>Dreamed of playing a few Seasick Steve songs which I picked up easily ("Back In The Doghouse" is one) >Later, dreamed I had made an appointment to meeting Jake (a musician I know) in a garage to play drums for songs at 4:05 in the afternoon. I was outside the garage and left because I had recalled I'd only practiced the songs once beforehand and didn't think I was up to it.
14/5/16 Dream 1: I was near a waterfall and I found a big black, volcanic looking rock. I smashed it down on the ground and it broke apart, revealing a few yugioh cards. I picked them up and saw they were extremely rare. Dream 2: I was watching a dota 2 stream. A player did an amazing black hole and a Russian caster was screaming his head off. Dream 3: I was going to one of my Sunday physics classes with my brother, however when we showed up the only other person there was the back up teacher. We studied with her for a while until the rest of the class and the regular teacher came in. It turned out that we were meant to go to his house first before coming here, so we felt a bit foolish. Dream 4: I was in a sort of open air market in a place like Morocco, looking through all the different wares.
May LD goals: 2/20 LDs achieved. (in-dream thoughts, comments, questions) [waking thoughts, explanations, comments] +(f) snow battle in grade school? [long] + ask permission of captain to hang shirts to dry on floating collection of rafts, jump into the water + arrive home to CH to an open door, OMG I didn't close the door? Have we been robbed? Can't tell, go around looking for things, I go out to the street and see all our things arranged in the road and a truck loaded with some of our stuff starting to drive away. I attack the driver, we fight, I scream for the other people around to call 911, then I realize they're also bandits. I fight a bunch of them I'm running in circles in the street using the truck to dodge gun shots, I pull out my gun and I'm sure he'll shoot me before I'm ready but I get it loaded then I start shooting them one by one. +[very vivid] I have a super clear view of SF and the GG bridge. I'm looking at this and admiring the view. I'm explaining to someone that the single/straight road that is in front of us leading to SF is much longer than it looks. It looks like we can easily see all the cars on it all the way to SF (which we can see), but that it's actually about 20 miles long. Then I'm flying over the bridge and there's some (vagabond?) there whom I want to avoid +(f) [some long dream] ... then I'm in a group of young people, a girl is talking about "Gwen" [?] and I nod and thump my chest with my right hand to indicate that yes, she is my girlfriend. (Wait. Gwen? Ginny? What's her name? Starts with G....[girls name starting with G: DREAM SIGN] alarm, wake, doze, BTS + I'm in former adult home, JH (older sister of neighborhood childhood crush KH) is on her way to the local community college and we're (with my wife?) talking about her schedule how long it will take to get her there, (her test?). I go to JH who is sitting in the front hallway with her back against the wall and her face lifted up with her mouth open, I lean over and kiss her, this is supposed to help her figure out her schedule. "Should I do that again?" JH indicates yes. I kiss her several more times and caress her right cheek and jaw with my left hand while I'm kissing her.
My dream starts off with me working at The Boys and Girls Club, I was the server at the snackbar making and passing food to the children. It was closing time and I was supposed to start walking home. I walk outside and see a shooting star, and next to that a blimp starts to crash and fireworks started shooting off at the same time. because of the crash I hear an ambulance in the distance. Some of the children where left behind so I started to walk them home, I take them through the park and I see fire in the distance, as I get closer I see that it was a house on fire! One of the children run inside then run back out, I grab the water-hose and run inside. there was allot of smoke so I start spraying the hose, I look down and see a toddler crying so I grab him and run back outside and give him to one of the children. I run back inside and get to a recliner and see a blanket with a figure under it. I pull back the cover and find a 1 year old baby, looked dead but then looked up. next to that was a cradle with another blanket and a smaller figure. I pull the blanket and find a newborn , grab him and now I had 2 babies in my arms running back outside and give the babies to the children. I run back inside and in the kitchen I find the mother dead on the floor stabbed in the heart. (looked like a suicide) . I run upstairs and there was even MORE smoke. I hear crying in the bathroom and open the door, I found a 3 year old little girl in a bathtub of water, I grab her, I hear another cry coming from a room, I open the door and find a teenager tied up to a chair with rope. I cut her loose, run downstairs with both of them, pass their dead mother and take them to safety. I run back into this burning house 1 last time to make sure everyone was out and safe. I get to the master bedroom and found the father stabbed to death and the knife plunged into his heart and is set on fire. I came to the conclusion that The wife killed her husband then she killed herself after hiding the babies and setting the house on fire. I ran outside grabbed the newborn and cried. I had all the children surrounding me, the fire department finally arrive and end the fire. The news reporters start showing up and ambulances come to help bring the children to the hospital.. I wake up
Just got back in town. Didn't have much sleep. Been on the road. Non-lucids but didn't have time to write it down.
Coming out of a void state from the previous dream, a begin to have a FA. I start feeling the covers, and hear that S is speaking to someone else in the room - it sounds like a male. I keep feeling the covers, and then realize that something doesn't feel right about this situation, and it doesnt make sense that someone sounding like her brother would be in the room. I become aware I'm in a dream without RCing and raise a bit from the covers. I look down at S and I can tell that the person who was in the room disappeared from the scene leaving the two of us. The covers are pulled back at this point. She turns over, then looks back and gives me a smile. I give her a kiss.I keep worrying at this point that the dream is going to fade as I feel that I may be feeling my physical body. As I move I keep getting distracted by my physical body waking. I wake up after a short period of this.
Updated 05-15-2016 at 07:03 PM by 50425
May goals: 2/20 LDs Got a bit sick of the low recall phase so decided to jolt the system with some bedtime supplements: 1 capsule of a Huperzine-A and ginko biloba combo, 1mg melatonin, and 1 Opti-Men multivitamin (my semi-regular bed-time and morning supplement). Somewhere around 5-6 hours, this amazing sequence started: + on phone with (home buyer?) talking about "my neighborhood" how we love to walk there and its still centrally located, really loud jack-hammer sounds it's from the elevated train tracks they're building, that will take years so the noise will last a long time, walking through "management entrance" to home, wife is drying our old dog "L" from after a bath The helmet guy: his racquetball locker with rqb racquest and his helmets. He wears helmets for everything because he's so extreme he'll launch himself head-first into walls in order to make the point. Outside on a driveway he dives head-first onto the ground? He gives a public service announcement about the proper use of helmets: if it gets cracked, don't use it, because it's not good any more. On that driveway I notice a bar about waist-high on the left side, and I go there to do some "low" pull-ups. While I'm there I hear family friend PZ whom I've apparently married (?) talking with a friend at the front door of the house, even through they're about 20 feet away I hear the conversation clearly. PZ is talking about me and our (apparently unsuccessful) sex life together, "I even let him use (porn?), and still he doesn't (want to have sex?)". I think this is an embarassing conversation. Then I'm walking through PZ's house. It's a mess. Piles of dishes are everywhere. I think while I'm (living here?) I should help out, so I think I'll do some dishes. I see PZ briefly walk by, carrying her daughter TZ who's toddler-age in the dream. I notice and think that PZ has amazingly beautiful brown eyes. TZ I just get a quick glimpse of, she has a short bowl-haircut. I'm stepping around all sorts of home-craft stuffed (sock?) cat-toys, they're everywhere on the ground. Each one of them as a sort of hat pulled down over its face, I lift some up to see the face?. PZ made them all as a craft project for TZ. I'm outside, there is a concert (in an amphitheater?), there are some (commercial?) sponsors on the steps trying to modify the tempo that the orchestra is playing by waving his arms. The music is amazingly beautiful [don't recall the tune]. It is night and I'm lying there with 2 male friends listening to the concert, and I notice the beautiful night sky. I'm really excited about this and keep pointing up to the stars, "Look! Look!" I yell at my friends, they're not so into it. Then down in front of us a kid starts crying, and one of the friends throws some small object like a stone to quiet him down. I'm holding a camera in my hand with a small microphone boom, and I say "that could be your darling child," thinking throwing stuff isn't going to help. Then I have a visualization of a piece of 8x11 paper with about 10-20 boxes drawn onto it and the name of some prescription ADHD medication like "Yanax" filled in to the box. My friends are prescribing a schedule of treatment for the crying kid on this paper. I curse the stupid organizers of the concert for having such bright lights [this may have been the morning sun hitting my face IWL, timing is about right] that prevent us from seeing a clear view of the beautiful night sky. I wish they'd turn off those lights. And in a few seconds the lights go off! "Thank God!" I exclaim and I take the camera and point it at the starts and take a few pictures. I notice something else: with the lights off, I can now see clearly into a hot girl's (bedroom?) across the street. Her room is a little-bit lit and now that it's dark where we are it's easy to see her inside. She seems mostly naked and I'm trying to make out the "good bits" but don't see any. She's frolicking around her room. Then she has a girl friend with her who looks like her also almost naked and they're wrestling around. Then I see a 3rd girl friend who's kind of chunky who's just lying on the floor with her butt facing the window. Then the 3 girls are lying on the grass to my left about 15 feet away next to each other. Spoiler for sexy time with some fairly bizarre gender-bending going on: It seems the middle girl is actually "P", the clarinet player from HS band who was sort of nerdy but had a smoking hot body and great boobs. She's topless with panties on, and is reaching down and rubbing and flexing her vulva through the panties, I catch a glimpse of that marvelous wrack on her. Then her panties are gone and lo and behold it seems she's a she-male with a very thick fairly large (ahem). The cute girl friend on the right then leans over the middle he/she matter-of-factly like it was nothing odd, and she starts fellating the he-she. She's really good at it and is making slurping sounds and taking all that really thick member and bobbing up and down juicily on it. I make my way over to them and am really excited. I come up to the one on the right and grab one of the boobs of the he-she and one of the cute girl on the right. I ask the girl on the right, "Can I worship you?". She sort of says "no" but I ignore this. I say to them "Suck each other's (ahem)s like you were just doing!" My bubble sort of bursts at this point as I get a closer look at them: they have patches of short thick black whiskers all over their bodies like men. They're faces are looking more manly by the second including the same patches of short black thick whiskers. The one on the left doesn't even have girl boobs and in fact looks entirely male. In fact they all look male except with "man boobs", and now are sort of he-females [what's the opposite of she-males?]: male upper body but with vaginas. It seems I'm goosing man-boobs now, and I wake up. WBTB kind of hard to get back to sleep, very active mind. I find the discipline to do relaxation techniques and fall asleep again. + there is a girl who's boyfriend is abusing her. I come up to her and kiss her face, eyebrows, cheeck, lips (some pulling), I tell her "I want to help you." She says "you should get out of here because if the cops come and see you with a beat-up girl they'll arrest you." Spoiler for slightly sexy time: I get up and move in between her legs (she's wearing full-length stockings) and wonder if she'll mind me doing this as I move closer to her <transition> + LD #184 I'm in an outdoor courtyard. There are groups of of people moving around. A petite blonde cute girl in a black top catches my attention as she walks across my vision from left to right to talk to a group there. Spoiler for sexy time: It gets confusing as I think that I'm imagining walking up to her and grabbing her boobs. But I can't tell if I'm imagining it or actually doing it, and if I'm doing it then I may get in trouble, I think her friends might tell me to leave her alone? But then I think, if I'm imagining it, I might as well imagine getting a BJ. So now she's leaning over in front of my zipper and I look down and see that I've neglected to whip it out, so I decide I should materialize my (ahem), and it appears and suddenfly the entire scene comes into super sharp focus and I'm lucid. It is a more-real-than-real visual situation [which I haven't seen in quite a while, amazing!]. I see the girl's face shining in the sun, super high resolution, I can even see the pores in her skin. Also, my (ahem) is super high resolution! [haha]. She is still leaning over in front of me and through momentum of my actions I just keep going with the BJ plan. She has a sort of wry smile on her face. I tell her "Well, get down to business!" and she does. She makes a single down/up stroke with her mouth which feels amazing, 30 more seconds of this and it's a lucid-gasm for sure. I'm thinking a bit about stabilization, and the dream fades. + I'm walking my little baby boy, each of his hands in mine. We walk by a mother with her girl and my boy puts his hand in the girl's mouth. The mother asks me "are his hands clean?" I look at her like "it's a baby, what do you think?" and she says "Oh, his hands are probably yours" meaning she understands they're dirty. I tell my baby "you can't go sticking your hands in girls mouths!" I lay the baby down on its back and it is now sort of a super weird small cyclops baby thing with a single eye but I don't really notice this or care. I start tickling it and it starts almost convulsing from the sensation, the skin around its one eye crinkles up and the eye bulges out of its face, I keep on doing this because I want to make it smile.
Updated 05-14-2016 at 10:02 PM by 65364
Couldn't really be bothered writing this up but I guess I'll do >_< It was my first night in my new flat, such a nice place to wake up in. Awesome view with the sun shining and there's Pukeko's in the yard Dream Something about being in a large building (almost like a temple) that has quite a few people in it. We've formed small groups of 2-3, something like a master and student thing going on. I remember there being 2 girls that liked me maybe? 1 girl was frustrated, she had brown hair and wore green clothes that let her leg, stomach and arms bare. She looked like a warrior, and wielded a double-sword/spear weapon. She stalked over with a frown on her face, I think it was because everyone was leaving so she wouldn't see me again, but she only just realized she liked me? Next part I'm talking with a girl (could be the same girl, but I think she's blonde now) and we're a bit flirty. We're talking about arcade games, I'm saying that I love them and I used to play them all the time on my gameboy. But I said that I mostly only played Donkey Kong because it was so damn expensive for a game back then. She played in actual arcade places and had experience with a larger variety of games. She starts playing my donkey kong game and it's hard to explain what's happening.. I see her moving her character (Donkey Kong, duh) on the screen, it's 2D and Kong is jumping around dodging pizzas that spin at you. You have collect the other pizzas (that ones that aren't traps), it's a huge level, I don't remember it being this complex.
Semi-LD: I remember people were chasing me with syringes. I was semi Lucid so I did some minor dream interpretation on the spot. I was thinking it meant that I thought that people were always out to hurt me? Mistrust? LD: This was interesting because I believe how I got lucid was a reaping of the awards of my new regular meditation practice. I got lucid because I was at my grandparents house and I remembered that I hadn't lived my grandparents for years. I give hightened self awareness the credit for that.
I was in an apocalypse, a land of only vehicles and zombies. It was civilized, but we all ran around on motorbikes running zombies down. A friend of mine orgainzed an event where we flood a parking garage with zombies and then run as many over as you can like a videogame. Michael scot and I left to go find greener pastures. The fuzz creeps in, and I awake. Dream Signs Michael Scott Vehicles Zombies Videogames
[Semi Lucid Dream] I was with Eye inside my hallway. We were sitting and I was looking at his face observing it. He was giving me the straight face like he was serious about something but lay back about it. It sort of looked like (눈↼ 눈) or (¬ ↼ ¬ ). He was wearing a sort of baggy dark blue sweater and had black hair this time. I picked up a small pink wrapped candy and threw it at his cheek. His face remained the same. "sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you. I was just being silly" I said to him. He than told me to fix my hair because it was sticking up towards the roof. I threw another candy at his face because I felt embarrassed but at the same time I was stubborn and told him I was not going to fix it. It was a dream anyways so why should I care?I than looked at my knees and they were covered in buttons. Making me feel more embarrassed. I pressed the buttons like I didn't care but than covered them. Eye was still making that face. (눈↼ 눈) I don't know why but I always liked looking at that face he makes. Maybe its because his silly side can be annoying at times.
Dream - Lucid I was in bed with my coworker, K, at the house I grew up in. It was nighttime. We were kind of together, I think. She was wearing a grey underwear tanktop laced in purple with matching underwear. I was in my underwear too. I don't remember fooling around with her, but I remember wanting to and knowing we would. ~ I was at Publix in what appeared to be the bakery section, though in the dream, it was a pharmacy. I was there for medical marijuana. The pharmacist, a male, was on the phone and seemed distracted, so when he gave me a small orange pill bottle with some weed in it, I was surprised. I went to pay him and he wouldn't let me; he was giving it to me for free. No arguments here! I walked away. I started to feel like people might suspect me though for some reason. I felt like I needed to keep a low profile. ~ I was with some people, two women, one I remember for sure being a girl, Karla, that I recently reconnected with IWL (she was my friend when we were little kids). We were planning on going on a vacation to the beach for a few days. We planned it very last minute, like maybe the day we decided to leave. We were then at the hotel. Karla left for some reason though. I was then with my mom and I assume my daughter was there too as I was asking my mom about which bathing suit she packed for her. I asked if she packed the 12 month of 18 month one. She said 18 month. I was hoping she brought the other, but I told her that was fine. We then noticed it was turning into evening and it started to rain. I didn't care, I still wanted to walk on the beach anyway; we only had a few days there and I wanted to make the most of them. Then there was this very strange, misplaced part. We were in some sort of loft. Thinking back now the closest thing I can think of to compare it to is a barn loft. The floors were wooden and falling apart. There was a little boy with us who reminds me now of my nephew G. He fell through the floor. I grabbed his hand but he kept slipping anyway. I called for help; I needed someone to either help me pull or go down there and catch him. He slipped, and I was so worried the fall would seriously injure or kill him, but he landed on his feet, albeit hard, and he didn't cry. We had to go back home for something. We were in my mom's car. It was a very long drive, 12-13 hours, but we were there and back so fast. I was trying to remember the entirety of the drive, but I couldn't. I was amazed at how fast the time passed. I also was thinking about which car Karla had taken to get home since we had driven up there together in my car. When we got back, I told my mom of the plan I had originally had and wanted to stick to: I wanted to spend one day of the vacation in either Disney World or Universal Studios. At first my mom wasn't so keen but I insisted, as this was MY vacation and my mom was now just there because Karla had left. My dad was there too I believe, but I don't remember ever seeing him or talking to him directly. I knew he'd be on board for a theme park visit.
Updated 05-14-2016 at 01:47 PM by 32059
I was playing board games in a cafe with friends. I know some of them I think. There was one person who I asked out but declined. I was in Rizal Park. Lost? Water area. I kept forgetting something on my way to the airport. Eventually, it was evening, and my flight was that noon, not midnight, so I missed it. My sister was there. I told her I'll just get a ticket to travel this weekend. I was in a game. I was on higher ground. I need to get to another platform but there was a considerable gap. My niece was able to get across it (not sure how since she did it out of view), but it seems impossible. I looked for another way. The mood was gloomy, sad, dejected.
This dream was a mixture of first-person and third-person perspectives. As such, i found it better to just write it down in third-person as if it's a story. The first part took place at my house. A guy befriended a girl and they had a close relationship. She had some form of sealed power that if un-sealed would make her kill him. After the seal broke, she got far away from him and told him that she would end up killing him if he got near her again. Still, he insisted and tried to stay close to her as much as he could. The guy followed her to an area near a convenience store along some small shops. It was at night, raining and you could hear a loud thunder sound in the skies. He reached out to hold her left hand and stop her, but she shoved his hand away and continued walking in silence. She didn't look his way while walking. He saw amongst the people walking nearby, the gothic-loli character from the "gate" anime series. In any case, he stood there in shock and shortly fell on his back, now starting at the sky and hearing the people walking nearby laugh at him. Afterwards, there was a girl of relative young age who patted him on his head and said "cute". Then, he was attacked by a group of three men. Two were standing in front of him while the third was holding him from behind, like those scenes in some tv shows. The guy was filled with anger and broke free from the one grabbing him and said "screw you all!". Fighting ensued and while the three used fire as a weapon, the guy was able to take two of them down with their fire. Fighting with the last one, he was very close to being caught on fire, so he asked an old man in one of those shops nearby to point a water hose at him. Finally, it ended with his victory against the three thugs. The girl that walked away was not seen again..
Updated 05-14-2016 at 01:28 PM by 90403
I am walking down a driveway and hear a man talking about the benefits of meditation - how it builds the power of 'analytical awareness' to super high levels, through stages. I think that his description sounds a bit like the analytical parts of vipassana. I then think about Zazen and consider this might be better for awareness I make my way to the street and toward a main road and it hits me: I'm dreaming! I instantly fly up above the road and soak in the realism of the dream scene. The trees, street, and cars, are all very vivid and realistic and I feel that I have solid mental presence in the dream.I look backwards toward a black car coming down the road with a female driver - she smiles up at me as she slow, seemingly amused by me flying. I fly backwards and extend my limbs. I then turn around, continue flying and consider some dream goals. I'm super happy and can't believe how vivid and stable this lucid feels. I look way down the road and see the road stretching out for miles into the far distance, massive green trees standing on either side. Cars make their way to what appears to be a coastline with several houses with light red roofs adjacent to the coast. Tree branches a few stories high partially block the view. I think back to one of my dream goals of visiting a 'Heaven Realm' and receiving an important teaching. I decide against it, and reason that this feels enough like a heaven realm. I then decide to shout to the dream for more clarity and focus to see what happens - the dream doesn't alter at all. I consider how stable it is then tell the dream authoritatively that it's going to last for an hour, feeling determined. I make my way down the road continuing toward the coast, and see a massive oak tree several stories tall with branches coming over the road. I head inside of the canopy and am amazed by the network of thick branches and begin to feel the incredibly realistic, gritty texture. I consider making a portal to my goal in one of the branches, but decide to head down the tree, and toward the lake at the base. I fly down bit by bit, feeling each branch then stop a few seconds on one branch. I suddenly think that I shouldn't stop too long or it may become unstable. The dream begins to fade a bit. I enter a void an resolve to stay in it, aware, as long as possible until a new dream forms. I have a short FA before the next dream.
Updated 05-14-2016 at 01:33 PM by 50425
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