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Third Lucid Fragment [DILD]

The only thing I remember about this is that suddenly the world became more vivid and I realized I had control, so I started using powers, and after a few seconds of "Yesss! Power!!" I thought to myself "Oh wait, I'm lucid, aren't I?" And then my recall drops off.

:C

Three times now.... A new plan of action is required.

I was travelling for a week and didn't do any active effort. I was mostly very tired and slept irregularly, anyway. This one, however, was memorable enough to stay with me.

I'm drifting in and out of sleep, in an unfamiliar place, tired but cannot sleep well. When I enter sleep I'm usually aware that I'm dreaming and awareness of the sleeping body disappears. I practice flying. I start from the ground, a park with green grass. I figure I'm starting from my home town, and want to visit the Alps. I get close to the level of the lowest clouds when I hit a roof and come out of what seems like a set for a play. I wake up a little and notice I'm in a bed.

I drift of again and decide to try flying horizontally this time. I'm not moving fast enough to get to the Alps in one night. I try to boost the speed with my willpower, then start saying "faster" out loud. This helps. I come to a scout camp site somewhere in Germany. Not quite there, I need to go southwest. I look at a wooden sign in the forest trying to figure out where I am.

There is a disconnect. Now I'm in a room with a young man, a couple of sofas and a tv. He tells me I know why I'm there. I nod. He starts running a video about some spiritual stuff. I tell him I know the basics of most of these belief systems and we should get on to the real, experiential and technical stuff. I have a remote and I try to fast forward but instead, it seems, I turn the thing of. The man tells me this will take a long time if my technical skills are like that.

I get distracted and I'm drifting to a non-lucid dream, when I hear the man say something about me being impossible. I snap out of it and return to the movie. Some new age stuff. I decide to sit trough it just to please him. I wake up after a couple of seconds, however.

06.06.2012

My Lucid Gateway (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

My school's hallway that connects the cafeteria and gym, was like a lucid gateway for me in this dream. As soon as I walked into the school, something basically just clicked, and I realized it was a dream. I didn't even reality check, but, I still KNEW it was a dream. I walked into the gym and I remembered the swimming motion to try in the air to fly. I did it, and I actually started hovering slowly around the gym, soon, I was flying around the gym, and it was awesome. People of all kinds were talking to me. I flew into the boy's locker room and I realized I was not myself, but some other person. I had black hair, and my face was completely different. A screen popped up on the side of my vision and I could select what color hair I wanted, I picked purple. My hair was now black with purple throughout it. I started flying around again, through these strange corridors that don't even exist in real life. I flew through water, and up and down the corridors. I popped my head out one of them, and saw the gym. A dude said, "Wow you're dying your hair purple again this year?" And I screamed, "YEAAHHH!" I took off flying again, through the gym. A group of 3 kids kept cheering and watching me. I landed by them and we talked. I can't remember much, but I remember I took a school textbook and started swinging it around wildly, and slamming it against the ground. They gave me another one, and I decided to punch it. When I would punch it, I was not hitting hard, and I felt like I was slipping away(I was waking up). Put I kept punching. Suddenly, I realized I should take one HUGE swing. I raised my arm into the arm and swung down super hard. The book was destroyed, and when the smoke cleared enough, I could see I put a hole in the floor, which was cool. My eyes popped open and I rolled over really fast, and closed them again. I felt the SP wave start to creep over me, and I immediately rolled over again to avoid it. I wish I'd stop bitching out...

Another odd DEILDy-DILD. I say DEILD quite loosely alot, because they usually happen when I have a DILD straight out of a FA, followed by a chain of mini lucids. Only lately, I haven't had the chaining so much, so really it's just a DILD. But I like to think positive, and assume that it *would have been* a DEILD, that just got cut short after the initial lucid.

Great, now that I got all that cleared up I had another odd DEILDy-DILD early this morning. Danny went off to work at 5am, and I went back to sleep. I had an FA where I thought I woke up briefly when Danny used the bathroom and came back to bed. He seemed irritated by something, and came back to bed and rolled over to back to sleep in a huff. Then I realized we were on the wrong side of the bed, usually I sleep on the right, now I was on the left. I thought to myself, hrmmm... I could be dreaming. And didn't he just leave for work? I reached down and felt around, and sure enough, I had boy parts. I decided I wanted to fiddle with myself a bit, but I was worried about DC Danny waking up and being irritated. So I moved really slowly. There's also that eternal fear that any movement I make in my dream bed could be mirrored in real life. In retrospect I think it's ridiculous, but during the LD, the fear of moving for real and losing lucidity is sometimes too powerful. I need to break this habit. So I grabbed myself, and I felt an odd bulbous thing on the side of my thing. It felt like a small orange. I thought, I'll just smooth that right out, and I did. Then DC Danny moved a bit, like he knew what I was trying to do. So I tried to be quieter and more discreet. Again, it felt like it was someone else's thing attached to me, no real nerve endings or proprioceptors like in that last one. I just kept going anyway, until I either lost lucidity or woke up or both.

i had sex with somebody in the street, understood, that its a LD and went to the road to find the train. I often have trains which ride just in the street. so i saw one and tried to jump to it just from the ground, but didn't succed because there was strong wind of its speed and i need to fly. I thought in the dream that fly and jump its something different and went to the stop. the next supernew train came and stop and i from the second attempt JUMP on the top. In real i wanted to stay on one feet. In the task there was to stand on the top. But the speed of the train was so strong that i just haven't got opotunity to sit. in one or two minutes we stoped on the bus- stop and I "got out". after i cross the street and tried to went in back direction, but the train was like cars

I fly along pleasantly with the dream until I saw a girl.

Older LD from 9-27-10

I did an unplanned WBTB. I had trouble going back to sleep. Two hours later of telling myself that I was going to lucid dream, I was suddenly in a dream. I remember nothing of the transition. Only the "oh, cool. I'm in a dream now."



This wasn't my best LD. I didn't seem to be as "aware" as I was in my previous LD. And when I awoke I did the "oh crap--how am I going to remember everything I just did?" thing. But I backtracked the best I could and came up with this:



Lucid Dream:



As soon as I realized that I was dreaming I started to fly. I was outside in the desert. I landed next to a car and looked at my reflection. I could see myself and I could see a person standing behind me. It was Tom from AVA. For a short time I watched him, and he watched me. I had this feeling that if I turned around to see him, he would be gone. It was a bad thing to think, because I was right....and he was gone.



I decided to go look for a full sized mirror next because my current goal was to make a Mirror Portal and go to the moon.

I flew just a short ways and saw a clothing store. I knew that there would be lots of mirrors inside. I went in and ran at the first mirror I saw. I hit the glass and fell back into the store. Determined I ran at it again...but hit the glass. I knew I just had to believe and I would be able to go through it. But time after time after time I kept hitting the mirror.



Finally a store clerk came up to me. She told me that I needed to leave the store. I ran at the mirror again. I wanted to show this lady that I knew what I was doing. But I bounced off the mirror again. I was starting to get frustarated. The lady threatened to get the police if I didn't leave.



I ran at the mirror again and bounced off. I finally decided that this wasn't working and that I needed another plan. I tried to leave the store, but the lady had barricaded the doors. I guess she had called the police about this crazy person that kept runing into her mirrors. Maybe I don't blame her.



I was able to fly over the stuff she had put in front of the doors. We were both suddenly outside the store, but now in this small corridor that seemed to have no way out.



I looked at the walls of the corridor. They were all mirrored. I looked at my reflection again. This time I was Tom. I looked carefully at my eyes and my hair. I squinted a bit and changed my expression fascinated by this unexpected transformation. I reached up and ran my fingers through my short hair.





Then the dream shfts. I am outside trying to fly. I am having all sorts of difficulty getting any elevation at all. I'm frustrated bacause flying is my specialty in dreams. I shouldn't have trouble with this.



There are these teen aged boys that keep trying to grab my legs. I try to fly out of their reach but can never quite do so.



Finally I picture rockets on my feet. I seem to go somewhere. I am now in a canyon with this huge arch in front of me. It looks a bit like Birthday Arch that I have hiked to and climbed on. I fly through the arch and touch my fingers along the rock as I go by. That is very satisfying. I fly to the cliff above the arch and jump down to the arch. I remember being really nervous in real life about climbing to this point. And I feel slightly nervous again. But then I tell myself that I can fly if I fall. So I jump down and run across the arch then fly off the other side.


I must have started to lose lucidity around here becasue I remember landing by the arch and talking to Kyle about fossils. And I know I wasn't lucid by the end.





My Reflection:





Mirror Portal Fail:



The Arch (me at the top):

I'm at the end of a dream, and I can see it fading. I stay still. I start to hear voices and vibration things. Then they all stop... I was a bit disappointed... Until I did a RC. I was becoming paralyzed in the dream and it was fading fast. I'm stuck in the blankets in my bed to where I can't maintain. It was as if they were tied to me. I tried noticing things around me, trying to buy some time to get out. I somehow got out and start spinning, hoping it would work. It didn't, so I started rubbing my hands together. It was improving, so I walked to the living room while still doing that. It got a lot better. I don't remember much after that, except I had chained it about 3 times. In the last one I told myself "I have to stop now or else I won't remember any of these past dreams" I still didn't remember, better stick with one next time.


Dream 2

I was in my math class and it was about time to go except... I couldn't find my bag! It was blue, which is weird because my real one is orange. I searched and it was nowhere to be found in the classroom. I had just had it earlier in there. I remember talking to someone about it but they didn't know either. The bell rang but she was holding some students back for some reason. I had to talk to her about my bag but didn't want to get up and get in trouble. I finally got to her and.. It was behind her desk! I grabbed it and some girl was like "Oh this is your bag." Now I had to get to my debate class.

The clock was on the 43 minute, and I had to be all the way across the school in 2 minutes! As soon as I left the room, the clock changed to one. I started practically running while trying to walk. Then, Joey, for no reason whatsoever starts to hold me back! I'm like "Dude let go now wow I have to get to class." I pushed him and he let go. I got to the hall, but the class was at the end of it. The bell rang. I could see the teacher close the door and go inside. For some reason he came out and started standing like he does before class. I get to him and ask "Do you want me to get a tardy?" He said "No, I don't do that sort of thing" or something, which is completely the opposite"

His door was locked and nobody else was waiting, so I went to the atrium. I went outside of the school. There was an overhead sort of thing over this long sidewalk as it encircled a big field. There were groups of about 4 people just standing as if they were waiting for something. I walked through the field and, and then back. Nobody I was good friends with was there It was pouring so I got wet in the process. Some people start playing catch or something and one of them messes up the pass and goes to me. Being a cool kid, I can't catch it... So I pick it up and give it to one of them. Some sort of teacher comes out. The field is now marked with football markings. We all gathered around and he split us up into two teams.

Dream 3:

This one was more so of a smack in the face.*I wanted to experiment a bit and download an iPod app. It would have a wake alarm and a dream alarm. The dream alarm would go off when it sensed you were in a dream. The alarm I chose was a girl's voice counting down* Back to the dream now. I was laying in bed. My headphones were in my ipod like normal, so it didn't disrupt my parents. I plugged one in and it started counting down. In a MAN voice. I thought "oh wow this must have messed up" and went back to sleep.

Dream 4:

I don't remember this one as much, but I'm in what is my bedroom place in my moms. I look outside and Cooper is in my backyard telling me something. That's it

I was walking down a dark and slightly forboding path way, i could see it used to be a gravel path but old in its nature with unkept grass verges either side.
Just as i passed under a bridge strangly everything was in slow motion and there were people flying and flaoting toward me. i heard a voice talking to me, i knew it wasnt my voice but it was male. Soothing and affirmatively he told me to relax and to let go. I heeded the voice and began to gently float down this dark pathway toward the nothingness i began to pick up more and more speed, Struggling to stay 'afloat' and to stay in the air, helplessly front flipping toward the unknown. It was then i gained my balance and forcibly hurtled into the shadows..

Blinding light met me, i was soaring HIGH above the ground over the most beautiful landscapes i have ever seen, enormous and powerfull waterfalls, vivid green grass without any buildings, vehicles and 'blots' on this landscape to speak of. I knew at this point i was dreaming and became LUCID. I decided to fly a bit longer and enjoy the view.
After a short while i decided i would land and try some things out.

when i landed, i found myself in a very nice apartment type room, it was then a friend of mine handed me a lovely cup of hot chocolate (mmmmm) As a drank i looked around the room in amazement, i had never been to this place yet i knew my mind was making these images. i looked down at the carpet, high quality thick pile rug obviously. when i moved i noticed my footprints went upward instead of inward. Confused, i continued my stare at them, they changed into a black like disk like object. i picked them both up, they had a polystyrene sort of feel but heavier. i threw them across the room like frisbys and giggled at the obsurdity of what just happened. a man then handad me a glass, i presumed my friend that made me a hot chocolate had made him a coffee ealier. I said "sure i'll clean it" (not sure why i did, its MY freaking dream, not yours DC!) as i walked toward the sink a felt the dream fade into black... and that black was the back of my eyelids. i was awake again... shame.

Summary: AWESOME dream AND went Lucid!

Non-Lucid part:
I'm in a big city, running with my brother in the streets in the middle of the cars in a very heavy traffic.

The dream starts to fade and because of that (I think) I become lucid, I wake up anyway, but I manage to stay still to try a DEILD. I just imagine my dream body running in that same street and in few seconds I'm there again, fully lucid.

Lucid Part:
I'm again running in the same street but my brother isn't with me anymore.
I remember of my actual main objective that is finding and/or talking to the Short Haired Girl
I stop running and go to the sidewalk. The first DC that I see is a woman in the entry of a construction site. I ask her if she knows where I can find the Short Haired Girl. She says that the girl is in the "Production Center".
I don't have a clue of what is that "Production Center", I don't remember of hearing anything like this before.
I ask the woman where is this Production Center and she points to the opposite side of the street saying "that way".
The woman is very slow and used to loose the focus very easily when talking to me.
I remember of seeing a men inside of the construction site that looked like the boss of that woman, and he wasn't appreciating that she was talking to me.
Talking to her was a difficult task at this moment, it was hard to let the words come out from my mouth and even to listen to what she was saying.
After the dialog I start going in the direction that she told me.
The dream starts fading out, I remember that the last time I tried to stabilize by rubbing my hands or touching the ground it didn't work, so I only put my hand in front of my eyes and take a nice look of them till the dream get vivid again, it works very well and the dream is even more lucid and vidid that before, but the scenario is completely changed from that big city to a small village.
I continue going in the same direction I was going before see a car stopped there with a boy and a woman standing near of it. Both are blonde, the boy was about my and has an "emo bang" over his face. I assume that the woman was his mother.
I go in direction of them and ask the boy if he knows where is the Production Center that I am looking for, he says "I don't know" but his mother points another direction and says "I think that it is that way", I thank her and say "goodbye".
I start walking in this new direction and a group of 3 boys passes by my right side.
One of the guys seems to be the same guy I saw before.
I say "guys!" intending to tell them that that was a dream, but change of idea cause it wasn't my objective.
They just turn and continue walking in front of me in the same direction I was going.
I scream again "People!", they only look in the 3rd time that I scream. I jump really high over them doing a somersault.
They say things like "OMG, it was incredible / I never saw anybody doing anything like that". Now we four are walking together till we get to a fence.
I jump again over the highest wire of the fence and use its elasticity to push me into the air very high and do another somersault.
When I'm in the floor again they say the same things they said before.
One of them tries to climb the fence, but with much difficulty.
The dream starts to fade and I woke up again, but once again I was able to stay still and tried to do the same I did before, I imagined running in the scenario, but I wasn't able to imagine the same scenario I was before, the only image that was in my head was the image of my bedroom, I decided not to force imagining another scenario and risking to wake up, so I imagined a treadmill in the place of my bed and imagined me runing over it, everything fades and I experience another FA

FA:
I wake in my bed with a very loud noise goind around, a mix of stone crusher and broken washing machine.
I look at my hands, 5 fingers. I stand up and look at my hands again, 5 fingers yet. There is a table in the place of my brother's bed with a VCR and a Clock Radio, both showing the time, but one is different of each other and it gives me that thought "It's a little strange". I go in the direction of the door to see what was making such noise, but before opening the door I think "I'm gonna do a last RC" and try to fly. Bingo, I fly to the ceiling but can't pass trough it, so I come down again.
When I'm coming down the room is not the mine anymore, but it's really like my uncle's bedroom.
When I get to the floor again, a friend is using the computer. I ask him if he knows where the Short Haired Girl is.
He says "Friend, don't involve with this people". I ask him why but he doesn't say a thing.
I ask him if he believes in Lucid Dreams. He says no, cause it's impossible to 2 people meet each other in the dreams.
I tell him that I'm the one that is dreaming, and he is not real. I ask him to remember me that I'm dreaming everytime he see me again.
I'm a little sad about that because he never appeared before in my dreams, so its not much probable that he will appear and remember me that I'm dreaming, but I'm hopeful anyway
Aparently he accepts what I ask for. I remember that I wanted to fly trough the ceiling to see my neighboor from above and I do that. I fly up but my hands don't pass trough the ceiling.
I say "Pass trough" and it works. I'm in the upper apartment. It's completely empty so I decide to do the same thing again and get out from the building, and so I do saying "Pass trough" again while passing trough the ceiling.
I don't appear over the building but near to my grandma's house in my old city.
I try to reinforce my petition to my friend but before I could talk to him an aunt of mine appears and gives me a flick on the nape. When I'm trying again to talk to my friend my dog Ruck appears and walks near to me.
My dog died less than 2 months ago, I am 19 and had him since I was 5, so I really loved him. Ruck is very old in the dream. Just to take note, during the dream I knew the he was still dead, but I became very happy anyway, because I wasn't near when he died so I couldn't see him for the last time.
I caress his head just for a while and go back on saying to my friend again to remember me that I'm dreaming when he see me. After talking to him I go back to Ruck and say some times "Younger" till he gets younger like he was in his 3-4 years old.
After that the dream fades and I wake up very happy and don't even try to go back to the dream, it was awesome like it was and I didn't want to risk forgeting anything.

Dream Stats:
Went to sleep: 00:00 am
Duration: ~30min (5 non-lucid / 25 lucid)
Woke up at: 7:30 am

I remember seeing some guy jum from telephone pole to pole and seein my grandma and my cousin. Next dream was a DEILD, and I remember thing getting extra black. I flew a little bit and fell. And I also remember touching and eating a bunch of clovers to stay lucid.


I also remember being a quarian infiltrator.

As I was getting ready for bed I set my alarm slightly earlier then last night and took a mental note telling myself to wake up before my alarm.

Fell asleep, and I found myself awake a couple minutes before my alarm was scheduled to go off. I walked to the bathroom, emptied my bladder then I walked into the guest bedroom laid down and began attempting WILD shortly after. I recall this transition taking quite a long time. I was getting more imagery then I previously experienced and my transition lasted for what felt like 3-4 minutes.

I remained patient and found myself experiencing a falling sensation. As I felt myself falling I focused on closing my eyes and after the sensation stopped I opened them. I found myself laying down in a bed within a log cabin. I got up quickly and remember being very excited to begin my dream. On a bench next to the bed sat my dog. After getting up I decided I wanted to interact with my surroundings in my dream prior to trying the planned events I had. I began asking my dog questions and talking to her expecting some kind of answer. Instead she just stared at me with a blank stare.
After trying to talk to her for a bit I wanted to go outside. I opened the door and found a flight of wooden steps. The steps were fairly long and led to a similar valley that I had experienced last night in my dream. I remember looking around and there was a path to the left of the stairs. When I noticed this path I saw a figure walking down the path and as he approached I remember looking at his top hat in detail. He had papers in his hand and he was happily skipping down the trail.
As he came closer I asked him who he was. As I asked him this question he threw all his papers in the air and I found myself staring at all the papers. Each paper had different things of significance on them and they really grabbed my attention.
Soon after he dropped all his papers the dream transitioned into a fully snow covered ski trail. The dream character had fallen on his skis and there were two people around him trying to lift him up. I recall approaching him and as I got close to him I turned my head to keep him centered and recall seeing an isle behind him. It looked like an isle in a grocery store and shortly after seeing this isle I woke up.

I lost lucidity after talking to the dream character. I believe the papers triggered my focus and made me forget that I was dreaming. Tonight I think I rushed into my dream and when I obtain lucidity again I am planning on stabilizing my dream before interacting with it.

Weening off 5-HTP.

So since the kids are out of school, I set my alarm for 6:55am and 7:15am, as if it were just another school day. Danny came home off his night shift at 7:15 as usual, then went to take a shower. I fell asleep before he got back, for which I am glad. This usually sparks the biggest FA/lucid opportunities for me. Because he doesn't always work night shifts when I'm off. So I'm not always trying to get to sleep when he takes an early shower. The point I'm making, when he comes back to bed after the shower, I'm not sure if I'm dreaming it or not, so it's an excellent opportunity to try and determine if I'm having a false awakening or not. So....

Danny comes back to bed and lies down. I turn over to look at him, and he's looking at me with the most ridiculous smile. Not a, "Hey baby, you want to?" smile.. more like a "My face is frozen in The Joker expression" smile. I just kinda touch his face and push his head down on the pillow. He just obliges and lies back, staring at the ceiling with the same creepy expression. If only I could screencap these things for him. Anyway, I was filled with that temporarily disorienting feeling of "I'm dreaming!" and went through my usual thing of carefully getting out of bed, feeling every movement to make sure I wasn't getting up for real, losing lucidity and therefore ruining the dream.

Here's where things get odd.. I don't remember losing lucidity and getting it back, but I must have, because the next thing I remember is being in the backyard of an unfamiliar house. It was nighttime and winter.. lots of snow on the ground. But I didn't appear here instantaneously.. I feel there's a gap in my memory. Only thing I can think of is I lost lucidity, then DILDed and got it back, but forgot reattaining the lucidity. So weird. Anyway, it was so beautiful out, and clear. The air was still, and quiet. There were two old fashioned lamp posts, one on my right, and one on my left. And there was a full moon to my right, occasionally disappearing and reappearing from behind tall, black pine trees. Then I heard a horrible sound, like some flying predator diving and screeching, grabbing its prey, then returning to flight. There was so much flapping and unholy animal like screeches. I was lucid so I wasn't scared, just really curious! I stepped off the porch onto the snowy ground, and looked to the sky. It was hard to see because it was so dark, but I could make out something really high up, with giant black wings, that reflected the cold blue moonlight. I just knew it was a Ring Wraith on a fell beast. I screamed "NAZGUUUUUUL!!!!!" and it swooped down near me, then back up into the air again. I was filled with the excitement and desire for it to swoop down and grab me with its claws, then take me flying to god only knows where. I kept screaming for it, and it kept swooping down close to me so I could see it, but it never took me. I started to get blind in one eye again (I think disappointment triggers lack of clarity in my LDs.. just a hypothesis). But I noticed that it helped if I stood in such a way that the trees blocked the moon and the lamp posts. I lifted my hands to where I could see both of them, and I began snapping my fingers back and forth. I did that because I wanted to incorporate at least 3 senses in my stabilization technique: seeing, feeling and hearing my fingers snapping. Things got really clear again, but I woke up right after.

I'm waking up in my bed at my aunties house. I get up and look around a bit, everything looks like it always does. I contemplate playing some games or going to the kitchen to get something to eat. I get up and see some girl walk into the bathroom before me. All I saw was her hair, It was strawberry blond, and went to Golden-orange tips, a little over shoulder length. I walk out into the living room and see doug on the couch sleeping, I walk into the kitchen and grab a bagel. As I walk back into the room someone knocks on the door. I turn and look down the hall to see doug waking up and answering it. I walk back into the bedroom and start to change, and get clothes ready for after I take a shower. When I walk back out the girl is sitting on the couch in the living room and everyone is in between us. Someone has the shower running, warming the water up no doubt, but the bathroom door is open. I then run in and shut the door. Doug starts screaming at me, and then I yell back that I would be out really quick. I check myself out in the mirror for a bit. Notice my hair is parted kind of funny and fix it. I then walk out of the bathroom and everyone says hi, except the girl, and I walk back to the bedroom. In there and play my guitar for a long time. Suddenly the girl walks in, in nothing but a towel, her hair dripping water. She closes the door and drops the towel casually and then walks over to the dresser and starts pulling clothes out. She catches me staring at her and turns to me and says, "What?" Nothing I reply, and start playing my guitar but keep staring at her. After she is done I walk out into the living room and no one is there. She walks out and sits next to me on the small couch. She asks if we can lay down so we do, and I end up falling asleep.

Doug walks in the front door and I wake up, alone on the couch. I get up and start to talk to doug be then I realise something is off. I start to question wether it was a dream or not. I then try to throw something and it doesn't work at first. I can't stop this feeling though and I just know its a dream, so I walk out front of the house. I notice my memory is fuzzy, I can't think of what the TOTMs are and I don't know how I ended up here or who the girl was. I insist to myself its a dream even though my first check proved nothing. I then try to float just a bit high.

It starts working, I float higher, so I can see all of the col-du-sac and into the town to the west. I then sit and try to think what to do. I let myself back to the ground, and walk inside. Doug is in the kitchen and I go to the room. I sit and meditate and think as much as I can on the floor. I enjoy and notice how everything feels so real. I push myself to make everything more vivid. once I feel like the world is as vivid as real life and all my senses are getting a good dose of real feel, I start to think about what I want to do now that I am lucid. Suddenly I remember the advanced TOTM I walk outside and start to fly up. I then Fly to the north, and remember the train tracks that I know of are in another town further north. I also notice that the world is getting fuzzy and dull so I scream for Lucidity and Clarity. Sure enough it helps, but only after my vision is flickered white a few times. I then think a train will appear a train will appear. I then hear one, Its to the west, and I'm flying north so I change direction and head that way. I see it is also traveling north and i fly closer to it. I then land on it and start slipping around. there are no rails or anything to hold onto and it is moving fairly fast. I slide off and almost hit the ground before I catch myself and make my fly. I decide that one of the carts up ahead will have rails to hold onto better. I then fly alongside it. I get so overwhelmed with joy and a love for the feeling of flying I scream really loud for no reason. I then ponder if I made any noise with my real body and how real the dream feels. I decide I have flown far enough and fly upward so I can see the top of the train, and sure enough it has rails now. I fly up and land on the train again, this time holding on the rails on one side of the car. I then start walking further and further up toward the front of the train. I jump from one cart to another a few times and then I notice a little hatch on the floor. Its pitch-black on the inside of the train but I decide to jump in anyways. I start to float and can's see anything its all black, and I feel like I am coming out of my dream.

I wake up. the girl from earlier is holding me and we are in the back of a car. I look around and Doug and Chuck are up front, Doug Driving, and we are pulling into my aunties house. they walk in but we stay in the car. I turn to the girl and she is really beautiful. She is staring at me and we start to talk.

"You know this is my dream and your inside my head right" I say

"What do you mean" she asks

"Well you have had dreams before when you sleep right?" I ask her,

"Of Course everyone does," she says

"Well I'm really sleeping right now and this is my dream" I say to her

She starts to freak out and cry and I give her a hug and tell her its alright.

"You basically just told me that everything I have thought till now was a lie, and that once you wake up I'll die and your life will go on." She sobs to me.

"Its ok, You won't die, because really you are a part of me. Your special to me, a piece in a way."

"But After this I'll never be able to do anything again."

"Not true," I tell her "Who really knows what dreams are, maybe you stay active the whole Time I'm awake. No one really does know"

"Well next time you dream will you find me" she asks

"Sure I reply, but I might not unless I get lucid first. But If you show up then You can help me get lucid and realise I'm dreaming." I say

"What do you mean?:" She asks

I then go on and explain to her what Lucid dreaming is and how once I realise I'm dreaming I can do anything and control everything and we start to walk inside. When I'm finished she asks if I can heal her then, I say yeah of course, and we walk inside. She lowers the right shoulder of her shirt and I see a blackness spreading over it and down her back. I put my hands around it and concentrate. Everything gets sharper then duller and even more sharp again as I stare and put all my power into it. the blackness starts to retract back to the center. Doug and Chuck are in aw. Suddenly I feel like I have to go outside. The girl thanks me and I take one more look into her beautiful eyes and notice they are golden with a bluish ring around the outer area. I go outside and someone flys down out of the air and lands right in front of me smashing the ground. He starts to laugh and asks why I think I'm the only one that can control dreams. I tell him its my dream and I'm in control and he says I lie. I then try to lift him into the air with my mind, and he starts laughing again, and mocks me. I start to shout at him THIS IS MY DREAM AND I CONTROL EVERYTHING. I then put my hands out in front of me and use my mind to lift him and slam him into the ground repeatedly. Eventually I drive him into the ground and close the hole over him, trying to make sure he will never be able to escape.

The phone Rings. I swear my mom wakes me every time I have a Lucid.

Dream; Semi-Lucid; Lucid; Memorable; 1-4 My Recollection;

Woke 7am raining
3; Was at party, Steph was looking at me. I went outside to play some basketball.
(I always get floaty doing that in dreams.)
Was lucid and flew around in the bright yard, landed.
Few scene changes.
I was going through dim hallways in a house. Went out to the window and got lucid again.

4; A DC was learning how to fly. I walked inside and picked up my keyboard to see what it would do in a dream.
(It had folded book chapters as the keys.) I went out the front door and used the keyboard to open a window across the street. I flew over to it. There where random people inside.



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