non-lucid

I dealt with a forgotten situation mixed with a false awakening and ended up saying to myself, "I could have become lucid (if I had done something differently in my dream). I woke up disappointed that I missed that dream sign.

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I dreamed a dog was dragging something. Our pet rats were making a ruckus.

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I had a dream about my Dad's old house. As usual, I was around back. The house is on a hill, but in my dream, the hill was held up by a wall which was collapsing. I was talking to someone and agreed to
shore it up which required tightening some screws to push the wall back. There was a train track dividing
the land in my dream.

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I had done a video project on things falling; parachuters and meteorites were the two that I actually thought of in the dream.

I started watching the video and it started with an intro scene I can't remember. Then it went to a scene of these ladies dancing. They looked the right size based on the perspective in one sense, but a giant hand came down to make it look as though the hand was making the ladies spin. The hand was not designed to look giant either. The hand only looked large and the ladies small relative to each other. It was strange, and had nothing to do with the theme of the falling things.

I was waiting for the real part of the video to start to see my editing work. Then the scene went to Jennifer Love Hewitt. She was sitting on her butt on the floor in a dress with stockings. Her legs were open, but the angle did not show her. Then the angle slowly turned to show her crotch. It was a playboy shot rather than a Penthouse shot (taste versus detail). She had a thick landing strip. That was great.

Then there were more women in a lesbian orgy scene. It was great, but I was waiting for the real part of the movie to begin. I turned around to see a lesbian woman I used to work with watching the video. When I saw her she kind of chuckled and walked away, though I looked back later and she was there again. I tried to tell her that this wasn't the real point of the video.

Eventually the lesbian scene stopped, but so did the dream. Maybe I woke up. I really don't know.

i was working at a high end restaraunt with my brother ( i should have known this was a dream i have not worked in a restaraunt in years) i had worked theday shift so i set the broiler station up for the next shift. the night shift manager came in and told me it was all wrong, this confused me he wanted me to close the station out as if it was the end of the night not just a shift change and i asked him why should i waste all my time wrapping everything if the next guy wassjust going to unwrap it again. he said

do it my way or your fired

i wanted the job so i ended up doing it but was pissed

I'm walking through a lot of sludgy snow on all fours down the street. I put my thumb out at every car that goes by but no one picks me up. One car slows down. It's a pink see-through "car" made of cardboard. It doesn't pick me up but I follow it.

I arrive at some shitty little house. The hallway is so tiny I must walk sideways through it. In the kitchen, I pour myself a big cup of smoothie. My mom's voice from somewhere comes out and says "That's all pineapple!", and taste it. It is.

I open a door and see a bunch of kids playing outside in the back yard. I don't join them. I open another door and now I'm in my basement from my childhood house. My kitten (that I have in real life) sneaks down the stairs and my mom tells me to find her. I look around and become distracted by noticing my basement.

It has fused my memory of the basement and the house, and there are stained glass bookshelf cases right next to the stairs. I walk into a room behind the stairs. It's a giant library with our big bookshelf case (usually in the dining room) in a largely empty room. There's a middle room next to this one with three bookshelves, all filled with just two series: One fantasy series my mom read, and another Peanuts-esque comic series my aunt read (it doesn't really exist). On one of the bookshelves in this room is a big collection of all the art Graeme Base (of Animalia fame) ever did.

I look through a doorway and see a bunch of people and Heather standing around. I do a weird dance and end up on the floor and a girl next to Heather does the same dance. I walk into the first room again and now it's a gift shop in my basement. All of my friends are here on some kind of "field trip". I start reading some holiday cards which are in a case.

My friend Justine comes up to me and says she's upset that she's so mean. I say "Yeah, you're an asshole, but I am too," and we talk about we are mean and wish we weren't. I end up hugging her and Heather comes over and seems unphased by it, which I'm glad about because it wasn't a sexual move at all.

I go back to the card section and really want to steal a Harry Potter "card" that is actually a really thick notebook full of original sketches by the author. I imagine that there are cameras in my basement because this is now a store, but end up grabbing it anyway. It's time to go so everyone, including me, walk through a new doorway exit to the driveway.

I get in a car that Jack's driving and my brother Holden is supposed to be sitting next to me. He gets in for a second but leaves. Jack doesn't know that he left and speeds off. Time lapse to us driving on a main road in my town. I say "Jack, pull over here, Holden's there," and we do. I tap on the glass of my window and Holden looks up. We're on the other side of the road, though. He has an air of superiority so as he walks through the busy traffic, all the cars stop for him, some of them dangerously close to running him over (but he doesn't seem to mind at all).

He goes to the sidewalk next to the car and starts running. He is challenging Jack to a race to wherever our destination is. Jack takes offense to this and starts speeding to make sure he wins and runs every red light. I'm kind of panicking and as I get more and more afraid, the car goes more and more out of control. Soon we have so much speed that the car starts to fly.



We are in the air and I see we're going to land in a really bad place, in between some buildings in like a hedge or something. It seems really dangerous. We land....and I lose the dream.

Before i fell asleep i tried WILDing as usual and focus on third eye meditation.
The problem is that after my body gets numb i get so hot, really i sweat like a pig. All the blankets start to feel annoying on my skin, my nose starts to itch my patience starts to lose it.
It feels awkward enough for me to just give up and roll in my bed till i fall asleep normally.

heres what i remember

My mom forced called the supermarket and forced me to get a job there, i went over to the supermarket and met my boss. 2 chiefs atually, but one of them was a lazy bum the other one was a pretty cool guy.
He showed me around the supermarket but forgot to tell me what to do so i left him and went around exploring the place by myself. There where loads of employees but i don't recall any interaction.
I didn't really feel like working there so i wanted to just leave but then i thought what the hell might aswell work for 2 hours and get some money out of it.
I never did tho i just chilled,i think.

My second dream was way more interesting

I was in a school-like environment but much different from my actual school since this one had nice greenfields around it, countless of entrances and exits.

Anyway i remember seeing a girl i used to go out with. We never really got together officially due to some issues but it was a fun ride nontheless. Oh and she's hot ! i mean smoking beautiful makes me growl like a hound.
So we where in a class together i think or outside.. or both at the same time and then she said she lost some weight. Just look at my tummy. And she moved her shirt up a bit.
It was all flat and shiny beautiful and she said go ahead to touch it.
So i did feel her up a little bit, then she bended over for some reason and while i was touching her stomach at first i suddenly found myself grabbing her gorgeous ass like a maniac. She was perfectly okay with it but i stopped when i realized what i was doing cus i respect her soul at least as much as i respect her body.
EDIT: I just remembered she actually stripped down naked ! She's so smokin'

Me and her and some others where lying in the grass, i was leaning over her face and i remembered she used to take a lot of naps and sleep a lot when i knew her. So i asked her what she dreams of. Then she said : I lost my dog..
wtf?

In probably still the same dream i met some guy and we got a long real well. At the end of the day/evening whatever it is, when he was about to go home i asked him where does he live cus i wanted to give him a ride home. He looked at me like i was crazy and he ran off into the forest.

I remember going inside the school and seeing the girl i was telling u about and a friend of her who currently goes to the same school i do and i thought they where talking about me when i heared her say, sometimes he can be really cool and funny but other times hes just plain annoying. So i gave her the middle finger and said fuck u ! She said, nonono we're not talking about you we're talking about Turuk. Some marrocain kid i haven't seen in like 5 years.

Oh yea i remember greeting some marrocain gangster boys right there and for some reason we hugged lol.

This was a different variation of dream from the ones I usually have. I was in some sort of room with about 5 people. I went to take a shower in the biggest bathroom that I have ever seen. I mean it was almost as big as a whole other house. I stepped inside and began to take a shower. The shower was up against the middle of the wall, it was very odd placement. As I was showering I heard someone walk in. I opened the curtains a bit ans some some random girl. Her name was Allegra, it almost popped out to me in the dream that her name was that. After that i dont remember much.

My dad and i where at aunt Caren's house to visit. I was sitting there for some reason having fun. Aunt Caren said we could spend the night but to my disapointment dad told her we should then leave. On my way out after dad left I found my mom walking with her crutch in left had to aunt Caren's saying that she should get this over with. Then I woke up.

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Good morning, everybody.

Dream #1

I was in, and then left, and then came back to, some room. The room was kind of small and cluttered with stuff like blankets. The room had a bunk bed, the top bunk of which now seems to have been 2.5 meters high.

The ceiling of the room had some kind of hole in the corner over the bunk bed. It was causing some kind of gross problem, possibly bugs, all through the room. It had been this way when I'd left. Now that I was back, it didn't look like it had changed.

But I needed to stay here for the time being, so I just figured I'd deal with it. I sat my stuff down on or looked down on something like a beanbag chair, which may have been dark green.

Dream #2

I was standing out on or near an open road between two fields or farms. I may have stood just under or just away from a concrete shelter for a bus depot. It was a grey day.

There was a bus near me. It kind of looked like an old-style bus, with corrugated metal siding. A bunch of people were getting out of the bus. Some of them looked old, but they wore clothes that old people might have worn in the 1970s.

I was thinking some complaining kind of thought about my boss. I may have said it out loud. Some of the people may have heard me. A couple of women asked me, "Don't you know your boss is distracted? Today his wife is going to have a baby."

I tried to figure out how this could be possible. As far as I could remember, my boss hadn't even told me his wife was pregnant.

I could see my boss nearby, walking in front of a tall, chain-link fence that stretched all the way down one side of the farm or field near the bus depot. My boss was wearing his normal suit and tie. He had his hands in his pocket, and his jacket seemed to be blowing in the wind a bit.

Dream #3

I was trying to go somewhere. I was in "my bedroom," although it looked more like a preschool classroom. One window was all fogged up, and a bunch of potted plants stood on the shelf top before it.

(Now that I think of it, I may only have been as tall as the shelf top, which was maybe 750cm tall.)

I was trying to get socks, which, I could see in my mind's eye, I would wear with white tennis shoes that had red trim. But I was only looking for the tan dress socks that I usually wear with my tan dress slacks.

I pulled out a pair. But they had holes in the toes. But I knew that at the event I was going to, I'd have to take off my shoes. I couldn't reveal holey socks. So I looked for a pair of tan dress socks without holes.

I pulled out another pair of socks with holes. Then I pulled out a pair of socks without holes. I was kind of worried, though, that I'd missed the holes. So I very carefully searched the toe-seam of at least one of the socks to make sure there were no holes.

Nothing

A dream from years ago.

I had a dream that I was an inmate in a prison yard smoking a cigarette. It was extremely vivid realistic. I could feel the wind on my face and was happy just to be outside. I take long drags on the cigarette and it tastes sweet, like candy. It was a rather long dream.

Many Fragments from a few nights ago.

Frag #1
For some reason I was terrified of every person I ran into. The sight of someone would make me freak out and try to hide somewhere.
Larry C (friend from school irl) comes up to me slowly and holds out his hand. For some reason I know I can trust him and I stand up and hug him.
----this is strange because I berely know him, and the following night I had a dream he electrocuted me ------

Frag #2
There were many women that were "slaves" practically to these men. One of the men walks in with two others following him. He yells "take your shirts off". Instantly all the women take their shirts off and begin to line up as the man walks among them. I was pissed that these women were letting men treat them that way.

Frag #3
I met a friend from elementary school C.H. as an adult and was sad to find she was slutty.

Frag #4
There was a black family where a husband and wife were fighting. The sister of the husband gets up and grabs him, forcing him to dance with her until the wife got jealous and cut in.

Nights between last night and previous entry I can't remember any dreams.

I did however, have a dream that I was at a Nirvana concert with my mom and friend. They did the song "Lithium", then the drummer (who wasn't Dave Grohl, he was playing bass) walked out. Kurt then sangSmells Like Teen Spirit, and for whatever reason I'm playing bass and Dave Grohl is gone. I then vaguely remember something about walking with a girl, and nothing else after that.

Everyday, I wake up at 6:45 A.M eat, then just lay down for 20 minutes. But today, I was determined to have a dream during that lay down because I couldn't remember anything from last night. So please note, as I was dreaming, I was aware I was awake, yet I was dreaming...Weird isn't it?

So, I was in a stadium, a whole crowd of people were screaming their heads off. The seats were blue and the game area had a red cage in the middle of it. In the gaming area cage, there was a tennis court, combined with a basketball court. I and another dream character had to play "Tenni-ball" against two other DCs. We played tennis, then a referee threw in three basketballs. I said, "WHAT THE FUCK? I'M DONE!" And I ran out of the stadium! Outside the door was my friend Ryan from the speed racer dream. (ROFL) He was on his cell phone and I told him to shutup and continued to run.
I escaped to the public restrooms. Two girls and one guy stepped out of the restroom.

They were glued together from the forehead for some reason. A woman said, "It's okay Jacob, we'll un-stick you." I ran out of the stadium and into a small town. I came to an intersection, I bent over to tie my shoe and a high-school looking girl was jogging towards me. When she passed me, she patted me on the head. I then crossed the street. Two old jewish men in a car told me, "Hey boy, you vetta get out ov here. Them cops are lookin at you!" (more running) I ran through a bridge on the highway and jumped a fence. I landed in a cherry tree. I jumped off that tree and found myself in an orchard. I walked north and found a farm, filled with GIANT fruits and vegetables. I picked up a strawberry and ate it. It tasted dreamy-licious! I found my friend Gabby and she was eating a giant watermelon. Gabby said, "Hey, let's go!" I followed her...back to the arena... O_o

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May 2011 Week 1
goal: stabilize and use psychokinesis (b-totm)

mon: 4 hours of sleep. did not try.
tue: thunderstorm outside. trapped in a house with some maniac and he's got a gun. i've also got a gun hehe. one of us is going to die.

I had this dream after 11 hours of sleep, it's non lucid and pretty strange compared to my normal dreams.

I arrived at my Grandma's house near Ritzville, Washington while it was still light out. I walked inside and saw a few of my family members like Julie, Jacob, my Grandma herself, and I was also with my Dad only. We must have been celebrating some kind of event, which we usually are when we come here, because everyone was in the kitchen cooking. There wasn't really any talking in the dream so I just went in one of the back rooms and started to go to sleep, I was feeling tired inside my dream (lol). I laid there feeling stoned and just on the edge of sleep when my Cousins Meghan and Alissa arrived. They came in the room and laid on the bed next to me and were watching TV. I said hi to them and just continued my nap. After I felt rested enough to get up my dream had kinda changed someone asked me if I wanted to go outside and go swimming, there are no swimming spots in the place I was supposed to be but I went anway...
I went straight out the slider door and down a steep dirt road to a small lake or pond. One of the people I was with told me there was a thick wire that goes all the way around this lake right on top of the water, he then walked over and stood on the wire (His feet were like 3 inches in the water) he then started walking around the lake with it, when I joined him I noticed I had perfect balance without holding anything around me. It seemed like we walked on that thing forever... But eventually we started seeing some weird stuff, a bunch of white 2 foot long Jellyfish started swimming around our feet and rubbing against us. I wasn't really scared but I just hurried to get out of there, suddenly a huge wave, like atleast 6 feet tall came crashing down right on us. I remember seeing inside the wave and seeing all of these white jellyfish rushing towards me rubbing against me. Their legs thin and wavy. When I got back up on the wire to balance everyone else was gone, I was alone. I made it back to shore after a few more waves hit me. The beach was only like 20 feet wide and didn't even rap around the whole lake, but when I got to shore I saw my Mom's white envoy sitting on the beach perfectly parked. That kinda freaked me out since I came with my dad and just a minute ago that wasn't there... I read a sign that says do not park cars here the tide will take them away, a sign that wasn't there 5 minutes ago. The sign also said Watch out for Hallucinogenic Jellyfish, with a picture of the white Jellyfish I saw. At that point I was convinced I had gone forward in time due to the Jellyfish and went back up to the house, which was completely different. I went in and no one recognized me at first, then they all got really happy and were like Derrick oh my god you've been gone for so long we missed you where have you been all this time? Apparently I had been gone for over a year (weird)

Added Note: I now have realized that the waves could have been producing the same effect as dream spinning.
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