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I was walking among the aquariums and wanted to eat fish. There was something like thought that its time to LDreaming, Count fingers, so desided to eat fish - it was already fried and swam in the aquarium. It was VERY tasty!!!! I took dishes from the table and made them flying. but then i want them to fall i found that there no dishes in the air... then i went through the glas door - i couldn't open it, so i just went through it. I flew in the spase and fond myself near the sun. Found our Earth - it looked like terrestrial globe - i found antarctic there and land. when i was landing i saw the world under the snow - i saw big hole in the center end entered there. there was biiiig rock and i flew near it and heard, that somebody called me several times by name. and awoke.

I have just sold 2 of these seeds on the internet and it the whole dream is about my effort to ship it in the morning
First, I am going to some atelier to visit my friends or perhaps I work there. When I get there, there is Anna and Elham and some other people. They have some dogs there. Its a night time and I realise, that I didn't take with me the ER seeds that I need to ship tomorrow morning. For a moment I thought I just ship it the next day, but I cannot stand the thought of it. So I decide to leave and to get them. Then one of the dogs which looks like Husky just starts playing with me. I am politely pushing it away excusing myself that I have to leave. The dog is still jumping around and then jumps on my and I go on the floor. He starts running around like crazy, playing and particularly focused on my crotch. I am wearing jeans. I am laughing as its tickling me and I force my legs together. The dog keeps tickling me with its paw right on my balls!! I am laughing my ass off as its so ticklish as I am crawling on the floor trying to get away from it. Then I manage somehow and head home. I am walking at night.

Then, I realise that I have them in Czech, and that I need to get there somehow. I as Barbara E if she can drive me there. She agrees and we heading there. I remember that during the dream I actually forget few times to take the seeds from the place I am going to collect hem. Then I have to come back. When we drive to Czech, I know that I gave the seeds to George and that he hid them at his grand parents house. At one point when we drive away from the place where I needed to collect them and I realise that I don't have them. I tell Barbara to wait that I will run back. The road is really funny, made of big stones and my running on it is pathetic. I see Barbara turning the car around and collecting me. We get there and I come to talk to them. They bring me the bag with seeds and the grandpa is telling me that if I want to plant them, I should do it somewhere far from the house. I look at the seeds and two of them are cracked and one of them is already having small root coming out of it. Grandpa says that it is very aggressive plant and that it takes over everything. "It will even damage electrical wires in the ground if its near" he says. I am pretty surprised by this comment.
I get back to the car and suggest that I will drive. Barbara looks at "driketa" and says that that house is newly renovated. I offer to drive around so she can see. For some reason I decide to drive up George's garden and also across Hubner's one. I drive slowly not to do any damage. The we get in front of the Driketa. It still looks like an old house, but there are some futuristic glass parts on it, as if green house or observatory. I look around as I see some people there. There is my cousin Marcela with her husband Lada, and he has gun. I am surprised that they are there together as they are divorced. There is also the owner of the house which I don't know. He doesn't look very pleasant.
I see my nephew there playing. I look at the house and on the left there is a fire place. It is in the glass part. Above it is something that looks like a well polished small model of locomotive and above it are some tanks. It is all connected with well polished bronze pipes. I assume that it is some kind of steam engine. I follow the pipes with my eyes and I see on the right of the house, there is the owner sitting in front of some mechanical control panel. He holds a control manual, on which are circles of different colours organised to some kind of tree, by which one determines what to do with the engine. He looks at it and then comes down to FV or FL final circle. The man then moves control stick of the steam engine to FL or FV option. I think that it is quite primitive and dangerous. I then ask if I can invite Barbara so she can see the place as she is very interested in it. They agree. Barbara come and we stay just for a moment and then we jump back in the car and I drive back to UK. I am surprised how skilful driver I am even though the steering wheel is on the other side. We are driving X5 the whole time. I think Christopher is also in the car.

[The dream was at around 6:30AM]
[So finally had a lucid that i was able to recall well enough after laying in bed for a while after waking up.. it was in time, since my last lucid recorded here was 13 days ago]
[My recall is really bad these days and it even affected the dream, it was blurry most of the time]

I was running on a street in a regular dream, where something exploded and i knew that my mom was there at the explosion... I thought that it must be a dream, because something like this wouldn't happen. So i started running and just flew up into the air simply. I got lucid thanks to this.

As flying above the streets, i noticed that everything was dark again, like in my lucids these weeks... Like i don't have enough control. I wanted to change this, but also got scared for some reason...
I flew back to our house and i noticed that the lights are on in our outbuilding, so i flew in there, hoping to bring the light out with myself.
As i got in there, i found one of my cats doing something in a corner... I wasn't sure what he did, but he looked embarassed and started walking away.

I flew out through the closed windows and kept thinking about how i'll bring out the light with myself from inside the building. As soon as i found myself outside, turns out it didn't succeed.
Everything was still dark, so i flew up again and held my hands in front of my eyes to try and use my really light white hands and create daylight from them. I held them in front of me and then moved them away, focusing on them blurring my vision, so maybe the lighter colors will remain... but it didn't work much.. it only got lighter a little bit. [I was kinda bored of this darkness already, it just happens too much since a while].

Oh, i was part of your dream? Cool!

Some kind of fear feeling got over me yet again as i was in the air and suddenly a black kitten [who i recognized immediately, it was my cat, Kormi] started flying at me really fast. He got to me and "climbed" on my hand and i felt a huge pain. For some reason this cute little kitten was scary. I wanted to get rid of him, but he kept holding on my hand and anytime i moved it, i felt that unbelievable pain.
I flew into our house, hoping to lose him while passing through the glass window, but he was still there, hurting even more...

Then i realized that all i have to do is think positively. So i started thinking about how this is just a dream and nothing should hurt me, everything shouldn't be dark outside.
This seemed to work, because my kitten disappeared finally. I flew out of the window yet again and now it was around 7:30PM in the dream, judging by the amount of light the environment gained. [So it wasn't that dark anymore, i could see well now, but it was getting dark soon].

I was happy that it worked and in my happiness, i flew up to some electrical wires above me and started chewing on one of them. I thought that it's funny that these would be deadly in real.
They tasted horribly though, just like rubber... I thought about that they should taste like gummycandy, but it didn't seem to work, so i left them.
I noticed some electrical storm really far away in the horizont, i wanted to go and check it out.
I had a thought that the cables empowered me, so i changed to super speed flying and headed that way. While flying at extreme speed, i let out some kind of electrical pulses out of my body and they zapped the air around me

When i got to the storm, it was kinda disappointing.... it got really tiny and not that huge as it seemed from further away, so i left and went back to my starting position.
While flying back that way, i remembered my goal, i wanted to find Amy Lee, to ask her some things. [Along with questions about how to befriend Lucy... after all they are both DCs, so she might know].
I flew out to our street and made a remark on how there were no people anywhere. Then i landed on top of a big transformer that is standing at the end of our street.

Amy Lee

I kept thinking about Amy standing on the other side of the transformer and i was turning around to summon her. As i was turning, the transformer was tottering as the air moved it, but i didn't feel unsafe.
Soon after this suddenly the environment shifted around me, now i was still standing on the transformer, but was in our ourbuilding. [Which's ceiling got much much taller].

I noticed a macho looking guy on the ground below. He shouted something at me, but i don't remember it. He seemed to trying to tell me something important, but i didn't care much about it.
For some reason i was able to look through the wall without any effort at this moment... I noticed a DC walking away from the building outside, and she had a black hair and i thought that it must be Amy Lee.
I put my head through the wall and looked down at her, she didn't look up at me, but her eyes were on me and she was smiling at me like she was planning something bad. [I knew it for sure now, she looked perfectly like Amy and i was happy that my mind was able to recreate her so beautifully ]

I flew outside and landed behind her as she was trying to leave the garden.
I wanted to say something to her, but suddenly hear someone behind me, shouting "CAREFULLY!".
I looked behind me, and it was a naked girl, who's body was made of plastic, only her head was human. I just knew it that this was the same guy who were standing near the transformator before... he just changed.
I turned back to Amy, not caring about this random person, even while i had a thought that maybe he/she was the one who brought Amy here.

Just as i looked at her, i heard a howling sound and she started transforming into some kind of monster... It was like a werewolf, but bigger and had some unrecognizable parts on itself.
That weird person behind me said nothing, but i heard in my mind as he/she was thinking "I told you".
Ah well... how could i know that this was just a trick and not the real Amy? I flew up in the air away from this monster, then woke up.

[I guess this dream wasn't so bad, despite the fact that it wasn't that clear as they are usually, but that's thanks to my recall... gotta work on it more now ]
[I'm going back to sleep, since it's just 7:30 when writing this entry, so i hopefully be able to post another LD today ^^]
[11:40AM Edit: Well, couldn't get another LD, sadly, just some regular dreams and a sleep paralysis ]

1
i say to my grandfather i rather ride the car then the motorcicle cause it hurts my back i tell my sister to also enter the car


2
something that i see as a computer game but is real - i fight to go down earth? i fight with boses with shooting until i discover i can hurt them by going to a cd and it hurts them with music i also then have to shot airplanes


3
my grandparents and aunt stays at our house and we think on which beds day they will sleep
... the famlily then goes on a trip and we walk in circles - my uncle tells me how when he was young he wrote an adventure book and he even went to a writing competition but he says its a small one not big
i notice suddenly that i see this laptop of a phone company bezeq that my uncle igal left on the ground and so i notice hey we are walking in circles all the time and i tell the rest of the family and we all stop and sit and feel bad that we wallked in circles .

when we sit i look at my dog and feels sad that shes old and a golden retriver after sometime that i look i think to myself hey shes not a golden retriver - shes a wolfdog

I wanted to do more drawings for this, but there's no point, it's just too boring.......................x.x I just want to find some other dream to draw, couldn't really do much with this one, since everything was faded out. Bleeeeeeeeeeh

All I did was just use the gridding method to get the outlines right, because honestly, I'm not going to spend hours trying to freaking free hand all this crap.

People think the gridding method is cheating, but just because you can free hand a bunch of lines doesn't really do much good for your ego. Anyone can draw lines, so what's the point in stressing yourself out on drawing lines, and then getting pissed for proportions not being right, blah blah....just grid it, erase it when you have the outlines, shade it, and you're done. Same thing you'll get....free-handing or whatever.

I think that when you realize that, you'll enjoy drawing more, instead of it being "omfg0zr am I doing this right?"

Everyone has their own opinion, but I'm using it to just save time...A LOT of time....outlines are probably the most important aspect in any drawing I guess of people, because if you can't get the lines right to make it look like the person, it's not going to look like them.


But I will have to free-hand a lot eventually, I guess that should be a good thing, since I was actually better doing it free-handed...or not....I can't remember anymore xD

Anyway, enough of that.








Here's the link for the actual entry:

Green Globe, Pool of Toy Balls, Is that a Dragon, Eva and Akashic Records?? - Dream Journals - Lucid Dreaming - Dream Views

Spoiler for Deviant Art Link:

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Spoiler for Eva and Akashic Records + Drawings:

Eva and Akashic Records? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Things start out where I'm at an area that seems to be a green underground cave. I believe I'm in the lighter side of this area, and I finally see Eva.

There's something odd about her, there's this type of loneliness within her, she looks degraded, used up, raped, or something...it was kind of sickening, but the fact that I still saw her, she obviously had the intention of actually interacting with me for once for a little longer.

Her hair, it isn't blonde like it was before when she gave me the grey letter with the letter "M" on it with in a non-lucid I had a long time ago.

It was light orange, but you see, it looked like it was like the color because someone probably fried her hair up a little, I'm not too sure.

She looked exactly like Eva, she was quiet, but it was definitely Eva. She wore a very bright green military jacket, and she had it open.

And I saw her breasts, she left them exposed with her opened jacket, and her nipples were pink, maybe a little darker than that. I think the point of her projection was to portray that she was used up by someone or something.

As for her pants, it was the same with her regular biker outfit, it's just that the jacket was green instead of the usual Khaki type of color all over, and I believe she had black boots as well.


She gets close to me, but there's this type of barrier separating both of us, so she starts pushing as much as she can. I take a step back to let her open it fully, and I get closer to her.

"Eva...."

She doesn't look too desperate for small talk right now, seeing as how the look on her visage was a little bit depressed and sad. There were marks on her hair, and some of it wasn't complete. She was bald in a few areas, but she still had her long hair.

I follow her, and we go up some stairs, we haven't talked at all, I merely pick up her non-verbal cues. There are two characters talking to each other, and I stay behind Eva, completely relying on her to guide me through what seems to be a library.....

We wait for the two guys to finish talking, and it seems to be that they are wearing white robes like they're from Egypt....

I wait for Eva's cue to move, and she finally does, so I quickly go along with her, and we hide behind some shelves until the two Egyptian robe wearing characters move further to the left. Then Eva goes to a bookshelf perpendicular towards the direction she's going.

Like, imagine being parallel to the back of a bookshelf, and one being perpendicular to you....so I quickly dash to the bookshelf, slowly moved my head up to see that there are two or so guards on the other side.

I crouch back down, waiting for Eva to cue something to me already.

For some reason, I decided to be a little bold, and I start making a little whistle sound to attract the guards. I believe I did that because I thought the guard was too far to hear the whistle, but they pick up the sound a few seconds later.

I crouch down quickly since I saw the guard turn around immediately. I started to get tensed up for a little, feeling this weird tingling sensation in my head....I definitely made the horrible mistake in making that whistle....

I have a gun in my hand, and I believe Eva didn't have a weapon at all, so I guess I had to be the support in case things get rough.


I have my gun ready, and it has a cyan laser sight, and once I realized this, I quickly moved the laser sight to the edge of the bookshelf we're parallel to, because the guard might find the laser dot....but I already knew my feelings of being tensed up and fearful meant the guards were already too suspicious.

I wait having my gun aimed at the predicted path of where the guard's head should be...I started to get more tensed up, feel the guard coming closer and closer....

Then I see the side of a face taking a slow peak, and I slowly aim my laser sighted gun to their heads, but they quickly so their whole body to me and try to aim at me, but since he saw that he's not going to win this one, he's shocked, and an Exclamation mark appears on his head....



Anyway, since the guard was moving, I decided I might as well show myself to the others, but I didn't, I just popped my head over to the top of the shelf to see that the same guard told the other one that we're here.

So I decided to shoot the guard trying to contact Headquarters through this big swamp green radio phone....I believe I managed to shoot him before he did...

The same man with the radio phone wore glasses, a long brown leather jacket, and it he looked a lot like Ocelot when he was extremely old in MGS4.

Once he's taken care of, at least, I'm presuming he's dead or knocked out from the gun shot, I try to aim to the other guard that alerted him.

Then this other guard comes out from NOWHERE, and has holds a pump-action shotgun with one hand. I thought he was going to come after me first, but he's aiming at Eva, and she's still crouching down....I realized that she was too injured to react

He came so quick, that I couldn't even shoot him because my gun didn't even fire any bullets. He shoots Eva, I get fucking pissed, and the gun magically works, I shoot the hell out of the guy.

But instead of going to Eva immediately, I had to make sure there weren't any more guards around us, so I move forward to scan the area, and things are okay.

I take a look at some kind of weird base in front of me, and I believe I'm looking outside the library, like the door was wide open. There was this area with grass, but the type of grass you see in video games, where everything on the floor is just mashed up together.

I see the door to go to another base....and it's overall color is violet with some hues of bright pink....then I realized...

"Eva!!!"

I completely forgot about her, and I turned around, but I couldn't do it quickly, everything was going slow, the dream is starting to fade, and this would've been the point where I would've been lucid, since I felt so much emotion in this dream.....

But the dream fades quickly..

I guess that was okay for a first try, hopefully I'll get better, especially when drawing other figures :s

Maybe that Stan Lee comic book might come in handy again! I remember doing a lot of figures when I was a kid based on a drawing book of his.

And I really suck at looking serious....LOL...I keep laughing at how hard I was trying to be serious in those drawings XD

I wonder what dream I'm going to draw next.


And I need a haircut

I was with one of my friends at the flea martket, and my sister. We were walking through it, like it was just an ordinary day. I saw Jesse Eisenberg sitting somewhere, and I was like "Is that the guy from Zombieland?", and my sister said no. We saw him again, and everybody realized that it was him. The friend that was with me (she's kind of a whore), wanted to have sex with him.

Later in that same dream, we were in kind of a "1408" situation, except it was a car, not a hotel room. License plate on the car said 1408 though.

I had a dream with a buddy of mine from highschool and were at this old guys house in the middle of no where and hes blind and for some reason we kill him but some how hes still alive in a veggie state so we leave in my friends car and then I some how know hes drunk, its dark out and were driving through forests, I thought we would crash or something because once in a while i'll have a dream where I fly out of a moving car.

The dream was a long mabey 45 min full dream and it starts out at my uncles house were having a party my sister is trying to hook me up with a girl and I took to long and there were a lot of people there that I didn't know and some of my friends a guy started hitting on the girl and im getting this feeling because everyones there, I leave with my friends and were walking and I see a kid he got cool presents like a jet pack next thing I know zombies are chasing us and as im running me and my friend are talking and im barely getting up the stairs.

I was thinking of creating a topic on favorite and worst time travel movies/entertainment and I guess I had some bleed over.

There was a girl telling about a movie in the 50s that sounded like it was pretty awesome except for the ending. Due to time constraints the producer forced them to cut it short.

Later I'm at at school and a is there; she's practicing cheer leader moves and I asked her if she wanted to work on some stunts (little something I learned from being the high school mascot). She started talking about something and I was partially tuning her out and waiting on a yes or no.

I have a dream house not the house I would want to live in but a house of many levels I was outside the house and my friend(who is currently pregnant with a girl) and her son where sitting outside she asked oh could you take my daughter in there I didnt want to go into the house but ended up there anyways with the little girl she was around 9 ( this girl hasnt been born yet ) we keep getting locked out of the stair wells people saying its closed .The little girl says but aunty I have to go to the bathroom so we wander around till we find one I stand guard outside the bathroom and a big man walks up and acts like hes going in the at first I say no my niece is in there he keeps trying to get into the bathroom I hear a sink so shes washing her hands I assume the guy is only wearing boxers so I bowed up and said You are not f***ing with my niece no way in hell . He left then she came out we started heading out of the house with many levels and she had lost my ring? ( I am allergic to metal I dont wear rings) I told her it was fine I didnt care and we should hurry back so her mom wouldnt be worried . end of dream
how weird her son is almost 3 right now and shes only about 4 months pregnant with a girl I am called aunt since shes my best friend .But she is having an at risk pregnancy due to health problems I hope this is a good sign ..

Two orcs charged me as I was adventuring in the wilderness. I leaned back on my right leg and put my left hand out as if to signal "stop" to put my right arm out of their view. I quickly drew a bow from my back with my right hand and an arrow with my left. I shot them both in the head in like 2 seconds. I woke up feeling really cool.

The other day I did a WBTB and I had terrific vibrations that I could control with my thumbs again. And there was a soft weight on my chest, kind of like when a cat sleeps on you. It made me so comfortable, and easy to slip back to sleep without feeling the need to move or rollover. But I slipped into a non lucid about being in a musical with a coworker, and she knew all the lines and staging but I didn't know any of it. So I kind of depended on her to help me. The music in this musical contained parts from ABBA's Dancing Queen, and Cyndi Lauper's True Colors. What a stupid show haha.

Then last night I had a non lucid about this really interesting snake. It was really really big, and ivory colored, and was hiding in the bushes outside a grocery store. It seemed kind of friendly, so I decided to do a snake charming routine, to lure it out of the bushes and save it basically. The song I used to charm it was (DON'T LAUGH) the trololo song. Ok you can laugh. It worked, and he came out, but suddenly some weird man was coming after me, and I started spinning and my body was all horizontal and weird all of the sudden. Then I was lying on the ground. All I could see then was the man's legs, as he walked off. He didn't get the snake though (I guess he just didn't like the trololo song haha), so I was able to get the snake myself and pick him up quite easily. I tried to will it to coil around my body, but instead he turned into something more lizard-like, and he seemed uncomfortable with the whole thing. So he just plopped on the ground and stayed in the grass. Then I woke up, with trololo still in my head at that moment, and for several hours after I got up.

I was in my yard playing baseball with my dad and some other kid, and he threw me the ball, I hit it and it went through my basement wall. The wall was in the wrong area but I didn't realize it. I went to the basement and I realized my dad and the kid could see me.

I only remember parts of my dreams. (not lucid).

1. i remember being in an old 1500's medieval high moutainous setting that surrounded a bunch of wooden cabins suspended by very big logs and I was doing parkour over the houses.

2. I remember being in a video game and at the same time playing it with my sister. The setting was a gate and i remember a very brightly colored armoed creature coming out of the gate and i remember my sister telling it to go back in the gate and it did. She used a lightning attack.

3. The final segment of the dream i remember is being an armored European warrior from me which was strange because i'm black and i was running through people's apartments and i eventually found myself on a bridge and from there i found myself fighting of hoard of monsters. But everything was like video game like though.

Well, that's all

6/25/12

DILD + DEILD

I was playing hockey in some rec league. I was really good. The first thing I did was take the puck from behind my net, blow past everyone, hold the last defender on my back, deek, and scored with half the net open. However, the ref said blocking out the defender was a penalty so he recalled my goal. I did the same thing 3 more times but hit post for all of them. I was getting really frustrated and then the game ended.

We were heading back to the locker rooms when I became lucid. I am talking to Val, and I follow her to the girls locker room. I keep asking her to fool around and she is stubbornly refusing. I land a few kisses and rub her leg as I wake up.

I focus on the tactile sensation of her legs and our body positions as I DEILD. I was doing a lot of foreplay because I wasn't going to let myself finish due to the mess it would probably make. I involve a 3rd girl who was around and we all have fun for awhile and I stop right when I had previously planned. Eventually I wake up.