lucid

As I am falling asleep, I feel my dream body begin to roll over. At first I'm rolling slowly then I start to roll faster and faster to the point where I feel more like I'm spinning rather than rolling. I find myself in a dream scene and do a reality check. I realize I'm dreaming. I start moving towards the garage but suddenly the dream goes dark and blurry. I immediately shout "CLARITY TIMES TWO!" Nothing happens. I try again and cry "INCREASE CLARITY!" Again nothing happens. I am annoyed that it doesn't do anything to improve the clarity of the dream. Nonetheless, I decide to continue on my way, hoping that the dream won't collapse soon. I enter the garage and to my relief the room is brightly lit and stable. I look around the room for a broom. To my dismay there is no broom in the room. I feel a sense of desperation and imagine that there is a broom just out of my field of vision. I turn to my left and am surprised to see a broom there although I don't question it. I grab the broom and rush outside.

I climb onto the broom and start flying upwards. At first I'm flying up at a rather horizontal angle. Shortly afterwards I'm flying straight up (literally vertically) into the sky. As I'm flying higher and higher I can't help but notice that the clouds aren't getting any closer and that I'm flying at a very slow speed. I decide to trick my mind into thinking that I'm already at an extremely high altitude. I look down and can see that I am indeed far above the land as the buildings look like small insects. I turn back around just in time to see that I am passing through the clouds. There are two huge hot air balloons there. One is red, the other is blue. I wake up.

Created Friday 12 October 2018

Quite a bit to note. Unfortunately, tension made it difficult to retain details.

Scrap Group 1
Doing some kind of GTA type burglary job with an unknown partner. Our mark was in some rundown apartment room. We didn't even bother with subtlety, merely breaking in while the owners (a couple heavily into gang culture, but obviously not part of one themselves) were still around. We did, however, have access to cloaking devices. I searched the place while my partner cowed the owners into giving valuables, but we could find nothing of interest. Later, I almost strangled the woman there to death to keep her from doing something. Cut to us driving around urban streets in a trashy old sedan. While cutting through a park, we get trapped in a wide road barricade. Soon, a police cruiser cut us off, and we were arrested immediately. A display indicated that a lot of loot from previous runs were confiscated, though only those that implicated us to those thefts.

Walking around a lakeside park at night. I hear and sing a song from the 70's 'The Hobbit' movie.

In a trading pavilion in the old west. Merchants from the Middle East somehow made it all the way there. I talk to a Moorish trader, who'd mistaken me for an Arab. I did claim to partially speak the language (I don't). He, for forgotten reasons, compares my skin color to that of a painting of a clay building and statue.

Many false awakenings in a hotel room. I get aware in one of them, where I flied around briefly, but couldn't get past a balcony.

Watching some cartoon. Terry Bogard from Fatal Fury asks a swole mercenary for help, but is refused. Cut. I'm walking down the poorly lit spiral staircase of a narrow medieval tower. I'm carrying around my niece over my shoulders. At a lower level, we cross MCU Thanos, who was in a heated argument with some other fictional character. The two then get into a brawl. I rushed my niece downstairs as fast as I could.

Afternoon of October 12, 2018. Friday.

Dream #: 18,925-02. Reading time: 15 sec.



I had fallen asleep on the couch while sitting up. Zsuzsanna was out with our children at the time. The television was on, and it was fairly loud. I could hear it through the veil of sleep. It was a man’s voice talking continuously. As soon as he stopped talking, and there was silence for about two seconds, I experienced a typical falling dream (waking start).

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Created Monday 08 October 2018

Lots of things to note today, including a DEILD. There are, however, a lot of details missing to the dream preceding said LD.

Dream 1 - Great Hailstones

The visuals were a bit blurred. I was at home in the lounge at daytime. My sister, Nevena was nearby.

Later, a powerful storm passed through, debris battering the house through its winds. But, when I looked closer, I realized it wasn't debris at all, but instead, thick chunks of hail. Quite fascinating, but dangerous. I warned Nevena to keep away from the windows. As if on cue, a great hailstone pounded right through the window, shattering it entirely.

Several other visitors and family members showed up to see all the commotion. Among them was my brother, Boyd. I eagerly mentioned the near-prophetic caution I gave above. He, on the other hand, was more concerned of my having bad breath. Unlikely, as I distinctly recalled having brushed my teeth earlier (as in, right before I went to bed!). Pity I just let the thought pass.

Anyway, we coordinate getting the shutters ready as a temporary seal to the then empty window frame. There was a lot of miscommunication as to who was to do what. In the end, my bro cleared the storage closet and retrieved everything himself, while I just stood around confused.

Next was actually installing the shutters. There was, thankfully, no rainfall, and hail was sparse. Unfortunately, hailstones that did hit ground were now enormous. In fact, each seemed more as solid ice cylinders the size of tin cans than conventional hailstones.

Details get unclear. Something about strangers hurrying at the door? Not sure how this ended.

Dream 2 - Counter-Siren Song

The visuals were bright but slightly blurred. I was working at my old job at the gas station during a sunny day.

From the register, I spotted a sizable crowd forming at the lot beside the store. At the head was a peculiar woman, slim figured, and hair and robes both colored in vibrant shades of green and violet. She was drawing in the crowd with a wordless song, morose, yet haunting. But, as I discerned her inhuman tones, I realized she wasn't a woman at all, but rather a mythical siren. What's more, I also noticed that Boyd was among those that had been ensnared!

For a moment, I was paralyzed in fear, before setting out reluctantly. I paced carefully outside to the corner, keeping just out of the creature's view. "Remembering" I had magic of my own, I soundlessly evoke a countersong (a made-up 80s rock tune, I think?). I then drew closer towards the enchanted crowd. Those nearest to me immediately snapped out of their trance. By good fortune, this included my bro. The rest, it seemed, needed more time.

Sadly, time had run its course. I was out of juice. The siren, for her part, was infuriated at my meddling. She slowly approached me, and with a glare, she wordlessly commanded those enthralled to do the same. There was no way I could take her head on, even one on one; despite her waifish appearance, she had the strength to match any wild beast. I instructed Boyd and the others to flee and call for help. Just as well, I was planning to do the same anyway.

The dream collapsed shortly after.

Scrap Group 1
Wandering around in an urban area. Something about meeting Chipp Zanuff from Guilty Gear. We rescued people from a disaster. I used time control powers to help with such. DEILD transition to below.

Dream 3 - Time Loco-Motion

The visuals were clear. I was in an urban area, grey sky in view above the surrounding buildings. A set of elevated railways lined the nearest street, where a train passed by almost instantly. Both the TOTM and contest were fresh in mind. I reversed time, and watched as the whole train slowly moved backwards out of sight. With a wave of my hand, time flowed forward again. But now, various random objects replaced individual cars, including road vehicle frames, if not entire road vehicles themselves. All such components were completely scrambled and misaligned, yet tumbled along in sequence and without altering the entire train's movement at all.

Next, I ran heedlessly in the the middle of traffic. Cue the sound of angry horns as vehicles veered away from me. By exhaling, I slowed down time. Concurrently, the air rippled around me, and the dream became without sound. I chased several vehicles, but found that, despite their slowed speed, I couldn't really keep up with them. Actually, I felt enervated all around.

Just then, a terrible pileup was forming ahead of me. In fact, one or more of the vehicles were in the process of exploding. To save myself, I slowed time almost to the point of stopping. I then ran well ahead of the site of the accident.

The dream collapsed shortly afterwards, and I woke up.

Scrap Group 2
At home. Mom was in the kitchen, while Nevena was doing karaoke in the living room. Oddly enough, she was singing to the tune of Holy Diver by Dio. I jubilantly joined in with her. Seems we both flubbed the lyrics at times.

Something about watching Ed, Edd, 'n' Eddy?

Achieved a DILD in the early morning. Last night reminded myself to do the palm RC , it looks like it worked .

I was in my bed when I checked my fingers ,and they looked weird for some reason. I stood up and I had a bad headache and dizziness big time , could barely walk , felt like I'm drunk or drugged, the pressure in my head was piercing. I quickly approached the door and then idk what happened

a few times I did go blind, tried to stabilize but then I woke up.

Date of Dream: SUN 7 OCT - 2018



Dream No. 445 - Separated Sections

Dream 445 A - Falling To A Game Over
I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I was inside this bizarre complex that I can’t quite describe. It was a mix of inside a house, a shopping centre, it looked like a bit of everything. My other grandma was there and also she didn’t really speak in the dream, I could somehow tell that she was the one behind me being trapped in this complex. At one point, I tried to find a way out through the windows but they were bolted with a fly-screen on the outside and at one point, my grandma walked past and so I had to get away from there.

A bit later in the scene, when my grandma was gone, Young Cricket happened to appear, once again not speaking, and directed me to one of the windows. I went over to that window myself and tried to be as quiet as I could to work my way out of there so my grandma wouldn’t catch me. I thought it would just be one or two panels to open but I counted them and there was actually fifteen of them! It felt like ages but soon, air was flowing into the complex and I did not hesitate to get the heck out of there.

I was now in this completely unknown area but somehow, it felt like the inside of some game. I wasn’t myself either and rather, I was playing the perspective of Violet Parr who was wearing her casual clothes but also her mask and had this really bright purple aura around her. There were other characters in this game simulation, which I can tell were controlled by other members of the American Gamerland Podcast community. Some of the other characters included Mario, Yoshi and Sonic.

As Violet, I moon-jumped to some very high places. I was curious to see how high I could go and so that’s just what I did. She ended up on top of this very tall tower which the dream was making me think was the top of the Empire State Building in New York. The dream camera showed this lower area below where Violent was expected to land when she jumped off the tower. She jumped off with no problem but for some reason, Violet wasn’t landing anywhere close.

She was actually nowhere near the required area and rather landed on the concrete, in-fact missing the grass by just an inch. The dream camera shook as she hit the ground on impact and then I could here one member of the Gamerland Podcast community saying, “Oh oops, it look’s like Karla’s gone. I wonder what character she’ll come back as”. I didn’t end up returning though and rather the dream ended.

Dream 445 B - He's In The Sitting Room (Lucid Dream 28)
I don’t remember what happened at the start of the dream. From where I do remember, I was in the backyard and I was talking to a few people. Ever since the start of the dream, I had active intentions to seek 18-Volt but I only really got that conscious awareness when I got into the garage. Someone was following me but I forgot who it was. Then after that, the person disappeared and I seemed to be by myself.

I was now looking at the position of the cars in the garage and I believed this to be the start of my strong lucidity. First of all, it was just my mum’s car in on the left side and the right side was empty. Without the roller door opening, my grandma’s car drove itself into its usual right side position in the garage. Because I was lucid, I noticed that the car did not park very well and it was so close to my mum’s that it could scrape the side doors.

I verbally instructed for my grandma’s car to fix itself in which it started reversing. It reversed in a way that it would get closer to the other car though, so I had to instruct it to stop again. I then told the car to turn the opposite way as it reversed. Due to full consciousness, I felt somewhat frustrated at times when the car would get so close to my mum’s again. Eventually though, the car did end up fixing itself so it was correctly centred into its position in the garage.

Then it time for me to head into the house and that’s when I saw my brother downstairs. I asked him if he knew where 18-Volt was and he said he didn’t. I then decided to stick my head around the corner and look in my brother’s bedroom. I was expecting to see 18-Volt maybe sitting on the couch but he wasn’t. I then went upstairs and asked my mum if she knew where 18-Volt was. She told me “he’s in the sitting room”.

I slowly and carefully wondered into the sitting room and indeed I could perceive a hint of 18-Volt’s energy. Once again, I bent my head the other way and noticed that something was happening on the far armchair next to the window. The throw that was draped over it began to rustle… But just as 18-Volt was about to appear, the dream forced a fade-out on me

Transition (445 B -> 445 C)
I actually knew what the dream was doing! It was trying so hard to wake me but I literally bolted my eyes shut. I was in the void for a long time and at some points, I felt like I was definitely going to wake but I still kept holding on. After what felt like even a few long minutes, the dream entered into exactly the same setting and I was able to link the concept of the previous dream into this one.

Dream 445 C - I've Grown To Trust Him (Lucid Dream 28+)
This time, I started out in the dining room where I had originally asked my mum the question, “where’s 18-Volt?” but this time, I was in the area by myself. I was going to go back into the sitting room to attempt to speak to 18-Volt again but I stopped myself, with my mind telling me, “It’s not worth it. If you do that, you’re just going to wake up again”. So instead, I made the decision to head over to the kitchen and confront my mum.

Indeed, my mum was standing in the kitchen, looking as if though she had just been washing the dishes. I came to her with a look of disbelief on my face, like I felt she was the one behind the forced fade-out. But then because I was lucid, this scenario felt pretty normal, like I was dealing with her as if we were having a real life argument. I eventually gathered up the strength to speak to her.

I said, “Mum, please, like, can you please let me do this?”. Also just like in real life, she looked at me suspiciously as if I plotting something… As if. I told her, “I’m trying to make an effort here so that I can face up to my fears”. She asked me “why?” and that’s when I thought “you must be dumb or something”, I found it so hard to get through to her and her challenging ways. I said out loud to her, “Because of the work experience thing”.

I was now absolutely annoyed with my mum and her overprotective ways. I think I finally knew what she was thinking; was she thinking that maybe 18-Volt was a sleaze and that I just wanted to get out with some boy? To sum it up, she didn’t trust 18-Volt. I managed to stay calm and I told her, trying to reassure her “Mum, I’m doing this for a reason. He’s been really good to me, he’s helped me throughout some very difficult times and I’ve grown to trust him”. As I was saying this, I perceived an energy from 18-Volt again, I managed to visualise him smiling at me in a warm, humbled manner, like he could actually hear what I was saying and he was in awe of it.

My mum was trying to act like she was okay with it but deep down, I could tell that she still wasn’t convinced; she looked as sour as ever. For a moment, it looked like she was going to let me continue on with the dream and I was hoping this would be the case. But when I leased expected it, the dream faded out on me and I was back into the void.

Ending
I still wasn’t going to give up and glued my eyes shut for dear life. I was still in the void when this happened but there started to become projections of funny cat videos on Facebook to try and distract me out of my focus. Additionally, the tingly sensation increased as if I was being forcefully lifted out of the dream. Eventually, I thought to myself, “It’s okay, you’ve done well, you haven’t lost. You tackled a problem” and so I decided to wake up.



Dream 445: Results (Competition #8)

445 A
Competition Night: 2
Lucid or Non-Lucid?: Non-Lucid
Dream Guide: Young Cricket
Emergency Team: None
Eligible For Competition Points: Yes

445 B
Competition Night: 2
Lucid or Non-Lucid?: Lucid
Dream Guide: None
Emergency Team: None
Eligible For Competition Points: Yes

445 C
Competition Night: 2
Lucid or Non-Lucid?: Lucid
Dream Guide: None
Emergency Team: None
Eligible For Competition Points: Yes



Points For This Entry: 19.0
Calculation Details:
- Full Non-Lucid Dream (1.0)
- Control Another Object or DC: Violet Parr (1.0)
- First Lucid Of The Night (10.0)
- Was Introduced via WBTB (2.0)
- Subsequent Lucid (5.0)

+ Previous Total: 4.5
Total Accumulated Points: 23.5

Dream One

This dream seems to take place in a futuristic sci-fi setting. I am also a woman in this dream.

I am in some kind of space ship or drop ship. The crew is equipping me with a high tech body suit/armor and weapons. I look over the suit and ask how it works. I only remember one of the men saying, "No buttons. All biometrics." The man then puts a high tech space helmet over my head and it locks itself to the rest of my suit. The helmet display turns on and briefly displays numbers and diagrams that I don't understand. A man signals and says that preparations are complete. A wall next to me opens downward into a ramp and reveals the outside world. "We'll bring you above the forest for an easy entrance," said another man.

The ship quickly moves across the sky and comes downward until it abruptly stops just above a forest. It hovers there for a moment and a man pushes me forward. I stumble forward and awkwardly jump/fall out of the ship. The arms and legs of my suit glow red and tighten as I brace myself for impact with the ground. There is a small clearing in the forest that my display points out to me. I hit the dirt on all fours. It only hurt slightly.

I got onto my feet and tried to orient myself. I wanted to know where I had to go. My attention immediately shifted to something moving on a nearby cliff. It is humanoid in shape and all black like a shadow. The shadow moves quickly across the cliff and then fires a green plasma bolt at me. The bolt misses and hits the ground next to me. I start to run away but the shadow jumps across the trees and then onto me.

I don't recall the full encounter. We fight physically and exchange blows briefly. I pull a pistol from the hip and hit the shadow in the chest with a purple plasma bolt. The creature is knocked back and falls to the ground. It no longer moves, but it continues to breathe. I notice the armor it is wearing is similar to mine. I step closer to it and it looks at me and growls. I decide to run away again before it can get back up.

"What the hell was that?" I ask myself. A voice then comes through the radio in my helmet. He says, "That shadow was stalking you. Can't believe it found you so fast." I do not recall the full conversation. I keep running and he tells me to move towards the city.

The dream skips and I am now in a city. It looks like a war had taken place here. There's rubble everywhere and many buildings are damaged, on fire, or even fully destroyed. There are many barricades in the streets and destroyed vehicles. There are no humans in sight; only aliens with weapons on patrol.

These aliens don't look like the shadow stalker. They are not wearing a full suit of armor, just basic stuff. They are generally humanoid and have reddish-orange skin tone. They are tall with longish limbs and neck. Spherical heads that are not smooth but full of ridges and bumps. They have what looks like tentacle hair and more than 2 eyes. Not the whole picture but can't think of any better ways to describe them.

I am hiding in a bush and want to get into a 10 story building across the street. I start sneaking across the street and use the barriers for cover. My suit partially blends in with the environment as I move. I get into the building through a side entrance in an alley. There are some aliens nearby and I hide inside a chest until they move on.

I go up the stairs to what I think is the 4th floor. It looks like it used to be an office building before it was trashed and destroyed. My visor highlights an objective on the other side of the building. I run towards it through some collapsed walls and over holes in the floor. It appears to be an executive room with a large white trapezoid desk in the center. On the left side of the room there is another collapsed wall that opens the room to the alley. Across the alley is another building with a collapsed wall. There are two aliens armed with rifles there.

The aliens weren't looking in my direction or paying attention. I sneak over behind the desk and see a computer system under it. I turn on the computer and its displays onto my helmet's visor. I hack into a server and start downloading the data. "I'm in and retrieving the data now," I whisper into the radio. I then start to wonder to myself why I have a woman's voice. I realize it is because I am dreaming.

Being lucid, I start to think I about leaving and doing something else. I don't want to sit around a wait for a download. My helmet then alerts me of a fast moving target nearby. I see the shadow stalker from before running up the street and it comes into the alley. "How the hell did he find me again?" I say out loud. I take a marksman rife off my back and look down the sights. The shadow starts climbing the other building and I take shots at it. This marksman rifle fires small and precise orange plasma bolts. I miss a couple shots but manage to land one his shoulder. He jumps from the other building towards mine and I slow down time. He is still in the air and he is firing at me with a pistol. I shoot him in the chest and dodge his plasma bolts. Time goes back to normal and he falls to the floor in front of me.

The other aliens now have their attention set on me. They shoot at me and I take cover behind the desk. It is surprisingly sturdy and protects me from their bolts. I pop out of cover and shoot both aliens in the head. The stalker then gets up and pulls the rifle out of my hands. I wrestle with it and knock it out with a super charged punch. Bolts then come at me from the area I initially entered the floor from. I see a swarm of aliens moving across the office floor. I pick up an assault rifle the stalker had strapped to his back and spray at them. I kill a couple but the rest take cover and fire back. I duck down behind a small wall and filing cabinet.

I continue the firefight as several more aliens arrive. The helmet display tells me how much ammo I have left. The assault rifle runs out of ammo and I am forced to switch to my two pistols. Sparks are flying all around me and holes are being put in what walls remain. Even the desk was getting torn up. The alien reinforcements continue to arrive and they move up towards my position. I am running very low on ammunition. "I can't stay here anymore! I need to leave!" I start shouting. In this moment my helmet tells me that the download is complete. I dive behind the desk and pull a floppy disk out of the computer.

"I got the disk!" I say into the radio. The man over the radio responds back, "Your position is overrun! Move to the next building and get out!"

I slow down time again and jump over the desk. I empty one of my pistol clips into the aliens moving towards the room. I then turn and run towards the collapsed wall. I use my second pistol to shoot at a couple aliens in the other building as I jump across the gap. Time returns to normal as I land into the next building. I finish off these two aliens and run towards the stairwell. I go down the stairs and end up in what looks like a storage room. There are more stairs beyond this room that seem to lead down into a sewer or tunnel network.

There is another alien on guard in this room. It reminds me of the shadow stalker but it is not fully suited, just lightly armored. I stay behind a wall and kick it to make some noise. The alien moves to investigate the noise. As it comes around the corner, I pull out a combat knife and charge at the guard. I grab hold of his shoulder and thrust the knife into his neck. This doesn't kill him but causes him to only make low gurgling noises. He grabs me and sinks his claws into my armor. He pulls me close and attempts to bite me with razor sharp teeth. We struggle for a moment and fall to the floor. I manage to pull the knife from his throat and stab him in the chest. This kills him and I take the knife and run into the sewer.

The dream skips and I am climbing out of the sewer in another part of the city. I see a fight taking place in a shop nearby. I run to it and see a man and a woman kill a few aliens. The fight is over by the time I get into the shop. The man and woman are friendly and they help me restock on ammo. They also hand me a new gun that looks like a taser, but I never get a chance to use it. I ask them for help getting out of the city and they come with me. We make our way down the street and the shadow stalker appears on an overpass above us. We get ready to fight, but the dream ends here.

Dream One

I was on a large ship in the ocean. In the distance, coming ever closer, I could see many islands. The majority of these islands were raised hundreds of feet above sea level. They had steep rocky cliffs. They were tropical islands and very full of greenery. It's never stated by anyone in the dream, but I believe this is a region of Ethos known as the Splintered Archipelago. I have never been here before. The ship starts to pass through among the islands. Someone of higher rank mentions to me that I have over 1000 more days of servitude left. It's not necessarily slavery, but it seems I am bound by a contract to serve an organization. Based on some conversations about guilds aboard the ship, I believe that I may be in service to an explorer's guild. There may even be members of other sorts of guilds aboard the ship.

The dream skips and I am now in the ship's interior. I am in a large room with a single table. I am standing next to many other people in a circle surrounding the table. Only two people are sitting at the table across from each other. This meeting appears to be political or business in nature. One of these men was the leader of an empire. They were discussing the expansion of his empire into the archipelago. The man on the left removed a folder of secret documents from his bag and slid it across the table. A deal had just been made. I remember getting a strong feeling of mistrust in this moment. I believe the man passing over the documents is trying to deceive the other man. "He's lying." I whispered. They continued discussing their plans and I wake up.

Dream Two

I am on a ship again but this time it is an air ship flying high above the archipelago. I am at the bottom of the ship standing by an open hatch that reveals the world below. A man next to me is giving me orders. He points to a large island below and it becomes highlighted in my own vision. He tells me that I must go down there and explore the area. He wants me to chart the area and bring back any artifacts or items worthy of research. He says that good work will help take days off my time of servitude. I jump off the ship and start diving down to the islands. I see more detail as I get closer. I see that there are some villages, ancient ruins, and old forts on the islands. There are also many boats in the water. I remembered that I had seen the archipelago in a previous dream. I become lucid as I continue to fall and examine the islands. It's not a high degree of lucidity and I still carry out my original objective. I move towards the area that was highlighted in my vision. It appears to be an ancient tower.

The dream skips and I am now in a cove. The water is shallow and it is full of crates and debris from a wreckage. I start to break open crates in the shallow water to see what I find. I only remember finding rope, small tools, and some coins. There was a very large crate in the water. It was twice my size. I couldn't find a way to open it, so I tried to break it open by hitting it with a board. The crate quivered when I hit it. It was as if it was made of jello. It also growled at me after I hit it. I sensed now that it wasn't a crate but something alive. I even thought that it might have been a mimic. I woke up before I could find out.

When I made this account I was into LDs and writing my dreams down. I ended up forgetting about it. These are just some of the dreams that I found hidden in my old books, there's another one that I really wanted, but I can't find it. There are 10 in total.


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May 24, 2018

I'm in some kind of cavern, the walls are rock and dirt. There are these sentries like robots scattered around the area. I'm not sure what they do, so I don’t hide just yet, when one spots me, it's blue light turns red and it shoots this laser. I duck behind a rock, it makes a blackened mark on the wall behind me. Now warier, I make my way to my left, going up to a wall, it has a ladder on it, I climb it quickly, as I reach the top a sentry sees me, I jump behind another rock before it can fire. Gazing around, I noticed that the ceiling had tons of pipes and wires hugging it. There were also more sentries around me. Two were right below me, at least four somewhere in front of those, another four or so to my left. I didn't know what to do. As I stayed behind that rock, I saw someone, they had a weapon in their hand, wearing all black, I can't really remember his skin, but his hair was also black. He is breaking all the sentries, going for each one, dodging their lasers. I watch as he breaks one of the ones below me. The other laser powers up.

"There's another one!" I yell to him, pointing at the one below me, he stares at me for a moment before smashing the next one.

His name is Nathaniel, Nathan for short. We stay together and try find a way out. I'm not sure what happened entirely. This is one of the first dreams, it could even be from yesterday. All I know is that his arms were around me, holding me, I can feel his heartbeat under my hands. It's so peaceful holding him. I even woke up saying his name.

There was a storm dream, had a boat, but it's boring.

I was standing in Lionel and Megan's yard. There was no house behind me however, no roads. Just fields. The sky was cloudy, and it was very windy, the clouds seemed to be forming funnels. I sighed and looked around, trying not to think about the impending doom. I honestly didn't feel like being in a tornado at that moment. There were two others with me, one was I-Pin from KHR, and the other might have been Katanna. I went up to I-Pin and asked her if I can see Nathan again. She seemed hesitant, I asked again, and she took my hand. Leading me to a box. I thanked her and went in. The box took me back to the cave. This time without the sentries. I stared at it for a moment, seeing no sign of Nathan, I sat down. It took a few seconds before he came out of the box. I jumped up and yelled his name. He looked up at me. I smiled and tackled him, hugging him.

We stayed together most of the time. I asked him if he was mad at me, about what, I'm not sure. I was in a hospital in one of my other dreams, cleaning blood off walls. We were in this room, it had a hospital bed in it, he was laying on it while I was looking through something.

"I can see the real you... you look beautiful." I froze and turned to him.

"Sure..." To me, being who I really am in my dreams, it's different, how I want to see myself and what I really look like... it's weird. I want to be who I really am, or at least resemble my dream self. It's hard... but it was reassuring. In my mind, who would want someone like me? A big woman who acts like a child half the time. I know I need to change, need to let go of my past, but, I just can't seem to let it go. Parts of my past haunt me, and it hurts. It hurts so much. Nathan saying he wanted me... it's weird, and I'm not sure how to feel about it.


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Feb 7, 2018

Just had a weirdo dream, Dana and I were outside, she was looking for someone, I was making fun of her for it, I followed her near the old house, standing atop a large snow hill. Suddenly, I fell into the snow, I screamed for her help, telling her that I was sorry and I loved her lol. I dug my way out the side, as I came through gasping for air, I felt the snow atop me starting to weigh down on me. I screamed for Dana again, digging myself out, I ran towards her. Freaked out, the two of us grab this rope and run. I feel the rope tighten around my ankle, looking back to the old house, I see two guys holding onto it, they were ghosts. I try get the dogs to attack them for some reason, soon we were screaming and trying to escape. I see another face floating in front of us, Dana is scared of it, but I recognized it.

“GRIM!” I screamed out, he had his arms crossed and was staring at the two holding us captive. I scream for him, he glances my way and tells me to go. Dana and I ran into the house where it was safe. When the door was closed behind me, I saw a dog covered in green and red markings, kinda looked like kanji. I talked to grandpa, he had this chocolate spray thing? He sprayed paper and told me to ask Ducky about why they were following me. I had also commented to Dana that Grim never used to look like that. My own thoughts were that he was killing himself staying here protecting me… All in all, it was an odd dream.

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Nov 24, 2017

Some ugly ass clown thing was dragging me the the stairs on Sonia's, I was calling out for my dad or Aunty. I got to the middle part by the door, I was starting to get desperate, by using Jesus Christ's name, I was able to weaken it in order to stand up. The thing rushed at me, trying to bite me. I managed to use my hands to keep it away, I can feel it's ugly teeth on my fingers. I somehow managed to kick it down the stairs and run up the rest, laying myself between Sonia and another person, who for the most part, I assumed was my dad. I begged her to pray with me, for some reason or another, she refused. Though I know the the real one would in a heartbeat. Anyway, I hid by her like a baby, even going under the blanket for a moment. I looked up by the TV and seemed to see it again, only it was just a book. I think that's what made her not want to pray? She thought it was because I was watching scary movies?

"Maybe I'll just wake up Jace for the hell of it." As I said that I looked to the other person beside me. He was already awake. He asked me what was wrong. I told him about said ugly clown.

"It was just a dream, if it wasn't my fingers would be bloody!" I had laughed it off showing him my hands, his face was serious though, he jumped up and grabbed his sword before going to the other room, presumably to talk to the other shadow hunters. He then went down the stairs. I couldn't fall back asleep, so I got up and got a drink of sprite. According the the light from the door, it was around morning. Jace came back up the stairs, my sprite was now Pepsi, he stood by the door, I was at the top.

"I need you to lure it out, it seems connected to you." I blanched.

"Absolutely not! Are you crazy!?" The guy seemed silly for a moment, seemingly to try lighten the mood.

"Would you rather I do it while you're awake, or have it come for you when your asleep?" I scowled at him. He held up three of his fingers, I shook my head no, he held up another three, again I said no. Soon I woke up. Still kind of shook from that dream tbh. At least Jace was hot, kind of a mix between the movie and Netflix version, more of the way I pictured him in my mind. I think there was more to this, I barely remember, but there was a dead baby, I said it was dead in the dream but it was clearly alive? Idk but I covered it up, and told it that it can uncover its face when I fell asleep, something happened and then I ran upstairs triggering above.


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Jan 5, 2017

This dream was a while back.

The dream took place in a swamp like area, it had burnt and broken buildings littered around it. It also had small bodies of water that looked like they were filled with blood. Lilly pads were scattered all around in the water, and trees were everywhere.

I remember being there before, but I knew for a fact that I had died last time. I remember the broken, roofless house, the house I had died in. I avoided it. Lots of people were scattered about, attending some type of party. Everything soon went to hell. Instead of being in the house and dying instantly, I was by some monster trucks this time. I climbed on and told the two in it to drive. A vampire jumped into it with us, as the truck was like a convertible, it had no roof. The vampire tried to kill us, I ended up knocking it down, or maybe one of the others did. Suddenly there are two werewolves, one with strawberry blond mane and the other jet black.

They started fighting the vampire, it ended up hurting the lighter one, and was about to hurt the darker one. Without thinking, I jumped off the truck and killed it, as if them. I felt a connection the the darker one.

They transformed into humans and I helped them into the truck. If we could make it down the road, we would reach a military base where we would be safe. More vampires came, I ended up jumping off and distracting them while the other two escaped. I was going to die... again. I ended up realizing I was dreaming, becoming semi-lucid. Wanting to see where they went, I flew after them.

I got into the truck as we began to approach the base. I’m not lucid anymore, as I only wanted a different ending. The military guys say on of us is infected, that if we don’t get rid of him, they will shoot us all. I knew it was the light haired wolf. Who for some reason had black hair as a human. He reminded me of Alec, from the Mortal Instruments.

I told the other wolf, Alex, we had to throw him off. He didn’t want to. Alex and Alec were like brothers. In the end Alex listened to me, and tossed the in-pain-dying boy off the edge. He was about to throw his ring with him, I stopped him and caught it.

“Don’t.” He asked me why. I told him it was the only thing he had left of Alec, funny thing was, it was sliver.

So, after we entered, we ended up in a mall like place. It had the layout of my school for some reason. I wore the ring on my left thumb, since it was to big for my other fingers.

We settled in, in order for Alex to control and keep his co diction from others, he took special pills. The people somehow found out and tried staging something in my bathroom. Alex and I were signing papers to get a bigger house, when I needed the bathroom. I ended up running back to my apartment, I ran past some guy in a white hazmat suit.

“I need to pee!!” When I entered, there were two guys in there. One was switching Alex’s pills, and the other was placing something into the toilet. I ended up asking what they were doing. They told me that Alex did this and that they had to arrest him. I argued that he couldn’t have done it as he was with me the whole day. I threw a fit and ran, pulling a fire alarm on my way out. I ran through a class room, telling them it was a false alarm as I ran, an announcement was made over the intercom telling them about it.

Alex joined me outside, he was concerned. At this point I realized I was in love with him. I told him about the hazmat guys, then we left.

He was running in wolf form while I flew through the air. I saw blue fairies trapped in bubbles, so I freed them. I also had the great fairy mask from MM for some reason.

Alex and I went to this boat thing, we were fighting to get through men trying to capture us. I used the fire ball jutsu from Naruto, along with some earth jutsu.

We got into a sunken ship tying to escape, turns out they wanted us there. Once inside I noticed that guys were hiding on the sides, before I can warn Alex, they shot us with tranquilizers.

I could feel it shutting down my system, fighting it, I dragged myself into a platform. After regaining my breath, I turned to Alex. One of the men had him, had swam up behind him. I jumped back into the water to try save him. I was to late. The man had broken Alex’s neck. I dragged Alex through the water to the platform, trying in vain to wake him up.

I snapped

Turning into a being filled with rage and power, I killed everyone on that ship. A tattered black cloak covered my body, a blank white mask hid my face, twin scythes held in my hands, drenched in the blood of my enemies.

Alex ended up being alive in the end.

Later on I was in a mall with my sister. But in bras and pants. The cashier said something, Tia told him not to anger me, reminding him of what I was. She wasn’t afraid of me, just people setting me off. After that he said I can take anything for free. I saw a blank mask on the wall, it reminded me.

“I am the symbol of fear.” The blank white mask, no holes, just a smooth mask.

I was set off again and killed more people.

In the end, Alex still loved me, and I killed a bunch of people.

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Oct 4, 2016

The top of the school was somehow flooded, ever evacuated the school and all sat in the front in the parking lot. My sweater was in front of me on the ground, I was wearing jeans and a grey shirt. At my sides were people, they each talked to the people around them. On my right was Robert, or Robbie as people call him, and on my left was Tanner, though I didn't know his name at the time. I couldn't see the person in front of me or behind me. Everyone saw a semi-truck drive by, it had a picture painted on its side of a pinup girl, I think her name was cookie or something, from a TV show I had watched the other day. I was getting cold, so I got up and went to my car to grab m sister's DIO sweater. I put it on and got in the car. Connie was driving the car, as I didn't like driving in the city. I went home.


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April 29, 2016

There was this swarm thing. Sean and I were in a truck, driving down the dump road, we ended up hitting a broken car. In the car were 4 kids, they were alright thankfully. We ended up getting onto a four-wheeler and taking the kids home with us. At this point I realized my powers were not working.

Sean and I walked around the house, looking for things that could help us. I went back into the house and asked about the kids, they told be they were gone. Taking my broken Ipod, I rummaged through other electronics, I ended up building some type of sensor thing, this is how we found out about the swarm.

Gathering weapons, we went to find the children, they showed up on the radar, then the swarm swallowed them whole. We ran to the area and saw it. There were thousands of bugs, they ended up attacking us, I tried to shoot them away, but remembered my powers didn't work. I was stung by the insect like beings. We ran away.

Somehow I ended up singing 1000 words, it awakened my powers, using fire, I rid of the swarm. I woke up.

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Aug 3, 2016

I was in this apocalyptic world, zombies were everywhere, I might have even been one. Then this guy shows up, dragging me along with him through some kind of adventure, I wasn't even aware, I could see things passing by me, but I couldn't really think, I was just a mindless zombie.

The man's name was Terry, he had long dark hair tied in a low pony-tail, dark coloured eyes, and was taller than me.

He spoke to me about dreams, showed me ways to control them, yet none of them stuck. I couldn't understand. By the time I became lucid, I was close to waking up. He refused to answer anything I asked him, just smiled at me and left. I was at this modern like house, there was a rock near it, I sat on it as it lifted me away, showing suck a vividly beautiful scenery, birch trees scattered everywhere, a beautiful blue lake, and tons of field all around, nothing touched by the greedy hands of humanity.


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? 2016

The setting is a modern like Sandy Bay, the Arena is now an apartment building/school. I lived in it with my husband, I was pregnant, I wasn't big, I just knew I was pregnant.

I walked around the building, laughing as I peaked into classrooms. I ended up walking across the street, trying to find one of my classmates. Unable to find him, I went back to the other building. For the hell of it, I began kicking in classroom doors and running from the scene. I knew I was dreaming, becoming semi-lucid. I would become invisible and mess with the Dcs. I could hear my footsteps echoing off the floor and walls, I was wearing heels. A teacher ended up chasing me around, catching me in a dead end. I grabbed a remote, it controlled a water gun attached to the ceiling. I sprayed her with it, she screamed and ran away.

I went back to my room laughing, my husband got back after me and asked what I found funny. I told him I was trolling people, he did not find it amusing. At this point I remembered my last dream, the one with Terry. I asked my husband if he knew Terry and where I would be able to find him. All he did was smile and tell me that he knew. All of a sudden, his mood changed, he was glared at me and turned away, telling me harshly that I had to find Terry on my own. I got mad and yelled at him, he ignored me. We were then in a restaurant full of people. I asked again, he turned to me and screamed.

“FIND HIM YOURSELF!” I yelled back at him, becoming angrier with each second, the volume in the restaurant began increasing, my head began pounding.

“EVERYBODY SHUT UP!” They all turned and stared at me in shock, I began to walk to the door, shoving my way past my husband. I kicked the door down and walked out onto the street, the restaurant I was in was now a bus. I was standing in the street, I was so angry. My husband came to the door and began to yell to me, I couldn't hear him. A nice silver/white car came driving down fast, the driver looked shocked and tried to slam the breaks.

It was to late.

I raised my leg and slammed my foot down on the hood of the car, stopping it in place and making it fly over my head. I grabbed it and threw it into more cars. Glass flew everywhere, I could feel it brushing my skin every now and then.

I rolled to the side of the street, avoiding even more carnage, wiping any glass off my arms. I could feel it as I brushed it away. I changed the cars into trains and began throwing them around.

A loud noise was heard above me, this transformer like thing fell from the sky. I ran from it, jumping from roof top to roof top. I was the corn plant from Garden Warfare 2, I shot it with corn as I ran. I ended up on a mountain, becoming myself. I sat there and looked down at the devastation that I had caused. I could hear the transformer seal thing getting closer. I closed my eyes and laughed bitterly, waking myself up in the process.

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? 22, 2016

All I remember is being in the bathroom, trying to get water, but the tap didn't work. I heard something, turning to the noise, I saw this black portal thing, a dark hand began to reach out from it. I froze for a moment before backing away. The hand kept on reaching out, stopping at the shoulder. I began screaming and crying, my dad ran into the bathroom to ask what was going on. I just pointed at the wall sobbing. The words stuck with me.

“It found me! Help me it's coming!”

Dad couldn't see it, the hand just kept trying to grab me. I woke up soon after.


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? 2016

Harley Quinn had a Joker baby, we somehow ended up killing the Joker and sealing his soul in a painting. Once Harley was gone, the Joker went crazy, shouting that no one would be able to hold him, he managed to escape and kill one of the crew members.

I was on a ship with three others, each one controlled a part of the ship, it would only ever move when everyone used their control console. Each had their own cabin. I felt something off, I left my room to go check on the control centre. I saw the occupant be killed by the ghost of the Joker.

Screaming, I ran out to go inform the others. The joker chased us, killing another in the process. Turning all the thrusters on, we managed to expel him off the spacecraft with the help of a Sealers ghost.

As we continued on towards our destination, the Joker managed to posses a ball, the forge ball from Halo 3, he chased after us and attacked our ship. I took control and led us to a highly advanced planet. The orb was obliterated by their defence system.

We landed, once we were out of the ship, we were told to remove all weaponry, complying with their rules, I removed the giant gun I was holding, rangers, a spaz 12, assault rifle, and a sword + more. Elsa took out less than me. She was disgusted by the creatures, I calmed her down. I spoke their language fluently, I remember his deep voice saying, “You speak our language beautifully.”

He led us around, we were finally able to relax. We went to these indoor hot-springs, Elsa and I went into the female only part. Elsa was complaining about something, I ignored her. I told her there was a unisex side, she took off to go to it.

I saw from Elsa's point of view, she went to the unisex side, only to be repulsed by the creatures that inhabited it. She left, only to bump into an alien who looked like her, she went back to the other side.


I then saw from under the floor, I saw the two above me bump into each other, though I couldn't tell them apart. I swam up to them, breaking through the ice floor and swallowing one whole. I was some alligator type thing. I was the Joker.

My vision switched back to myself, the walls fell away as people began to scream and run, the Joker came for us, using his tail to cut the people in his way. A princely looking man tried to help us, only to be paralyzed by the poison on the tail. The alligator dug a hole and dropped us into it.

The paralyzing agent made us drool severely, I opened my mouth and let it all out, the other two copied me, soon enough we were able to move, I knew the Joker would come back to eat us. I began to dig a hole. The dream ended, but I somehow knew what would happen next.

I would dig a hole all the way to my ship, the three follow behind me, they want to escape, but I wanted to fight. I grabbed my weapons.

“If we don't stop him, no one will!” I knew that type of space gator, only certain weapons would be able to harm it. I picked up my giant gun, which looked like an M60.

Once we killed the Joker, the defense system would take out his soul.

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Yeah, these are just the ones I was able to find.

The one dream entry I can't find is about a guy, his name was Mr. Gravis, or along those lines, I think I even put Garris, I confused his name anyway. He acted odd, telling me that I was dreaming, startling me, getting me to kiss him, holding dream secrets over me. Overall, he was different than other DCs.

The dream starts out with a scenario very much like the waking one I must have just left: having trouble getting to sleep. I’m initially on a thin mat on the floor of a room in a house, in a sleeping bag, but I give up and move the sleeping bag to the couch, where I do finally manage to fall asleep.

The dream I subsequently find myself in is a lucid one. It went on for long enough to where entire segments of it have faded from memory, and I’m no longer entirely sure whether I have the order of the things right. But here goes.

The earliest parts, probably, were of flying over a city at night. I’m just looking around, observing my surroundings. I spot a brightly lit area—tennis courts—and fly down. But as I’m getting close, the lights suddenly turn off, leaving me in the dark. I imagine my wings—which I’ve been doing without until now—and use them to propel myself up from just above the ground. But not long after that, I figure that it might be better to walk—there are people I’m looking for here, and it might be easier to find them down there. So I land and continue going that way.

This city seems to be a modern one, and the area I'm in is well lit. To my right, I spot a large building that looks like a hotel, and further on is another one. No people around, though. I pause to examine some graffiti carved into the gray paint of a metal pillar, possibly supporting an overpass. Most of it is illegible scribbles, but I distinctly read the name “Joseph”.

Nobody else seems to be walking around. I do eventually spot some people (specifically, four guys and a ferret) through the glass-walled corner of a building and have a brief conversation with them, but it seems to cut off partway through, and I find myself as a disembodied point of view, looking at a bunch of grapes. They’re hanging on a vine that’s grown around a tree in a forest. I remember reading something on Dreamviews about being able to play with the perspective of visual imagery—and there’s no way in hell I’m going to be able to visualize that well while awake, so I figure I’ll try it now. I find I can change the angle just by intending to, can zoom in and have a closer look. Even close, it looks incredibly realistic.

But before I can get even closer, there’s another transition, and I find myself in a house. I’m near a large window—I can’t see anything outside since it’s light inside and dark outside, and it just looks black, but I figure I’ll jump through it and see what happens.

I jump straight through the glass as if it wasn’t there and find that what I saw before was actually accurate—there really is nothing here but featureless darkness. I don’t even seem to have a body anymore. I consider the situation. I’m not worried about waking up: I recall that I spent quite a while lying awake before this—having correctly remembered my waking life circumstances rather than mistaking the dream I fell asleep in for real, which isn't always what happens in these situations—and so I’ll still be catching up on sleep.

The idea occurs to me to sing a song, one I remember singing in choir when I was a kid. I then think that it’s kind of a silly song—why would I want to do that? But no, it’s better to go with my first thought. It’s probably the right one—it’s better not to second-guess this kind of thing. And so I sing it there.

Long ago, in a far off land,
Lived a child who loved to sing.
She opens up her fragile heart,
And the song, it takes wing…

Although it’s not exactly like I’m singing it, since I still seem to be somewhat disembodied. I’m surprised by how good my voice sounds here, though. It resonates in a way I wasn’t expecting in a space that appears to be a complete void.

At some point after that, after some unknown transition, I seem to be in the same house as before, just looking around. It has multiple floors, and above one staircase, I find what appears to be a clock playing a waltz-like melody. It sounds a bit like a calliope.

As I listen, it occurs to me to try another experiment. I clear my mind, getting everything else out of the way, then wordlessly sing, improvising a melody that might come after what I've already heard. And I find that what I'm singing exactly matches the tune the calliope clock is playing. It's as if, one way or another, we’re drawing from the same source, which is fascinating. So it is just me after all.

There’s quite a bit that happened after that, most of it involving the man who lived in the house—but, unfortunately, I can only remember the very end, as he was walking out. Shortly after that, I wake up.

(3.10.18)

Created Wednesday 03 October 2018

Got a decent LD to note (finally), along with some fragments.

Scrap Group 1
On a random (text-only) Discord channel. A woman geneticist complained about her domestic life, especially when it came to not having any children of her own. She admitted being so distraught by this, that she'd cloned her dead father, then adopted him. A major scandal ensued.

Watching Adventure Time with my nephew. Princess Bubblegum had illegitimately acquired a magical artifact. This made her the target of a bipedal cat. Finn and Jake arrived to her aid. Chase sequence in a small room. As this occurred, a suspicious wolf detective was observing their moves while sipping tea. The cat gets captured, upon which Finn and co. relieve a small red journal from its person. The wolf finally confronted the group, demanding they hand over the booklet. Suddenly, the journal vanished.

"Semi-lucid" (wasn't aware, but I unconsciously knew I was dreaming) in the void. I prance about in the darkness.

Dream 1 - Pit Descent, Cloud Ascent

Scene 1 - Down The Large Well
WILD transition straight to the void. Like above, I take a moment to celebrate before I actually compose myself. After flying around for a bit, I find a sizable round cobblestone enclosure, a deep pit in its center. Kinda like an old well, but much larger. Also, I noticed my wearing the clothes I had on in Monday afternoon. Anyway, I fell down the hole, and waited out a transition, rubbing my hands for good measure.

Scene 2 - Broom Ride Cloud Loop
The visuals were a bit dim. I was floating over a mountainous badlands, a soft yellow dusk sky above. Spent a good minute sightseeing, when a dust storm approached from the east. So, I plowed right through.

When the weather cleared, I found myself flying over a lifeless desert, pyramid in view ahead, and thick clouds covering much of the twilight sky. I dash up into a nimbus, which then reminded me of the like TOTM. I glanced down, and, as expected, found myself seated cross-legged on an old straw broom. Onwards I went, before finally getting to clear sky.

Things looked a bit brighter. There didn't seem to be much else, just clouds below, and silver blue skies in the horizon. I looked up, only to find another set of clouds about a mile above. So, I charged through that as well, but, found myself arriving at a similar place. I took off once more, only now, I had a lot of trouble breathing through the clouds' heavy vapors. Things destabilized. I could barely make it to the top, when the dream collapsed.

Scrap Group 2
False awakening in an unknown home. I was late for school (not a concern nowadays), so I skipped showering. Cut to the school's courtyard. I'm flying around, racing to the cafeteria in hopes of making it in time for breakfast.

November ToTM (Task of the Month) and Jack the Giant Killer ToTY 2018 (Task of the Year) Combined
~ Dream #1 ~
100% Lucidity

Approximate Real Life Time: Around 10 minutes
Approximate Dream Time: About one hour

Dream: A chilled, steel blade felt cold on my back. I had no scabbard to hold the sword, so it was strapped to a belt on my back. I felt the ice cold around me, cold enough to feel warm. The moonlight was glowing, and the stars shining. A clear night with a few small clouds in between. The place smelled of cold clean ice, and torches illuminated the area of a nearby town. I walked to the town and a group of people were gathered together in the middle of the night. I asked how I can help them, and they spoke of a large giant that comes out every month to take their gold. However they didn't have any gold, so the giant took one of their families every time he came. Stomping, crushing, and destroying entire houses with families inside. So many people scared for their lives, stayed outside when the time is near at the end of each month. The giant with brown cloths was coming towards the village. I slashed my sword upwards, also bringing my body higher. I was heading towards the giant, and I had to be quick so that the villagers would be safe. The giant grabbed my entire body, so I was unable to move. I struggled to move out of his tremendous grip. I pulled myself out, and I launched foward towards the giant's heart and pierced it with my steel blade. I held on tightly. The giant started to slowly fall to the ground, and it was over. I was triumphant in my task. I whipped up a broom and flew back towards the village. The breeze was chilled, and I had my eyes closed most of the time on the flight back. But snow started to fall, and it was beautiful. I eventually reached the village, and everyone was wondering what has happened to the giant. I told them that I have defeated the giant and they do not have to worry about it anymore. One woman came up to me, and offered her gold coin to me as a reward. I said, "No thanks, I do not need your money." I took out a small bag with gold coins that I've taken from the giant earlier, and I gave it to the villagers. I smiled as I went on my way to the mountains.

Extra: I started off in an area very famailar to me. It was the video game Overwatch, and the area seemed like the map called Nepal Village. I didn't notice this until I woke up after the dream ended.

Still sleeping about 8 hrs almost every night.

Had a short DILD 2-3 days ago. Just counted my fingers and realized. That's it, lol.

A WILD, I took 3x300 Alpha GPC at 2 am, woke up at 4:30 from a WILD. I saw myself walking between 2 parked trucks, or maybe tight store aisles. I realized I'm dreaming and I'm suddenly there. Later, I'm telling someone that I had a lucid.

Last night:

DREAM1

Like a video game. We have to get someplace. There are couple of possible paths we can take. All over water and some islands, and coral near the surface, so we could walk on it. Tropical waters in some places, cold, muddy, with ice on them in other. Was interesting.

DREAM2

Female leaves with her daughter to a new house. I stay behind with a man to finish packing. I leave in a truck, an 2 houses away from the old house, I feel the car shaking. First it's a long gentle wavy motion, getting stronger, then weaker and stronger again. It ends with 2 sharp jolts. I see a map of so cal in my mind, and I know this was the big one. 7.5. The woman returned and so did I.

Interesting dreams, kinda liked them.

Morning of October 2, 2018. Tuesday.

Dream #: 18,915-01. Reading time: 52 sec. Readability score: 42.



Dream state induction slowly begins as a stormy sea, though my dream self feels calm, peaceful, and cheerfully observant. Vestibular system correlation and water induction become integrated, though my dream self remains seemingly incorporeal.

Thunderbird 2 flies over the scene. Eventually, I see it on a rocky shore, oriented upwards at about a 20-degree angle. I perceive it as being only about three feet in length. Many tiny people walk around on the rocks, possibly checking its status, some of them probably from the model aircraft, though certainly not marionettes as they only seem about an inch high. There is no implied danger from the splashing waves.

There is an ambiguous transformation where I watch an ocean liner in the same orientation as Thunderbird 2 in the previous scene. It seems like a real ocean liner but is miniature, only about three feet in length.

I consider that the amusing ambiguous scenes are ultimately uninviting, so I semi-lucidly pull my orientation into a different state.

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The liminal association from a television series with marionettes (despite their replacement by tiny people) is an amusing transformation of the otherwise usual summoning of dream state denizens in the water induction stage, as a marionette implies subliminal, liminal, or lucid creation and control of dream state denizens by threads of the conscious self’s will.

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It begin as normal dream, I was walking with my 'best friend' in some town, when suddenly notice something is not right. So I looked around and asked him, what city is this, I don't recognize it. He didn't say anything. In that moment I saw two absolutely indetical cats and said in loud voice "lol dream artifacts"(I mean glithces like in games) and "am I dreaming". Then my 'best friend' get very upset and said "Why, why you are still able to recognize that you are dreaming, after I tried my best to stop you", I just looked him dazled:o. He was angry and babling some insults in low voice. He turned towards me "OK be your way, next time I will create the dream so perfect, that you will have zero chance to become lucid", he touch my forehead with his index finger. I couldn't move my body anymore, he looked in my eyes "[I]Wake up[/I]"(I heard the voice in my head). I wake up in my bed.