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I'm in the kitchen, cleaning up after a party. There's a couple guests that I don't recognize and they are helping me wash dishes. My ex-stepmother is also there. She's not really helping, though. She's decided to rearrange the kitchen to suit her. She decides that the cabinet we use for plates would be better suited for food storage. I ask, "Well, where are we going to put the plates, then?" She chooses to put the plates away on the top shelf that I can't reach. I point out that this is pretty useless for me since I'll never be able to reach that shelf. She ignores me, so I appeal to the guests to understand my problem. They don't respond.

I must have left because now I'm at a pool. There's a mushroom-shaped hut on one side of the pool where the crew of a visiting spacecraft is staying. I come up with a clever idea of using a note to ask one of the crew members to have a drink with me at the poolside snack bar. It works, but he brings his commander with him. I get another girl to join us, but we end up in a booth with me sitting across from the commander and the guy I want sitting across from the other girl. Then they start bringing in other people, and I keep getting pushed further away from the guy I wanted to talk to.

08.06.12 - 09.06.12
I'm going to a festival with my friends. We are using a bike to get there. As we arrive I see that there are a lot of bikes already here and I'm worried that my bike gets stolen. So I fold it and put it on a fence (there are also a few other folded bikes on it). Now we are entering a building and talking about stuff at a stone stair where there is a window (with no glass inside). After a song (can't remember which one) I go outside and a friend with a wounded eye comes to me and asks me if he drives me to the hospital. We don't have a car so I'm searching my bike and can't find it. My friend says, that I should screw my bike and just get one so I'm using one nearby. On my way to the hospital I see an ambulance, but they don't see me and are driving away. I'm coming to a crossroad and meet someone who takes over my friend.

So last night I went to be quite late for a college night (11:30ish) and woke up at 7:15ish, and whenever I do this I seem to have pretty crappy recall

On the plus side, it's been a lovely summers day today here in England! I've been sticking to my one fag a day, which is proving much nicer. I hated being addicted to smoking! I'm aware many people probably would say that if I'm having 1 fag a day then what is the point in not fully giving up, but I disagree personally! To me it's like a coffee :-)

I started my second year of college today, which was pretty good! I have a new, amazing philosophy teacher who has proved very helpful already, and I'm doing an extended project qualification on Buddhism which will be fun too!

Last night, my friend showed me a wonderful video on spirits and chakra, and it's changed my life. Generally, I'm a very happy guy at the moment - it feels strange being this happy after so long of being down!

Tonight, I'm going to set my alarm for 5 hours after I go to bed, as that's proved pretty successful for consistent lucids recently!

Much love to you all, stay happy and love everything!

Calum xx

The dream started to fade in where I was walking around this airport/museum/mall (there was a lot going on) that was in some sort of dome. I could tell that we were in a dome or place that is similar to an inside amusement park because I could see the light from the outside shine through a open structured window through the top.

It was funny that I noticed this because this wasn't the main focus of the dream it was just scenery that I noticed at a glance.

So, i was drifting through this place for awhile, passing people and different districts and kiosks in this place but nobody was very formative about where I was and what I was doing in this place.

It ended up that there was some sort of big event where a bunch of people where getting together.

Everything seemed to happen way too fast to really recognize what was going on in the dream, it was like rush hour or something.

I ended up with this chick with blond hair who was my partner or something. We got together at this event and it was weird because there were these Alien looking children up high on this pedestal area and this whole crowd of people where looking at them like the were performing but they were just standing there smiling. I was saying in the dream to my partner how some of them were cute and some of them...well some of them had issues but really I didn't think any of them were cute because they looked like aliens and they kept changing appearances. I remember thinking in the dream that they were selling these children, it was like an auction. I asked in the dream if that was the case and somebody said "yeah" like it was a normal thing that happened and then I said "well, no wonder they look so different" because I was thinking about how scared some of them looked.

The dream was also mixed with some talk about world views on same-sex marriage, adoption, and hitler. It was like this was being discussed by that background people in my dream or something to that effect.

I spent the majority of the dream in my house looking for it. Every time I would open and close a door there would be a different set of people in the rooms. Sad to say, but none were plan b-able. I couldn't even think of some random chick to summon, so I just headed outside and reset the house and tried it again. Maybe it was difficult because I could hear waking life bleed into my dream so I know I was going to wake up.

I guess it's now clear that I need some goals. Recall needs to go up a bit because I have no clue what I was dreaming about earlier...and I need something to do besides look for sex.

became lucid. decided to find the hollow world in The Earth. I 've read that gates are in the norhth and south pole. I flew in the space but couldn't see our planet. i saw a lot of stars and something very bright - i thought that its The Sun and the Earth is behind it. I wanted to land and landed. tried entered in the ground but only could through my hand. something was with vision and i saw a woman in the red dress in the yard, he came to me and i awoke

In this dream I was in the restroom urinating right in front of me there was a window where I could see everything outside. it was nighttime so all I could really see were the stars in the sky and a very big tree about a block from me... then I saw something coming towards the window really fast through the ground! the window was open so I closed it really fast before it got inside as soon as I closed it a huge snake slamed on the window STARING at me... it turned around and left... as it was leaving I noticed a shadow on that big tree I got closer to the window to get a better look and I saw this huge monster/demon with a body of a snake and many many hands... it's face was triangular it's eyes glowed deep black... I started to call my mother to come see it... by the time she saw it, it was flying away from the tree and all we could see was it's shadow in the sky going towards the Moon... my mom looked at it and told me Don't worry it's just a demon called 53. and that's when I woke up absolutely freaked out.

Dream One: I'm a young boy, maybe 10 or so, and I'm with an older brother who has long dark hair. We're traveling inside a pod inside of a large dragon. (necessary background info here: In the dream, giant dragons roam the earth burning and eating anyone they see, so brave men hitch rides on the dragons, and put little inflatable houses under their scales. Then inflate them. Once inflated, the move the scales enough that people can hide underneath them, and the scales are so thick and strong the dragon can't get to the people underneath them. So houses are made INSIDE the Dragon's skin. I wonder sometimes how I dream this shit up, lol.) My brother is angry because he thinks we shouldn't be hiding from the dragons. He's convinced hat we can befriend the dragons by singing to them b/c our grandpa told him that when he was young. But Grandpa had never tried it and everyone laughed at the idea. This brother, who was probably close to 18 or 19, sneaks out of the dragons scales, and begins singing... The star spangled banner?! to the dragon, lmao. But it works, and the dragon begins to "sing" as well, which actually sounds like wind whipping through hallways or over bottles, only in different tunes and pitches. Then the dragon extends a giant claw, and the brother climbs up his finger, up his arm, and onto the Dragons back between the wings, and it takes to the air. I can just barely see my brother's foot from my space under the scales. I think it's amazing, he did it! He's braver than any warrior who ever inflated any scales, because he didn't just sneak, he got right out there in front of the dragon and proved us all wrong. Then I wake up.

Dream Two: I'm at the card store where we play Pokemon cards. I'm looking at these pretty wooden chests that you have to purchase and paint yourself. They have faeries carved int he top of them, and they have mirrors inside, they look more like jewelry boxes, not something you'd expect to see in a card shop. A BIG missed reality check there, lol. I walk away from the boxes and move to another shelf to look at card books. The lady who works there walks up to me and asks me if I'm going to have enough money to buy anything. Really rude and uncharacteristic of her, another missed reality check. I tell her I don't have any cash on me, but as soon as my husband shows up with the money I'll be buying something for sure. Eventually my husband shows up, and I tell him what I want, but then I leave by myself and leave him and the kids at the card shop. I go across the street, and there's a building there I feel like I should go into. I do, and I see a big box that appears to be in the wrong place. There's a guy in the building with Curly brown hair and big kind eyes. I ask him if he can help me move the box to the place where it belongs because it's so heavy! He says sure, then takes his shirt off. He's very muscular, and he even goes to all the trouble of flexing a few times for me ^_^ So I do what any good BFF would do, I whip out my camera phone and take pictures and send them to Ambies while he's flexing and lifting. Then My kids and husband come into the room, and my husband starts talking to the guy, and I wander off to see what my kids are doing. They've found some toys and are making a HUGE mess with them. I make them clean it up. When they clean up, my husband is ready to go, so we leave. We're walking down the street, and it's dark in the dream, and I notice there are stones on the side of the road with letters and words on them. I wake up.

Dream Three: I;m on my computer, and I click on a link. When I click the link, it drops me on some strange country road. I assume I'm in the county next to ours, and that if I walk a certain way I'll end up back at home. I actually tell myself that I shouldn't have clicked on that link not knowing where it would drop me, but then never realize that clicking on links don't deposit your physical body on roads, lol. After walking a bit, I Realize I'm going the wrong way, and turn around to walk to the other way. I come across a building that looks familiar, and remember that I can walk through that building as a short cut. AS I walk through the building, I remember it's an apartment complex and that I know some people there but it's been years since I've seen them. Just as I think this, I walk into a common room with a big screen TV and a few guys sitting around drinking beers and sodas and playing a video game. I try to sneak through without being seen, because I recognize them as an exboyfriend and his friends (though I never dated a guy like him, lol) I try to reason to myself that they knew me with long hair, and now my hair is short. Also, with my coat on, I look like a boy not a girl anyways. Just as I think I'm safe, the guy jumps up and says, "Hey, wait a minute! You look familiar..." And of course I just run off, lol. He chases me though, and I end up in a parking lot, where my BFF is parked waiting to pick me up. She gets out of the car when she sees me running, even though I'm yelling at her to get back in the car! Just as I'm reaching the car, the guy catches up and grabs my arm. He spins me around and looks me in the face, and he says, "It is you! You cut your hair!" I Look up at him, and he's so gorgeous, I'm actually embarrassed he's seeing me with my short hair (I have a love hate relationship with short hair, I either look great, or I look like a boy... there's no middle ground.) His own hair is dark and longer than mine, he's got a goatee thing going on, and his skin is a creamy tan, like coffee with milk in it. About the color of a native American guy I used to know, so maybe he was native American? Anyways, He was hot, and I'm finding myself embarrassed over my short hair, and I want there to be more between us, but then my BFF walks over and demands he let go of me. At that, his attention shifts to her, and he starts flirting with her. I'm really hurt by this, and I grab her arm and tell her, "lets go! This guys a creep!" and then drag her into her car, and I get behind the wheel. I'm trying to tell her in the car that I really still like him and it is NOT cool that she's letting him flirt with her (this bringing up ancient memories of ten years ago when she started flirting with the guy she knew I liked and had been flirting with for a couple weeks, and managed to make him like her in no time flat... This whole dream was full of insecurities and crap ) So then as we're stopping at the end of the apartments "driveway" the car wants to roll even though I've got the brakes on. So I back it up to keep it from being in the middle of traffic, only it keeps rolling forwards. Then it gets stuck in reverse! And the brakes aren't working either, so we're going backwards up the road, and freaking out. Finally I decide that I'm going to try to slow the car down by jumping out and holding onto it and using my feet as traction on the road. Ambies gets in the driver seat and pushes the breaks as hard as she can and steers the car towards the side of the road as I'm trying to hold it back and slow it down. Finally it's in the grass and going slow, so she takes the key out and we're safe. Then a car pulls up and a couple get out. The woman is dressed in purple and white, and I didn't pay much attention to the man because the woman started talking to me and he started talking to my BFF. The woman is insisting we can't fix the car and should let them drive us home, but I'm not comfortable with this and think I can fix our car. Then I call the police to see if they can help me ? But before they get there, the lady FLIPS out about me needing to get in the car with her, and with amazing strength she pushes me into her car and starts to drive off with me! I'm flipping out because my phone hit the group and I can't call anyone to save me and she won't stop. So I start trying to hit the car window to bust out, and she starts hitting me telling me to calm down and stop resisting, there's nothing I can do to get away. I start hitting her back, and punching and kicking her, and she's pushing me away with her arms, and my arms are too short to reach her to hit her anymore, so I lean back and start trying to kick her. My flip flop falls off when she grabs at my foot, and she licks my toes freaking me out and I pull back and kick her REALLY hard, but she acts like it doesn't hurt at all. Then stops the car and says we're here. She hefts me up over her shoulder and carries me inside an apartment like I'm nothing, despite the fact that I'm kicking and screaming and punching her spine with all my might. The she drops me not gently at all on the floor and I happen to get a handful of her hair as I'm falling towards the floor and her hair comes off! I realize it's a wig, and she's a MAN in drag, not a woman at all. I wonder how I couldn't have figured it out before, but then he was a really pretty woman, so it's not surprising. But what he does next isn't pretty. He starts puking because I hit him so hard, and it gets all over me YUCK! His lipstick is all smeared now and he says he needs to go clean his face off, and he walks into a bathroom. I take the chance to run to a phone and call 911. I try to tell them he's kidnapped me and when I tell the operator that he threw up on me she laughs at me. Then there's a knock on the door, and it's the 911 operator, and she's telling me she's here to open the door and it's safe to leave now. But then When I walk through the door she hands me a bill for being rescued. I flip out on her how it's supposed to be a public service to be rescued from criminals and kidnappers, and she isn't supposed to charge me $149.99 for it! Then I start lamenting my bills, and wondering how I'm going to come up with the money to pay this and get the car fixed... then I remember my BFF and ask if they police arrived in time to save her from the guy who was with the girl/guy, and the lady says yeah the police arrived and my friend was safe with her bill too! Then I woke up, thankfully.

Dream Four: I'm at the grocery store with my mom and my kids. we're checking out, and she introduces me to the guy who's bagging our things. He offers to help us take everything out to the car. When we get tot he car, I realize that my car is there but so is my husbands, and I "remember" that mom's watching the kids, and we were at the grocery store buying food for them to eat at her house while she baby sits. I strap them in while she and the guy puts the bags in the car, then I walk over to my husbands car and start to get in. The bag boy comes over and starts asking about the car, and I tell him how it used to be min in highschool, and he asks if I'll take him for a spin (it's a silver '96 Camaro, that's a normal reaction from my friends, they want to ride in it because it's a sports car, lol) So I take him around the block, but before we get all the wy around, he asks me to stop because he sees a friend. He goes to talk to his friend, and I realize I'm no longer in my car, but standing inside an anime convention hall. I see a PONY, Princess Luna to be exact, walking down the hall, then realize it's someone in a really good costume. a couple of my own friends walk by, and I say hey, and they stop and I tell them how beautiful they look... they're cos-playing as flappers, but their dresses are really shiny as well and stringy. Then I decide I need to go, and the bag boy is no where in site, so I just leave him I'm back in my car somehow pulling out onto a road, when someone takes the turn into the driveway too sharp and hits the car behind me. I'm glad not to be in an accident myself, and just keep going instead of stopping to help :O then I find myself walking again, this time I'm trying to walk through a parade and I'm carrying my daughter. I soon realize this is a parade celebrating the day of the dead, and then my daughter drops her stuffed bunny. Where it lands there are a LOT of stuffed bunnies, and the little girls sitting there help me figure out which one belongs to my daughter. I wake up.

These dreams felt way closer to my "normal", so I was much happier with last night than the last several nights. And, I had to make myself get up because I knew if I had anymore I'd waste an eternity at the keyboard, ha ha.

Driving Danger

I was in a car with a couple friends; a girl was driving. We were going to my house and we were close, but somehow she took a wrong turn and we were immediately in a very bad part of town.

By a false memory, I recognized where we were. I told her to be careful and don't stop for any of the people on the street. We There was debris from trees all over the street as though there had been a storm and city workers had piled it up into huge piles.

The street was littered with debris. We drove over the leaves and came to a pile that I wasn't sure we could get by. The pile was about 10 feet high and took up almost the entire road. There were 4 or 5 guys talking by it and we had to drive by them. They were drug dealers. They were the guys I was afraid of.

We made it past them and kept driving. There were more piles of leaves everywhere, and the street was still full of debris.

Alien Golf

I was in a restaurant at night. It was a weird floor plan as though it were in the trees and you had to take narrow walk-ways to get through the restaurant.

There was something going on but I can't remember it really. I just remember coming out and there was a guy standing in the center of a circular platform in a sheet that made him look like the statue of liberty. It was a guy that I met at a softball game IWL. He had a red shirt on at the game. Outside it was day time.

I thought it was weird that he would be standing there in that sheet, and I thought it was weird that it looked like stone, just like the statue of liberty. I looked more closely to see how it worked and saw a pattern on the sheet. It was little orange things. Maybe they were rabbits.

Now I looked up to see what he was looking at. There were two construction cranes. On opposite sides of statue-man, their long booms reached out. Things were attached to the booms as if welded on until the cranes formed a circle around statue-man. The things welded to the cranes were metal circles, but they were more artistic than simple discs. There were lots of figures of different sizes, but as the circles met at a certain point, there were just these jagged discs until the circle around this city square was complete.

The man and I looked up at this towering thing. Where the two objects met, the cranes were now as arms creating metal golfers a hundred feet tall. They were getting ready to put.

Now the putters were little smurfy alien type creatures, no a golf course, and it was night again. The balls were glowed green. The course seemed to be all lit up by the glowing balls in holes around the course. It also seemed as though there were glowing bushes, but only a few, because the balls seemed to be the major lighting force. It was a beautiful course all lit up at night.

One of the alien things took a ball out of a hole. The ball belonged to another alien. The alien was upset because the balls cost about $500,000.00.; the dollar amount was completely out of context vs. the alien's net worth however.

The alien that was just ripped off decided to go home. In his little villiage, he was outside his hut and decided to go home. His place was glowing also, and since his pool was glowing (I didn't actually see the pool), an alien who didn't live there said, "Time for LOVE IN THE POOL!"

The alien who owned the home looked distrought because his day was going so badly.

Dream skip

I'm in a kind of class room. I have a bunch of albums, some new. I bought them, but I have no idea what the new ones are. The class is discussing how everyone is saying that something is not popular when it is. I chimed in how it was like Syd Barret. Everyone says he's not popular, but everyone keeps talking about him.

Then I start singing one of his songs Opel. Statue-man is by me but acting more normal. I think he was wearing the same red shirt he was wearing at the softball game.

When I would get stuck on a line, he would finish it, though it was obviously me finishing the line as a dreamer because I was having trouble creating the line for the guy in the red shirt...as a dreamer.

Dream skip

I'm watching a soap opera in real life? There was a building you might see in a Mexican/Spanish soap. There was a fancy structure with wrought iron designs that you could see through into a courtyard.

The building was on fire, though I didn't see the fire. The wrought iron was broken away from where it was supposed to connect. There was a space about six inches to get through.

A big, hansom man went through the tiny space to save someone. I noted how ridiculous it was that he could get through that tiny space. He went through, and then helped a man get out of the structure.

13.06.2012

Last day of school dream #1 (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

It was the last day of school and we were getting ready to leave. I was in the high school at first, and I don't remember much about this part, but I was walking around with a kid I know named Chris. We talked, but I don't remember what about. Eventually it was time to leave and I was now at Junior High East for some reason. I looked for my mom outside because she was supposed to be picking me up. I realized I had told her two days ago, that yesterday was a half day, and today was a full day. Which I was wrong, the day before was indeed a half day, and she picked me up on time, but the day I was in was ALSO a half day. I realized I would have to sit here for a few hours, but then I realized I could just get on my bus! I walked a little far, and had to jog back up to the school to get on my bus. I checked the time on my phone and it said 2:41. I jogged up, and started hearing the buses make their squealing sounds. So I started running. I ran in what seemed to be slow motion. Once I reached my bus, I got on, and it was extremely small inside. Only about 8 seats total. I just got on and sat in the back. A girl named Alissa briefly spoke to me, and I remember waking up when I saw a close up of her face.

13.06.2012

Last day of school dream #2 (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was at my "school" which looked nothing like it. We could roam around roads and everything, like we were on a large campus. I don't remember how this dream started off, but we were kinda split up in groups. I was searching for my girlfriend, yet she did not even attempt to make an effort to find me. Like, even though she saw me, she would just ignore my presence and keep going, which she does in real life sometimes. :l but anyways, I was at tech and I had to use the restroom. They were apparently locked so I asked somebody for the key. He was a black dude, and he couldn't figure out which restroom was for the men or the women. I told him and he opened the men's restroom door. After I went in the dream skipped and I was back at my "school". We really weren't doing much, besides wandering around the "campus". I was in a room where my group was at, still searching for my girlfriend. I saw a girl bent over in the distance and some dude was touching her all over her legs, and I thought it was my girlfriend, but as she stood back up, it wasn't her, lol. I saw her with her friends a couple times, and walked RIGHT past her, but she just ignored me, so whatevs lol :p Eventually I was in the field at my old school in Brookline. There were dudes playing some triangle catch game. But there was a certain way to play it. A demonstrational video came up and showed me how to play. It was some crazy ass dude with clones of himself, and sometimes garbage bag dummies playing the roles of the people in the game that weren't there. Basically, two people tossed the ball back and forth, and then after two tosses, the person with the ball would LAUNCH it pretty far to the third person, who would then catch it. A kid named Jesse that went to Brookline was playing it and told me to play. I said something like, "Oh... I don't think I'd catch it." The dream skipped again and I was in my room, which apparently would be getting wiped clean after I left "school". JUST LIKE THE OTHER DREAM I HAD AWHILE AGO! But anyways, I realized there was a lot in my room I wanted to take. I could only take a few things. There was my accordion, my guitar amp, my guitar, my bass, my digital piano, and "wood for my subwoofer", lol. I tried playing the accordion and it was much easier to apply pumping pressure to it than in real life. I found headphones that matched it. I put them on and could play the accordion with buttons on the side of the headphones. I remembered playing the Tetris theme(which I do know on accordion in real life). I remember altering it in many ways to make it sound cool, and even altered the sound of the accordion. Eventually I took the headphones off and I found other headphones that came with my guitar, though they were just very basic, and looked like they were used to prevent sound from getting to your ears, or something. I ended up grabbing my huge digital piano, and the "wood for my subwoofer". I remember calling my girlfriend asking her how I was going to get the wood out from my wall, because it was attached to my wall. She asked her stepdad and then she explained to me, and I got it. I then told her I was going to meet her somewhere. As soon as I left my room the dream skipped and I was walking around the "campus" with my stuff, lol. I told Angel(my girlfriend), to meet me somewhere. We said where to meet, but right after I said where we would meet I saw her walk around the corner. She didn't notice me at first, but as I got closer she did. She laughed at all this shit I was carrying. I told her, "My arm is going to get tired very fast." In real life my digital piano weighs 30lbs. I know not heavy at all, but after holding it in one arm for 5 minutes it gets heavy. Anyways, it never tired my arm out. Me and her were apparently in a car now, and we were discussing these crazy houses we were seeing alongside the road. At first they were shitty rundown houses, but as we went on they got nicer. Most of them were an icy blue color. The one house I liked had dips of ice in the backyard, and it was strange looking. We kept going by. More houses were very nice looking, and one had a snowy theme to it. I told her I had been in most of the houses a "couple hundred times", even though I had never been in them at all. She also said that she had too, if that makes any sense. The dream basically skipped and I was in the car with my grandpap, grandma, and my uncle ward was driving(he doesn't drive in real life, so I don't know how I didn't realize this?? Hell, I didn't realize ANYTHING in this fucking dream, lol). Apparently, my dad had died in a car accident. I was about to cry as my grandma was discussing how he never came home from his band practice last night, and his bass player Brian was worried and told my grandma. Nobody could get a hold of him. Now I realized why I wasn't picked up from "school". Uncle Ward was driving and soon the dream skipped and I was at what was supposed to be my grandma's house, but was actually a house I had never been in before. We were watching the news about a group of cars that had fell in an incinerator, or something. I was looking for a white cavalier(even though my dad drives a orangish/red Dodge Neon, lol). I saw several white cars, but none were Cavaliers. So I ignored it. I woke up around here.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Figured I might aswell write down two lucids I didn't care to write down last week in here aswell as two I had last night.

Sith training with Nito DILD
I'm semi lucid in a dark room with a Sith Lord, an apprentice and Nito. "Relax and seethe" the master tells us. I close my eyes and relax my body whilst letting the rage within me flow freely. I start to levitate with my legs crossed. After a while I leave the room. I realize I'm dreaming and head up some stairs. "Nito! Where are you?" I ask out loud. I run up the steps. "You've got ten seconds to answer or else!" I say. "I'm coming dude, hold on!" he replies from below. I continue up to the top of the stairs and arrive at an attic. I wait for Nito there. A few seconds later he appears with my youngest brother. "Okay so, we'll play a game. Hide and seek in bedclothes" I say. They look at me confused. "Bedclothes?" Nito asks. "Yeah, you know you can hide in them." I hear something outside and walk over to the lone window. I look out and can see a fountain in a courtyard and a few people around. I throw myself out of the window and start flying right away. I fly around them in circles before I land and the dream fades.

Highway mayhem DILD
I'm lucid right away and I'm with a few guys from work. We're near a highway and there's a big bus next to us. "Everyone get on the bus!" I say and as soon as we're all on it it takes off. We go down the highway and have a blast in the bus. Everyone's laughing and joking. I stand up in the middle of the bus and look ahead. We're on a two lane road and there's another two lane road going the other way on the other side of a fence. I reach out with my hand, palm towards the cars. They all start sliding away from us, even the cars on the other lane. "Hey guys, check it out, I'm the one doing this!" I say and push even harder. The cars start piling up and flying over each other.



We arrive at a big building. "Stop the bus!" I say and the bus stops. We get out, only one coworker follows me into the building. It's one huge room painted in white. There are balconies all around the room all the way to the top. I start flying around the room doing loops and just chilling. After a while I figure I've had my share of fun and decide to wake up.

22.00: Sleep

06.15: Friends house
I'm sitting at a table at my friend Jonas's house. His mom is there with my friend G. "I can't believe the five of us has a girlfriend now, a few years ago we were all single" I say. G has shaven his head and looks ragged. I grab a black pen and intend to write something. "Don't waste too much of that ink" Jonas's mother tells me. I grab another one instead.

06.15: WBTB 10 minutes

08.00: At work MILD
I'm in my dad's car just outside of work. I realize I'm dreaming right away and I smile at them as I close the door. They smile back and head off. I've been dropped off at the same place I'm always dropped off at. 'This'll be interesting.' I cross the road and head for the fence surrounding the establishment. I can't walk very fast and figure I'll have to stabilize a bit. I focus my eye sight on a cinderblock a few yards away and the clarity increases tenfold. At the fence I jump lightly and float over it. Two guys are heading inside. "Hey guys!" I say and go in before them.

I sit down at my usual spot around the big table and just relax a bit. People are joking and I go along for a little while. "Bah, I won't waste a lucid at work" I say and get up. I fart at my coworker and then jump out the window. I land on my stomach but it doesn't hurt. I hold out my hands to the side and start to levitate. With a mental push I shoot straight up into the air and the establishment beneath me shrinks to the size of a dice. I change the push so that I fly towards a bit city.



I gain some speed and the wind is roaring in my ears. Ahead I see a huge white building and realize it's "The Globe", a big domed structure in Stockholm. I focus on it as I fly but suddenly a few clouds block my line of sight. I descend a bit but when I should see The Globe I can only see the regular city houses. 'Okay dream destabilizing, time to land.' I shoot straight down into the city and just as I land everything goes black.

I end up in SP and decide to go straight into another lucid. I lie still and wait for it.

Give me your car! DEILD
I'm standing in the woods next to a road. There's someone next to me. "Time to steal a car!" I say and walk out on the road. There's a bunch of cars coming towards me. I hold out my hand and the first vehicle, a truck, stops. I get in. "Get out of the truck!" I say threateningly. "But, I'm a midget, surely you don't want to hurt me?" the tiny man says. "Oh, yeah ofcourse" I say and jump out again, who'd hurt a midget? I let the truck pass. An older sportscar comes up.



"Stop!" I yell and the car stops. I recognise the driver, it's a guy from my hometown. "Get the fuck out!" "Please don't take my car!" he says and tries to get away from me. I grab his legs and drag him out of the vehicle and throw him down on the ground. I get in and hit the gas pedal. The car accelerates and I'm really enjoying myself. The windshield is in the way however so I punch it a few times before it breaks apart. Not all glass falls away but enough for me to get my arm out of it and rip the rest away. "Wohooo!" I scream into the wind. All of a sudden I'm sitting in the passenger seat and my brother is the one driving. We arrive at a ghostly house. 'Oh damn, this schema can get nasty' I don't really feel like being near a ghost house in my LD so I start to wake myself up just as we park outside.

10.00: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 12 hours

Supplements: 1 x Lucid Dreamer and 100 mg L-Theanine at WBTB

That's it! Had a whole bunch of non-lucids aswell which were pretty cool, but I can't be bothered to write them all down.

Keep on dreaming!

06.13.2012

6/13/12 No Dream Recall, Anonymity (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

No Dream Recall.

I know I remembered at least one dream when I woke up from a WBTB in the morning just now, but that was 2 hours ago (or a little less)

As for dream drawings, I'm worried if it's even worth doing that.

But instead of questioning myself on whether or not I should do it, I'll just do it.

Contemplating on something I would like to improve on without actually taking action is just going to create more regrets, so I'll just do it.

But damn, the main challenge is somehow making my self a ghost to the people I don't want seeing those drawings.

Would you like it if your friend came up to you and said,

"Heeeeeey Brandon, so you like that video game character Eva? And she could be your dream guide? But you're ignoring her? Looooool"

or or,

"Wait, you dream about me?!?!?!?!?!"

or even worse, an ex-crush coming up to me,

"I HATE YOU! WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME EARLIER!?!?!

YOU SUCK!!


I HATE YOU


GO BURN IN HELL"

*SLAP*


Or even my own family and relatives...ugh.

Oh man.........................this is really hard, finding a balance between anonymity and exposing certain elements of who I really am.

But I did a lot of that in a few threads....LOL.....


My mind already has scenarios in dreams I recalled that I should draw, which probably means it likes the idea of me possibly drawing my dreams.

I think I've gone to the point where I start believing my mind, or better yet, subconscious, is some kind of individual.

I confuse it with the internal eye a lot......which maybe the reason why I have conflicting thoughts with the purpose and efficacy of dream guides.

My main challenge is free-handing most of the stuff, because getting reference photos through photo manipulation (ex: Somehow getting someone like this guy that I killed and almost got killed by:

And somehow adding myself into the equation, then finding a way to show how intense certain dreams where when I faced him occasionally.


Or even a better example:

Or even her lookalike Rachel Nichols:

If I could with the human lookalike, I could get away with "Oh you just like a certain celebrity, at least that's reasonable than pixelated skin."

The things that I can draw myself into to make myself look like some die-hard romantic instead of a pervert towards an imaginary character is so apparent...but only if I find a way to draw her in somehow.

I hate how I'm still trying to find her, I mean, I could find Sarah Jessica Parker, Jessica Alba, Megan Fox, A piece of paper, A rock, An Amazon female, An Alien Felmae, Some random anime girl to be my dream guide, but whoever I choose, it's not really going to make a difference anyway.

Either way, I'm already crazy.

So if I'm already crazy, I might as well go with the second female, Eva, that said she was my dream guide.

The first female was when I had an OBE, or at least I thought I had one, said she was my dream guide, and I said "Prove it," and her eyes started to get big and she went psycho on me to wake me up.

Nuh-uh no freaking crap and alterations of body parts for me! I don't want that kind of dream guide D:

That's why I'm still trying to find Eva, hasn't really done anything, I'm not really surprised she's hard to find, or even hard to summon.

I got her killed in one dream because I decided to be an idiot. Smart woman, if someone is going to get you severely injured or near death, no use appearing when they want to summon you....just give them the cold shoulder and they'll be head over heels for you.

Hmmmmm

I think that's enough of rambling for now.

DJ Log: June 13, 2012 – 7:00AM (USA Eastern)
• NON-DREAM • NOTES • DREAM • LUCID •

I am running through the darkness while Nemesis by VNV Nation is echoing throughout the area in which I am running.

DJ Log: June 13, 2012 – 5:00AM (USA Eastern)
• NON-DREAM • NOTES • DREAM • LUCID •

(Note: I woke up around 3:00AM and decided to get up for a bit. I poured a tall glass of organic apple juice with a little elderberry concentrate added, and then I sat at the computer reading some posts on the DV forums. I read a thread titled I returned to bed around 4:00AM.)

I find myself standing in a small bathroom in an unfamiliar house. The walls have a dark floral wallpaper and the ceiling is covered with decorative square copper tiles. There is no toilet, but there is a tall urinal along the wall. The bathtub is an antique copper claw-foot tub. I look at the fancy copper trimmed mirror and I do not see my reflection. I immediately become lucid and jump into the mirror.

Once on the other side of the mirror, I am standing in an old musty root cellar. The walls are covered with sagging wooden shelves which are full of old dusty wine bottles. There is a single light bulb hanging by its wires in the middle of the ceiling. I walk over and pick up a bottle and I struggle for a second to read the label. I try to pull out the cork, then I reach in my pocket and pull out a cork remover. The wine smells like pungent cheese but it tastes like water. I take a second taste and the flavor slightly develops a sweet rose wine flavor which fades quickly.

Thinking that my lucidity is fading with the flavor, I look up at my surroundings and see that the root cellar has changed into a dungeon. There are rusty chains and shackles hanging on the walls and there are torches on posts sticking out of the floor. I walk over to the wall and feel one of the chains. The rust is gritty and the metal is very cold. There are thick sheets of cobwebs covering all of the walls. When I pull the chain away from the wall, another mirror is revealed. I see my reflection for a split second, then I decide not to get stuck in the mirror. I pull the chains away and take a step back, then jump into the mirror.

On the other side of the mirror, I find myself standing in a small dark bedroom. There is a small dim lamp on a table next to an open window. The curtains are hanging out of the window, blowing in the wind. The bed and dresser are antique Victorian style and there is scratchy music playing from an antique phonograph in the corner. The hardwood floor is dusty and creaks as I walk. I stop and look at a painting on the wall of an old farm scene when I hear someone cough. I look over to see that fOrceez is sitting on a chair next to the phonograph, reading a book. I take a couple of steps toward him and he lowers the book and looks at me over the top of his reading glasses, then he asks me, “How was your flight?” I reply, “It was quite fun, but I'm not done yet!” I quickly turn around and see that the mirror is still on the wall where I came through. I take several steps back and run into the mirror. The surface does not give way at all and I bounce off and fall on my ass. fOrceez laughs as I stand up, dust myself off, and glare at the mirror. I cannot see my reflection, rather just a dark gray TV static pattern. Deciding that I'll just find another mirror elsewhere, I jump out of the window and fall into the ocean.

(Note: For the first time that I can recall, falling did not wake me up or trigger a FA. I'm marking the last part as non-lucid because I think my lucidity was lost during the fall, but I'm fairly certain that I remained in the same dream.)

I hit the cold water and struggle for a moment to swim back to the surface. Once I regain a couple of breaths, I find that I am swimming in a very stormy ocean far from land. Just as I turn around to see if I am near anything, lightning strikes the water just in front of me. I suddenly wake up with the sound of the thunder still rumbling through my head.

DJ Log: June 12, 2012 – 8:00AM (USA Eastern)
• NON-DREAM • NOTES • DREAM • LUCID •

I am bicycling up the mountain road with my brother to go pick up my box truck which I left behind a few days ago. Along the way, we stop and pick up some bamboo, then go down a narrow dirt lane. I tell him that I parked it back here near one of the ponds. We arrive at the truck and find that the parking pull-off is flooded and it is up to its frame in flood water.