Dream 1: I was playing Quake 1 using my old mod apparently, and in coop with someone, and also some custom level that was really really huge, and mostly empty. It was some kind of work-in-progress level that was supposed to be combination of levels from a different mod, and it was mostly happening in a castle. After a while we managed to find the part of level where there were actual enemies and pickups, i've gotten The Acid Gun, The Plasma Gun and The Minigun(An actual weapons from the mod), then after an elevator there was a room with scrag type enemies. Then later there was some area with lava and a bridge, guarded by some weird enemy that had very effective defense versus projectile attacks. Then after going through teleporter, camera switched top-down and started looking more like Doom, there was very weird platforming segment with teleporter mazes and weird navigation. But soon we have reached the top of the area, where camera switched back to first person and where we had to deal with some kind of upgraded mancubuses. Then after another portal there was huge arena and i was playing coop with SilentEternity now. We had to fight through horde of various Doom enemies, some were custom, and also at least four cyberdemons. Dream 2(fragments): I was playing some game where i had to control some kind of cyborg and there were two more on my side, controlled by AI. We had to go through some indoors complex with acidic lakes to fight enemy team, which consisted of three cyborgs as well, we easily won because AI was not really good at it. Dream 3(fragments): I was playing another game, in which i had to search through some amusement park for something, there were various characters i talked to, but eventually some enemy helicopters arrived and some ally helicopters, i helped destroying enemy helicopters with some kind of energy cannon then i got into one and we flied to different area, which was some dark city. There i with group of some soldiers had to set up defense and destroy some enemy attack waves.
Very well-meaning but flawed attempt at the North America Task of the Year. (The King Kong one!) Color legend: Non-dream Dream Lucid Lucid #128: Donkey Kong Junior I falsely believe that I have a young niece named Emily that's arriving by plane. I'm waiting with Dad in the airport for her and all of the passengers have gotten out with no sign of Emily at all. I'm becoming fretful. Dad isn't very worried and is loudly telling me stories about how thoroughly the new cereal he is eating "cleaned out his colon". I'm very embarrassed by how loudly he's talking and decide I'd rather go look for Emily. It's like the old days when you could meet someone at the gate, and I'm allowed to stroll right through the jetway and onto the plane. I walk up and down the rows of seats, but there's no sign of her. But when I double back I find her waiting by a bend in the jetway. She's about 11 or 12, short, blonde, a little pale. I realize that I have never seen her before in my life and become lucid. There's one of those little doors that leads out to the runway, and I walk through it and start flying toward a city that I see on the horizon. Night either falls quickly or I suffer some kind of memory gap here, because I land at a parking lot in a cluster of buildings. There's some sort of party going on with loud music bleeding out into the parking lot. There are a lot of people milling around in the parking lot itself, and some of them start following me. I spot my friend "RF" as part of the nearby group and I tell him to "check this out" as I approach one of the parked cars. I decide that the car is as light as an inflatable balloon, lift it, and turn it over on its side. RF looks stunned and asks me how I did that. I tell him that you just pretend something is the way that you want and you usually find that it is. I become sort of boastful and start showing off. "Look at this car. If I decide that it tastes like cake, it will." I take a huge bite out of one of the tires and it's pretty good! Tastes like a fairly decent birthday cake. Several other people in the crowd join in, taking bites out of the car here and there. I spot my high school friend "Alf" in the crowd, and he makes some remark about how cool this is. Pretty soon, a huge crowd of DCs has surrounded the car and started to devour it. It's cool to watch them consume the car but also vaguely disturbing. Reminds me a bit of a Walking Dead zombie feed. RF and I walk away from the car along the sidewalk, reaching a building with the mural of a skyscraper painted on it. I suddenly remember the North America "Empire State Building" Task of the Year. The mural doesn't look quite like the Empire State Building, but I decide that I'm going to start climbing it and then turn it into the Empire State Building as I go. I tell RF this is for "Task of the Year" and he says "Go for it." I latch myself to the mural like Spider-Man and start climbing up the wall. It feels really forced at first, but the more I get into it, the more it feels like I'm scaling the side of a tall building. And now here I am, clinging to the side of the Empire State Building, the wind pulling at my clothes and body. I'm trying to remember what the Task of the Year even involves. (I'm supposed to transform into King Kong, climb to the top, and fight with the military.) I feel a little frustrated with my memory, so I decide that I want to get inside and think about what I'm supposed to be doing. I either enter an open window or phase through a closed one, winding up in a small, quiet marble elevator lobby. There's an elevator waiting here, and I step inside. It only goes up to "9", and I wince that this is not nearly high enough for the Empire State Building. I press "9", assuming that there will be a new bank of elevators I can take at that point which will bring me all the way up. The elevator begins its ascent and I pace nervously, worrying that I'm buying too much into the mechanics of the dream. I can't remember whether I'm supposed to be ascending normally, climbing the building, or what, so I just go with it. The elevator doors open on "9" and I step out into a lobby that looks much like the previous one. There's a bulky, square-jawed maintenance man in overalls here. "Hey!" he shouts. "You're not supposed to be here!" With that, he winds up like a baseball pitcher and throws a large crescent wrench right at my head. It clonks straight into my forehead and drops into my right hand. My forehead tingles a bit, but there's no serious pain. Somehow I now have a wrench in both hands. I feel angry with the guy for attacking me. "You're an asshole!" I inform him and throw both wrenches at his stomach. They bounce off of his torso and he doubles over, glaring at me but not seriously hurt. I feel a little bad and have no interest in going to war with this guy, so I dash into another elevator, stab at a button without looking, "knowing" that it leads to the viewing platform. Again I wait, and soon the elevator opens up to an open-air room that looks a bit like a bell tower. There's a guy in a lab coat here explaining some scientific breakthrough about lycanthropy and animal transformations in general. I run past him along a plank to a balcony. Now I want to transform into King Kong. I look to my left and there's another skyscraper, even taller than the "Empire State Building" that I'm standing on. On top of this other building stands the cheesiest-looking Godzilla-style lizard monster I've ever seen, and I can't help but chuckle. Looks like all the movie monsters are out and about today. I start hopping about like a gorilla and imagine myself transforming into King Kong. In my craziness, I manage to leap off of the building. Rather than a fall, there's an odd transition and now I'm just running along a tree-lined street below, roaring like a gorilla and pounding my chest. The chest-pounding feels a little phony but the gorilla roars are amazing. My hands and arms look big and gorilla-like, but I'm not nearly large or hairy enough to be King Kong. I feel more like a big, strong, long-armed dude with a gorilla roar. Some DCs rush up to attack me, but they're all just regular men in casual street clothes. I shove them away, remembering that I need to get attacked somehow and win, but I'm very confused as to the details. I take a few swats at these DCs and amusingly, they go flying off whenever I hit them. I know that something's off with all of this, though, and that I need to be a lot bigger, I need to be up on top of the building, and I think I need to fight something tougher. The details are really hazy, though, so I just lumber around for a while longer amusing myself until the dream ends.
I'm in a house, it seems familiar. I'm trying to tell people something but they are either distracted, ignoring me or this damn guy is playing the guitar and he starts playing louder and louder at the important parts. I'm trying to a woman that story in the bible where the kid is sent out for something and he hits his head or whatever and then when he wakes up it's nearing dark so he goes back and finds out it's been like 60 years, not just a few hours like he time traveled or something. But when I tried to tell it to yet another person I kept stuttering and losing my track and it was so hard to speak and then finally I could speak but when I could she got distracted. And then my damn half sister kept distracting everyone by talking about her stupid shit and I could only get frustrated and tell her to shut up until I get this out, but then I'd stutter again. Then I just tried to tell it to anyone near me and still failed. Then I could hear that tool who purposely tried to play his guitar over me, he is in the back bedroom, I hear him talking so loud to someone, I think he must be on the phone and he's talking about me and that what I'm trying to tell people so I get freaked out that he's planning something and inviting people over to make it harder for me to convey things, so I wait for him to come out and I grab his guitar and smash on his head and he poofs away like purple powder, and then everyone gives me horrible looks like I murdered someone or something.
I'm with two random DC's, they're getting all this weird equipment together so go scuba diving in the burmuda triangle. I plead with them not to, that there's still beings down there with the giant pyramids and sphinxes, and they just brush me off like I'm crazy and then they walk away and then I see the murky under water scene of the giant pyramid get closer into my vision until I get shoved and sucked into the scene forcefully and I'm all by myself and I'm so deep under water and I can't see through the water clearly just blue tint and black shadows and I see entities coming towards me and I try to swim away but I'm getting sucked towards the sea bed.
So I'm in the big brother house, and I'm a competitor like the others but somehow I'm hearing and seeing information that puts me in an advantage. They jack judds grizzly shirt and place it on a manikin in the nature of a clearance on rocks, and they say the contestants must bid the highest for the shirt, and that afterwards the contestants must be the first to find their way back home. Then we are dropped off in the area amusingly by helicopter, everyone i shocked that we're having a comp outside of the house, it seems no one else knew what the hell to do so I run the the shirt that is like 50 yards away and I yell a bid, I yell out one million dollars! then I hear judd running up from behind and he bids a higher price and the others just stand idle and confused, after we keep bidding they say I won and so I sprint off towards the building that are hardly visible over the trees and down a rocky hill, and the others take off after me.
I decide that to save bandwidth, I shall go for a walk instead of slaving away on the computer all day. Just going down the road outside my back garden. I see Jack L. with his little brother (he doesn't have one as I'm aware of.) I'm surprised to see him in my home-town as he lives in a city around 25 miles away, so we walk and talk, the discussion mainly been about how deep his voice is now and how old he looks. (I felt like I was myself at my own age and current looks, but I can't be certain.) As we're walking Jack goes into a 'bread-shop' owned by and old lady (looking in her 40-50's) who loves Stardoll. Jack puts some fresh bread into the oven and I ask if he's usually like this, responsible and a good big brother. He laughs, looks me in the eye and says "Never." He says this as he brings the now cooked bread out of the oven, then we leave the shop. I see people I should know but they strangely know Jack much more and they pay no attention to me. Although they do know me the attention was obviously all on Jack. Then I wake up from the sound of something falling in my room. I did a reality check just in case but it didn't overrule the real world so I knew it was reality and not just another dream. Maybe this was a dream from my subconscious telling me to be a good big brother, be independent and responsible for my actions. But also been social and getting to know people a bit more.
[I actually thought that last night would mark the start of a memory without fragments, but I was wrong. Oh well. Normally these sorts of things only last from two to four or five days.] 1) In this room there is a lot of brown. There are adults with us kids. What we (the kids, I don't know about the adults) were doing is rebellious, but not necessarily "bad" or "evil." [Those were the words that I chose when I woke up this morning: "bad" and "evil." I really want to know what we were fucking up ] 2) Krystal and I were playing a card game, or maybe even a board game (though I don't think so). I had never played it before and so Christine was trying to teach me the basic rules. She was explaining to me that whatever you were to say, you were to say it clearly because all of what you said would be actions carried out by your side. She proved this to me when she said that ice would be a way to escape. I then seen the scenario that she was talking about. A slightly boyish-looking girl was behind a layer of ice, and behind her was a blue monster that had been chasing her. The girl placed her finger onto the ice and drew a circle, which then made that portion of the ice fall to the ground. Both the girl and the monster jumped through the ice and continued their chase. When it was my turn a scene came into my head of a reddish-orange car carrying the game's cards in the back of it and hitting an electrical fence. All of the cards exploded and the scene disappeared and I was looking at Krystal again. She was disappointed about losing her cards, but she understood. "Especially since this is, what, your third time playing?" "Fourth," I corrected. I was grateful that she wasn't mad at me 3) Stan was up to something. [Can you believe that that was supposed to be a long dream?] 4) Hogwarts looks like your typical haunted mansion. It's on top of a cliff that is so high you cannot see the bottom, and there are four rickety bridges that lead to each of the four Houses. The rain is falling terribly here. There is a "House Switching" where some of the students are transferred to different Houses. I take the viewpoint of Harry and I am talking to sixth-year Tom Riddle. He keeps talking about how he didn't do everything he ever did "evilly." I don't disbelieve him; in fact I think I am contemplating his words, wondering if Voldemort is truly one-hundred percent evil or if he is something else. I think that Tom was talking about the House Switching in "his day" and how he remained in Slytherin. Anyway, Harry started crawling on one of the bridges, the one to Hufflepuff. Depending on how you stood it could have either been the one on the left or the one on the right, and I'm pretty sure from the point where I was talking to Tom it was on the left side. Here's a point where I can't remember what happens and suddenly I (again, as Harry, who looks very Hufflepuffy) am sitting on a balcony. I only remember there being three balconies for Gryffindor, Hufflepuff, and Ravenclaw, but there may have been one for Slytherin as well. Ron was still a Gryffindor but I think that Hermione had been Switched over to Ravenclaw. The three of us were talking about all of the House points we were going to collect.
Non-Lucid Lucid Lately it has been my personal task of the month to partake in a huge medieval feast. Inspired by a combination of Game of Thrones and my first amazing lucid eating experience, I am determined to make it work! My family and I are eating at a restaurant together. After leaving, we realized that we had forgotten to tip our curly haired waiter, and we all felt terrible. While debating what to do, I step outside to my lawn to play with my dog. As I toss the ball for him, a Ferrari comes screaming on to my lawn, narrowly missing me, and driving straight into the side of my house; destroying the wall. In a panic we all rush about and try to see who the driver is, and out steps the curly haired waiter, who did this to get revenge for us stiffing him. Something causes me to look at the clouds, and they look beautiful and painted. I turn back to the kid who is trying to scream at me but I interrupt him and say "what if this were a dream?" As I say it, I become lucid! The clarity is amazing, and I grab his face in both of my hands and laugh out loud, feeling nothing but love for the kid. He smiles back and laughs with glee too, and tells me to "Go!" I remember my goal to eat at a medieval feast, but I want a partner. My good friend from college appears, and her and I grab hands. I begin to sprint with her, faster and faster, until we break the sound barrier and the world around us turns in to a blur. We run so fast that day becomes night, and then day again, and finally we arrive. There is a yard sale set up, and a small white building to our left. I know that through the door will be a medieval time waiting for me, but I don't want to go in without proper clothing. The yard sale is all medieval clothing, so we look around for some clothes. As I examine them, I unknowingly lose lucidity and slide back into my dream, forgetting about the door entirely. So close, yet so far!
Non-Lucid Lucid I am taking karate lessons from an ancient Asian man that looks very much like the master from Karate Kid (the original, not that new crap.) He is teaching me karate indirectly like the movie; having me catch birds, chase animals, balance on poles, and a few others. While I am out doing one of his chores, I notice a backhoe that is digging outside of the Dojo. I look more closely and see that there are chunks of earth floating in the air without support, and I become lucid! I walk down the street that the Dojo is in, taking in the sights and sounds. I am in a Chinatown area of a small city, but its very clean and pleasant. Its rather empty. There is a vendor open with steaming piles of delicious food that looked like it was taken out of the Spirited Away buffet scene... An incredibly Asian inspired dream... I decide to try some, but I can't really taste it. I realize too late that in my haste I forgot to gain clarity, and I wake up.
LUCID *I walk up to dc a don't know and say what's up man like I know this person. I look over this rail down a story and say even tho I know this is a dream I am scared to jump. Then my girlfriend starts saying to me about being a model. Some how she tells me to jump and prove my self, so I do. I kind of jump around and have some fun at this point. My lucidity is that profound and logical but nonetheless I am still lucid. I end flying out of the building that I was in. NON LUCID *I wave at the dalai lama but he looked at me as if he was angry. I thought maybe my ego is to big and he is warning me. I end up in a school with people around me about to go to class. For some reason I stick around and actually try to join a class. Someone looked at me like what an idoit why is he walking in a class he doesn't have, it's the middle of the semster. I walked away thinking, I have been with my girlfriend for a year and seven months. With all that time I could of been half way done with college. I had regrets.
I've been trying to log only my lucids, but my memory fails me now. I'm convinced that steady journaling of my dreams aids in more complete memory of all my dreams. I'll set up another page for my regular dreams so I can continue logging only my lucids here. I've been lazy with my cycling, but I woke up at around 5:00 AM and decided to cycle. I didn't do do much, and the cycling was disturbed by itches and other discomforts, but it didn't seem to matter. I ended up going lucid. This technique is like old faithful for me. # 69 I was in a strange house. I don't really remember what was happening, but someone was leaving top-shelf alcohol in my glass. I would finish what the person didn't drink, but I knew something was wrong. After finishing the end of a second glass, a woman appeared and said something about it not being community alcohol, though she said it some other way, and did not get upset about it at all. In fact, she started pouring me more. I liked her even though she was about 10 years older than me. She was sexy and I think I got to see her breasts. I started thinking I might be dreaming, but was afraid to take the woman. I looked at my hands and they were split so that I could see air through a couple fingers. I put fingers from my other hand through the cut slits in the other fingers to prove I was dreaming. I still didn't believe it, but I took the woman and paid close attention to whether she acquiesced or not. She never flinched. Soon I was with a girl who was much younger than her, but I think she just turned younger. I put my hand up her shirt and felt her up. I pushed her bra up and saw her tits. Then I undid my pants and put her hand on me. Then two guys walked in. One had an assault rifle. I started to beg for him not to kill me, but then I stood up and started to beat the shit out of him. My punches didn't have the umph I would want, but I kept punching and got the better of the guy with the rifle. I never got back to the girl before I woke up.
I was lucid right from the start in this dream, but i didn't think so much about it and what i could do. Therefore i completely forgot to rub my hands to give the dream clarity (atleast until the very end) and to f.ex meet my subconscious. It all started out in a little asian village out in the forest. Me and my fellow habitants were kung-fu masters. I don't remember too much about the village other than the fact that someone came to destroy it. It was a short man much like a loanshark (or some other gangster). He was accompanied by three large men and something that looked like his short wife. As he approached the village the alarm was sounded and two small groups covered their respective roads. When they came into speaking range i quickly shouted something like "Begone, you don't belong here!". He just laughed. Suddenly i felt this rush of both power and confidence. I ran over to the man, threw him to the ground, beat up the muscle men, and kicked the wife in the butt. Lastly i lifted him up and said "You will never, ever try do hurt anyone again." He nodded. I dropped him and looked to the sky. Flying over the woods (it looked like what i think China looked like in the 1500th) i spotted a resting place. I am not sure why i wanted to land there, but i did. Naturally, everyone stared (and i of course enjoyed it) at the man with the flying powers. I sat down and streched out my legs. I remember having a conversation with a creature that i knew was the owner, but i cannot recall what it might be about. I left for the sandy highway and again looked to the sky. This time i saw a grey cloud (like a storm), surrounded by big mushrooms. I wanted to go there. There were a lot of people on the road, and i was still eager to show off my newly attained skills. I jumped high up in the air before i activated my flying, thinking it would look even cooler. As i flew away i heard screams of amazement. The flight to the mushroom cloud actually took some time, and even though i tried to fly faster i was not able to. Frankly, i did not really think about dream control at this moment. When i finally reached my target i flew through it, but soon got bored and changed direction towards a city in the horizon. It seemed that the city was occupied by penguins, because that was the first sight that met my eyes (this was proved wrong later on though). I did not stop to observe them and instead flew even further into the city. I saw a wall of ipads and ipods and moved closer to inspect them. After testing them out (which just ment to look at them, because they could not do anything extrodinary), i walked up to a man that told me he was my trainer. I also remember being struck by a feeling that the dream had gone on forever. After a small talk where i learned that i was not the only one with powers in the world, i met two others like me. Together we walked into a place that i think represented a storage of some sort. They wanted to play basketball and looked for a basket, but i wanted weapons. We went our seperate ways. As i approached the weapons shed i saw a girl from my real life class. Suddenly i was at a beach just outside the city, and there she was. I quickly rubbed my hands together to obtain clarity, but it lasted only for a mere second. Afterwards i tried to have sex with her, but she rejected me. Because of this i wanted to change location, and even though i knew that i might wake up if i closed my eyes and tried to wish for another place, i did it. Then i woke up. Thank you for reading my very first DJ entry! I am open to and thankful for critisim on grammar, but otherwise this is my little playground with my set of rules. Sweet dreams!
"The Bakery" The dream begins with me hanging out with three random girls. One kinda likes me and it is pretty annoying. We all get ice cream and then I find a way to get rid of them. I head to a bakery where Spencer is working. The bakery kinda looks like a German bakery but they sell weed in all their stuff. I get a couple free cookies because Spencer gives them to me and then I go outside. As I walk outside I see Dave bresnahan and say hi. I also see my dad sitting with Mary. He is eating paradise bakery food and talking about how sketchy the bakery is so I try to hide my cookies. Then I see niki sitting by herself eating some Mexican food so I sit next to her on a stool and help her eat it. Then we see 3 cops start to come and surround the bakery more and more arrive until everyone is running around. Then a dog starts to chase and bark at me. I run and then a bigger scarier black dog comes and barks at me.
So we were having a party at my house with family and friends, a lot of these "friends" were people I don't recall ever seeing in my waking life. To start we were all in the shallow end of my pool(4 ft.) and it was my sister, a mom, 2 kids, and an attractive girl that seemed to be friends with my sister. We were talking about random things and then one of the kids said something about making out with his parents (who were right there). The one chubby boy in the pool tackled me and punched me where it hurts, but I didn't actually feel any pain, either way I took this boy and carried him out of the pool and threw him in the grass and kicked him, oh and his parents didn't care lol.. and after this he started doing pushups. But the most terrible pushups imaginable, like he only moved his arms like 2 cm. After thinking about not having pain when doing anything I became lucid , after this I did an RC finger through palm failed, breath through nose succeeded. So I walked around outside for a bit and looked at my palms to increase vividness. I then walked inside my house and the atmosphere completely shifted, It had a darker and messier look to it and my mom and sister were both at a little table smoking these weird cigars, I took a few puffs but when you do it leaves like.. dust in your mouth, that you must spit out. I went upstairs and checked all my family's rooms. -In my room slept a women that I've never seen. -In the my sister's rooms was a couple which again, I don't believe I've seen. -In my brother's room was some random guy sleeping, lol. -Didn't check parent's room. So I proceeded downstairs, but was still impressed with this no pain thing so I just down the stairs and landed on my ass each time. I heard some noise from the basement so I went down there and there was a bunch of girls and my sisters, but when I was down there the noise, was non-existent, I was looking for a girl I'd seen before then I turned completely around and saw her right behind me and we looked at each other, then the dream ended, I got ready for DEILD, but It didn't work out. Dream Length : 7 - 10 mins
The dream begins with me at a kind of house with a friend drinking beers to pregame for 4th of July. Outside where we are drinking we meet frenchy and nate who are upstairs also drinking coors. We hang out with them and then meet our tpa class inside this building where coach Brittain is leading a field trip to the parade. There are snacks but we are pissed that we don't get to drink more beer. Then he says it is okay if we bring sprites with alcohol to our surprise he doesn't care at all. But then we ask to go to frys to get more beer and he gets pissed. So we just hang outside until I see Gaspar and David sprint out of a house saying cops. Next thing I know we are surrounded. They accuse us of shooting a gun but Mr Brittain says it wasn't us. Then they accuse us of drinking and I tell them that they have no proof so they get pissed.
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