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    1. The Lust Returns

      by , 07-03-2012 at 02:02 PM
      Supplement Dose: 36.4 mg Menthol (Cough Drops)

      #1 - The Lust Returns [DILD]

      There was something going on in the beginning of the dream that I can't quite remember, but we were in a huge auditorium with multiple floors of seatings, and I was up on the second floor (which was kind of like a balcony overlooking the stage). There was a massive amount of people there, which is perhaps notable because I'm usually not in crowds this big unless I've taken some kind of dream enhancer. All I really remember about this part of the dream was that we had some kind of instructors or someone who was watching after us, I'm pretty sure my old friend S was there, and someone had pissed me off and subsequently was moved closer to the edge of the balcony, further away from me. Somehow, I think when I was turning to face the crowd behind me, the scene turned into a classroom. I almost want to say there was some strange 2D video game screen that flashed in between this, but my recollection of it is very hazy.... Anyway, once I was in the classroom I pretty much immediately became lucid. I looked at the screen which was pulled down and had the projector turned on, and there were very readable words on it but it was entirely gibberish, and I didn't really make an effort to remember any of it, though it was funny. I surveyed the class and noticed that everything was in extremely high detail, and the dream hadn't required any stabilization at all. That's nifty, usually things are falling apart for me by now. A bunch of the kids in the class had drinks, so I decided to do a taste test. I tried three different drinks, all of which were delicious. I want to say that one of them looked vaguely orange juice-like, and I think at least one or both of the others was/were soda. I return to the front of the classroom and say "Someone go get me lunch!", deciding that I wanted to try some food now too. This girl in the back of the class stands up and cheerily says "I'll do it! " Awww, she's cute. >w< I say that I'm going to hug her first on her way out and I basically jump up and wrap myself around her. So warm and soft. Suddenly my libido starts shooting up HARD. Oh no, this again! It was much stronger than last night too, so maybe it is a normal menthol effect for me.... The feeling just keeps rising and I'm not sure how much longer I can take it, I'm honestly afraid that I'm just about to explode. I squeeze the girl tighter... and then the dream fades, and I wake up. Intense. X)

      Dream Fragment - Apparently I said something on DV about how not everyone wants to be rich, and tommo was doubting if it was true.
    2. Zen Garden

      by , 07-03-2012 at 12:56 PM
      My life has been quite hectic recently and I've been under a lot of stress, so last night I incubated the idea that I wanted to have a peaceful dream where I can just enjoy the scenery and relax.

      As I was approaching lucidity yesterday (by focusing on flickering hypnagogic imagery) I experienced the famous 'light at the end of the tunnel' effect. I told my unconscious to direct me anywhere I would find peace and quiet. At that moment I felt a tremendous feeling of transcendence as my dream body flew across the world (more like astral projection than actual flight though). I 'flew' past sunsets and sunrises, oceans and savannas and ended up in a Zen garden high up in a mountain range somewhere. It was so high up that in the garden itself, there was a thin stream of mist which swirled around along with the wind, giving the whole place a new touch of elegance. The layout of the garden was very simple. At the center there is a rectangle patch of gravel and sand. On this patch lay two rocks, a large one placed on one end and a small one on the other end. There was a crystal clear pool of blue water in the middle of the patch. All of this was surrounded by a wall. Outside the wall was the actual 'garden' feature of the Zen garden. There were flowers, pruned bushes and trees planted throughout, with a walkway that led all the way to the entrance of the whole place. It was a miniature landscape designed to imitate the virtues of nature - peace, tranquility, beauty and harmony. A true place to relax the mind.

      Updated 08-07-2017 at 10:57 AM by 45106

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      lucid
    3. Lucid again!

      by , 07-03-2012 at 11:42 AM (Learning LDs)
      Dream #1:
      Started when I woke up from sleep during the night, my WILD attempt succeeded. Dream began at *that familiar junction*, night time, with me sleeping on the pavement. Soon I was joined by some IRL friends and small-talk ensued. A DC who claimed to be a cousin of one friend was present, I distinctly remember trying a joke which failed miserably

      Scene transition, its now (early) morning. I watch a Chinese Pug chewing on a plastic bag(?). Suddenly, it looks at me. I get the feeling it knows who I am, and that its my dream.

      Guess what?

      Little bastard starts chasing me. For no reason. I run in the first direction I can think of, cause dog chases are something I've never experienced (and I like my manhood firmly attached in its place)

      Soon I'm at a fly-over and that four legged monster is gaining ground on me. That's when I decide to go all Rambo and transform into a *motherfucking* red dragon! I really don't know how that came about, especially when I was trying to jump over and try slide the other way down the flyover.

      By now the pug had given up the chase, I decided to roam about in my new form. Flying is really awesome Suddenly, I come across some mountains and I've this weird feeling that I'm in Indian Army territory. Figuring a dragon would probably give em' a fight for their money, and not feeling very subservient, I stay air-borne despite warnings. Now, I'd guess the time was early-mid afternoon.

      Alas! Something clipped my (right) wing (no pain wtf :S) and I fell down, the dream ended and I woke up (human again noooooo!).

      PS: never struck me to try fire breathing. arghhh!

      Dream #2:
      Entered when I didn't disturb my SP, just tried incubating my room. Instead, I ended up in what seemed like a small shack, two windows on opposite sides and a door which lead to another room with a elevator-capsule-thing

      My company as usual were a couple of IRL people and one girl I wish I knew I remember thinking if we don't hurry up we're not going to make it to the moon launch (random). We all tried getting in, but the weight safety limit was exceeded so i got out with 2 others to take the next shuttle. Before that happened, I woke and this time for good.
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      lucid , memorable
    4. First Lucid Dream Since Joining DV

      by , 07-03-2012 at 07:41 AM
      Non-Dream Dream Lucid Dream

      First lucid dream in a LONG time!! I had many as a child but none in about 8 years. I will call this one my first since I can't remember how many I had previously.

      I am riding a motorcycle and I notice that it can do some amazing things that seem to defy physics. I say to myself "this is a dream!" I instantly "wake up" in one of my childhood homes in Anaheim. I am at the top of the stairs and I notice that although this is the Anaheim house, the stairs are from the Pam Ln house. Everything looks dark and not too vivid (it must be night time). I start hopping as if gravity is not very strong and this provides confirmation that I am lucid dreaming. I test it further by flying (or hovering) for a while then I wake up.

      At the time I had this dream I did not know about stabilizing techniques or how to improve clarity.
    5. Flying in the City

      by , 07-03-2012 at 06:14 AM
      Background

      I layed down and before I fell sleep, I partially projected into my dreamspace and changed it's foundation so that I would automatically have a lucid dream.

      The Dream

      I was in a baron wasteland, dry cracks in the ground desert style, and I randomly thought it would be cool to fly. Spontaneously, I thought of my body, then imagined myself floating up. And I started to go up. At first I stayed close to the ground, but worked my way up to 10 stories high and performing medium acrobatics. As I flew, I found a New York style city, it comprised of 15 buildings. I flew over to, then walked around for a bit.

      Next thing I knew it was nighttime, so Im flying around the buildings, not above them. I want to say that it was at that point I realized I was dreaming. I hear people talking atop one of the buildings. I flew up onto the building to investigate, and it was 4-5 teenagers who could fly too. The appearent leader, or one with the most leadership in him, told me I shouldn't use my abilities in the open. And they left, flew down and walked to a nearby railroad that had a broken down train on it.

      I watched what they were doing for a little bit, then decided that was boring and flew up in the air. I bolted away from the city at much speed. Then stopped. It was becoming daytime, and bad clouds were coming in. I decided that wouldn't stop me and I flew high. About 40 stories high. Then I saw a bolt of lighting go off within a cloud that was close to me. That sealed the deal, and I booked back to the city.

      I'm not sure if it was the same group of teenagers, but now I was walking around with a group of people (5-7 people). We walked away from the city and towards a 1910s styled group of buildings. We walked through a door and were inside the neighborhood. It was dark and the road was made out of cobblestone. I realized that I should take some provisions to ensure that the lucid dream would last for longer. So I turned to a kid in the group and told him," Go find George and tell him I'm in a lucid dream." Yes that's a reference to shared dreaming. My little brother is an excellent dreamer and he told me he would help me, but my dream space is fucked so he can only help me when Im lucid. And the kid understood all that.

      I also examined my hands to increase lucidity. On my thumbs were written in black sith-like text 'LIAR'. On the back of my hand and halfway down my forearm were written more things that I cant remember. Soon after that, the dream either ended lucidity or changed altogether. Note that a few other things happened in during lucidity that I can't really recall.

      Updated 05-21-2016 at 01:19 AM by 50595

      Categories
      lucid , task of the month
    6. Basic TOTM; Television Transmission TOTY (July 2, 2012)

      by , 07-03-2012 at 05:59 AM (Chronicles of Ethos)
      DreamLucidAwake

      Basic TOTM

      I was walking down a dimly lit hallway in some creepy old house. From one of the rooms I could hear the sound of a man crying. It walked into the room and it was very dark. I saw the crying man sitting on the floor holding something broken. Though I never met anyone like him in waking life, I recognized him as a friend in the dream.

      The idea of crying over a broken object was completely silly to me. So I sat down next to him and started crying to make fun of him. His crying was contagious though and I couldn't stop. Another man who I recognized as a friend walked into the room and he also started crying. My crying turned into laughter for a moment because I thought the situation was even more silly. I quickly went back to crying however.

      Chris then came running into the room.
      I quickly became lucid after seeing Chris because I of course recognize him as my main dream guide. He had this really crazy excited smile on his face and looked like he was about to explode with energy. He ran in waving his arms and holding giant muffins. Chris then handed me a vial filled with an orange liquid that sparkled. I had a feeling he wanted me to drink it, so I removed the cap and took a sip. It tasted kind of sweet orange juice.

      I stopped crying and my vision started to get blurry and warped. When my vision became clear again everything was brighter and very colorful. I also got an extremely happy and funny feeling. As I started walking around this new world, giant muffins as big as my head started popping up out of nowhere. This is sort of what I imagine being high is like. My vision also reminds me a bit of the new "pyro-land" feature on Team Fortress 2.

      I looked at the other two guys and noticed they had also taken a sip of Chris's potion. They had really crazy smiles on their faces and I probably had one too. They were also prancing all about the room while collecting muffins. The mood of the dream was right for it, so I did the same as them. I started eating the muffins and they were very delicious. I think I ate about 3 of them. The dream began to fade as the effects of the potion wore off.


      Television Transmission TOTY

      Unfortunately I can only remember the later half of this dream. I was already lucid and I was walking around a dimly lit mall. It looked like it had been abandoned for ages. Not a single person was in sight. Everything was filthy and broken. Plants were also starting to grow into the mall from the outside.

      I walked up the stairs of an escalator that was no longer functioning to the second floor. It was most likely due to the building no longer receiving power. On the second floor an electronics store consisting mostly of TVs caught my attention. I peered through the window glass to look inside. It was dark and full of broken electronics and a complete mess.

      As I was looking through the glass I felt someone's presence to the left of me. It felt like Chris's energy. I turned to look at it and I saw Chris stepping out of a portal in the wall. We didn't say anything, but yet it still felt like we had exchanged greetings. Chris pulled out some sort of electronic panel out of a backpack he was carrying. He pointed it at the store entrance and pressed a few buttons. A blue particle field quickly formed in front of the store entrance.

      Chris mentioned something about this being a time field. It became obvious that he wanted me to walk through it. I probably would have walked through it even if he told me not to. So I stepped through the time field and felt a strange vibrating and tingling sensation. The store also change from dark and destroyed to bright and well tended. I looked at a sign that read, "Grand Opening!". I had apparently traveled back in time to the early days of the mall to when this store first opened.

      There were still no people around there except for Chris who followed me through the time field. I looked around the store and it looked like they were only selling very old TVs. Well old in our time anyway. Everything in the store seemed to hint to me that these were the very first TVs to exist. "Want to see the very first TV show?" Chris asked. "Sure," I said.

      Chris walked over to a TV sitting in the back of the room. He flipped a couple switches and then turned a nob until images started to appear. There was no color and no sound to it. It looked as if two ghosts were moving around the screen. I wasn't quite sure what they were doing. The transmission ended after about 15 seconds. Chris then pulled out what I assume was a checklist and marked something off. "Well that's another task out of the way!" he said. It must have been a list of the tasks of the month and tasks of the year.

      I wandered around the room some more and played with the time field a little. There wasn't really an objective in the dream anymore however. The dream started to fading after Chris marked the task off the list. I can't seem to stay in dreams long after completing whatever goal had been set in the plot.

      Updated 07-03-2012 at 08:16 PM by 32005

      Categories
      lucid , task of the month , task of the year
    7. Whoa

      by , 07-03-2012 at 05:30 AM (Tales from the sun chaser.)
      I get out of my bed with intentions of meeting up with kaomea, and I have this feeling that she was right out my house. I opened the door and was totally wrong. This girl with enough stubble to have a goatee was out there. I asked her of she was pre or post op, and she said post. I'm not sure what happened during the rest of the dream because I either forgot it, or tried to first it.
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      lucid
    8. Playgrounds, Movies, Thieving, Surgery and Missions

      by , 07-03-2012 at 04:18 AM (The D-Log)
      Damn. Three nights of lucid dreams in a row. I think I'm starting to get the hang of this.


      So to start this entry out I need to lay down some knowledge. Usually when I go lucid, it's after I wake up for a minute or two and go back to sleep. So basically an improper WBTB. This night, however, I decided to do a full blown WBTB. Went to sleep around 11:30 and set an alarm for 5:45. Unfortunately, I woke up at about 2:30 for some reason which caused me not to have any before 5:45. Anyways, I woke up when the alarm went off, stayed awake for 12 minutes and went back to sleep. I became lucid right away. (Also, I was repeating to myself "Become lucid right away" in my head as I was falling asleep.)

      Lucid

      As I open my dream eyes, I am greeted to the sight of my old elementary school's playground. There were only a couple kids near me. More interestingly, there were floating balls of light that disappeared after a few seconds. I decided to walk over to the big concrete rain shelter and ask a DC what time it was. I found a young adult male and asked him. He said it was 5:20 in Thursday. I asked him to repeat himself but he just kind of waved me away. I walked around the shelter and started hearing some interesting whispers from DCs. They were saying that Chloë Grace Moretz was hanging around the playground. (Which makes some kind of sense because the last thing I was doing before I went to sleep was watching Hugo. I found out where she was and decided to go say hi. I got over to her but then the goddamn Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles came out of NOWHERE and tripped me. I flew into a crowd of children, got all embarrassed and woke up.

      Non-Lucid

      I fall back asleep. I'm on a movie set. There is a large wooden door. I go through it. Through the door, Marlon Brando is sitting at a desk dressed as Vito Corleone. I walk through the set and find myself in the back alley of a city neighborhood. I go up to a house. I find that it has a hidden door. For some reason, I was scared to go in. So I turn around and go up into a modern looking house.

      I'm greeted to the sight of the two guys from American Pickers looking for stuff to steal. (I know. I dream about movie and tv stars too much) I try to convince them that they aren't thieves and they don't have to do this but they ignored me. Eventually, they find an old wooden box. They open the box to find a broken baseball bat. Signed by Babe Ruth. They flip out but suddenly a car pulls in the driveway. They try to make a break for it but are caught by the people who were in the vehicle, a young straight couple. I get thrown out by the angry couple.

      I am on a city street. It was day time while I was in the house but now it is night. I get approached by a scuzzy looking man. He tells me I need liver surgery and I am presented with what can only be described as a holographic, touchable GTA Map screen. He points out different clinics tell me which are the most expensive and cheapest. I ask him about one of the cheaper ones. He says I COULD go there. If I don't mind having my liver replaced with garbage. I head to the clinic but apparently changed my mind and turned around. Boom. I get hit by an ambulance. Ha Ha fucking HA.

      I get revived and dropped off at a hospital. Suddenly, a mission marker pops up in my FOV and I start to dash along the sidewalk to it. I pass my theaters with neon lights and pissed off looking hookers. I turn to go down an alley but then wake up.

      Shorter dreams but easier to get lucid. Hmmm. Gonna stick with WBTB for a while.
    9. Dream Boy of My Dreams (pun intended)

      by , 07-03-2012 at 12:36 AM
      I had an amazing dream two days ago.
      It was about me and this boy, (who I never met)
      we were best friends. Me and him were in a bathtub together in bathing suits or underwear ofcourse. And all of a sudden I put my head on his broad shoulders. Then my mother came home. So we had to get out. Then while we were in the hallway going to my room. He turned me around and slowly kissed me on the lips. I felt like I knew him. Except this is the first dream I've ever had of him. I hope to have more dreams of him.
      Categories
      lucid , memorable
    10. my first luicd dream!

      by , 07-02-2012 at 09:40 PM
      my first luicd dream since i was 6

      I was In my room but everything was but my bed was gone i shot up in bed got up and I felt really heavy but everything else was floating and I could barely walk I stumbled around my almost empty room and heard my mom and dad talking and then I fell on my bed I see a wallet a braded rope and my blanket I grab the wallet and rope look at the rope it’s actually 3 ropes tide together I get up and rub my hands together and say stabilize dream now nothing I say it again still nothing I fell down on the floor and closed my eyes and imaged a grassy field and expected it to be there but I was still in my room the dream was fading I rub my hand together then I woke up
    11. Memory Skips, Fake-Out, Controlling The Professor

      by , 07-02-2012 at 05:41 PM
      Supplement Dose: 18.2 mg Menthol (Cough Drops)

      Weed was smoked and half a beer was consumed a while before going to bed. This probably had a slightly detrimental effect on my recall, but overall didn't seem to influence my dreams.

      #1 - Memory Skips [Non-Lucid]

      The beginning of this dream is harder to recall as I believe it happened in third-person, but there was a group of people searching for something.... A time machine? Special documents? It's hard to remember now, but something important along those lines. This group of people was the bad guys, but a couple good guys had infiltrated their ranks and was planning to sabotage them. My memory skips forward a little bit, and I remember lying naked in bed with a friend of mine. o_o I want to say it was... well, that's not important. >w< But we were just cuddling and I was getting lost in fantasy. My memory jumps forward again a little bit and now I'm walking around a store with my dad, and he's talking to someone about how he always eats all the Ritz crackers and cookies at our house and I get mad that there aren't any left, which isn't even remotely true.

      I woke up after that. The naked cuddling thing was definitely interesting... my libido was running strong in this dream, which it almost never does (unless I'm lucid). Was the menthol to blame? Hmm....

      #2 - Fake-Out [Non-Lucid]

      For this one I was actually just lying in bed for a while, and noticing that my visualization skills were REALLY strong. Everything in the previous dream had been incredibly vivid, and these mental images were no different. I was hoping it would go somewhere, but it didn't seem to be... so I sat up in bed, not realizing that it was suddenly a different bed, and opened my laptop, not realizing that I didn't have my laptop with me. I started typing stuff about the dream I'd had in, and slowly the screen started getting further and further away... until it faded out, and I woke up again. Damn! :O

      #3 - Controlling The Professor [WILD]

      Now I was just lying in bed again, still exploring the visualization. But I was also really tired still... my consciousness was drifting, but not fully fading away. Suddenly it occurred to me that there was some strange wall of bars and electricity and words that were impossible to read in front of me, it was all very confusing. Finally I decided to look away from it, and noticed that I had fully entered a dream. My second ever WILD! If that's not a testament to menthol's potential, then I don't know what is. There was a TV in front of the bed I was in that showed what looked like a Futurama video game, with the professor riding a motorcycle. Everything was extremely vivid and not unstable at all. I focused myself intently on the game trying to let it consume the whole dream, but it never happened. However, I was able to feel everything on the screen as if it was happening to me. I felt the motorcycle engine beneath me and all that stuff. I had the professor drive up all these crazy wall angles and up on to a person's back, that was fun. But then he accidentally drove off of a pier he was on and into the water, abandoning his motorcycle and swimming into a vortex of psychedelic-like mermaid faces as he did so. My libido was starting to shoot up and becoming really intense, and then the vortex consumed my entire perception, and I woke up.

      Updated 07-02-2012 at 10:26 PM by 50803

      Categories
      memorable , lucid , non-lucid , false awakening
    12. 7/2/12

      by , 07-02-2012 at 05:25 PM
      I didn't imagine I'd have such good luck the first night trying to dream again, lol. The last dream is a lucid, the first one... is almost lucid?

      Dream One: I'm walking through the hall, I think I'm looking for my older brother... except I don't have an older brother, lol. A Guy with long dark hair is behind me, he reaches out his hand to me and tells me he can help me find who I'm looking for, but because we're asleep I'll have to follow him into the land of nod to reach him. I take his hand, and he walks me through a wall. Once we make it through the wall, everything takes on a darker shadowier appearance. I get cold, really really cold and start shivering. The man leads me to a bed, and he tells me that I need to lay down b/c I'm sick and I have to be healed first. He pulls the bed covers down, and I crawl into the bed, then he pulls the covers over me. I instantly feel so much warmer. He walks around the foot of the bed, grabs something off a dresser at the lower right corner of the bed, then walks back up on the right side of the bed. I'm laying on the left side, so he sit son the right side and leans towards me. In his hand is what looks like one of those little tag readers that my kids have, but he's calling it a thermometer. He lifts my arm, and pokes my under arm with the little pen thing. It beeps and some lights go from red to yellow to green. Then he takes it back to the dresser and sets it down, and grabs my cell phone of from the dresser. He brings my cell phone to me, and lifts the covers of the bed. He then pulls up my nightgown so that everything below my belly button is exposed. He sets the phone between my belly button and pubic bone, and makes it start vibrating continuously. He then pulls my underwear down and starts gently blowing on me. It's really weird, but still exciting and I almost wake up fading to the black and then appearing right back in the dream scene. First I realize my stomach ache is actually gone now (I really had a stomach ache when I went to bed last night). Then I realize that I'm laying in that bed with my covers on, and there's no one there. I see a picture on the wall of the pokemon Dratini, and I kind of find it funny because I know this is a dream world and I'm dreaming of pokemon. I don't however realize I can control the dream at this point. I notice that I'm already dressed, and decide to walk around in this land of nod to find the older brother (that I don't have, lol) I walk through the door into the hallway, and I see my grandmother. Then I see a pudgy little child with a buzz cut, he was definitely younger than my son who is 5, but seemed older or maybe just smarter than my daughter at 3. Anyways, I start to walk towards the child, and then he/it turns dark green, and smiles with big creepy fangs and his eyes turn completely white and glow. It runs towards me super fast like it's about to attack me. I wake up freaked out.

      Dream Two (Fragment): I'm walking through the woods with my mom. A Yellow and black snake slithers past us, then there are tons of them all over the path. Mom is freaking out because she's terrified of snakes, but I keep trying to tell her they are harmless garter snakes (I've only seen grey garter snakes, but I looked it up and sure enough there are garter snakes that look like they did in the dream )

      Dream Three (Lucid!): The dream starts out with me walking on a country road by a local country restaurant. I'm pushing a bike, apparently I can't ride it because I'm carrying something and I'm afraid I'll drop or spill it if I do. I'm staring at the ground, and I notice the shadow of a guy with long hair walking towards me, I don't look up or anything just keep walking. I notice the same shadow comes up from behind me, and I stop to look up at why I'm being followed. The guy is very thin, and has dark hair to his shoulders. I ask him why he's following me, and he asks if I don't remember him. I say no, an he starts saying we were good friends. I don't recognize him, so I ell him he must be mistaken. Then he starts telling me a bunch of embarrassing stuff that only my best friends would know, and I tell him to shut up I believe him and I do not want to be embarrassed anymore. He laughs, and somehow the bike is gone but I don't notice it. The guy takes my hand and leads me into a yard, and I know this is my yard somehow. He walks me over to the house, and we climb up a ladder onto the roof and sit on the roof for a bit. I know we talked, I just can't remember what about. Then he says we should get down, and we jump off the roof into the backyard, and he takes my hand and pulls me to face him, then grabs the other hand. He smiles like he's got nothing to say, maybe he just enjoys standing there looking at each other. Then I hear a noise from the right, and it's a couple of police officers. They're saying he needs to come with them for questioning. I ask why, and they say they need a dna sample and to ask him about some crime. I don't want them to take him though, so I reach into my pocket and pull out a knife. I grab the guys hand and cut the tip of his finger, then tell them there's their DNA sample, take it and get lost. They refuse however, saying that he has to come to the station in person so they can take a sterile sample. He ruffles my hair, and tells me to relax its ok. Then he tells the police that he needs to step inside for a moment and he'll be happy to come along. He walks inside the house, and I'm standing there not sure what to do for a moment, then I decide to follow. I took too long however, and he passes me inside the hall on my way inside. He says he'll see me later, and tells me he left something for me inside the bedroom. The police grab each of his arms, and lead him out. I walk back to the bedroom, that has a double bed against the right wall, and a computer desk against the back wall as well as another one against the left wall. On the desks and the bed and the monitors are big pieces of printer paper, all with the words, "I love you" written on them. My husband walks into the room, and so does my daughter. My husband comments on the notes, he says something like how they were over kill and there were so many of them making a mess. He doesn't seem angry though like he should be. I start flipping through the papers on the desk, and I find a paper with the name Kelly written on it, and I wonder if my name in this dream is supposed to be Kelly. That's when I realize I'm dreaming. I start looking around now, admiring the dream scape. I notice that the speakers on the desk have on of my friends names written on it, and I haven't talked to this friend in years so I wonder why his name is on it. Then my daughter starts saying, "Carry me, carry!" so I pick her up, and tell her Mommy is dreaming! I remind myself I need to do something that's on my goal list, but I can't remember what's on my goal list. I decide I'm going to try to grow wings and a tail and a scythe since I've done it in a previous dream, but the scythe wasn't right. I wanted to perfect it. I walk to a door, and realize I'm supposed to be on the second floor of this house. I tell myself when I open the door, it's going to lead to a balcony (even though I know I hadn't seen one earlier in the dream). It works, and I'm on a balcony with a swing when I walk out the door. I set my daughter down and tell her mommy had to go try to work on her dream goals, and she says, "Awwwwww, okay." all dejectedly, it was cute and sad, but I wasn't going to let a dc ruin my lucid, even if it was my daughter. First I try to imagine what having wings would feel like, but I just can't concentrate enough. I then think I'll stand on the swing and swing it so I can feel the wind passing over my body and pretend I'm already flying. That doesn't help me grow those wings. Then I'm like, Screw it, I'm just going to jump off this balcony and if I don't fly then I'll crash. I look off the edge of the Balcony though and realize it's concrete. I worry that if I hit concrete it'll make me wake up. I walk to the far right of the balcony, and see grass and bushes below there. I decide that a jump from this height into those bushes would result in broken bones at the worst, and I won't wake up from bones broken in a dream. I jump, and I do fly! But there's no wings, instead I'm flying like superman minus the cape, lol. I realize that my legs are dragging though, so I try to pick them up and balance myself like if I was trying to float on my belly in a pool. Then I decide I want wings still, but I can't get them to appear still. Annoyed, I see a orange cliff ahead and decide to fly as high up it as I can, and then try to imagine how my wings would feel if I was diving towards the ground from that height and flexed them to glide away from the ground at the last minute. This sort of works, only I can feel my wings, I just can't see them. They're invisible wings! I fly around in circles a bit, and a cat is below me and chases my shadow all cute like. Then I realize I've been wasting a lot of time, if I want to see the dream guy again before the dream is over, I have to go. I keep worrying that I'm going to wake up at any time, but push on anyways. I fly back towards the house, then past it towards the restaurant, then past that to another orange cliff, as if the entire dream scape is surrounded by these orange cliffs. I see a gap in the cliff about four feet wide, and fly towards it. Inside the gap is a set of stairs, but I fly up them rather than walking them. The cat is still chasing my shadow, so at the top of the stairs I pull a door out of the cliff to block the stairs so the cat can't follow me and distract me. To get any deeper into the cap though, I have to go through a door as well myself. I try to imagine my scythe, but can't see it. I decide that since I can feel my wings but not see them, the scythe too is invisible, and I can make the motions like I'm cutting the door and it'll work... and it does, I bust the door down with the invisible scythe, and step through. Inside I can see the guy from earlier signing some papers and the cops are just lounging on a couple of couches. The guy smiles at me and tells me he knew I'd come to find him, and that he's done giving his blood sample so he can leave now. I tell him that I'm worried that the dream is about to end, and that I was hoping for some sort of romantic action before it ends. He laughs at me, and tells me there's a bedroom in the back. I look back, and for some reason I'm sure if I go back there I'm going to see myself in sleeping in bed with my husband and I won't be dreaming anymore. I tell him I'm scared I'm going to wake up if I go back there, and then I do wake up.

      Usually In my dreams I lean more towards wanting romantic interactions rather than lusty ones, but last night apparently was a different story, lol. Still, other than being slightly out of the norm for me, these were pretty fun dreams to have. It's been a while since I was lucid, and while I didn't do anything of any importance (finding Kurasawa, or trying to share a dream with my BFF, etc etc) I at least got a chance to get away and de-stress a bit rather than being at the whim of my dreams and nightmares.
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    13. Dream Wedding

      by , 07-02-2012 at 02:47 PM
      I had a dream where im marrying this girl I used to go to school with and whom I've been thinking about lately so were having our wedding on TV and its like it was a gameshow and there were lights everywhere with a bunch of colors and I remember I threw a ball at leah remini from king of queens and hit her on the head that was pretty much the end the dream was awsome.
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    14. Wormhole

      by , 07-02-2012 at 12:17 PM (Zoe's weird things)
      [Dream happened at 7:50AM or so... considering that a month ago i was complaining that all my LDs are after 8AM, this changed a lot these days ]
      [I was falling back and forth between fully lucid and semi-lucid states in this dream, not exactly sure why... but sadly i forgot my goals that i planned]


      As i was just escaping some kind of factory and while flying above our garden i got lucid. The dream was really blurry, so i kept flying in a circle and thinking about how the dream will be clear. It worked fast. Once it was clear i decided to move on from the garden. [These days most of my lucids start out in our garden for some reason... probably because i pass most of my time at home during these hot days].

      I decided to go to the backside of the garden and find my way through the neighbouring gardens to somewhere new. As i was flying there, i kept shifting my thoughts about my real body and my dream body and it caused the dream to start falling apart, then stabilize multiple times. I did this just for fun, but then i even rubbed my hands together to stabilize in the end, just in case, but i still woke up once.
      [I went back with DEILD].

      As i was flying in that direction, i noticed a blonde, short haired old nun. I thought that she said something to me, but i didn't care much.
      Instead of listening to her, i descended a little and landed on her head with one of my feet, then propelled myself forward with a jump from her head... she must've been angry after that...

      As i got to the end of the garden i realized that there is a huge wall of hedge blocking off everything else from the garden. I wanted to get through it, but my control wasn't on the top here... i just got stuck between the branches and leaves. I gave up on it and flew back the other way towards the street.
      I got out on the street and everything looked differently here. The road was much more wider and there was heavy traffic. Even my house disappeared as i looked back.
      [At this moment i became semi-lucid].

      For some reason i thought of angels and seen a glory floating above the clouds... I wanted to get up there, so i started flying upwards, but i just fell back to the ground soon after. I tried multiple times, but it always happened the same way. At the same time, i heard an old man's voice, who kept saying things like "You can do it!" "Don't give up!"
      I didn't see him, but since i was semi-lucid, for some reason i knew that it must be my uncle (who i don't even know in real).

      After a while i got fully lucid again and i gained back the control. I jumped high above and started flying really fast towards the sky, where i noticed a huge hole. I kept flying towards it, but it didn't took long until that hole sucked myself into it... Turns out this was actually a wormhole leading somewhere into space.


      It was an interesting experience floating in the wormhole as it was constantly moving me to an unknown place.
      Once the wormhole ended, i got thrown out of it onto a huge floating rock. My angle of view changed here and it slowly moved away from me. There were lots of floating rocks in all directions and there was only space around them, nothing else.
      As the view slowly moved through all the rocks, i noticed some amazon looking girls on the rocks and they were about to attack me for infiltrating their homeworld.
      [I became semi-lucid yet again].

      After this moment i didn't regain my lucidity fully... the whole floating rocks place turned into a videogame environment and i was controlling a character who had two green lightsabers... I fully lost lucidity soon after.

      [Well, the dream wasn't that interesting in my opinion and because of me not being fully lucid all the time, it took away somewhat from the experience...]
      [Oh well... a lucid is a lucid, even if i don't complete my goals... ]

      Updated 07-02-2012 at 12:23 PM by 54420

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    15. Camping, Gurren Lagann, Malls, Mini-Golf and Classrooms

      by , 07-02-2012 at 06:05 AM (The D-Log)
      What a night. First time I've had a lucid experience two nights in a row AND the first time I've had a false awakening.


      Non-Lucid

      I'm pretty sure camping was involved in the beginning of my dream. I know it was dark and there was a fire pit. There was also wooden cabins. Sounds like a camp to me. Maybe even a giant movie screen too. I think there was a specific task I was doing to.

      After that nonsense, I entered a gymnasium-type building with a medium sized hallway on the left side of the building. No doors. There were a bunch of movie(?) posters in the hallway. They didn't pertain to any real world franchises though. Anyways, there was a giant evil Kamina floating in the middle of the gymnasium. Yeah. This guy:


      But evil. Me and a bunch of other people were huddled in the hallway. We were trying to hide from Kamina. Sooner or later, I gather courage and ran out into the gymnasium. I shouted something like we've had enough of your evil and jumped into the air. As I was in the air, Gurren Lagann formed around me like I was a magical girl or something. Here's what GL looks like:


      Giant Evil Kamina began to get scared. I started to do a drill attack. As I was attacking, I shouted, "From now on you are banished to being known as . . . KAMINA!" (Wow. Really creative and sense making) My attack landed and he began to shrink, quickly growing so small you couldn't see him.

      I went back into the hallway. People were pointing out the posters and talking about what series they featured. I briefly looked at all of them. I went to go back into the gymnasium but it had turned into a video game shop. There were shelves all along the walls. There was a single gap between the shelves for a window. Most of the games looked to be in green boxes. Two girls were excited looking at boxes on shelves near me. They were both easily around 15 years old. One had straight raven hair. The other had curly blonde hair. The blonde seemed to find one that they were specifically looking for and they both got excited. They ran over to an older lady, showing her the game. I was walking by during this and my vision seemed fixed towards the blonde.There was no real clear exit for the game shop, just a big arch that led into a mall.

      The mall curved for a bit but then was completely straight. I remember passing perfume stores and cell phone kiosks. There were a surprisingly small amount of people for a while. I soon found myself in a rather complex outside area. It mostly resembled a pergola, except, it had a walkway above me and many cases of stairs. I believe there were store fronts on one side of me. The amount of people grew as I continued along. A girl caught my attention by waving at me. Apparently she knew me. I can't remember any of her features and I don't believe we talked much. I followed her for a bit, passing what looked like a hobby shop. There where kites and mini-helicopters. We found an entrance to the mall and went in. We were in a small, round vestibule with a bunch of stores. We went one and went out the back. We found ourselves in front of a mini-golf course.

      An older lady escorted us to the first hole. It was curvy and sloped. She grabbed a ball and club and lightly tapped the ball, getting a hole-in-one. The girl who was accompanying me did the same. Shortly afterwords, she disappeared. I tried to do the same thing the ladies had done but I hit the ball way too hard. I guess I managed to break some glass and someone mumbled, "Of course HE'D do that."


      After that, an older man escorted me and a group of some strangers around the mini-golf course. We went up some stairs and through a large walkway. We were inside the mall again but the two stores on both sides of us were being renovated or something. There were paint rollers and white paint everywhere. We walked through and found ourselves in a classroom. We had started to do something. The guy next to me started to being a jerk for no reason. He said something weird to me. Something felt wrong. I sat there for a moment, then looked over at him and said, "Oh. We must be in a dream."

      Lucid

      I immediately stood up. I walked over to a desk. I decided to throw it at the class to see if I was right. They screamed and were generally spooked but didn't do a single thing about it.

      Counting that as my reality check, I moved over to the front row of desk and began a little quiz show assessing how my classmates felt about my previous action. The first girl simply did the same thing I did. The second girl just started crying. The third person was a African American boy with short curly hair. He stood up. Started crying. Walked over to me and engaged me in fisticuffs. We fought for a little but he ran away. What a shame. Afterwords, I noticed a brown girl with dark raven hair at the back of the class. She was laying on a long table seductively. I figured she was presenting herself to me so I began walked over. (I'm sorry I dream of sexual situations so much. Probably because I myself never get any)

      I slid off her jeans to reveal white panties. I began unbuckling my belt but it felt like I was walking. I decided to wave this away and tried to focus on the dream more. I ended up in front of a huge window overlooking the mini-golf course. Shortly afterwords, I woke up.

      Not the most interesting dream I've had but oh well. I was able to remember it all day so that's good.