false awakening

I dreamt I awoke, [interruption] I was at school, and after I understood it was the 3rd lesson, I remembered I had to ask something important to the teacher at the 1st lesson.

There's a 30% chance that I gained lucidity after that (can't remember )

- I was standing in the bathroom in my house, and something weird happened, so I did a nose plug RC. It failed and I became lucid. I tried to walk through the wall to get into the hallway, but it didn't work, so I opened the door and walked out. My house looked a bit different. I threw myself at the stairs, trying to fly down for fun, but ended up just falling and slamming into the door at the bottom in slow motion. I stood up and saw my mom and my aunt sitting in the living room, then went in the kitchen and saw my cousin sitting on the floor in a pink outfit, except she was younger, maybe 3 or 4. I...wasn't very lucid yet at this point, and I just sort of kicked her out of the way lol, and she started crying. I went into the living room and guiltily said, "I accidentally hurt her..." and my mom was just like, "oh yeah don't worry, it happens, I do it all the time". I RCed again to be sure, then continued on.

I went into my back yard, but suddenly got self-conscious because for some reason I thought the people I saw outside were there IWL and would see me. I imagined myself going outside when I woke up and asking them if they'd just seen me. A girl in my class who lives near me, LM, was in the yard next door.

The dream suddenly faded and I woke up; I don't know whether I was really awake or not, but I think I was. I moved my arm, then realized that was a bad idea and moved it back. I tried to re-enter the dream, and succeeded after a few seconds. I sat up in bed, did an RC, and stood up. My vision suddenly disappeared, but I forced my eyes open with my hands and it came back. I counted the fingers on one of my hands a few times, and got six each time. Then I went back out into the yard, more lucid this time. I actually managed to walk right through the wall this time, and felt kind of proud when I got through.

Once I was out there, I decided to try some verbal commands. I yelled for the dream to stabilize, and it did make a slight difference. It felt pretty stable. I recalled a post I'd read on DV and yelled, "show me something amazing!" After a few seconds, the colours of the dream started to flicker, then everything was suddenly a rose pink, with a soft round black border at the edges of my vision. I said out loud, "okay, turn it off now, I don't want to see the world through an Instagram filter." xD The colours returned to normal.

I noticed there were a bunch of big, cool birds around the yard. They were probably about 3 or 4 times the size of a pigeon, but with a small pigeon's head and face. Their feathers were really fluffy, some of them were black, and some were blue. I went up to a group of them and said "Oh my god hi, can I touch you?" I reached out towards one of them, but it just made a really pretty cooing noise and shied away from my hand, so I didn't touch it.

I wanted to try and meet someone in my dream, and decided I'd try and go find N. Without even really thinking about how to fly, I started flapping my hands a bit to rise into the air, then started swimming in the air to move. I tried different strokes and stuff to see if I could go faster. It wasn't super fast, but I was okay with it. I started trying to convince myself that N had moved into a house down the street. I flew into the street, but got tangled in the telephone wires, and had to go higher. I reached a house less than a minute away from mine (which really exists) and went inside.

Inside, to the right of the entrance, there was a blueish porch with someone in it. Straight ahead, the rest of the house was very warm looking, with dark reddish wood and yellow-orange walls. Most of the house was risen maybe 1.5 feet above the small area I was standing in, with a tall step to get to it. The main room was pretty empty, and I saw a doorway to what looked like the kitchen in the far right corner. Two very old women came out of it who looked like twins, both dressed in yellow and with long fluffy white hair. I thought to myself that I 'wouldn't be able to find N in here because I knew in my heart it wasn't true', so I left.

Once outside, I rose into the air again and concentrated as hard as I possibly could on the fact that he would be just around the corner a couple blocks down. I started off slowly flying down the street, but sped up as I got to the corner. The thought actually took a lot of energy, but as I rounded the corner, I saw N approaching on a black skateboard. He was wearing a black jacket with red designs on the front and black pants. His eyes widened and he smiled at me, but didn't say anything. I touched down and walked over, then started saying something about how I was pretty sure I was dreaming. I counted the fingers on one hand and there were eight. I gave him a hug, and tried to concentrate on keeping the dream as well, but I felt like my eyes were closing. I could still feel it, but everything faded to black. This lasted for a few seconds.

I 'woke up' into a short FA where I took a notepad and pencil out of my purse and was about to write the dream down, but then woke up for real.


- I also had a short dream earlier, after being awakened by the phone ringing and someone leaving a weird message. I dreamt that I checked the phone to see who it was, and saw a bunch of calls from 'DEBT COLLECTOR' or something similar. I asked my mom about it, and she said, "oh yeah, that's the money I still owe from when I went on a scuba diving trip to make friends with the oysters."

Black means non lucid
Orange means semi lucid
Blue means lucid
Red means dream characters talking
Purple means possible shared dreaming person
Green means notes

Got it? Great! Hope you enjoy.

Dream #1 Oneironaut's Plan.

Im in some huge warehouse with Oneironaut Zero. He shows me this huge map on a table and different locations of places that we need to investigate. He is wearing some black shades, and a militant uniform with badges all on him. I reach in my pocket and grab my hawk coin and sit down in this chair while he is explaining to me this plan that he has devised.

Picking up Sinoblak.

Im in the backseat of a car, while Oneironaut is driving. It is night time, and we are driving on a highway. Oneironaut is telling me something about blending in at the place where im headed so we don't blow our cover. We pull up to this building and pick Sinoblak up. She is wearing a long black trench coat with some dark shades on and has black leather gloves on and tight leather pants with leather boots.

No turning back now.

Oneironaut is going over the plan with me and Sinoblak again. He tells us that this is no easy walk in the park, and that we need to be careful with our words once in the building.
I get out the car and Sinoblak gets out and i walk up to this building and SB stops me and hugs me and says to be careful.

4:30 -4:45 Am. Did some subconscious training and went back to bed.

WILD - Dream #2 The Romancer.

Im in some Boat, It is night time. with this beautiful Greek woman with long dark hair, and slanted eyes, and a very curvy figure. Im in bed with her telling her something about i have to leave because im putting her life at risk. She cries telling me please don't leave her and letting me know she wants to go with me. I kiss her and look back at her as i leave. I walk back to her and give her my Maroon Moonstone totem and tell her to keep it. I also mention to her that she will see me again when the time is right. We kiss eachother passionately and i head for the docks and flee thru the forest.

On the Run.

Im wanted for something, and im fleeing thru the forest hearing dogs barking and helicopters going over me. It is enough to make me lucid, and i decide to continue on with my scenario. I hear swat team members talking, as i head for one of my hideouts. Its another boat area, and im, setting up different traps and baits trying to be as quick as possible. Im hearing windows shatter, and footsteps enter the boat as i am preparing traps and things on the boat. I reach in the fridge, and grab some soda and throw some sort of pill and small object in the bottle. I duck behind the kitchen counter, and toss the bottle hearing a loud explosion. I run thru the smoke, tackling thru all the members and even taking their weapons. I shoot, stab, and take out an entire swat team of these guys.

I dive thru the carpet floor and wake up.

5:35 - 5:45 Am. Did plenty of reality checks with my totem. And a little bit of subconscious training.

Dream #3 Snake Charmer.

Im in my 2nd home fighting this giant snake lady. She has a face of a goddess, but her body is a long snake. She takes her tongue and tries wrapping it around me, I am caught in her tongue.. and managed to flee from her grip by biting her tongue. She screams and lets me loose. Im running thru different rooms as she is slithering thru the halls and take her rattlesnake tail and bashing thru walls trying to get me. She is hissing and laughing at the same time this is being done. I look at the wall as it is a dead end, I turn around and look at her and fall backwards and wake up.

False awakening.

Im in my 2nd home again and wake up in my bed I look around and notice that im here in my 2nd home, and start becoming lucid i started thinking about the TOTM. I went outside looking for a DC to possess no one in sight. i started walking around and noticed a old man sitting down at a table. I walk up to him and hear my alarm going off in wl and wake up.


Notes: I am fairly happy with my recall now. I could have went back to sleep after my last dream, but had to be up 2 hours later.

I remember my irl little cousin being in my dream, and I had a motorcycle. There was a zigzag trolley rail in the middle of the road. There was a girl at the house I was going to, and I had Yordle Snap Traps set out in the yard. I knew where they were, though, cause I could see them on the minimap.

I also had a FA where my sister was telling me to take the stuff out of the hallway (that she piled up out there)

5-2-12

I dreamed I was the main character in The Selection, a book I had just read the day before. In the dream, K was the prince, and he was asking me if I was ready to choose him yet.

I only had one dream because at 4 am my son and I woke up almost simultaneously sick. No more dreams until this morning...

5-3-12

Dream One: I'm at an anime convention. I'm with a very tan girl with pretty long dark hair. She's on the chubby side, but really sweet and quiet. At first it's a nightmare, we're all running around trying to escape these men who are using some sort of flame throwers to set the building on fire, trying to trap everyone inside and burn us to death. I'm freaking out, "how do I get out of here?!" When I suddenly remember, the girl beside me has the power to change anything in this storyline that I want her to. I tell her to make the flames water, and the flame throwers water guns. She nods, and does so, and everyone stops panicking and it's like the flames never happened. Then the girl walks off to the left, and I go to follow her, but the crowd separates us. Just as soon as I make my way out of the crowd, this really skinny chic wearing a white shawl glomps me. She starts telling me she loves me, and trying to kiss me. I'm trying to push her off of me, she's being way to forward, lol. I note that she smells really good, like vanilla, and it makes me hungry. I end up putting my foot under her chin and shoving her off with it, then I scramble to my feet and start trying to run away, but she chases me! I see a play ground ahead, and run to the jungle gym and try to climb to the top of it hoping her heels will prevent her from climbing. She follows me, but my storyline changing friend is there, and I ask her to change the story line so that girl never saw me. She nods, and the glomping girl disappears. Then the story line changing girl jumps down and runs off again. I go to follow her one more time, and go back inside the building. This time I see a toy museum set up at the side, and decide to go inside and look at it. I realize I've already seen this museum, and leave. My notes also say "line" but I can't remember what that was all about.

Dream Two: I'm in the car with my husband, and we have to go up this road that's built on a platform like a roller coaster. I'm worried our car won't make it up because it's steep and spirals. But My husband tells me to just watch, and somehow the car attaches, just like a roller coaster attaches to a chain when it's going up hill! But then I notice the track is loose and broken. I end up making my husband slow down the car while I reach forwards (because now the car has no walls or windshields, it's just a little cart!) and start moving the track pieces around so they touch ad we won't fall off. I see a cart ahead of us fall off the track, and worry that I won't be able to protect us. I manage though, and we reach the top before I wake up.

Dream Three: I'm watching in third person, and a Dragon who looks like Spike from MLP: Friendship is Magic (I have to specify, since there was a spike in the 80's MLP as well, lol) is surrounded by mean looking black dragons with red eyes. The whole setting looks just like a MLP show would, so maybe I'm dreaming of watching it? Anyways, spike is terrified of this bigger badder dragons, but then it turns out they just want to help him. He has some weird orange spots on his back, and they use Mice to scrub off the spots and make him feel better.

Dream Four: I'm on the computer watching a video of scenery flying past, as if I'm driving down the road. Then I realize this video is a live feed, and it's following someone. I somehow notice that the program is set to follow my step dad. I freak out that he's going to think I'm spying for my mom or something since they're technically divorced now, and I try to stop the following, but I can't! So I jump through the computer screen and grab the little car that was doing the following, but by this time It's already in his drive way. I try to show him this really cool program I found on google that'll let me follow anyone I want, and I can't find the program. :/ It's very confusing.

Dream Five: I'm standing on a road with a really heavy lady wearing fancy clothes and an ugly purple hat w/ fake flowers and netting. She's lost her dog, and she can't find him! I think I'll help her find him with the google car, but instead of finding her dog I find my step dad. He's lost and can't remember how to get home. The car is bigger suddenly, and I tell him to get in. I'm trying to help him find home, but he takes the wheel and steers us onto a race track! We somehow manage to win this race, and a hot chic in a tube top and mini skirt brings us our trophy. I remember my earlier dream where I was being chased by a chic, and think to myself I'd rather a chic with curves like this one chase me than that skinny crazy girl from the first dream!

Dream Six: I'm in a mall, and there's a lady covered in glittery clothes showing off her new line of glittery things. I'm putting on fake nails (something I've honestly never done in real life). A blond girl beside me who looks a lot like Reese Whitherspoon is telling me how envious she is of her mom, who is the lady in glitter, because her mom is so amazing and can make anything look good. I tell the girl I'm sure she has her own talent, and she tells me that she wants to do interior design instead of fashion like her mom. I tell her she should showcase her talents by flipping a house. She asks, how, and I tell her all we need is a dusty house! Suddenly we're walking around this house that has chipping stucco walls and it's the middle of the night. The girl is carrying around sparklers, and talking about how she's going to make this place sparkle! Then she flings her arms up all excitedly, and the sparkler falls out of her hand. It hits the ground, and my first thought is, that's going to start a fire! But instead of starting a fire, it causes an explosion under the house and the ground starts shaking and cracking. We run to get away from the cracks, but they open up and we're swallowed by the earth. We land on a bunch of old wooden crates and rugs, dust is everywhere! I know we must be in the basement of that dusty old house, and we just need to find our way out. We crawl through some doors, into a living room. The living room is in surprisingly good shape, and their are candles lit all around providing light. I realize someone lives here after all. It turns out to be the girls mom's house. The woman is amazing with clothes, but her home and decor is horrible. I notice there's a hole in the floor with a rug thrown over it to cover it up. The mom, glitter lady, tells us to have a seat and make ourselves at home. I sit down on the floor by the hole, and then wake up.

Dream Seven: I find myself sitting in the same living room, and I note that there is no hole. Now there are video game cords and controllers strung out from a big flat screen tv. There's a guy sitting next to me with short, spiky black hair. I get the feeling that we're really good friends, nothing more, but I wouldn't mind more. We're goofing off, talking about the games, but only for a moment before he stands up and stretches, then tells me he's beat and wants to go to bed. I agree, and I get up and walk down a hall... suddenly the house is the one I lived in when I was really little. I haven't been there in at least 15 years. My room turns out to be the master bedroom, and his room was the one that had been mine as a kid. I lay down, and dream of sheep jumping a fence, like a typical cartoon dream, lol. I wake up, still dreaming though, back in the dream house. I walk into the kitchen looking for the guy, but find my mom and grandma there instead. They tell me he's sleeping in my son's room. I go back, and see him in the room that had used to belong to me, and he's spread out on a twin sized bed, so much that his arms and legs are hanging off either side. I can't help but giggle, because it's so funny. I close the door and walk into the bathroom, where I see more fake nails... and I feel like I want to put them on because I put them on in a dream and they looked cute, I wonder if these would look cute? I take them to the living room, and start to put them on, but they're HUGE and I'm trying to cut them down with scissors because they're so wide they swallow my whole finger. As I'm clipping and getting frustrated, I hear my grandma say that my friend was hanging out with those hellions outside. I throw down the nails, and ask her what she's talking about, and she tells me that he woke up, and climbed out the window, and now he's outside talking to one of my ex's and some guy she called Al. I look out the window and see the ex, my friend, and this Al guy (who had gorgeous long hair down to his shoulders, and I found myself thinking in the dream he was way more my type than this friend in my dream, but I still liked the friend more, and had a little marvel at how I have never actually dated the kind of guy I find the most attractive, lol) I realize I'm in pajamas, so I go to the basement to find my clothes and change. While I'm down there though, the ex of mine comes inside looking for me. He tells me that my friend told him I was inside, and then he asks why my clothes are in the basement. I tell him I don't really live there, I'm just crashing for now, and all my stuff is in boxes in the basement and out of the way. I know I went back up the stairs to get dressed, excited to go outside and see the guys, but I think woke up then... or else I just can't remember. These dreams were super hard to remember, probably because I've been so sick.

[SIZE=3][FONT=Times New Roman]Last night was an incredible night for dreaming! Not the best ever, butpretty damn good![/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Times New Roman]I skipped going back to sleep yesterday morning and went to bed earlier thanusual, and the results were fantastic! I not only had lucidity but thoughts pertaining to the forum plagued my mind all night long.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Times New Roman]Falling almost immediately to sleep from SP I went right in to dreaming,something I don't usually get to do on the first sleep cycle, but as I havebeen ill of late I was apparently ready for dreaming. [/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Times New Roman]I saw in front of me a patch of woods, brambles perhaps, surrounded byforest. The foliage was thick, deep, and concealed anything behind it. Lookingat it for a moment I realized that I wanted to see a wolf there (seemedfitting) and on command one appeared.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Times New Roman]A white wolf poked its head right out of the middle of the shrub and simplystared at me, eyes aglow with an unnatural color. For most people this might bea frightening image, encountering a hungry-looking wolf in the middle of theforest but I was not scared, and instantly I knew I was dreaming. My desire hadbrought the wolf to appear.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Times New Roman]I spoke to the wolf. "You're a dream, aren't you?" The wolf saidnothing, nor did it cock its head, but I could see its tongue ever so slightly.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Times New Roman]"Hmmm..." I thought for a second. "Go get your friends!"[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Times New Roman]The wolf retreated into the bush, barely disturbing the leaves as it went. Iwaited, thought I heard a little noise from behind the brush, and then, likemagic, the wolf returned, as did five of its wolf friends. Six heads were nowstaring at me, all with the same unnatural color and stare in their eyes. Theywere all white wolves but there was enough variation in the coloring, style offur, and shape of their heads to make each one appear distinct.[/FONT][/SIZE]
[FONT=Times New Roman][SIZE=3][/SIZE][/FONT]
You're my friends, aren't you?" They didn't reply, but their expression said that it was true what I spoke.

[SIZE=3][FONT=Times New Roman]This is cool, I thought, now what do I do with them?[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Times New Roman]This thought triggered the memory of the Lucid Task of The Month, and Irealized I couldn’t remember what it was. I started to get scared that I wouldlose the dream, and I began chanting over and over, “Task of The Month! Task ofthe Month! Task of the Month!” This helped stabilize the dream and I remainedlucid. [/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Times New Roman]I next turned my attention to remembering what the task was. I rememberedsomething about a toy…and then it hit me with a flash! Bring my toy to life! Itried imagining my stuffed Poof-Dog, which normally looks more like a deaf-mutegopher than a dog, but he’s quite old so he deserves a break. [/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Times New Roman]Conjuring an image of him was harder than I thought, considering how lucid Iwas, and the best I could come up with is my daughter’s stuffed dog which shealso named Poof-Dog. Unlike mine, it has ears and still retains a little fluffto its coat.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Times New Roman]I brought it to life and made it life-size, and it looked like this:[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Times New Roman][IMG]http://cache2.artprintimages.com/lrg/21/2144/ZCBCD00Z.jpg[/IMG][/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Times New Roman]It stood next to me on a leash and looked up at me happily. He was clearlyready to be played with.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Times New Roman]I think my disappointment in not conjuring my own dog (I knew in the dreamit wasn’t my Poof-Dog) is what caused me to lose lucidity, and if the dreamcontinued on at all I don’t remember it.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[FONT=Times New Roman][SIZE=3]2[/SIZE][SIZE=2]nd[/SIZE][SIZE=3] dream[/SIZE][/FONT]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Times New Roman]I found myself in an old brick building, like the ones built in the 50s and60s, with large glazed tiles on every wall, designed to be easy to clean buttotally soulless. I think the building came from an image of an athletic centeradjacent to a church, pulled from my memories and altered slightly. I was lastin the building during a Scouting event, perhaps three years ago.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Times New Roman]In the building I find myself at the bottom of a set of stairs leading downfrom the floor above. A small hall leads off to my right.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Times New Roman]In front of me is Kevin Spacey. He is wearing black jeans, a loose-fittingwhite shirt with buttons, and a belt. Gesturing wildly, he tells me how upsethe is with *something* and the only word I can think of to describe him is “maniacal”,and this is more of a thought than anything spoken in the dream.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Times New Roman]I woke up with the word “maniacal” filling my head. Not mad, not crazy…maniacal.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[FONT=Times New Roman][SIZE=3]3[/SIZE][SIZE=2]rd[/SIZE][SIZE=3] dream[/SIZE][/FONT]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Times New Roman]I find my thoughts filled with reminders of lucidity, probably due to continuousinfluence of the forum. These thoughts seem to run around my mind all nightlong.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Times New Roman]The first thing I can recall is standing on the side of a hillside road in California.The road is curvy, with switchbacks, and both sides of the road are coveredwith thick grasses and the occasional wildflower. The grass is tall, brittle, andyellow in color as often seen in California on the western slopes of hills thatborder the Bay Area. [/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Times New Roman]Standing a few feet in front of me is Patrick Stewart. He is wearing blackpants, sleek, like the ones he often appears in on STTNG. His shirt is white,thin, and cottony. It makes him look human, more like the actor and less likethe Captain of the Enterprise.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Times New Roman]In a moment of lucidity I try to get him to say, “What the fuck is thisshit?” like I’ve seen in a few of the memes on the net. He won’t say it, andwhile I can make the words appear in the air around him he refuses to say thewords. I’m not sad but it is disappointing.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[FONT=Times New Roman][SIZE=3]4[/SIZE][SIZE=2]th[/SIZE][SIZE=3] dream[/SIZE][/FONT]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Times New Roman]Fragment – I’m getting ready for my doctor’s appointment, a real-life event,and I know I’m late, but I don’t care because I can just reschedule ifsomething happens and I miss it.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[FONT=Times New Roman][SIZE=3]5[/SIZE][SIZE=2]th[/SIZE][SIZE=3] dream[/SIZE][/FONT]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Times New Roman](False Awakening)[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Times New Roman]It is morning, and I have to get myself and my daughter ready for school.(In real life I have already done this. I’m sleeping in the chair in the livingroom while waiting for an alarm to go off, telling me it’s time to go to myappointment for my blood check.)[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Times New Roman]I walk into the bedroom and start taking off my clothes, first my pants,then my underwear. I briefly wonder why I’m taking off my underwear when Imeant to wear them today. My daughter walks in and I tell her to go put herclothes on, we don’t have a lot of time. I turn around and walk to my dresser.Reaching in to my underwear drawer I select a pair of grey bikini briefs andslip them on.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Times New Roman]The dream fades and I’m awake. I’m not thinking of the dream, just of mybladder, and I head to the bathroom. I pull down my shorts and underwear, andsuddenly the dream hits me like a brick, and I honestly don’t know if I’m awakeor not. I do a quick nose-plug RC and find that I’m awake. I finish in thebathroom with a weird feeling of déjà vu.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Times New Roman]Walking in to the bedroom I head towards my dresser, and right on top of myunderwear drawer is the pair of grey bikini briefs I put on in the dream. Thefeeling was mind-blowing. [/FONT][/SIZE]

Alright. Last night had a lot of dreams, and I don't know where one ends and another begins, and this is DEFINITELY not the order I had them.

I'm talking to my friends on Ventrilo, and one of my friends hears my dogs barking through my microphone, even though I'm not holding down my push-to-talk button. I get really confused as to how this is possible.

I'm a girl that is alone, left with just her stuffed animals. I play with them and talk to them. I go into this guy's apartment because I don't have anywhere to go. He lets me stay with him.

Switch POV, I'm the guy now. The girl has a special ability of being able to be 'glued' to a cross. Or maybe it's more like a magnetic thing. I dunno. She wants me to help her find a cross with Jesus on it so she can be with him. We go outside and there's this marketplace. One of the run-down shops is a Pawn Shop.

I'm in class, sitting in the front row. I don't know who my teacher is. Maybe Mr. Akemon? He gives me the homework I missed cause I missed class on Monday (don't have his class irl this semester, and he teaches history, not math like I think this dream was)

I'm climbing down a ladder, and I'm feeling sick. My teacher is worried about me and I'm just like "Nah, I'm fine." I get to the bottom of the ladder and stumble around.

Gaming Club president is teaching us something about a game that's like a mixture between Minecraft, Wakfu, League of Legends, and The Sims. I work hard on making a map until it gets late. The president says he shouldn't even be here this late.

I'm at a graduation ceremony at my old highschool's football field. I get up and walk away to do something. I don't remember much about this. Spongebob and Patrick were there, doing something that looked like it would be in a Spongebob episode. I walk back to the graduation ceremony with a blanket draped over me perfectly so it looks like a cloak. I think about how perfect it would be for my special occasion speech in my Communications class.

I start to sit down beside my sister and they tell me not to cause something happened to the chair. I look at it and there's some weird stuff on it, so I sit on the corner.

There's some sort of infomercial for a disease, showing it spreading and talking about how everyone wants to touch it to see how it feels. It looked like a burn scar, so this might just be a translation into me wanting to know what a burn scar feels like (because of Katawa Shoujo. <3 Hanako)

False Awakening. I'm thinking about going back to bed so I can WBTB, but then I notice it's 3 PM. I get on Vent and ask my friend what I should do and he is confused as to why I would go back to sleep at 3 PM.

Another False Awakening. I'm in my kitchen talking to my sister, then she sits on the ground.

I decided to wake up at four again. When I woke up I took the trouble to check the time. It was six. I may have woken up before that, there is a faint memory.

Artillery Battle

There is a battle going on. I'm at an artillery base a bit from the front line. People are firing bombs toward the enemy. Sometimes small bombs and fiery rings land close to us and we have to be careful. A helicopter flies in low, below the tree level actually, and almost starts shooting. Someone is aiming a rocket launcher at it.

Spying, Then Running

I'm with a small group of people breaking into a red wooden building. We get in, the doors are not locked, and the others start looking around. Someone notices us outside and I go and lock the door so that he doesn't get in. There is another door and I try to lock it, but it's not attached to the wall on the hinge side. The man gets in and arrests us.

They take us to the middle of the yard one of them tells us that we must run away and they will try to catch us. Another one has a large back with him. He spreads the contents on the ground. I take a pair of sneakers. Then I start running towards a field with a girl from our group, probably X.

One of the others yells behind us that we should have ran to the road first, that was in the rules. There is a road on the other side of the yard. There is also a small road on the other side of the field and I reach it and yell back that I'm on a road. We keep running, jumping over ditches. There doesn't seem to be anyone following us, though, the others are playing by the rules.

We are running pretty fast and jumping over what are almost rivers. I remember that I'm quite often in similar situations when I'm dreaming. If I was dreaming I could fly, and that would be handy. Just to check, I take a longer jump and start flying. I'm very surprised, I really thought I was awake. And I wake up.

I think about the dream a little bit before I turn and fall asleep.

This was probably a false awakening. It was pretty convincing, but in the morning I noticed that the colors in the room were wrong.

So, last night I had my first ever lucid dream. While I did not anything I wanted to do (not for lack of trying) it was still a pretty trippy experience.

Before I went to bed I had gotten drunk (buzzed, not smashed, but still drunk), and I'm not sure if that actually helped my lucidity, or if it hindered gaining control, or maybe a little of both.
Yesterday was my last day as a sophomore in college, and today was my first day of summer vacation. So, I went to a party last night. I turned 21 five months ago, although including last night I've only been drunk three times in my life.

I also had a job interview at 1 this afternoon. Well, in my dream I "woke up" to discover I had overslept - it was 2 in the afternoon. I start stressing, wondering how I slept through the multiple alarms I had set, which should have had me out of bed no later than 10. I then glance at my clock again, and it's 10:15. Using this to clue me in to the fact I was dreaming, I gain lucidity and attempt to exert some control (and, I'd be a liar if my first attempt at control wasn't to wish a hot celebrity into my bed.. heh). Instead though, everything started spinning and blurring and falling apart, at which point I wake up.

I've been really lazy about logging DJ entries and checking others lately, but I'm trying to get back into it now, starting with these dreams from the past week or so. I got lucid four times despite smoking lots of weed, too!

April 28th

#1 - Unemptiable Mouth RC [DILD]

I was hanging out at the house of this kid AB who I knew in high school, except it was actually my house and we were hanging out in my parents' bedroom. It was just us and some random people, and AB apparently smokes weed now (which would NEVER happen in real life). I can't remember much of this part, but I know we got a pizza and we finished it but I still wanted more, so I said I was going to head out and get some since everyone else wanted to go somewhere else. At the door when I was getting ready to go I noticed that RE was with us as well. Now first of all, the way I was thinking of this was that AB, RE, and I all lived in my same neighborhood, and AB and I each lived in mirror copies of the same house. There's a street that extends directly out from my house, and in this dream the whole neighborhood was just symmetrical around this one street, so on the other side would be my house again, the one that's actually my house. Yes.... RE also lived on the other side but one street over, so we decided to walk home together. I realized that this was my first time seeing him since he got signed to a label for one of his latest songs (which actually happened in waking life), so I congratulated him for it. Instead of taking the symmetrical street we went to the next one over and started walking down it, and somehow it turned into a huge bazaar with lots of restaurants intermixed in it. RE went to stand in line to get some food, but I just sat down at a small table not far from him. Suddenly my mouth started seeming very full of chewed up food and it was really starting to bug me, it seemed like no matter how much more I chewed up and swallowed there was always the same amount still in my mouth, so I started just spitting it out on the table and it still wouldn't reduce in volume. O's mom suddenly showed up out of nowhere and sat down at the table with me, and I felt embarrassed because I couldn't say anything. I pointed to my mouth and made a weak gesture and she nodded, it looked like she was chewing something too. I went back to my annoyance and started getting really upset about it, thinking "This only happens when... I'm dreaming." The area has suddenly become a 7-Eleven-like store, and I get up excitedly and say to a DC a couple of times that I'm dreaming, to which he grumbles "Yeah, I heard ya the first time!" and walks off trying to mind his own business. I just flew around the store a little bit and tried to use the windows to teleport myself, but it didn't really work. After enough bouncing around, the dream faded. I woke up without moving and with my eyes still closed, so I thought about attempting a DEILD, but then I got antsy and decided I'd rather remember this dream for sure instead since it was my first lucid in a while.

#2 - Cute High School Guy [DILD]

I saw this girl... wow, her name would also be AB, I didn't foresee this problem. >w< Anyway, AB and this guy T whose last name initial I don't know, were walking around my old high school where I ran into them. It seems that they still go to high school despite the fact that they're also celebrating T's 23rd birthday, and it appears as if they're dating. T starts asking me to do something for him involving a bridge and digging but I can't remember exactly what now, though I agree to do it at the time. There was also talk of a monster...? Anyway, I start walking down one of the school hallways and see some black lagoon-type humanoid monster just standing there, and lazily think "I'm dreaming." I fly down the hallway and there was some cute guy standing there. I landed and the dream started fading a little bit, and I told him to hug me because I needed to stabilize. He did and I grabbed his ass while he was doing it. :3 After that, I took my glasses off for some reason and everything got really blurry. Wonderful move, me.... I put them back on but it didn't help anything, so I just gave up trying to save the dream and let it fade away.

April 29th

Dream Fragment - "D's house base, McDonald's food drug makes you full, K, aunts S and D."

Dream Fragment - "A's boyfriend drive to movie dad meets us turn into M SSRI serotonin control dopamine M burped by boyfriend by being thrown into the air hilarious everyone so happy, dave1701 doing SSRI presentation, among others."

Negligent Sisters [Non-Lucid]

I had sisters (I'm an only child in waking life) that I normally forgot about because I never saw them, at least a few. I claimed that the last time I'd see any of them was around 15 years ago. J was over (and refusing to shut the door to my room no matter how many times I told him to) and getting to know them before coming into my room to wake me up in the morning, having spent the night. He talks about my sisters and I said if he was getting to know them then he probably knows them better than I do, and I'm obviously feeling a little dejected. He starts talking about how he'll have to take me home soon because he has stuff to do during the day, and I'm like "What the fuck? I'm already home....", and suddenly we can't remember who drove him over. I look out front and neither of our cars are there so I start getting a little concerned, but then I wake up.

April 30th

Waiting For Class To End [Non-Lucid]

I was doing some really bizarre worksheet in a high school class and then I got up to stand at the door with this girl A who's last name I forget. We could hear some kids yelling funny stuff with a musical track playing on the other side of the door, and we start making fun of it and I do a little dance that makes A laugh. We eventually pushed the door open to hear the music and I recognized it at the time but I forgot when I woke up.

May 1st

#1 - Horny Teacher [Non-Lucid]

This girl who I don't know wants me to help her go to the game store (which is apparently anti-Jew ) at some vacation spot, I don't remember exactly where. The store ends up being a medicine store owned by my old Chinese class teacher. He tries speaking to me in Chinese and I don't understand him, but I don't need to to pick up on his incredibly lewd gestures. I laugh weakly and the girl and I leave (oh, also, I lost a sandal right outside the store and magically had it back on when we left), and then we see the actual game store we meant to go to. As we're walking in we look at each other and back at the medicine store and I say "Pervy old man."

#2 - Transporting Bodies [DILD]

I was helping a group of people transport bodies in bags into a truck being driven by a fake cop that's behind some huge house. The people weren't dead though, just unconscious. One of the bodies was actually melanieb, and I saw her sneak a quick glance before pretending to be knocked out again as she was put into a bag. I finally finish taking all the bags over and then walk out to the front of the house and become lucid. I try to make all the windows in the house suddenly shatter but it isn't really working, so instead I fly up to the roof and lay on my stomach and feel the brick texture, and I was intenting to make something of it but then I woke up.

May 2nd

Spa Adventures [DILD]

There was a lot of dream leading up to this, but most of it is blurry in my memory. I was at some kind of resort hotel/apartment all by myself, and I went out to a room that was supposed to be like a private spa tub room. I got in the tub and was enjoying myself, but was also somewhat afraid that someone was going to break into my apartment, for whatever reason, but after I got up and locked the door to the spa room I stopped worrying about that. I looked around and noticed that there were no walls in the room, in fact the huge hotel building was built in a square design with all of the spa tub rooms directly on top of and under each other and all facing inwards in the square, so I could actually see lots of other people using their tubs as well. It was mostly girls, but some guys too. I became a bit concerned for my own privacy, but then figured that I'm already looking at everyone else, so, eh. Across from me and to the left a bit I saw a creepy guy looking straight at me, with some weird woman crawling around like an animal next to him. I tried to act like I hadn't seen him but it was too late, he yelled to her to get me, and she jumped all the way over to my tub and cornered me. She's reaching into my forehead and I'm freaking out, but she says "I'm just prying open your third eye so that you...." Well, there was more, but that part's a secret. Sorry! So I say "Oh, okay!" When she finishes opening my third eye, I'm suddenly standing in one of the hotel/apartment rooms again, and I think to myself that that was pretty crazy was just happened, it must have been some kind of hallucination or something. I happily walk off, but quickly become suspicious, so I do a noseplug RC for the first time ever in a dream. Holy crap, it works! Now I know what it's like to breath through my nose when it's pinched shut. I fly out through the window until I end up at some pool area where there are what seems to be a few random employees and a Chinese man and his daughter (?). I had a lot of energy so I was just yelling gibberish at them like usual and repeating stabilization mantras to myself, which seemed to work pretty well. The man and his daughter started getting into a fight so I flew off and started traveling down different hallways in the main hotel building. A thought suddenly occurs to me that if I'm dreaming now then maybe what happened was I fell asleep in the tub and the woman opening my third eye was hypnagogic imagery, and now I'm slowly drowning there in my sleep. I freaked out a bit but finally managed to "wake myself up".

False Awakening - Ah, safe at last, back in the spa tub. Happiness sets in, then suspicion. Noseplug RC. Damn it! Oh well. Totally forgetting about my imagined danger, I fly off and hover around the other floors' spa rooms. One pretty much directly below me is occupied by three very gorgeous and very naked women just chilling in their tub, and I was intent on joining them. X3 But then I woke up. D: Damn it!

After waking up and going back to sleep, I had a few of the same type of dream. I repeatedly tried to gain dream control because in the dream I was paralyzed. I have sleep paralysis normally, but just recently it's gotten involved in my actual dreams.

Anyway, every time I would think I'd woken up in my bed and was unable to move. There were times it felt as if water was going into my ear, always my left, and all I could move was my hands. In one of the dreams I got up but could hardly move much more than grasping at the walls and hoping I didn't fall on the ground and end up with another false awakening. This is the part I'm somewhat proud of, I kept telling myself next time I have a dream with sleep paralysis all week that I would rub my hands together, I did it in this dream and it lasted longer than the others. I started out in my house and went down a long dark hallway that I knew I didn't have, but it too ended quite soon and I started up almost the exact same again.

I opened my eyes and was in my bed, but I couldn't move. I remember this one better because it lasted a little longer and it was the last one before I actually did wake up. I closed my eyes for a few moments and attempted to begin to move when a hand reached out to for me. Finally getting to my feet I saw no one but I heard a male's voice saying "I want to help you fly." In most of my dreams where I have control, flying is what I want most. I felt him walk me down to the livingroom and decided not to take the front door because it was the middle of the night. If I wasn't dreaming, I would have gotten in trouble for opening it at that hour. We went through the garage and onto the back deck, ran cross it, jumped together and hovered for a moment. The guy I couldn't see was hugging me and I woke up.

It's nothing I'm not used to, I find people in my dreams quite often. I used to have a reoccuring guy who would save my life on multiple occasions, but this felt like none of the ones I met before. He was comforting and gave off the feeling that I could trust him. I hadn't realized until I was fully awake that there was even someone there in the first place, but when I remembered that he was there it sort of confused me.

I'm in some playground thing. I am Walking around when the Joker appears out of nowhere. He attacks me and there is nothing I can do at first as his fists reign down on me. after a moment a couple of people help me. one of them being the wife I never had. after they stop him and we start walking away he starts shouting at us to get our attention and when we turn around he has a rocket launcher in his hand and shots it at us.

I wake up on my Grandmothers couch. Weird dream I think, and I make my way into the kitchen and get a glass of water. As I pour water into the glass I see two extremely beautiful girls walking by and over to my aunties house. I decide to walk over and greet them. When I get there the blond is standing on the front porch and the brunette is inside, I can see her through one of the windows. I walk up to the blond and notice she is crying, I ask her if she is ok. As I reach her I put my arms around her and her sobs start to turn into laughs. I feel something Is wrong, Then the blond lifts her face and its the Joker and I become aware that it was a false awakening and A dream. The Joker smacks me and I fly back into the guard rail of the porch. I get up to my feet and say sorry buddy, and try to pick him up with telekinesis. It doesn't work and he starts laughing hysterically at me. I can't figure why its not working, as this as never happened to me while fully lucid before. He then knocks me down to the ground with a cane and proceeds to beat me while I'm down… I wake up to the real world for a couple of seconds, and see my lil brother was watching the movie he got for his birthday yesterday and that it was raining, I usually lucid dream while it rains and I can use it to make myself go back into my dreams if I wake up from one and want to change it. I close my eyes and will it to happen… I wake up inside my aunties house on her couch. There is a tall man standing looking out the window to the porch. I stand up and ask him where the Joker is. He says ' Outside,' I then ask if he will help me fight the Joker and he says 'No, I am here to help, but I will not fight.' I ask him why my Telekinesis didn't work even though it was my dream. 'Because not all Shadows like it when you use it on them did that ever cross your mind?' he shouts angrily turning from the window facing me. I ask if by shadows he means dream characters and he doesn't reply. I then start to feel a little irritated at him and ask how he was here to help. 'I'm to tell you how to defeat the Joker of course' he replies. and how is that I ask ' Try Harder,' He says. then he walks up to me, and into me. It was such a strange feeling, like feeling water rush down your throat, only it was all over my body. As soon as the feeling goes away I walk outside and hear the Joker Laughing from every where. I start to walk down the dusty road back to my Grandmas house daring the Joker to come out. Eventually I hear the tall grass to my left start shaking. I then see it happening and out walks a little tiny kitten. I walk up to the lil cutie and start to pet it, When suddenly Bam cane to the back of the head. Everything goes fuzzy but I remember just holding on the dream, and Demanding clarity so I can finish it. Everything comes back to focus and the Joker is standing over me, Mocking me for falling for the cute kitty trick. I get frustrated and stand and shout "this is my world, You like kittens? Well I'm sick of this and its time to stop." his laughing stops and he stares at me. grab his ankle and use all my mind power, to turn him into the ugliest cat in the world. He tries to run but its too late I have him and I am in complete control again. once he is a cat I make sure I leave him the ability to talk. he shrieks, 'What have you done? I am hideous!' and he tries running away. But No no we can't have that i think to myself. I then take control of the bob wire fences and wrap a strand around the Joker Cat ankle. ' No please don't do this I beg you' he whines. I ignore his pleas for mercy and wind him up in bob wire slowly till his screams cease. then wake up.

Dream one - The first part of the dream is like me playing a HoG. Then it turns into me leading a group of people against some ruler with a lot of men. We get to one point where we can go no further due to a ravine in the floor. And if someone tried to jump it they would be met by a ton of arrows and the ruler’s men rushing at them as there would be bridges that extended. A person of my team deiced to sacrifice themselves so I can get across. When the ruler’s men go after him I am right behind running. I leap onto the bridges and make my way to the men on the other side slashing away with a sword as I go. Thanks to the chaos created the other people with me are able to follow. When it is just the ruler and a few men I go head to head with him. He shoots some kind of arrow at me which I am able to deflect. While asking him what it does he takes it from me and stabs me with it. I fall to the ground while someone stabs him with a sword. I am now in intense pain all over. It feels like my whole body is going to tear apart. The ruler is laughing saying something I cannot remember. He is going through the same convolutions I am going through. Just before he dies he says something about me being the only one who can kill the American gods and how I am cursed to live until I do. Some other people rush in at this point.

The dream shifts. I am in a boat with some other woman when this huge serpent like creature creates huge waves and then jumps out of the water landing its tail on the boat. The other woman is taken under the water and I am left to fight the serpent. Somehow I get the other woman back, but the serpent retreats.
The dream shifts again. I am not in a tent trying to relax for some reason. Then a male and two kids one girl one boy are in a tent by me. I get the feeling the dad likes me and somehow I like him too.
The dream shifts to where we are all playing around in the tents. They are not joined to make some tubes with rooms on the end. I get a feeling I really like the dad and kids. Then the girl starts screaming and wriggling in pain. At this point we are under the covers on a bed in a room. The dad picks her up and rushers her out of the room. Before I can get off the bed the dad comes back saying sorry once (I can’t remember the time frame) she does this. I get the feeling the mean the tom, but I know it is different. I tell the dad I know why she does that and would he like me to tell him. He gets all quite but says yes. I go into the detail of the start of the dream and how she was cursed and such and that is why she has such pain once whenever.

The dream shifts again. I am now the girl or at least the woman cursed to do away with the gods once more. I am minding my own business when I hear some guy talking about how he narrowly escaped being killed by some strange beasts which have taken over a town somewhere. I take interest in the conversation and ask the man what he is talking about. He tells me and tells me of a book which talks about something like this happening. I tell him what I know and how I am working with them or something like that to get things under control.

The dream shifts again to me in this town even though I have been warned to stay away. The whole town has a eerie blue glow to it and light mist clung to the ground. It is also night; the dream is also like a game. I am shown a move in which a pack of wild dogs or wolves or something run behind a bush. Something happens and the dogs disappear in a big hole with the bush and a bunch of little bugs comes crawling out of the hole. I turn and start to run only to be told I cannot escape the town without lifting the curse it is under and killing the beast there. I am now down a road with some flower bushes nearby. Some guy comes riding up in a golf cart type of car and explains to me the only thing that keeps the mist at bay and will keep me safe. I am then told there is maybe only one of these bushes which blooms and will maybe have a bud on it which I can plant in a special spot. When I get to the bush I see a few blooms and a few buds. When I pick a flower to put in my hair an item menu opens up and show a quantity needed to make a fragrance out of the flowers to wear like perfume. When I close this window I am then shown where I need to plant the bud and how. It is a hole in the ground surrounded by a brass closer with teeth which will hole the bud in place while it blooms and grows into a bush. Over the hole is a glass dome with brass overlay. I then wake.


Dream Two Lucid - The dream starts with hubs, mom and I at a game store. Mom is looking for something but I don’t remember. Hubs keeps on asking one guy for things as mom changes her mind on something. I deiced to ask this same man if they have any PSone memory cards. He saps at me saying he is busy and to go away. Something else happens but I do not remember.

I wake to a FA. Somehow I think to tell myself I am still dreaming and do RC. So I manage to make myself do a hand check RC. At first this does not work but then I think to myself I know I am dreaming. So I shake my hand and see all the extra fingers and smile. This stabilizes the dream. I open the door to the room and walk to the front door. When I exit I see it is day light outside and get happy I am lucid again. I think about my tasks I want to complete, but I cannot think of anything besides conversing with a DC. I think about where I can find a large collection of them and remember an underground bar party spot from a dream before. Only problem this requires an elevator.

I turn back to my door and think once I turn back around there will be a elevator in the same spot as last time between the two doors. Sure enough when I turn around there is an elevator. I do not get happy about this but merely marvel over me being able to make one appear. I push the down button the doors open and I get in. When they open at the end I do not see the bar I was looking for but there are a lot of DCs walking around. A male DC greats me and says something I cannot remember. I deiced this is as good as any DC so I follow him around asking him questions about the dream. I do not remember and of the conversation, and dream details from this point are a bit foggy, but I do remember something about merging and silver liquid in rooms and such. I wake to another FA where I am trying to make myself get up to write down this dream before forgetting.

DG

We're Drinking and it is me ashton mike myles charlie and JP Mike Myles Charlie JP decide to go somewhere and Mike asks me to watch his dog. I'm walking into the apartments with it when some guy yells hey thats my dog. He runs up and my mom and albert come out of the apartment to see what all the racket is about. The guy starts to go into a story of how he lost his dog and all this and I know I have to give him his dog. The guy decides to kick it for a bit and this just makes me more mad. Eventually I have ashton kick him out. as were walking with him from the kitchen to the door I notice he is paying albert for the dog and i say that the money should be mine. I wake up in bed. relieved that the whole dog incident had been a dream I look around the room and see myles is waking up as is zach. We are in some house in jette and Its a house I lived in at one point but is not mine right now. Seemed like a mix between my grams and moms house. we go into the living room and get charlie and JP and some other kid that reminds me of maxwell. We go back to the room, which is located where my grams and ashtons bedroom is. just then some step mom of sorts or like just married in something like that, steps into the room and tells us we have to leave. When she leaves we complain about her, then myles and I say were just gonna jump out the windows to get to the whip. then I remember something and ask chuck to front me some money l till tomorrow, he says of course and unzips his back pack. myles jumps out the window on the wall parallel to the door and I wait for chuck before I jump out of the window on the other wall. Myles Is already in the car when I hop in the seat behind him and JP in front and chuck in back with me. We start to drive back to poison from jette when myles pulls out some bottles, one of smirnoff and one bud lite, which he gives me and I down. After finishing it I notice the car in front of us is a cop and JP was chugging the bottle. The cop then pulls over a bit like he wants us to pass him. myles doesn't and he turns on his lights and another on comes pulling up and blocks the other half the road while the first cop pulls all the way over. Myles just drives between the to and up over the hill before swanness .we see one more cop at three dog down and then when we start going over the bridge some metal barricade of sorts, that looks like something out of a playstation tony hawk game, is blocking most the road. myles barely makes it between the barricade and the rails. when I see this barricade I get Deja Vu because it was in the dream I just had about Isis. I look at chuck, is this a dream i think, and I lash out telekineticly with my mind to test it. Right when I do I realise it is a dream and some laughing comes from the front of the seat. everything goes black. I'm not scared I know i'm just inside my head. Then I open my eyes awake.

An Unfamiliar Place [4-30-2012]

I woke up lying in a bed in a rather large well lit place with several rooms. There's a giant man with a white beard walking through the rooms checking on those who are sleeping in their beds. As he exited a room and came walking towards my direction, I remember thinking "why is it always this guy." I waited for him to walk into another room before I got up and hid behind what looked like a large dresser. Then he came back and started talking to himself. He was saying something like "Wait... Wasn't there a guy... Where is...." At this point, I am feeling kinda shaken up but not really scared. If he had walked past the dresser, he would've found me bending over behind it. But I woke up or rather, I thought I did.

When I awoke, I was lying on my side facing the doorway. The room was fully lit and I had the blanket pulled up to my nose. It felt like there was something hovering over my bed but really close to me. I tried looking around with moving my head but I couldn't really see over the blanket. I thought to myself "there's something hovering over me..." Then I closed my eyes and woke up. The room was dark.

Learn Fear, Use Fear, Control Fear... [4-30-2012]

Not sure when I had this one. It was either Sunday or Monday morning. I'm standing in a room and there are about three doors. Each door is opening and there are signs sticking out of the floor in each room. All of the signs in each room said the same thing but just one thing. Such as the signs in the first room. They all said "Learn Fear." The signs in the second room said "Use Fear." And the signs in the third room said "Control Fear."

Poked in the Eyes [5-1-2012]

Before I had the Waking E.T. Encounter dream, I had another one where I was riding around on a toy truck, lol. Even though it was about a foot high, a foot wide, and about three feet long, it had a lot of power! I am not sure how I was able to stay on it without falling off but I recall being in a hunched over position like a dog. It was the only way to ride it. I must've been controlling it with levers and buttons because I remember revving it up quite a bit and taking off down a highway at top speeds. I was also trying to burn tire marks into the pavement. This thing had a lot of power, lol. As I woke up, it felt like someone poked me in the eyes but there was no pain...

A Waking Dream - E.T. Encounter [5-1-2012]

Hmm.. Well, I have to admit that something like this has never happened before. Besides the two dreams of being on a table and the other one where I woke up in a dark room. But this one was far stranger.

I had woken up around 5 A.M. this morning and then I went back to sleep. I had a dream that I saw some guys that I used to know then I had another dream where I'm standing in my mom's yard. I began walking up invisible stairs and then a guy who was standing on the ground grabbed my arm and he was saying something. I kept trying to get him to let me go. Then I looked up into the sky and saw that someone was drawing an outline of the face of a typical grey alien with the eyes.

Then I could have sworn I woke up. I was lying in the exact same position facing the wall and I felt the undeniable presence of several small beings behind me. I think they were talking to each other because I heard them making noises. They all sounded the same and they sounded happy and excited--like children and I remember what they sounded like. I am going to see if I can replicate that sound later today. I was awake but I didn't try to move or turn around but I had my eyes open. I could feel them just barely lightly touching my back, buttock, and probably my legs. They were doing this for a good long while.

I guess after about well over a minute of this, it all stopped. Then I turned around and looked around the room which was well lit ever since 5 A.M. It was now 5:54 A.M. I was looking at the floor around my bed and then I looked up at the ceiling and I saw what looked like a large, faded, translucent rectangle or triangle. It had faded completely after about a second. Was that some kind of portal they come out of or was I seeing things? I've seen that thing before in much better detail a few months back after waking up from a dream. Well, that's my story. As I said before, this is the first time this has ever happened to me. It was probably a dream. If it was, then that's the realist dream I've ever had in my life.

Let me also add that I've been extremely stressed out over the past three days or so. When I woke up, my head felt light (it still does) and I don't feel stressed out anymore even though my situation hasn't changed.

Pleiadian Invitation? [5/3/2012]

I'm standing on a beach and there's a large blonde guy standing in front of me. There are also about two or three other large blonde guys spread out over the beach. I guess they are bodyguards or something. This guy asks me if I'd be interested in meeting the Pleiadians. I agreed and woke up.

I Saw It! Oh! I Saw It! [5-3-2012] [UPDATED 5-4-2012]

Back to Sleep. So, I woke up several times this morning because I had a hard time sleeping. The last time I woke up, I got up to go to the restroom. I was extremely tired and I nearly keeled over several times on my to and from the restroom. I remember! When I got back into bed, I was facing the wall. I recall blinking a few times as I was dozing back off and the last thing I remember was seeing the face of a white alien protruding from the wall the bed was up against. It was about 6 A.M. There was absolutely no lapse in time! Or rather, that's how it felt to me. I recall doing stuff but I don't remember what and then somehow ending up in bed in an unfamiliar room.

When I woke up, I felt dizzy, funny, and really tired. Like I was in a trance. I was laying in a bed underneath some cover in a clean white room but this wasn't my room. The room was fully lit and there was the face of a white being (absolutely not a grey) with the large black oval shaped eyes (but not large eyes like the grey's) barely sticking out from the ceiling. Now, let me make this very clear. I was in a trance and I kept closing my eyes and waking back up in this bed. I kept glancing around this room and at the ceiling. I guess I was trying to find the light source but I don't remember ever seeing one. I must've looked at this face four or five times. I am not sure. But for some reason, I always overlooked it even though it was right there.

Then I snapped out of it and I looked up at the protruding face and black eyes again FINALLY realizing that it was the face of a white alien. But I'm still soooo tired. So I closed my eyes and pulled the blanket up over my head and guess what happened, lol. I heard a lady say something. I am guessing she said something like "he's waking up." I know she said SOMETHING like that. Perhaps it was the being who said it. I really don't know! Then I felt the undeniable presence of a being standing right beside my bed. Then, all of a sudden, this slender pure white skinned being with medium sized black eyes (THE SAME BEING) grabbed and threw back the cover and just stood there for a few seconds. I'm laying there trying to keep my eyes open but they kept closing. Then I decided that I absolutely must see what this being looked like. So I opened my eyes all the way and got a good look at him or her and that was when it grabbed me about two inches above my left wrist. I'm still really tired so my eyes are closed again and I'm thinking "Fine. Just don't hurt me." And this big grin went across my face. I know I got up and followed it but that was when I found myself back in my bed fully awake and alert. It was 7:50 something.

The being's basic features were kinda similar to the grey's but it felt like an upgraded, more futuristic model. Like it has emotions and stuff. It's eyes were large but no where near as large as they grey's, pure black, and oval shaped. I guess the nose and mouth were similar to the grey's. It had no hair nor clothing, a flat chest, and skinny arms. I couldn't see anything below the abdomen.