non-lucid

Dream recall from today's naps.

There was some forum game/video game(It kept switching at places), where player character had to search through very abstract-style factory place, there were two brown puppet things in one of the rooms and some kind of huge engine/mechanism. Then there was different forum/video game that was happening in same place but in different time, one of players was using some 'meta' actions to summon various things, at one point he summoned spherical metallic drone with a laser. He also suggested to open the portal into the other forum game. Then later another player joined the party, he was a dragon. And after some talk everyone exited the factory outside and major enemy appeared, triggering the boss fight.

That's pretty much what I recall: it was about dreams, seeking, and being upside down.

1. [non-lucid]
I am in a hotel I think and I'm trying to get through some doors that seem to just open and close randomly, the doors wont budge so i drive into the door and to my surprise it opens.

Now I'm in a room sat at a table with a foreign guy who is talking to me (I'm not allowed to leave), I think he is teaching me how to speak his language, I just nod and make it look like I'm at all interested in the garbage he is coming out with, he decided to start playing with my joystick (the controller to my wheelchair) in which pissed me off, so I told him to get off and he did.

Finally we leave the room and head to the elevator, When the elevator arrived I rushed into it and shut the doors before he could get in, now I'm repeatedly hitting the 4 button thinking that that is the bottom floor, I look at the panel and realize that button 2 & 3 are missing so I hit #1 a few times and sure enough I arrive on the bottom floor.

Now to get through the dodgy doors, so I rammed them and they opened a lot faster than last time.

fragments:
Saw the foreigners wife, she wore a head scarf thing.

2. [non-lucid]
I was in Minecraft jumping off big round brown hills into puddles of water.

In my dream, discovered some sort of suspicious button on my skin on my lower belly that would require me to go to the hospital and get it operated. My husband called 911, but our of some reason chose not to get an ambulance. We did not have a car in my dream. We tried to get to a bus, but failed out of some reason. Turned out we lived in either too small a town to hail a cab, or the cabs were too busy to stop. At some point my husband could no longer keep walking with me, and the dream did not explain why. As I continued walking, a young man started bothering me, "Where are you going?" He first asked. me "To the hospital." Him: "I bet you are like a hypochondriac, and there is nothing wrong with you." Me: "Well if you must know, we discovered, I have some growth here, and it will need to be removed." Him: "Why did you not call 911?" me "My husband did but decided not to get an ambulance out of some reason. him: "Cheap bastard." Then the young man attacked me. It was a tickle attack. He was tickling me so hard, I could not go on. My phone rang. It was my husband. Me: "Help. I am being attacked." Him with concern in his voice "Where are you?" That's when the dream started to fade, though I remember thinking I should call 911.

The dream begins with me and a lot of students in this type of choir for Dr. Wolf. We go up on stage and start singing this song and he gets all into it and is dancing on the stage. I kinda joke around during the whole thing. Then I sit down and some kid comes up to me with a lighter just like my Germany lighter I accuse him of stealing mine but then find mine looks a little different in my pocket. Then I go outside to meet nate who tells me about a place we can get free beer. I look on my phone, relieved to still have it but it is 4am so I tell him I am going home. He stumbles around and then brings his luggage over this fence.

Dream Fragment 1: I'm holding onto a man. Both of my hands are gripping one of his arms very tightly. He doesn't seem to mind. We are in a very crowded area. It's filled with people laughing, drinking and dancing. I let go of his arm and he places his hand on the small of my back, leading me away from the crowd. I feel happy.

Dream Fragment 2: I'm in Grandma and Grandpa's R.V., sitting at the table. Julie and I sit on opposite sides, talking about whatever. A guy, who I both know and don't know, Walks up to the table with a plate of food. He looks at Julie and then he looks at me. He smiles big and tells me to move over. I move a bit and he sits next to me. We share his plate of food.

Legend: Dream , Semi-Lucid , Lucid

My sister had a party last night. As a result, i was woken up at various times through the night which really interrupted my logging but i was able to log the last dream before my final awakening.

GTA Deathmatch Explorer:
The dream starts off with me and some friends playing an adventure game with a setting that resembles cube world. I'm looking at a map. On the map are locations and the locations light up when you discover them. So as i look at the map, i plan which place i want to clear on my map next. I pick and as i start to travel, the setting changes to GTA. I'm now crossing a large stone dam. I get to the other side but i was forced to kill some cops as they would have discovered me otherwise. After i kill them, more cops show up and i make my way back up and across the dam. I notice that i still have 1 star no matter how far out i go, which means i must have really built up a bad reputation.

As the dream continues, i join an online deathmatch game. It's starts off with me driving a fast car into a building, luckily, i jump out but find myself on the roof of a house. The setting was a neighborhood by the way. As i'm on the roof, i find a rifle and start shooting the other players. I get a lot of points for this. Eventually, the game restarts and i climb back on to the building but this time, i take the other rifle that was on the roof. I start using it, it's not as effective as the other rifle. I make my way down and start shooting from ground level. The neighborhood slowly turns into a land of fire as various buildings catch fire. At one point, i killed a reptilian.

After that, i remember doing some combat at my dojo. Soon after, the game ends and i did decently. I ranked up to like rank 5. After that, my friends and i decided to play something else. As we were leaving the game, we noticed some people who were like rank 20 which was pretty high.

Strategic defense:
I was inside some real time strategy game and the setting was my farm. I was going through a tutorial. It had some elements of sins of a solar empire in which there were rocks on my farm and i could build mines on them that would produce copper. The rocks were as small as a bowl but i that didn't stop me from building a mine on it. I also managed to build dome shields to guard the mines.

... I was in some place I don't know. Probably a school.
These two girls are following me. Each one carries a hand bag. I left a room and turn to a big corridor. I'm getting a strange feeling.
They keep stalking me. I turn and one of them comes towards me like she wants to give me her bag and asks: "Are you Telmo?"
My heart is racing!!
I felt being pulled down. Like I was in the middle of a spiral. There's this deep guttural roar. So weird.

The dream stops.
I'm in my bed. I open my eyes and try to move. I can't.
The roar continues and there's this black silhouette in front of me.
I was trying so hard to move.
It lasted just a few seconds until I finally managed to move.
The thing is... I wasn't scared. I was somehow aware of all the stuff I've been reading about SP. And didn't gave it much thought.
I was trying to move because I thought I was in a middle of a WILD attempt and it was time I try and leave my body for my FIRST! Lucid dream.
I seems my mind is going all in at night. My recall is also improving every day but I'm still unable to get Lucid.

Dream One:

Mr. T, my PE teacher not the mohawk dude, and I were in a forest. Tall trees, giant hill, and many vines decending from the tree tops. For some reason, Mr. T and I decided to go up the hill. After we made it to the top, he started acting strange. I asked him what's going on and he just looked at me. Then I woke up.
Mysterious right? The way he turned his head was just his head and nothing else, no other body movement was involved.

Dream Two:

This dream is the same as the first dream, except in the beginning, I'm driving the car and Mr. T is no where to be found. I look behind me in the trunk and I see a burnt creature, bald, red flaky skin, evil eyes, and a smoker's voice. Oddly enough, I felt that this was Mr. T. I asked him "What are you doing?" and he lifted a drum-like object, faced the top surface towards me, and forming at the top of the surface was a small hole in the center of the object.When the hole opened, he said "Your turn to burn." And gasoline poured out of the hole and into our supposed camping supplies. I jumped out of the car and watched the car go over the same hill from earlier. Fianlly when the car hit the otherside of the hill, a fiery boom was created and as it exploded, I woke up.
At this point I figured these dreams were separate, aside from the scenary, but that was the last thing I remember from the other dream. However, I then had a third dream.

Dream Three:

This dream is kinda like a prequel to all the other dreams. It started out with me, my sister, friends, and my friend's parents. But we're in a locker room waiting for the parents. These weird robot things came in and started wreaking havoc and I decided to do something about it. I grabbed a little yellow one, like a pencil, and threw it out the door, hugged a fat one and it ran away, then the rest just ran out on their own. The parents came in and began a short conversation with us:
Parents: Okay, are you all ready to go?
Me: *Confused* Where are we going?
Mom: To Yellowstone National Park or Lake Mead
Me: For how long?
Dad: Probably until the 10th of August.
We were already half way to YNP when I thought "Oh no, I've got tennis practice this week!" which is true, I've got it all 5 week days and I didn't want to miss anything. It was too late and I guess in my dream it was already the 9th of August. We then signed ourselves in and as we did I saw Mr. T and his wife signing in as well. I thought, "What is he doing here?" and again, he looked at me, but this time I started hearing this loud ringing noise, kind of like on Slenderman, and I felt heavy and slow. After the dream faded out, I finally woke up.

Maybe it's got something to do with my thinking process? Or maybe they were separate dreams, and I just dont remember the first dream as much as I do with the 2nd and 3rd.
My dreams came in an anti-chronological order. Do they all have something in common? And what did Mr. T meant by "Your turn to burn."? Who knows, once I get this dreaming technique down, I'll ask him why the next time he tells me this.

I DEILD. As I entered the dream I see my mom is sleeping though I know irl she is at work. I go upstairs and some weird things happen after I did a RC. As soon as I did a RC. The carpet that my foot was under started to move. Not only that but the carpet got stuck under my feet and it was really irritating. Next odd thing was that this strange "fuzz" starts impairing my vision and I couldn't get it off. (My dream control is just bad) I just decide to just close my dream eyes. I then try to move but then I somehow prick my finger on something. I felt a sharp pain in my right index finger. I then just decided to just force my self awake. I shake my dream body and in a few moments I am awake, I decide to try to DEILD again. After going through the vibrations and whatnot I enter the dream. This time the fuzz that impaired my vision was there again and my bedsheets "stuck" on to me, like wrapped its self around me. At this point I had no desire to be lucid and lost lucidity at that point. The dream goes in a different direction and is about me convincing my mom about how a dog has rabies or something.

Not much of recall today, ended up easily falling back to sleep when trying to recall and sleeping schedule got a bit broken again, need to fix it.

There was some game with story about some kids and their parents, MSPA-style. There were various locations including some blue maze that everyone was going through, in maze there was some talk.
Then there was some snowy mountain area, through which they were getting using some huge snowmobile/tank hybrids, then on the top they talked to a dragon who was hiding in human form and who tells them some kind of truth about the world. They then moved through few locations and ended up at some kind of farm place, where they met parents again and talked to them.
Kids went on through more locations, getting some kind of special powers and then reaching some army base. Officer here tried to get them to drink various alcohol drinks and almost succeed, but GWG appeared out of nowhere and started posting some crazy stuff and walls of texts, distracting everyone, and then made portal archway and disappeared through it. One of kids with most special powers realizes something and moves through portal as well, others follow him. They end up getting teleported just barely few meters away from the archway and dragon, that's hiding in human form, facepalms while watching for them.
Soon they reach some city, with red on white color theme. More cutscenes start and kids's parents end up spontaneously exploding, then some witch appears to be behind everything and the final fight starts in one of the buildings, which ends up being really gimmicky with various challenges.

I'm in some camp cabin, there's an audience and we're watching Roseanne Barr and that dude who plays her husband on the Roseanne show talk about their show, and people in the audience are pissed that the guy left the show or something because they missed his sandwiches. During the whole assembly there is a sandwich just chilling on stage with like 60 layers of ingredients and bread. After they are done talking they go into the audience and take a seat, then a teen girl and a teen boy go on stage and make the audience laugh for a good 5 minutes with improve, then Roseanne yells from the audience asking why they aren't eating the sandwich, so the two teens shocked grab a few layers off the sandwich, the girl got two pieces of bread with ingredients in the middle, but the boy only grabbed two pieces of bread with no ingredient in between and it pissed Roseanne and the guy off so they got up and went back onstage and shoved some of the proper bits of the sandwich down his throat, and then they threw the rest of the tall sandwich at the audience and they all fought for just a piece of it.
(I wasn't in the dream at all.)

[I don't really want to call this a dream fragment because I remembered more of it from when I woke up. Unfortunately I didn't write it down in the dream journal that I keep by my bed. ]

My parents and I are in one of the semi-trucks, with my father behind the wheel, my mother in the middle, and me by the window. Real trucks aren't nearly as tall as this one, though. It must have reached for at least a mile (maybe a mile and a half) and I was terrified. In real life I don't have a huge phobia of heights, but at the same time if you get me high enough I'm not going to want to look down. However, in the dream, I didn't want to be a scaredy-cat Gryffindor and so I kept opening my eyes and looking down.

I remember that the roads weren't always connected, or at least they didn't always look as though they were connected, because sometimes I thought that we were going to fall off of them and land on the one below.

Eventually I came to realize that the reason it looked as though we were so high up was because my seat was right in line with the right side mirror that made the roads look distorted. This calmed me somewhat but I still was afraid of impending doom.

Later we managed to get to Jasper's trailer. I don't remember much from his place but I know that he and I were sleeping on one of the couches together. I think he kept calling me unattractive or "not as sexy as he."

Maybe a mention about France?

[This is the second time I've gone to sleep and remembered a few dream fragments. It's good that I'm remember bits of so many dreams but I'd be more satisfied if I could remember whole dreams. ]

1) Faye is concerned about something, but I can't remember what it is. It looks as if though the setting is my old school UMS, and she takes me to one of the bathrooms. I remember that there are showers in there, though, which there definitely aren't in real life.

2) This setting was back in Ucon in the first trailer that my family lived in. The neighbors behind us were the children that live around where we live in now, though. I remember that we had a porch with an awning above, and that is an addition.

For whatever reason, I was trying to bake cookies. My mother took over, though, and spent the entire dream (about two days) baking. I once asked why she kept doing it and she told me it was because she liked decorating.

At night my dad went outside to take out the trash. It was a weekend and the two of them didn't have any alcohol to drink so my mother asked me what he seemed like to me. "Great," I replied, though that was more of my attitude towards the scenario than what I thought he was feeling. As I was going into the bathroom he came in from the back door. I'm not sure what he said, but I think it was something along the lines of "I'm not a chump."

The next day the children behind us were being extremely loud. It was hard for me to think and my mother couldn't concentrate on baking so she asked me to go out and tell them to quiet down (which I was doing anyway). As I got out there they were all starting to pile into a European van (the driver's side was on the right rather than the left) and a woman (brown hair, looked to be in her thirties) was the one driving. I leaned in the passenger's side and prepared to tell the children to shut up, but I couldn't spit the words out. The woman started reversing and I stumbled a bit. "Climb on in," she said, but I refused. I turned around to go back inside instead.

3) Jeff, Bart and I were out hunting in the woods. The sun was peeking out through some of the trees and so if I had to guess it was in the afternoon. I'm not sure what we were hunting, but I know it wasn't animals. The three of us climbed up a hill and passed some other guys and eventually we got to a log cabin.

4) [Here it is, the "maybe lucid." The reason I don't know if I knew that I was dreaming or not is because my thought process resembled what it is when I'm lucid, but I don't actually remember ever thinking "I'm lucid, this is a dream, I can do whatever I want." Whether it was a lucid or not, however, I did execute a fair amount of dream control.]

There was some sort of war going on. Some man--a captain--was being controlled by me. I made him do "something" and I also made him quit to become an average citizen. He told me that if I didn't want to practice martial arts then I could always do some kind of fighting style that resembled that of a cat. I already knew this and thought about Yugito Nii of Naruto.

Dream 1

I was in a car on what looked to be a motorway and something happened (which I can't recall) which caused me to realize that I was dreaming. I'm still sitting in the back seat of this car and I think of what I want to do. First I must stabilize the dream, I think. I look at my hands noticing the detail, I rubbed them together and then I looked up. Everything was clearer, I wanted to get out the car but every time I thought of something which wasn't to do with stabilizing the dream I could feel myself waking up. In the end I just woke up.

Dream 2

I am playing for England in the World Cup Final, however this final is taking place on some random field and there was no fans watching us live. I was playing ok at first, |I was getting some tackles in and having some shots. We were losing 1-0 though. I then started playing really badly, I couldn't tackle anybody, all my shots were going really wide. I went to take throw in and I threw it like 1m, so I ran up to it and tried to cross it but it just went for a goal kick. I could hear moans across my team and I thought about all the people watching it how they'd hate me. I could hear people saying it was time to sub me. I decided to step up my game.

I run round all the pitch, it was great I wasn't getting tired and I was sprinting as fast as I could. Then finally my team score! I run up to the goal scorer and give them a high five. For some reason half of my team decided to stand off the pitch. There was five minutes left and it was 1-1. The ref had decided to let us have a player from there team so it was 12 against 10. I shout to the other players to get back on the pitch we can win. I think to myself, imagine me this newbie scoring the World Cup winner. It kicked off and we were fully attacking now. Everyone was in the box and it was a corner. the goalkeeper was taking it. I was right by the goal line ready to head it in. The corner was crossed to the edge of the box, someone shot and it deflected and as I was right on the goal line I kicked it in. However no one seen that part and everyone thought it was the other person. The person who scored was Margaret Thatcher haha.

Then I had flashes in my head of the whole country going wild because we were about to win the World Cup.