non-lucid

Lame internet connection + Little recall = (Super-duper) x inactivity regarding (DJn>1n)

Fragment 1:

I was talking with two of my friends from school in no solid setting. Angles were curved, I remember purple smoke, and people did not seem to have bodies. I was explaining to the floating head of a friend who is a massive pony-hater and massive Minecraft-lover that Notch had recently stated that he was a brony.Wait, I thought, it's Sunday, and this is a dream, so it doesn't matter if I tell them. Oh, well, I'll do it anyway. Then everybody attacked me.

Fragment 2:

I was part of the crew of a crashed alien ship. The ship consisted of black hull and glowing green tubes and antennae, composed into a rough tube shape. Me and two other survivors were sitting in a completely black room, which, on any other ship, would have served as a cargo hold, as it was the room that had the ramp outside. No airlock, I thought it was worth noting. The oldest of us was at a completely black counter, making omlettes. The youngest was at a completely black table, doing nothing. I decided to go outside and search for firewood.

There was a cut, and I was a hundred meters up a hill from the crash site. The landscape was mostly flat other than the hill I was on, and the vegetation was only dead-looking, thorny, bush-sized plants. They surrounded the crash site, anything too close to it got incinerated. The sky was limited to a dome around the crater and the plants surrounding it. There was dark blue and stars outside of the dome. I climbed for several seconds, then the dream ended.

Fragment 3:

This was certainly part of an epic full dream. Shame I can't remember it.

I was on an anvil-shaped airship going at unrealistically high speeds with a girl about my age. She was blonde, and her hair was braided into a single tail. She was a wearing black, that seemed to be a theme in my dreams tonight. I didn't recognize her. I was wearing black, too. I also wore aviator goggles. We were either dealing with or being pirates.

We were standing on an outdoors catwalk going in a loop. She acknowledged my presence briefly and then glided off into the globe of grey clouds speedily passing us. My view followed her circling the bottom of the airship. her suit had dark yellow wings under the arms, like those of a flying squirrel. As she flew, she threw away the rapier she previously held and it passed us in a blink. She traded it out with a cutlass take from a copper statue on one of the ends of the ship.

She reached the front of the bottom of the ship and sliced two guards in one swing and flew, cutlass first, into the window. My view transitioned inside of the ship, watching the glass shatter in slow motion. She fell once she was in, and recovered with a roll. Suddenly, I joined her in the room.

In the corner, she picked up some trinkets and put them a bag. She smiled stood up, and we moved out of the window. Mission success, it seems. The dream ended.

11/26 dreamed of tornado's a strong but not too strong one picked me up recalled more when i woke up but didn't write it down

Thursday 11/24 - no supplements, no recall

Friday 11/25 - bed at 1am, regular DR 2:42am - I was flying from my balcony, can't recall more

Took GM at 4:17am- no change in recall or vividity or anything

dream at 8:23 am - my cat was attacked by a dog, remembered more but didn't write it down right away
Another dream - I was a babysitter in Thailand

Saturday 11/26 Bed at 11:50pm, no supplements
DR at 2:05 am - GTA video game - just a feeling
4:17am - somebody's family was visiting, it was a pain in the a**.
Then I'm at the ocean. Kid is in a water and i ask him what does he see. I look under water and there is a lots of marine life and a big, fast shark. I yell at him to get out. By now the ocean changed into shape of a swimming pool, I'm sitting on the edge, but the water is still ocean. Shark had changed into a manatee. He is nor really nice. First he is intimidating us by putting his snout right in our faces. i want to let him know that we like him but he is not amused, turnes his back and poops on us.

There won't be much today because my mom woke me up early.

First, there was this dream where Anthony and I were in this Egyptian pyramid. We were in a golden, stone hallway just hanging out. Behind me, there were two sarcophagi, although I never actually looked at them. There was a supporting pillar in front of me, and the place was lit by many torches. I went around the pillar because it was in my way, just in time to see Anthony do this weird ballet jump. I looked at him and said, "What the hell was that?" We both laughed and this became an inside joke. We both then did a bunch of half-assed mock ballet jumps to make fun of him.

There was one dream that involved a game show I think, and Butch was there, but I don't remember the details.

The next dream I had took place at this lady's house (may have been Ms. Ward). She was either a friend of Mom, or some relative. We were on a road trip to various states that had family in them, and Mom and this lady, who was very big and in a red sweater, were talking about where she would go next, and how long each trip would take. I don't remember the exact states, but I knew that there was one we could have went to out west that would take 18 hours to get to. There was another one more south that would take around 14 hours. Mom thought these rides were too long, and the lady mentioned that it was only 8 hours to New York (we were already somewhere west of New Jersey). To emphasize how easy the trip was, the lady mentioned that we would only have to "land the plane right on the bay." When I heard this, I became slightly apprehensive about the trip. I didn't want to get all of my bags and everything wet. This whole time, Sean and I were eating platefuls of meat. There were ribs, meatballs, pork, and other stuff. The meatballs were the most important, like they were the lady's specialty or something. Sean was having a hard time getting some of the meat off of the fat from the ribs, and to show him that he had to use his hands, I ripped a big chunk of meat from one of the ribs, and showed him, as if to make him jealous that I was doing it right or something. The plates of meat were on the counter of the kitchen we were in. The whole room had a very cozy vibe to it, with the walls being dark in color, and all the cabinets having a log cabin aesthetic. The counter that had the plates had doorways to the left and right of it. The one to the right led to some sort of living room, where I could vaguely make out a fireplace (I think). The doorway to the left was very dark, and I couldn't see where it led, but I knew that it wrapped around to the other room. There was a giant table behind me when I was facing the counter, and that was where Sean and I were eating. There was also a counter/table in the middle of the kitchen (one that you could walk around), and that was where Mom and this lady talked. The house looked very nice.

I might have had a false awakening here, because I think I looked at the clock, and I saw that it was 4 pm. I thought to myself out of frustration, "how is that possible? I didn't want to sleep that long, but I'm still tired." Then I went back "to sleep".

In the last dream I had this night, there was an eerie closet in my room where my dresser would be. my room looked pretty much the same except that next to the door to my room, there was another door that led to this enormous walk-in closet, which looked a lot more like an empty basement than a closet. Inside, there was just a big, empty space with mirrors on all of the walls. The room inside was about 20 feet by 20 feet (however, I'm bad at guessing measurements) and had about 6 dusty, old support beams scattered around evenly. One of my cats kept going in there, although I don't think this really had anything to do with the dream, so much as it just being something the cat would do. Mom thought the room was haunted, and I didn't want to go in there, mostly out of the fact that it was completely dark in there, and just creepy looking. I'm sure there was a door to the room, but it was always open, or maybe there were saloon doors or something. But anyway, whenever I tried to look inside the room, I couldn't see anything, as if I had taken my glasses off, and my room suddenly became dimly lit.

Mom woke me up around the second or third time the cat went into the closet.

Also, I wrote down "club/closet in room" so I guess it was also a club of some sort at one point, although I don't remember that part.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Decided to take some supplements and aimed to get lucid. I had a few fragments of being lucid but I can't really pinpoint any. Did have some crazy ass dreams.

23.30: Sleep

05.30: WBTB 10 minutes

08.30: Fragment
*I'm talking to my boss and he's really happy about something.

10.30: Uhm, okay?
I'm at my friend G's mom's house. Monica is there, and a man I don't know. We're a part of some weird cult or something, and the man tells Monica to light herself on fire. She takes a gas tank and pours gasoline all over herself. She takes out a lighter and sets herself on fire. She transforms into a pile of ash in a second. Strangely I don't feel much, might not have been my real girlfriend. I'm afraid I'm next. "Oh, looks like I'm next" the man says after reading a small note. He takes the gas tank and soaks himself. I hold the lighter. "Are you sure about this?" I ask him. "Yes, do it!" he says and I bring the lighter an inch from his thigh.

All of a sudden I can hear people on the lawn. I look out the open front door and there are several people with guns there. "Don't move!" they yell at me and I drop the lighter. I'm only wearing underwear and my bag. I slowly take the bag off. "Don't do anything stupid!" they yell at me. "I'm just gonna remove my bag" I tell them and spin around to make sure they know I've got nothing on me. I drop the bag and walk up to the guy in charge. He grabs my arm and leads me into the kitchen. Alexander Skarsgård is sitting at the kitchen table, he's the leader of a racist political party in Sweden. "Hey Matte, I heard we've got similar opinions on certain things" he says. I sit down and is just awed. "Dude, I just dreamt all this. The people with the guns and you sitting here at the table, isn't that just awesome?" I say. He looks really confused, like I'm nuts.

08.30: Pokémons and monkeys
I'm in the middle of a huge square. There's a tall fence going all around it except for one part which only has a low one. On the ground are different kinds of miniature Pokémons. I pick up a crab and it tries to pinch me so I drop it. I can see they've all got level tags on them. I find a particularly cool one I decide to try to get out of its burrow, but I can't get it to come out. All of a sudden a chimpanse shows up to my right. I scratch his belly. The monkey gets up and runs over to the low fence part of the square. 'Aren't those dangerous? And they should be able to get through that fence...' A few more monkeys show up. The people outside watching it all starts to freak out. The monkeys rips a part of the fence loose and hunts the children down. One grabs a child by the head and is just about to twist. But I decide it's too much and don't want the dream to continue. I start visualizing entering the dream again and manage to get a few glimpses of the scene, but not enough to form a solid dream.

10.30: Alpha male behaviour
I'm once again up at my friend G's mom's house. Kenny and Spenny from Kenny vs Spenny are with me. Kenny pisses Spenny off as usual. We're heading into the woods. On a mountain Spenny has had enough. "You're always such an idiot! I feel like punching you right here!" he yells at him. "Come on guys, stop fighting" I tell them happily. I notice that there's water on the mountain. 'Hmm, that's strange. There shouldn't be any water here.' I can see some seaweed growing around me. We head down the mountainside and arrive at a small cliff overlooking a beach. Up ahead I spot a couple of groups of furry animals.

"Oh shit bears!" I say and point. I back away, the bear is my mortal enemy in dreams. "Relax, they're not dangerous" Kenny says. One runs up to me. It has grey fur and it's hanging in clumps, like a mop. I turn my focus to the beach instead. There's a bunch of wildmen down there and a guy who was with us walks down the hill to them. A sign flashes before my eyes. It's a photo of a man with a ragged look and some info about him. I watch as the guy befriends them. I walk down there myself. I start grunting and take my shirt off. The alpha male, the one on the sign, gives me a bad look. He hands me a small knife. "Cut mouth and gum, two hundred more times" he tells me. Another info sign flashes and I can see that they've already cut themselves thousands of times. Something big will happen after two hundred more.

I cut my gum and between my teeth. It stings and starts to bleed. I cut the guy next to me the same way, then the guy next to him. I hesitate a bit when I'm going to cut the alpha male but he gives me a grin and I do it anyways. This goes on for a while. I let some blood dribble down on my cheek. My jaw is starting to ache from having to look like a neanderthal. A swan shows up and transforms itself into my mom. The ape men around me starts grunting, they dislike her being on their territory.

10.30: Hotel
I'm walking down a street when I decide to take a nap in a lobby. I wake up and head for the hotel me, Monica, Felix and his girlfriend lives in. I'm naked though and cover my self with one hand. A woman outside of the hotel stops dead in her tracks and stares at me. I get in the elevator and hit the button to the 7th floor. I get off and is relieved to see it's the right floor. I enter the apartment and Monica comes up to me. I hand her two bags filled with stuff I've bought her.

10.30: School
I'm in school and I'm waiting for my uncle outside of the restrooms. He comes out and we talk for a bit. I head downstairs to the lobby of the school and start whipping up some eggs with an electric blender. I remember I left my dream journal in my room, aswell as the rest of the ingredients. I start walking through the lobby at a very weird speed. It's like I'm on the moon. 'Cool! My brain must be super speeded up because of the galantamine!' I walk around for a while until I head up towards my room.

10.30: Boating
I'm going through some canals in a boat with Monica. We arrive in Stockholm. I'm trying to find some place but end up on the street instead. "You can't do that!" a woman tells me angrily. I shove the boat back into the water but end up on a street soon again. A weird man shows up and I try to chase him down but I fail.

10.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 11 hours

Supplements: 200 mg B6, 100 mg 5-HTP, 1 x Lucid Dreamer at WBTB + 100 mg L-Theanine for sleep.

That's it! Insane how dilated time gets when you take G+C. I'm sure the B6 and 5-HTP plays a part in it aswell. Too bad I didn't get lucid properly. Like I said I had a few moments of short lucidity or semi lucidity but nothing big.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

11/26/11
Notes

So I went to bed last night at about 11 and set three alarms at 3:50, 5:10, and 6:30 to try CrazyInSane's CAN-WILD technique. The first alarm at 3:50 woke me up, but I accidently jerked and ruined any chance at remaining in SP I couldn't fall back asleep until after 5, so I just cancelled my next alarm. Later in the morning I dreamt that I was messing with the alarm on the iPod I had been using. At first part of a song played, but then I shut it off because I knew it was too long for an automatically shutting off alarm. Then I played the chiming alarm I was supposed to be using. When I woke up around 7:30, I didn't remember hearing my 6:30 alarm, so now I think I actually heard my alarm inside the dream and it got incorporated into it instead of waking me up. Oh well, maybe I can mess around with the chiming volume and try to recognize it in my dream instead of it awakening me.

I had somewhere to go to (didn't know where though). My money wasn't enough for the fare (I only had one/five/ten-peso coins in my mini-wallet), so my sister gave me a fifty-peso bill. I put it in the front small pocket of my uniform (it's where I usually put my paper money). I left and got in a bus pretty quickly; it was a blur.

The bus didn't go the usual way to where I was heading so I had to wait where it would let off passengers. I knew the way to walk there anyway so I didn't mind wherever it stopped. I got off in what looked like a subdivision and did a walk-run on the not-so-wide but not-so-narrow road. There's green grass on the sides, and the road was somewhat curved to the right. I then arrived at the church. It was already dark. The church was open. There was quite a number of people there...seems like a gathering of some sort. I didn't go straight inside the church, I just took a peek. I saw the altar, the crucifix, flowers...only candles lit the place. I went to meet my churchmates somewhere. There was a happy ambiance. Lots of smiles and happy talking.

The next thing, I found myself in a bus at daytime again. I was sitting on the right near the aisle. My friend was by my left, looking out the window. She doesn't seem to want to talk to me though. I remember we were heading some place quite far to do something. Can't remember where and what it was about.

Fragment

I was in a big,white,spacious building and my friends were there telling me that I was the dad of a baby that some pregnant girl had. I started to panic as you would and I kept denying it.

I keep it in my trousers know what I mean?

non-dream / dream / lucid

Tenho a impressão que esse sonho começou após eu ter entrado na biblioteca, no sonho anterior. Estava em casa com mais alguém (talvez meu irmão) e lembro que havia três pessoas transformadas em zumbis (uma mulher, um cara e uma criança), e estávamos fugindo deles. Lembro que resolvemos dar um banho neles e tentamos exorcizá-los. Fiz algumas orações e truques, e consegui exorcizar a mulher. Ela tremia de frio, então a abracei e a coloquei deitada no chão. Em um momento, lembro que fui arranhado pela criança, então fiz um ritual para que eu não virasse zumbi. A pessoa que estava comigo também foi arranhada, então disse que ela precisava fazer com que o zumbi beijasse o local do ferimento e então passar sabão ali. Em certo momento, a criança voltara ao normal, e resolvi assustá-la e arranhei a mãe dela. Ela ficou desesperada, então eu disse que era brincadeira, que eu não era zumbi.

non-dream / dream / lucid

Sonhei estar jogando CAstlevania: Symphony Of The Night de novo, mas, obviamente, o jogo estava diferente do que é na realidade. Estava em uma parte do castelo como se fosse o Castle Keep, já no nível 91. Havia uma entrada no teto, e passei por ela; porém, passei muito rápido e, como era a sala de um boss, acabei passando direto por ele e parando na sala seguinte. Lá, haviam três tipos de inimigos: dois que pareciam o Shaft (porém, um roxo e outro azul) e um outro que parecia uma centopeia gigante. Fiquei matando eles e, inclusive, em uma tocha que havia no chão, peguei um item aparentemente novo: um tipo de cajado (wand) com uma bola branca em cima. Após algum tempo lutando com eles, resolvi voltar e enfrentar o boss. Percebi que eu estava já no nível 99, e a opção "skills" sumira do meu menu. Ao chegara na sala do boss, o chão e o teto se fecharam (haviam duas portas, uma de cada lado). Apareceu então um minotauro bastante grande, mas o matei com apenas um golpe (83). Achei estranho, meu irmão disse que isso também aconteceu com ele. Entrei pela porta da esquerda e cheguei à biblioteca. Havia uma música diferente lá, mas eu a conhecia. Nesse lugar, o fundo era 3D e inclusive havia uma estátua de um demônio que me chamou a atenção por ser bastante detalhada e se mover conforme o personagem. Comentei isso com meu irmão e ele falou que esse remake do jogo estava muito bom.

I was somewhere in Bacolod. I decided to ride a jeep. The public utility vehicles are using a different route, going through the "back" of the city. The place looks beautiful, with trees and green fields. I felt sad that I forgot to bring my camera. Then I remembered; I DO have my camera, but for some reason, I find it troublesome to get it out. So I didn't.

I arrived in a school.

Something about the road felt familiar; like I've been there in another dream.

This was most definitely a weird one, and oh the references I can make to Inception.

It started off with me and three other people, who looking at it now, might have been Ed, Edd, and Eddy, but we were in an eerie looking house on a beautiful day in a field, though night soon came and things get quite creepy. A group of girl scouts came in to tell use to go look for something, and so we did. Along the way, many ghosts and other scary stuff popped out at us, and yet it all sempt very real, yet I didn't wake up, but we found what we were looking for, and I simply stayed in the lower part of the house, which was more like a cave with a single light really, but my brother was there, oddly enough, and he was just sitting there. Here's where the weird part comes in.

I suddenly own this 4-piece device called a DreamNoav, don't ask, I'm not sure either, but what it did was allow you to completely edit your dreams with a click of a menu, in any case, it was just an easy lucid dream. I used it, and what do you know, I was suddenly in a luicd dream. I walked around a village for a bit, not sure what I would discover, but it was shaped in a bit of a circle, and I was alone in this place, unsure what to do really, and that's when, in my dream... dream, I woke up, though not in real life. Instead, I looked to my brother and began to tell him how useful this thing was, and he didn't care, a trait that passed on from real-life, it seems, though I tried to use it again, and I woke up in reality.

So, a lucid dream, inside a dream, which was inside another dream?

This was a nap I took from 1pm-5:30pm. I pulled another all-nighter this night. Gotta stop with that.

First, I was on the internet with this chick. She seemed really interested in me, and we were going to go to Paris together. Tickets to Paris were only $1.04 per person, and I was going to go without even telling my parents. I forget why, but something happened and the girl from the internet suddenly thought I was a creep or something. There was more to this dream, but I only wrote down vague notes.

Then, it was the last day of school, and I was in a class taught by Madame Arcusi. The class was very large, and pretty much my whole graduating class was in there (DE). I was being very annoying the whole time, because I just wanted to get out of there and go to Paris. I knew everyone was getting annoyed, but I didn't care, and I said something like, "Everyone is listening to-" Then I corrected myself, "Everyone is hearing me complain and make annoying noises on purpose." Kate, who was sitting next to me kept asking me to stop. The teacher kept morphing into different people. It started with Madame Arcusi, then they might have been Mrs. Gunther-Brown, but I know at one point they were Mr. Yourison and I remember him coming over to my desk and I was worried he would find something (can't remember what) so I distracted him or something, and he talked to the kid next to me. Behind my desk was a large window, which sometimes led to another classroom, and sometimes showed a go-kart course, depending on when you looked at it. When it was another classroom, I remember seeing this girl who kind of looked like Nicole, but I don't think it was her. When we were finally leaving the school, I mentioned to Kate (but mostly offhandedly to the class) that I finally get to go to Paris now, and she said it was pretty cool.

In the last part of the dream, I was finally in Paris, but I found out that my $1.04 ticket only got me the most run-down room in this hotel. The hotel had nice rooms, but the quality of your room was determined by the amount of money you paid. Outside didn't even look like Paris, by the way. It looked more like a park in Philadelphia in the fall. But anyway, at this point in the dream, I was just watching, and my character had morphed into Carl from Aqua Teen Hunger Force. His room was just this one bed suspended on this platform on a really high ceiling. The bed had a lever that flipped him forward so he would be facing the other side of the bed. Since this was Carl, he was fine with having a crappy hotel room if it meant he was in Paris, and he was trying to justify it by saying that he'll get bed in breakfast, and that he could put a newspaper on the other side of the bed so that he could pull the lever and switch activities quickly. He kept pulling the lever and saying, "See? Breakfast, newspaper! Breakfast, newspaper!"

Sleep Time: 1:30 a.m - 10:15 a.m

"Solo"
Lisa and Eric have gone to a strange planet. We are all sitting out on the porch of an unfamiliar house while they are discussing this trip. Lisa is saying the planet was very eerie and half-covered in lava. She says the name of the planet is Solo.

"Backyard Party"
I am having a party in my backyard. My dad is there along with some other people I don't know. We are singing Stu's version of "Allentown" from Hangover 2.
After the party is over I start to go inside. As I open the door, a black dog appears behind me and tries to get in. I am pushing it away with my foot as I wake up.

"Disgusting Trip"
I am on a trip with Holly, Melissa, and Alana. We are shopping in a giant mall. We go outside and see a small swimming pool the size of a bathtub and a regular sized hot tub. Some random guy walks by and throws worms in my hair. I'm not sure what's happened but my friends are pointing at my hair and look really freaked out. I immediately jump in the tiny pool and then in the hot tub to try and get the worms out of my hair. I am completely horrified and disgusted. I find some shampoo somewhere and proceed to wash my hair in a sink with it.

I was in the living room watching Azumanga Daioh on TV. My family was in the room with me as well. I laughed, then realized that it was weird that the anime was on TV, and did a reality check. didn't go lucid though, for some reason.