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Last Nights Lucid Dream

I feel vibrations after I wake up and I decide to will myself out of my body. I now hear my 2 girls in my bedroom and as my dream self gets to the bedroom door I see L giving S a piggy back. I say "L, can you see me?" She says "no" and shakes her head as if I've gone mad! I say to her "I'm dreaming, look". I now touch her sides and say "can you feel that?" L now says "yeah, but only because you're not dreaming!" She now looks at me again and says "you're awake".
I'm floating, but because of what my Daughter said I wonder if actually I'm REALLY standing on the landing in my real body, I think "I wonder if I'm real and something in my brain is telling me that I am dreaming and making me feel like what is real is actually a dream!" ((I feel like I'm going mad at this point))
I now see my other Daughter S in her room and L now goes downstairs. I now think "nah, I must be dreaming" and I go into S's room. I lie down on the bedroom floor, but instead of actually lying on the carpet, I'm floating just above it in a lying position.
I say to my Daughter S "look S...it is a dream because I'm floating. I now float across the bedroom floor to show her. I say "I couldn't float like this if it was real could I?". My Daughter watches with fascination and says "you are dreaming, it must be a dream!". I now wake up in real life while still feeling small vibrations going through me.

Last Nights Scary False Awakening

I'm in my bed in my bedroom and my hubby is asleep next to me. It's night time so it's dark now. Suddenly something I can't see picks me up off the bed and then throws me back down onto the bed with a thud. I'm now shitting myself and it grabs me again, twists me around, lifts me up and throws me back onto the bed.
The fact that this was a dream didn't even enter my head because I let the fear get the better of me. ((No matter if your a natural like myself, this type of FA can still freak you out!)).
I now grab my hubby and shout "WAKE UP!" And I shake him hard. He now wakes up and I hold onto him tightly from fear. I now wake up in real life!

Last Nights False Awakenings

False Awakening No.1

I wake up in bed and my hubby is leaning over me. He is screaming at me and trying to attack me, I then wake up, but into a second false awakening:...

False Awakening No.2

I'm sitting in bed awake, my hubby now wakes up. My hubby gets up out of bed and lunges at me with his arms stretched out towards me. He is shouting something at me in an angry voice but I can't remember what. He now grabs me around the throat and I struggle with him on the bed as I try to get him off me.
We now fall off my side of the bed and hit the floor with a thud! I manage to shove my hubby under the bed, and as I do I scrape his back across the wooden floor panels that are under there. My hubby squeals and moans and I manage to use the bed to wedge him off me and get away from him. I now quickly run to the floor at the end of my bed. My hubby now gets himself from under the bed and is now sitting on the floor with his legs crossed.
I can now hear the radio playing in the background. The man on the radio is interviewing a woman about dreams and she says "when your floor cracks in a dream, it will crack in real life. This is so the Bible will fall through it and they have then succeeded to leave you without your Bible" lol. The man says "really?, and that's when they can get to you easier, and that's why they do it?".
I now see my hubby again and he's still sitting in the legs crossed position. He starts banging his fists on the floor, and starts kind of like gliding towards me. He now reaches me, so I grab his shoulders and scream "K WAKE UP...K WAKE UP!" But he's still in a weird dream like state and still trying to attack me, so I grab his head and push it to the floor which slows him down a little.
I now run into my Daughters room and hide behind her door. My hubby turns to go the other way, but then he turns back towards where I am hiding. He glides, legs still crossed, along the landing and towards me. He's shouting obscenities at me, he's really scary!.
I'm really scared and I also now realise that my bedroom floor is beginning to crack. I hear the woman on the radio again and she says "if it starts to crack then it means that your house will fall down within the next hour!" I now shit myself more but then I wake up for real.

Last Nights Lucid Or OBE?

Ok, so after about 2 hours sleep I wake up in the night with vibrations going through me and the "vrummmm" sound with them. It was coming in waves, I would feel a vibration go through me from my head to my toes, and at the same time hear the "vrummmm" sound. It would stop for about 3 seconds and then it would happen again.
I lie here with my eyes shut and it slowly builds up, each one getting stronger and stronger. When it reaches its strongest I think to myself "float up". I stay relaxed with my eyes still closed, don't move and just go with it. ((Fighting it makes it worse and scares you more)).
I now float up out of my body and gently land on my bedroom floor at the end of my bed. It's nearly daylight but still a bit dark ((it was in RL as well)). I shout out loud "clarity now" and rub my hands together, my sight is now a lot clearer.
I now fly out of my bedroom window, my hands and body just pass right through the glass. I'm now flying outside, above my garden, everything is just as it is in RL. I can feel the fresh, crisp morning air but I don't feel cold at all.
Things now get blurry again, I'm in flight but can't see too
well. I now realise that I haven't got long before I'm back in the real world.
I now feel myself being pulled back into my body, I gently lower back into myself and now feel the vibrations again and hear that "vrummmm" sound associated with the vibrations. They slowly lessen until they are completely gone. I now open my eyes and awake for real

Last Nights False Awakenings And Lucid Dream

I wake up in bed and feel vibrations and that strange feeling that I'm about to go into a lucid dream. I think to myself "float up" and with this I feel myself float up and land on the floor at the end of my bed. I can't see, but I can feel something stuck to me, I've never had this before. I feel my face etc. and there's something stuck on me. I pull hard at whatever it is and manage to prise it off and with this I can now see. I decide to get out of my room by flying out of my window. I go over to the window and go to fly out but my hubby now wakes up. He says "what you doing?" I say "I'm dreaming" and he settles and goes back to sleep.
I go back over to the window and feel for glass, just to make sure I'm dreaming. I feel a small boy with me but I can't see him. Well I can't feel any glass because there isn't any and I now know that I'm definitely dreaming, although I was already pretty sure I was. (( I didn't want to jump through my window and plunge to my death if I wasn't dreaming lol)). I lean out of the window and come back in. I decide to double check that my flying is working before I zoom myself out of my window. I fly from my window to my landing and I know I'm now ok to fly. I point my hands forward, do a jump and fly out of my bedroom window!
I'm now flying outside in the sky, it's quite foggy so I can't see much. I now call out loud "Nan F" but nothing, so again I call out "Nan F". I now hear my Nan calling me ((or who I was hoping was her)) she yells "I'm here baby" I call her again as I try to find her and again she calls back. I carry on flying, trying to get to her. Suddenly I stop flying and feel hair in my hands, it's a long plait. I now say "is that you Nan?" She rises up to face me and hugs me tight. I say "I've missed you so much" my Nan now says "you need to go back" we hug again and she says "I love you". I now wake up and feel my pillar uncomfortably behind my neck. I get up out of bed to go to the toilet and I hear a noise, it's a rattling noise, like an old knackered motor. It starts then stops again, then starts and stops again. I look at the space next to the side of my bed and there is some kind of machine there with a long handle, I perceive this as a lawn mower lol. I look at the handle and it's vibrating violently as the motor makes it shake. I now panic and see my hubby in bed so I shout to him "K look!" He wakes up and says "what?" I say "a law mower and its turned on" my hubby says "what the fuck!, did you do that?" I say "no!" sharply and my hubby now turns it off.
I now hear my mobile phone ringing and my hubby says "what the fucks going on?" I think to myself "it must be because there are a lot of spirits around me and there making everything go haywire!" Lol
I look down at the floor at the end of my bed and see a happy naked baby boy sitting in a baby seat, he has a blanket over him and his arms out. I make my way to the toilet because I need a wee. I get onto the landing and my sight is now blurry. I get by the stairs and my bathroom isn't there, it's gone!. I'm now really confused and look at the stairs again and I manage to force my eyes to see properly.
Again I look to where my bathroom should be and it's now there. I go into the bathroom still desperate for a wee and see a blue shower curtain around the toilet. I grab it and try to pull it from around the toilet but it feels like there is a force stopping me from being able to pull it away. I think to myself "maybe I'm dreaming again, I know I'll touch the mirror to see if my finger goes through it, and if it does then ill know that I'm dreaming!" So, I touch the mirror and it feels solid and normal, my fingers don't go through! At this point I'm really confused. I'm now not sure if I'm awake or dreaming. My hubby now shouts something to me and I hear him go downstairs. I now manage to pull the blue shower curtain from around the toilet a bit and I sit on the loo and have a wee. Wee now splashes all up the shower curtain and I can't understand why and think "what the hells going on, I must be dreaming" with this I wake up for real.

last nights lucid dream

As I lay down to go to sleep, I decide that instead of going to sleep with my hands lying on-top of my stomach, I would lie them flat on the bed next to my sides. I lay there for about 10 mins, doing the usual count down from 100 to 0 and repeating it. After about 10 mins I feel a calm, beautiful wave flow through me from my head to my toes, like a lead blanket being placed gently over me. There was a slight weighty feeling but nothing too heavy. My head also felt light and a little fuzzy. My lucid dream now follows:
I'm lying in bed and feel myself lift out of my body and I float by my bed for a short while. I look around my room and its totally different. I now look at my bed and see my hubby lying there fast asleep. I want to see myself, so I gently move the duvet off my sleeping body and I can see myself. I know at this point that I am dreaming, because my sleeping self was wearing a pair of pyjamas that I didn't even own
I now know that I'm lucid dreaming. I don't have much control even though I am aware, which does sometimes happen and can be very annoying, so I just have to go along with the plot.
I now float over to my hubby who is still asleep in bed. I lean close to him and whisper in his ear "K,K". My voice echoes , this tends to happen sometimes in my lucids for some reason. My hubby now stirs a little, so again I say "K" and he now wakes up. He seems to look right through me so I say to him "K can you see me?" My voice still has that annoying echo to it!
My hubby says "I can see you!" and he seems quite amazed by this . He looks at me again and says "you look different, look at yourself in the mirror" I get a feeling that I'm just a ball of light or something. I think about looking at my reflection but I say "no, I don't want to" I think it would have scared me. Lol. I now feel myself get sucked back into my real body and then wake up for real.

Last nights SP and FA

I was getting vibrations as I was lying down in bed trying to get to sleep, I must have nodded off after a short while. I now remember waking up at some point in the night and again woke with strong vibrations and the electrical noise I hear with them. I now feel myself get pulled hard and fast into what I say, another dimension. I then feel myself in bed and I'm awake but, I'm no longer in the real world.((people who didn't know me would think I'm a tad crazy lol, but I'm totally sane..I think lol)) it's like a parallel universe to this one but with minor differences which, some experts say is true and explain this as an OBE.
I am lying with my head either at the other end of my bed, or I'm lying in a different position to what my real body is in.
Someone was in my room with me, standing at the foot of my bed. I don't know who it is but I think there are 2 of them.
After lying here for a while I wake up in the real world. I am still vibrating, but as I lie here calmly it soon wears off.

Last nights OBE

I wake up in real life with the loud noise of vibrations going through me, I can literally feel my whole body vibrating!
As I'm vibrating I'm fully conscious but decide to keep my eyes closed and try to leave my body.
I think to myself "lift out" and I feel a slight lift. I know I'm not fully out yet so I keep my eyes closed as I know my astral vision won't work yet and it would just cause my real eyes to open instead and would ruin my attempt.
I gently ease myself backwards, away from my real body and I sit up a little. I am now in a squatting position and I can feel the metal bars of my headboard against my heels. I now place my astral foot onto one of the metal bars, I now do the same with my left foot, I now basically climb to the top of the headboard. This is easy because there is no weight to my astral body. I now feel my astral body being pulled back into my real body, not with major force, just gently. I just slip gently back into place, I'm fully conscious as I do this. I now open my eyes and I'm very pleased that it happened naturally again but a little pissed off that it didn't last longer lol.

Last nights lucid dream

I'm in my bedroom and I'm floating and flying around. I now find a girl who looks similar to my daughter S. we are now both floating and flying around my house.
This part is now hazy, I can't remember it very well but I do remember the girl I was with pushing me. She is trying to make me fly forward with speed. I'm now saying "no stop" and I'm laughing about it.
We are now playing about with our flying and hovering abilities. I remember us laughing a lot and having a lot of fun.
The next bit is a bit of a blurr again, but I do remember waking up at one point and then I shut my eyes again, and again I'm flying around in my house.

Last nights SP and OBE?

I wake up in SP and the vibrations are very strong. I hear squeaking at the side of my bed and I think "is that a fuckin mouse?" I now feel a mouse jump onto my bed by my head and run across it. My hubby stirs a little, I look but can't see a mouse ((HH)). I can still feel the vibrations so decide to close my eyes and I think to myself "I want to go out of my body" I open my eyes and I'm still in bed. The vibrations are still happening so I try again. I again close my eyes and think "I want to go out of my body" this time I feel myself slowly lifting upwards. I open my eyes and I'm floating in an upright position next to the side of my bed. I can see my big mirrored wardrobe and everything else that should be there, although my vision is quite blurry. I try to move forward a little but I feel slow, like I'm being held back, so I decide to just stay by the side of my bed and just enjoy floating for a while.
I see a shadow by my bedroom door, and get a feeling that its a female. I now notice a white handbag next to me but its not one of mine. Someone throws the bag to me, then giggles like they find it funny! Lol. I now think "shall I go and find my nan S?" (Who is deceased) but I quickly dismiss the idea out of fear of getting lost lol.
A woman now approaches me and says "ohh, no ones here, they haven't sent you a guide yet then, ill sort that out for you!" I now wake up in SP again, so I close my eyes, feel myself spinning and then the SP wears off and I get up.

False awakening

I'm in my bedroom with my eldest daughter and she shows me her eye make-up and says "look, it looks dead nice doesn't it?" I look and see her wearing my new sparkly eye shadow and I think "how the hell has she got my new eye shadow on when I hid it from her?" (( I bought new eye shadow and make-up yesterday, it didn't occur to me to do a reality check...doh!!!! Lol))

non-dream dream semi-lucid lucid false awakening

Dreaming about huge floods in Lisbon and a post-catastrophe scenario. There are no public transports or communications. No trains are circulating and there are guys offering rides to the north in very basic horse wagons outside the Santa Apolónia station. 20 people are sitting on a wagon which has no cover and no seats, but it's the only way to go back home or to go look for family members far away.

A sequence of FAs. I wake up in my bed, I look at my bedroom door, all is so quiet. I doubt that I am really awake. I wake up again in my bed, I look at the door, my dad is calling for me, asking if I'm awake. Once again I doubt this is real, so I wake up again and there really isn't anybody and everything is quiet but I still have he feeling that I'm still dreaming. I'm confused, I decide to dream something else to get out of this circle.

It seems that my dad (who sleeped over) did peak at my door to see if I was awake, but it was no different from the dreams in which there was nobody at the door. The two realities felt exactly the same, none more real than the other.

In the lodge of sorts. In my room I put too much stress on my red curtains. The section comes down. I hold the bar, attempting to fix it but soon come to believe it is a lost cause. A piece is broken/missing. I see a cat who I realize is Nala.

We come face to face and I begin to remember that she is dead. In my room I am in bed naked and Alexander crawls in next to me also naked. He spoons me and I can feel his smooth skin and th great warmth radiating from it. Suddenly I remember that his sweetheart is just outisde my room. The room with one missing curtain. I mildly panic, worried she can see us. Alexander doesn't seem a bit worried. I spot Kova. I pick her up and take her to the long couch where Alexanders' sweeheart sits. I give her the cat to play with and she seems very pleased.


Note: Kova is my cat, sister of Nala.

I am awoken by my bed-mate. I roll over and he tells me that I've shit the bed. I now feel my entire underside body saturated with thin, oily feces. It spans the entirety of our bed. I am not happy about the grim clean up. When standing I pull my clothes off in one fell swoop.

NOTE: The morning of the dream recall, my friend whose couch I was currently surfing upon, received a call from her mother. Her grandmothers bed needed changing on account of an incident involving massive diarrhea.

I finally had another lucid dream! In the dream, I was reading a magazine. The magazine had pictures of miniature light-up TARDISes that people (somehow) used to get to sleep. I wanted one.

I got the idea to do a spontaneous RC. I looked at my hand and counted six fingers. Fully certain I was awake, I counted again, figuring I had just counted wrong. Still six. I counted a third time just to make sure, and I still had six fingers.

With no choice but to accept the fact that I was dreaming, I began pacing back and forth across my room (something I sometimes do IWL for no particular reason), talking to myself in a whisper as I tried to recall something that would give it away. The pictures in the magazine had been animated! It had to be a dream!

I did the first thing that came to mind, which happened to be another teleportation attempt. This time, I decided to use a portal. I traced an oval in the air with my finger. A portal (which looked like one from the game Portal) appeared, but the image was very faint, and the portal didn't work.

I resumed pacing/talking (as I've learned that doing or thinking nothing can cause a dream to collapse). I attempted to remember the TOTM, recalled something about a dream journal, then remembered that had been last month's task. Unable to remember the current task (and not wanting to waste the whole dream trying to remember), I returned to what I had previously been doing.

This time, I tried using a door, which I also made by tracing it with my finger. The result was the same as last time, except with a door.

I woke up soon after that.