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29th DEC 2010:

I was in some giant house or mansion by myself and everything was dark and I felt extremely lonely, so I brought down a chair and slept at the entrance of my mansion for what seemed like hours.........!, just dosing in my chair, then my dad came over and asked why I was sleeping in the entrance. I replied that "I dont know" so he told me to go to bed, I got upstairs and I was in my waking life room and knew I was dreaming

but the quality was extremely bad, it was like I was drunk (even though I dont drink) so I rubbed my hands and tried to stabilise but I woke up into a false awakening which seemed so real!, in fact the only reason I nose pinched was for the sake of it( what no way, this cant be a dream!) so I jumped out of bed and my room was now on-top of some giant sky scrapper, I could hear my dad coming up the stairs to check up on me, I thought it would be rude if he came to my mansion to keep me company and then I left, but my attention was drawn to this huge window that had a wire fencing on the outside, instantly the weather turned snowy, I looked down and saw two horses below galloping super fast around the estate, before I went off to explore I wanted to try out some things, but my mind went blank I was like..... telekinesis...uh pyro-kinesis...what else?, then I noticed a giant fanta bottle so I started moving it with my mind, I imagined that my arm was magnetic and drew the bottle towards me, then I flicked my wrist and a man sized hole cut itself in the window,and the fence, I dived through and flew around for a bit but after a while I remembered my goals, (shit,... summon something!) but as I landed there was galloping behind me...I lost lucidity and started running because I thought the horses were evil...but regained awareness( wait im lucid..I can fly) so I got out of their way and hovered above the ground and looked behind me....."wtf", are.....they?......are....they flying?"(there goes my awareness again!).

so I flew super-fast but they kept up with me, I dodged and weaved but those damn horses they uh...flew like the wind, then I regained full lucidity and started remembering my goals but it was too late and I woke up.

★★★☆☆

10/28/10

Scrambling up wet black rocks, spray from the waterfall soaking me to the bone. Straight up to the top of the vertical cliff face. Looking out over the dark river snaking through the vast canyon, all sound drowned out by the constant roaring of the falls. Green, black, silver, and blue... It's a clear, crisp day, and I let the joy of the moment wash over me.

The water is too shallow for me to jump safely... but this is a dream. I'm already half awake as I jump, as I plummet. Icy tendrils cut through me as I hit the ice-green water with a splash.

I crawl through the interior of a small school bus surrounded by schools of fish. The sunlight from above barely reaches us, filtered through the water to be a dark yellow-green. I push through the wall of the bus, and it gives way like plastic wrap.

I breathe. Around me, in every direction, are silver fish of every possible size and description. A face appears through the murk. A mermaid, her tail flicking around my leg and then she's in front of me. We're reaching for each other and we're kissing and the scene fades...

And I'm sitting next to him, our knees touching as we laugh about some random happenstance.

Seaweed. Scare Factor: 2/10.

I was with my friend Austin, whom I haven't seen in a while in real life. We were going somewhere that i can't remember, but it felt like we were in an airport or mall. While going down some stairs, it appeared my shoes were slippery and I did this weird slip/ski thing down the stairs. Austin just looked at me like I was weird.

I often have dreams set in the show, the Office, probably because it is my favorite show. I was Jim and attempting to get everyone to help me make a christmas card for michael, who wasn't in yet. At first I didn't know how big the card should be, noticing there was paper of various sizes in the conference room. At first glance, I thought a big one would be best, but then thought a smaller one wouldn't be tacky and more from the heart. Don't know if this came to fruition.

nonlucid dream: Night of 12/27/10

It first starts out as me and my friend wake up to the noise of people coming into our house in the middle of the night. We get up startled and walk over to the blacony to see a bunch of collage aged kids coming in the front door with guns. (I know this is an ovious RC but I missed it) We both freak out and pretend to fall back asleep. The kids come up the stairs to our room and open the door. They left us be. They went into my friends parent's room and we hear screaming. We get up and one of the kids comes to check on us again. He sees that we are awake and there is a long chase thourh the house. We finally get into his parents room and close the door.
We lock the door and shove a piece of wood into the hinges so it won't open (I don't know where we got the wood). We went to the window to see if we could jump out. For some reason we just walk over to my friends parents bed and we see his parents dead with foam coming out of their mouths. We decide to jump out of the window but right as we were the kids broke in and captured us.
They tied us to the banister and gaged our mouths. They yelled at us and cursed and told us how they would kill us (blah blah blah). I escaped and ran to the phone to call the police. I called and the lady said they would be there right away. 2minutes later the police come in the house guns at the ready. The kids looked freaked out that the police were here so they dropped their guns. Except for the leader he fled to my friends parents room and went out the window.
The police capture the kids and start to talk to them about what they did. I hear one kid say "We were just joking around!". The head police officer walks over to me and says some stuff(I forgot what he said). I told him I saw the leader of the group fled the house. He then takes out a DSi to track him somehow( I missed another RC). Some guy walks past and tells him to stop messing around on his DSi.
The leader then tells me, my friend, and some other officer to follow him. We walk out the front door in pursuit of the kid with the gun who is on the lose. Aprently this kid can't stop robbing houses becuase we see him walk into another house across the street.
We all move silently and stleathly in the shadows of houses. We are hidden one house behind the target house (the new house the kid went in). The police leader then begings to describe the plan but I wake up.

Sorry for all the spelling mistakes. Hopefully I will fix them soon

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In order to encourage better dream events I have only been journalizing memorable dreams and these two sure count. Only a few times (6 or less) have I been someone else, may be 3 where I have been the other gender (female) but this is the first time I have switched gender in the dream and realized it while it was happening.

December 28 Morning.
Dream 1: Poison
I am in some sort of a science laboratory working with other people. We are talking about unimportant stuff when a guy walks in and I take him for being mean since he is looking hard and mean at our group. He just glares and then walks out. I abruptly leave the conversation and follow the guy down the elevated walkway in a cool looking scientific type building. He walks into an office and I wait and then walk in after him but the secretary stops me. I tell her I have to see him but she says I need an appointment, while not even looking at me. I bend down and swing her chair so my face is over her shoulder where we are both looking away. I say sternly "look, unless you want what he has been using, I suggest you do as I say..." and I trail my fingers seductively over her face "I know you want to help me" and I brush her hair from her forehead and kiss her there. I thought about sex but this was no time for that, I was on a mission here. Then I stormed out of the office. I went to a indoor basketball court where there were a dozen little glass tubes with red or blue poison in them laying on the hardwood floor. The bad guy walked in after me and looked a bit angry and surprised. At this point I felt as though I was playing the part of a woman. I picked up one if the tiny glass tubes and threatened to break them all depriving him of his powerful poison unless he promises to stop using this poison. He looks calm and says "no" as if to say "go ahead break them all see if I care." So I start breaking them by smashing them on the floor. When I pick up the last one I say "this is it!" and I go to break it and he shouts "stop! ...ok."
We know what has to be done and I have to walk him to his firing and other stuff up stairs. Still playing the woman we are supposed to be a couple or so he wants to be and this is a great cover so that no one suspects anything and tries to free him from his fate. I roughly grab his hand and try to position it like a couple would have it. I know I am a guy but am playing this woman too, I feel I can do both and that this won't affect my male identity in the least, still it feels strange. He looks scared and is doomed, there's no way out for him now.
I wake not knowing what he had coming that was so bad. I committed it to memory.


Dream 2: The Between Worlds Family.

I drove up to a diner/small restaurant place with only 3 cars in the lot, "I wonder if it's open." It's cold outside and I marvel at how real this feels and how vivid the colors are. Inside there is a smell of cooking and food and the air is nice and warm. It is open and there are a few customers. Though I was not totally lucid I knew this was a dream place and there was little use of getting any food so I looked around for what to explore. A door in the ceiling seemed to beg me to explore it. Looking up at it I saw a staircase looking like it was partially matter, blinking on and off in a misty hazy form. Naturally I walked up it into an attic. It was dark and its floor had no flooring just insulation between the boards but then I saw some flash of something. I looked harder and saw a flash of a floor, of a room. I walked up into the dark attic fully to investigate this. Walls started to flash into reality then I concentrated and focused on these things flashing into existence. The place started to take shape, whole rooms showed up, well lit with furniture, hardwood floors with rugs and carpeting. Then a humanoid shape started to flash in front of me. It was a little scary for a second. I focused on it but it had walked off. I went in the empty attic to where it was going and tried to focus and then a room appeared in ghostly flashes and in it a father, the mom, and a young boy. They knew I was there and wanted something from me. "What could they want from me, how can they even see me?" The man approached in his ghostly form "We want you to know we exist." I felt sorry for them, unseen and a little fearful. I thought about why they were up here and I heard "Because they are down there," being that there was too much going on down stairs that they didn't want to live with. They had a little home up here above the diner but it was unseeable to the people down there and the family seemed afraid the diner would come up into their living space and thus push them out. I felt sorry for the family and floated down through the ghostly floor and the diners ceiling into the dinner and out the front door.
It felt goo to be away from that partially real/unreal/between worlds home/attic, though as I stood in the parking lot I remembered being here before but it went a little differently. The first time I had seen some shapes and a ghostly form and got spooked and left.
I forgot to to commit this to memory and recalled this during the first posting above. I was just too sleepy to record this dream in any way at the time.

My dream started with me in a 2d game called tibia. I was killing some ghouls, zombies, and stuff and got attacked by a swarm of hydra. In tibia it takes forever to level and the death penalty is crazy harshe and my character can't even take on a single hydra yet so a swarm like that would mean certain death if i didn't escape. But I don't hunt near any hydra yet so I observed my environment and there wasn't much to it (the only thing in existence was the 2d screen with my character and the monsters on it) so I realized that it was just a dream.

Since it was a dream I just sat back and watched the hydra pack kill my character knowing I would't take any losses. I didn't feel like wasting my dreaming time playing tibia so I better stabalized the dream and teleported to one of my own planets and flew around building giant castles out of rocks and tweaking the landscape here and there. I played around with dna for some of my creatures on the planet and made some new critters just for fun. After a while I spread my awareness over the entire planet and just spent some time watching my creations.

I teleported to earth and spread out my awareness to notice that there was an insanely large tree growing out into space. I looked at the moon and turned into a giant oozaru. I asked out loud, "Who put this thing here?" and for some reason Goku appeared and said he did it. He dashed behind me and was about to strike at my head when without turning around I grew a big furry fist followed by a furry arm out of the back of my head and punched him in the face. I grew some extra eyes in the palm of this new hand and watched him through them. He dashed around again but this time I dashed at the same time and caught him with a kick that broke him in half at his belly then blasted him away with an oozaru mouth cannon. I turned and blasted away the tree too then changed back into a human.

I summoned Sonic and asked him if he wanted to race. He started to blink and things slowed way down. Before he could open his eyes I had already dashed around the planet without him noticing. Then I said, "Nevermind you are way to slow" so he got angry and said, "Race ya to the great pyramid" and started running off. I followed him running circles around him for a while then got bored of playing with him so I dashed to the finish line and waited on him to get there. After a few minutes of waiting I thought he might have gotten lost so I teleported him to the pyramid and asked him what was taking so long.

He gave me a strange look and wouldn't talk to me so I kicked him into space like a big blue football then dashed around him and kicked him again but this time I kicked him towards the sun. I made a blunt appear in my hand and lit it with my finger then enjoyed smoking while I watched Sonic float helplessly towards the sun.

After getting stoned and watching sonic melt to nothingness I reached out and grabbed the sun and smashed it into the earth then woke myself up to record everything.

I had some lucids last night but I didn't get them into my long term memory. I only remember this little fragment where there was a beautiful snowscape, everything was crystal white and covered in snow. And I was flying past when I came upon this amazing tree. It had dark brown bark and huge pink flowers or fruits the size of regular balloons, and they even looked a little like balloons. I saw that some of them had fallen from the tree and were laying on the snow, deflated. The pink looked so pretty against the bluish white backdrop of the snow. I'm a little disappointed that I can't recall more. I know there was large open water involved, and I was swimming through cold water with other people. I remember things swimming past my legs and I was worried about creatures with teeth being in the water.

I spent awhile lucid/OBE so parts of it are sort of a blur. I remember slowly slipping off my bed, as if my ankles were slightly hanging off the bed, and it was angled downward. It was as if I were laying on silk sheets...I slowly slid down off the front of my bed. As I slid, my feet and lower legs actually went under the bed. So when my chest and head were sliding off the bed, the bend in my back caused me to be sort of propelled forward. I put my hands out in front of me because I thought my head would hit the floor, but it happened so incredibly gently and slowly.

When I finally was face down on the floor, most of my body was under the bed, and the ground beneath me began to turn transparent. It was so dark though, not much different from being in the void. I couldn't will a dream scape to form around me, so I just watched and was patient and waited to see what would happen. The floor beneath me turned from carpet to wood...then suddenly it was an old wooden cabinet.

I opened one of the drawers and it was full of cards, but they were all used and had writing on them. I searched through until I found a blank one. I found a pen in the drawer and on the card I wrote in large letters "Sido" (arabic for grandpa) ...and then..."we miss you and love you very much". I don't know why, but I thought that somehow, somewhere, maybe he would get the message. Suddenly the dream transformed around me and I was outside my house floating in the darkness. I decided to write Sido's real name on the card, then I tore it into pieces and let it fly off into the wind, along with my deepest love and good energy.

I then decided to visit my mom and attempt to maybe enter her dream or something, I'm not really sure why the thought struck me. For some reason I was having real trouble traveling...it was as though I was just a spirit, without a body, so I was weightless and could move through anything. This made flying very difficult. I was hanging onto a tree outside my house (which was decorated in beautiful white christmas lights, so it was really a gorgeous scene out there in the snow and darkness) and I moved into a crouching position and pushed off of the tree and tried to propel myself into the part of my house where my mother would be sleeping. It worked.

I found myself floating through the bed. I was surprised to find Alma, my aunt's gorgeous siberian husky-wolf-dog, asleep next to my mom. Alma saw me right away of course and gave me a warm welcome. I gave her pets and hugs and kisses and then I heard a growl to my right, in the direction where my mom was asleep on the bed. I wondered, there can't be two Alma's here, can there? I looked over but nothing was there. Then I heard the noise again and realized that it was my cell phone ringing on vibrate. At first I was frustrated, because I was worried it would wake me from my lucid/OBE...but then I started wondering why someone was calling me in the middle of the night.

I could tell by how dark everything was that it was still very late at night. So I decided to wake up and see who was calling. It took a few minutes for me to sort of "return" to myself and get my bearings. After a minute I looked at my phone, but I had no missed call. I was very confused. As certain as I was that I was just in a dream, I was that certain that the vibrating cell phone was not in the dream but very real. I wasn't sure what to make of the situation. Then I realized that it was 4am and my mom had to be at work at 5am which meant she was probably already awake, as she likes to get to work a half hour early most of the time.

I walked downstairs to get a glass of ice water, and I noticed that my mom was still asleep. Odd...I thought to myself. By then it was 4:15. I went into her room and whispered her name. She woke up. I asked her if she had to be at work at 5 and she said yes and asked what time it is. I told her and she checked her alarm clock and apparently she had turned it off in her sleep. The funny thing is that had I not gone down to check and see if she was awake, wondering what the alarm/phone ringing meant in my dream, I wouldn't have woken her up and she would have been late for work. I don't know if it means much, but it's interesting nonetheless. I should also mention that this was the first and only time I'd ever done this, so it's not as if it's a regular occurrence...making it even more of an interesting synchronicity. Definitely the first time I've had an OBE where I "slipped" off and under my bed. That was a strange experience!

It was a longer dream that I can now only remember a small fragment from. My friend and his two brothers were competing in some sort of race. At times it was a foot race and at other times it was almost like speed skating. The track was a huge cross country sort of thing, covered in snow. I remember standing near a part of the road they would be passing by and cheering them on. They were probably the best group out there, and kept passing others. When they came to where I was, my friend came over to give me a quick hug and get a drink of water. I talked with him and my other friend and his brother for a minute, and then they were back on the track again...flying off into the distance.

So I remember that I had a kid. A baby boy. My mom was pretty much taking care of it for me and I remember in my dream thinking many thoughts in my head about the kid and who it would think would be its mom and how it would grow up, and how I really didn't want a kid or for it to know that it was mine. I remember going on lifts (almost like ski lifts) going around an industrial area like a big mall or something, but im not completely sure. I remember suddenly opening my eyes when I awoke and calming myself, realizing that I did not in fact have a kid. I never wake up in such a manner..

12-27-2010
I was in a subway standing behind the counter staring at a clock. I was wearing the subway uniform and realized that since i worked there i should be doing something. The thing was, i couldn't remember what i was supposed to do for the life of me. This made me realize that i was dreaming. I did the finger through the hand reality check and sure enough, my finger went straight through my hand. I got too excited about finally becoming lucid that i woke myself up.

12/28/10 A Cause to Fight
Plans: I fell asleep with plans of going to MoSh's inner world to check and make sure Asuka is ok, he had a dream last night that indicated she might be infected with unstable energy yet again… We also seem to have a new idea to help Asuka get control of her energy so she will be willing to fight back when she is attacked, it involves using the control strings Walms gave her that she should be able to use to control her energy herself… but she refuses to do that… so the plan involves someone else using those so she can go ahead and fight, knowing someone she can trust is right there to make sure nothing gets out of control. The only catch is she has to allow someone else to have control of those strings, and then she has to go ahead and fight, trusting that the person with the control strings will make sure nothing goes wrong. I wish I could be a bit more optimistic about the chances of this working…

I am in MoSh's inner world, and I am lucid. This isn't exactly a WILD, I just seem to have started the dream in a lucid state, so I don't take the time to question the situation. I go over to MoSh's house and knock on the door, after a short pause, the door opens and I see MoSh at the door. He invites me in, though he doesn't look to be in a particularly cheerful mood, he says Asuka doesn't seem too pleased about the idea of letting someone else use the control strings Walms put in place to keep her energy under control. When we get to the living room, Asuka is there by herself, and she doesn't look very happy. She says she doesn't see the point in this, she will fight back if the situation demands it, she would just rather not. MoSh says that if she is being attacked, the situation obviously demands that she defend herself. He says that I had agreed to help with that, so the control strings would be in the hands of someone she can trust, so he really wants her to give it a shot. She looks at MoSh like she thinks he is completely insane, she asks if he really wants to trust anything Walms put in her, after all Walms had almost killed her once, so she would rather be rid of that thing… she thought I had taken that damned AoH out of her… and she wants to get rid of it, not to use it! I tell her that where something comes from isn't important, you use what resources you have in the best way you can. She insistently says that she will not use that thing, she is certain it will do something other than what Walms has said it will do, or it might not even do that… it might have a purely negative effect… so get rid of it.

I feel like banging my head on a wall… and I proceed to do so… the result is a hole in the wall of MoSh's living room, which I quickly repair before hitting my head a couple times on a stronger wall. The first one had been regular sheetrock while the wall I am now hitting my head on is brick. I hear Asuka saying she will fight back if it is absolutely necessary, she will do so if there is something important at stake. I can't really help it, this next outburst rather blurts out of me before I really think about it much… "So you're saying that defending yourself so that MoSh doesn't have to worry about you being attacked all the time isn't important? Making sure you don't get infected with unstable energy isn't important even though that shit makes you behave cruelly to MoSh and could possibly even endanger the children? It's not important enough even though it could mean the difference between MoSh and me having to come bust you out of some hellhole or you and MoSh having a nice dream, have it so MoSh can remember more pleasant times with you instead of always you in trouble? Isn't any of that important enough?" The outburst finally ran its course, there was nothing left of that. "MoSh needs to have a wife, a lover, a friend, not a damsel in distress…" I then think all of that was most likely out of line, so I apologize as well, "I'm sorry, but I have never liked all those movies, books, and games where there is a female character who doesn't even try to fight, she just sits around and waits to be rescued… those have always tended to piss me off."

So I walk away into the next room, feeling quite foolish for that outburst, great… now I have probably gotten both Asuka and MoSh mad at me… I look around the room I am now in, and I can't remember being in here before, though I thought I had been everywhere in MoSh's dream house. Is this an area he has just added on? It looks like a dining room, there is a large dining table with chairs all around it, there is a door that leads to the outside as well as one that seems to lead to a basement and then there is a flight of stairs leading up. I look out the door into the green fields. There is a thick forest off to the left, green fields to the right, and there is a castle out there… it's Hogwarts! I'd completely forgotten about having the connection between MoSh's inner world and Hogwarts, and now I am staring in surprise as I see Hagrid out there take care of a bunch of… um… a bunch of things that I really can't identify… so I watch him for a few minutes, I see some burst of flame come from the things he is tending, his beard catches fire, and he laughs as if he finds that amusing… which he most likely does. I watch Hagrid for a few more minutes until MoSh comes into the room, he looks worn out, but he says Asuka had finally agreed to try something new. But not Walms, she doesn't want to be anywhere around him… I comment that at least their dislike of each other is mutual… which should lead to them mutually avoiding each other… I ask how am I supposed to know what to do with the control strings, then? Trial and error? Hmmm… what will this do? *Tugs random string…* Or I could talk to Q… he has been around for so long that there is no measure of time sufficient to express how ancient he is, so he has surely seen that exact thing or something like it. MoSh says then I should talk to Q, because Asuka wouldn't agree to anything that involved her being anywhere near Walms, Walms clearly doesn't want to be anywhere around Asuka… so Q doing it would make both of them happy.

I telepathically contact Q to come over and take a look at something, and shortly after I focus on that, Q appears in a flash of white light. He looks over at me and smiles, then asks exactly what it is that I need his infinite wisdom for? I can tell he is being sarcastic about having infinite wisdom, but whether he likes to boast a lot or not, he has seen a lot during his nearly infinite life. I tell him that we need him to look at the control strings Walms put in Asuka, because Asuka and Walms mutually can't stand each other, and I need to know how they work. Q said that wouldn't be a problem, he could take a look at her right now. We go back into the living room where Asuka is sitting there looking quite annoyed, and she doesn't seem to become any happier at Q's arrival. Q looks at her closely for a bit, he says her energy indicates she is not currently infected with any incompatible energy, though she does look pretty pissed off. MoSh says to tell him something he doesn't know… Q says ok, then he will, looks at Asuka for a bit longer and finally says she is into kinky sex, and would like to do it in a public place with people watching. Asuka's angry look turns to an embarrassed look, her face turns beet red, MoSh is just staring at Q with his jaw hanging open… Q says he takes it that wasn't the kind of information MoSh wanted to know. Q looks at her for a bit longer, then he says he can see the control strings, he can see the way everything is set up, he has seen this kind of thing before. When he saw it before, however, it was being used for a different purpose, a Seed of Darkness… which is just another name for an AoH… was used to generate control strings, and an asshole calling himself the "Puppet Master" was using them to force people to fight each other for his own amusement… more like cock fighting or dog fighting… So yes, he knows how this system works. He was about to go into more detail about it, but my cat wakes me up here.

It starts as a normal school day. Now, for once, the school is actually arranged the way it should be. That surprised me when I awoke. So, I was with some kids I don't know, but they are my friends in this dream. So, it doesn't matter. They decide we should make a peep hole so we can look into the girls locker room. I like the idea, so I join in. What could go wrong? While we are drilling a hole, we are caught. Oh sh*t. We're so screwed.


Well, we are now in a f*ck-load of trouble. But, my master lying skills always help(I suck at lying). At this moment, I say the most dumb-ass excuse EVER.
"Well, I wasn't helping them. They asked me to come along. I never decided if wanted to or not, but if I would have said yes, I would have not known where they went. So, I went with them while deciding."
See? I am now shocked when the teacher buys it, and I get in no trouble at all. However, the others get in serious trouble. I then soon awake.

I was at some random house for a party, but I didn't know anyone there. Something happened to one of the people, something bad enough to worry about a police officer walking past outside. It transformed into daytime and I was in Team Fortress 2, after playing it IRL the first time last night. There was a weird twist to it though; when someone damages you, you start transforming into them.

For example, one guy was a walking tree (lol) and he got shot by some red guy, and half his health was gone. He transformed into a half-red human, half-tree. Towards the end of my dream, I switched classes to one that had dual machine guns. I killed to guys before waking up.

Looking back on it now, I don't like that I was just a mindless killing machine

12/27-28. 1130. On a bus. Find out it’s in Australia. Then at a lake/ pond. Doing rescue stuff. Using a dummy, black, and end up losing it, but I’m able to find it. The lake/ pond is only kneeish deep, but when we lose the dummy, I go under the water and it’s about 3- 4’ deep. Then we’re near a river. Some dry streams go into it, 2 of them. Then water flows into the dry streams. . Then in some place that looks like ruins, but look fairly new. More water. Move down the stream a few yards and more water, some over the slab we’re on. Instructor is Crocodile Dundee?