dream fragment

normaldreamlucid

fell asleep while watching tv... so it was a short nap..
was in a neighborhood it was a tight suburban community where you could basically walk everywhere so i remember seeing this baby walk up to me and my family and i see my grandfather looking at this kid whos like two and talking to it, i know its a relative but i dont know who, but seems to have a bruise on its face so i ask and it answered like "my neighbor taught me not to tell on anyone" then the next thing is that my grandfather is up the street going after the neighbor i assumed he was going to give this neighbor a beating so as i get there i creep around the corner i see him towering over this guy whos on the ground i continue to walk over and i see him he was like ok i wont touch that baby, im standing next to my grandfather so im looking down on him as well, he walks away and i follow but i step over his body and he pushes me. Which makes me think a guy who hits a baby aint going to get away from that from me, he was older than me for a good 20 years but i didnt care i just went and hit him in the face and said you dont deserve to even touch me or be around me i see my grandfather give me an approval... then i awoke...

I dont know why but seems like my past few dreams have been violent... and im not a violent guy but apparently i can tell that my dreams are more clarid..

I just remember some girls leading me upstairs. The building was only two stories, but the stairs actually went up for three, and there was a balcony type thing at the top. We went all the way up and turned back down and headed to the second floor. These girls were holding my hands the entire time. Bye the time we got to this one area, there was only one of them left. We were standing over a table with hamburgers on it, and I think she said something about a ritual or something.

I had vague dream about fixing circuit boards(currently learning), woke up and tried to go into a lucid dream state by repeating, "I will have a lucid dream... I will remember my dream" The strange thing is that I ended up dreaming about trying to lucid dream, where I kept repeating those lines. The dream was set in my room, it was identical to reality to the extent that I could not tell the difference. I tried to go to sleep in the dream and even tried sleeping on the floor to see if it would help. It was only until I noticed that the sun had risen did I eventually wake up a again around about 1:00am ...

Went back to sleep...

...I was holding a painting it was of a pathway. I then stepped into the painting everything is coloured in pastels, I decide to follow a line of bricks on the path, eventually I come across either a person or a statue, its a women sitting on something like a suitcase, looking up at the sky...

...I am now in a room painting some small square ceramic dish, I heard the voice of my mother saying "______ come and see this", an old lady came into the room I thought I knew her from somewhere almost as if she were family. She gave me £20 and said it was a gift, "No, I cant accept your money" I said. "then buy something with it, and sell it at a more expensive price during Christmas", took the money anyway just to keep her happy. Went out an bought something, came back with a few women around me(no I didn't buy them), I seem to know them. I came back with what can only be described as a bouquet of grapes, different kinds wrapped up in green plastic. I noticed someone is missing, "where's _____ ?" Then got a reply from one saying she didn't know and didn't care. There were some strange looking grapes in that bouquet, I wanted to try them, in appearance they were large, round, translucent green with a yellow spot fading into the green. Took a bite of one but noticed a bright orange spider, I dropped them, the spider escaped and the dog ate the grapes... Woke up again, quickly wrote down my dreams then went back to sleep...

...walking along a wooded path along a riverside but the river is about 5m down a banking. The trees are very big, they are fir trees, I hear someone speaking like a tour is being given cant remember what he says, later I dream of the same place. This time all the trees are cut down and there are big trenches cut into the ground....

...I was going overseas to visit family, remember being in some airport meeting some friend. There is a dinning place where I stop to have a snack... I'm driving and end up in somewhere familiar.

normaldreamLucid

Started in this urban area, I'm aware its in england somewhere with broken windows, and am walking with a group of deaf people and signing (am deaf myself). While im talking to them i confess to them about a significant event that just happened to me and i cant quite talk about or announce yet recently and while passing older factory buildings was walking into one and in this room found a picture as Staring at this picture of a woman. she appeared in front of me and suddenly she was half naked after that it clouded up, she had black hair with green eyes, very beautiful. I felt some arousal realized i had a girlfriend and it was a dream and awoke

after being awake tried to go back into WILD method.

Something about persia, and im looking at a rock wall full of medieval art and as im going along i realize its about the crusades and i climb on top of a cliff following the art and at one point the art became like an ivory white as i started to stare at this one part it starts moving and i become a specator of a team of 2 knights in red go agaisnt another group, they were all skinny like skeletons because i remember thinking " wow, they are all skinny and makes sense due to food and water being scarce at that period of time and i awoke due to alarm

I think i need to perform reality checks better and possibly have to get a token to force myself to do RC with it.

I am sitting in the parking lot somewhere, finishing a cigartette (I don't smoke in real life). I then get a pack to take with me. I think about how I never smoked before, but decided to try to see if I could get hooked. I think I am not really addicte, but then realize that I have an uncontrollable craving as soon as I put down the cigarette. Fortunately, I have a pack of Nicorette gum. I decide to wait and see if I can go cold turkey.

normaldreamlucid

well im still new to it so seems like im going to work this dream backwards then write it forward..


Woke up due to being excited after realizing it was a dream I relaized it because cops didnt have a car and they were already here in an instant, seeing Cops are outside ready to talk to me and feeling mad once again due to my other roomate rush reporting it due to my outburst of domestic violence. Im cleaning up my baseball bat which is complete splinters and demolished in peices after i bashed it in the floor a few times when I'm all mad that my roommate locked me outside and something about a dog being adopted. It was a two floor apartment, i oringally got the bat from a room i jumped into could get in because there was hole through the roof or just simply another path way above the house becasue i had to get in. I was able to get in because i was standing outside at night. Somehow the short criminal from rocky and burnwinkile was talking to me and saying im locked out

Tried to do WILD after i woke up but then again, i was too excited.. being my first time attempting it.

1: Frag- I was with two characters from a book(dont know what book) one was quiet and only mumbled gibberish and the other was a rebellious loud mouth. We had to crash together in a cabin, in sleeping bags. I remember one female DV who was fit but bald and she was 100% full of herself and snobby but we got along fine.
:shrug:

2: I went to a live show that Jenn put on, she bought the place and organized shows there that were freakshow / burlesque. I waited for the intro and when the girls introduced Jenn i waved at her, she pointed at me and one of the dancers showed me upstairs to wait for her. I was dressed in sexy gothic clothes and had extreme shoes on, and the stairway was tiny and had very awkward stairs. I got up and sat on a couch to wait, and the next thing i remember is sitting in Jenn's lap. Dont remember much else, woke up shortly after.

3: I found Akono, it was a pretty short frag of us slow-mo walking towards each other in a grey room when we got close i gave him a kiss and he held me until i woke up. :3

4: I found out all my family were kinda like wizards. The dream took place in my friend's house down the street from my old house, it was kinda like a haven for my family and some outrageous gay group whom all had AIDS. Everyone looked really exaggerated and i knew i was the closest to one random DC cousin who i had a weird bond with. We held a ceremony to announce who had the strongest powers out of our clan. I didnt know until we were done that i had no power at all.

5: Frag- Last dream i had, i was chillin with Moose. We were walking around a building in a country setting and we sat on some muskoka chairs and talked until i woke up. I dont remember our conversations tho.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID FALSE AWAKENING PRECOG

01:00 GMT

Wrathful deities
A chase, confrontation with some wrathful deities. I escape some place through a narrow window and deliver something to someone.
(...)

05:35 GMT
Cookies and kids
One of my last days on some very nice sunny city. It’s already end of the day and when passing a street I find this amazing bakery selling traditional pastry from this country/city. There is a lady baking the cookies on some open kitchen and selling them directly to the passer-by. Because these cookies are so famous, you have to get a numbered ticket and wait ages for your turn. I see my number and the amount of people waiting and I decide it’s not worth it, but then the baker tells all the other people to wait because she will take my order first. Really? Why? The other customers are not happy about it... It’s really hard to choose the best cakes and cookies so I ask for two of each, hoping they will still be ok in a few days when I get back home. Some cookies are still being baked and I have to wait a bit. Meanwhile I am allowed to enter the kitchen and I start talking to some ladies working there and I help them with some tiding up of the place. They have some old food in the fridge and I throw it away. Then they kick me out, because apparently they have to bake a huge load of cookies for a kid’s excursion next day.
On the next day me and my BF join this excursion and help take care of the kids. We go in groups in vans and we stop at a parking lot in front of the ocean. The kids are being taken to the beach. For a brief moment I wonder how we got into this? I don’t feel like taking care of dozens of kids all day. I then have this underlying feeling that I’m not obliged to actually do it – I’m half aware this is a dream - so I turn around to see what else is there to do. I see a green hill with a zig zag earthen path going up, flanked by Buddha’s statues of different sizes. I tell my BF “Let’s go there:”, but he won’t turn his back on the kids, because he doesn’t have this intuition it’s a dream. Divided between two dreams, I wake up.

08:00 GMT

Buddha is a teenager in blue jeans
At some bookshop I see a magazine, like Times, with a cover story on Tibetan Buddhism and it has pages and pages with amazing photos of teachers and famous practitioners and incredible Himalayan landscapes. I so want to buy it. On the cover it says £2, but I ask the cashier how much it costs in EUR. She tells me it’s 8000 something EUR and I LMAO. I ask “Are you nuts? It’s like 2.5 EUR.” And she replies that it’s not a simple conversion of prices, there are taxes and whatever. I still say “Are you aware of how much is 8000 EUR? Even if you’d say 8 EUR, it would be too expensive! Can you please just pass the mag under your bar code scanner to check the price?” But she says no and that she will call a colleague to ask. I’m about to give up. She comes back and tells me “If you come after 20h, when we’re closing, we can make a 50% discount on the mag, it would only cost 4000 EUR”. I say nevermind and start realizing this must be a dream.
Then the store becomes a bus and I think “Hum, why don’t I just materialize a lot of cash to pay for the stupid mag, just for fun?”, so I visualize I put my hand in my pocket and come out with 10000 EUR in cash. There’s someone by my side, not sure if still the same lady, surprised that I can do that and I say “Oh yeah, it’s just dream money. How much do you want? Just say it and I’ll make it appear.” But then my pockets are also filled with crumbles from cookies and lots of dirt. I empty them to find out what more is there, but then realize I’m wasting my precious lucid time. As I walk to the front of the bus I throw everything on the floor – money, magazine, bag, even a coat and I feel so light. The bus driver doesn’t know what I want to do, I smile and I cross the windshield – he and other passengers freak out. I lift of and fly high to see where I am. I see a road ahead of me, flanked by houses, up above a beautiful blue sky, down below a sea or a lake to my left and green hills to my right. I see a gate for what seems to be an amazing property with a park and decide it’s a good place to sit and meditate. But when I arrive there I see families with noisy kids all around. Oh well, I’ll have to endure. I look for a green spot to sit, but then all of the ground is muddy and uninviting. I recall my need not to drift or feel discouraged. I focus on the Buddha. I don’t visualize the Buddha image, but I sense Buddha’s presence and hold on to it. Then I find a covered passageway between two houses and in the middle of it there’s an amazing tower-like covered veranda with a central low pedestal with a base to sit on which is perfect. I sit there and it has a view over the whole park and the sea in the distance. The sun is setting and beautiful golden shades reflect on the water. But I realise all this is also distraction and as I am getting lost on it, I feel myself waking up. I hold on to the dream and I slide back in. I try to visualize the Buddha, but it’s not working. I feel myself waking up again, but I still hold on and slide back in. This time in front of me is my black kitten hugging another yellow kitten and I find it extremely sweet, but remember I must stay focused. Not trying to visualize the Buddha anymore, I instead try to just feel the Buddha’s presence more strongly. I do and then imagine that this presence becomes a ball of light that enters my body through my crown chakra. I feel a very powerful effect, like a force field around my head. I start to hover, feeling this amazing radiant light coming out of my chest, but then I see again all these people on the park, playing ball and whatever and this slight distraction was enough to call it off. I start to wake up again but slide back in one last time. Now I try again to really see the Buddha, so I summon the Buddha and wish that he is there on my back when I turn around. I turn around and there’s this round faced oriental looking teenager, who looks just like a Buddha, but he is wearing jeans and a checkered shirt. He looks just like he is just another kid in the park, but very lonely. He looks bored and just sits on a tree log watching the others playing. I’m like “WTF? Not what I had in mind.” The sun is setting and people are then leaving the park. Some lady comes with a couple of other teenagers and tells them to keep the Buddha-boy company. They look extremely bored by that, they don’t feel like baby-sitting. But then the Buddha-boy tells them not to worry, because he won’t be any burden to them. He’ll either stay quiet if they want or just be as interesting as they want. The other kids feel bad for their first reaction, ‘cause they feel he is actually not that lame and they tell him they are actually not that cool to hang around either. Then the Buddha-boy says “Then I’m sure we’ll get along, ‘cause I am myself a dick.” And they all laugh. I watch them leaving and I wake up.

9:15 GMT

Two nights- don't remember any dreams except one tiny fragment. We are holidaying out of town- different eat and sleep patterns so that's probably why I don't remember anything.

In which I cook Thanksgiving dinner...

I'm rolling out dough for a pie. When I get a nice, flat layer, I pull out a basket of tin cookie cutters. They are shaped like zoo animals, and I cut the pie dough up into animal shapes.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had a few fragments the other day, but I couldn't write them down since I was out last night with work. I am going away this weekend, and will be back on monday. Didn't dream anything last night.

05.15: Fragments
*I'm at work and me and Stefan walk around and chew gums. I keep spitting mine out and taking new ones. It's a long dream and I do this alot.

*I'm at a party. A half naked chick positions herself on the couch next to me and she wants to have sex with everyone at the same time. I walk out on the balcony and somehow I become Sheldon from the Big Bang Theory. I count all the footsteps below and calculate something.

*At work again. I'm looking for a new helmet, and I find one. It's advanced and can be like, changed by pulling and twisting.

Amount of sleep: 6 hours

Supplements before bed: 2 x Omega-3

That's it! Cya!

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

Last night my dream started off with me in the lunchroom then into fourth period (as usual) then I was out in the middle of some field and an airplane was on fire and I was trying to call people. THEN I’m in some ghetto neighbourhood and I open the door to some house and see a kid I know pressin’ buttons then I close the door, turn around, and Lil Wayne is shouting at me for looking in the house. Then Kat Williams gets shot. I run away, and suddenly I’m at my old elementary school. Apparently, the rappers were going to have a meeting there that was going to end in MURDER. So I hid and some short guy came up to me but I was like “Nah brah” and jumped up and ended up in some huge city but I could fly/jump really high so I did and ended up in some date with some indie hipster kid that wore Christmas sweaters in July.
Also, before that I don't remember what house I was in but I was sitting with some guy I know but that's all I remember from that one.

26.11.2010

Local Show (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was a little kid starring in a local TV Series, but somehow I'm able to feel the true feelings of the kid, and not just acting it out.

Fragments:
- The show is about this legendary person who sells soup buns.
- The mother of my character was having dinner with a group of people (actors and actresses in real life)
- I turned to my 6 year old (older) brother next to me and asked, "...When is Daddy coming home?" My brother said he didn't know and asked a big brother eating at a table to bring him out to eat, leaving me behind.

26.11.2010

Porn Movie? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I actually remembered this dream quite clearly, but I thought I would hold on to the memory and so I drift off to another dream, but clearly it distorted the memory.

- starring in a porn movie, something about the second video
- accidentally sending the movie to BL (my previous crush), so I was getting flustered about it. Apparently he pleaded with me to stop doing this, and I demanded a reason from him why. The dream ended with a, "Because I still love you."

I woke up, relieved.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID FALSE AWAKENING PRECOG

23:00 GMT

Sliding
I’m walking on a very tall inclined ramp, which is supposed to be some kind of viaduct, but the cars on it just start to slide down, due to inclination. I was going up, but then I’m really curious with this, because the cars then become people, pigs and kittens and they are all sliding down this ramp.
At the end of the ramp, there’s only a concrete floor, so I watch animals and people falling painfully on the ground and I feel sorry for them. I also slip but I can fly, so I land very graciously. Down around the ramp are people sitting on chairs just watching these other people falling. I wonder what is this horrible show about. A girl then explains to the people present that this used to be a popular anti-gay sport. (What??) She explained only the very manly men would have the guts to slide down this enormous ramp to land on this hard floor to prove they were really though. But now people use it as an equality celebration, so boys, old ladies, little girls with their kittens, everybody takes the slide and slams down on the ground. How ridiculous!

Confrontation with a dark lord (incomplete)
I enter a town. I’m walking down a deserted street which reminds me of Lisbon downtown but more medieval. Then I see my reflection on some window and realise I also look medieval, with long straight hair and tiny braids. I make a U-turn at the end of the street and I see two bad looking guys coming in my direction. I feel threatened so I decide to fly away, but instead of just flying away, a machine materializes under my feet as I think about flying, like two metallic steps that hover and fly me away extremely fast. I reach the centre of the town and hover among loads of people who walk peacefully under some arcades. They look surprised with my gadget. Too surprised actually, so I decide to step down from it. But then some guy bumps into me violently and drags me accidentally to inside a tavern and we fall on the floor and my machine gets all broken into pieces. He his very sorry and offers to help me. Pays me some drink and we sit on the back table trying to put the pieces together. As we try to fix it I realise the pieces don’t match and are increasing in numbers. Then I have a huge déjà vu and tell him ”We’ve been here before, doing exactly this!”. He asks me “Like time travel?” and I say “I remember being on this situation with you before and at that time we got stuck on it endlessly. This is a distraction maneuver, the machine will never be fixed. I must go.” So I left.
(gap)
I end up in the middle of a group who’s throwing a banquet. They hand me over some plate and I decide to join in. It’s kind of outside gathering on a garden but prolonging indoors. I check some table inside with some food and I choose to take an omelette, some pasta, green cubes, some weird pinkish translucent steak-like thing and lots of sauce.
Back outside I sense a strong darkness, I look up and I see him. He sits on a high throne overlooking the guests. He is all dressed in black and has long black hair. He reminds me of Severus Snape, but in a younger, scarier yet much more attractive figure... I sense his mind control over people, so I do a kind of voodoo thing to escape his control, by visualizing the food I’m eating as himself: as I eat it (him), I gain control over him or at least he loses control over me. But I am not sure if it works. Then I’m called to his presence and when close to his throne he says there’s a cup of dessert which was specially kept aside for me. Others are looking jealous and seem about to eat my dessert if I don’t pick it up fast, but I wonder if it really is a privilege or if it’s poisoned.
(gap)
Then I am chasing him around the town, but he can also fly and teleport so I lose track of him. I reach an internal square patio and I see an open door to a building. I sense that he went inside, so I enter and I see this long corridor. It’s crowded with young people, like a university and I have trouble getting across.

Then frustration, because I can't recall the end....

6:00 GMT

Did not have a good nights sleep last night, but I am surprised that I remembered this much.

I found myself in-front of a bar and went to sit down, “vodka and coke” I said to the barman it must of been a classy bar because he had a waste coat and a bow tie on, I looked to my left, there were two businessmen drinking something similar, one of the men looked like a boss from my past whom I never really got along with. I started drinking my vodka and coke and continued watching both men, they were having a drinking competition. I finished my drink and was about to leave when a cute girl came in on my right I know she was cute but I cant remember her face, there were a few bottles of alcohol on my right on the wall over hanging the bar table. The girl leaned over and helped herself filling a glass up with vodka and gave it to me with a smile...

...next I was in front of a some technician with a pile of keyboards on her desk. Each keyboard had a note stuck on the back of it to explain the stupid reason why some people throw away their computers. Each keyboard seemed to represent a computer and the tech was sorting out which ones could be salvaged and which ones could be thrown away...

...Suddenly I'm sitting next to someone else, a 50 year old chubby red head with short curly hair, she tells me she'll show me how she works, she doesn't show me much and doesn't seem to be interested in me or her work, leaving me behind to go and chat with someone in the other office. I'm then joined by a man in his late teens to mid 20s, wearing a tracksuit, he has a buzz cut, he seems short tempered but looks to be in the same situation as I am in. I look at the womens computer monitor, looks like DOS is running. I wonder what version it is, so I restart the computer. On Boot screen on the upper left hand corner a 16 bit image of a smiling Steve Urkel appears(knew the face, had to look up the name), I start laughing, and said to the guy next me “Yes its definitely MS DOS”, another office worker disproves of my behavior, I only know this because the guy next to me shouted at her with “do you have a problem!”. I stop laughing...

...I'm walking along some town street with someone on my left. There's a game shop on my right, I'm not interested in gaming anymore but go in to have a look, the shop has a spacious layout all the stock is on shelving against the walls there is nothing on the shop floor. I look around, found one thing that might interest me but I put it back. I turn to leave... A few girls in their 20s come in dressed in what I can best describe as body suits, as if they have just been to some Sci-fi convention, sadly the dream ends there.