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I was in my parents bedroom. I realize I am lucid, and turn around and head to my bathroom. Remembering something that I did in an earlier dream, i reached through the mirror. It blurred and distorted like water would. It felt like water under the surface, but the surface felt like a thicker liquid with a higher surface tension. I tried to see if i could pull anything out of it, but then my visuals began to fade. I yelled "Enhance visuals!" but it did not work and i woke up.

4:09am woke, with sight headache so didn't go straight back to sleep then remembered unusual dream.

Lady came and told me and others, she said I married GM 40 years ago. In the dream I went along with it for a while cos I couldn't remember where I was or what I was doing 40 years ago. She seemed to know so I trusted her memory.

Then, within the dream, I remembered something of who I was and what I was doing 40 years ago.

I said, "Wow, I didn't marry GM. I remember getting the news of his marriage when I was among the hippies in Cairns.

The marriage was emblazoned over the front page of the morning paper and I dropped to my knees in the front lawn.

Oh, you've got the wrong person.

I walked off with a couple of friends, in the dream. I hoped the journalists woman would find the right woman who married GM, but I clearly remember now, where and who I was 40 years ago, and it isn't me.

In the dream I was amazed that my memory came back to me. I wasn't expecting that cos it was a dream and, don't I usually go along with the dream scenario, memoryless?.

I.wake, then cos this slight headache stopped me from just dropping back to sleeo, I remembered this remarkable dream incident, of getting my real memory back within the dream.

4:29am Friday 19/August/11 now and I will post this phone not, in my dream journal now.

8/17/11

DEILD chain (~5) + DEILD chain (2)

Recall: somewhat poor

Notes: This dream sucked

The dream started in a hotel room. I had been roomed up with some random girl. She is pretty tall with shoulder length wavy blonde hair. I say, "lets do something rash." I was talking about having sex with a completely random person right after we met. She agreed and we laid down on the bed to get started.

Once we started going at it I became semi-lucid. It turns out my mom was is the room so I asked her to leave. She obliged. We are still pretty covered up in sheets so I am hoping she didn't see me. A minute later I see that my brother is watching TV in the room too. There is some dirty stuff on the TV. I ask him to leave too, and he heads out the door. I didn't care that he was trying to watch porn, I just hope he didn't see me either. The TV is on throughout the rest of the dream, playing porn for part of it. We are doing cowgirl, but I keep having to shift positions a bit. After a few more minutes I lose the dream.

DEILD

I am back in the dream for like 2 minutes having sex before I lose it again.

In the next 3 or so DEILDs, I went back into the dream laying on the bed with the girl on the couch next to me. I tried to tell her to come over but it woke me up. If I moved towards her I would wake up. I was stuck laying there speechless. If I talked or moved I would just wake up.

Eventually I get past this and am able to have sex for a bit before I lose it again.

I give up, roll over, and have a non-lucid.

After that last dream, I am able to DEILD into another lucid and I am outside. The girl is with me. I try to make a move and I lose the dream.

DEILD

I am planning to make another move when a guy comes up. He is dressed like a British cop and says something like, "If you try that one more time I am going to pull you right out of this dream." I agree and walk on, trying to find something else to do. I end up wandering around back to her and he still sees me, so I move on.

I become fully lucid, finally realize I can do anything I want, and go to work on my flying. I look at the moon, and shoot up to the sky. I try to level out, but can't be completely level. I am slowly losing altitude and I cannot pull back up. I am flying over a bunch of red roofs, in what looks to be a small fishing village. After awhile I decide I should just fall to the ground. I pull up as hard as I can (without gaining much altitude), and I just stall out and complete my flip in freefall. I land, and decide to try and go to the moon. I try to fly to it, but as I get close, I realize it is behind 2 barriers. There are rectangular openings in large wooden blocks. Each opening is at a different angle. I try to climb through the first one, but I can't make it through.

August 18, 2011

Mostly recall fragments so small that they are impossible to write.

...Not sure if I wrote an entry the day before but it was basically the same iirc.

This is a weeks worth.

Went with leo to another amazing planet where we could breath. It was a whole giant city with its own set of rules. We explored it for a long time before it was time to go. We got in the rocket and went back to earth. I remember being scared of the rocket. We got to earth and leo had to leave. He said we would be back the next day and we would go again. I wanted to live there. An alien force attacked earth and everyone started getting ripped to pieces. This is a repeat dream. Leo and I just barley kept getting away until it was just me and him hiding under sleeping bags in our car. There was a family there and a giant creature ripped them out of the car. We thought it was over for us. Then 10 police cars surrounded us and made us leave the car and lay on the ground. They identified us and proposed an idea. We were to work for them on the other planet. We instant left and rocketed off to the planer again. There the government agent said we would make 10 mil in the first year and we got super excited.

Was in a super long multi layer dream. And then I was teleported under water with the jelly fish and and a group of friends. The teacher was explaining something to me as I softly pet the jellyfish. They feel warm and so soft to the touch. The water was blue but very see through and non threatening. Poetic lightning was what came to mind. I was super happy here. I walked further into this cast ocean when someone came to me and said karas dad had a message for her. He told me to tell her not to give up and that she could bring him back to life. I had to figure out how. I awoke from this trance and was back in the mansion leo and I were staying at. I ran to tell leo about the adventure in the water. I told him about how I could bring her father back to life but he said its impossible. I proposed the idea of shared dreaming and that if we were both in the dream seeing,feeling, and hearing him than what's the difference. He had no answer. We had to get to the game room but it was dark and scary outside and the only way to get there was to go outside. I was a little scared and locked the door. I remember before that dream I was playing total annihilation. I got destroyed by the computer and was building am airport to kill their army. I wanted to get back on and try to destroy the computer. Somehow that was vital to my journey. We went downstairs and I found baron sitting in a corner chewing on some rubble. I ran to pick him up and was glad to see him.

Was at qfc. Kara and I decided to get helium balloons and play with them. We took a cab back to our place. The driver was nice for the first part. He got irritated on how far we lived. I gave him 20 but accidentally gave him more. I tried to get it back and he wouldn't so I started punching him. He pulled out a gun and I jumped out of the car. I started throwing rocks and he dropped the gun. I grabbed the gun and he wouldn't give it to me still so I hit him in the leg. He still wouldn't so I shot him in the arm and eventually just killed him.

Was in school which somehow led to the forest. We were outside of the main gates in the camping grounds hanging out. They would let us into the forest because it was closed till next year. It started to turn night. Everyone took some drugs and started running into the forest. I didn't know how to get in. A guy came and showed us. I saw fire throwers and dancers in there. I ran into the gates and into a giant building that would lead to the forest. One of the guards took shrooms and was now running through the forest like a creature. I went inside trying to find my way into the forest but could. There was a little hole that looked interesting. Someone went inside and got sucked in. It looked scary so I left after a weird zombie man was crawling out.

Was working at the restaurant and was super confused. I forgot how to serve food and was messing up. Rio and nikko were there. I realized I had a lot of money and did not need to work there anymore. I told this to my manager and he looked upset. I said I would finish the shift. I was really annoying so I just left and met blake outside. He asked me why I quit. I said I didn't need to work there. He told me to follow him to his car. I went to my car first and couldn't find him. Rio came out to her car and drove. I honked at her car and made her pull over over so I could ask her where blake was. She said instead to come over and hang with them. I agreed. They said they could be intimidating and I said I couldn't be intimidated by any girls. One of the girls was Russian and I started talking Russian to her. A guy pulled over and asked me for weed. I said no. He pulled out a gun. He was going to rob me. He had 3 friends. He was asking me for mybackpack. I knew he was going to beat me up. U saw a police car driving guy and I honked. They panicked and the guy with a gun ran to kill the police. I got a stick and stabbed one of the guys a couple time. Then I got out of the car and stabbed the other one. The guy with the gun killed the cops. He ran at me and I stabbed him too. I went over to rio and her friends and they were naked. Rio came to me and was going to kiss me but she turned into a zombie and was going to bite me. I turned her human again and she invited me over to her house again. I said ok and we got ready to leave.

Dream - Lucid

Something made me go lucid, I think it was my cell phone again; I was examining it, and the battery kept going more charged, then less charged every time I looked at it. I also thought it was weird that it was still charged at all, since it had been on for 5 days at the airport. I examined my hands and counted 6 fingers on one of them. I counted them again with the same result. I tried to show someone who was with me that I could make more fingers appear out of my hand, though it didn't work. I started to feel anxious, and I lost the dream. -_-

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I was in what looked like a hospital. I was next to a gurney, and I was standing on a black rubber mat (like the ones you see in the kitchens at restaurants). The walls were white, as was the tiled floor. I was standing next to someone, a lady I think.

I then saw sharks swimming under the tiled floor, which was apparently transparent. If you weren't on a rubber mat, the sharks could get you. I was temporarily on the floor, and a shark quickly went after me. I jumped on another mat, and the shark swam under it. It couldn't get me anymore.

The lady who had been standing next to me had a system figured out to where the sharks couldn't get her. It worked like this: She would put some unused staples through one of the holes on the rubber mats, and the sharks would leave her alone, even if she wasn't standing on a mat. She wouldn't share this system with me or anyone else, and I was angry because of it. That wasn't fair.

Then, I was in a grocery store, walking down one of the aisles which contained a couple of shelves of coffee mugs among other things. I apparently worked there, but wasn't on the clock. I was still angry about the lady and the sharks. I saw a guy I know in waking life, Mason, walk down the aisle as well. At first I wasn't sure if it was him. He was wearing a black shirt with white lettering. He almost looked a little younger than he really is. We didn't really talk to each other, but we looked at each other. He had a creepy-looking smile on his face.

Anyway, I was still really angry, like I said before. I was raging angry, in fact. I think the lady was supposed to be my boss at the grocery store as well, and she was doing other extremely unfair things, though I can't remember specifics. When no employees were around, I started to tear all the coffee mugs off the shelves. I would grab them and pull them off angrily and quickly, feeling more and more satisfied as each stack of mugs fell to the floor. However, none of them broke, but I didn't seem to think this was strange.

As soon as all the mugs were off the shelves, I left an anonymous note, though I don't remember what it said. I then walked away.

I was then talking to one of the employees about what happened. I casually asked if they had heard about the coffee mugs. They said yes, they had. I asked who cleaned up the mess.
"Tony," they replied. (Tony is a guy I know in waking life who actually does work at a grocery store).
I imagined Tony cleaning up the mugs.
I also talked to a couple of other people about the mugs, asking if they had heard about it, or letting the person I was talking to bring it up themselves. I wasn't about to give myself away.

I then noticed that I had posted pictures of the note I wrote on the internet. The note looked like a placard. Why I did this was beyond me, because it seemed like a dead giveaway. I immediately took the pictures down, thinking to myself
"I'm incriminating myself..."

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First I was on the street with a few friends, I was riding my scooter and trying out some tricks I cant land IRL. I land with ease and realize what I have been doing wrong with them. We ride around for a bit and pull into a pool. There is a large sumer camp and apparently we are part of. we hide behind the change room exit and see whats going on. an old maid goes to the garbage ad pulls out the bag which is filled with puke and pizza and smells disgusting. WE go to the pool and the camp is now leaving. One of the douchie leaders comes up to me adn starts tryng to getme to fell like I did something wrong. I fight with him but I cant remember the exact details. We move along with the camp and arrive at a very fance restraunt. Insiside it reminds me of an iatalian restraunt i have been to before. I look around and am sittin with the people I was with earlier. after dinner we make our way back to the one big cabin that is like a mansion with many different rooms. Inside i meet my brother by my room. ther is porn on the tv and its pretty good but my brother thinks its weir that we are watching it together in the same room and we leave. We head down the street to the convience store store and back to the cabins and head out for dinner. we arrive at one of these truck stop places that has multiple fast food chains in them. I ordered one of the special single slices of pizza from pizza pizza. It toook forever and I wasnt getting my piece. My dad came storming into the restaraunt apparently he ran the camp and was paying for all these meals. He was raging screaming at people not order the specials they take too long but I already had and told him to calm down. I sat down for what felt like half an hour and my slice still wasnt ready. I talked to my uncle who also said dont order the specials when i went up to him and was kind of tired about hearing that. I passed the line and asked what the hell was taking so long. She basically gave me some bullshit and then her friend comes by and interrupts me and starts talking to her about how bad her shift was. at this point I etiehr woke up or dont remember anymore.

melatonin
In Mabinogi, when I guess the servers became updated from G15 and the new island was there. I saw this one guy with the new carriage. He looked like he didn't know what he was doing and was struggling. Later on I ended up in this woods area and saw this Boss traveling bear or something like that. I tried to kill it with my Beyaya pet and died fast. Got pissed, revived, and used FH on it (Lol don't read my paragraphs on this shitty game). Then I killed it got my wonderful prize that I don't even know what it was.
I was infront of my highschool with Emmie. Then for some reason I became lucid. I walked over to the main road with her to observe the surroundings. Didn't see much, then realized my main goal. I yelled to myself, "I want to go to Denn" and poof nothing happened. I walked passed the front and thought, wow I 'm still lucid. I told Emmie, do you even know I'm lucid? Then I got an idea to exit the campus and enter the woodline area, and I looked at the shrubbery, closed my eyes and said "Denn is infront of me!" Still nothing. Then for some reason I told Emmie that I'll be right back, and I think lucidity was lost after this. But it was PRETTY long. Then I suddenly teleported, yes TELEPORTED(ugh) to Emmie's house and snuck in. I saw her mom and ran into her room. Her house looked like a cabin... In the forest.(perfect time to go to Denn) Her door was like a swinging door, so I tried to keep my feet conceiled from her ma's sight. I went through her room to the back and saw these birds that I guess had been lured from something. I went up the steep slope and thrashed my arm around the foliage to get to this tree really close to the balcony of her room. I got higher and higher and saw that this tree looked like a big tattoo'd arm. I think my big ass weight broke it down and when it fell, a bunch of medics rans over to repair it.
There was also this one dream where ma said do you wanna be a werewolf, or a werewold related dream, but it was a fragment, and a shitty dream.

Awake Non-lucid Semi-lucid

I've sneaked into a huge, golden skyscraper that i'm certainly not supposed to be in. If I get caught, I get killed because this is highly secret stuff. I have no idea what i'm doing. It's just that i'm curious, and I guess finding out what's in here is worth the risk.

There's nothing in the polished, white and gold hall. I run the the left side, where there lies a single lift. As I wait for it to come down, I fidget nervously. Anyone could be around the corner, waiting to attack me.

The lift doors open and I quickly jump inside. In front of me is a counter (white and gold of course) with a stack of high profile things. My eyes widen at the site of the array of tiny vials of liquid potions, and the neat line of needles. I grab the needles and a few of the vials before the lift doors ping open.

I turn and ice cold fear sweeps over me. Standing just outside the doors are a group of burly looking men in suits, and in the middle, the Joker from The Dark Knight. I repeatedly press the close button, and as the doors shut, I see a psychotic glint in his eyes and a menacing smile as he looks at me.

The lift seems to have gone up instead of down. I grab more of the vials, though I have no idea what to do with them. I reach the roof and jump out, running across into the middle.

The Joker steps out a few moments later. Very slowly, he brings out a very sharp, curved dagger. With exaggerated slowness, he steps closer, polishing the knife with his jacket, eyes fixed on me.

Out of nowhere, Asher shoots down from the sky, landing with a crash that blows up smoke and hides both of them from view. I hear a manic laugh and the sounds of weapons clashing. I want to run, but there's no where. I get to the edge of the building, looking out over the city at night time, and wait with my heart thumping erratically.

"Get out of the way!"

Asher throws himself over me, knocking me to the ground. A dagger flies past, where I was just standing. He grabs the needle from me and hisses "use this!"

The Joker comes over, ready to kill me, and I plunge the needle into his chest and inject him with the liquid inside. He splutters, clutching his heart, and falls to the ground. He soon dies.

Asher and I stand over him, breathing heavily. Asher soon collects himself and looks through the vials of potions i've collected, studying each carefully. I'm still standing in shock. I realise I've got slashed in the stomach, and there's blood all over my white t-shirt. Asher comes up with an orange vial. "Put this on it," he says gently.

I spread the liquid over the wounds. It stings like a bitch and I have to grit my teeth to hold back tears. Pain? Why is it so painful? I thought this was a dream.. a dream?

But the thought vanishes as Asher starts explaining which vial does what. He says that these are my gifts and weapons, as they only work for certain people. He says that i'm in danger and that i'm being hunted. "Why?" I ask, very confused.

I don't get an answer, because a few seconds later a giant serpent. It appears to be the one from Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets. There's no way i'm getting anywhere near that to inject it with a deadly poison. "Leave this to me!" shouts Asher, and he flies up with a sword to attack it in the air.

I don't get to sit and watch. Spiderman has jumped down from a web and advances on me. He appears to be electrified, so again I can't inject him. So I run. Like other dreams, i'm almost impossible to catch and can climb and jump better than those around me.

I sprint to the opposite edge and throw myself off. The wind catches me a moment, and then drops me onto a roof lower down. I notice little ramps and boards on the edges to run off.

Spiderman shoots out web and swings down. I have to keep moving. I leap from building to building, panicking more and more, determined to get away from him. There's one time when he swings to land in front of me, and I skid to a halt. I inject him with electricity, and then feel like shooting myself because there's crackles over electricity passing over him anyway. But it seems to paralyse him. I run and jump onto the edge of a water tank, feeling like I have limited time until he can move again.

I can't get to the top of the water tank. I clamber and kick my feet, starting to make little crying noises from fear. Eventually I manage to scramble to the top. Stupid Spiderman. He forgets he electrified and swings onto the water tank, causing him to explode and die.

Asher beheads the Serpent just as I leap onto his roof again. I'm shaking and pretty near to passing out. I drop and he catches me.

I black out.

I was at my dorm with Autumn. My roommate was a former quarterback for his high school's football team, but as he explained later, he got sick of tiring himself out on the field. He invited a girl over from Japan. She was originally from America. The girl had long, slightly curly, black hair. She was really proud of the fact that she was on a game show in Japan. Basically, competitors fought and raced each other on a variety of stages in order to prove their skill. I realized she was talking about a game show I had participated in recently. We each had a white handheld device which allowed us to connect to the game course. We synchronized for a quick practice round. Her avatar on the game show was similar to her actual appearance, but she wore a schoolgirl outfit and star pins in her hair. I took the form of Igarashi Ganta for some reason. For the first round, we appeared on a circular platform in the middle of a pool. The objective was to push the other person off the platform. When the fight began, the girl charged at me. One of her star pins flew off her head and struck me in the heart. I never knew that magic was allowed on the game show; my dad had forced me into participating, and no one told me the rules in English. Anyway, I stumbled backward, and it didn't take long for her to shove me into the water.

"Moonbeam is victorious!" the announcer screamed. I popped out of the game world for a moment, stunned.

"Wow, you're good," I commented.

"I'm one of the best," she answered without leaving the game world. I heard her voice through my console. "Shooting Star Moonbeam." I watched her standing on the platform in awe. When she smiled at me and pointed at the next stage, I reconnected.

I found myself on an obstacle course. I had to climb over a massive cube made of stone, run down a slippery slope while keeping my footing so I could jump over the pit of spikes that came right after, jump across logs sticking vertically out of the water, and finally run across a bridge before a flame on a fuse could burn it down. Moonbeam sent me a heart through the chat interface.

"Good luck!" she said. With the sound of a pistol firing, the second round began. I struggled just getting over the stone block. By the time I made it to the other side, Moonbeam was already on her way over the spike pit. I began to catch up, however. I completed the log obstacle in half her time, so we were speeding down the bridges on each side of the course at roughly the same time. She still came out ahead.

"Moonbeam wins again! She's on fire!" the announcer cried. The bridge erupted in flames behind me.

"That's enough for now," she said, disconnecting. I followed suit.

The dream jumped. Wanting to improve my skills, I helped Autumn join the game show roster. We connected to the game world and set up a system to rapidly strengthen our avatars. Basically, the avatars collected experience and leveled up like in a roleplaying game. There were porcupine monsters that shot out their spines and regenerated them in the game world. Each of the spines gave a little bit of experience. I bought thirty porcupines from a merchant and put them in a room with us. Autumn and I did our best to destroy all of the spines as they shot toward us, and we quickly gained levels. I was already level 121 when we started. By the time I reached level 139, one of the system administrators appeared and destroyed my porcupines. He accused me of cheating because it was too easy for us to level this way. Without considering anything I had to say, he took away the levels we'd gained - plus one more each. I decided this wasn't worth it and disconnected.

The dream jumped. Autumn and I were working on building some kind of giant truck for a performance downtown. It had to be ten times the size of a normal cargo truck. We connected huge steel boxes on lifts while the other people worked on the exterior. It wasn't very hard, but we had to make sure everything was aligned properly while maximizing the size of the cargo chamber. When we were satisfied with it, we had the guy controlling the lift let us out at the front of the chamber. We were done working for the day. Autumn decided to go home and take a nap, but I wanted to eat dinner before leaving, so we parted ways. I grabbed some food and sat down by myself.

Before long, my roommate and Moonbeam joined me. My roommate told stories about working in the union and his high school football days. I just sipped apple juice and kept to myself. He got up at one point to grab seconds, and Moonbeam asked something about dreams. I didn't quite catch it. My roommate came back before I could clarify what she meant. I was a little more interested at this point, and my roommate was interfering... So I put laxatives in his cake and waited patiently. He excused himself when his face paled.

"Be honest," asked Moonbeam, "did you do that to him?" We walked over to the drink machine. I couldn't decide whether I wanted more apple juice, water, or some kind of soda. I decided apple juice was probably best. "Get soda if you didn't do it!"

"Well, I'm not going to lie," I laughed. I filled up my glass with juice. I filled up a glass for Moonbeam, too, but she already had her own. We walked around to the other side of the cafeteria and found strawberries growing in a miniature garden. When Moonbeam pointed them out, I snatched one right out of the garden. It wasn't fully ready for consumption, but it was delicious nonetheless. One of the cafeteria workers got mad at me for eating the strawberries. She took us over to a giant watermelon tree. For some reason, the melon grew into slices, and it was enormous! She pulled down a watermelon slice the size of my body and asked Moonbeam if she wanted any.

"Use your fingers," the worker instructed. Moonbeam took a handful and stuffed it in her mouth. She smiled at me. We continued out of the cafeteria. On the way back to my dorm building, we started free running. I was sliding down railings on my shoes, running across walls, and jumping over anything in my path until I landed in front of a red robot with a computer monitor for a head. The screen said Minahpen - Nephanim backwards. Moonbeam's excitement with our free running dwindled.

"What's that?" she asked.

"It's me from another world," I explained. "Stand back." A rift opened, sucking all three of us in. We landed on a deserted street in what looked like New York City. Most of the buildings were in ruin, and the sky was gray with storm clouds. I was surprised to find my roommate standing behind the robot. "Did you do this?" I asked him.

"Who else would have?" he laughed. "This is payback for what you did to me." I didn't feel any remorse. The robot charged at me and began singing a song. The appropriate background track played throughout the dreamscape. I caught the robot's fist and leaped backward, skidding past Moonbeam. Heeding my advice, she finally took refuge on the sidewalk. I made distance between me and my other self as soon as possible and summoned Axis' gauntlets to my hands. This wasn't a job for Apheri... I wanted to punch myself into the ground.

Lyrics appeared in my field of vision. I stared at the yellow-framed bubble letters in disbelief.

"You want me to sing?" I laughed. Every word I missed made my robot opponent stronger. I sighed and swallowed to clear my throat. The words were in Japanese, so I was even less confident about singing them, but I knew I could do it. As my robot self sprinted forward again, I brought back my fist, charging up my punch with power. I released it just as my portion of the song ended and my robot self reached the limit of my range. He tumbled backward, rolling on the ground until he crashed into a rusty car parked in the road. Moonbeam cheered and applauded me.

"Way to go, Nephanim!" she shouted with her hands cupped around her mouth. I felt strangely empowered. This was my element. I didn't understand why, but I was more powerful than I ever imagined. I clenched my fists and charged after my robot self. Spears of blue light struck the street, but I was too fast for them to hit me. I leaped into the air just before I reached the car and punched the robot in his monitor just as he started to get up. The rusty car slid backward from his second impact.

I woke up halfway, and for a time, I was lying in bed while standing on the deserted street. I turned to look at Moonbeam.

"This is... a dream," I realized. I could feel my body in bed, but I hadn't left the dream yet. "Moonbeam!" I shouted. "I'll see you again!" She and I shared a smile as I fully awakened.

I seem to have disappeared the last few days, huh?

My sleep schedule's been F-ed the last 3 days (especially last night), so I've had little fragments but then fell back asleep and forgot them. Even though I'll be on vacation the next week I'll be trying to get sleep at reasonable hours so as not to bring my recall back to square 1.

Going to bed 12:30-1
Goals: MILD, Free fall
4:23 Have a dream i was in school athletics or something like that, we are all ini the gym and getting ready t oplay basketball. I rem holding the basketball under my arm.I rem the coach being upset about something

*I rem being in a house, o\couldve been mine, with a secret room that we had to get to by climbing through something, cant rem how we got there. I rem being in there with my dad and someone else, they are lookingaround, my dad says he wants to do some cleaning or repairs on it. I have a mem from later in the dream of going back and finding a big armoire like thing, the doors are all wet and mushy and falling apart. I rem something pushes the doors open from inside and i think it turns out to be a face covered in what may be blood, cant rem anything else.(this dream made it hard to go back to sleep )

6:14 Have a flash of a dream where im in trouble with the law or something, first thing i rem is showing up at some bridge thats closed off, it seems to be kind of in a rural area at some kind of military base or sometheing. I just rem being near the outside of it and seeing a booth with a security guard. There is something by the booth that i know is explosive, i have a combat shotgun and shoot towards the booth, i think, its possible i used some other explosive. I shoot and it causes an explosion that im sure takes out a guard. I see another one running by a car, the car now on fire from the previous blast, i shoot it and it erupts in flames taking out the second guard. Now i have cops andswat after me, i run towards the front and break the window of a blue truck, just as i do this a swat team member from down the street and behind a telelphone pole starts taking shots at me. I hop in the truck and take off, im talking to someone on the phone now and they are helping me find a house for some reason. I rush to the house and they tell me to get inside, cant rem what they were having me look for. I get inside and head to the front door telling the people on the phone, im here. Just as i do a girl walks down the stairs of the house, she is my age and fairly attractive, with light brown hair. She asks me something, i follow her up the stairs asking if she wants to make out, she says no.

9:00 Quick flash of playing hackey sack at night in the street of a small town, dont rec any dcs although in the dream i feel i know them. A random dc, kind of chubby dude comes and joins us/ we are kicking a juice carton instead of a hackey sack.

*Had a dream that it was early morning, checked the clock in dream and it was like 8 something, i rem coming into my room and seeing my sister and rachelle smoking. I get kind of annoyed for some reason and try to talk to rachel about it but she just leaves making me even more annoyed. I try to talk to my bro about it but he says something about his dog dying. I freak out and run back to my room extremely depressed. I get up ad go look outside, i can see my dog running next door. I tell my bro, he says she didnt but almost, he tells me he was trying to get her up on the counter for some reason but she kept falling off.

A Gandalf/Dumbledore kind of old evil wizard had managed to subdue every magical creature and artifact on modern-day Earth and subdue them utterly. Now everybody and everything was contained in specially-created habitats; frequently, he would address his conquests with magically-charged speeches it was of course pretty much mandatory to listen to, though lots of the rules about the place were unwritten, and you just kind of disappeared if you didn't follow them. Since there were lots of different habitats, sometimes the speeches were in person and sometimes they were over PA or whatever. The habitats were airport and mall kind of sterile places set off from ordinary human cities by minimal forest buffers.

Everyone was totally brainwashed, including myself. Most of us couldn't remember anything about who we'd been or what our powers were, we just kind of lived uneasily with the foremost worry in our lives being staying up on all the gossip about who had disappeared and for what, who was bad and who was not. I was a boy, ex-Jeremy--I don't think I could remember my name--and I enjoyed something of a special status, though I don't think I was really aware of it. I was the very last werewolf, because our overlord had killed them all in the fight to take over the world. Therefore, I enjoyed a somewhat marginal, wandering existence through the complex, skating past the consequences that overshadowed everyone else's lives, due to my value. I didn't know I was a werewolf in the dream because of the brainwashing and had no access to my other form.

I have a very clear image of dancing down the center of a long echoing airport-style throughfare. It's sparsely populated and brightly-lit. Some of the paths branching off from it are warded against trespass with danger signs. The kind of person I am in the dream is unaware of the attention of others. At some point, I wander off to a kind of shopping-lounging corner of the complex. I talk to a few pixies, short elvish people with close-cropped silky hair and tanfreckled skin. They're gossiping furiously. This is kind of a hangout for the washed-up and down-and-out. Packs of attractive, lithe, plainclothed policewomen chatter and pass through at intervals, raking their gazes across the assembled. In retrospect they seem a lot like wolves, too.

The complex has a limping sort of black market. I don't know if I'd even call it that. The overlord doesn't know the specifics of everyone he has under his control--it's not a two-way kind of power, he exerts the dominance but gets no feedback--and things and people that used to be extraordinarily powerful have a way of sifting through the cracks, totally lost without their powers and purpose, becoming society's dregs. I find a strange, diaphanous, flowing, bright-purple translucent scarf kind of thing, really huge but bunchable and foldable. It's lost and unhappy. It's really the Marauder's Map, but it's forgotten everything. People are looking for it, but neither of us really knows that. We talk about stuff I've forgotten as I move through the complex to the nearest unblocked exit. Eventually I decide to keep it with me. It's very lonely and doesn't want to be left behind, but it's coy about it. I wrap it around my fist, once unsatisfactorily, then properly. It makes some wry comments but seems happy that I'm wearing it on something I use to punch others with sometimes.

Together, we clamber over some barricades and out into the sparsely-wooded, windingly-roaded, craggy and cliffy suburbs of the main Complex. I wake up there just after my dream adds in that I am/should be wearing gloves, so that it's plausible for me to walk around with the Map unseen without actively hiding it. Everything was building up to me accidentally thwarting the overlord somehow due to the unique privilege of my position--and probably some expansion into the uniqueness of that privilege besides just "LAST OF UR KIND LOL"--but then I was woken up.

Again, I've been too stressed to dream for quite some time. School and other things have occupied my mind, but a lot of it is gone now, so I'm going to start rebuilding the recall.

I'm aware of two dreams tonight, but I only remember one.

I dreamed I was back in England, and I had decided to go to my old girlfriends house. I went there, and snuck in. I started looking around, and saw my girlfriend walk past a doorway up ahead. I immediately ran out of the house just in time. She didn't see me. I then started walking around in the town, and found a moped that was seemingly thrown away. I picked it up, and guided it back to Staceys house (apparently, we had met now and were on speaking terms) to show her. It was black, and looked like something taken out of a one of those motorcycle shows where a guy jumps over 30 trucks. I left the bike outside the house and went in to talk to her. We went back out, and found someone pushing the bike away. We stopped her, and she told us it actually belonged to some guy named Alexander, and that he was on his way here to pick the bike up. Stacey quickly hid the bike inside the house, and went back out just in time for Alexander to arrive. She then lied to him about having the bike. After this, I woke up.