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Attempt 11:

No luck this time either I just fall asleep instantly. It's beyond my control...
So tonight I am going to listen to guided relaxation mp3:s again.

I woke up in the morning and fell back to sleep again and I got lucid for a moment.
I was dreaming that I were in a mall and I can't remember how, but I realised that it was a dream. And this time I had a clear mind to choose what I wanted to do. I found a pen in my pocket and stared at it, but then it felt like something else took over. I couldn't control my actions even though I was lucid! My dreaming body walked inside a house and there I saw my biggest dream distraction, a hot woman... I lost my lucidity and the rest of the dream consisted of me hitting on her although it was a failure.

I have reached the first gate now, by becoming aware of when I am falling asleep or be aware of dreaming as I would call it. So now I am going to quote the next lesson of Don Juan:

- "Don Juan said that the active element of the training of the awareness of dreams is persistence, and that the mind and all it's rational defenses cannot cope with persistence. Sooner or later the mind's barriers fall, under it's impact, and the dreaming attention blooms."

...

- "You reach the second gate of dreaming when you wake up from a dream into another dream. You can have as many dream as you want or as many you are capable of, but you must exercise adequate control and not wake up in the world we know"

He also explains that when the second gate of dreaming is crossed, the dreamer sinks into mortal depths. And that's why sober control of the first gate is important, because perfect control of the energy body is the safety valve dreamers have in order to return to the physical body again.

Creepy stuff, but I will find out if it's true. Because right now I am feeling more "sober" in my dreams and that's another reason to why I get lucid more often nowadays.

Wish me good luck and if I dissapear you know that something have happend to me in the dream or as Don Juan calls it The Secondd Attention.

However, I hope none of this will ever happen. :shock:

I had 5-HTP before sleep 0:15..... then woke up at 3:30 (too early) then at 4:30 and somehow I fell asleep again..... and woke up at 6am... then I took 8mg of Galantamine and 500mg of choline... and went to be right away...

It took me a long time to fall asleep.... probably as I slept too much....... I was getting frustrated... I was on my back first... then on my right side and then on my back again..... I am repeating my intentions and lucid goals at one point as I am on my back.... I see sky with some ornament made up of clouds... and I feel intense sensation of falling.... and I am thinking to myself Wohoooo this is it....!! but I feel my waking body again...

Then I am in the sky more like levitating rather then fling of falling...
I instantly know I am lucid (I attribute this to the high level of wakefulness when attempting lucidity).
I start experimenting with different types of flying, or better to say arm positions. First I spread my arms and imagine jet our of my palms.... I achieve pretty decent speed... then I stretch one arm forward (it seems unusually long) and it speeds up a bit.... and a little more with both arms forward.
At this point I am pretty high approximately 3km... and the speed of flying seems like 60km/h.
I fly closet to the ground and it seems like some Czech village that I don't know. I am flying around a bit and then I spot a girl (27-30, with dark hair, not necessarily hot but charming, a little chubby)... I remember one of my LG is to have lucid sex and see how it feels. I fly around the girl a bit, she notices me but pays very little attention to me. I say something like "hey, where you going? You wanna lift?".... to my surprise she says yes. I land and pick her up and I take of. Its easy..... I am not sure where to go, at one point it goes through my mind, whether I will be able to fly with her and at that time, my flying power weakens. I stumble through some tree branches and electricity cables hanging in between the buildings. She complains a bit. Now I hold her face to face in front of me.... and pull het towards me a bit, why still in the air.It is pretty obvious what is going on and she points down to a big house and tells me to land there. So I do so. We start to mess around a bit. I pull up her skirt, and see her pussy. I look closely, as I am interested how realistically it looks. PRETTY REALISTICALLY I have to say. Just her clitoris is a little big and sticking out and the whole pussy is bright red. I do not worry about it. I am lying on my back now with my penis ready for action... and she is about to sit on me... to my disappointment she turns around facing away from me... then she sits on me. I pay close attention to how it feels. I can see myself going in... vary real life like! I am impressed! But there is a road some 30 meters behind us and there are some kids playing. I am not really worry about it, but she seems to be. So we stop. Thats ok with me, I have a long list of things I want to test. She then walks around the house, here, as I understand, she lives. There are some men there, looks like her brothers and father. I take off again, she looks at me and I say something like.... I come back in a minute. (what am I concerned about????).
Then I land in front of different house, although it seems like its the same one just the front of the house. I think that the girl is there again. I get intrigued by the front door of the house as I want to try to change environment by walking through the door with an intention. I tell explain to the girl that if I intend so that there is different scene when I walk through the door, it is likely to happen. She looks at me blindly. I come to the door (that has a glass strip in the middle) and I think of a beach to be there when I walk through.... I open the door and walk through..... and there is just a corridor in old fashion. I think "damn". There is another door, so I try the same... and again when I am walking back outside. Nothing. I think to myself, maybe it is because there was the glass strip and I could actually see what is behind... so it was even harder to imagine!....In from of the house is a slope towards the road... with some cascade like gardens and right on the level of the house, there is a door that must lead to some storage room in that slope. I see it as another opportunity for my experiments. I come closely to the door, but as I look at it, the paint is all pealing off and there are spider webs everywhere, thinking none opened it for ages. Then a thought of a huge spider jumping out when I open it crosses my mind...we I know how the dream world works... so I chose not to open the door LOL.
I then climb up the cascade garden. There are some cats playing around. When I am almost on the top, there is a green-liver cat that starts attacking me. The father shouts something from the main door. The cat is like crazy, I dunno why, I am not scared, I find it quite funny. I grab it in my hands and keep it in distance. I am amazed how green its eyes are. I turn back to the father and shout "it has amazing green eyes! unbelievable"... to my shock the cat stops attacking me points at its neck, as it likes to be stroked there. I stroke it a few times and let go. I climb to the road, and see another big house with wooden parts in front of me. It looks abandoned. I see another door, come to it and open them, there is just dusty, sun lit corridor. I leave the door thing for now... and fly away.

Next I am in a room that I have not seen before. I am sure it is still the same village though. It is a living room from which you can walk right out. There is my auntie, and this is her house as I understand. Also there is my mum, Michael, and Alpasan and some other man, maybe even my brother but I am not sure. I think that my auntie is celebrating something, because there is quite a lot of healthy snacks on the low table... like celery stick, cream cheese, tomatoes, some crackers, etc. My auntie is eating and Misa is standing in the corner by a counter and she has baguette cut in half and filling it up with loads of cream cheese and bits of vegetable. My mum says, don't put so much in there (as my auntie is damn stingy)... michael says that its not just for her... and at that point in notice, under her white dress I can see her belly forming... as she is few months pregnant. I think to myself, well, now I can talk to dream figures and perhaps ask them about the dream guide..... considering its my family, so they should be helpful.
I ask them collectively, "where can I find a dream guide". They look at me bluntly, asking what it is. I think "damn". So I tell them, you know this is a dream right??? They don't pay much attention. I say, what if this was just a dream. No response. I come to the glass door outside and first try to put my fingers through the concrete pillar between the doors and the window. It feels solid. I look at the glass door, there is a curtain with flower motive hanging in front of that. I reach my arm towards it and close my eyes and walk though....... I shout, did you see that???? Could I do this if this was real??? They do not pay attention. I just straight back..... and see Apl sitting by the corner of the table. I kneel to him, telling him...I notice tattoos on his forearm, it look like little flags in black and white..... I tell him.... alps you are an intelligent man, you must understand what I am saying..... he looks at me.... I feel dry mouth so I just swallow and open and close my mouth to moist it a bit...... and I feel my waking body again... and my dry mouth........

These happened over the course of a few weeks, as did many more, but i could only remember these, and very small portions the longer I decide not to write them down, so before I completly forget them here they are.



The first thing I can remember that happened I awoke sitting in a crowd. My attention turned to the speaker in the room, what he was speaking of I do not remember, However, I knew it was my job to kill him. I followed him outside, and to his house across the street ( convienent yes? ) I went up to him to strangle him, when two large guys pushed me down, I got up and ran into the house to hide from them. I went through the dining room and out the back door. There was a large iron fence two feet in front of me and lining the house. I saw who i knew to be his uncle who was a massivly deformed and giant guy. I turned left and saw a small opening above the fence right below where the roof was, I attempted to climb through but my game mentality told me, nope invisable wall. So I turned to face him, everyone few seconds since the start of the drem my mind would blank to a large group of chickens in a cage, I ran past the guy and turned right, to find stacks of cages 5 and 6 across, with only a small opening underneath a long cage, maybe 10 meters. I looked inside the cage a there were chickens there, and I knew I wasn't going to like this. Underneath the cage were hundreds of rats chewing on tiny bones, and mounds and mounds of shit.

I told the dream, no, fuck that, auto me through it I;m not crawling through rats and shit. and I found myself on the other side I crossed the street and my run became a steady walk. After a few minutes of walking I saw a large dirt path in front of me, trees lining either side. I looked to my right and saw a large beaten down house, the sides protruding up and around it, windows knocked out, where windows shouldn't have been, the south wall giving it a highly irregular and physic defying shape.

Then I found myself inside the house floating, I was staring into a room, where every few seconds in rhythm a loud shriek would fill the air, then in the cornor of the room, a large black blob would emit a multitude of tenticles that crawled along the walls and floors in a wave, i traced them into the hallway, and another room where there were a group of eggs, everytime the tentecles would reach them, the eggs would shriek and dissolve, and new eggs would fall in thier place. I grabbed one of the eggs and ran to another room, before the tentacles grabbed me, the egg rolled and a little girl lie there where the egg was, I told her to run, and I assumed her being. I then climbed out of the window in the bathroom where I fell.

I found myself on top of the building, I climbed along the south wall up and around until I could drop to lower window panes until I eventually made it to the ground. Then I met up with myself at the start of the dirt path. We walked in silence for about 30 seconds when I looked up and saw the sun.





Dream 2,


It was set in a world where all forms of the undead walk the earth, with humans. Most of the dream went by, which i cannot remember, then I assumed the being of my friend who was a zombie, he was trying to solve a mystery on who killed a human. I interviewed a few zombies before giving up and rejoining me at a table. We sat and joked a bit. When i decided to go explore the dreamscape some more. I found a group of vampires, whom I sat with. One of the females asked me if I would like to join them. "Immortality? sure that sounds wonderful." So, i let her bite me, (and it did feel quite nice) but she kept drinking and drinking and I knew she was trying to kill me, at which point I threw her to the ground put my foot on her neck and said, "Do you know who I am? I made you and everything around us."


Dream 3

Well it was a short lapse of lucidity i had last night. I was walking across the street with cars rushing past me, I turned left and saw one about to hit me "No," i said, as i held my palm up and sent the car flying. I thought, oh good, I'm lucid its been a few days, let's have some fun, so I put another car on flames, and liquified another. then one hit me and I woke up.

First

I'm at a large house in the countryside, a camping center. The others are mostly males between 20 and 30 years. For some reason I get locked in a barn with small group. The rest have something against us. I tell everyone I have a plan and light a candle. I escape trough a loose board in the wall. The candle is useless, it's daytime, and I blow it out. Then I go around the back, hiding behind things. I think someone sees me but they don't care. All the others have gather around a hill and are discussing some arrangements at the camp. They're talking about hiring a new handyman.

Second

There are some ethereal creatures and they are leaving this world trough a portal. I'm not one of them, I'm just watching. One stays behind for some reason. She has and emotional connection to this world. Another one comes, a male, and he finds her. He talks her into coming with him, but apparently this take years and in the meantime they fall in love. She still doesn't want to leave completely, but he tells her that they can come back ones in a while, but they can only live here for a thousand years at a time. I wonder how they could hide their identity if they live a thousand years.

Third

I'm returning home, walking by the road in a residential area. The houses don't look familiar, even though this should be my road. I notice the backside of my building on the other side of the block, I've taken the wrong road. I walk trough a yard to a back door. I briefly wonder if my keys will fit, since my apartment is actually on the other side, but I do get in. Something wrong on the first floor, there are people talking about it. I go up to my apartment. I'm interested in what the trouble was but decide to change my shoes before going back, I'm wearing hiking shoes and they are pretty heavy. There are things lying around in the apartment, I've left in a hurry, and I start cleaning them up.

Fourth

I'm in a gallery with small boutiques all around. There is a coffee place and a couple of clothing stores. I woman decides to buy something from a small bakery. I try to decide if I want to get something. There is a third person there, a man, who might know me, but not very well.

DreamLucidAwake

The King Black Dragon

The dream started out with me and my family at my grandmother's house. It was night and we were just sitting around watching tv. I think it might have been something like NCIS on tv. I didn't pay much attention to the tv because something didn't feel right. It felt like there was something in the living room spying on us. My energy sense sort of activated on its own and I used it to try to find this something. Even though I wasn't lucid, I was playing things out as if I was. I at least had enough awareness to know I was dragonborn. I couldn't see it, but I could sense the energy to move towards the bedroom.

I walked away from the living room and into one of the bedrooms. I couldn't really pinpoint the location of the energy or what was creating it. The energy felt evil and I thought it wanted to kill someone. After judging the amount of energy it was giving off, I realized it was a lot more powerful than me. Knowing that it was more powerful than a dragonborn shocked me a little. I threw the blankets off the bed because I thought this thing was hiding under it. There was nothing there however. I started to become a little afraid of the situation. Something extremely powerful was around here, I had no idea what it was, I couldn't see it, and I had no idea if it was after me or my family. My mother saw that I was acting strange and came into the room.

"What's wrong?" She said while picking the blanket back off the floor.
"There's an alien presence here and it's more powerful than a dragonborn." I said.
"What's its energy level?" She asked.
"It's like over 100,000 and I can't even find its exact location!" I said frustrated.

I kicked the bed out of frustration. The energy level spiked to what I thought was around 150,000. I could sense it crawl out from under the bed in a panic. Right at that moment I got an idea and knew I had an opportunity to use it. I focused on my eyes to give myself the dragon sight ability as the thing brushed by me. I was hoping that dragon sight would be powerful enough to see something seemingly invisible. I looked towards the energy intensely as it ran out the door. As it ran towards the kitchen I could see a faint blurry outline of this thing. I saw what looked like a dragon with glowing red eyes. The image disappeared when it stopped moving and its energy went back down.

I kept my eyes fixed on the spot the dragon stopped at and ran into the kitchen. I stopped in front of this spot and I could just barely hear breathing in front of me. I reached out my hand to touch it. I jerked my hand back in pain. It must have clawed me becuase there was a cut in my hand. Right when I pulled back I heard the dragon speak to me.

"Fool, you've fallen right into my trap." He said.

A black hole suddenly opened up between us and I was sucked in. I came back out of it a second later and hit the ground face first. I had been teleported next to a lake in the middle of a forest. It was daytime now. When I got off the ground I felt the dragon's energy somewhere above me.

"I'll be waiting..." He said before flying off.

I sensed the energy fly off towards a big mountain off in the distance. I started questioning what the hell just happened. About 5 minutes ago I was relaxing on the couch and watching tv. Now I'm sensing energies, using dragon sight, and talking to dragons. Being teleported was the thing that finally convinced me that I was dreaming.

"I should have realized that from the start." I said to myself.

Before I could even come up with a plan, I felt something come at me from behind. It tried to throw a punch at me, but I jumped up, spun around, and kicked it in the face. It was some big muscular guy. He looked as if he was built for fighting. I kicked him hard enough to make him slide back into a tree.

"Hello." I said.
"Lucky shot. I'll make sure it doesn't happen again." He said wiping blood from his mouth.
"What exactly do you want?" I asked him.
"I was given orders to stop you from passing."

We both got in our fighting stances and stared at each other. I quickly made a move to try and morph into a dragon and he dashed towards me. He appeared in front of me in just a second and I had just barely enough time to grow wings. He punched me in the face and I went flying. He punched me so hard that I landed on the lake and started skidding across the surface on my back. I did a back flip and flapped my wings to stabilize myself. I then flew straight back towards the man.

I threw a punch at him, but he blocked it with his arm and brought me to a dead stop. I hovered a little above the ground to meet his hieght and fought him that way. He threw a punch and I kicked it away. I tried punching him, but he blocked it with his other arm. He aimed a kick at my stomach and I blocked it with my own kick. I threw a punch towards his face, which he blocked with both arms. I then kicked him in the chest and he slid back. He dashed back towards me and I grabbed him. I flew high into the air with him. I dived back towards the ground with him as fast as I could. When we got near the ground, I let go, and kicked him as hard as I could in the stomach. He hit the ground hard enough to make it crack at least.

I assumed he was knocked out, so I decided to continue with my adventure. I flew in the direction that I thought the dragon had flown. The dream created a time illusion that made me think I had been flying for a while. I had only been flying for about 30 seconds before sunset turned to night. I was flying over a city between the lake and the mountains. My wings were feeling tired, so I landed on the roof of an apartment building to rest.

This next part is fragmented. A martial artist, who reminded me of Jackie Chan, appeared behind me and kicked me in the back. I didn't bother saying anything to him, because I knew it would be the same as the last guy. We punched and kicked at each other for a while. I do remember that I defeated him by kicking him off the building.

I decided I would get going again before some other guy showed up. I jumped off of a building and started flying towards the mountain again. The dream skipped here and I was now standing in front of a cave at the base of the mountain. I had a feeling the cave was the way I needed to go, so I ran inside. It was dark at first, but I eventually came to a room that was lit up by an orange light. The light was coming from the magma flowing through the cracks in ground. There were a bunch of Aranians in the room fighting monsters. These monsters were moss and plant covered boulders that were magically connected together. Kind of like how sticks connect together to make a stickman.

I saw Chris standing on top of a tall boulder with a bow. He was helping the Aranians by shooting arrows at the monsters. The boulder that he was standing on then rose up out of the ground. He was actually standing on one of those guys. Chris fell off of the monster as it stood up. I picked up a sword that an Aranian soldier had dropped on the ground and ran towards Crhis. The monster lifted its arms and tried to punch Chris. I flew between them and blocked its arm with my sword. I then thrusted my sword into its grassy stomach. It stumbled back a few feat before an Aranian jumped in and started fighting it.

"Hi Chris." I said.
"Thanks for that. Earth guardians are tough." He said.
"Why are the Aranians here?"
"We got reinforcements to make your job easier. Just follow me now."

Chris picked his bow up off the ground and started running towards another opening on the other side of the cave and I followed him. In front of the opening was a tunnel with a river of lava flowing below. Chris lept off of the edge and landed on a rock just above the lava. He then jumped to a far away stalagmite and lept off of it to another rock. He was a lot more agile than I thought. I simply jumped off the edge and started flying above the lava. The river flowed down several different tunnels, but Chris was able to guide me in the right direction. The flight was for only about 20 seconds before we came into a larger room with an elevated circular platform in the center. Chris stopped on a small piece of land below the platform and I landed next to him.

"The king black dragon is in the arena just above us." Chris whispered.
"And I have to fight him?" I asked.
"Don't worry, I've got your back. Claire is up there fighting right now."
"Alright. Good luck Chris."

I flew up to the arena as Chris climbed to the top of a stone pillar. I saw a very large black dragon and Claire fighting each other. Claire was trying to fight the king black dragon with just a sword and shield. He turned around and hit Claire with his tail, almost knocking her into the lava. I flew in front of the dragon and met him eye to eye.

"I've been expecting you." He said.
"I figured you were." I said
"You have no idea how long I've waited for this moment..."

He then started shooting waves of fire across the ground and fireballs in the air. Claire tried blocking the fire with her shield as I just barely dodged fireballs. Chris shot a few arrows at the dragon to distract him. Claire looked hurt, so I hurled a glowing disc at her that release healing magic. When the dragon became annoyed with Chris, he knocked down the pillar with his tail. Chris still managed to leap to another one though.

The dragon used the same fire attack from before again. This time though, I flew above the fireballs and shot him with as much ice magic as I could. The dragon got mad at me and swatted me to the floor. I got back up right away and saw flames start to form around him. I could tell that he was about to use a very powerful attack. He unleashed a wave of fire that stretched across the entire room. I grabbed Claire and shielded us both with my wings and a some ice magic.

Me and Claire seemed exhausted by this point. He looked like he was about to charge up that same move again. I got an idea and decided I would try something new. I flew up into the air and shot out over 20 balls of light from each side of me. I controlled their movements with my hands like guided missles. For some reason I call them light arrows. I motioned a few of these arrows to strike the king's belly. They exploded in a blast of light and knocked him into the air. I then blasted him from all directions with this spell while summoning more arrows. I kept this up for about 10 seconds before I felt like it was enough. When the light finally faded away he fell down to the ground and collapsed. He was still alive at this point, but badly injured. He summoned a black hole above his head and it sucked him in. I could have jumped in the black hole to chase after him, but I really didn't want to.

I looked around to see where Chris and Claire were. I saw Chris standing on a pillar and he jumped off of it onto the arena. I didn't have to search for Claire because she had already appeared next to me. Behind where the king black dragon was previously standing, we found a treasure chest. Of course, we all rushed over to it and opened it up. Inside the chest was a bunch of gold and crystals of all kinds. I think seeing the treasure made me a little too happy though and I woke up.

End

I once had a lucid dream where i was in a boat with a blonde haired girl and a mysterious man. One night I went to sleep (in the dream) and the next thing I knew, the girl was ontop of me jolting me awake. Her eyes where wide and she fearfully told me, "He's coming!" The man (captain) was holding a bloody knife and I noticed the girl had laceration marks on her back. I remember I got cut and fell unconscious. I woke up to the girl carrying me to the shore, a shipwreck behind us. She looked at me and said,"It's okay, we're only dreaming." I then woke up. Shadows will often warn me that I'm dreaming, but most of them kill me afterwards. The girl was completely passive...

It was dark, and my family and I make a rush to our storm shelter just outside our mobile home. It isn't the same as our real on, though. Across the street, I see the howling monster work its way towards us. "INSIDE THE SHELTER, GET INSIDE!" I shouted, and everybody rushes inside. The tornado gets closer, and I close the door, choosing to sit on the step underneath it. I push the rods into the latches to keep the door from opening, but the latches seem, strange. Just a chain welded to the wall of the shelter, while the actual latch fits through a hole on the door. There are three on the bottom of the door and three on the top. I latch them all. It gets closer and closer, then finally the tornado is right on top of us. How do I know? The door lifts up, restrained by its chains up it lifts up showing the storm approach us. When it was over the shelter, I had to grasp the handle to hold the door down, when the air gets really thin, like the air gets sucked out of me. It soon departs, and the air gets quiet. I unlatch the door and look around at the damage. My house is still standing, the cars are all there, but there are numerous holes punched in the house, the garage, and the cars. As we're wandering around, police start racing up and down the streets, and I look up toward the storm, and to my surprise, there is another twister heading in our direction. I start to rally everybody together. "THE SHELTER, GET TO THE SHELTER NOW!!!! NOW!!!" Everybody just starts sauntering towards our shelter, seemingly oblivious to the tornado in the distance. As it closes the gap I notice some people are missing, namely my sister. I scream again, "GET TO THE SHELTER NOW!! NOW!!!! GET TO THE SHELTER!!!!!" and my sister still doesn't appear. Although, a car of asian women pulls up, and gets out ever so slowly. I Look at them with curiosity, but fear moreso because the tornado is literally accross the street and these women are taking their time! Finally they make it to the shelter, and I close the door and latch it. As did last time, the door opens up a bit and I have to hold it down, but it yanks free and breaks a few chains, allowing the door to open up all the way. We look right into the maw of the twister, but I manage to get a hold of the door and keep it down. As it passes, we open the door to inspect the damage. I notice a piece of my car is missing off my trunk, but we find it and replace it. Then I make my way to our house, and notice my sister is relaxing in our recliner, and I say "Why didn't you go to the shelter?" She said something like "They say stay in the house during a tornado" to which I replied "In a mobile home? NO! They say get out of the mobile home! If there is no shelter you're supposed to get in a ditch." Actually, I believe there were 2 tornadoes to begin with and we didn't get out of the shelter the first time until after the second, and then the third hit.

whiterains dream

thought my bike was stolen , but this has happened before so i got lucid. decided to go for a ride and next i knew i was in a local park road that i dont remember ever going down irl. it was beautiful even though it was just a tiny council house road it was covered in massive trees. the end of the road was blocked which reminded me of local park where i see sheep and foxes. this time though it turned into a full on zoo with these shovel ducks, antelope, rhinos and huge lakes in between the woods. another dream that was too amazing to remember any goals

I'm afraid I don't actually remember this one...my notes say: "stuff in bushes, house red and on fire, keeps restarting slightly different, evil guy scared of legs". :s

I was reading through some shared dreaming stuff and saw a post by WakingNomad with this in it:

Originally Posted by WakingNomad

If you have a dream you are walking in a normal looking physical place, and you feel like a ghost, it could be an 'astral dream.'

That got me thinking, I actually had a dream like this a long time ago. I figured it'd be worth writing down for the sake of preserving the memory. I don't really remember what happened in the dream leading up to this part other than that it was a pretty normal dream, I used to know more but it's been way too long since it happened, I was a little kid at the time. But I was sleeping in my parents' bed, and at the end of the dream I had that feeling WakingNomad describes, where everything is very vivid and very normal looking (not dream-like at all) and I felt like a ghost. I wasn't walking though, I was hovering (but not controlling it) in my mom's personal room, which is connected to my parents' bedroom. There are doors separating them with glass centers and window blinds to cover them, and the blinds were open so I could see through them. I saw myself sleeping in their bed in the early morning, and I saw the time on the clock behind my head. I don't remember what it was anymore, but let's say it was something like 6:34. (I do honestly think it was some time after 6am....) I didn't really realize what was going on at the time, but I did feel like something crazy was happening, and there was a large energy building, but everything was fading away, and then I woke up in the bed in the exact position I had been laying in, alone like I saw myself in the dream (my parents had already woken up and left the room), and the clock read 6:34 (or whatever it was), exactly as it had in the dream. I thought it was pretty cool, which is I guess why I still remember it after all this time. I didn't think much further into it, though. I was a kid, I had other priorities. So that's that.

LD24:The 2nd ASTRAL REALATED dream in this journal... I am in a dream and have no memory of what led up to this. I am on very steep dangerous ground and loosing my grip. Someone is down below me trying to assist me, but they can't get up high enough to steady me. If I slipped, I could see very clearly a cliff below of huge proportions. WOW This is scary. Good time for a reality check! How lucky mt RC is levetation. I try to levitate and it works fine. Ok, I am now lucid, and the scene is not the least bit scary suddenly. I decide to become a bird and fly down for fun. It works quickly andI am a falcon. I bank and dive... and suddenly the dream changes into some phase that is not easy for me to understand. I am deprived of a dream body and am recieving some kind of instruction. The instrucor can not be seen, but can be heard and I could feel its presence. The instruction and other odd experiences lasted an undetermined amount of time. Did I learn something? Maybe so. I have found that often when I am lectured to by a dream entity it is so forigen to real life that it dose not translate well into waking consciousness. This episode had something to do with layering of the dream personality. A basic picture of how each thing with real existance in the dream or astral plain, is like multiple tubes of colored transparent plastic, that when viewed through each other would create a composet image of the entity.
Does it make sense to me? Hard to say, I probably will discover some new power or way of doing astral dreams or a way of causing them, the next time it comes up. Dur~ ??? from 3 minutes up to 2 hours ???

Dream One (Fragment): I'm in a big building of some sort. It seems like everyone in the building is being held hostage by someone. I'm with someone else, but I don't know who it is because except for my notes in my phone, I can't remember much more than what's in my notes. Me and the other person were crawling through some sort of sub floor duct trying to sneak into a command room where the person was controlling the building and keeping people from escaping. We're trying to be quiet, and my companion climbs up into the control room first. We're crawling up behind the chair of the controller, so he can't see us. When it's my turn to climb up, my companion squats and reaches his hand down to me to help pull me up because I'm too short to reach the top. When he starts to pull me up, the vent I was in pops loudly and lets the controller in the room to our presence. The controller turns around, and it's my dad! I'm speechless, but then the controller starts talking and I realize that even though he looks like my dad, he's not my dad. I think my partner helped me reach the conclusion that it wasn't my dad, but a robot or clone or something of him that was evil. I don't remember anything else, which really drives me nuts. I want to know if we defeated the dad impersonator, and if my companion was K, but I was never lucid and I can only hazily remember, so there's no way to ever find out.

Dream Two: I park in a parking lot and notice a red truck parking near me. I get out of the car and I'm holding my son's hand walking across the parking lot. I notice the guy in the red pick up is blond and has messy curly hair that reaches his ears, and he's holding a little girl's hand. I wonder she's his kid or just a relative. He looks young to have a kid her age, but then I remember I was married and pregnant with my first at 19, so I can't rule out that she's his kid. We are all walking towards the same entrance in a big building. When I get inside, there are a bunch of Kindergarteners in there, and I realize that I'm bringing my son to his field trip because I'm a parent volunteer. I notice the guy and little girl stopping with the class too. I start to talk to him, but I can't remember what he said, other than that they are there for the same class trip. I keep thinking about the guy, thinking he looks so familiar. Then an announcement comes over the speaker and the building turns into a game show studio and all the kids disappear. (I hate that this doesn't make me lucid!) The announcer says that someone has been chosen to participate in the next game, and to come on down! The blond guy winks, then walks up some stairs to the announcer. The announcer sends him to a back room, and he almost instantly returns. Only not his pretty messy curly hair is a mo hawk, and he's completely naked! When I wake up I realize he's the "K" that I found the one time I was lucid and went looking for him. Fortunately, this fake K had more personality than in the lucid I had. He Streaks down the stairs screaming, "Woo Hoo!" Then the scene shifts to outside my grandpa and aunt's house. The "Game" is to throw this ugly rubber cow with chicken bumped skin into a basketball goal 30 feet away. There was a limit on how many times you could throw it, and you had to throw it from where ever it landed (like mini golf I guess). Fake K throws the cow once, but ends up accidentally throwing it behind himself rather than towards the goal. He says, "Aw man!" and then walks off. So I go and pick up the cow and throw it. It takes me Nine throws to get it in the basketball goal. The announcer counts it as a win, and fake K starts running around naked screaming "Woo Hoo!" again. I wake up.

Dream Three: I walk into a dance studio. There's a skinny man there who's the instructor. I want him to teach my daughter dance, but he refuses saying it'd take thousands of dollars for him to teach her how to dance. I'm sad, but think we can make some money next door. Next door is a photography place. We dress up my daughter and take cute pictures like for magazine ads, and they give me a million dollars for the ads. We go next door and I tell the dance instructor that I thousands of dollars now, he needs to teach my daughter to dance. He throws his arms up angrily and asks how I got so much money so fast. I tell him my daughter modeled for some ads and they paid us a lot because she's so cute and they are sure she'll sell lots of whatever their product was. He gets huffy and tells me to wait in the lobby while he makes sure the money is legit. Another girl my daughters age come sin with her momma, and the instructor rushes out to give her dance lessons for free. I'm very upset, why would it take thousands to teach my daughter, but lessons are free for some other kid? Then I see that the instructor isn't verifying my check, he's teaching a class and was just going to leave us waiting there while he rushes off this new, free customer, to join the class. I get irritated and take it as a personal insult to my daughter, and tell her we're going to go find another instructor, one that knows what they're doing and doesn't discriminate against her because we don't look like fancy aristocratic bitches.

Dream Four (fragment): I woke up with the vision of Zombies and holding a magic book over my head. I can not for the life of me remember the actual plot or anything of the dream though, just that here were Zombies and I had a magic book.

I feel like my recall is really suffering this week, I'm not sure why. Maybe it's all in my head, but it seems like I usually remember 4-6 dreams and fragments a night and this week I've been lucky to remember 4, and they're not in as good/vivid detail as usual. Still, 4 dreams and fragments is pretty good, so I probably shouldn't worry. I just keep feeling like when I finally have another lucid, it'll be my luck that it would be the one dream I won't remember that night!

This is karmic retribution, punishment for having four lucids in one night. :C This was the worst recall yet... I don't even have a full dream to post. T-T

Dream Fragment - "Hanging out at O's newest house, made lots of friends."

Dream Fragment - "Third-person Marshall (from How I Met Your Mother) freaks out about an essay exam."

Dream Fragment - "Something about trading attack turns in some IRL RPG."

And now... I leave you with these thoughts.

Dream One Non-lucid

I was in a car with my dad. We were driving up a dirt road driveway to a huge house that my grandparents had bought. In my dream they had recently won the lottery, and had no other desires than to buy a house. My dad and I had just came back from buying food for us all. When we got nearer to the house, we parked. "Get the food in the back of the car, will ya?" My dad told me. I hopped out, and opened the back door to get the food. But when I tried to grip it, it would slip out of my hands. After, what seemed like 15 minutes, I finally got the food. I was walking into the house now, and I heard my grandmother say, "Come into the house, don't tire yourself out!". "What? I am only carrying a bag of food, how can I tire myself out?" I replied and closed the door behind me. I was in the living room now, and there were two directions I could go in. Left or right. I chose left, but got lost, so I turned around and headed left. It was the right way to the kitchen, and there I found my grandmother cooking biscuits. "Here, take one." She told me while handing me a steaming biscuit. I then woke up.

03.10.2012

Building & Glass Elevator, Sportsmanship, Mechanical Insect, Keiko, Aang Crying, Bus

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Building & Glass Elevator

I remember going to a huge building and I'm walking with a few DCs. In my backpack, I have some statement verifying I have funding for college, and it's a lot of money for me.

I go inside and I see a lady that looks like she would be someone at a Help Desk. She looks like she's in her 30s wearing a short full body skirt.

There were other DCs that had statements for funding from different banks as well, and I wanted to show her mine, but I decided that I should go up somewhere.

I wanted to use the restroom, and it was designed for one person to use. There's someone occupying it, and the door is slightly open.

He's washing his hands, and he sees me and tells me I can come in since it looks like he's almost done anyway. I tell him "Thank You" and he responds "No problem."

Then when he leaves, I do my business, I have trouble aiming at first, but I get it on target. The door is still slightly open. A male peeks and I notice this, and then I get mad at him and start to close the door quickly with fury. (Funny how someone lets me use the bathroom while they're almost done with it, and I get mad when someone tries to come in. But I guess if the other dude was still doing his business, he would be bothered too).


After that, I was going up a lot of stairs and felt like a corporate building, and a I knew I met a female along the way, and when I get to the top after talking for a while, the fire alarm rings, and we all decided to go on.

I wanted to go down the stairs but someone tells me that I should come to the elevator with them. I think it was my mother, and I ignore whatever she's trying to telling me next.

We're in a glass elevator (sort of, I can see outside though), and I'm waiting for it to go all the way down, and it's pretty bright outside.

We go outside and I see an Asian guy that looked Viet that I used to know in High School. He's going after this girl, and it seems he likes her. There's another girl behind him sitting down watching him make a move on the girl.

She starts to follow them, and they're probably 15-20 feet away from me, I look at her for a while and then I shift my attention to going forward somewhere.

Dream 2: Sportsmanship at Bar

I see a group of males that looks like they are on a football team, but they're just wearing athletic shirts like Powerhouse shirts. Two males look like they have the same body structure, and they all gather together.

The whole environment seemed to be in a bar late at night.

One guy comes up to join in on the victory, but since the opponents are close to them, he portrays some sportsmanship and stays quiet until he reaches his group.

After that, he even shakes hands with the other team to just help them not feel like they're complete losers.

Dream 3: Mechanical Insect

I'm inside a building again, and I see this monster in front of me. From my view, it looks like it's around 6-9 feet tall, and it's weird.

It looks like an insect, but it's a mechanical insect, and most of the colors that coated the metal were blue and green. It starts releasing green goo, and me and another guy are dodging it.

One person tries to stab literally straight to its heart. One sword goes on the top section, and the other goes on the bottom. A lot of goo is spewing out from this creature, but it just won't freaking die.

The person sees this isn't working, and tries to go for the right torso region this time, there's more goo spewing out, but it is still alive. The guy decides he has to make some kind of radial attack to cover all sides near its heart.

It finally dies, and I swear the guy who killed it looked like Zolo from One piece, but I'm just going to presume it was him.

The dream shifts to where this a male has some cleaned metal base from the creature and it's black. Whenever he adds oil to it, it makes this really hot flame.

I can literally feel the heat as it radiates and I cover my face and neck region, and I tell the male that he should stop doing that, and he's like "Ooooh okay" in a stupid hippy accent.

Dream 4: Keiko

I'm in a building again, and there's this anime girl outside. We (I'm with random DCs again) had to keep her safe somewhere because she's tied up with white rope.

We decided to lay her somewhere, and then as I start to turn to follow whatever group of DCs I'm with, I see some being near the girl.

The person looks like Elder Toguro from Yu Yu Hakusho, and before he could do something horrible to her, a random anime chick comes in to save the girl, but I think she vanishes, which was really no point in her coming in the first place.

Elder Toguro vanishes and gets closer to the same girl being bound by white rope, and he starts to form a weapon, kind of like a cutlass from his arm.

He has the girl by her neck, and I see Kurama is behind him, and he's talking like Kazuya, one of Shinobu Sensui's personalities. I found that a bit odd for another character's voice to be one of the main character's accent, but I just go along with it.

Kurama does a rose-whip attack on Elder Toguro's head, which apparently kills him. We leave the girl safe again, and we loosen up the white rope a bit so that she could move.

She looked a lot like Keiko Yukimura from Yu Yu Hakusho.

Dream 5: Aang Crying

I'm riding down a huge slope with a bicycle, and it's daytime. The road is really wide, and when I have to go up, I end up flipping some object all the way to the top.

Once I reach there, I see an image of Aang from Avatar the Last Airbender crying as Katara is holding him.

Dream 6: Bus

I'm going inside a bus and I go to the back end of it. In the middle are three seats. There's a DC to my right that's sitting on one end. I'm not sure if it's a male or a female, but I sit in the middle of the seat.



I feel like I took someone's spot, but I didn't care.