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Last night's dreams consisted of various "episodes" or "segments"---which is somewhat unusual in relation to my normal sleeping habits. I might have been woken up several times. That night I also slept for an inordinate amount of time.The order of these events is somewhat ambiguous, I believe they go in opposite order in time, but here it goes:

1) My boyfriend wants me to hook him up with a hooker. She's running on wet asphalt with pink heels. This has something to do with a comment he made in real life about getting a blowjob from a hooker in Amsterdam as a "souvenir." That comment really upset me lol.

2) My grandmother tries to "justify" the previous situation because "we can build a castle on the balcony because that's what you did with your last friend."

3) At some point in my apartment, me, my boyfriend, and his two brothers are all sleeping on my bed--I between my boyfriend and his twin. For some reason I'm attracted to his brother even though I'm not attracted to him in real life.

4) I'm on a high-speed train located in Rio de Janeiro, Brazil that goes to international locations--maybe continents. I get off the wrong one--this happened in real life when I moved to Brazil.

5) Some of my old friends that I knew in Brazil are climbing a sand structure in a Minecraft environment. For what reason I do not recall.

6) I find a huge sand cave in a Minecraft environment--belonging to a girl--the middle of which lies a chair and a piano.

7) I'm on a tour somewhere

I was in the school gym. There were lots of mats spread out on the floor. My class was grouped in a corner on one of the large mats. I tried keeping up with the exercises but my legs were hurting, and I could barely walk, let alone do jumping jacks. I just waited on the floor for everyone to be done (some people were sitting anyway). After that I had to move to my next period, which was Spanish in the dream. Outside of the gym was a machine that gave out free ice cream, but there was only a few in it and everyone wanted some. I inched through the crowd and grabbed a chocolate bar. I unwrapped it and ate it while walking down the hall. The school looked so unfamiliar. I came to an outdoor section of the school, and realized I went the wrong way. I also saw my old language arts teacher. There was a table, and i remembered that I had to pick up a slip for something for school. I went back the way I came and wound up in the front of the building. There were a lot of people gathered here. All of a sudden a huge train pulled in through a gate next to the entrance. It was one of those really old steam powered trains. One kid got off. Apparently his dad owns a private train and was just driving his son to school. After it parked, the top of it made a flat path from the ledge I was standing on, so I jumped on top of it and a few others followed me. As I got closer to the back of the train, it got harder to advance forward. There were ledges to hold onto, but they were awkwardly placed. I almost fell off, but my alarm woke me up before that.

It started with me walking through the mall, the one in my hometown. I was by myself, but i got a phone call from a friend who lives in another state.

"Hey where you at?"

"I'm in the mall, on the side with the food court"

"Okay, i'll be over there in a second"

So i just kind of wandered around on that side of the mall until i saw him coming towards me. Then i walked over to him, and we shook hands and started walking to the other side of the mall. We just kept walking and talking. I remember him wanting to go into Hot Topic, which threw me off a little, because he wouldn't shop in a store like that. Then we just kept walking, and i remember seeing this line of people waiting for something in the middle of the mall. The line lead nowhere, they were just lined up in those dividers for lines they use in fast food restaurants.

I got in line, and once i was in line it was like my friend who i met up with was gone. But i didn't think anything of it, i just stood there in line. Then i saw another one of my friends from high school walking towards the line. He was with a few people, i wasn't sure if i knew them or not. Maybe they were just DC's. He walked up to me and shook my hand, and then we started talking.

"Hey what you doin' in here?"

"Just standing in line."

What should have threw me off was the fact that he had on a shirt from my university, and he's not even in college. He said something about being on the football team and the people that were with him were also. I asked him how'd he get into my school, because i remember him not giving a fuck about his grades....

"Man, i had straight A's my senior year, so they let me in. Now i'm on the football team."

At this point i was really thrown off and thinking to myself...
"This muthafucka did NOT have no damn straight A's...and he damn sure not good enough to be on our college team..wtf..."

So i did a quick RC, i plugged my nose and i was still breathing. Between that, and all the other dream signs i should've become lucid. But i didn't, i just remember still standing there in line until the dream ended....

The family and I finally decided to make the move to Red River, and get a cabin-style house in the mountains, with a posh interior. Where'd the money for that come from! The first one we found was cute, the inside was nice, and the garage had a little extra room built inside it that was all white washed with a small closet inside it. We moved all our stuff into the garage and went out (to eat I think, can't remember).

I took Chris and Nicole back to our new house, and Danny left to work a night shift. We ended up at a different house than the one we moved in to. Nicole said "Yeah this one is even better than the other one Lisa!" And it really was, it was bigger, the inside looked like something out of one of those fancy homes magazines, entirely furnished. The garage was bigger, and had that same little white-washed room but it was bigger, had a closet and a bathroom in it, and a ceiling fan and some shelves and a place to hook up to cable. I thought, this would be a great room for Nicole's slumber parties so they don't wake us up all night. I messed with the strange light in the garage, and noticed all our stuff had already been moved into THIS garage. I was like wow, that was fast.

Nicole, Chris and I retired into the living room, that had beautiful ambient lighting, and we lit the fire place. I started looking at a furniture magazine so I could start ordering some new stuff for the house. But everytime I saw something in the magazine I wanted, I would look up and it was already in the livingroom. I told Nicole, "Wow, do you think the former tenants meant to leave us all this cool stuff?" And she said "I know right? They'll probably come back for it though. I think they still live here. I just moved all our stuff from the other house to this one because I like it better, and the door was unlocked and no one was home." I said, "Oh my god we have to call your father NOW"

19.01.2012

No dream recall (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I couldn't recall any dreams, I think it's because I'm more worried about waking up early and getting adjusted to the new schedule of mine in college.

Nothing about celebration or anything, but I guess these are the dreams I got for my birthday, or would tomorrows dreams be my birthday dreams? I don't know, but I guess i'll find out.

-Dream 1- pillaging-

Attila the hun was on a ridge above a small village. he and all of his forces charge and begin pillaging the village. I am a passive observer, watching all of this going on without any real emotional attachment. One of the soldiers finds a small child, the mother bursts out of the home and tries to protect her child, she carries the child into the house and attempts to hide him. the soldier follows her into the house. he tells her to lock the child into a nearby dog crate. she does so, hoping to keep the child safe. the soldier drags her into the bedroom, at this point I put up a mental block so that I cannot see what is going on.

skip to next day?

the child manages to get out of the dog crate, the soldier and his mother are hanging (floating?) in midair, they have shrunken bodies and razor sharp teeth. he screams in terror, they scream with bloody rage, he runs, they give chase.


-Dream 2 Raven Knight-

I also have a vague memory of Raven Knight asking if I want to have a shared dream, she had a place in mind that sounded something like Renzor or Reznor... something with an R. the word gave me the impression of a fantastical fantasy setting city.

Not much of a recall night, last night, but I do remember this little fragment.
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18/1/12
I am on a cruise ship with the family [again with the family!] and we have this tiny, but full-grown, ape of about 5 inches in height. It's so cool, constantly climbing on us and swinging around the boat - but that's all I remember of it.

Later on my dad orders two waters from the bar, and explains to the barmaid the best way to do it. He asks for two cylindrically-shaped lemons and ice which as been scraped off a larger block with a knife. Tasted fucking fantastic.

Last night:

There's a house in front of my school. I only remember looking at it once while waiting on the bus. My dream captured that house image perfectly. because this morning, it looked exactly the same as the one in my dreams.

Anyway, I was in schoo, doing whatever. I can't be sure if this was the entire dream up until the point, but in any case, as I left school, my mother was at the entrance. She told me we were moving into the house across the street from the school. I look to the left of the house, and there's a giant brown lake. The sky is pitch black at 3 PM. I think I see steam coming from the lake. She tells me we're suddenly in Canada. I scream.

Two nights ago:

All I remember is being on a sofa bed, and a giant snowstorm is outside. A giant face is suddenly in my window, staring at my sleeping body. I wake up.

It is now 7:28am and I am too afraid 2 go back 2 sleep

I did my 1st WILD/Lucid Dream last nite so I was TOTALLY AWAKE but u know the rest...anyway, @ 1st it was taking 4ever 4 me 2 get my soul 2 leave my body...so then I turned on my back and I kept patting my hands which I saw in a vid 2 enhance my soul to leave my body....this was going on for quite some time but I was determined NOT 2 give up.

Finally, after what seemed like forever...suddenly I actually felt my soul starting to rise out of my body...I was so geeked as I could actually feel this happening....it was such a very-very-very slow process & movement but again...I was not about 2 give up.

Finally, my body I believe got all the way right to the very tipy-tip of my body & then it just STOPPED and would not go any further...at 1st I kept doing various techniques 2 enhance my body floating up (climbing up a rope, elevator...) but @ this junction I could no longer concentrate...So, this is bothering me greatly because my body just hung there dormit like & would not 'ascend'....so then I felt my right hand floating upwards...so @ 1st i thought again it was my sould going upwards but then I realized no, it definitely was my right arm extending up in the air but not @ full extension...not my left arm because it was underneath my covers.

So now I'm like oh #### my hand is just hanging in the air....which felt like forever....and then its as though something was in the room with me...It's so weird 2 try 2 explain but its as though something was taking each one of my fingers and placing it on something?? @ this junction I'm scared-I mean really scared & my heart starts racing....so now I'm trying to calm my self & whatever happened my main focus was NOT 2 try 2 move anything more than I'm suppose 2 because remember, I'm suppose 2 be sleeping...

I wanted 2 open my eyes but I was too scared...then I felt like trying 2 grab whatever was moving my fingers but again I was too scared....so then naturally tears started streaming down the right side of my eye...just on the left side...so now i'm thinking I have 2 control my emotions....I tried as smoothly as I could 2 move my finges a bit 2 see what I could FEEL....I felt my fingers go over something?? can't explain really...and then its as though each finger was laid on something?? because my fingers weren't tired from just hanging in the air...and the object felt like a metal plate?? but was very solid 2 the touch....I was not worried one bit my fingers would slide off...

I'm not sure if its because of my tears which now I cried about 3x's or something was looking directly over me and could tell my eyelids were not moving in REM but whatever it was knew something....it left my soul was hanging @ the point it was at and would not go any further...I was a bit scared that I would get tired & move but I never got tired...

the next thing I knew my fingers were being put back in its original position but it was done with such care and very-very slowly as not to awaken?? me....and then my soul started to go right back in my body....I started to shed more tears because @ that point I felt like I failed somehow??? and my soul never fully ascended....and I wasn't sure if whatever was with me was still in my room so for some time I didn't move but then finally, I played it off and I turned over and grabbed my stuff bunny rabbit & hugges it very tightly...

My body @ that point when I went to turn over felt so heavy and then my body felt really-really weird...like my soul didn't go back all the way yet and so it felt strange within my normal body....and I kept crying more & more now so I knew this wasn't any good...so again I played it off....yawn and opened my eyes and went to the bathroom....when finish I looked in my small make-up mirror I have on the wall...and there was this white line from my eyes all the way to my ear....like my tears were made from salt...I wet my shirt and had to rub hard to get it off.

In another recent dream I had I heard someone in my bedroom give 2 command words which I cannot remember now & then PUFF just like that I saw this portal open up in the sky and thinking my soul?? came out of it and jumped back in my body....I know this because my body jumped up a bit....so i am wondering why wouldn't my body ascend all the way??? just it waiting for the command words again?? I tried everything possible to make it float all the way up and it just wouldn't go up any further....this was the 1st time I ever experienced this and words truly cannot express how it felt but something was over my bed with me and I WAS NOT ASLEEP...that I am 100% certain of....

I'm too shaken up to talk about it right now....can anyone help me with some answers please.

I was outside my house on my driveway. My brother and I were popping J's (Shooting hoops). My dog ran outside and my sister followed to try to get her back in the house. I remember it being somewhat dark outside. Anyway, FedEx began to come down the road. While they were dropping off our mail (Weird), my dog ran inside the driver's seat as they took off. My parents immediately ran outside. My mom said that they would be taking the dog to the shelter across the street, so everyone got in the car and drove off. For some reason, my electric scooter was replaced with a street legal gas scooter. I drove down my street and took a left to the main road. I stopped at the road crossing and looked across the street. It said I could go to I hit the gas. The weird thing was the white lines that you cross the street on were crooked. It started big and straight, but as it turned left it got smaller. Same with the other side off the road too. Anyway, when I was in the marketplace, it was really rundown. They looked like the stores you would see in Mexico, one story with metal roofing and lights on them. By now it began to rain. So I drove straight and took at right, then I found the shelter. I went inside and found my parents in a line waiting to claim our dog. I smiled and waved goodbye, then drove out the door. When I came out the door, I wasn't in the marketplace, I came out off the house opposite to my house. I then woke up.

[b]1.[/b] Was trying to fly somewhere, as that's the fastest mode of transportation. However, have no knowledge of flying planes. I manage to fly fast enough along a highway, and practice lifting off the ground a few inches and landing back on it. Eventually, I do manage to fly very high and feel enormous speed and wind-tug.

Cannot remember what I'm trying to achieve in the dream. I do remember calling for assistance on radio and immediately realizing I was passing my desired destination, which is a home for sale. I quickly stop in overgrowth off the side of a freeway, planning to walk to the home. Hitchcock feel to all of it; watched film the night before.

I am getting ready to go out at a friends house, it is a special kind of award ceremony and dinner so I am trying to decide what dress I should wear.
I suddenly realise that I only have trainer shoes and didn't bring the shoes that I wanted to wear. Then I realise the shoes I wanted to wear were on my feet - strange!

Everyone left, and they said, ''we will meet you at Bracknell ok?''
For some reason, I nodded and then left later. As I was walking to Bracknell, (which I may add is about 37 miles away from where I live by car), I came to where I used to live back with my parents when I was younger.
I met a guy there, I didn't catch his name, but he was going to the party in Bracknell too. He said he would give me a ride.
I asked if he had a spare helmet, he pulled out a small white and pink one, which just about fitted my head.

We were just about to go, when a lady came over to us and in desperation she yelled at us, 'excuse me, excuse me, do you have any more of the orange tic tacs''. For some reason, we end up gong into Sainsburys supermarket and pretending to be staff. We go out the back and try and look for the tic tacs but the warehouse is so big, that we can't find anything. We go back to the lady and tell her that we have no more.

The next thing I know, we are at the party and I am singing in a choir. Someone asks me if I can go and find them a bread roll to go with their soup, I go through the halls and come to a series of corridors. I am running all the way through the corridors, until I eventually come to the kitchen.

I come back (surprisingly, I knew my way back through the corridors). When I got back, I went looking for the person that had asked me for the bread roll, couldn't find them anywhere. I went downstairs for one more look. I found the guy that I came with and saw all my friends too. For some reason, I ignored them and grabbed the guys hand, and we ran back up the stairs.

This isn't a usual AP experience, lucid dream or OBE, but it was similar. It was induced by a combination of entheogens, and shared with my brother.

We were walking down the road and this feeling of becoming weightless started occurring within me. It felt as though I had broken through a barrier, and into a new dimension that was still "here" in the material, but fused with the astral. I was deeply engaged in the moment, and as I continued to walk down the road it didn't feel as though I was walking, but rather floating. This was unlike anything I had ever experienced before, and totally unique from my few AP and OBE experiences. I felt connected with the earth, as though we were all one unified energetic body.

After this period of absolute bliss and self-realization, I looked behind me because it felt like I was floating out of body. I looked behind and I saw myself walking. It looked perfectly real and animate, just as though I was looking at a clone of myself. The body shattered outwards into hundreds of tiny pieces then dissappeared into the space around it. I looked over to my brother who was walking next to me and asked if he witnessed it. He was wide-eyed just like me. We were experiencing it together, and he too felt the change in his consciousness and saw my body shatter into pieces behind me.

We were both in awe, having realized a completely new altered state... one that was shared between us.

I was in an appartment. It felt like it was my appartment. My brother was running around and asked me to see a movie with him. We both sat down on an old, grey coach and turned on the tv. It was a horror movie. I really didn't expect that and it made me feel horrible. It was about broken glass falling down and cutting people.

I saw a tv show about paintings but this time I got sucked in so I no longer perceived the tv and the couch. You had to look for mistakes in paintings. All paintings looked freaky. It made me feel sad and scared. I saw a black painting with eyes on it. There was an eye that was greyish and not as visible as the others so that was the mistake.

I saw a short video about a woman kissing a child under water. I knew they were actors but I still thought it was inappropriate.
After the video ended, I was on youtube. It was blurry so I didn't bother clicking on anything.

I went back to the same tv show. This time, there was a murderer who participated in it. I could see a long row of paintings on a white wall. The camera moved to the right and the host picked out a painting. This painting had a baby in dark blue water on it. There was a narrow opening below it. I also noticed the same greyish eyes. The murderer was talking about birth but I didn't really listen because I stared at the baby on the painting.
The show ended and the host got a lot of complaints about the murderer. The host said not to judge him because of what he did, that he could change and that the future is more important.

The scene changed and I was walking behind a famous guy. I thought it was the lead singer of Zornik but I only saw him from behind. It was sunny and I knew there was going to be something unpredictable. A few people appeared who tested the singing skills of people. I wanted to participate but wasn't sure how my voice would sound so I just listened.
After hearing a few people singing out of tune, I sang a note softly but I felt like screaming so it turned loud. It was so loud I thought: "I hope I don't do that in real too." (so I knew it was a dream but I wasn't lucid)

I was back in my apartment and calculated how much money I earned each week. It was 90 euros a week.
A few children appeared in my apartment. I noticed a girl who looked about 7 years old with short, black, frizzy hair and light brown skin. D also appeared and I knew those kids were his brothers and sisters. He told me they were going outside. He used a word I've never heard before. I talked to him about it and tried to find out the etymology of the word.

We arrived in front of a beautiful garden with lots of flowers. The colors of the flowers were mostly white, yellow and purple. I noticed many tulips. I thought D planted them but felt uncomfortable about asking him about it so I didn't. We went to the back of the garden and sat down. To my left I saw L. She looked sad and cried. I tried to comfort her but it only made her feel uncomfortable so I turned to the right where D sat. I hugged him, kissed him and couldn't keep my hands off him. He didn't respond but I didn't have any self control. I just kept kissing him and touching him all over his body.

Color Code: Non Lucid: Red , Lucid: Blue

Jamie cole, PhasmatisSermo from youtube owns a book store down my road in this dream, i hang out there for a few hours. Next i get in my sisters car and the brakes wont work, it rolls down the road and hits a car and keeps going with me in it. I get out. Next im in some back gardens of houses around my area, theres a violent dog chasing me and wants to bite me, i run for ages and he finally gets me.. then i re appear at jamies shop, where someone has to use a special machine to remove something from my head.

Probably dreamed about that because i was watching the matrix earlier in the day, still no lucid!