasn't our house, it looked like a toy and it was pink. Just as i was looking at the house, i noticed that little child coming out of the house.
She passed by the teenager girl with the horse, who then asked the little child:
- Can you come and play?
- Not now, i have to finish something first.

Okay, that was enough for me to know that "something" is me, as she slowly walked in my direction.
I got even more scared now.. i couldn't even think straight.... [Don't blame me, i really can't stand scary childen ].
I was thinking of a way to escape this place, but i forgot that station... I decided to wake up in this hurry...

It seems like i succeeded. I was in my bed. I got up and wanted to go out of my room immediately as it was dark in there. I thought about turning on the lights first though.
I pushed the switch and nothing happened. Now i knew it already... must be a false awakening.
I tried to turn the switch on more, but it didn't work. Then suddenly i heard that child again, she said "Me so so?"
That voice was just too much for me... it sounded like a normal little girl voice, but there was something behind it, i could just feel it.. something evil.
I woke up myself again intentionally.

I was in sleep paralysis, which is nothing new to me. I wanted to get out of it fast, but i forgot the slow breathing, because that child was still in my mind. Of course i unintentionally brought her into my hallucination as well.
I couldn't see much other than my small wardrobe's door and my bed. The wardrobe door turned purple-white and started moving slowly, when i noticed a bill of some sort in front of me on the bed, i couldn't read the text on it. I also heard the child singing or something from further away, as her voice was quiet. It took around 1 minute to get out of paralysis finally.

[Thanks to that child my plans for today's LD were ruined... i couldn't focus because when i'm terrified i just lose some of my control... ]
[I wonder what that "Me so so?" question must've meant... maybe it was in another language, but it sounded exactly like "Me so so?"]

Dream; Semi-Lucid; Lucid; Memorable; 1-4 My Recollection;

4; As every night. o.o

[This is a catch-up entry. This dream is from the night of February 11-12, 2012.]

[I'm writing this down so long after the fact that I'm not 100% sure that I have the date right. It's within 1 day of the actual date, though. This is the only dream I remember having while on my first-ever cruise. I thought it was pretty cool, funny, and interesting.]

I'm at my old high school, with my mom. [I went to the high school where my mom was a teacher, by the way.] The fire alarm goes off, emitting a continuous stream of high-pitched tones. We try to turn it off ourselves, but we can't. We go to the school administrative office and ask the principal to turn it off, because it's driving us crazy. He tells us that he can't turn it off, either.

I wake up, and can still hear the high-pitched tones. I realize the following, in this order: That's not a fire alarm. That's the ventilation system whistling. Hey, that was a real sound that was occurring in the real world, and it came through into my dream! Awesome! Also, the speed and durations of the tones was exactly the same when I heard it in the dream as it is now, further demonstrating that time passes at the same rate in dreams as it does in reality.

Fragmented sleep,
I used LCD screens from 9:00 till 10:00 and could not get to sleep until around 11:00.
I have no clear memories of dreams or of sleeping, as i fell to sleep and woke up in a fairly fragmented manner.

So.. Saterday night(the night of super moon) I had this strange dream... I was walking to the park nearby my house, and so it was dark, and no cars were passing by and there were no cars in the parks parking lot. I crossed and went to front area of the park (by parking lot) and stood under a street light. All of a sudden the bushes in front of me rustle and out steps this teenage boy probably a little older (15 or 16) than me. He had brown hair, brown eyes and was wearing a red shirt. (all I can remember from the looks of me..) then that was when the boy transformed into a wolf, and a screamed (I cannot remember what the wolf looks like but ik he shifted or transformed like the snap of the fingers) I had gasped waking up, and felt pain in my leg like I had gotten bitten.. Funny thing is right before I woke up I remember him running towards me and me backing up into streetlight for safety. I found out that the boy looked exactly like my friends ex. I can and will never forget that dream.

Ganesh yoga dvd. In a warehouse type place. Smoking a lucid dream cigarette with a group of friends. Pinecastle kid bought me eggs. I gave him quarters. There were different stages and dancing. Scott found a girl. Someone was going to order buffalo burger. [My parents found separation to be provocative. Started arguing with friend scott but we stopped.

Another FA Lucid

I wake up, and go to use the bathroom. While I am in the bathroom, I am thinking about a family member who has been having some vision issues going on lately when waking up in the morning. I look at the medicine cabinet above the sink, and realize that I seem to be having problems seeing as well. I can't see the medicine cabinet, and the towels which hang on the back of the door seem to be above the sink. I look again, but things still don't look normal.

I do a nose pinch RC and discover that I can still breathe and am dreaming.

I think of what I ought to do, and consider doing something like eat the doorknob (lately I have been having weird ideas of what is fun in LD's). I suck on the doorknob, and then decide to leave the bathroom. I open the door, and see a big microwave hanging on the wall. About this time I wake up.