I was in this building and it was like a team deathmatch. On the heroes side there was JFK and other guys (I only remember JFK) and on villains was Bush(maybe) but definetly Condoleeza Rice and a few other guys. We battled it out shooting each other. Then in the same dream there was an assembly and one of my teachers was sitting down and there were no seats but there was one.???. "I guess you'll have to sit here" she signals to here lap and I said "Or you could sit on mine". So she did. I went back outside into thematch on the villains side and thats how I saw Rice and some random guy. Honestly the villain team sucked.
Updated 08-13-2011 at 06:52 AM by 48231
Awake, Non-lucid, Lucid, [Commentary made while awake] I’m in a building that is something like a conference center. There is a conference/camp event going on here for students in the $Program program. [Name has been hidden to prevent members of the program from finding this journal.] Most of the people attending the conference are teenagers and young adults. I go from the hallway through a door into one of the conference rooms, where there is a check-in and registration table set up. It’s covered with the papers that belong to that schema: lists of registered attendees, conference schedules and other materials for the conference, and calendars of upcoming events. I check in, then take a look at the calendar and see that there’s an overnight event coming up that includes attending a local high school’s football game. I want to go, but I think it conflicts with something else that I have going on. At this conference, each $Program group that is attending has a different nickname or theme; my group is the “villains” group. The check-in table for each group is in a different room. After I've checked in, I walk back out into the hallway and encounter a girl, my age or a little younger, looking for her check-in room. Her name tag reads “Eliza.” I encourage her to join one of the “good” groups [by which I mean, any group that isn't villains-themed], because she's new to $Program. I expect that I'll be the only one from my $Program group who participates in the larger group activities offered by the conference, because everyone else in my group is an older adult and most of the other conference attendees are teenagers or young adults. Besides, LN teaches high school for a living; she probably doesn't want to spend her off-hours with teenagers, too. I start climbing the stairs to the second floor of the building to get to the conference meeting rooms. There are two flights of stairs that cross in an X in midair, joining together at the point where they cross to form a platform. A third, smaller flight of stairs extends down from this platform to the floor I want to get to. There are others climbing the stairs along with me. [I don’t remember the transition, but] I’m outside the building I was just in. I’m on a beautiful college campus. It has trees, grass, and winding, paved paths between the buildings. The ground is not level, but contoured, rolling up and down. In this scene, I realize that I’m dreaming. [I don’t remember why or how; I just did.] I jump/float down one of the inclines, grabbing a handful of grass at the bottom of the incline as I land on another path, which [I think] has a low wall that stands between the path and the incline I've just jumped/floated over. I'm touching it to keep the dream stable by engaging my senses. It feels like real grass and is very soft and supple. I walk down the path I've just landed on, heading toward a small tree, covering ground much more quickly than I would in reality. [Here, I experienced that phenomenon I've read about here on DV where, in order to get somewhere in a dream, you focus on your intention to arrive there and suddenly, there you are, having skipped over the boring part where you traveled there.] When I reach the small tree, I touch it, wrapping my hand around its narrow trunk. It feels rough, like a real tree. I'm just happily enjoying being in a dream. A little further along the path, just beyond the small tree, is a large, square, paved area, in front of the entrance to a building. A woman is standing in this area, alone. She’s older and has wispy brown hair, which she wears up in a loose bun. She has lines and wrinkles on her face, and has a patch of shiny, lavender-pink eyeshadow all over the center of her face. She’s wearing a long dress the same color as the eyeshadow. I suddenly recall the current Task of the Month [which I had just looked up, just before going to bed]. I approach the woman. In the distance, behind me, I can hear all the teenagers and young adults who are attending the conference/camp singing together: “Day-oh, day-oh. Da-a-ay-oh, da-a-ay-oh. Daylight come and me wanna go home.” I sing along with the young people as they begin the next repetition of this segment of music: “Day-oh.” As I sing, I look right at the older woman, expecting her to sing along, too. “Day-oh,” she mumbles softly, looking down shyly at the ground to my left. “Da-a-ay-oh,” I sing to her, still looking at her and expecting her to sing along. “Da-a-ay-oh,” she mumbles, still looking down. I figure that she simply lacks confidence in her singing voice and encourage her by saying enthusiastically to her, “Come on, you can do it!” “Daylight come and me wanna go home,” she sings, now looking up and demonstrating self-confidence. She proves to have a beautiful singing voice. Pleased, I continue singing along with the young people, who have been singing the song all this time. The older woman continues singing along as well. “Come, Mr. Tally-Man, tally me banana. Daylight come and me wanna go home.” Somewhere in the midst of those two lines, the dream faded and I woke up, probably because I was so excited about having completed the Task of the Month for the first time since February. ---------------------------------- Side notes: I just looked up what the current Tasks of the Month were last night. I think this knowledge helped motivate me to want to have a lucid dream. I'm thrilled that I completed the basic task the same night! The euphoria from my achievement lasted for several hours into my waking day. I'm also excited to have used a new dream control ability for the first time. I'd read that you could control what happened in your dreams, including controlling the actions of DCs, by expecting particular things to happen, but this was the first time I'd ever actually done it.
08/05/11 Friday I am in school, I know it is Friday, and I am impatiently waiting for the class to come to an end so I can go home. I fidget in my seat, willing the time to go by more quickly, completely ignoring the paper in front of me. I have all weekend to do that homework, there's no hurry. Something hits me in the back of the head, it is a wad of paper. I pick it up and look at it. There is a note scrawled inside that says, "You are having a cow." Wtf? I look around the room and see there is a boy a couple rows back from me looking at me. He points at me and mouths the word 'cow' very clearly. Weirdo… The bell finally rings and I get up to leave. I brush up against someone as I'm gathering my things and she gives a mock scream. She says something contaminated touched her and she needs to be disinfected before she catches whatever it is that makes me so gross. Another idiot. I already know for a fact that the school is full of idiots. I ignore the idiots and leave the classroom, heading for home. In front of the school there is a group of five boys picking on one boy. Bunch of cowards… I head over to the group, I recognize the boy getting picked on… and I know I don't like being picked on, so neither does this boy. One of them, a particularly fat one, is saying the smaller boy probably wets the bed, how pathetic is that? I comment it is about one tenth as pathetic as a group of five idiots picking on one person. The fat one turns around and says no one asked me, so get lost. I apologize for my mistake… six picking on one, since the big one is clearly fat enough for at least two boys. The fat kid says he isn't fat, he has big bones. I say wow… he'll never have to worry about breaking a bone, then… those bones aren't big, they're HUGE! The fat kid says he's not opposed to hitting a girl, so get lost before he beats me along with Potter. I say I'm not opposed to kicking him in the… wait… Potter? Harry Potter? He looks at me blankly. Does that make you Dudley Dursley? Yeah… who wants to know? I tell him I read about him in a scientific journal… the first known human being to exist with absolutely no brain at all! He says that does it, I'm going to get pounded. He takes a swing at my face, I catch his fist in my hand and twist it over into a very uncomfortable position. He lets out a cry of surprise and a bit of pain. I tell him he has one chance to run home to his mommy before I kick him in the nuts so hard they get lodged in his fucking nostrils. Someone is coming, it is a teacher, asking what is going on here. Everyone is instantly on their best behavior. Dudley whispers to Harry that he will get it later on… and then to me that I will get it tomorrow. Um… tomorrow is Saturday, retard… I won't be seeing you… Harry says that was worth it to see Dudley get shown up by a girl. I invite him to come to my place. He says he can't come home with me every day forever. I ask why not, my dad won't mind. And it's not like his aunt and uncle give a shit… He can't argue with that, and we head back to my place together. I tell him there is a technique to being able to fight people like Dudley… and I know someone who can teach him if he wants to learn. He seems very interested. 08/06/11 Saturday I am in the back yard of my own house, though it is not the house I live in now, it isn't even a house I recognize. My father is there with me, in fact, my father is James Hetfield from Metallica. Also there with me are Harry Potter and Vegeta from Dragonball Z. Hetfield goes into the house, leaving Harry and me there with Vegeta. Vegeta is giving us a martial arts lesson. He says it doesn't matter how large your opponent is if you know the right techniques to handle ourselves. So we spend a while out in the back yard working on exercises to get in shape and martial arts techniques. I am thinking I am at least getting some exercise for a change, and maybe this time I will even be able to stick with it. Somehow, even though Vegeta and Harry Potter are there with me, and James Hetfield is my father, it never occurs to me that I might be dreaming until I wake up. 08/07/11 Sunday I am in the back yard of a house that is clearly not one of the places I have ever lived in my waking life, but it is familiar to me as my home. This entire dream consists of practicing martial arts with Harry Potter, Vegeta is the instructor. For some reason it never once occurs to me to do a reality check… Note: In spite of doing reality checks periodically during the day and telling myself to do them when I am dreaming, I never seem to do them anymore. If anyone has any ideas on how to get back into the habit it would be really helpful, I used to have frequent lucid dreams and now they're gone… 08/08/11 Monday I am in bed and waking up, the alarm is going off, I don't want to get up… it is too early… why is my alarm going off now?! I sit up and look around the room, there is some light coming in the window, but it is clearly still early in the morning. I drag myself out of bed and get dressed before dragging myself out to the other room. Someone speaks to me from the door, says this is the last week of school, come on, get out of bed. School… wtf? I have school? What is going on? I sit up and get out of bed, not sure what to think. I get dressed and when I go to brush my hair I see I am about 11 years old. My mind just falls into the routine of going to class now, all thoughts of dreaming gone. Eat breakfast, walk to school. I am walking to school with Harry Potter, who apparently spent the night at my house last night. The entire time I am walking to school I get the strange feeling that someone is watching us… following us… am I just being paranoid? Nope. About half way to school a group of five boys blocks our path, one of them is Dudley Dursley. They seem ready for a fight. Dudley says no one humiliates him in front of his friends… I say no need to, he makes a complete fool of himself on his own. He turns red and says he's going to pound me… then he comes at me. I use leverage and strength I didn't realize I had to flip him over and onto his back, then I step on his fat neck. Try that again I'll rip your dick off and shove it so far up your ass that you're giving yourself a blowjob! All five of them look shocked that a girl just did that. While they are shocked, Harry and I continue to school where all my classes go predictably boring. My last class is over, and I am ready to head home… but wasn't I supposed to meet Harry and walk home with him? I look around for Harry for a while, then I finally find him. I'm not sure what made me check… but I find him in a dumpster. He has had his ass kicked… by Dudley and his gang, no doubt… I help Harry out of the dumpster, at first he is mad at me, saying Dudley was beating him because of me, then he is upset, saying he tried to use Vegeta's techniques, but they didn't work… I tell him it takes time to train to fight. I focus on healing a couple of his injuries… the healing works. We walk home together, I am plotting revenge on Dudley, but Harry wants to learn to fight and take care of things himself. 08/09/11 Tuesday I wake up in bed and know right away that it is time to go to school. Time to get up and get ready to go. I pull myself out of bed, I currently have no awareness of my normal waking life, and no idea that I could be dreaming right now. I come out of the bedroom and have breakfast, I don't want to go to school, I never do, but this is the last week. Yay! I am walking to school with Harry Potter, and it feels like we're being watched. This seems to be a common occurrence now… nothing happens before we reach class, though. No one shows their face. I wonder if it was Dudley and his goons, and they are too cowardly to show their faces. Most likely. Classes today are preparation for the final exams, so there isn't much time to think about anything else. I get really bored with going over material for final exams and I end up doodling again, though this time I am more careful about getting caught. I am doodling plans for a puzzle game I have had in mind, though I am not entirely sure what I plan on doing with the idea. I will figure out that part once I have the idea finalized. 08/10/11 Wednesday, Dream 1 I am in an office, I am there for a job interview. I have no memory of how I got to be there, and I can't even remember what job I am interviewing for. Of course this results in me being about ten times as nervous as I usually am at an interview, and that is never a good thing. I look around the office a bit, it is a really fancy office. I am there by myself, I wonder when the person interviewing me will arrive. I get nosy and look around on the desk. It is a massive mahogany desk, clearly an antique… it is well polished and there are many items on it. I note the items consist of some antique looking pens, a couple bottles of ink, several rolls of parchment, and what is most notably absent is a computer of any kind. Actually there is nothing electronic at all. Weird. I sit there and wait for a few minutes until the door finally opens and a man walks in. I do a double take as I recognize the man, it looks like Professor Dumbledore. I am doing a double take when he comes over and says he's sorry to have kept me waiting, there was some urgent school business to attend to. He introduces himself and says he is pleased to meet me, Quintus has told him a lot about me. Quintus? I am wondering who Quintus is, Dumbledore continues. He says Quintus has said I have held such positions before and performed admirably in them, and he is inclined to believe Quintus since they have been friends for so many years. Who the fuck is Quintus?! I am struggling with this question, but Dumbledore doesn't seem to notice, he keeps talking. I am hardly hearing what he is saying, though I am somehow answering, not even aware of my answers. Finally I am leaving the office, and Dumbledore is saying he is required to speak with someone else, but he really feels he has already made his decision. I wish it was that easy to get a job in my waking life… 08/10/11 Wednesday, Dream 2 I am in school, I am taking a test. It's a final exam. In this dream I spend the entire day going to two different classes and taking final exams, then the school day is over. I get to go home early, though the idea is for me to go home early and then study for the final exams still to come tomorrow. What fun, I am so glad class is almost over for the summer. Outside of the school I meet up with Harry Potter, and we are walking home together. Harry says something about that he really should go home one of these days… he can't move in with me permanently. I ask why not, as long as my dad doesn't care… and it seems pretty clear that his aunt and uncle don't give a shit. Harry says the Dursley's would probably be glad to get rid of him. I say then the problem is solved. Unless someone complains, there is really no reason he can't just stay with me… unless he really prefers living with the Dursleys. He said no, he would not prefer that. I say let's get home, I need to do some studying for our final exams tomorrow. Maybe we can help each other out. Sure, sounds great. The whole way home I can't shake the feeling we are being watched, though I never see any sign of anyone following us. I wonder if Dudley might be a problem… it seems Harry notices me being paranoid. He says if I'm looking for Dudley, don't worry, Dudley is still back at school trying in vain to finish a final exam… when he probably got stuck on the first question, the one where he's required to put his name.
Not last night but the night before. I had a dream which I had forgotten most of it. But the last bit before I woke up was a close-up of me and I smiling evilly. I was backstage at a theatre (and I do mean right backstage Something to do with putting on a play.. and I can't remember much expect there was a African-Canadian man who was in a wheelchair. For some reason the day before I guess opening day, I moved this body (of a REAL dead person) which was in a sack onto the bottom shelf which was just about the height of my head (5'4 Is what I think I am) in the prop room. For some reason after I left the room I encourage people including the wheelchair person to go into the room, and for some reason I closed the door and locked it.
I was in an old looking house that had many flights of stairs. It was made almost entirely of darkish brown wood, including the walls. I was with some guy and we were trying to get out of the house. We had to run down all the stairs to get to the door at the bottom. But every time you went down a staircase, a really freaky disembodied face/mask kinda thing would zoom directly at your face. It wouldn't touch you or hurt you, but they were all different and all freaky lol. The faces scared me, so I always made the guy go a bit ahead of me, and covered my eyes with my hands. Finally we were at the bottom and I ran out of the door first. I flopped down on my back on a patch of soft grass in front of the house. It was really sunny and warm and nice. The guy joined me soon after and laid down with his head near mine and his feet in the opposite direction. Then a girl came over wearing a rainbow sweater. She started saying things like, "Oh, this must be your time together, I'd better leave you two alone," etc and this made me uncomfortable, so to change the subject, I looked down at my shorts and said disinterestedly, "Oh, is there a cricket on me?" There actually was, so I started trying to pick it up. It's really different here but for some reason I feel like it was part of the same dream. I was rummaging in the fridge in some house and eating sushi and talking with a friend who was there about a new j-pop group that was debuting soon. I was saying there were too many that were all the same, and that there were always too many members, then whoever else was there said they didn't like SNSD, except very quietly and weirdly and I was like 'what?'. Then they came on TV or something. It was a group of maybe 20 japanese idols, all dressed in white on a white/silver background. One of them had blonde wavy pigtails. Then they started singing and dancing to "Special Generation" and I was like "oh...it's a cover" sounding disappointed for some reason. I realized later on that I'm pretttty sure the creepy faces zooming at me came from playing LSD Dream Emulator, somehow. xD I dunno, it just reminds me of it.
Updated 09-02-2011 at 04:50 AM by 13525
Was living in a shitty apartments on the bottom floor. A man in the apartment above mine rapped my dog. I was so furious that I knew I had to kill the man. After sitting there upset for a while and holding baron I went upstairs and went inside the mans apartment. Strangely, Lisbeth salander from the book "girl with the dragon tattoo" was inside. She was on my side. She quietly signaled to me that the man was sleeping. We went over to him tip toe and began chocking him until he died. Then Lisbeth and I quietly signaled to each other once more and I left. I felt a great deal of relief once he was dead. Then I walked downstairs. The scene changed, I was in a big house. This guy who had a crush in me in school was there. He was hitting on me, and I was slightly creeped out. Then many people from highschool were there. I had to pee. I went to the bathroom and I started to pee. There was dirt on the wall and an invisible ghost started to write the word "clean" into the wall. I got up and began to yell at the ghost. I said I wasn't afraid of it and it to leave me alone. I got pee on my leg when I got up and I was frustrated. Then the bathroom door opened. That guy with the crush was there.
I was outside the back door of the school, sitting with AD. I had my plastic water bottle out, and AD was just sitting beside me. Then Mr. C. was standing at the door, and I felt that I should hide the water bottle. I put it beside me out of his view. Then AD grabbed it and shoved it under some towel or something that she had. Then all of the sudden she randomly whipped it out and tried to find somewhere else to hide it. Mr. C. then saw it and grabbed it. He didn't really realize what it was till he actually looked closely at it. I was thinking "shit shit shit shit shit!", but all he did was look at it and laugh, and then throw it away. I sighed with relief. I knew he probably wouldn't really care. --- I was at some party, with NE. We randomly started making out at some point. He wanted to touch my boobs, and he said something like "Oh god I'm such a pervert," but I said, "it's alright, just do it, it feels good!". --- I was going to my first class of the morning, which was apparently gym. I was in some old shack-like building. The whole room was wooden and had a dim glowing lighted atmosphere. I saw down at some desk (even though it was gym) and realized I had forgotten to change. At some point we were then outside, and I was trying to decide if I should run back and quickly change or not.
Dream Lucid Dream #1: So I was in some building and I was talking to friends, apparently weeks before I had drawn something that was in a contest. So finally the judges have gotten down to the last two drawing and they were gonna have the people there choose. The judge (who looked exactly like my friend Claudy) said "These are the last two drawing's which you the people here will choose the winning drawing." "This is...is....is Victors drawing and this is (can't remember his name) drawing. I personally think Victor's is much more exciting and colorful. Does anyone agree with me?" Crowd: "Yeah!!" Judge: "Then without further-ado your drawing champion Victor!!!" I was happy but not really extremely happy so I sat down with a couple friends and one friend was talking but i couldn't understand her. She handed me this cool looking squeeze bottle that had over 5 paint colors together, which weren't even mixing or anything they were perfectly separated. Last thing I said in my head was "this is really cool never seen one in store's." (Didn't RC!!!) Dream #2: I was in some house it was dark and I had set my backpack down on a couch. I then see a little kid come out a doorway in plain dippers, he walked right past me going straight for the front door which I didn't close because I forgot to. So I closed the door and turned the kid around and started walking him back to the doorway when his mom came out. Baby's mom: "Oh there you are I was so worried. Thank you so much for finding him." Me: " No problem glad i could help." Then she talked some more but I can't remember what she had said. Suddenly there were more people in the room and they were scared by something. So i ask "whats the problem?" Baby's mom: "your dad is coming" ( I don't like my dad he is an abusive man and I've fought him physically a couple times and the last one was the bloodiest fight before he left Florida.) Me: "Oh....I'll deal with him just get out of here." I notice the kid that I kept from leaving the house had grown up to like the age of 8 or so. There was no point in telling him to go with his family since my dad had already got there. So my dad like always was yelling at me then he tried to rush my but I just dodged it. Then he found the kid so i had no choice but to go head on, I went into a full sprint jumped and punched my dad in the face making him let go of the kid. He quickly turned around and tried hitting the kid but I kicked him in the face then threw the kid and told him to run fast! The kid was soon out of the room so it was gonna be me and him fighting again but ass soon as I took a step to go attack him the dream switched. Dream #3: I was In a training room the one's with a lot of mirrors to see exactly what your doing for yourself. First thing that cam to mind was trying to do this type of side spin flip thing I see all the time but it totally failed. As I got up to try again I woke up Vividness-7 P.S. Named it late nap because I had fallen asleep somewhere around 8:00-8:05pm and woke up at 9:46pm. So I get to go back to sleep and dream again .
Morning or noon. I was with friends. We were traveling. Walking from a gymnasium of sorts into a small area. We have a guide. An Indian guide? We were going to walk over a "sand dune," but I decided to walk around it. Then from afar, an old, bearded tricycle driver said something in a language I did not understand. I started to think we were "caught," or something. Then our guide started walking to that direction. Then driver moved his tricycle near us. In his tricycle was a pregnant woman in white dress. I asked our guide what happened. He motioned for us to ride the tricycle. I took the "backseat," the seat behind the driver. The rest of the gang took their place inside. I realized we were supposed to ride a jeep, but maybe this is faster. Riding the jeep, it suddenly turned to night. We were going through the countryside, or so it seems. I can see the surroundings quite well, and not just a black area. Trees, etc. The red "roof" of the tricycle that I'm holding on to slid out, and I almost fell out, with upper body leaning all the way back. But I didn't fall. The Korean driver profusely apologized. I told him it's okay. Morning, around after dawn. We passed by an area with some small bodies of water. We found small animals, and specially penguins. For some reason, I loved penguins, and I looked forward to playing with them once we got down the vehicle, which has now turned into a low-flying plane. We started landing. When we landed, it turned into a helicopter for the vertical landing. We landed on a sandy area. Chase. Running. A thief. I was with two girls, one is younger than the other, inside what looked to me like a Counterstrike game location. I chased after the thief, using the opposite direction, but found no way. I followed the thief's trail instead, and found it led outside. I looked for him, but he already got away. I was able to reach an area where there was a cleaning guy, setting up stuff. I asked him if he saw the thief. He said he didn't. Then I suddenly "see" a dark area, with bonfire. There was a leader, who looked like he's a tribal leader from Africa's shamanic past. He has bones dangling on his body, and white streaks on his dark body and face. There was a guy who arrived and offered to sell him a tiara. He said it's worth 24 karats, or something. The chief looked at it and was happy. Then I told him it doesn't look expensive, and might just be a toy. The chief started having second thoughts, but the thief already left. I was back with the two girls. I verified with them that the tiara is a cheap toy. I was in a prison. There were only individual prison cells, separated by walls on either side, and one "gate." I was with friends. I was guarding the prison. There were two guys in the prison who I know. I discreetly set them free using the keys. More people were put inside. The guard after me was stricter. I was at home, at night. I was waiting for a friend to contact me. He lives somewhere across the street. We were contacting each other through text. I recalled we were talking in the coliseum before. I went to the mall. I was going to meet them. I changed my sim card for some reason. I was waiting for them at the food court. There were three of them. It was Cool and his two best friends. They took the seat a bit farther than where I was, so I walked to them and took a seat. They were talking, and eating the nachos. I tried to ride along with the conversation, and ate some nachos. But then I started to wonder why I seem to be ignored. Then Cool said something to his guy best friend about getting some nachos, to which he replied, "I would, if this guy (he said a term or nickname but I forget) would just leave the food alone." I was surprised, and so I told them my name. They just looked, still not recognizing me. I become hysterical, and then realized I was in a dream. I cried on the seat, and they just left. I was just acting to see how they would react. I then thought, "So that's how they would treat me." I then looked around. I told myself "I'm in a dream," and I tried to stand still and not do anything to lose lucidity. The environment changed to the streets, no longer in the mall. I was looking at people walk by. There was a small, one-story building in front of me, and to the left is a plaza of sorts. The sun was shining from that area, which seems to suggest that's the east side. Or maybe it was setting down and that's west. I started to start losing consciousness, so I rubbed my hands. Then I noticed my sister arrive from behind. She looked unhappy (as usual), and she was going to give me something in a plastic bag. I tried spinning around since I've read it changes the place. Now it's night, in a garden/plaza type of place. And my sister was still there, still looking as unhappy as usual. I just took the plastic bag and she left. There are still people around, but it's already night, with the usual yellowish posts. For no reason at all, I started running around and jumping. I lost lucidity, and I forget this part of the dream. --- NOTE: I left the music playing randomly until I fell asleep around 11:30 pm. It stopped after 30 minutes or an hour after. I woke up sometime in the middle of the night, with the music still playing, and did a midnight adoration. Went back to sleep and had this dream. This was before the alarm went off. I did around 3-5 reality checking throughout the day, mainly hands and words/time, and reminding myself to stay still and rub hands or spin around once I have a lucid dream. I also did nine conscious breathing counts before sleeping, and then visualizing a previous dream.
Updated 08-11-2011 at 12:55 AM by 47454 (Added notes)
I can't find my DJ so I'm using this one today. I had so many dreams last night, these are just going to be short summaries. In the last one Madison and I were going to the zen center. When she got to my house I was making food. I had pizza and this weird milk & weed drink. I went outside, then back in to heat something in the microwave. There was cheese on one of the buttons. While driving we ran into Mike, he was with Lauren at a cross walk. I tried to get him to smoke with us but he was busy. While we were in conversation in things changed to us being in a laundromat or something indoors and someone else had some weed. He was talking his weed up and gave us a nug. Then somehow we had a bag very similar to his. All the different strains were in different bags with weird labeling that had countdown clocks on it. We showed him this huge bud that must have been at least an eighth. Then we were at this movie/play(seemed to change back and forth). There were cowboys. One actor was smoking a weird pipe during intermission. I asked him if he needed a light. He acted like a dick at first, but then eased up and gave me a little pipe tobacco for my pipe. Madison and I and he passed some tobacco around which got Madi and I really buzzing. We talked a bit more. Then there was some part in some store. Like a pawn shop. I asked the guy how much he made in commissions and a creepy looking old fat pasty ugly guy came out and gave him the evil eye. I assumed he was the owner. I told he didn't have to answer. He said he didn't care but then just said a bunch of other stuff that didn't answer my question. Carl called and we left to go meet him. Then there was a part where my car was stolen, but it was actually Nicks car. I chased after it on foot fairly successful for a long time. Then I started to get partially lucid and had a false awakening. Then I was in a parking lot looking for it still. Andre was outside with a tray of weed brownies. I forgot about the car for a moment and was really happy, but then I remembered and couldn't pay attention to anything Andre said. Then another FA and I'm in bed [at my house] with Madi cuddling. We both start kissing each other but then her mom comes in the back door and tells us she's going for a walk so and we better be dressed when she gets back. ------------------------ Had another dream earlier in the night where Madi was coming over but my phone didn't ring. I saw her pulling away and flipped out, banging on the window, trying to call her etc. I became very frantic. I couldn't get my cell phone to work. Weird things started to happen and I thought I was having some kind of acid flashback and really needed to get a hold of her just to talk. Had a few more dreams too, but that's enough for now.
I had some weird dreams this morning. In one, I was shopping and saw one of the Elders from the Kingdom Hall from behind. I approached him, but the dream ended before I reached him. In another dream, I was flying and I wanted to spin. I LOVE spinning in dreams, but I've always done it in the past on skates or by foot period. In this dream, I flew up high and started twirling and when I reached the ground I swung one leg back then forward to spin and I spun very quickly. I did that a few times before I got it right. In yet another dream, I was some guy living in a house in the woods. I don't recall the whole story, but a flash flood picked up the house and started carrying it down hill. I was terrified it would go over the edge down a cliff, but the water followed the dirt road all the way into town. I talked to my family the whole time, reassuring them. When we got into town, the house became a manageable size and I carried it on my back. I still spoke with my family. At some point, the dream revealed that I had actually murdered my family and I was locked away in a hospital completely insane and only "dreaming" about the flood and carrying my house.
Well they aren't that old (maybe a week) here is the 1st one. (This one was really really vivid) I met somehow a girl with black hair her name was like danielle or something I really liked her (in love) she went at my house and I discovered she had a youtube account full of runescape videos and was really popular. I immediatly fell in love with her. I think we kissed I'm not sure. She played WoW on my computer and she was doing a kindof battleground. She was good at it. After I dont know how but went at my mother bf's house and we rode a quad. here is the 2nd one (I don't remember much) I was playing rift and talking to somebody or watching a rift video saying hey rift can now be played on a laptop!!!
10.08.201108/10/11 (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID 1. These girls were bathing in this water that actually connects to the dream plane and gives them powers. Meanwhile the Joker became the president of Image comics. Whoever had the worst comic idea got shot. I survived of course. I was walking when I noticed the girls using the powers from the water. I ask where the water came from and they tell me its from a lake in the forest next to Target. I then tell them their powers are most likely temporary and we should go back to the lake together. They agree and we drive to Target. Along the way more people hear about the lake and decide to head over there themselves. When we finally got to Target I got seperated from my group and to go on by myself. Along the way I come across this street gang who are offended by something I did. I try to ignore them but they start getting physical with me. They then decide to follow me, I manage to lose them and see the forest is not to far. While I was walking that street gang found me and started to chase me, then I woke up.
By chance I happened to have a pretty decent length lucid dream, so I'd like to be sure to document it. The earliest part in the sequence I can remember was some sort of fake Harry Potter movie (during the dream I seemed to think it was the third in the series, but couldn't remember the name), only it starred the cranky-professor-guy-with-the-eye-whose-name-I-don't-remember (that guy from the Goblet of Fire). Anyways, it seems he was going away and people were giving him various going away presents but he was being extra cranky about them. I recall the second to last one vividly; one person (seemed to be a young adult) held up this large, ornate deep green crystal cross with silver metallic edges, stating that he was offering the professor a chance to examine it and that it was a magical artifact that had belonged to his family for many years (it seemed to imply he was some sort of royalty). However the professor cut the student off from his speech angrily, exclaiming that he knew several good men who died in the name of that worthless, magic-less artifact. After that people started to disperse, and an older professor picked up another going away present that looked like a chest and looked as though he was about to leave but then decided to offer it up (saying that after what had just happened he thought the professor wouldn't be interested but thought he might try offering it anyways). They open it, and the chest is empty except for a small recess near the top left that contained a brass metallic pentagram. The older guy asked him if he knew what it was, and the professor replied dramatically that he did indeed know. The camera seemed to look into the box and zoom in ominously on the pentagram; as it got closer you could see that there was a different place on the other side. As it zoomed through the camera shifted to my vision as I saw a group of people walk by and I followed them into what I seemed to think was a hospital. We were talking about some project I was going to work on (it seemed like a job interview?). Inside, we entered some board room through a set of doors and then went to another set of doors along the same wall to let two other people in (I was already with two other people). One of them was Dr. Werremeyer, whom I was happy to see after so long. At some point it transitioned to me at my car at what seemed to be the gas station on University Drive in Fargo that we used to always get gas at. I seemed to think for a moment that my brother was joining me. We got into the car and were waiting there for a while. We amused ourselves with the two extremely short old ladies in the car next to us. At some point he asked me what we were waiting for, I replied that I wasn't sure, that I'd started with 5 professors and now had 0 and that if this was a dream it was kind of a shitty one, which prompted a reality check. It didn't pass (I remember thinking it was going to and being initially surprised that it didn't). I managed to keep focus but immediately getting to work. As I was doing this I was looking across a street corner and there was a lot of Hispanic people walking across the corner towards me. I decided since I didn't like this dream that I'd clean it up a little bit, so I mentally ordered the wind to blow everything away. It became quite a bit windier (as I could notice in the trees in the background), but it wasn't enough to blow the people away. I tried ordering it again and was able to blow a few people off their feet. I incidentally noticed I had a bottle of lime slushy stuff that I was drinking from. I also recall thinking this dream was going on a while (my temporal perception seemed awry here in retrospect) and I should come write about it. Since my current efforts weren't working I tried to get out of my car but somehow got my head stuck in the door and in trying to get myself out I accidentally woke up. Observation: as I'd previously noted, during a failed reality test my breathing becomes noticeable as the kind of nasal breathing my waking body would experience. This time I discovered that maintaining this nasal breathing sound helped hold lucid focus. I seemed to think this lucid dream was longer, but I can't seem to remember much going on. Anyways, good stuff.
8/9/11 DILD Recall: poor This dream had a lot of jumps, and I will just put in the bits and pieces that I remember. I was with a group of like 30 people playing some weird game. I remember it being like tag, but we gave it some zombie reference. We were running around some complex until the scene changed to us all hanging out in this circular area. It was like a 50 ft. diameter circle that we couldn't leave. After awhile we just started sitting down and throwing things at the "it" guy. He was kind of chubby and started feeling bad about what was going on. I felt bad so I changed the game to try and lob the ball into his shirt pocket with his help. So we were kind of on a team instead of just hucking balls at this kid. The dream scene changed again, but kept the same people. It felt like a field trip. We walked into this room with a bunch of small black fuzzy balls on the floor. I was jumping from ball to ball in this wet stone room. Eventually there is some hubbub and it turns out some guy is proposing to his girlfriend. I thought it was a stupid place to do it, but she said yes and I was happy for them. Another DC and I have to go downstairs for some reason. I am suddenly wearing a helmet and this big coat, even though it isn't cold. We see someone who is in charge of the building we are in. He is looking at the fire alarm and apparently they need to do a fire drill. My buddy and I ask if we can be the ones to pull the alarm and he said sure. We tried once and it didn't work. We started pumping the alarm to see if it would work. I made a Jurassic Park reference by pumping it 3 times effortfully to "charge" it. It still doesn't work so we go to another alarm. Neil Flynn walks up and for some reason I am hiding from him. I am glad I have this helmet to hide in. I avoid contact and we try the second alarm, it fails. I head back to join the group and when I reach them, I somehow become lucid. I look at the crowd of people and say something along the lines of, "we have to have sex or you will die/the world will end." It worked pretty well. A beautiful girl approaches me and I am suddenly naked. I am looking for a second companion and some dude walks up and asks if he will die too. I said yes, but then I realized he was a dude and told him to leave. A second girl shows up and we have a 3-way for a bit until I lose the dream. I don't remember having an FA or waking up, I just started standing in this rainforest cafe looking building. This confused me. I knew I just had a dream, but this seemed so vivid. Mohammed was walking with like 4 people down these stairs. I join with them and ask what is going on. He said some other guy is going to propose to his girl. I didn't know the girl by name and suddenly a photo flashed into my vision and disappeared. She was a brunette in a red dress. The camera shot was from above her and she was sitting and looking up at it. She was a cutie. It looked like a facebook photo. I ask Mohammed if all of this is real and he said either yes or he thinks so. I look at a flower that was next to the stone steps. I lift my hand and try to move it with telekinesis. It works, and seeing that girl got me in the mood again. I found some girl off to the side and we start going at it. The dream is fading to black, but I can still feel her and I am so close. I am just able to finish as I lose the dream. I wasn't worried about having a wet dream because I could tell it wasn't going to be one. It felt like I was orgasming, but there was no muscular part to it. The pleasure was there, but I could tell that my dick muscles (?) weren't contracting. I have an FA, and it appears to have been a wet dream. I was upset because it didn't feel like it would be. I wear my wet boxers to the bathroom of my parents house. My dad for some reason is sitting in the tub with his clothes on and sunglasses. I try to dip back out before he sees me but he does. I try to cover myself, and I wake up for real. ...And I was right by the way...nice and dry There is one more dream fragment that I can't seem to place: We were in the rainforest cafe place with Sam. We had to cross this ravine thing to keep going wherever we were headed. This girl acrobatically jumps on like 4 angled platforms and then lands safely on the other side. Sam was reluctant to go because he thought there would be spiders over there. I said there are spiders here, and I look down. I spot like 5 in like 5 seconds where we were standing. The platform we were on had a comforter on it, and the spiders would walk up and around the folds. I get grossed out by seeing so many and tried to get off the platform quickly. I make it across. I am also walking around the stone steps for a bit, and it turns out this place is a minor league baseball training facility. I think it is funny they have all of this jungle stuff also, but I thought it was kind of cool too.