dream fragment

First entry for my new DJ. My recall has been somewhat hazy as of late, so these are really more like fragments, but here goes.

I was with some friends, and we were all about to take some psychedelic drug. I was convinced it was supposed to be mushrooms, but it looked more like chunks of cactus. At first I tried to make the cactus into a tea, because I thought that it would be more potent than eating it for some reason. I ended up throwing up after drinking the tea, and a friend told me to just eat it. I took the remaining chunk of cactus/mushroom that I had and put it on a scale, it weighed just over 3.5 grams (don't remember the exact number but it was somewhere around that). My memory starts to fade at this point, but it comes back with me standing by a window, my trip just starting to kick into overdrive. I looked out and marveled at a sky covered in a beautiful mess of colorful patterns, and clouds that seemed cartoony and felt distinctly 3-d. I don't really remember the rest of the trip, and I never became lucid, but the parts I do remember were awesome.

I also have vague memories of getting into some kind of space battle. I do believe tengen toppa gurren lagann was involved, and I remember a very intense moment where the giant mech actually fired a kamehameha at some opponent. I really wish my recall wasn't so hazy, as this was an awesome dream scene.

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23.01.2011

Candy and aliens, a fragment (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I entered a candy store with my family. My brother had a roll of gum and in the store they had bigger rolls of gum. After that we were in a war room with aliens. Then I remember dressing up as an army comander and walking into the enemy base and managed to threaten them into a ceasefire. Then a couple of aliens parodied the stupidity of what I had done.

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23.01.2011

My trip to the airport (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A family was taking J and me to the airport by car. We were going to study abroad for a month. In the car there was a blonde woman, as well as other people, but i didn't see them. We didn't talk much with the family along the way. My luggage consisted only of a backpack and an old and really small harpsichord with the sharp keys a white colour and the naturals black.

On the way I played some music with J (I know how a little about playing the piano, but nothing like what I did in the dream) but his tempo was always wrong. I told him so but he got angry and said that he was playing perfectly (I think he was playing the guitar) I asked him if he practised with a metronome and he told me he didn't so I advised him to do it and told him that it had taken me years of playing my bassoon (I do know how to play that in real life at least) to be able to play perfectly on tempo. He said it didn't matter anyway because his guitar was kind of crappy (he has a good one in real life, but then again in real life he knows how to play it well.)

We finally arrived at a town and we got out of the car. I almost left my harpsichord there. J and I went into a bar and he got each of us a slice of pizza (four cheese).

These are all dream fragments-

I am in my house. Everything that Is happening is scary.

I am in a car, I am racing my cousin through this mountain range. There are really steep hills. We stop at a forest with a lake. We then hike somewhere.

I am by this fire place and someone gives me a bj.

Me and five others are in this maze of canals and platforms, it is all underground. We get separated from two, they get killed by another group of six. Us four killed two of them. Then we got in an inflatable raft and had a boat chase. The other four were very close and shot two more of us. Now it is just me and my cousin. We then got our boat sunken. We are trying to inflate one out of little dots. We climb out of the water and I throw a dot at the water. It hisses and becomes a raft. We then ram the other fours raft.
The ends?

Dream Fragment
Tay was angry but I forget why. I think I made a mean comment to her in the dream. Shana was walking and I said, "Oh, there's Tay!" But my friend whispered next to me, "That's Shana, dressed as Tay." So, I went to tay and told her and she got mad. Then, I ran away from the school.
Vividness: 3/5

- Real life and comments.
- Non-Lucid Dreams
- Lucid Dreams
* Special feelings and other things *

Mewtwo in an abandoned mall.
Today I dreamed about how i met Mewtwo (yeah, the pokemon) in an abandoned mall, at night, very apocalyptical enviroment.

I was exploring the abandoned mall, with 1-2 persons, that i don't remember, with a apocaliptycal feeling (fear, anxiety, being able to be attacked at any moment), when suddenly, in a corridor for the workers, I saw Mewtwo. When he saw me, he approached to me and he started to talk.
I don't remember exactly the words, but he told me how is the life of an inmortal entity, always seeing the world, how it changes, misfortunes, wars... Sentenced to exist until the end. While he was talking to me, I got the feeling of talking with someone infinitely wise...Then I said:
- If you have to life until the end of the world, join us and help us in this adventure...
He asserted.

False awakening

I opened my eyes and check the time (11:00), then I started to think about the dream... When i wake up of the bed, shit.

It was a FA!, now, i check the time and it was 10:30... Other easy LD lost... :S

NOTE: I have to get used to do RC while I wake up!

Non Lucid, or is it?
This dream breaks my heart, because I KNOW it was pure awesomeness! *Everytime I have an awesome dream, Allison H (my friend) is always there. I was at school, and ran away from something in it. I went to a field outside of it, and it had dirt and fall leaves there. It had alot of trees. I either flew around them or climed on them. A teacher with a light purple shirt with a boy cut short curly hair told me I wasn't in trouble and she is going to sort everything out.
The importance of the dream?
A: I am beggining to think Allison is my dream guide. She got me into lucid dreaming, with the vivid fly dream. (It wasn't lucid, but I got into it, because of how fun flying is. Vividness: Memory Fail.
NON LUCID-McSpensive
I was at McDonald's. I don't go there often nor did I go yesterday, but whatever. I went to go buy something with frys. (I forget what it was, even.) The guy brought up the price. It was $25.25. (There was only, like three things in the bag o.O) The thing is, I could read the price, no problem. In the dream, I thought it was $25.00 and five dollars. So, I paid him $25.00 and then, I said, "Let me get the change." I got the five dollars out, thinking it was 5 cents. For some reason, he knew I wanted honey mustard, and asked me. I nodded. The McDonalds I have never been there before. Vividness: 3.9/5
NON LUCID-ROACH AND JOEL
Joel found a roach, and it looked like a toy. Big eyes, kinda cute. But it represented one in the dream, so I was grossed out. I ran away from it, because he kept pestering me! "You want it!" I got big-eyed. "AHHHH NO!" As I ran away in fear. Vividness: 3.5/5
NON LUCID-SEMESTER HIDING
It was the beggining of the second semester, and I decided not to go into Mr.Stinky's class. Thank goodness it was an A day. I walked into Mrs. S's room and everything looked different. I am surprised I knew where I was. I needed a copy of my scheduel, so I asked her for it.
Dream Fragment: Dream Journal
I dreamt I was writing in my DJ (my real one) and although it didn't make sense, it was related to my dreams and was legible. I had this dream, because I didn't write my dreams when I woke up, twice! So, my sub-c must be telling me if I want to remember my dreams, better write them now. Vividness: 3.5/5
NON LUCID-Cutie!
There was this HOT guy at McDonald's and asked me for help with his looks to impress the ladies, lol. He had black hair, a red hat (dark red) and a black striped shirt. Plain red pants, too. Kara, my other friend, was there. We were trying to make him look better. The first attempt, he went over to a girl and she walked away, laughing. Then, we took his hat off and gave him a better makeover. Then, he was semi-cute but had acne, so we left. At least he got a girl, though. One walked over to him afterward and they went on a date.
What's wierd? I didn't even think about McDonalds today or even this week. Something's weird. Vividness: 4/5

I was playing Pokémon for some reason (WTF!!! I never play Pokémon!!) together with someone (I only remember her being female) and thought this was kinda strange, so I decided to do a reality check, so I pinched my nose and tried to breathe, and I could. I did some Passive Dream Control on the game, I made the characters do stuff they couldn't do in the real game. I did some other stuff but I can't really remember what. Now I'm in the back of the car with my crush, she has non-alcoholic wine (and I don't even like wine!! must be because I talked about wine before I went to bed..). It started to get kinda romantic (dude, I wished I would never wake up at that point) and the drive disappears!! My crush takes over the car and puts it an the side. Now my mom is here, and she sais something about the wine not really being wine or something. There was something with a rocket too, because I tried to summon zero-gravity, but didn't succeed. And there was something with some sort of a fair-trade shop and an old lady.....

Dream Signs: A rocket, I didn't feel my muscles while moving my body, changing of scene, people appearing.

REMINDER: This is just a personal DJ that helps me with remembering my dreams. So it's just a normal, non interesting, boring dream meant just for documentation.

Fragment 1:

I remember being on a kind of pedestal above a door which leads to the gym in my school. There was this audition and I needed to lift and lower a guitar/ukulele (it was changing from time to time) that was on a rope. I also had a switch for the volume of the background music. After I was done with this job I went down to see what is happening and it gets quite blurry here. I remember getting violently pushed twice by a singer for whom i lowered the ukulele into the table with the judges. There was some kind of corruption going on with the votes and I realized later that everyone voted, not just the judges. A few moments later, I went first person view to the bassist of the next band, which I disliked. We started playing, but I didnt know what to play, and if that wasn't enough, the guy was left handed and so i had to play with my right hand and pick with my left. Well I actually just played 2 notes throughout the song and sang some backing vocals, all crappy as was my opinion of the band. When we were playing, there was no one left in the gym, so when the band went out they said, theyre gonna be there tomorrow. I was like: no...

Fragment 2:

Between Ši. and Kos. next to the motorway they built this broad sidewalk with a blue stripe for bikes. I remember going there with my friend Mi. and others, which I don't remember. Because I was the only one without a bike, Mi. asked me if I wanted to hop on his handlebars but I said no, because I thought I saw some cops ahead. Instead, I started sprinting my ass off and kinda went 60km/h + and then at the end of the path I jumped on the grass, which was on the right side of the motorway and started sliding while not standing (dont remember if I was sitting or lying), but I wasnt losing speed or anything. I was thrown to the motorway twice while I was speeding through the distance. Some time later I met/called some people to pick me up (don't know why, I thought I was chased or smthn). Because they couldn't pick me up while driving (it was the initial plan), we drove somewhere ahead to the right, where there was a mini airfield. Now I don't remember much, but they seemed to be in a plane at some point when he was parking it, but later it was a car, that my grandma and grandpa use. In the front right seat there was my friend Sa. and on the left side it was Fr., who was driving. I remember this because I was filming them with a camera to say thanks.

Fragment 3:

We are in the 46 classroom in our school and its biology. My schoolmates Jo. and Po. are solving some crosswords. The teacher Če. comes and firstly ignores them, but then jokingly comes back in a "ha, you thought I wouldn't do this" way and takes their crosswords. I sit where I was sitting at biology last year, and a schoolmate Ma. is sitting to the diagonaly left. When Če. comes to her because she got Če's attention (mobile phone/crossword, I don't remember) she takes it and looks into her bag aswell. What she finds is a big bag of pure heroin, which she surprisingly calmly takes and puts it on her desk, telling Ma. something like "you will be punished for this" (no one is actually as serious as they would be) and then she put it out of the bag on her desk. It became a large pile, bigger than what it was in the bag. Me and my schoolmates Fr. and Bo. are joking around it and saying "you don't dare take it" and reminding each other how much its worth (the teacher was out calling the other teachers and chemists). When I looked at it closer it looked like sugar actually, with tiny crystals. So after a while Če. comes back with like a dozen other people, mainly random generated people I dont know, which were all amazed by the pile. It ends there.

I had work today and afterwords I went up to the 5th floor and crashed on the couch.Once I was out I saw some cloudy snap shots of red soil, wire fences, and trees, I think...maybe bushes? I heard some whispers, tears, and laughter. Vague outlines of shapes, human and otherwise. A gray light/fog rolled into the scene, and all the voices and surroundings disappeared. I was walking in an empty cove momentarily when the well defined silhouette of someone I know came into view. As he walked a voice say, 'walk with wolves in darkness.' Then I woke up.

I don't know what else to say, it was a really short dream, but it startled me. Weird.

I keep dreaming about this guy, who I've never met before. And in the dream, we were just hanging out, and i can't remember what happens next, but he's gone, and then I wake up. In my dream I was really happy with him, but when I wake up, I have a feeling of longing. But I've never even met the guy. Weird?

i Had 2 lucid dreams today.

i can't remember a lot about them, i had no paper so i didn't write any key words.

the first one started at my place:

My grandma was looking at the sky, there was full moon and the whole sky was purple
i realized i was dreaming, i moved a chair with telekinesis.
I said something like "change location: school" everything went black... i said "lumus" like in HP so i could see where i was. It was some kind of school.


the second one:

I woke up from the first lucid dream, i saw the sky through the window and it was purple. i heard a voice saying "you know this place and something is not right" then i saw a gas station in front of the house (it is not there in real life) so i realized i was dreaming again. ( false awakening )
I started rubbing my hands, i saw a men walking to the gas station and the voice said "he is going to start a fire!"
i created a shield made of ice, the gas station exploted and the shield melted but we were all right.

i went to where the gas station was, there was the dude...
the dream started to collapse so i tried with a voice command "increase lucity".
it worked and i got closer, the dude now looked a lot like catherine tate and she started to attack me... i made "the sylar move" and extracted her brain, turned it into a burger and ate it.

a silent hill like creature appeared and ate the corpse and it was going to attack me but then i woke up.







that's it

Non-Dream Dream Lucid

These are fragments of a dream that I remembered over breakfast - I remember all of them happening but not how they all fit together. The entire dream was a confusing mix of two places - my old school and my current high school. Despite being many miles apart in the real world, in my dream elements of both existed in the same place. Here are the fragments:

• I was in hockey training on my old school grass pitch
• I walk to my current school's pavilion where two boys from another school are sitting
• They don't have enough people to play a match
• They are wearing shirts similar to a certain house shirt at my current school
• They are from their school's first XI
• I am in my school's last team
• We decide to play them two against my our entire team
• CUTSCENE: What I understand to be a dormintory from the boys school. There are two columns of six or seven bunk beds stacked on top of each other. There is about 2m in between each level. There are boys jumping and swinging from rafters. One boy jumps on the matteress of the top level bed, and plummets through all seven mattresses below him, only to grab a beam just before he hits the floor. I remember thinking "you could only jump that high in a dream"
• SCENE 2: I am in my room at my high school.
• My mum calls me and asks me to meet me half way to the carpark of my last school, a five minute walk.
• I am in my room again, with a friend from my old school. He smells faintly of smoke.
• I am in my room again, a teacher from my old school has come to visit. He comments on an elecric photo-frame showing pictures of me and my old-school friends.
• I am in my room again, with a the parents of a friend from my high school.
• SCENE 3, different dream? :Looking at what an internet game called ArmorQuest with a friend from my high school.
• Despite being an internet game, it is a real book resting on a table.
• Me and my friend establish that the game used to be RuneScape, but had a name change.
• We open it to have a look, it looks quite like 'Warhammer 40k: Dawn of War' computer game
• We decide it must be like Warhammer Online, and resolve to try it out when we get home.

I feel I should point out that I have not played RuneScape or Dawn of War since I was about 12. I last saw the teacher from my old school over a year ago.

01/08/2011
(Still been playing a lot of Modern Warfare 2, so I've been having quite a few dreams involving firefights, but my recall has been pretty shoddy and I haven't been remembering very much lately.)

"Blades and Bullets"

This dream was like a massive round of Team Deathmatch, and it was absolute chaos. It was night out, and the match was soldiers vs. ninjas. Everywhere, people were just running around, taking each other out. The ninjas were using every nook and cranny that could, to launch surprise attacks, whenever possible. We were on some sort of compound, that really didn't have very many walls, but had lets of wooden beams and banisters. It kind of looked like it might have been a Japanese compound, but I can't be sure. The battle was just fast and intense, there wasn't much time to seek cover or anything, just run and gun, whether down on the ground or running over the conjoined rooftops of the compound. Sometimes, either time would get intel on enemy meetings, waiting for large numbers to show up in one place before launching an ambush and taking out as many people as possible.

The last thing I remember is a huge swinging log trap coming down at me. When I dove out of the way, it flew passed and smashed into the base of another enormous tree, causing it to topple over...right toward me. I got up and ran like hell just as the tree crashed to the ground.



01/10/2011
Fragment
Another Call of Duty type of dream. I was in the city street at night, fighting waves and waves and waves of opposing soldiers, which were coming in from all angles. It was a lot like the "Body Count" Spec Ops mission on Modern Warfare 2. I took a lot of bullets, and this dream was actually very painful (though I believe I was wearing armor, so I was able to keep fighting). I also had a partner in this dream (I had played this mission with Todd, recently.), but I'm not exactly sure who it was.

I have a feeling I went lucid last night, but I can't remember.
NON LUCID-WONDER
I listen to my album, Wonder. The song was called Save Me From Myself. Vividness: 4/5
NON LUCID-Fragments
Spongebob (the show) was on my iPod. Then something about a baby. That's related to it, because I was watching a movie on my iPod about it yesterday. It was sad, I remember that much. Vividness: 3.5/5