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yesterday morning. frags.

A bunch of people at a party trying to get me to do shit. fuck off.

Last night, I had my first lucid dream as an adult. I was on a hiking trail in one of the prairies of my home province, crossing a newish, unpainted wooden bridge across a small stream, alone. Other than the bridge and the stream behind me, the only feature of the landscape was a field of the tall, dry grass common in Alberta, stretching as far in front of me as I could see. It was a very sunny day with the very pale blue sky we have around here, though I can't recall whether there were any clouds. I was in a generally good mood, because of some kind of interaction with a DC earlier in the dream that I can't remember, but I was a bit embarrassed because I was out walking in my socks. Not having shoes is one of my dream signs, and a part of me recognized this. I was next to lucid at this point. I decided to experiment, and attempted to generate shoes onto my feet. I succeeded, though the shoes only remained for a few seconds. The transition is a little fuzzy. I can recall doing a fingerpalm RC last night, and it was either at this point, or in another dream. In any case, I realized fully that I was dreaming, and thought to myself, "Isn't something supposed to happen now? Oh! That's right! I become lucid!" At this point I can remember feeling a rush of awareness of my environment. Everything seemed far more vivid, and I decided to test my newfound lucidity. I picked up and flew. I was every close to the ground for a second or so, and then began to fly directly upward beyond my control, though my body was still parallel to the ground. I realized that the dream was destabilizing and I decided to let it, simply wanting to get this first experience under my belt. I made I mental note to remember what had happened, and the dream ended.

Still aiming to do the advanced task of the month. I'm only getting partially there, as the train shows up in my dream but I don't become lucid.

I'm on a train. I have an empty seat next to me, and two empty seats facing me with a table in between. The train crew is coming through the car and serving tea. They're dressed in Union Jack uniforms with additional red, white and blue hats. It looks a bit over the top. I would be annoyed, except the crew member serving my tea is all worried about how I'm sitting alone when I'm not traveling alone according to their records. I stand up and look behind me. Dad is on the same train, but he's also sitting by himself in a group of empty seats.

The train arrives at a station and I get off. I end up climbing the stairs to the upper levels of the station, excited to see the sights, before I remember that I haven't met up with Dad. I look over a railing and see that the train is still parked at the platform. I go back to the train. Dad doesn't seem to be anywhere around, and I guess he's doing his sightseeing without me.

I head out of the train station to the local sight, which is some sort of tower. It must have an incredible view since the top seems partially obscured with fog. The building doesn't look very tall from where I'm standing, but I guess the whole area must be at a higher elevation. I pull out my smartphone to do a Foursquare check-in. That's when I realize that I have no clue where I am. I ponder this for a moment and think, "Well, no problem. My phone has GPS, so it will figure it out." Except that when I look at my phone, I see nothing.

I head up to the upper floor of the tower, only to find that access is restricted to ticket holders for some special event. They allow me to stand in the back while the ticketed visitors have access to a grandstand to see the view. Here, I realize that this is not a tower after all. It's some type of sports facility with roller skating on one floor and ice skating on another.

A brief awakening, and then onto the next dream.

I'm building a model of an expressway interchange out of foil and duct tape on the kitchen table. My goal is to figure out how to make cars get through the interchange faster. I'm testing it out by rolling a rubber ball. It's not entirely successful as the ball weights more than the aluminum foil can support. My guess is that making the ramps much longer might make it easier on drivers. To do that, I magically add extra foil onto the end of two ramps.

Dad passes through the kitchen on his way out. He says I should have checked with the road department first to make sure I was allowed to build a model. He tells me he'll be waiting in the car. Funny, I don't remember being told that we're going somewhere. I head for the stairs so I can go upstairs and change my clothes. On my way, I pass by the front window and see Dad driving off. So he didn't even wait for me?

I return to the kitchen. Here, I find that my sister is waiting with a lost cat that she found. I remind her that it can't stay here since Dad is allergic to cats. She tells me she knows, so she got a crate to keep the cat outside. As she puts the cat in the crate, I notice that the car has an extra tail protruding from its abdomen (Uh, seriously? ). I remind her again that Dad's allergy is pretty severe, so we head outside to look for the cat's owner. We seem to have walked into the heart of the city. After passing under a viaduct, I see a bus about to turn onto the street we're on, going on the opposite direction. I hustle my sister across the street to see if we can make it to the bus before it leaves the stop.

But instead of being on a bus, I find myself in a waiting room of some sort. The cat has turned into a crystal, and I am meeting with someone to see if he's the original owner. The scene cuts to a restaurant kitchen with Ali Velshi doing a live news report. He's basically using CNN to tattle on a chef who eats all the shrimp in the kitchen, then serves skimpy seafood entrees with the leftovers. I'm not quite sure how I got into the middle of all this. It turns out that the woman who owns the restaurant was also the original owner of the crystal. She wants me to find a way to mount it on the wall. I pull out a Swiss army knife and find what I think might work as a screwdriver. There's a small toolbox on the counter, and I start searching through it for screws.

Gem studded shore
There had been a flood in my back yard and I was out dealing with the aftermath. Huge puddles that ran waist deep were everywhere and in one I saw a giant moving centipede lagoon monster.

I was like wtf is that and ended up getting a sword and cutting its head off. Once I had done this, the waters in my yard receded and left everywhere where fantastic gems the size of fists and flakes of gold. I immediately ran inside to get my sisters and some things to put gems in and then started collecting it.

[+]Some other dreams that I couldn't quite remember when I woke up. Something about a building and being in a sketchy elevator.

I'm in my cousins house. His GF is throwing someone out for being loud, drunk, nasty and rude. I'm playing some game, but I'm not really interested in it. I notice there are two girls in the dinning room, A cute blond with long hair that has a some black streaks and roots and a straight up brunette, and doug looks like he is ready to pass out. I stand up and stretch, notice I don't feel tired at all. I decide to leave before Everyone passes out and I tell doug I will see him later. I then leave the house and start to walk to my house. Its a super dark night and I notice I can't see the moon. I finally reach my house and hear my dog is barking inside. I walk in and there are two girls inside. One is older but the other seems about my age, and she is holding a bucket full of many coloured neon fluid. She drops the bucket and I throw up one hand using my mind to pin her to the wall, and when the old lady tries to attack me I try to do the same to her but I can't. Instead I grab her with my other arm and subdue her by holding her close, with my arm over hers so she can't hit me. I then shout what are you doing here and the girl pinned to the wall replies they were paid to come and steal that, pointing to the bucket. I leave her pinned to the wall but lower my hand and touch the swirling tie dye of colours and it starts to creep up my arm with a tingling sensation before soaking in my skin. I feel so energised and I let the older lady go and Pin her to the wall with my mind too. It seems the liquid made me stronger some how. I feel so much energy, when someone walks in the door behind me. I turn away from the girls leaving them pinned to the wall as I do to see the guy from my Dream, a couple weeks back, that allowed me to Regain my powers when I thought they were lost.

"Good Job" He says, "You Stopped them and have learned how to use your powers on more than one person at a time. "Well let them go, we have things to do" He says turning and walking out the door.

I follow him and he Stops after walking off the porch. He then takes off flying really fast into the sky, and I am taken by surprise but follow him as soon as I get ahold of myself. He is ahead of me and moving much quicker than I am, forcing me to push myself way to go faster. Things start to blur below but I am catching him. I notice that he is leading me toward the sun, and to a place I've probably never been before. Eventually He slows down and I do too. he flys lower and I follow his lead. He brings us to a river and is flying over it when suddenly he dives in. I hesitate before I follow him but then go in the water I don't really stop flying though. I fly right through the water following the streak of bubbles the guy is leaving. Eventually he goes up ward again. I follow and we land on a bridge. There are lots of cars driving by in the early light. The guy then really trips me out by putting his hands on the poles going up the bridge and climbing them without any grip. I follow him and do the same, using my mind to hold myself to the poles without anything to grip on. We reach the top and ever silent he jumps off and lands on the bridge, I do the same. Then he finally talks.

"Well are you ready to finish this then?" He asks.

"Ready for what?" I reply and he just starts walking again, quietly. almost silently. I notice that my foot steps are way louder than his, so I figure its just another thing I can control with my mind, and I focus on making no sound at all. Eventually we are both silent figures. I follow him off the the left of the bridge, down a dirt road and eventually up a green hill to a fairly large house. He walks through the door which I notice doesn't make a sound either. I follow concentrating on making no noise. He leads me up a set of stairs straight a little to the right when we walk in. once upstairs I notice a bathroom to the right of the landing and its an open room with three girls in it.

He throws up his hands pining the 'boss' girl to the chair she was sitting in, and I follow his lead by throwing the other two girls that flank her against the walls. I don't even need to throw my hands up anymore, just think it.

"Let them go downstairs" the guy says, and release them and they walk down.

As they are walking by I notice one of them is the blond from my cousins house earlier. I then follow them and watch them walk all the way down the stairs. I fell a strange pull to the bathroom to my left now. I walk in and close the door behind me. I walk around taking it all in before stopping to stare at my reflection over the sink. Suddenly I hear a chant coming through the walls. I face the door and notice a weird light shining through, and I know it is the blond.

Dream:

I was a some kind of fitness bootcamp with Jillian Michaels. I remember being very angry. I was telling someone that even though my size 6/8 wasn't really huge, I just felt fat and wasn't having any luck doing anything about it. Later I left the group and just sat somewhere being mad.

Later Jillian came and talked to me. She was calm and wanted me to talk to her about why I was so upset. She made me feel so comfortable that I opened up to her and told her that I still hadn't gotten over my sister's death. That it was something that I thought about every day. And that it was affecting my health. And I started crying and couldn't stop.

She let me cry, then talked to me about how it was okay to be upset, but that now I needed to take care of myself.

I must have felt better because I then suddenly wanted to take some pictures of Jillian and I together. I pulled out the camera and took some pictures. But they were too close and overexposed.

I had the power to light flammable things with my mind. I put on some kind of a show in a hotel. I had 2 partners with powers as well, but I don't remember what they were. Competitors, i guess, set up some sort of domino-like structure which failed miserably.

So, past 2 days have been thinking on the ADA, all day awareness.

First dream
Started with me n my bf just chilling in our room, n.... he started fapping me XD with the door wide open as usual. I told him to stop because i got paranoid his parents might walk back.... n just after I told him to stop, his dad calls him, n steps infront of the door. I guess he got some huge dog or something... XD I just remember (well among a few other things I won't mention XD).... the dog was standing up like the whole time.

This dream went to one of this city or something.... one from aprevious dream. This kind of town on the ocean with waterways inbetween houses/buildings. I remember once I got to the start of the area (area i remember from before) I started floating n started flying around the town. I came upon this black guy (dun rarely see people, let alone of other races :/ ) , n started asking him about these crazy murlock lookin things. He told me how they fought one another n stuff. I can remember looking down n seeing a large fish floating in the water, dead. After he was done talking I took to my floating again for a moment until, I stopped at one end of the city, there was this big tower with a monorail going across the sea. As I got in, my mind reminded me of this hate article on the dangers of rollar coasters... cause when I went to sit in the thing... there was this huge woman sitting in the back.... which made me wonder if I was gonna get crushed when the ride slowed n what not XD.

That ende dup not being the case, on top it was train like, riding on a rail, with a platform undereath the rail, so it felt somewhat safe despite the height. All I can remember is it picked up speed, and was just heading in a downward slope faster and faster.....

Then I was at some recreational center, with polls n stuff, I remember that I was there trying to get my medical card. When the elderly woman was done doing some shit with me I cannot recall, some kind of evaluation, she told me the charge for that day (200$ O.o wtf? for an evaluation n day at the center?) I asked for the year n she said 7000$.... I pretty much said that wasn't gonna be possible to which I looked off to the side disappointed, she then pretty much said i wasn't going to be able to get my card. Need-less to say, I got upset, I was to pay 200$ for the day and wasn't gonna get my card.... I pretty much blew up on her in tears, pretty much explained my week n then said "ya know... fuck you, you don't give a fuck, you just want my money yadda yadda yadda" n went outside... I eventually thought fuck it.... n went inside n sat down just being my sad tear-stained face self ya know.... hoping she'd come to me n tell me that she was sorry and would take care of me.

This dream faded like my dreams generally do. I was with my cousin at my grandma's house and I guess some place we'd burgled in some dream i'm trying to recall, the people were on to us from. I just remember a few moments of being outside in the snow with him talking about it (he strangely had shoulder-length hair), we were back inside n I was dreading about it n such. At one point I was back where we were talking outside.

It wasn't a snowy field anymore, now it was hill, to which I started riding down.... not on a snowboard, but in a snowboard like fasion, i remember hoping up, n using one of they fly-suits like they have in SSX n landing at the bottom. At the bottom there was a bunch of people waiting, some having already finished, that dream became the next with me at a gamestop, same people in the same positions, just the environment having changed.... I looked at a few games.... like this one with marvel super heroes on it, with like Goku and Vegito in the backround smiling, like it was a mix up bash kind of game. After that.... I woke up n just had to get up.

Having finally had plenty of time to rest I was able to get some major dreaming in, and i'm rather impressed by the general intensity it kept and for how long.

Of all of it, I liked going back to that town, gonna try to think on it some more.... it was rather beautiful.

Im on a small island with my current house built into the cliff-line as if it's a castle. We have 3 or 4 neighbors, 1 being someone who has stricken me. The inside of my house is boring, except my computer. I suspect a meaning from this. Anyways, we live in a farm island basically.

1 day, sick of my life. I decide to sneak out to the city. I hop out my window and I find the girl im in love with walking down the beach with a backpack. I run up to her asking where she is going, "to the city" she says "I wanna go to a few concerts." We decide to go togethor.

At the edge of the cape is a hole with a ladder, this is the entrance to the world....

When we finally get to the bottom after what seemed like days, there is a transit station directly on our position. Which is wierd because last time it was a supermarket. We hope on a train to our designation and are off! watching this un-comprehensible city pass us by we start growing attached to 1 another. Realizing, we are perfect for each other day by day...

We reach the trains destination, its hell.... We are forced to get off, scared we turn to the nearest person. Turns out this is a club haha. We decide to stick around, we go to the top floor. and party with aerosmith and some rockstars. We leave and head to the concert. We have a great time, and have a party afterwards. We decide to leave and get caught up in another realm. The world of big things, kinda a hangover thing when I end up there. I get trapped by giants, and eventually escape with the help of my lover. The second we are at a safe distance I tell her how I feel. "I love you, always have." she says it at the same time, we go back up the ladder and decide too explore our small island, and we find a huge castle! But we were stopped by our parents on the cape were it all started.... I say another time, and leave the cape for what feels like forevor..

Once again I fall in love with my dream.

I remember seeing this tanker truck that looked like it had a four wheeler for the front part. It was sitting in my yard and my brother said he had a new job driving them. Recall is a bit fuzzy but I remember there were two of them and they got stuck in mud. They transformed into people and got into the car I was riding in...

I've had a dream of being at some house. I was looking around and I was playing a video game, Some how I've got stuck in the video game and I got scared wondering what the hell is happening. I turned into a Super Saiyan because the game's goggles wouldn't come off me, then suddenly some girl that was staying at my place came to rescue me before it was too late. She transformed into some flame girl covered in blazing flames. Her hair turned red and her body turned into a blazing torch. You couldn't touch her or you would be fried. I've gotten out of the Goggles and I've noticed the girl looking at me, she looked really beautiful covered in those flames.

The word princess appearing. Someone was using hypnosis. We're in V. Mapa. "She" tried to control another. The name Raul and Rob.

A room. A CR. People talking about a company, asking them about MLM.

06-05-2012
"Canyon Rock"

(There was so much in this dream that I don't remember. =/ I know that I was trying to complete the Grand Canyon task in the "Warriors of Dreamviews" thread, and that I became lucid at many points throughout the dream, but there is so much that was just plain forgotten...)

Most of the 'beginning' of the dream was just exploratory; walking around the streets at night. Not sure what city I was in. During this time, I became lucid. I remember being in a park area and trying to walk through a chain-link fence. It kept resisting, as if this were waking life, even though I kept reminding myself that it was a dream. I tried to relax a little bit and sort of 'forget' about the fence, in order to walk through it. I began to sink into it a little bit, but I was still having a lot of trouble actually getting through it. On the other side of the fence, I could see a man standing across the street. He was laughing at me, watching me try to walk through this fence, and it beginning to agitate me.

With a bit more determination, I forced myself through the fence - without breaking it, I believe, but am not sure - and walked over to this guy. Unfortunately, I can't remember quite how I exacted my revenge on him, but I did.

Later, I was in someone's apartment, again just wandering around, taking in the lucid scenery, thinking of what to do next. Throughout the dream, I used the nose-plug reality check often, which was fresh in my mind after having been talking to IvyCloud about it, keeping me attuned to the fact that I was still dreaming. Looking at the bed, I noticed that the sheets were the color of sand, which made me think of a desert. I then thought about the Dream Warriors task, and that one of them was in the Grand Canyon. Trying to figure the best way of teleporting to that kind of scene, I ended up just staring at the bedsheets, letting the print fill my field of vision. Soon, it was like I was looking down upon a desert area, from the sky. The image grew wider and closer in my perspective, until my feet touched down upon the sand as if I had just dropped out of flight. Raising my eyes to my surroundings, I saw that I was suddenly in the wide, yellow desert surrounding the canyon, and there was a fierce battle raging around me, involving tanks, RPGs, ATV's and other toys.

The last thing I remember was doing the nose-plug check one more time, being able to breathe, and then rushing in to join the battle.



06-15-2012
"Makin' Hulk Angry"

I was with my best friend T, and...the Hulk. We were in a building, that I believe might have been an apartment, and there was (another) face-less, name-less enemy faction closing in to cause all kinds of trouble. (Isn't there always?) So, for some reason, the Hulk was reluctant to fight. The three of us were standing in the living room, and T and I were trying to get Hulk worked up, so that he would take out all of these bad guys who were about to descend upon us. For some reason, though, he was just really mopey and depressed and insecure, almost like he was Banner trapped in Hulk's body. Then, we said something that touched a nerve - I think it had to do with something that we knew happened to his parents that (conveniently) had to do with these villains that we were about to face.

That triggered a reaction in him, and we could see that infamous scowl begin to return to his face. I can't (now) remember what the dialogue actually was, but we kept on pressing, mercilessly recounting to him all the details of what these enemies have done to his family in the past. We were bombarding him with horrible memories, our tone increasing with each emotional hit we gave him. We could almost see his blood boiling. He began to absolutely quake with anger, huge white teeth baring down upon each other, in the open. He looked as if he were literally about to explode.

Finally, not being able to take it anymore, Hulk suddenly let out a thunderous roar, bent his legs and then, enraged, jumped straight up into the air like a rocket, tearing through the many floors above us and leaving a gaping hole all the way through the top of the building. T and I looked at each other and grinned, knowing that - whomever these clowns were that were looking to attack us - they were in for a world of hurt.

Really quickly will relate my short dreams from last night, then a bit about a past dream because I'm VERY excited about it right now

Dream One(Fragment): I dreamed about buying my little girl those Monster High dolls she likes. Actually, more like I dreamed about opening the packages after I had bought them. :/

Dream Two: I dreamed that I was texting my brother. Apparently I had texted him and asked him if he believed in aliens. He texted me back saying he was sick of crazy people and pilots talking about aliens, they don't exist. Then he texted me again saying he ran into Aliens in a video game and it was hilarious. So he sends me a video of him playing Xbox and he's miming throwing a grenade at the screen and the character does the same (so apparently this is a Kinect game, I don't think my brother has Kinect IWL) and he says in a normal voice tone, "Squeeeee!" and the "alien" on the screen has like all these crazy tentacles and shit and looks like the Aliens in the movie "Aliens". Anyways, the alien looks at the grenade and it seems to be a dude, but when my brother says, "Squeeeee!" the aliens head explodes. Then he sends me another video of him throwing a rock at one in the game and it doing nothing, but then he says, "Squeeee!" and the aliens head explodes.

That's it for dreams, I only slept about 6 hours, so I've only got the early dreams to recount. But, I'm so excited today because my "Kurasawa" ring finally came in. Back story here being the first dream I had of him ( 2-8-11, Important dreams from the past: K's Original Dream - Dream Journals - Lucid Dreaming - Dream Views) there was a ring involved. I've been looking for one like it ever since. Well, a month ago I found one in an avon catalog, and I was pretty psyched... Had to RC a few times before I believed it because as common as the design seemed, I could not find it ANYWHERE. and now, after waiting for what seems like forever it'd off back order and has arrived I know it's not the sort of thing someone might usually get all up and excited about, but it's so amazing for me. The only place I've ever seen this ring is in my dreams, and it's appeared in several. Now I have this link in my waking life to my dreams. Every time I see it I will have to RC because this thing "originated" in the dream world, and I've only seen it in dreams before. I hope this helps with my DILDs. Also, its just amazing knowing that something from my dreams is now a part of my waking life. ^_^ It makes it that much easier to believe that other parts of our dreams aren't just random impossibilities created by our minds, but can be found in your real life as well if you follow the right pursuits and don't give up. / excited girly rambling

05/30/2012
Dream Fragment:
I had Mrs. Gentry again - a wretched old witch of an art teacher that I had back in high school - but for some different subject than art. Can't remember what it was, though. Anyway, she was pretty much being a bitch, as usual. There was also something about someone telling me that they thought the novel I'm working on reads like a best-seller, which made me feel pretty good.



06/03/2012
Dream Fragment:
There was a huge battle going on, against some magical organization. I vaguely remember supernatural elements, such a ghosts, throughout the ordeal, but I really can't recall too much of it. At one point, I was either flying through a city or on a tall highway, looking out over a slum area. In one high-rise window, I saw a woman get eaten by the enormous face of some colossal, fanged monster that was obviously too big to actually fit in the building. When it chomped down on her, there was a wide splash of blood that completely blotted out the window. (I believe the concept of the 'monster too big for the room, eating her' was inspired by the novel I am writing.)

Later, I was back on the ground, and I was being attacked by a small army (of actual soldiers) that were the size of insects. They flooded the concrete and advanced on my with their tiny weapons, but they were no much for the flaming aerosol can that I torched them all with.