non-lucid

I had a funny dream the other night. It was one of those super long epic dreams where I am having this great adventure. I was with this guy who was my best friend and we were side by side during this whole dream.

And when I woke up, I thought about the dream and thought, "Huh...". My dream best friend who I had felt so close to was the salesguy from the mattress store that I had recently gone to. Too funny.

Non-Lucid|Lucid|Notes
Falsely Convicted
I'm in a courtroom, standing up at the defendant's table. Every accusation I hear is direct evidence of the murder I supposedly committed. The only problem? I'm innocent.

I'm dragged off by an officer in a khaki uniform and walked down a hallway, where the media is lined up along the walls. My mother shoves past a group of camera-holding spectators, just long enough to ask me a brief, yet impending question:
"Did you do it?"
I shake my head, no.

As I am carefully chained into the back an empty black van which, undoubtedly, should be taking me to a state penitentiary, I begin to cry. My life is over at 17. Damn, I didn't even get to go to college yet.

A thought crosses my mind...

I'm 17! I can't go to prison yet! This must be a..

The dream warps and I awake with a peculiar sense of satisfaction

I only remember a fragment for today:

I’m in a fantasy setting , an archer, I look like some weird mix of Legolas and Daenerys Targaryen. I’m also a man. I’m running in a landscape that I would describe as a mix of Siberia, Canada and New Zealand and I am on my own. I have a feeling that I either have been abandoned by everyone or I left them. There is a strong feeling of complete and involuntary solitude.

I am in a small city in Japan with one of my old classmates Asya. We are on holidays here together and this is the last day, soon enough we are supposed to go home. We are walking through the street full of souvenir shops and small food places. We enter one of the antique gift shops and I look around.

The shop looks much bigger on the inside, I see stalls and stalls from floor to the ceiling with all sort of things. We are here to find something for our friends and families.

On one of the stalls an owl necklace catches my eye. A small metal bird with a watch in its stomach. I take it in my hands and at it for quite a long time, there’s something wrong with the watch, but I can’t wrap my head around what is wrong. One thing I know – they are not the usual type and they definitely don’t show time. I head the sudden loud chattering sound somewhere at the back of the store and turn my head to it.

I don’t see anything that could make such noise, but for some reason I imagine some sort of insect. I’m surprised to see that nobody else has looked in that direction, seems like I was the only one to notice it.
When I turn back to the stall, the owl necklace is gone.
…

We are eating sushi at some other place, I eat one made from some red fish and the guy that sits nearby says that it is gross because it’s made from sturgeon. He then reaches the plate and eats another one from some kind of green fish…

That’s all I remember for today.

07.30.2012

Love Song (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm sitting at a computer lab with a few random people, and I trying to think of something clever for a project I have to do. I believe I was wearing a black leather jacket, with a regular white shirt underneat, and probably long jeans.

I wanted to do some set of drawings for something, and I believe I was doing it digitally by first scanning a sketch of something, and then creating a separate layer to quickly draw in the lines in the sketch for better detail.

That's what I would think I'd do, but then I started to get distracted with something else. I look at the computer screen, and I was watching Nana (not the singer Nana) and Nobu hugging each other. Nana was crying on Nobu's chest, and he's holding her tightly in his arms.

I look at this for a while, and tried to speculate how I could relate this to the project I'm doing (and I honestly don't know what I'm doing it for).

I felt someone's presence to my right, but I didn't bother to turn around to see who it was at the time. I start getting more worried and needed to do something quick, at least that's what I think because I felt like I was being rushed.

Then the person sitting next to me queried,

"Why don't you do a love song for her?"

It takes me a few seconds, but I finally realized she was talking to me. I slowly turned my head to the right, watching her from her breasts all the way to her mouth. As I'm elevating my head, the black shadow starts to fade away and reveals more of her visage.

I think she had long black hair that was curly and wavy....

Unfortunately, that's all I remembered, I didn't get to see any other parts of her face except for her smile.

A love song? For who?

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07.30.2012

Store Killing (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm walking inside of what seems to be your basic supermarket. I believe I killed someone based on the number of people looking at me, and I think someone said that I killed her myself.

The dream resets, I think, and I'm walking around checking the aisles of the store for any kind of suspicious activity. I still have the feeling that I did something wrong, and I eventually reach an aisle, but didn't go into it, where there's a lady who most likely fainted.

An older women who has a wide stopic and huge ass (you know, the droopy torso and elevated ass kind of older women) holding the lady that looks like she passed out in her arms. She's kneeling down to support the lady on the floor, and when I looked closer, there's blood somewhere on the girl's chest.

As for the girl herself, I didn't pay attention too much to get her visage, because I still had a feeling that this could've been my doing. It felt as if this was a rewind on the event, except that I'm not with the group of people crowding around the female.

I'd say the female was in her 20s, and she was wearing a faded swamp green kind of dress with the thin straps that can go over her shoulders. Her hair was brunette, I'm sure of it, and she was skinny, but not too skinny.

Why am I killing people without knowing why I did so in the dream?

I think my recalls are getting worse... Before, I can just write down dreams without trouble, now I have to dig around just to find fragments. I couldn't recall anything this morning except for needing to drive my friend home and (I think) getting lucid but lost it. I couldn't even remember if I was really lucid or I was just dreaming about being lucid. I tried to pinch my nose, but even before I'm done with that, I tried to push my finger through, then blackness.

John Rhodes and I went to the optometrist, for some reason. My right I was bugging me. We had gone there for him to have a checkup, but I went in to ask the doctor about my eye. She used a light to look around in it, a little handheld one, and finally saw what it was, a pulled a piece of glass out of the bottom of my eye, that was trapped between my eye and eyelid. In the dream, this reminded me of another experience I had in a dream, where something had to be pulled out of the corner of my eye. I saw it, and I asked her if it had caused any permanent damage to my retina, and she said "oh yea, definitely." I left, walked outside, and almost left before remembering I came with John. He soon came outside, grabbed a vinyl from a car which I think was his, and I think it was Icky Thump, which we were apparently going to listen to in the car somehow. I remember this confusing me, as there was no record player anywhere in the car. That's the last bit I remember.

So basically, I've learned that being woken up by a doorbell going off directly above your head is the worst way in the world to wake up, ever. Destroyed my DR.

1st dream

Conspiracy theory is performing at my elementary lunch room. The sound messes up and I continue to play a beat on a table but they walk out anyway. I don't know how their sound is set up but I can't fix it.

2nd dream

I'm in my bed with my eyes closed and all of a sudden I can see everything. The dream obviously started..maybe this is what happens when people complain about not being able to keep their eyes shut. I mean because this is a really good FA. I walk into the bathroom and I see a small pot with flowers on the ground. They look like they were cut from a tree in my yard but they're purple. I know she left them. She can't be too far. I get outside and I see a turtle walking on the ceiling of my carport. So Nevermind..it's a straight up dream. Something in waking life wakes me up.

3rd dream
I'm back in my bed. I imagine it rocking back and forth and it does. All of a sudden I can see everything again and now my bed is floating. Things blackout again...must have just gotten some vivid hi. It feels like I'm traveling down a river except I controll every rocking motion I'm feeling. It stops and I can see again.

I get out of bed and there's a guy who looks like he's made of glue in the kitchen. I ask him if he knows where Kaomea is...he doesn't answer...I don't think he can talk. My pops is in the livining room. I can't get a straight answer out of him even when I stry to ask backwards questions like "tell me where everyone isn't except for Koamea". The only thing I get out of him was she was in fact the person who left the flowers.

I head outside and it's thundering and raining. It stops and I head to the back yard. D's dog (who passed away) is there. She's chained up to a pole in the basketball court and is sitting in the only dry spot. I unchain her and tell her to find Kaomea. It sniffs around a bit and starts heading to the house then I stop it and let it smell the flowers she left. She turned around and started digging a hole.

My sister was there, and I didn't have time to listen to what she said. I just jumped down this hole. It was different from my portals as this thing seemed to go in forever. Finally I arrived at some office. It looked like a telemarketing office but one of the DC's said it was hell. Hmmm hell doesn't look so bad, or maybe that's what they want me to think! Anyways, I'm here with some random DCs who slid down as well and we'er walking from office to office. They just want to leave. I want to find Kaomea. In fact I think I remember reading about how she was here recently.

I continue questioning any and all DCs on her whereabouts. None of them know. We come up to security, and they stopped us and tell us satan is back there. A few kicks and punches, and I'm in. He approaches us. He's this Asian guy wih a maroon rayon shirt. He says none of belong here so we have to leave. I tell him that I just need to find Kaomea and I'll be on my way. He says something and we walk a bit and he shows the other people out.

I think this guy is pulling a fast one. I turn around and head through the area with more guards. There was a wall with a window. I jumped through it without shattering the glass and continued on. Some clown tried to stop me, but I ruined his day. I don't see this punk anywhere. I come to another room and something's off. Outside

I can see clouds. Wtf. Some guy taps me on the shoulder and says "Satan told me to give you this". He had headset in his hands. What!? The guy tells me that I'm the senior ranking individual here now. "Wait what!?" He says if I get addicted to crack in the future...either way the job is mine now. Then he calls me by my brothers name. I told him that wasn't me. He says "oh the. It must have been a mixup". He looks in his computer and presses a few buttons and says "worker". I walk away from the guy and wake up.

I don't know about anyone else on here but I hate mall dreams.

I was in the mall when some kid who was shoplifting candy from the store told me it was the end of the world or something big was going to happen. He said it was so big that it would hit the whole entire population and we would all be in a frenzy.

I then decided to shoplift some goods 'just in case' because I didn't know what would happen to me.

I remember getting into a cooler and there where energy drinks in there. This kid wanted me to hand him one because there was a limited stock of these in other stores or they were all gone.

Then the dream changed to where I ran into a different section of the mall to go baby shopping. There weren't any people here in a frenzy but on my way there I saw a few people who looked rushed. I was collecting baby things when some girl and her child and some other lady were discussing some event like a birthday party. I then noticed that there were presents wrapped up in the baby section for this birthday party like the event was being held there.

For some reason something hit me to start running and avoiding people to get out of the mall. So I ran. Other people were running too. I was running when I noticed that stores were starting to close and people where panicking to get out in time, some people where trapped and where held hostige in the stores. I didnt know what the heck was happening so I tried to run to the nearest exit but there didn't seem to be one. I ended up going to the lower level of the mall and running down this dark hallway with some people that I pulled along with me into this entrance until I woke up. It was like the dream was moving along with me.

29.07.2012

Dancing Around On Skype (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID


I'm in my room at my old house, on Skype to my girlfriend. I dance around the room with a guitar [which, incidentally, I can't play], singing along to a song in the background, solely for her amusement.

What's strange about this dream is that she had a dream the same night, in which I'd sent her photos in the post of me at a recording studio, playing Elton John's piano and Eric Clapton's first guitar, along with a note saying 'wish you were here, I'm tanned, on top of the world and game'. Strange.

I remember looking around in a big store for a video game controller gun trying a few out then us in the store but its a jail and im talking about whether im folk or king.

It started at my dad's house. For some reason we were moving, so I was outside as they rolled the house down the street. I wanted to go meet with friends to go shopping, so I climbed onto a school bus that would take me there. Just as we were leaving we hit a bump. I went outside to find we had run over my sister. She was "alright", in the sense that she was still conscious and alive. But she was covered in blood, her hand and ankles were snapped backwards, and one of her legs was broken. Horrified, I picked her up and carried her onto the bus.

The next thing I remember was being at the store shopping with friends. We were looking for costumes for a movie we were making (I believe it was our own version of Superman). At one point I got in an argument with Leah, then we checked out and left. We went to a house (I don't think it's real) and more of my friends were there as well as some teachers from school. We played Taboo and I was the first one to give clues, but all of the cards were too hard and I didn't know what the words meant. I settled on a card that had "John Johnson" on it, but while it definitely was a Taboo card, I played it like it was Pictionary and proceeded to try and draw the clue.

The last part was me entering American Idol, but it had the original three judges on it. For some reason my mom was also a judge, and she was pretty popular. The rest of my family was there too, but my mom didn't seem too happy about me entering (in the dream my singing was awful...I swear I have a good voice irl ). Before the show all the contestants were taken into an auditorium to practice projecting our voices. We were given a sheet to read off of. I read off of the sheet while someone was listening to rap music.

And then I woke up.

This dream had the typical dream signs...or I guess maybe a better term might be my "dream qualities"; the dream was hazy, and I viewed the whole thing from a somewhat zoomed-out first person perspective...like playing a video game in first person, it's never quite true to actual first person view.

Dream | Lucid | Commentary

It was Christmas and me and my little bro were getting presents from the Claus up on the North side. I don't remember what I got, but Adam got some sweet computer game and I played it. I guess I went inside the game too.

I was on some obstacle course race, and I had a gun that shot electricity, it was used to open doors. I was right in front of some girl, so I was scared she'd pass me while I was opening a door. I came to a door, and I was shotting it with my gun, but it took a second to open.

When it opened there was some railing fence I had to run around and climb over to get past that part. I passed it easily, but I came up on the next part of the course and it was some dancing challenge. There were already about 15 people leaving from that challenge, and I knew they cheated and took some shortcut, because I was in the lead! I skipped the dancing challenge and tried to catch up to those dirty cheaters.

I forget what happened after that, but I know after this dream I woke up at around 4:45 and attempted a DEILD, but I guess I already moved around too much to do it. So I just tried a MILD, and I don't remember any later dreams.

OI dI went to bed at 12am and woke up at 6am and these are the fragments I remeber im getting outof this white truck with this realy buff guy

He gong to beat somone up I think about somone might steal my kndle in the truck so I go back and roll up the window

I see the buff guy beating someone up by the store I keep walking into a game store I see a lot of people buying xbox 316 im like dang do u have any left the clerk come and shows me some games I dont listen my friends from fresno are there and are like how did figure it out

Im thinking about the bombings how they turned people into bombs ima a bomb too but I can controle it somhow

This guy freaks out about how he dosent like war and stuff and he thinks I do so he leave and fights them on his own

This guy in pink dance shoes allmost gets run over with a tank the military guy come out and is laghing at him so the kid calls him a bitch and super speeds away

Im walking and I hear mom call my name I say what real loud and like suprisde im yelling at her im like my bad it was a reflux

This guy is secretly traping all my team mate in rooms and I know it but cant stop it I just have to go along with it

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[SIZE="3"][COLOR="Black"]Bike Ride With Sherie[/COLOR][/SIZE] [SIZE="1"][COLOR="#808080"](Non-lucid)[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[SIZE="1"][COLOR="#808080"]NON-DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#9370DB"]DREAM[/COLOR] [COLOR="#00008B"]LUCID[/COLOR][/SIZE]

[COLOR="#808080"][/COLOR][COLOR="#808080"]I actually think this might of been two dreams, but it was also logical to think they might of been the same, though I'm pretty sure they were two. But I combined them because it might of been one and a timeline could of fit between them, and for your convinience :P

[/COLOR][COLOR="#9370DB"]I remember riding around on a bike with my dog Sherie following me, but I don't remember much about this start...

When I arrived at McDonalds, I'm not sure what Sherie was doing while I was there, but I remember that I seemed to be there with someone and there was a huge playground at McDonalds, big enough for hundreds, maybe a couple thousand adults.

I was going up a ladder like slope and jumped across to the other side and grabbed on and pulled myself up, then I want across another one of them. It was similer to the other one, but this time when I looked up I saw the friend I was with...I saw up her skirt... [/COLOR][COLOR="#808080"](ummm...score?..maybe?) [/COLOR][COLOR="#9370DB"]I was playing on the playground for a while more but can't remember it well, but when I told my friend I saw her above me before, she didn't believe me for some reason, she said it was impossible.

I then started riding home with Sherie again, she was lagging behind a little bit and I was getting frustrated because she was sniffing everything and making me wait.[/COLOR][/INDENT]