non-lucid

Awareness - 6 / 10
Control - 8 / 10

So the first thing I remember is that I was outside of this apartment type building with a mattress. For some reason, the mattress was where I actually slept, despite it being outside. Anyways, then this swarm of bees dropped out of a tree and began chasing me. They then kind of all swarmed around this one spot on thier hive and I saw that a couple of wasps were there. I decided to help the bees out and tried getting rid of the wasps. They just got mad at me however and then I had to move my mattress to avoid being swarmed by wasps. I started looking for another place to sleep. It was really wierd because I was in a commercial district of a town and all the landscaping from the buildings to the streets was really sleep. Anyways, I decided there was no other place to go and just went back to my first spot. Thankfully, the bees had gone and killed the wasps for me since I tried to help them out.

Awareness - 7 / 10
Control - 6 / 10

I was on a football team, playing as a defensive lineman. We had on green jerseys and I remember that we had just done a play. In it, I had pretty much just blocked the guy in front of me and nothing really happened. THen came the next play. We all lined up and I head the QB call 'hike!' and start the play. I started pushing against the other guy, trying to get to the QB. He made it past me however and I had that reoccurring issue with not being able to run in my dreams. Anyways, then a pass was made and a little reciever caught it. Suddenly, I was able to kind of just teleport across the field and tackle him, or rather, pick him up from behind and toss him back the other way. Anyways, then he didn't get up. I was worried that I had injured him and broken his neck. Thankfully, he could still move however so he wasn't paralyzed. Then the medic came over and put this little blue clip thing onto his spine, which was now randomly exposed, 'just in case he did have a spinal injury'. That is all I remember from that one.

I was in place like palace. As I vaguely remember the tile was shining as I walk on them.

Then I was running and I have a spray bottle in my hand. As I running I have a wide white ribbon in my hand too but I think it was not long enough. Then I press the spray and it sprout out another white ribbon that long enough as I wanted.

I ran with all my might so the end of the ribbon didn't touch the ground. Then I saw the end route and I was the first to reach it. I was first!

After the race end I crowding with my friends and I heard one of them complaining about the race.

I was in a house that I didn't know about. There were someone else there. I'm not really sure what we were doing but it seems to involve washing and car?

As we follow someone reliable to do what we want to do, the reliable someone turn to us and said something like we didn't fit to be together with him or is it them.

It's like the one said that was own a reality TV and we were from a wealthy family rent them for us to have fun with them.

So it's like he says poor people work hard and wealthy people just drift away in cosy. They kick us out from their reality TV. Seems like that.

Then I went to a room that have a kid in her earlier teen as I report to her what happened. The teen had a bear in her arm and she was laying in her bed. I join her and we lay together.

As I thought in the dream, the teen was our guardian who flood us with wealthy. She was wearing blue dress when I came to see her.

I seems in a traditional bus terminal and there were a lot of bus. I'm not sure whether I want to ride one or just drop from one. But I was walking and searching one bus after another.

As I walk, I make sure I walk in the front bus and not at their back for safety reason. Because the bus driver would see me if they want to move the bus.

Ok, so in our town, there's this restaurant that I eat at once in a while... It's family run, I think... Anyways, I had a dream that I was there and I was eating one of their burgers. It's funny because I remember tasting it too. It's almost like I was actually eating one... Very short dream, though. I remember just this one moment.

Anyone else ever have dream food?

I was in a bus. As I sat inside I look at the back of the bus and saw there were a lot of high school students girls. Those students wear a white Kurung and green long skirt.

As they sat there, they put their legs out the bus window. I thought that kids these day like to do extreme things.

When I'm home, my mom and I discuss the issue. My mom said kids these days are not well behave and rude. Then she told the story when she was a high school teenager, she only ride a plough (!)

And I counter it with; that's same. Once in her time, girl in plough was being regard as rude but not now. And now girls in a bus with their legs out of it's window is rude and I thought that issue would not being regard rude in the future. Older people like to complain their younger generation this and that but actually when they were young they were also brash!

07.31.2012

Winning at Casino (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm inside of a Casino, and the flooring is probably a faded green color of carpet rug. I go to one of those slot machines, nice and shiny huh?

I think I put in a quarter, at least, and then pressed the lever down. I figured that since it's small change I'm putting in, I don't really have anything to lose.

I still had the anticipation, but decided to just let those feelings fade away, and as the machine stopped.......


I win $1,000.

I look at the screen to make sure this isn't some kind of cock-ish machine trying to troll me. The money is coming out of the machine, and I have $1,000 in my hand.

It's no wonder I didn't do a reality check....LOL.

The first thing on my mind when I receieved this cash was COLLEGE COLLEGE COLLEGE COLLEGE COLLEGE.

I was so bloody happy, my cheeks widened with so much enthusiasm (who ever knew cheeks could be happy), and if you thought that was all?

I put in another quarter, more or less, and won $500.

I can see why I had this dream, since I was listening to a few people I was eating out with yesterday talk about Casinos and their cock-ish ways into tempting you to gamble.

If I could poop my pants in joy a dream, this would be one of the moments.



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What's funny is that I remembered this dream because I saw a billboard sign showing the current Powerplay lotto while in Pennsylvania in my trip back home today.
And another thing, when I woke up, I didn't remember the dream until that Powerplay billboard incident I mentioned above, I woke up with the feeling that someone took a good punch on the right side of the jaw.
I wonder if those men who do punch and do horrible things to you if you do suspicious things in a Casino were in the dream because of my luck with money. Maybe that's why I woke up feeling like I didn't remember anything, hahahaha.

Tiny Lights
A few nights ago I dreamed I saw lights in the sand the size of a grain of sand. They were blue and green and maybe yellow. I scooped up some sand and got several in my hand. I tried to sift the sand out of my hand leaving just the lights.

This is residue from my fiber optic interests.

Eating

Over that last few days I had a dream where I was eating fish and one where I was eating a snow cone being very mindful of the texture.

The fish leathery on one side, but tender on the other. I wanted the tender, flaky part. The one where I was eating the snow cone was residue of doing a lot of research on shaved ice machines for a snow cone trailer I'm thinking about buying.
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Two giant horse-like creatures were moving towards eachother sideways. I was between them. A girl helped me get up one to avoid being smooshed. It was buff colored.

I was on my stomach over the horses back trying to get over it more so I would be positioned more evenly.

The horse then started walking around a center structure. I thought when it came full circle, I might be able to get off.

Dream Skip

I was in a room trying to sleep. I looked outside and there were 4 guys playing base guitar. I remember all of them had bases with different shapes and color. I kept looking for a guy with a white bass, but he wasn't there.

Dream Skip

Then I heard God talking to me (I'm not a God person). I was so happy that God finally indicated he wanted a "relationship" with me. In my belief system, invisible things have to some how make themselves perceived, or I must some how discover them, to believe in them.

So there I was. God was talking to me. He told me I needed to start talking to my Mom again. This bothered me, but I thought that if God wanted me to do it, that was easy enough to achieve.

I decided to make amends with my Mom, but then it was my Dad that I was going to make up with. I used to fight with my dad all the time.

I found myself up on a hill looking down at my Dad's house (it was different than in waking life). My brother was coming out, fighting with my dad. I needed to figure out how to get in the house without being notice so I could get some stuff and get out.

Dream skip to some other location. I asked a woman if God had ever spoken to her. She said "Yes." I told her God just spoke to me, but I mean SPOKE to me for real. I heard it!

She said, yea, he's Irish. I said, "YEAH! HE'S IRISH!"...and then I remembered his voice as being Irish, which it wasn't when I heard him.

I don't believe in God any more after that dream, but it was awesome having such a dream. This was the second intense dream about God that I've had.

I was in my bedroom, the layout of the furniture's different. The bed is right next to the window, and the desk is right behind the bed, so the bed is almost like a closed off nest. I was fixing things on my desk and I looked up, seeing these 2 men standing around at the end of the street. I closed the window thinking I locked it. When I looked again, they were right in front of the window asking me questions or selling me something. I pretended to be interested and told them to come in at the front door but I know their intention was to rob the house. I walked away slowly but they were still standing by the window. I saw my mom walking toward the room and screamed that there are thieves. I turned around and the men were in the room. I started cursing at them and pushed them out of the room. I yelled some more and pushed them out the front door. The adults in the house was surprised that I have the strength to push them out myself. I was surprised that I'm cursing in front of adults. I went back to my room and checked the window, I pushed the window and it opened. I closed it again and saw a latch on the right side of the window, then I realized that I didn't actually lock it in the first place. I looked out the window, and the men were back at the end of the street.

07/31/2012
1AM - 8AM

I could remember five dreams when I woke up this morning. Five! That's got to be a new record for me!

Anyway, I'm not going to bother writing down all five... if I can even remember them anymore. I'm just going with the one I remember best.

I was playing The Sims 3. I had a pregnant Sim waiting to go up the Duquesne Incline. I was trying to get her husband to come; he was at home, hosting a pool party. I was trying to figure out how to get all the guests to leave so he could go meet his wife. Suddenly, she went into labour. I tried selecting the husband and then clicking on her to get the option for him to take her to the hospital, but that option didn't appear.

A day is cold; a girl can see her own breath of life.
A dusty glass window beside is covered with frost,
A little girl not older than ten is locked outside on a veranda.

The sky is darkening to icy blue
It is reaching for her; a cold thing, a dark thing.
Hands as white as bone and snow
She crouches and clenches her legs tightly
Warmth sieves through her claws like desert sand.

Whimpering,
She desperately bangs a glass… locked door beside.
Daddy, let me out! I won’t cry, let me out!
Is he sleeping?

Her runny nose is red like Rudolf,
Not Santa, she whispers herself, not Santa.
Clever girl knows it was her dad dressed in Santa.

Shivering, she punches a sliding glass door, bang.
Making noise might wake him up.

But… she drops her hand feebly.
He hates noise; he hates a child crying like a child.
A bitter dry cold was too much for a little girl.
Her body is numbing with stiff pain and blue,
Her thumbs have dry crevices trickling with blood.

He won’t let me out, till I give the right answer.
Silence will unleash the sentence
The obedient girl keeps her breath as silent as possible.

Santa doesn't like crying kids.
Only the dripping sound of tears fills the air

Daddy let me out.

7/31/12

I had work at a community pool, so me and my friend Jacob went there. We sat down on a log with lifeguard tubes, but nobody else was there. My replacement, SK, came and told me to go home. I didn't, and after that she disappeared. I crossed a wooden bridge into a treehouse which was supposed to be the guardroom. My sister was standing there, and she said that it was 3:45 and she came to bring me home.

I was doing math, and looking for someone. Trying to catch someone. I feel like I was reading through A Tour of the Calculus, looking at his proof regarding instantaneous velocity. There was much more to the scenario, but I can't hold it in my mind. My sister was there. At the end, we all went to a UWA football game. Grammy, Paw-Paw and a lady that was supposed to be Mrs. Rose but that we called Aunt Betty Jo were already there. We went up to the concession stand, I was gonna get wings and a sprite. Then my alarm woke me up.

Woke up for about 20 minutes. Was gonna attempt a WILD, but felt pretty sick, just fell asleep. In this dream, some girl and I were traveling with some lady, was was going to teach us some kind of supernatural skill, I believe. We were in a large hotel, a few floors up, in a city. She leaves, comes back, and I see she has a gun. She pulls it on the girl, telling her to write. I quickly move to the lady, wrest control of the gun from her, point it at her head, and pull the trigger. No round comes out, it just clicks. So we run. We get downstairs, and Rachel over to a little corner store thing, buys a copy of Cosmopolitan, and gets really excited. The girl has become Rachel by this point. Turns out, she had written an article for it. Something about under-appreciated artists, or something of the sort. I remember a picture from the article. A girl was performing some song, I assume, standing on top of a bull, and Rachel was down at the base cheering and looking very excited. At this point, Rachel runs off, and someone else we know, Becca maybe, who we have just run into since coming downstairs, asks me why I always have to steal her thunder, in regards to asking Rachel about her story and taking all the credit as the excited friend, I guess.

And I was about to attempt a WILD, as I'm feeling a lot better, but the apartment just woke up.

A rather vague night of dreaming, I didn't have time in the morning to recall so I don't have much.

Dream 1:
I cut my hair for some reason, the cut was right through the middle and i thought i would look really stupid. After looking in the mirror my hair actually looked really good and stylish. Pity I didn't go lucid :/

Dream 2:
Some girl was standing in front of me persistently showing me what she does as reality checks. She was bouncing around and doing something with her hand. To be honest she was annoying me and I just wanted her to go away.