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Just as the title says.

The Green and White Snake
I recall this dream starting outside, it was during lunch with everyone outside. There was some commotion, I guess some kids had happened on a snake or something. I walked over and was amazed by its colors, generally don't recall ever hearing of a white and Green snake ya know. I noticed some people decide to throw a few rocks over to which I move over to shield the snake from, eventually I just picked up the snake n walked away. I recall then being in some kind of pet store, there was a woman that worked there (based off her khaki attire) showing me this kind gel like substance, saying that the snake would enjoy the use of it on her scales (I guess the employee knew the snake was female). And that was pretty much the end of that dream

In the Bush
This one I believe started with me just kind of walking through some jungle landscape. Eventually I came upon a solo velociraptor, (utahraptor size) Fileromie scale.png - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
I wasn't scared or anything, ended up following it to some kind of hut/in the ground kind of home. Became a little bit of an interesting dream from that point, so i think i'll leave it at that.

Death of meh mum
Pretty much just that, I recall that she Had died, now how, and the funural/service. The weird part of it all was that her head seemed all shrunken from view.... like it was there, but even though it was.... it was to small to see... freaked me out when I woke up back when I was so young, ended up sleepin on the couch waiting for my mom to come home from work XD

Choice (graphic, gore)
The oldest, and still kind of disturbing dream I can recall having, was way back when I was little. It was a rather dark one in my opinion, specially for being in early elementary school. It started with what seemed to be my mom, asking me, whether, because for some reason one of had "to go", which one she should choose, me, or my older brother. It was a fucked dream from the start, I didn't know what to say, I didn't want to die, I in my age told him her since he had experienced more life than I. Then I remember her asking my older brother "which one?" to which she pointed at a spoon and a serrated knife. Well I guess the means of taking his life was to be disembowelment, because I remember my brother asking if he could have something to eat, and being told that doing so would only lead to a bigger mess.

I've had someone recently suggest that lucid dreaming may be dangerous, because were not letting our mind dream as it wants to, as in showing you things you need to see, to "decompress" of which he says this is just him theorizing off of his own logic, nothing more. I'm sorry but I'd rather not decompress then, cause dreams like those leave you not in a good state when you awake, mainly because they are the True Nightmares, the ones filled with disappointed/dead family/friends. Ones within reality that you cannot see to be false during a sleep state with an untrained mind.

Even the ones of war and undead, the ones I play games of when I get bored, even those have become tiresome, because they are a waste. Sure it was nice in the one where I was with a group, despite not being able to put faces to them, that I was able to help them for the brief time I was with them. Sadly the majority of them are me by myself, just moving at break-neck speeds, stopping to grab this or that and then onward.

I just.... want to go to peace ya know. Just a nice day up on some grassy knoll, with the single tree on a bright sunny day, maybe some coconut chime in the back-round clanking occasionally, calmingly. Shit maybe even have a picnic, nice large white sheet out on the ground with a bottom-less basket filled with all the noms you could ever want. Maybe when we finishing eating well say who cares for the mess of the white sheet we've left, n just decide to paint on it, as to hang it later for remembrance.

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Just something nice ya know.

First one I could remember was rather early. I can only realy grasp a little of it, gets graphic near my end dreams

Where we were living, we had these 2 airplanes side by side, one facing north/south the other facing the other way. They were pretty much non-flyable, setup more as a hangout.

It was an early one like my first lucid, I seem to noticed i'm losing out on whats going on.... and make a concious decision "must remember this".

After that I have vague memories of just.... a lot of different guns. I can't remember if I was in either a war or undead situation, just remember inspecting the different weapons.

The last dream was the most real visually. Me and my bf came up on what I thought to be like a bus stop or somethin.

I just remember seeing some large bodied... i don't wanna say officer but i do wanna say security guard. I remember getting pegged with a rock in the head, not nicely, n i turn to see some young girl sitting in the driver seat of a truck, likely around 15/16 tops, I just turned back to the guard n said "should stop her now, only gets worse from there". In the mind i had in the dream, it was a rather deliberate intentionally painful kind of rock.

(warning: drug/sexual references)

Then all of a sudden I me and my bf were in a room with them , the girl n the truck in the guard, and some other older chick, seemed a bit closer to the guards age/size. Pretty much chillin like you would with your friends, in this trashed room (just stuff strewn all about). I remember holding this bong/somethin that had like.... 3 inch diameter bowl, just filled with nugs on it XD..... I kept remembering I was wondering who had a lighter. Then all of a sudden I notice the guy and the younger girl are smoking fking crack.... I say nothing, just thinking what I had said to the guard earlier in my dream. He goes to hand me some n I just say "nah, I'm good, only smoke the herb". He seemed, and I wondered if he was offended.

I'm stuck in that for a moment, before turning and seeing the larger woman pretty much going to town on my bf with her mouth, him seemingly trying to climb away, at which point I stood and just angrily said to him "alright, cmon, time to go".

As we turned the hallway..... I noticed We had our own room right on the other-side of theirs, all of our stuff inside it. To which I think I got some fear, like hell was about to break loose. I thought "i'll get the owner of the house", so I go to the final door, and I see some gaunt shaggy blonde haired dude mounting n stuffing (in the sexual sense) this other chick over hte side of his bed. Seeing this I immeadiately went to close the door and and thought "busy...."

I went back to what felt/seemed like my room, I told my bf to get the shotgun as I picked up a bb gun n looked around the corner back towards the first room.... after moment I noticed a bb flying towards me.... I remember it annoying me, but no pain of course. I pulled back into the room and just told my bf to hand me the shotgun. I had the thought to go back to the first room and start making some demands but, I woke up before I tried doing so and before it possibly got ugly.

I was at this old hotel called Havarti's, and my dad's old college buddy was there and we partied in a pool with hot girls. Oh yeah. And all the guys in the pool were naked and trying to get the girls to get naked. Me and a red headed girl wandered off then I woke up.

I dreamt that I had a bigdaddy doll, and I had to freeze my wife cryo freeze my wife for some reason and I kissed her frozen body to 'let her know' it'd be okay.

I dreamt that me, Ryralane, and my friend Kori and some other people I don't remember play some sort of card game with Ellen page in like a surfboard shed on the beach.

2010-09-14

I was in a hurry to wake up this morning, and therefore didn’t have time to write what I had dreamt last night, and unfortunately, I forget most of it. What I do remember is being at some sort of facility, and me and the rest of my family was about to enter some portal thing, to where I don’t know. When we walked through, we were at our house, but the sky was an orangish red. Inside on the kitchen table were birthday presents to my younger cousin Luke. The first one on the top read (trying to remember) “USA… USA… we are the best!” Even in my dream I remember going what the fuck? After that I walked upstairs to where the Xbox and TV are. On the floor were a bunch of PS2 games, and almost not noticing it, I saw 4 new games. I thought, “oh yes, someone bought me the new Patapon games (they don’t exist; only 1 and 2 do). I remember the title saying Patapon, but the sub title under that for all 4 were something like age of mythology or something, and then an element. One for each element; Fire, Water Earth, and Wind. Each game case looked exactly the same except for a color difference matching the element. That’s when I was woken up by my mother calling my name.

I never seem to write anything in my journal over the summer months, too many late nights, not enough sleep.

2010-09-16

This dream takes a couple twists and turns randomly but is all part of one dream. It started as me and my friend John about to go sliding down this really big road on a hill that we found near my house during the winter. On our way down, a girl came out and was shocked at what we were doing. She said that under the snow were crops, and that we shouldn’t be sledding because it could hurt them. I then suddenly remember being at my house with my family watching a movie, and me watching at the counter in our kitchen. I got a text from john, but it was through a computer program called Steam, and I don’t own an I phone, or a cell phone at all for that matter. He was saying that he and (the girls name was Heidi, and she was someone that I had never seen before, dream or real), had gotten together on some sort of date. He was saying how he really liked her and wanted me to not put in my own efforts to get with her. I was silent, but he went on about how hard it was to swallow plastic Jub Jub’s. Then another switch, I was at some amusement park, with Heidi and we decided to go on some horror ride. 10 seconds into it, a plastics hand smacked me in the face. While I was rubbing my eyes, I wasn’t on the ride anymore, but in a dark room with a guy from school Robert. It was some sort of puzzle, which took us a minute to figure out, but this place was scary this shit out of us. The finally part of the puzzle was match these colored buttons, which I thought was too easy, but I quickly completed it, then grabs Roberts wrist, and forced him to press the button at the same time I did. Both of us were transported to a small dark room, almost like a closet, with a video screen in front of us. The video that was playing was of some spaceship under attack by an unknown craft. The video then shifted to a grave, to which the headstone state the person had died by Lethal Precision (which makes no sense, but my mind made me immediately think of getting stabbed in the head). I took a step back, and felt hands sweep the back of my ankles, which startled me. Suddenly, the video went out, leaving me and Robert in complete darkness. Someone grabbed my from behind, and whispered “I think that’s far enough” softly and quietly, before he stabbed me in the head with a needle. I fell down, and only remember seeing him reaching for Robert too. Last twist, I found myself in my international business class, front row. Heidi was sitting beside me, and we were talking. I was trying to charm her, because I wanted to go out with her. We talked about random things for a few minutes and then I woke up.

2010-09-20

I was in a science class at school, sitting beside a girl that I have never seen before. She wasn’t amazingly good looking, but she was kind of cute, and had a nice voice. After a couple of minutes, she started to whisper something to me. I couldn’t hear her, and all I could make out was smell. I thought he was telling me that I smell, and was appalled. Eventually she gave up, and wrote something on my paper. It had an arrow pointing to the top corner of my page, where a small button was, and said please push. I immediately pushed the button, and the fire alarm went off. Everyone shuffled out of the class, but the girl and I stayed behind. She pushed a bottle of purple liquid on me that tasted like cough syrup.

2010-10-01

This is the true dream that I wanted to remember. I have had this dream before, albeit with minor changes. I am at my cottage, and somehow, I am Batman, or am someone very similar, because I don’t where the costume, but do all the crazy Batman stunts. I cannot leave my house because a woman outside want to kill me, and can morph into a massive cat. When I mean massive, I mean like 30 feet long massive. I try to leave my cottage, only to find that it is in a coastline city in which the cat lady can easily stalk me. I manage to climb to the top of a buildings ledge, and look over the sea. A large sound catches my attention, and I turn towards the city gates, which are being forced open. The cat lady comes up behind me, but doesn’t kill me. Instead she comes beside me and morphs back to her human form. We both watch the gates for a few seconds before she tells me that this is the end. I look at her, and the expression on her face is that of profound sadness, as if she knows she is about to die. The large gates burst open, and thousands of living dead stream into the city.

The dream then switches to the view of the leader of a 3 man hit squad. The squad consists of one white guy and two black guys. They are trying to find the person responsible, and whom is controlling the living dead. The dream plays out almost as if it were a movie, witching back and forth between the hit squad, and me and the cat lady speeding down the highway, trying to avoid and kill the people whom wish us dead. Eventually, me and the cat lady crash through a wall into a large building, which is the last I see of them. The last switch is back to the hit squad, which is readying for the final assault on the controller’s base, which is an abandoned baseball stadium. Just before I wake up, one of the black guys states that he has to go alone. When asked why, he says that he must find whomever sits in seat 87.

6/9/12

DILD

I wasn't able to record the dream for a few days, and I can only remember a fragment.

I was out in beautiful rolling green hills. It was sunny, and the color was stunning. I was flying around with moderate success. I noticed that I had better speed with my hands out superman style, which is unusual. There were power lines around that I had to worry about. But they didn't cause me as many problems as they have before.

I was standing in my bedroom. The lighting was very dim and yellow, almost like what you would see cast off a small fire. I remembered that lights and colors were subdued in my dreams, and became lucid. I don't think I did any RCs, I skipped to trying to stabilize the dream. My dream body felt like my real body, so I was initially concerned about moving or speaking with my physical body. I first rubbed my hands together, but I didn't feel or notice anything. I chanted, "Lucidity now!" a number of times, increasing the volume of my voice to try to force the dream to become more clear. I should have chanted something about vividness instead.

I think the dream was still dim and vague, I don't remember much about it anyway. I summoned a mirror to try to complete TOTM. I think I expanded the size of it. I tried pushing myself into the mirror, imagining my fiancee on the other side. I tried to imagine the mirror's cold touch as I went through it. I don't remember anything after that. Seems I didn't stabilize my dream well enough!

No dreams remembered last night...
As usual when I'm getting back into dreaming, i'm going through the stage of waking up and not being bothered to write them down. Gotta get on that!!!

In other news, I taught loads of people in the last few days about lucid dreaming. I love how amazed everyone is when they hear about it. I remember how shocked I was when I discovered it :') I've also been having more metaphysical+philosophic conversations without freaking out recently, which has been nice. Finally, today I decided to give up smoking! I was walking with a friend talking about LSD Fractals and we used smoking cigarettes as an example. I couldn't deal with that thought and just wanted to cut the loop. The weird thing is, as usual I said "Oh I'll just finish this tobacco pouch!" and my friend moaned at me for it - however I actually ended up losing my baccy during the 2 minute walk XD

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2010-04-11

This kind of dream really aggravates me, because when you wake up, you are so pissed off. It’s called a false awakening. I woke up at 7:00AM, and decided that I could use the 15 minutes before my family woke up to masturbate. As I reached for my PSP, I grabbed several books, including a short horror story book, which I have not read, nor do I own, for several years. Even in my dream, I knew that I did not own this book, but thought nothing of it. (HAD I PURSUED THAT, I WOULD HAVE PROBABLY ACHIEVED LUCIDITY! /SLAP OWN FACE) I thought it was wired that I couldn’t feel my dick during this time, and looked at my clock, which read 9:00AM. I scrambled out of bed, freaking out that my alarm had not gone off, or my family had waked me up. I finished my shower, and started to brush my teeth when I could hear a faint beeping sound. I thought it was annoying, but that it was just the shower pipes. The noise got louder and louder until I jolted out of bed, and looked at my clock which read 7:15AM, and my alarm was going off.

2010-04-15

I was running through my lawn, and tiny little spiders were everywhere. I was trying to get to my house, but every second I had to stop and try to remove the spiders from m clothing. They were crawling through my hair, and biting me on exposed flesh.

2010-04-17

Me and my International Business class were playing paintball in a wooden fort-ish environment. I stalker around picking people off, and waiting till only a few remained, but even though I had shot him, my teacher locked the trap door under me when I climbed a lookout tower. Then all the people I had killed were trying to push the tower over, with me in it. Finally it fell, and I was thrown out of it. I was kind of mad because they ruined the game, but didn’t really care. When we got back to school, somebody had planted a computer virus in the school network, causing all computers connected to yell “LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL” at maximum volume.

2010-04-29

I met and old friend of mine at the mall. His name is Greg, and I offered to drive him back to his place and say hi to his family. We had a little reunion with his family, because I haven’t seen them in a long time. His younger sister had a friend over, and she was my age. I immediately fell for her, and she for me. She was absolutely beautiful, with long brown hair, and her name was Amanda. Greg's family kept telling me every time she left the room to ask her out on a date, because she wanted to go out with me too. Unfortunately, my shyness seeps into my dreams from time to time, and this one was of those moments. She left their house that night, and I woke up.

2010-05-12

I was with a few people that I didn’t know, and we were defending what look like the map Rust from Call of Duty Modern Warfare 2, from an invasion of Protoss Zealots. We killed a lot of Zealots, and I woke up before we were overrun.

My second dream was me running through a misty swamp. This dream played out like a film, where I was watching me from a third person point of view. I was frantically searching for someone, and finally found a figure standing in the swamp. I remember a sense of relief when I found him, and put my hand on his shoulder. He turned around, and all that I can remember before waking up was a profound sense of terror from looking on the man’s face.

2010-03-11

I was chasing what I can only describe as a beautiful Sprite into a tall building. Once inside, she trapped me, and began to play games with me. These games would have a very lethal outcome if I were to lose them. Even though she was trying to kill me, she seemed almost happy to be in my company. She even had me held in what I can only describe as a top floor penthouse in a hotel. In my mind I knew that I had 2 friends I could count on to save me. One was a vampire, about my age, but nevertheless, completely in tune with his powers, and a friend whom was the product of genetic experiments, with both Alien and Predator DNA in him. The broke into the building, and were trying to climb the stories to where I was. The Sprite had one last game for me, and I knew that she had grown bored of my presence, and whether I survived this game, I would die. My friends reached the floor where I was being held, they freed me from the deadly game, enraging the Sprite. My friends grabbed me and jumped out the window as the Sprite released her creatures on us. We must have been about 30 floors up, but that was of no concern to my friends, knowing their pasts. They put me in the back of a van, being driven by an unknown person, and began fighting off the minions. The creatures were genetically enhanced Predators, but were still no match for my Vampire and Predator friend, who had the strengths of both races in him. The van started to drive away from the scene and I woke up.

Predators and Aliens frequent my dreams actually now that i think about it.

2010-03-21

I actually rememeber having three different dreams last night. The first was of me and a few friends going out to Blockbuster to fuck around and look at shit. On one of the demo stand that let you play a trial game at the store was playing Resident Evil. I was playing this for a while, and when everyone else wanted to go, I couldn’t save my game.

The second dream was where I was on a spaceship, which was becoming engulfed in some kind of dark matter. The dark matter didn’t destroy the ship, or kill the people it swallowed, but transformed them into something inhuman. They lost limbs, and grew new one, broke bones to give way to shapes I thought impossible for the human body. I and several other people were the last people untouched on the ship, and the dark matter had receded, but left behind patches, and the creatures. Creatures started to chase us, when we ran into 2 people loaded with ammunition and guns, saving us. The group of us made our way carefully through the ship, and eventually had to cross the outer deck in an environmental suit. Some people were caught in the patches of dark matter and disappeared. Once we re-entered the airlock, I woke up.

The third dream I had, was after I had fallen asleep again. I and my friend Dylan were playing a virtual reality Call of Duty MMO, as crazy as it sounds. It was more like an MMO than anything Call of Duty has for multiplayer, but we had the guns and equipment. Every time Dylan got a kill, his title would show as Officer Prime. We partied up with three girls, and started to play. After a couple games, I woke up.

2010-03-26

I dreamt that I owned a pet wolf. Every now and then, we would howl at the moon together. That dream wasn’t very long, but another dream I had was that I was shopping with my mom, and told her that I needed a new razor for shaving. She held up a large blue crescent blade, and asked if this was ok. I looked at her and asked if she was retarded.

2010-04-07

My record for dreams I could remember in one night; 5. This first dream, I was surfing on the internet, and was tricked into watch a scary video. The only way I can describe it is called “The origins of the Grudge”. It scared the shit out of me, and woke me up.

When I fell back asleep, my second dream was where I was a break dancer, and was doing a practice gig in an open gym. Later I went over to my Grandparents house for a party, they asked me to perform but I refused.

In my third dream, I met a girl at a concert, and we were talking for a while. When we left, she couldn’t figure out where she was staying and I offered her to stay at my hotel room. She offered to sleep on the floor beside me. I remember being up all night looking down at her from the top of the bed, and desperately wanting to have sex.

In my fourth dream, I was playing a Resident Evil 5, Call of Duty and Nazi Zombie remix game. It was a virtual reality game, but when you died, you felt the pain of your character, which was part of the fun, and would cause you no real harm. This seems like a terrible idea considering we were facing zombies, and the pain from being eaten alive would have been excruciating. Everyone else died before me, and their screams of pain over the mic were already enough to freak me out. When the zombies finally cornered me, I yelled fuck this, jumped out the second story window, and shot myself in the head on the way down. My friends all booed over the mic at me not facing the pain, and we all laughed as they called me a pussy.

My final dream of the night, it was with the same friends I was with during the last dream, but there was no video game, and we were at some pizza restaurant. There was an arcade right beside it, so we got pizza, and then decided to play some games. After we finished, one of my friends decided that he wanted to order pizza with a green crust. After looking at him quizzically, I woke up.

2010-02-15

I was at the cottage partying with my friends, and had to get some supplies. I drove down to the blue store, and met a beautiful girl. I invited her back to the cottage later, because we were just drinking and having fun. When it was time for her to go home, I drove her down the street. She told me to stop the car at the blue store and turn it off. We started to kiss, and pretty soon we were having sex. I cannot remember anything after that.

2010-02-16

My house was completely overrun with Big Daddies from Bioshock. They wouldn’t hurt me, but were looking for something. I went downstairs, and in my basement, behind a counter was Sweet Tooth, the evil clown from the game Twisted Metal. He told me what the Big Daddies were looking for, and I somehow needed to find it too. The Big Daddies didn’t like this, and started to attack me, which cause me to wake up.

2010-02-22

I was in what looked like a hardware store in Alaska. Aliens were in the store, as in Aliens from the movie Alien, and were slaughtering people. Predators were there as well, but were watching only, as if to see the Aliens hunting patterns. Me, and a few other managed to get out the front door alive, and we were discussing the possibility of walking across the Tundra to the next settlement when I woke up.

2010-02-28

I was on a bus with a group of people, about to go on a tour of the UOIT. The bus got lost, and everyone was forced to walk. I ended up skipping the tour, and going to Georgian College where my brother was. I was wandering around the campus for a while, with nobody around. It turned out that everyone was at this massive party. I went to the party, looking for my brother, ad it turns out that he was the Digimon; Fridgemon, and was partying.

My second dream was of a man and women, fighting off some creature man. The man was very tall, with fingers that could extend themselves on one hand. They defeated him with some kind of magic, but he immediately re-appeared and started laughing. In a horribly raspy voice, he gave the woman a choice. What he said exactly was; “I give you a choice, either witness the death of your husband, or the death of all your children” After he disappeared, I woke up.

2010-03-05

A man was trying to blackmail me for something that I had no idea what it was. He showed me a video, and after a minute, I realized that it was the video from the movie The Ring. I woke up in my dream, and the man was beside my bed. He seemed relieved that I was awake, but asked very seriously if I had drunk the well water. I didn’t answer, but he continued to ask the same question over and over again.

2010-01-22

This is the very first entry in my dream journal, and consequently, the dream that has caused me to start keeping a dream journal. At my cottage, I was with two people whom I have never seen before, one male, and one female. We were boating, and came across some sort of weird plant. The girl grabbed that plant from the water, and we went back to shore. We were sunbathing near the rocks until sunset. As the sun went down, they both decided to eat the plant, because all of us knew that these plants were somehow very special. Just as the full moon rose, I grabbed a small leaf and ate it. Both of them immediately disappeared and I felt my body somehow changing. Something in my mind told me to use my mind to manipulate the water. I could use my mind and shift the water, bringing balls out of the lake and changing it as I willed. Even after I had woken up, I could remember the feel of my muscles tensing, as I will a ball of water to rise from the surface. I spent hours trying to move different liquid, but only water could I fully control. This was one of the most vivid dreams I have ever had.

Its interesting looking back on these earlier ones, my style and clarity sure have changed.

2010-02-03

I was standing in what looked like an old washroom that you might see in a subway station. It was completely dark except for the light shining on the man and the mirror he was looking in. I could see his face over his shoulder, and it looked as normal as any other person, if maybe slightly dirty. In the mirror, he looks right at me and smiles. His face begins to contort and change, like something you might see if someone used Adobe After Effects. The face changes into something that I can only describe as being, “not human”. Despite the changes, I can still see the creature has a disturbing smile on his face. He slowly begins to turn his head and I am jolted out of my sleep. I’ve had this dream about 3 times before, all exactly the same.

Also, oh god do i have to skip a lot of these bwhahahahaha!

2010-02-08

I had the same dream that I had last week. I was somehow in the subway station bathroom watching the man look in the mirror. I can never remember exactly what it is that he does, but his face begins to change, and I am scared awake.

2010-02-09

I was in an unknown house, looking through pictures on a computer. All of the pictures were totally normal, except for one. The one was of a house, and some guy standing in the picture. Over his shoulder, in the window of the house, I could see the little boy from the movie, The Grudge. The little boy seemed to peer out of the picture and right through me. I could swear I heard the sound coming from behind me, but I was so frightened, that I woke up.

June 11.

An eatery. A lesbian couple complaining to the waiter. He answers back unkindly. The couple got all the more irritated. I told them to stop, and to carry their argument outside the place. I ended up lecturing them. The couple understood my point, but the waiter did not, feeling that I was favoring the couple. I left. I thought to myself, that's one place I'll never eat in again.

I was in Cavite, with relatives. Classmates from high school. Saw Mike G. He gave me a laptop/iPad gadget for use for work.

[Woke 10:30am
Did a few RC's don't remember getting lucid.